1 More Week To School Reopen....

juz msged dear, but he didn't reply. guess he's still sleeping. but its oredi 12.46pm... wad a piggy.. oh well... aniwae, i'm all alone at home. got nothing to do except surfing the net... sianz....

its one more week to school reopen. looking forward to it actually. i've grown fat from the time i spent at home. and can't wait to see my friends too! hmm.. hope we are in the same class... timetable would be out on the 2nd.. ali's birthdae on the 4th and 5th got my cousin's baby 1st month. then 6th sch reopen. actually dun like the arrangement. very packed.. i like it when i have alot of time to prepare for my sch reopen..

haiz...

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Juz The Two Of Us...

spent the whole day wif dear. juz dear and me... went to shop at bugis for alicia's b'dae present. then i bought a skirt from BUM... afterwhich headed to dear's house... we watched bridget jones diary! dear taped it for me the last time that it was shown on tv... so nice... and sometimes i do feel like bridget.... fat, clumsy and always behaving like a fool~ wanna catch the second episode in the cinemas.. but then i dowan to burden dear.. so didn't mention anything abt it... i love the movies.... got so many movies to watch... like the forgotten, birth, taxi and bridget jones diary... hmm.. i guess, i will watch them one day... right now, dear matters more... i dowan to add on to his burden anymore.... then right after that, we watched another chinese show... dunno wad white dragon haha.... got francis ng and cecilia cheung... it was ok la.. juz to pass time....

had dinner at dear's house... dear's dad cooked.. yummy! then left his house around 7pm and headed home. that's how the sundae is spent.. sweet, short and simple...

oh ya, by the way, dear mentioned to me that if i dun wear specs, i look pretty and he said that i muz tie my hair halfway... as in pull the left and right sides together... hehe.. i burst out laughing! hahaha.. he scolded me, said that everytime he tell me, i dun believe him.. haha.. me pretty? nah... ugly duckling bah!

before i end.... juz wanna thank dear... for.... everything......

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Headache...... (-_-)"

woke up wif a splitting headache... felt terrible.... ate panadols but i guess they are of little use... waiting for dear to come down to my house. we got no programmes for todae. at least for now... there seems to be nothing much to do... actually was supposed to go kite flying, but i dunno wad happened.... oh well~

my parents haven't been very nice... i mean.. my dad... i dunno why, but i knoe i haven't been a naughty girl... well... toking about that upsets me... i didn't wanna stay at home todae, but scared that he would call and call to ask me to go home. and i didn't wanna stay at home coz i dowan dear to come down. his finances are running low and i dun want him to travel here and there. even lately, i have been going home myself... though really miss the days where he would never fail to see me home.. i guess, i have to think about other things instead of being so selfish... everytime i meet him, its another constant worry for me, coz he would always wanna pay for our meals... and thus, i guess, staying at home is good too... i hope he gets a job soon.. seems that jobs are so hard to find nowadays. in fact, i think that the company should at least inform the candidate that they dun want them, at least they wouldn't wait in vain. this waiting game that all companies use is such a torture....

i'm not feeling well... ate 2 plums... the headache makes me feel like vomitting.... hope nothing bad happens todae. i juz wanna spend the day happily wif dear. and i know that deep down in my heart, i need this man in my life. though things are too early to tell, i hope that we can haf a life together. the thought of losing him makes me so sad and lost... how can i ever live without this guy? hope dear comes down quickly, then i can complain my headache to him.. hee....

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Stranded...

arrgghh.... i am stranded at home! yesterdae forgot to take my wallet back from dear. i left it in his pocket. and now i dun have anything. i dun have my NETS, my ez-link n my cash! haiz... so forgetful.. now i can't go anywhere.... so here i am at home, blogging in front of my darling laptop.... my white and silver toshiba!

hmm... so sian now... but its so nice to stay at home.... hehe...

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My 4th Fishing Experience...

went out todae wif dear n bryan n his gf... last minute... hehe.. was supposed to stay home todae. but then we went fishing at bedok jetty instead. todae none of the fishes died. i put them back in the water before they died. very happie... caught alot of fishes... hehe... then i saw xiuli wif her fren riding bicycle. she called out to me.. was so shocked when someone called out my name...

afterwhich we went to changi village for dinner. had the nasi lemask.. so cheap! only $2 for chicken wings, eggs and ikan bilis. the sambal was good! but i got ulcer on my gums, so i did not get to enjoy it very much... and the queue was so long! dear bought supper for my parents... 16 pieces of chee kway! my god! so much! and he didn't even tell me until after he ordered it.... it was so sweet of him... but the quantity was too much!

bryan drove me home afterwhich... felt paiseh coz he always drive me home.... but i thanked him for it before i left.... hee....

on the whole, i had an enjoyable dae.... a day well spent wif dear... something which i always feel happie about... something which takes the troubles away from me.... dear seems like everything to me. though i dun tell him or say it often. but i guess, he's the thing that keeps me going on. my parents haven't been very nice about it. i dunno why, but for some reason, they seem to keep on bugging me whenever i'm out. i dunno wads the matter now... but i'm oredi 21. i dun see why i can't haf a little more freedom. i even make an effort to call home always. haiz... hope they can realise it somedae. i guess, its becoz i'm a girl. but thru all these nonsense that my parents gave me, dear was the only encouragement for me. sometimes i feel so lucky, so fortunate, so indebted to him. he stands by me in wadeva situations.... that's what i call love~ a love that is unselfish n responsible.....

thank u dear.... u haf been my strength all these years.....

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The Kiss...

met up wif dear juz now. had breakfast and then we headed to the library. we spent quite a long time there. so nice and quiet in the library. juz the 2 of us reading books. dear was reading computer stuff. while me? i headed to the romance section. hehe.. adult fiction!

i borrowed a danielle steel, titled, "the kiss". a very nice book. in the very old english times where divorces were abnormal and women stay faithful to their marriages even though its not working out. here's a little preview to it...

the story was about a woman, named isabelle, who stood by her marriage, even though she knows that her husband (who is a high standing banker in paris) had totally shut her off his life. he no longer loved her. they sleep in seperate rooms and he no longer asks about her. he resents her because of their son, who is sick and was born 3 months prematurely. he does not like his son. and never talks to him. then isabelle met bill (who is a politician and also has a loveless marriage), through her husband's introduction at a party. and from then, they kept a long distance friendship. they then agreeded to meet for a few precious innocent days in london for their common interest for art. the art exhibition. but what lies ahead was, they were both looking forward to spending time together, purely as friends. but they find themselves fallen deeply into love, but none would say anything. they found their friendship changing.... and on one evening... they exchange their first searching kiss... until when time stood still when a double decker bus crashes into their limousine and crushes the both of them. isabelle and bill cling on to their lives, their bodies almost beyond repair. together they must find strength to embrace life again and face wad they had left behind..... a tale of changing relationships and a tragedy of another loss consipre to seperate them once again... and this time, they can lose each other forever... hmm.. can't wait to know if bill and isabelle got to be together. hehe. after i read finish, i will post the ending on my blog!

dear came to my house thereafter.... but he's on his way home now.... oh yah! tonite got phua chu kang! hehe.. i love it!

did i mention? jiayi checked for us! liang, me, jan and jiayi are in the same class! velly i dunno.. coz i dun haf her admin number. but in any case, i read the tp webbie, and they said that the arrangements are not confirmed. hmmm.....

aniwae.... that's all for todae...

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The Incredibles!

couldn't get to blog yesterdae becoz something went wrong wif my laptop! but i managed to repair it! only this morning... haha.. but aren't i clever? hehehe.. intended to bring the laptop to challenger to repair, but who knoes man! i solved it!

went to watch the incredibles with dear yesterdae. i liked the show! so nice~ enjoyed it.... hmm... then headed back to dear's home. juz slacked. so nice~ hehe..

that's about it.. gonna mit dear soon... we are going to the library! :)

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My 3rd Fishing Experience...

was too tired to blog last nite.n reached home around 11plus. yesterdae went to bedok jetty to fish wif dear and his frens. whoa. i tink yesterdae was the dae we caught the most fishes. at first, they were all living quite well. then i guess we caught too many, they were all grasping for air. though i brought my portable airpump. but the slowly died. haiz.. so sad sia. they can nvr live! why?! hmmm.... curious...

we left the jetty about 7 plus, then jf treated us dinner coz it was his bdae! went to marina to eat steamboat. yummy yummy! enjoyed my dinner though. especially the prawns! they were so fresh! hee... dear was sweet... he shelled all the prawns for me.... heee... i didn't even need to lift a finger...

headed back at home afterwhich. luckily bryan drive me home, if not damn late oso. but then i so paiseh, coz they have to drive here n there. tell dear i go home myself he oso dowan.. haiz.. wad to do, i'm the only one living in the east...

hmm.. aniwae, i had a great time overall.... hee..

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The Boring Old Holidays...

seems like this time, the holidays are especially long. i dunno... i feel so sian at home everydae. and i can't possibly mit dear everydae.. coz "meeting = spending money".... and plus, we stay so far away.. haiz... i dunno wad else to do... internet oso got nothing to surf....

aniwae, dear went out wif his mom todae.. i was supposed to join but then i didn't go in the end. coz tonite 9pm show is last episode liao. i scared i cannot make it in time to come home and watch....

hmm.. dunno wad to write liao..

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Family Outing With Dear & His Family

whoa. i was too tired to blog last nite. went home whole body aching. hehe... but i enjoyed myself. went to east coast wif dear and his relatives. they went there to picnic and play at the beach. dear, me & his dad went to bedok jetty to fish. i caught about 10 to 15 fishes. but threw them back in the end. coz they wouldn't survive aniwae. i got a sunburn! the sun was so strong.... hmm.. but then it rained in the afternoon. dear & me left about 5 plus. we went to parkway to makan. so nice~ juz the two of us. then dear sent me home. and i slept in the bus all the way. was so damn tired. but so nice to sleep. coz dear's shoulders so big... and i felt safe coz i know i wun miss my stop wif dear around. i was so tired and i got home, watch charlie's angels and then slept at 10pm... so early rite? came down wif a flu and headache. took panadols then slept.

this morning woke up with migraine! arrggh.. luckily this time panadols worked. i popped 2 into my mouth before going out wif my family. went wif my dad and jie jie to watch "bride and prejudice" nice~ nice~ hehe... then my mum and my little sis went to watch "shark tales" hmm... we then met up for lunch and then shopping and lastly, grocery shopping! luckily by the end of the movie, the headache went away. it was such a relieve! phew! and now i am here blogging!

guess dear muz still be at his relative's place playing mahjong. hmm.. wonder wad time he would be back. aniwae... hmm... hope school starts soon. i'm missing school.... and gaining weight.. arrgghh..

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Outing With Dear....

dear and me todae so crazy. we went to the science centre todae. hehehe.. spent quite some time there. coz got nothing to do ma. then after that mit bryan and his gf for lunch. coz dear gotta tk the thing for catching crabs frm him. coz tmr we are going to east coast to picnic and etc with dear'r relatives. so we decided to go fishing. hehe... so fun. i can't wait for tmr to come.

kinda tired todae.. feeling sleepy.... hmm.. and i haven't packed my bag for tmr's outing.. hmm.. i dun feel like blogging liao...

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Happie 4th Year!

yay! todae is me and dear's 4th year together. so nice rite? hehe. so long liao. time passes so fast. but in fact we didn't do much. we juz stayed at home and snuggled in each other's arms... then in the evening we headed down to singapore river to pick our anniversary leaf. we have 4 leaves now! 1 leaf represents a year! and now we have 4! so happie. hope to collect even more with dear.

we had a simple but enjoyable dinner filled with love at lau pa sat. hee.. ate so much, i can still feel it up to my neck. we ate sambal stingray, kangkong, sambal squid and even satay! juz the 2 of us. u can imagine how full we are! hehe.. but we still shared a roadside ice cream with wafer biscuits. juz $1! it was very "wen xin"......

dear did not send me home though. he was feeling abit sick.. in fact i wanted to send him home but he didn't let me to.... was worried abt him coz he kept sneezing.... poor dear.. hope he gets well soon....

aniwae, tonite is idol nite. haiz. wonder who will get kicked out tonite and miss the chance of being a big star. i hope its daphne though. i hate her singing. it sucks. and her chinese is kns. the rest of the 3 i all oso like.. but i hate to see them leave... hmm.. well.. stay tuned to channel 5!

lastly, happie 4th year dear. thanks for staying by my side all these while.. its hard to tell u how much i appreciate u in my life coz words cannot describe how i feel. u should know by now how much u mean to me and how much i love u..... forever yours....

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Shopping...

i haven't been blogging for the past few days coz so sian dun feel like blogging. todae went out wif mummy and my little sis todae. we went to watch the princess diaries - the royal engagement. coz my little sis wanna watch it. i went coz since its free anyway. hee.. my mum pay ma... then went shopping wif mummy before heading home.

din meet dear for 3 days oredi. not missing him though... hmm.. i guess i'm used to it.. coz last time he army oso lidat. aniwae dear went to play basketball wif his primary school friends while i'm out wif mummy. we are both busy wif our lives. hmm... haven't get to tok to him yet though.

i'm feeling kinda weird. guess the time of the month is coming. feeling crapmy and sianz. the blood going everywhere.. arrgghh....

dear... faster call me.. i'm moody (-_-)"

21st Birthday Bash!

juz came back from my chalet todae. was very happie with the results. was all wad i wanted. so much energy, so much food and so much friends. it was so stylo. hahaha... i was so happie... and thank you for those who came to my party. the include, ali, grace, liang, jan, william, cecilia, leona, yasmin, gladys and tracy. plus dear's friends too. thanks for taking time to come to my party.. i felt loved. dear, thanks for everything you have done for me too. and thanks for taking care of me. hee.... friends who were there, u know the energy that nite. it was fabulous. i wun say much here. except that it was the time of my life. thanks!

I'm 21!

hehe... i'm 21! was too tired to blog yestesterdae. and aniwae, yesterdae was also me and dear's 51st month.

dear gave me something that no one would give me. haha. its so beautiful. i dunno how to describe it. its like a glass figurine and then with a rotating stand that changes colour when it is switched on. he bought it from raffles city. i guess its not cheap. its that special shop where we always go to! haha. i found many cute stuff there too. dear came to fetch me and then we had breakfast and then headed to the supermarket! hee.. we had steamboat for lunch. so nice~ juz the 2 of us.... somemore yesterdae rain ma.. hee... it was simple, but i was happie, coz dear was with me.

yay! tmr is my chalet check-in dae. i'm so happie and excited. can't wait for sat too... so many ppl gonna come! its like a class gathering.. hee.. haven't been sleeping well these daes coz i'm so excited! yay! my big birthdae bash!

oh ya did i mention daddy gave me $50 angbao again? heehee...

So Bored!

dear left me at home todae. say he was gonna get something wif bryan and that i can't tag along. haiz.. so bored. dear will only be back at nite.

made chou chou a pants todae. he looked to cute! i juz adore him. hehe...

aniwae, i'm so bored, i dunno wad to write! juz hope that dear comes home soon...