Something Happened To My Teeth!

i dunno wad happened but something has happened to my teeth. i wun say wad izzit, coz its too gross! and the worst thing is, all the dentists are closed around my area.. shucks!!!

damn, i haf to go to the dentist tomorrow. cannot go sch le. haiz.. think i haf to mit the rest later in school. haiz...

wad a bad omen!

ta-ta...

Down With Flu and Sore Throat... Eeeeksss..

heaven really hasn't been kind to me. i had a big blow of my life todae. i wun say wad izzit. but i'm very upset wif myself todae. and i'm so sick now, its so hard to study. my nose is reddened and pain from the constant sneezing and rubbing. and my mind is constanly worried about my mid semester tests. i'm so worried that i can't study finish.. haiz..

dear dear has gone for his shooting range. this time it will be 3 days long, but it is also his LAST shooting range. yay! finally... can't wait for dear dear to O.R.D.. heehee.. since dear is at his shooting range, he will be calling me late tonite.. gd oso.. then i can study and wait up for his call :)

dear dear finally agreed to bring jul jul to sentosa on the 8th august.. yay! so happie..

meanwhile, i'm gonna study real hard.. can't wait for the semester tests to be over soon.. haiz.

ta-ta..

Busy Studying...

Whoa. this week is a critical week for me.. got 5 subjects to study.. but so little time. oh no.. i'm on a verge of a breakdown.. haiz...

todae went to library to study wif liang and velly.. then went home at about 5plus...

i'm so tired now. think gonna study only later at nite.. ta-ta...

Stressed All Over Again...

i'm in the school lab now, with liang beside me, rushing for time for his project due.. hehe...

aniwae, arrgghh.. i haven't been blogging for the past 2 days.  was extremely busy, i didn't even have time for dear on saturday. we went to singapore river to sit and chat. and then headed to lau pa sat and had a simple dinner and then we headed home. dear went to my house on saturdae and my parent's were delighted to see him. hahahaha. coz he so long never go my house oredi. then dear watched tv wif my dad, while i was busy rushing out my HRM report and mindmap. i juz left dear on the sofa. hehe. but then again, he had my dad for company.. dear left my house around 10 but headed to meet his friends for supper. as for me, i continued with my never-ending project (i'm so glad it's over!) and slept only at 3.30am. aren't i poor thing?!

met dear again on sundae. we practically did nothing. dear came down all the way to tampines to fetch me! so sweet rite? heehee.. then we went for breakfast and proceeded back to dear's home for tv... and we went downstairs to play badminton! then we had a wonderful steamboat dinner and i had my udon! yay! so happie.. and then i went home in a cab.. so tiring. and i can't sleep till i finish my project finalization. i'm so glad i handed it in oredi!

todae.. i'm so exhausted.. slept late and woke up early todae. i tink i'm going home to have a nice bath and have a nap before i start studying tonite for my mid-semester tests..

gotta leave the lab soon.. might be back home to blog again! ta-ta..

Exhausted...

phew! i had a long dae todae.. after ops management tutorial then mit liang for lunch at mensar.. then we went to library to study finance until 7pm.. so tiring.. me so scared of tmr's finance test though its 20 MCQ, but i knoe its not easy.. haiz..

dear muz be having "happy hour" now.. coz he told me juz now. he muz be happy lo.. heehee.. good lo, dun need to work so much like me. aniwae, sorry dear, i'm so busy these days.. but i will make time for u tmr.. we go makan dinner together ok?

aniwae, i gotta go study liao.. ta-ta..

Stressed...

haiz.. dunno why got so much things to do. so squeezed up. gotta complete my HRM project due on mondae and gotta study for finance test this wk... and plus mid semester tests starts on the 02 of august and i got 2 exam based CDS's.. haiz..

but one good news, i got an A for my PSQ individual journal! yay! yay! yay! heehee.. so happie.

as for dear, me so busy this saturdae, got finance test and then gotta attend lecture after that. then after lecture still gotta finish up my HRM in school. haiz.. guess i can only meet dear dear for dinner bah.. aniwae, dear told me that nxt wk saturdae he can't meet me. he got shooting range. so i guess, i would also be a good time to study and prepare for my mid semester tests. juz nice the timing. we both are busy.. aniwae, i miss u dear..

gotta go n do my HRM oredi.. ta-ta..

I Washed My Hair!!

yay! i washed my hair finally. couldn't stand it after a dae. the hairdresser told me not to wash it after 3 days.. haahaa. i can't be bothered le. dun expect me to go to sch wif oily hair rite? feeling so fresh and happy after my bath. heehee.. but still, i hope my hair would grow longer abit. heehee. its kinda short now. but one consolation, hair do grow! : )

aniwae, my PSQ quiz was okay.. heehee. but i got a bigger surprise! i received a msg from dear after i came out of the lecture theatre. he wished my good luck for my paper.. wow~ i was so happie and surprised. heehee.. dear really changed alot. i dunno wad caused the change in him. after wad happened last saturdae at 2am. he changed completely. he changed for the better, and it makes me very glad.. now, he's giving me surprises here n there. hee.. i muz say, i'm happie... thanks dear : ) though its juz a simple sms, but i knoe it means alot, to u and me..

haiz. later haf to get back to my HRM peer teaching notes oredi. sianz man. hmm.. aniwae, gotta go soon.. blog tmr..

ta-ta..

New Look!

i rebonded my hair! but had to cut it short, coz my hair was spoiling and it wouldn't be nice if i didn't cut and rebonded it. i feel a little silly though. haha. my hair is so straight. can't wait to let dear dear see it.
 
aniwae, i still haven't learn my PSQ quiz tomorrow. arrgghh.. i gtg oredi. think i'll blog tomorrow.
 
msg for dear: i miss you..
 
ta-ta..

Extremely Exhausted

i think i've been bitten.. by the tired bug. my whole body is aching, my legs are wobbly, my tummy is aching too and i feel unwell. i can't afford to be sick. not at this moment. i have tons of project waiting for me to complete. a PSQ test and finance test.. i juz can't get myself to function. not at this moment.
 
i'm missing dear now. wanna sms him. but i dunno wad to put in the sms. hmm.. came home at 5.30 todae. sianz.. very exhausted. think i'll blog tomorrow..
 
ta-ta..

Juz Dear & Me...

todae meet dear at great world city.. we went to haf breakfast at coffee bean plus a brownie! dear loved it. he eat n eat n eat i see him eat n eat i very happie.. then we went to watch mean girls in the afternoon.. not a bad show. quite nice. we then proceeded back to dear's house.. watched tv, then had a nap, i helped dear dear pack his bag.. and then we ate dinner. then go home le..

though we did nothing special. i was glad that i'm wif dear. we spent quality time together and i'm glad that i was wif him..

msg for dear:
"thank u for spending time wif me. they are special moments kept in my heart."

ta-ta..

Prawn Fishing

its saturdae! aniwae, i was woken up by dear's sms.. he sent me something so sweet.. at 2am! i was moved. he can't sleep. juz thinking about me.. can't believe it man.. dear has changed.. but i dowan him to make changes for me. i juz feel that he should find someone who suits him instead of making changes for me.
 
aniwae, wahhhh.. todae i went prawn fishing.. opposite the jurong bird park. so fun! but expensive lo. one rod costs $25 for 3 hrs. and me n dear only caught 3 prawns after 3 hours. haahaa. so funny rite? but i did enjoy myself. we went wif dear's buddy n his gf.. had a fun but tiring dae. after that we proceeded to crystal jade at suntec. the new one. crystal jade la mian xiao long bao. haha. so cute the name. not bad.. heehee... was really happie todae.. thank u dear..
 
now, i'm tired, but happie. coz i gotta spend the whole dae wif dear. hmm.. so nice...
 
ta-ta...

Fridae's Here At Last...

wow.. blogger has improved! now got colours and fonts to choose.. hee.. cool.. aniwae, had a busy fridae.. but so glad that i'm home. so damn tired! went to school at 10am todae.. and did my HRM project.. and at 12pm, went for ops management tutorial.. then finished at 2pm. met liang for lunch at mensar.. then proceeded back to the library to do my project till 6pm.. whoa.. so tired lo.. run here and there..
 
so glad that tomorrow is saturdae.. then i can get to see dear dear.. (poor me rite? i only see him twice a week. but i think its good enuff... see too much oso dunno do wad.. haahaa... dunno wad we are gonna do after dear dear ORD... ) so contented... then can be in his strong arms... wif dear dear around, i fear nothing... heehee... think we might be going prawn fishing tomorrow wif his buddy.. can't wait man. i have not tried it before!
 
dear going to clear leave next month.. yay yay.. then will ORD soon.. at long last.. i waited near to 2 & 1/2 years for him! its not easy sia. it takes so much patience, understanding, trust and care... after october, yay! no more army, no more book in timing, no more book out timing, no more IPPT,  no more SOC, no more outfield, no more shooting range, no more track & field, no more clearing arms, no more late phone calls at nite! haahaahaa.. i'm so happie! dear, we are gonna do it, we are gonna pass another obstacle test to our love... : ) thank god i haf u... u mean so much to me... u are the one that keeps me going, holds me when i fall, and pick me up at my lowest moments... thank u dear dear..
 
arrgghh.. i'm so exhausted. still got tutorial haven't do leh. aiyo. i think this week dun do tutorial le. better put all my time and energy on my finance test on saturdae..
 
ta-ta...

 

Relieved...

wahahaha.. i found dear dear le.. haha.. he went to play soccer.. nvr bring handphone.. no wonder la.. so relieved to hear his voice..

arrgghh.. tomorrow got project to do again. haiz.. project project n more projects..

now i'm stuck with finance. i dunno how am i gonna go thru the test. but the main thing is i muz do well for my HRM if not i dun need get my specialization le. haiz...

so tired. now waiting for mummy to come back n eat dinner wif jul jul..

aniwae, i'm so glad i found dear dear back. haha. seems a little silly, but who cares aniwae.. heehee..

ta-ta..

Worried....

oh- oh dear dear is missing. can't get him on his mobile.. he asked me to sms him if i'm going for the dinner wif my friends tonite. but he nvr reply. i dunno wad he is doing. called a number of times but juz can't get him.. oh man.. its been like 2 hrs oredi? haizz..

ta-ta..

Rainy Evening...

Phew! luckily i made it home before the rain came down. the sky is grey and the rain can come down anytime soon..

todae was such a hectic dae. got 7 hr lectures all the way. no break, nothing.. sianzz man. later after dinner still haf to do my finance tutorial haiz..

tired sia.. aniwae, i miss dear dear.. glad that he is back! can't wait to tok to him.. :) yay! yay! yay!

ta-ta..

Specially For Dear

I miss you dear.. Dunno why i suddenly feel like this.. but i juz miss u... hope u tmr come back quickly from outfield...

:)

Forever - Mariah Carey

Those days of love are gone
Our time is through
Still I burn on and on
All of my life
Only for you
From now until

Forever and ever my darling
Forever
You will always be the only one...
You will always be the only one...

As long as I shall live
I'll hold you dear
And I will reminisce
Of our love
All through the years
From now until

If you should ever need me
Unfailingly I will return to your arms
And unburden your heart
And if you should remember
That we belong together
Never be ashamed
Call my name
Tell me I'm the one you treasure

Miss My Dear...

todae dunno why missing dear dear... miss him alot lo.. but he outfield.. so impossible to tok tonite. and it was raining heavily somemore. wonder how his outfield is. hmm... dear, jul jul miss u...

aniwae, todae went to TM wif jiayi. haha. had a wonderful time. and i bought a nike tee and a levi's top. heehee.. so happie, but my bank go down le. haiz..

todae not much to blog. juz miss dear dear alot.. can't wait for tomorrow, coz he coming back tomorrow.. hope time passes faster!

ta-ta

Happie 44th Month!

dearrrrr dearrr.. Happie 44th Month of our everlasting love n relationship. whoa. time passes so fast. its been 3 years and 8 months that we are together.. hmm.. my feelings? hahaha.. i've been thru the ups and the downs wif u. we've got fights, quarrels, love.. everything... juz want u 2 noe that i've never regretted knowing you... coz i knoe i can never find someone as good as u anymore. thanks for standing by me all this while. though u make me angry at times, but i still love u all the same n nothing can change that.. love u...

todae went to sch for HRM. and then was supposed to attend marketing lecture, but the lecturer was sick. so me and my project mates stayed back at the TP library to do our HRM project.

next week got finance test le. so scared leh. finance so chimology one. haha. hope i can pull through. or else, i sure very sad one!

the rain is so heavy.. makes me wanna slp. might meet jiayi later to go TM. but it all depends on the rain..

ta-ta..

Boring Saturdae Again...

todae, din meet dear, he went to his army buddy's 21st birthdae. so me stayed home to do tutorial. and later in the afternoon, went wif jie jie to TM. me didn't buy anything, except a pair of earrings from perlini's hee...

haiz. todae nothing much to blog oso. juz hope that dear come home faster, then i can tok to dear dear..

i'm looking forward to tomorrow..

ta-ta..

My Thoughts...

juz happen to see my tagboard. and someone called wisdom juz gave me some advice. whoever u are. thanks. i think u are right. do i wanna spend the rest of my life wif him? yah, i want! i knoe he's the one. its juz one of those days where we are not in the right state of mind coz of our environment, stress and workloads. nevertheless, it is not going to break us apart. friends of mine should know rite? heeheehee.. i'm fine wif dear dear oredi.. we're a happy couple now and i'm glad that i'm still his girl. which relationship got no quarrel one rite? :)

heee..

msg for dear:
"this wk was not a good one for us, but i'm glad we toked things out and we finally can see a rainbow after the storm. i knoe we were meant for each other.. coz its moomoo n tortoise forever.. heehee.. love ya. muacks"

Everytime - Britney Spears

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...

Weekend's here!

firdae is finally here. i got lotsa things to do.. hmm.. aniwae, todaei went out wif liang n jan. we went to bugis coz jan needed to get sumthing for her friend.. and guess wad? adidas outlet in bugis opened oredi! we went there.. and i saw a bag, and i fell in love, all over again.. haiz.. i was thinking whether to get it or not. and guess wad? haiz. ppl who knoe me well would knoe the ending oredi. i got the bag. the price, i won't reveal.. heehee..

yesterdae, kor kor smsed me, asked me out for dinner on thursdae. yay! he finally have time for me. i so long never see him since i left ITE and he, NS.. hehe.. so happie..

as for dear, we din quarrel yesterdae, juz had an hour conversation. nothing much happened :) he msged me todae in the evening too. i was surprised! (coz he usually dun msg me) he juz ask me "how u doing girl?" well, i was happy to receive the sms, but somehow, that happiness in me is different, it is mixed with a lot of doubts.. i was wondering, if he was doing it for me? or was he doing it, becoz he really missed me? he said that he missed me, that's y he smsed me.. nevertheless, i am still feeling weird.. and i guess.. i shouldn't think too much about it..

as for schoolwork (which is still the number 1 thing in my life) getting more and more. gotta list of things to do tonite and tomorrow..

1) Marketing tutorial
2) HRM peer tutoring notes
3) Operations management tutorial
4) Finance tutorial

wif so much things to do. i guess, love would be put aside for now. piorities first.. gotta go..

ta-ta..

In The Middle of My Tutorial...

i'm in the middle of my ops mgmt tutorial, i dunno why i juz gotta urge to blog. i juz got hit by an arrow.. to be specific, its dear's arrow.. here i am, wounded badly.. what happened was this:

my little sister asked me a question on chinese which i was unable to solve. i knoe dear would be able to solve it, so i msged him, ask whether he is working or not. then when he said no, i called him, asked him wad he was doin. he was playing a game. i dunno wad the heck was it. and he asked me why, i juz suddenly felt like i was intruding.. his army buddies were at the background, "wah lan eh" this and that. i felt irritated and sad.. so i told him, its ok. nothing oredi. he said why, tell me, i said its ok, tok later.. he said ok. i said bye.. and hung up. so weird that this actually made me sad. haiz. wadever.. i think the sad part was that i was thinking if i had met wif an accident, and died this very moment, would he be lidat too? he can juz "fang xin" to say bye without even knowing what i called him for..

it juz makes me wonder why i fell for him. and it really makes me think twice.....

Crazy - K-ci & Jojo

This song is specially for dear...

I don't know why, what I'm doing what I'm doing
See, baby I, apologize
For all the things that I've done that I've done
See I've known that I've been a fool for far too long
And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me then why are you leavin me

I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, when I can touch you
Crazy, crazy when I can hold you
Crazy, crazy,when I can see you again

I've finally realized, that you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think, and you're all I seem to keep thinking,
To keep thinkin of, yeah
And now I know I need you each and every day
I can't live without you, so don't run away
Baby you say that you love me, so why'd you leave me, why?
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, but I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy, when I can hold you
Crazy, crazy, when I can see again
If I can see you, if I can see you again
Then I would go, if I could see you again
I'd go crazy

Cold, Rainy Dae...

it rained the whole dae todae, and i haf to go to school! its such a good weather for napping. aniwae, for those who get updated about my life through my blog, i'm fine wif my dear oredi. not in the sense that we managed to solve our problems or promise that things like that won't be happening anymore, but we juz sort of dun tok about it. and tok about other things. he msged me and i'm happie.. and glad.. juz hope that i dun screw things up oso.. hee..

how time flies, and tomorrow is fridae. i am not meeting dear on saturdae, he got his friend's 21st birthdae. heehee.. he can catch some chicks there too! at least, he will be able to know that i'm not the only woman on earth. i always tell him that there are good n pretty girls out there. he juz dunno, coz he haven't came across one before. haha.

haiz. later muz do tutorial for ops mgmt. i can't stand that tutorial. i dun like it. seems so weird in a logistics class.. eeks. i hate fridaes now.

aniwae, juz wanna say "thank u 2 my friends for standing by me, consoling me, supporting me, lending me your shoulder n ears, laughing wif me and most importantly for accepting me as who i am... u never know how much u mean to me.. thank god i found all of u.."

this msg is specially for grace, alicia, gladys, liang, jan and velly..

Tell Me It's Real - K-ci & Jojo

This song is specially dedicated to dear...

Tell me it's real
The feeling that we feel
Tell me that it's real
Don't let love come
Just to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
It's up to me and you
To make this special love
Last forever more

Baby you told me that you love me and you'd never leave my side
Through the bitter end through the thick and thin
You promised me baby that you wasn't going anywhere, yes you did
Baby keep it real let me know just how you feel

I can't explain the way you make me feel
Everytime you tell me that you love me
And you know you did so many times
Just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
That's when you came along
And showed me happiness
Baby you are the best
I think you're different from the rest
I really love you

Tell me it's real
This feeling that I fell
Tell me it's real
For your love
I will do anything

My Tiring Dae...

whoa. todae from 10am to 5pm. really had me longing for my bed. i was so tired by 5pm. aniwae, i haf to update u all on the dinner at mushroom pot yesterdae. i had a wonderful dinner wif JJVL last nite. it was my first time at mushroom pot and i enjoyed the ambience. very romantic. and after dinner we went to the back of mushroom pot. the bridge was beautiful, if u knoe wad i am toking about.. such a romantic place. and the weather was fabulous. but i had heavy thoughts on my mind. coz me n dear sort of argued, and haiz. here i am, at the fighting peroid of my relationship again. aniwae, we toked things out last nite. and i hope it would be fine from now on.

tmr would be another hectic dae for me. and for now, i got lotsa things on my mind..
1)HRM FILA dur tomorrow
2)Finance tutorial due tomorrow
3)PSQ individual journal due tomorrow (though it is meant to be done in class, but i still haf to prepare for it)

haiz. these are the most impt things on my mind now! arrrggghhh... but something to make me feel glad, i gotta hair trim, a wash, blow and treatment juz now. feeling good now.. heeeheee...

aniwae, gotta msg for dear:
"hope u are doin fine, our differences in life, and the environment we are in makes our relationship harder. though we haf been through 3 & 1/2 years together, i know that more obstacles and hardship are ahead of us. nevertheless, i'm glad that u are beside me, goin thru all the obstacles together. we never said we wanna part before, and with that, i'm sure the both of us wanna be together, so i hope things get better now, and we'll be happy together."

gotta go my schoolwork.. they are waiting for my attention..
ta-ta..

My Bad Nite

yesterdae nite, i had a fight wif dear, i think that we have come to a point that quarrels and arguments seems to be a part our relationship.. i think maybe our relationship has strained becoz of the fact that we are goin on steady for too long.. haiz.. wad a bad nite. i cried and slpt at 1 plus. things juz dun go the way it was supposed to turn out. aniwae, i guess i was at fault too. so here i am "sorrie dear, i dunno wad is goin on in our lives rite now. i juz know that there was sumthing u said last nite still hangs in my mind clearly. i juz feel sad when i think about it. its not ur fault, and i guess, i would make some changes in our relationship.."

todae went to school at 9 to do HRM project. glad that me n my grp members managed to finish the FILA. heee.. aniwae, i had a wonderful tutorial todae. and thank god i haf wonderful friends to keep me off my mind that i quarrelled wif dear. my friends are the ones who make me laugh and tickle.. i guess.. i can't live without my friends..

now in sch at Lab waiting for jan to finish school and then liang, me n velly would go MP for our dinner together.. can't wait man. i juz can't go home and think about dear all dae. that's not how a girl should be. a girl should be strong. and i dun wanna depend my life on dear either.. if everything around me is only about him, then i see no point..

i promise as of todae, i would learn to be stronger. i'm a scorpio.. i can do it..

ta-ta..

How Does It Feel - Westlife

True lovers never take it slowly
when they've found the one and only
nothing can replace this feeling
knowing someone loves you

It's painted with the pain and glory
taking from a known sad story
laying out my life before me
fearing the unknown

Sharing never showed me much appeal
and now I'm only praying it's for real

So how does it feel
when I hold you in my arms
and you're lying next to me
never wanting you to leave
until I'll tell you how it feels
to be cradled like my dreams
and to know that you love me
no more wasting time in asking other people
How does it feel

Forever taken you for granted
you give me everything I wanted
I'm so afraid that I might lose you
but time will let us see
If everything is real I'm feeling
well maybe we've been only dreaming
and if it's gonna die to save it
coz baby I believe
Nothing in the world could make it right
Coz baby loving you brings me to life

Nothing in the world could feel this right
Coz baby you're the best thing in my life

Monday Blues....

arrrggghhh!! its mondae again. sch ended at 1, but gotta stay back to do HRM project. so tired now... and its 5pm le..haiz.. and to make things worse, my tutor is so damn naggy and long winded.. and plus, her information doesn't help us at all.. tmr morning still gotta be at school at 9am to finish up this project. todae we all tired le. so went home lo. i guess, alot of hard work need to be put in this sem..

i'm so glad that mondae is over.. haiz.. really dragged myself to get out of bed this morning..

yay! tmr going wif liang, jan n velly to mushroom pot to haf dinner. i can't wait man! so excited. dunno how the food would be like. heehee..

as for my fishes, they are doing fine. still alive and kicking. heee..

haiz.. the football hor.. aiyo that portugal, dunno why will lose la. me oso nvr watch, but dear dear betted on them. haiz. me heartpain sia. though its only $20. if greece didn't win, dear would haf $70.. oh well, that's the price to pay for gambling rite? dear said, aiya. got win got lose ma. hee...

dunno wad dear doing now. probably still working bah? hmm.. tk care dear..

think me going to nap and be pig now. i'm so damn tired..

ta-ta!

Happie Sundae...

for a start, i was quite upset wif dear yesterdae nite.. he did something which made me really furious and i guess i shall not say wad happened.. aniwae, its between me and dear.. but we're okay now.. i forgave him in the end. he was really upset last nite..

todae, i spent the whole dae wif dear dear.. he came all the way down to tampines to fetch me.. which is very sweet to me! and then we had breakfast at BK and after that we went to catch Spiderman 2 at TM.. Spidey was a good show. really nice.. i love it.. juz like a romantic love story. and i liked a quote which says something like "sometimes we haf to give up the things we like, even our dreams.."

afterwhich i headed back to dear's home to "nua" haha... so damn sian. tmr got school.. so we watched tv, cooked together (maggi mee) haha..

dear dear.. thanks for the wonderful time together... its good to haf u in my life..

gtg now.. so tired.. ta-ta..

Boring Blue Saturdae....

juz managed to finish my marketing tutorial and oso my HRM.. but HRM i dunno correct or not. did a little mind map too..

dear is home oredi. juz hanged up the phone wif him like half an hour ago.. he's tired.. so haf to go napping.. we din tok much either.. coz we dunno wad to tok about.. only tok about the recent 4 years juz passed us by like that. and 4 years! unbelievable.. but he thinks that its still moving too slowly.. how fast do u want dear? i still haf loads of projects to do, of course i dowan time to pass so quickly..

haf to go for photo shoot later. damn sian lo.. haiz. wonder how it would turn out. it would be hung up in my living room. hee.. can u believe it? haa.. my sister is a graduate!

oh ya.. time to update u guys on those little orangey fishes of mine. they are so extremely naughty. happy keeps on biting blacktail.. and the only thing i could do was is to add more members to the tank so that he wun haf only one target. haiz. y are all fishes so naughty? or izzit only mine? aniwae, i went back to the pet shop and bought 2 more. and the uncle recognized me.. haha. he asked me 2 enuff or not.. hahahaha... and i came home, placed all of them together, and its better la.. but dat happy still keep on li siao the blacktail.. well, i did my best.. as for grumpy, he's in another tank, all alone. i think he likes to be alone.. wad a loner..

can't wait for sundae to come. then i can see dear dear. hee.. i wonder how some ppl can be in the same class as their bf, and then, same school, and then mit everydae, and even on weekends.. omg, i dun think i like my relationship to be lidat.. like cannot live without each other until so jia lat. aiyo.. but aniwae, the girls and boys in sch are all younger than me, so i dun blame them.. still puppy love ma.. me old woman le.. haahaahaa..

hmm.. ok. that's all i guess...

aniwae gotta msg for dear:
"happie sleeping... sweet dreams... muacks.."

ta-ta..

Happie 47th Month!

hey dear, todae is our 47th month of friendship. juz one more month and i will knoe u for 4 years le.. haha. time flies so fast.. thanks for always being that soulmate, best friend, lover, adviser, teacher and the best boyfriend!

todae is so damn sian. why? coz i am not meeting dear dear. and since i am not meeting him, i might juz as well stay home to do my tutorials..

woke up at 9am todae, i slept at 12.45am yesterdae nite. dunno why wake up so early.. but aniwae, i got up since i dun wanna be a fat ass. heee... hope i am sliming down. me not having breakfast todae, will have brunch later..

yesterdae nite, i got hurt.. while toking to dear, he fell asleep again. i know it wasn't intentionally coz he's really tired after his 10km run. he needs sleep. i juz dunno wad to do when i didn't hear anymore sound on the other end of the line.. hmm.. maybe i shouldn't mind so much.. oh well.. wadever it is, its all over. dear was wondering wad happened to me, since i was so moody for the whole week. he told me that he juz can't seem to make me smile. i told him to try harder. heehee.. aniwae, hope dear is doing fine todae.. i wish he could see my new blogskin, and my new tagboard and my new mediaplayer. and of course, my feelings..

siao liao.. HRM PBL is so damn difficult.. hmm.. muz work really hard le. haiz. so sian man. muz do so many things...

jul jul is looking forward to sunday..

might be back to blog later.. ta-ta..

My New Blogskin!

wow wow wow... i got my new blogskin. and i love it alot.. so nice! and i placed a media player and oso a tagboard. the only thing that i am scared of is that liang will go and put some silly msgs at my tagboard. heehee. but its ok. he's still one of my very good friends..

gosh. came back from school todae.. tired.. hee.. i everydae oso tired one. hee.. hmm.. todae managed to get our business interest group polo tee. not that bad. hee.. i quite like it. and aniwae, ops mgmt tutorial wasn't that bad la. i think i juz not used to it only. hopefully as the time goes by, i can learn to adjust.. hee..

yay.. liang say tuesday goin mushroom pot to makan dinner wif velly n jan too.. so happie.. me always very happie to mit them..

whoa. my diet dunno working or not. hmm.. but me cutting down alot le. wif tips from jan, velly n liang, plus my determination, i hope i can make it!

oh ya. forget to update, todae after school, i went to my house nearby pet shop. bought 2 more fishes to accompany starbright (i have decided to rename him as grumpy coz he's so fierce) but grumpy doesn't knoe how to appreciate it! the moment the 2 new orangey fishes go down into the tank, he follows them so closely and bites them! argghh! so grumpy n selfish! so i had to take grumpy out and place him in a seperate tank.. serves him right for being naughty..

aniwae, as for the 2 new fishes, i have named them blacktail and happy.. blacktail got his name coz he has an obvious blackspot on his tail and happy is very active.. he swims so fast, as if he's so happy.. that's how they got their names..

hmm.. as for the most impt person.. dear.. he din msg me the whole dae.. guess he's busy. besides, he got 10km run todae. he muz be feeling tired.. poor thing.. aniwae, he can rest the whole dae at home tmr.. dear should be calling me at 10 bah.. hmm.. aniwae.. hope to hear from him soon..

okie. i think i gotta go back to my tutorials le. todae i blog 3 times le.. heehee... if i later not sleeping, i might come back for a 4th one! heehee..

ta-ta!

hee.. now in school.. having my library portal workshop. whoa. so damn sian lo. can't believe that the school make us do this stoopid thingy..

liang is at it again.. playing wif someone's msn which he or she did not sign out. he so naughty. always li siao ppl..

hmm, we are thinking where to go later.. dunno wad time this thing wil end sia, haiz.. so damn sian..

later come back and blog bah. gtg.. ta-ta..

now i am waiting to go to school.. gosh, actually i dread goin to sch todae. i juz dunno how ops management tutorial would be like. wif my new class mates. omg. this is the only tutorial which i dread going.. juz so sian.. and i wonder who is kim hock.. my tutor. dunno who oso.

tmr is saturdae, i am not meeting dear coz of my photo shoot.. got mixed feelings.. in a way, glad that i haf the time to study and we haf some space and time apart, but oso miss him. its so contradictary.. hmm but looking forward to sundae though..

dear told me last nite that he can't mit me on nxt saturdae. he gotta attend his friend's brithdae.. he say he mit me in the afternoon then he go in the evening.. i guess god is creating chances and spaces to let the both of us cool down.. it might be a good thing though. i dunno.. but dear has been quite sweet lately.. yesterdae nite juz b4 we hang, he told me "juz to let u knoe, i love you" whoa. i melted.. was thinking how can anyone love me like that? like a person like me? so fat n toopid.. hee.. well aniwae, thanks alot dear...

i will come back and blog later.. gotta go sch le.. ta-ta..

todae, i'm a happy girl.. guess what? dear msged me at 4.42 todae when i was in school.. it was such a pleasant surprise. i think i got the shock of my life. i thot i read the name wrongly or wad.. he said it was to brighten my day.. u can't imagine how happy i was in my heart. it really made me happie. the feeling is juz so different. i can't explain it. but i'm juz so happy that he msged me..

though i'm not that cheerful lately, but i'm glad that he is taking the initiative to coax me (at least for todae), the feeling of being loved is juz so nice..

i juz realised that alot of girls like to be told and reassured their bf's love them. maybe its a kind of security that makes a girl feel safe.. safe that he still likes her and is still fond of her.. hmm.. love is such a complicated thing..

hmm.. schoolwork is getting tougher and tougher. muz work hard lo. this saturdae not meeting dear, coz gotta take my sister's convocation family potrait. so i guess i haf to finish putting the japan photos in the albums and oso my tutorials and i oso haf to prepare for my PSQ individual journal due on thursday.. gosh.. so much things to do.. haiz..

gotta go.. ta-ta..