Mid-Semester Tests...

haven't been blogging for ages... coz been busy with proposals and deadlines...

so fast time files.. mid-sem tests are here again... and half a sem would be gone... seems like senior year passes so fast... having lesser time for leisure and friends.. i miss alicia.. i hope she's getting along fine... its been like such a long time since we last saw each other... but we'll always keep each other in mind ya? dun forget our business venture together.. we're gonna make it big! haha....

oh ya, and i haven't met up with shar and belle too... shucks.... miss u both!

busy preparing for the tests... juz managed to finish another chapter of my managerial accounting... quite glad that i still understand... hee...

july holidays would be here soon.. but it ain't holidays.. still got alot of things to hand in when school reopens... plus presentations... haiz... i think one week is not even enuff for us to complete all the proposals... busy busy busy....

dear and me are getting along fine now. though got alot of conflict these days. but i guess conflicts are inevitable in every couple's relationship... aniwae, hope the days ahead are cherry and bright...

think i'm gonna take a 1 hour nap... tired liao~

ta-ta...

Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men

Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men

We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how I feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other?
Why do we push love away?

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Bad Day...

haven't been having good weekdays lately... keep having squabbles... in fact, i'm so scared of weekdays. i juz hope time passes faster.. i juz wanna be even more busy. i wanna do my attachment and be busy busy busy so that no one can find me or have time to meet me. i juz wanna disappear from the surface of this earth and never come back. i hope my attachment requires me to work long hours so that i won't be available most of the time...

i feel like going overseas with mummy and daddy.. but i know i can't coz of attachment... but i want to get out of singapore... so that we won't have so much squabbles...

been dying to go to the movies... but din mention anything about it... wanna watch "alot like love" so badly.... it must be a very nice movie.... though people say initial d is nice. but i'd rather be romantic, since i haven't got much of it lately. but movies are expensive during weekends... haiz... wait for vcd bah...

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Lately...

i'm feeling sort of like this.... lately...
a beautiful number by stevie wonder...
enjoy~

Lately - Stevie Wonder

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging round my mind
Far more frequently you're wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You don't know, never know
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye

Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
With your heart
Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name
But when I ask you of the thoughts you're keeping
You just say,
nothing's changed

Well, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye
Oh, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye

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Tired...

haven't been blogging for ages... coz i'm busy with school, and basically there's nothing to blog about....

woo hoo~ i see someone has been tagging alot lately... haha... tag wadeva u want... i dun care...

enjoy urself!

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New Handphone!

finally got my nokia 6170. not much functions, but i got all i needed.. big buttons for smsing, flip phone, external screen, camera... except that there's no bluetooth. but oh well, infared works perfectly fine... i'm extremely happie with my new phone... and all i can conclude is... nokia produces the best phones... luckily din get samsung, or else i'd regret!

there's this big hoo-haa about this "i am ur romeo" guy at my tagboard... he's mean.. but he can say wadeva he wants... i dun care lar... dear says its juz some prankster who eat too full, dunno wad to do...

dear and i have been thru some rough patches, but i'm glad that things are okay now... i guess wad he needs is juz some understanding... and we've got alot of differences, so we'll work things out...

meanwhile, sorry for not uploading pics yet.. i'm busy at the moment..

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Busy Busy Busy...

whoa.. i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time.. i got tons of pics that i have yet to upload.. haha... maybe will upload when i get back from school.. juz a few more mins, and i'll have to grab my bag and go.. juz thot i'd blog for a while since my lappy is on...

hmm.. things couldn't be better lately... have been quite contented with my life lately.. except for the fact that i'm kinda broke... but otherwise... my relationship's been on the go... its been good and smooth-sailing... my studies are great... project is doing fine.. if not better! been putting alot of effort on the stuff lately... heee...

mid-semester tests are around the corner... gosh! time flies so fast... and then the 1 week holidays will be here soon... then it's time to hand in reports and proposals... woo~ a long road ahead... but its the final year! extra extra power into the books!

gotta leave liao! meeting for project! will be back to upload the pics later in the day...

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Last Day Of The Week...

time passes so fast.. in the blink of an eye, 3 weeks of school has passed...

juz came home from school.. tonite gotta sleep late.. got many tutorials and projects to complete... feel so tired~

attended the workshop on social ettiquette and dining... it was so much more fun than i expected.. thot was one of those sleepy lectures again.. but its so interesting... did learn alot...

oh yah, and i got my new specs liao.. hee.. still not used to looking at myself in the mirror.. haha...

tired liao.. dun wanna blog anymore...

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Tired.Sleepy.Confused...

i'm so tired. juz came home from the mall with mummy... headache's back to haunt me... and there's so many projects to do... so many stuffs to complete...

kinda confused.. maybe i think too much.. but juz feel that dear is like another person with his friends... all the msg replies would be one worded.. come on.. its juz an sms... would it hurt to reply me properly and take juz a little time away from wad u are doing? why the change? (-_-)" but then again.. maybe i think too much... shouldn't read too much into it coz we juz managed to get some peace for our relationship. i ain't gotta tok to him about this when he gets home but i juz hope he doesn't give me too much stuff to think about.... it hurts soooo bad...

dun wanna think about it... juz let it go~~~ wee~~~ get out of my head~~~ the more i think the more problems will arise...

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Fishy!

here's a pic of dear's fish tank! he took it with his camera phone... hehe... i contributed 2 of the goldfishes.. and the rest of the other 5 was bought by dear, and 1 bought by dear's dad... dear's dad bought a blind goldfish! only one eye! haahaha.. so funny... and there's a black goldfish with "popped" eyes! the discus fish at the background is the fish which i picked up with dear beside a dustbin... someone juz threw him there with a big parrot fish in a small container and it was tightly closed with a lid.. so cruel.. the person is juz letting them die slowly... after letting dear's sis strike 4D, the parrot fish unfortunately died... the discus fish is happy with his new environment... when we adopted him, he was black all the way.. like charcoal.. now he's become more blueish and reddish... can see the black stripes.... becoming prettier... and he swims faster now.. hee... nicer ar? but still not up to dear's standard... but compared to my fish tank, this is oredi good enuff!

dear's new darlings...

hmm... aniwae, i woke up with a splitting headache... again!!! arrgghh!!! like as if my brains are gonna be crushed!!! keep having headaches... or rather, it was migraine.. coz its only one-sided... think it was due to the lack of sleep lately... and the stress from school... plus the time of the month will be here anytime soon, coz i've oredi got the signals... sianzz... maybe that's why my temper is not so good lately? poor dear.. muz have been terrible for him.. and i dun knoe it until after it happens.. this pms thingy.. so tricky...

jie jie gonna hongkong for a short holiday... asked me if i wanted to join.. i want! but cannot... *sob sob* got school leh! haiz... and she asked me wanna watch snow.wolf.lake? and cirque de soleil.... i juz replied her, you pay ar? haha.. she kept quiet.. hee... i told her i dun have money mah... expensive sia.. snow.wolf.lake is like $98 for the cheapest seats... gosh... i wouldn't watch it unless i'm being treated.. hehehe... oh well... juz ask jie jie to get some stuff for me.. esprit is cheap in hongkong! plus got disneyland! i want tee shirts with mickey! its in fashion now! hehe...

gonna mit dear later... dear's having driving now... he left this day specially for me coz i got no school... awwww.. so sweet rite? i got no school.. coz mr lecturer kena called back to camp! wee~ no lecture.. haha... aniwae, dear's meeting me to accompany me to get my new specs! yay! new frameless specs.. then i'd look more like dear.. hahaha.... and we're gonna have subway! addicted liao.. after jan treated us coz it was her birthdae.. hehe.. subway is soooo nice! i love it!

gosh.. gotta get back to my tutorials and projects... will update again... if i have the time!

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Pics!

haven't been updating pics for a long time. took alot of pics lately.. hehe.. some with liang's cam, some with velly's cam.... here's an update of the stuff....

Me & the Trophy! During Business Day Workout

Liang, Me, Velly, Jiayi & Jan group pic!

Aisha & Jul during lecture break

Liang, Jul & Velly at TP library

Liang, Jul & Velly take 2!

Jan, Jul & Liang... Taken during tutorial~

nice pics? hehe... school has been tiring todae... lack of sleep and loads of things to do.... i guess i have to go and get started...

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Mondae...

there's still time before i leave home for school. so thot i'd juz blog...

had craving for hot coffee last nite... but didn't drink it in the end... coz it was too much hassle... and i finally satisfied my need this morning... had my cup of hot coffee, bundled together with a donut (yeah, i'm not supposed to eat sweet things... but mummy bot it... ) read the morning papers.... tycoons are still having lawsuits.. over millions.. over houses... for 14 years... woo~ that's a long time... nothing much in the papers... all the usual stuff...

aniwae, i had a nice conversation with dear last nite. it wasn't lovey dovey or mushy stuff.. its juz pure good conversation.... had a good sleep after our nite talk... and i couldn't wake up this morning.. i think it was due to the tiredness lately... luckily school is gonna be short todae... but i dunno wad time we finish discussing our project after school... nevertheless... i'm glad that i'm going to school... hee...

gotta go...

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Weekend...

weekend is almost over... spent 2 days with dear.. though we still have little squabbles now... but we managed to solve it... its been kinda tough lately... and i'm still keeping my fingers crossed... i guess i haven't been a good girlfriend lately...

i juz got home... felt better after a bath.. so warm lately... dear's got a new fish tank and i'm happie for him... it looks nice... and the fishes are cute...

week 3 of school starts tomorrow.... time passes so fast....

wanted to get my pair of birkenstocks...but i think i better put the money into good use... dear's finances are running low... think i'll juz forgo my birkenstocks for the time being.... better put the money in our bank... its more useful that way....

dun feel like blogging oredi...

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Loving You...

my new video! love it? haha... that's why so many women remain single lately...

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Happy 58th Month...

spent my day with dear.... from morning till night... dear came over to oversee renovations at my house since i had to study and daddy and mummy had to work... he slpt on my bed thereafter.... hehe.. poor thing... came over so early... guess he muz be tired...

after i came home from school, we had lunch at my place. then headed down to NUH to visit dear's grandma... poor thing... she's so old... and yet have to stay in the hospital for so long... i'd still hope that she'd recover quickly...

had dinner with dear thereafter... hmm... juz feel blissful... though its not entirely the 2 of us alone... but its time well spent.... its oredi been 4 years and 10 months since we known each other and i'm really glad we are still going on... though we got into many quarrels... but i know deep down, he's the man i wanna spend my life with... though we might not know wad would happen in the future... but i'm enjoying having him as part of my life now....

juz finished my managerial accounting tutorial... gonna do my HRD project tomorrow after i come home....

lastly, happie 58th month dear... thank you for everything... and most of all thank you for appearing in my life...

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New Specs!

decided to change my text colour to add some colour to my blog... since the background is black.. it think it would look good.. hehe...

dear came to meet me todae... went to make my new specs... nothing funky anymore.. no more red specs.... juz pure sophiscated frameless specs... dear said it looked better than my current one. haha.. he's been hating my red specs since day one... but i think its cool... how many ppl dare to wear red specs? except for a few in school, many choose to remain the norm... but its kinda costly... costs $327 to make my specs.. coz of the titanium frame... which lasts longer.. and the better lens which i chose... haiz.. luckily i got $100 voucher.. so i only need to pay $227.. but its still costly! haiz... lucky mummy sponsoring.. if not i'd rather not change my specs.. but my degree went up... sianz... got short sighted somemore.. hehe.. getting from bad to worst.. dear said coz i always stare at the comp for too long.. hehe.. but how can i live without my lappy???

aniwae, will be getting my specs next friday.... wee~ can't wait man! haha..

dear came over to my house for dinner... we watched tv together... felt good.. never felt so good before...

dear's coming over tomorrow coz daddy asked him to... the contractor is coming to do some fixing of the tiles... and he will be here by 10am?? coz daddy wants to change his toilet door to sliding ones... since i haf school, my maid is gon gon one... and no one's home, so daddy asked if dear was free... poor dear... tomorrow muz stay at my place without me! haha... and i will only be back by 3 plus...

felt bad after the call from dear... his grandma is changing hospital tomorrow and his auntie called him to ask him to help look after her kids so that she can attend to his grandma.. but he told her that he need to help my dad... gosh.. i feel terrible.. his grandma is of course more important.. but dear told me that his auntie said that her kids would be able to cope on their own... haiz... i feel bad.... i hope dear's grandma will get well soon... think its only right to visit her during the weekends....

meanwhile, school's tough... jul's struggling... but surviving... still got 2 tutorials and HR development research and peer notes to finish up before i spend the weekend with dear... gonna do tomorrow... since its friday and i dun haf to slp early...

oh ya.. congrats to liang and jan, who got to be on the Director's Hounours List again! for the second time! wee~~

Love...

"The things that people in love do to each other, they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."

- From the movie, Indecent Proposal

Mid Week Crisis...

haven't been blogging for a long time.. been busy with school and tutorials... and have been quarrelling with dear again... all becoz of good old mahjong... eek! still dun like it till now... i hate it! hate it! hate it! its so damn spoiling everything we haf.... oh well, wadeva.... things do happen for a reason huh? now, i guess i juz haf to live with it...

dear is at the hospital now.. he went to see his grandma... and i juz got home from school... if only he went earlier, then we can chat now... but he was tired after driving lesson, so he went home to sleep... bad timing i thot.. but nvm... dear so poor thing... aniwae, my life hasn't been going smoothly.. except for school! hehe.. i love school.. i dunno why... maybe its the only time where i get occupied and dun think about any other things.... event management's project is so damn tough... got loads of research to do... so is HR development...

gotta go do tutorials....

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