Monday, January 31, 2005

I Miss You...

dear, i miss you. dunno why. feels like we juz fell in love. hehe...

dear is working OT again. so poor thing. work OT and OT and OT... i juz woke up from my nap. slept like an hour... had headache after jiayi and velly left my house. maybe not used to the timing... woke up early todae. unlike the holidays. dun need to wake up so early...

feeling horrible. coz my shoulder muscles are aching. i dunno due to what though. but they make me feel tired... sianz...

waiting for dear to come home...

ta-ta...

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Thank You Dear!

todae should be considered as one of the happiest days of my life... i spent the whole day with dear.. so nice~

we met up in the morning to watch elektra.. nice show.. very exciting.. leaves u wanting for more.... and jennifer garner is so pretty! after the movie, we went to the singapore art museum to see the "Botero" art. hahahaha.. so cute all the poeple are fat fat one.. very interesting....

dear accompanied me to eat prosperity beef burger wif curly fries and orange mcfizz! oops *guilty* but i was craving for it for quite some time liao.. finally! urge is gone.. haha... then went back to dear's house.. watched tv together and then we went to haf dinner at a nice coffee shop near his house. ate kang kong, sotong, fried youtiao wif salad cream and satay. whoa! really full lo. then went to the nursery to see flowers. dear bought bamboo plant (i dunno how to describe it, chinese new year then got one) for my mummy.. hehe.. then he sent me home in a cab. so sweet of him. i dunno why.. but what he did todae juz made me fall in love with him all over again. he seems so attractive to me... and when i msged him thank you for everything, he replied me that he did all these becoz he loved me.. as simple as that.. i was so touched. i felt very loved, very lucky... heh heh heh...

wad a happie day... ta-ta......

Friday, January 28, 2005

It's Friday!

its friday! yay! tmr can see dear dear liao. i miss him so much. dunno why. maybe coz i'm free? and he's at work? i haven't seen him for a week! i'm all alone at home. dunno wad to do. it feels as if we started dating and i'm missing him. heehee...

school reopening on monday... then the hectic schedule would be back again.. all projects and then time will pass very fast then it would be the main exams liao. i can't believe it man. then after that i would be year 3 liao.

haiz.. sian...

ta-ta...



Wednesday, January 26, 2005

My 3rd Crumpler.... Heh Heh Heh.....

hehehe.. got my 3rd crumpler liao.. hehe.. so happie.. love it so much. got quite a lot to blog since i din blog yesterdae..

went to jiayi's house in the morning to play wif her shih tzu (fendi) hehehe.. she's so adorable and cute! love it so much.. hope to get a dog too.. but my parents.. haiz... so i hope that my future husband would buy me one and propose to me.. a cute little shih tzu puppy or jack russell puppy wif a spot on the eye.. and then hang the wedding ring round its neck... and when i reach home.. there would be roses from the doorstep leading to the bedroom... and then to the bed.... with candles around the whole room, soft, elegant music and champagne.. and on the bed would be a puppy in a basket.. and... the diamond ring! hehehehe.. i sure say yes one!!! and maybe i'll call it "happy".... hehe.. dreaming hor? hahaha... oh well~

then went to orchard to shop for crumpler... saw tracy at orchard.. thereafter, went to suntec... saw annabelle and her boyfriend... she bought like 5 pairs of charles & keith shoes!!!!! hahahaha.... then accompanied jiayi to life bookshop.. hehe.. i went there to find ying ying... reached home dead tired liao..

todae, went to school for project... then went to bugis to eat sakae sushi buffet wif jiayi, velly and her sis... whoa lau.. damn full lor.. we eat and laugh and eat and laugh.. bought a shirt from DCP... very nice! and they change the sizing.. and now i wear "S" only. hahaha.. they got sizes from "XS" to "XL" wow.... hehe.. though the price abit steep for a tee la.. but i like it.. hehehe..

oh yah, cannot forget to mention! the little guppies that dear's dad gave me laid little eggs todae! i saw it! like the mini white ikan bilis.. and their eyes are formed liao! i was so excited! i told dear.. i think they are dead! coz they can't swim! dear said i gon gon one.. coz eggs can't swim.. how to move? hehehe.. wait for a few days see they got hatch ma.. i can't wait to witness my pet giving brith to little guppies! so excited!

dear juz off work.. guess he muz be really tired. i miss him though. din tell him... juz want him to rest well... poor dear.... i miss you...

ta-ta....

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Have You Ever - Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much,
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad,
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words,
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever?

Have you ever been in love,
Been in love so bad,
You'd do anything, to make them understand,
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away,
You'd give anything to make them feel the same.
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart?
But you don't know what to say,
And you don't know where to start.

Have you ever found the one,
You've dreamed of all of your life,
You'd do just about anything, to look into their eyes.
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to,
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you.
Have you ever closed your eyes and,
Dreamed that they were there,
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care.

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart?
To make you understand how I need you next to me?
Gotta get you into my world'
Cuz baby I can't sleep...

You Don't Understand Me....

quarrelled wif dear last nite. was wondering whether i should blog. was busy putting songs into my mp3. its oredi evening... and i haf nothing to do. there's no one to talk to besides my blog. so... i guess.. haiz... i'm not gonna say wad happened though. its a long story. but we haven't msged each other for the whole of todae... dear's at work... and i guess he's busy.... as for me, i guess its better not to disturb him.. i dunno.... better keep a low profile...

thank god there was liang online who chat wif me and sent me the "Alfie" song... glad that he came online.. liang said he tagged me. but i haven't seen it yet. there's something wrong with the tagboard.

meanwhile, i found a song that expresses what i'm feeling now... the lyrics are below...

You Don't Understand Me - Roxette

I’ve been up all night, you’ve been puttin’ up a fight.
Seems like nothin’ I say gets through.
How did this old bed fit a world between me and you.
We said goodnight but the silence was so thick.
You could cut it with a knife.
We’ve hit the wall again and there’s nothin’ I can do.

You’re the one,
I’ve put all my trust in your hands.
C’mon and look in my eyes, here I am, here I am.
You don’t understand me, my baby.
You don’t seem to know that I need you so much.
You don’t understand me, my feelings,
The reason I’m breathin’, my love.

The mornin’ comes and you’re reaching out for me
Just like everything’s the same
And I let myself believe things are gonna change.
When you kiss my mouth and you hold my body close,
Do you wonder who’s inside?
Maybe there’s no way we could feel each other’s pain.
Tell me why it gets harder to know where I stand.
I guess loneliness found a new friend, here I am.

You don’t understand me...
You don’t seem to get me, my baby.
You don’t really see that I live for your touch.
You don’t understand me, my dreams or the things I believe in, my love.
You don’t understand me. You don’t understand me. Understand me.

ta-ta...

Saturday, January 22, 2005

For People In A Relationship....

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."

Lonely Weekend...

its saturday... and what am i doing?!?! staying at home all alone.. facing my lappy... haiz... wad else can i do? dear's at work.. and will be working tmr too... oh no! wad's a weekend without dear? bored!

but come to think of it.. i'm having time for myself on a weekend! so contradicting~ oh well~ i was a good girl todae leh! i woke up early! then did a little part for dear's surprise valentine's day.. jul jul handmade card... hehe... then left it to dry... thereafter, i cleaned my room, packed my cupboard and fixed a light for my study table. hahaha... yay!

my fringe is short.. the hairdresser cut it so short... haiyo. why some hairdresser so "keh kiang" haiz..

i miss dear... happie working...

ta-ta...

Thursday, January 20, 2005

*Sighz....

darn! juz got msg from dear... he muz work on saturday and sunday. which means we can only meet up tmr... feeling a little down, but i dun wanna let him noe.. coz he himself is upset oredi. this is worst than army... haiz... sad.... there goes my weekend....

so sad (-_-)

peeps out there... treasure your time u spend wif ur partners...

ta-ta...

Alfie....

first thing i went to when i turned on my laptop was to go to my blog.. dunno why, it seems that i can't wait to blog...

went to sch for projects todae... yeah.. its the holidays.. but i am still going back to school.. feeling sucks though.... have to type out the stuffs later... haiz....

aniwae, went to catch Alfie wif JJVL... its been a long time since the four of us catched a movie together... so nice~ the movie was okay only.. wanted to watch it wif dear, but msged him, he din reply. guess he's really busy.... but its no loss not watching it... i tink "closer" would be a better movie... and by the way, jude law is cute!

hope i can see dear tmr... msged him thrice todae. but did not get any reply... hmm.. so i'll juz go on waiting... hope he's doing fine....

loving you...

ta-ta....

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Missing You...

been searching for the perfect blogskin again. but nothing caught my attention. most of the blogskins have multiple scrolls. which juz irritates me. hate it to the core. and some of the designers juz put some silly pictures... haiz.. i can't bring myself to change my blogskin. i think its simple and nice.. and i added a music video in my blog! its the Love Actually soundtrack! love the part around 2 mins 27 seconds.. where he showed "juliet" the card "To Me You're Perfect"... awwww! how many guys will tell u that? and love u for who u are? they would say u are this and you are that... and want u to change this and change that.... it's juz so perfect in the movies.... juz love it so much... its still my favourite show till now... too bad dear didn't wanna watch it with me.. hmph!

mummy went to choose a new maid todae... she's coming on the 11th of march.. then maribel is going home liao.. the new maid is married. wondered why mummy wanted a married one. coz she always take singles.. but aniwae, its not up to me to decide... i met mummy after she choose her maid.. daddy fetched us to TM... went shopping... bought new year clothes.. then went to lee hwa jewellery to clean my earrings and give my diamond necklace a fresh polish.. its so glittering now... yay! met my elder sis coz she's on leave too... then shopped abit... went to get some new year stuff too... then daddy came to pick us up...

dear told me last nite "i got something to tell u" i was horrified.. dunno wad he was going to tell me again. he told me "i miss you, so long never see u oredi..." my heart melted.. tried very hard not to be excited.. hehe.. in fact, i was overjoyed.. over the moon.. and overwhelmed!!!

poor dear has to work OT todae again... he's been working OT for 2 or 3 days liao.. guess he muz be really tired.. its the 10th day since i saw him.. i miss him too.. but there's nothing i can do. thot wanna pay him a surprise visit. but he's always working OT. even if he does not, he would be back only around 7 plus. by that time, its oredi time for me to go home. coz it takes me 2 hours to travel... oh well~ hopefully i can see him on friday...

take care dear... till then...

ta-ta...


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Poor Dear...

was supposed to blog yesterday, but was looking for the whole night for a new blogskin. can't seem to find something nice and suitable...

went to jiayi's house to play with her shih tzu! her name is Fendi! so happie.. i love dogs.. and it was so heartbreaking to see her sad when we was about to leave... afterwhich, went out with jiayi, jan and velly yesterday. head quite a lot of fun. its been a long time since we all went out together. and we saw jeanette aw and adam chen at city hall.. wow.. she's really pretty...

todae, went back to school to do my online test... glad that i've settled it liao... got 16/20.. hehe.. wanted to aim for full marks.. but haiz.. nvm.. i tink its good enuff liao...

dear is the most poor thing one... haf to work OT for almost everydae.. and he's not exactly feeling well.. and he might have to work on this public holiday and sunday... and till now he's still working... dunno wad time he will be back... so poor thing... somehow, i miss him too.. i haven't seen him for quite some time... its been 9 days oredi.. and i'm gonna see him only on either friday or saturday...
deep down, i knoe that i treasure him alot.

Especially for Dear...

its the little things that we learn to treasure along the way,
the little time we spent together, is worth so much...
the love we share,
is not something that other people can understand...
its the bond between us,
makes us want each other more...
the bad that people can see,
i can only see the good...
it seems that you fit so perfectly into my imperfect life...
you showered me with unlimited supply of love,
stood by me thru the bad times,
wiping my tears away,
you were always there,
holding my hand,
walking with me,
this long and rocky road,
telling me that,
everything is gonna be alrite...
you always made me feel like the princess of your castle...
and would try your best to get me what I want...
i'm thankful for having you in my life,
because, without you,
i'll be nothing....

Created by Jul, with love...

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Mid - Semester Tests...

i haven't been blogging for quite some time liao... been busy for the past few weeks... rushing reports, journals, write-ups, projects and presentations... finally all these has come to an end. but it is only juz the beginning... mid-semester test is on monday... so here i am stuck at home on a saturday... gotta study ma.. so i have to forgo dear for a week... aniwae, studies comes first... nothing else is more impt than that.. hee.. seems that his only competitor is my studies.. but oh well~ there's nothing he can do...

i haven't started studying... gonna finish this blog and start studying.. dunno why i juz feel like blogging....

dear is at ck's house playing mahjong.. guess he muz be really happie and having the time of his life.. though i dun like mahjong... but i guess, since he likes it, then let him do wad he wants la. why make myself troubled over him rite? aniwae, so long as he happie can liao... its his off day aniwae.. after working hard for 5 days.. i guess its the only reward that he has... oh ya! he promised to get me a bear bear if he won! hahaha... but i still like the light pink muji bag i saw yesterday. its love at first sight again. i wonder how i am gonna get over it... and its so shitty expensive.. its like $89! haiz.. and no brand! no one will noe its from muji.. juz like wad liang said..

glad that there is no attachment for 2 weeks.... (^_^) yay! no formal wear! sick of wearing formal... and those heels.... haiyo.. i guess, i'm juz not womanly enuff.. i prefer my havanias, or sneakers or slip-ons... heels juz make me unhappie..

okie.. better get back to my books.. i'll be free on mondae! 10am! looking forward! till then....

ta-ta....

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

It's Mid-Week....

todae is wednesday liao.. soon, mid semester tests will be here.. reports are due next week.. things are happening so fast...

waiting to leave my house to go mit dear... coz i clumsily left my wallet and ezlink card wif him when we went out on sunday... haiz.. silly me... and i didn't have $ for the whole week.. plus my NETS! such an impt thing... luckily tomorrow got no school... coz no more club & resort lecture...

wonder how dear is feeling.. he hasn't been feeling well for the past few days... dunno why... fatigue maybe...

nothing much to blog.. supposed to do my work but i'm so tired and sian... will do tonite or tomorrow bah? since i got no school.. hahaha....

sianz oredi...

ta-ta...

Monday, January 03, 2005

Happie 53rd Month!

happie 53rd month dear... knoe u for so long liao... 4 years and 4 months... from best friends, we became lovers.. missed those days where i'm not urs and u are not mine. and we keep on guessing whether we like each other or not. and i always try to dig information from you to noe wad time u off sch... hehe.. then we would talk on the phone for hours.. like there's no tomorrow... then i would always tell u all my problems... i muz say, i look forward to talk to you everyday and would call u straight after i come home. u were still in poly that time and i would always wait for u to reach home when u had lectures... i would always wait for u online... and i still am.... waiting till the day you buy your laptop... and come online and say hi to me... thanks for staying by my side thru all my ups and downs... we went thru alot to be together... i'll always treasure the times we spend together. people might not know u well and think that u are boring and unfriendly... but deep down in my heart.. u are the one that makes me laugh and brighten my day. i'm thankful that god gave me such a wonderful gift....

"how was ur work todae dear?" have yet to have a chance talk to you but i'm sure u did well.. looking forward to hear your story... hope things are smooth sailing at ur side...

by the way, my new year resolution is not to quarrel wif dear over mahjong. i hope i can do it. though i juz can't help hating it...

ta-ta...


Sunday, January 02, 2005

Cold & Cosy...

its been raining alot lately.. not to mention that i dun see the sun that often now... so cold... it has been raining for the whole day oredi... juz had a hot bath after dear left my house.. and now, i'm sitting in front of my laptop blogging. feeling cosy wif my pink blanket covering my legs... so cold~

aniwae, i spent the whole day wif dear todae. frm morning till nite... met up for breakfast, then went to buy dear's stuff for work... dear spoilt me by spending $ to watch "meet the fockers" wif me... been wanting to catch the movie but didn't since we wanted to save $. we catched "kung fu hustle" on fridae and told ourselves that we shouldn't spend $ on movies since we are not very well-off now.. though dear's gonna start work tomorrow.. but we should save.. since dear is going to NTU in june-july.... but i'm very happie... he made me feel so loved and so lucky.. like... erm... a princess.... heehee.. i might sound silly... but i'm feeling blissful... even after 4 years of relationship....

juz to update.. my guppies are doing fine... and i'm glad.. dear came over for dinner at my house todae and took a look at them.... hee....

before i end, dear, good luck on ur first day at work tomorrow! jia you! i'll be right behind u supporting u...

ta-ta...

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Happie New Year... It's 2005!

happie new year everyone.... brand new year... but school haf oredi started long ago... monday is coming soon.. haiz....

hmm.. aniwae, something to tok abt... dear's daddy gave me guppies! alot sia... and then i moved my current orange fish to the smaller tank and filled the big one wif guppies... the huge orange fish is protesting.. kept kicking water... naughty! aniwae, there is a pregnant guppie.. so cute.. and they are so colourful! i am so happie! hehehe....

lastly.. in this new year, i hope that dear's job goes smoothly, hope dear is always in the pink of health and hope that he is always happie...

ta-ta....