i slept till 1 pm todae without even realising it! gosh, its been so long since i last slept until this late... woken up by dear's sms... oh gosh... i'm such a pig...
was at dear's place for the past 2 nights watching football... now i'm craving for more football... arrgghh....
gonna meet up with jiayi and belle tomorrow... shopping-cum-belle's housewarming... hee...
did nothing much todae... drew up my timetable.... hmm... still a little lazy for school.... bleah....
ta-ta....
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Ah Fat~
took some pics of fat fat aka ah fat... hehe.... he's so adorable...
fat fat wif fishy
i posted this pic previously, but did some editing to it on my nokia 6280...
heehee...
w bear and fat fat
dear dear did this editing...
my cousin sent me this in my e-mail...
ta-ta...
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Waiting Waiting~
waiting for dear to come and pick me up... since there's time, i'll blog a little...
heeheee.... he's sweet enuff to do that, since we stay so far apart... and it allows me so sleep in and have more rest since i have to wake up early every morning for work... really appreciate his gestures, though sometimes i dun say it...
let's juz say, he's became sweeter lately?
but i woke up really early todae... can't really sleep coz the stoopid phone has been giving me stoopid problems... so i have to make a trip down to nokia care later... *sucks man*
this week will be my only holiday... have yet to draw up my personalized timetable... need to settle some school stuff too... the log in and everything... so troublesome...
not going to the orientation this coming week coz i dun need to make friends? haha... all my poly mates are in the same class as i am... but literally, we muz pay $17... that's the main reason... for tee shirt? games? and food? bleah dun need lar... i can go for movie and popcorn with that money...
will be starting my bachelor studies next monday... i hope i'll be able to cope... BACHELOR seems lyke a big word, though its not NUS, NTU or SMU lar... so its lyke no big deal to many... but i'm scared that i can't handle my studies, then i'll be wasting my parent's sponsorship... hee... i haven't been a very intelligent child since young... i'm more of the "ppl takes 1 min to understand, and i'll take 5 mins to get it" so muz work extra hard...
and yah! so many good movies now! dunno which one to watch... wanted to catch cars, but then garfield came out, then scary movie 4 came out... oh gosh... this needs alot of money pumping!
gonna change some stuff on my template before dear comes!
ta-ta...
heeheee.... he's sweet enuff to do that, since we stay so far apart... and it allows me so sleep in and have more rest since i have to wake up early every morning for work... really appreciate his gestures, though sometimes i dun say it...
let's juz say, he's became sweeter lately?
but i woke up really early todae... can't really sleep coz the stoopid phone has been giving me stoopid problems... so i have to make a trip down to nokia care later... *sucks man*
this week will be my only holiday... have yet to draw up my personalized timetable... need to settle some school stuff too... the log in and everything... so troublesome...
not going to the orientation this coming week coz i dun need to make friends? haha... all my poly mates are in the same class as i am... but literally, we muz pay $17... that's the main reason... for tee shirt? games? and food? bleah dun need lar... i can go for movie and popcorn with that money...
will be starting my bachelor studies next monday... i hope i'll be able to cope... BACHELOR seems lyke a big word, though its not NUS, NTU or SMU lar... so its lyke no big deal to many... but i'm scared that i can't handle my studies, then i'll be wasting my parent's sponsorship... hee... i haven't been a very intelligent child since young... i'm more of the "ppl takes 1 min to understand, and i'll take 5 mins to get it" so muz work extra hard...
and yah! so many good movies now! dunno which one to watch... wanted to catch cars, but then garfield came out, then scary movie 4 came out... oh gosh... this needs alot of money pumping!
gonna change some stuff on my template before dear comes!
ta-ta...
Friday, June 23, 2006
Fat Fat & Alien
todae is my last day of work...
felt a little sad to leave, but relieved at the same time...
aniwae, bot the alien toy from the movie toy story... he's supposed to be hanged on a bag... isn't he so cute and gon-gon? hahaha...
fat fat took a pic with him!
fat fat & space alien
ta-ta...
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Black Humour
Feeling sad
Because I have been bored for a very long time
Because I have thought about too much
It is starting a mental reaction
You say
Wry smile is very often with you
Being together seems a bit forced
Should you cast me off now?
I don’t wanna think too much
I think it must be me who has heard it wrong, made a mistake, got it wrong
I casually told you,
"Please, I think it is your head that has a problem"
In fact, I was already able to riddle out, see through your thoughts,
But I don’t want to say too much
Because I am scared I am not able to hold back the tears
I don’t understand
Your black humour
I figured it out
But once again you tested me
You said you wanted to go separate ways
You have thought about it for a very long time, right?
But I don’t want to expose you
I'll regard it as a joke you made up
I figured it out
But once again you tested me
You said you wanted to go separate ways
You have thought about it for a very long time, right?
Defeated by your black humour
My seriousness has been defeated by your black humour ...
Because I have been bored for a very long time
Because I have thought about too much
It is starting a mental reaction
You say
Wry smile is very often with you
Being together seems a bit forced
Should you cast me off now?
I don’t wanna think too much
I think it must be me who has heard it wrong, made a mistake, got it wrong
I casually told you,
"Please, I think it is your head that has a problem"
In fact, I was already able to riddle out, see through your thoughts,
But I don’t want to say too much
Because I am scared I am not able to hold back the tears
I don’t understand
Your black humour
I figured it out
But once again you tested me
You said you wanted to go separate ways
You have thought about it for a very long time, right?
But I don’t want to expose you
I'll regard it as a joke you made up
I figured it out
But once again you tested me
You said you wanted to go separate ways
You have thought about it for a very long time, right?
Defeated by your black humour
My seriousness has been defeated by your black humour ...
Bad Computer...
been really tired and this is the cause of it...
see it thru the recorder...
really bad... tsk tsk...
aniwae, going to SIM tomorrow for my briefing...
its gonna be a long road ahead...
ta-ta...
see it thru the recorder...
really bad... tsk tsk...
aniwae, going to SIM tomorrow for my briefing...
its gonna be a long road ahead...
ta-ta...
Monday, June 19, 2006
Those Ear Habits....
i juz promised dear i'll TRY to stop pulling his ears...
those who know me will know that once jul jul pulls her ears, she's gonna fall asleep... during lectures, in the bus... anywhere! and i do still pull my ears to sleep even until now... its a baby habit that grew up with me... mummy said that i was an easy baby to look after... coz all she need to do is juz for her to put my hands at my ears and i'll fall asleep all by myself...
and now, i keep pulling dear's ears....
heee...
i gotta stop! but i juz can't help it!
ta-ta...
those who know me will know that once jul jul pulls her ears, she's gonna fall asleep... during lectures, in the bus... anywhere! and i do still pull my ears to sleep even until now... its a baby habit that grew up with me... mummy said that i was an easy baby to look after... coz all she need to do is juz for her to put my hands at my ears and i'll fall asleep all by myself...
and now, i keep pulling dear's ears....
heee...
i gotta stop! but i juz can't help it!
ta-ta...
Friday, June 16, 2006
I'm Back...
haven't been posting my thoughts these days... been busy going to and fro to visit yeye after work everyday...
good news is, yeye is back home todae... he had his operation yesterday... but he's exceptionally weak... quite sad to see him like that.... and he still have to be on a tube, which means that he can't move about without help coz of the tube...
hope he gets well soon...
besides that, many stuff and thoughts that i haven't blogged...
i am officially quitting next week... gonna enjoy my 1 week holiday i give myself before school starts...
received my SIM student identification card! and i got SIM's enrolment package yesterday but was too tired to read it after i came back from the hospital... will be looking into it later....
i played class 95 on my mobile for the whole day at work todae!
dear class 95, thank you for accompanying me and for making work so much happier and lighter...
fd and glenn's morning breakfast show perks up my morning...
vernetta's adworknetwork makes lunching heartier...
philip's 95 min marathon plays goody goody songs...
and though jean and rod are away,
they still make going home cosier...
in short,
class 95,
you rock!
i lurve it!
keep up the good work...
dear's not online lately... SCV's keeping him occupied... haa...
aniwae, soccer is the first thing on every guy's mind this month...
before they sleep,
when they are awake,
when they are shitting,
when they are working...
no matter where and when!
so gals, wad are u waiting for?
go shopping!
go spend!
they wun mind!
heh heh heh!
and i guess, many companies face the problem of absenteeism during this period... HR being my specialization and future profession, i feel that companies should make a "soceer friendly" environment... placing LCD or plasma huge tvs featuring live soccer matches and changing the lunch time to the match times? and extending the lunch time to 90 mins instead of 60 mins... i'm sure it will be a good benefit for the employees and i'm sure they would gladly appreciate it... it gives employees the drive to work harder... and it also acts as an incentive or benefit for retention of employees... though it will be a little costly, but i'm sure companies can afford since it only happens once in 4 years...
heee.... good idea guys?
watched a little of the 7pm show... the gal keep wanting to get married... the guy was a little hesistant... and the fengshui master say the guy likes freedom... blah blah blah....
lesson learnt? never choke a guy up to his neck if he likes freedom... stay close, but remain a distance for yourself too... give yourself some time apart to take a breather and most importantly for girls, lurve yourself!
last but not least, i lurve my nokia 6280!
yay! its fridae!
ta-ta...
good news is, yeye is back home todae... he had his operation yesterday... but he's exceptionally weak... quite sad to see him like that.... and he still have to be on a tube, which means that he can't move about without help coz of the tube...
hope he gets well soon...
besides that, many stuff and thoughts that i haven't blogged...
i am officially quitting next week... gonna enjoy my 1 week holiday i give myself before school starts...
received my SIM student identification card! and i got SIM's enrolment package yesterday but was too tired to read it after i came back from the hospital... will be looking into it later....
i played class 95 on my mobile for the whole day at work todae!
dear class 95, thank you for accompanying me and for making work so much happier and lighter...
fd and glenn's morning breakfast show perks up my morning...
vernetta's adworknetwork makes lunching heartier...
philip's 95 min marathon plays goody goody songs...
and though jean and rod are away,
they still make going home cosier...
in short,
class 95,
you rock!
i lurve it!
keep up the good work...
dear's not online lately... SCV's keeping him occupied... haa...
aniwae, soccer is the first thing on every guy's mind this month...
before they sleep,
when they are awake,
when they are shitting,
when they are working...
no matter where and when!
so gals, wad are u waiting for?
go shopping!
go spend!
they wun mind!
heh heh heh!
and i guess, many companies face the problem of absenteeism during this period... HR being my specialization and future profession, i feel that companies should make a "soceer friendly" environment... placing LCD or plasma huge tvs featuring live soccer matches and changing the lunch time to the match times? and extending the lunch time to 90 mins instead of 60 mins... i'm sure it will be a good benefit for the employees and i'm sure they would gladly appreciate it... it gives employees the drive to work harder... and it also acts as an incentive or benefit for retention of employees... though it will be a little costly, but i'm sure companies can afford since it only happens once in 4 years...
heee.... good idea guys?
watched a little of the 7pm show... the gal keep wanting to get married... the guy was a little hesistant... and the fengshui master say the guy likes freedom... blah blah blah....
lesson learnt? never choke a guy up to his neck if he likes freedom... stay close, but remain a distance for yourself too... give yourself some time apart to take a breather and most importantly for girls, lurve yourself!
last but not least, i lurve my nokia 6280!
yay! its fridae!
ta-ta...
Monday, June 12, 2006
My New Love...
it was love at first sight...
it took me a long time to consider...
though i know i had to stay faithful...
my head can't help but follow my heart...
now i start a new lease of life...
with you...
it took me a long time to consider...
though i know i had to stay faithful...
my head can't help but follow my heart...
now i start a new lease of life...
with you...
my new possession! nokia 6280! haha... wad did u think it was then?? heeeheeeheee....
bot my new little darling juz yesterday... proudly sponsored by myself!
love it to the max! becoz:
- its 3G
- it has FM radio and media player
- it has a wonderful 2.o mega pixel camera
- it has removable memory card
- the resolution of the phone is sharp
- mp3 ringtones sounds crisp and clear
- elegant with attitude design
- smooth slideup
everything i ever wanted in a phone! hee... so much for wanting to get a digicam and ipod radio remote... thanks to dear who changed his costly starhub plan to singtel student plan but he didn't wanna get a phone... so i made use of the advantage! heh heh! paid $279 only!
it comes in black and ORANGE too... but i din really lyke the black version... and can u imagine it in orange? it looked so funny!
now i'm perpetually broke... but happie? haha... waiting for payday this sunday! help!!!!
i'm still holding my motorola v3... its our couple phone, thus i did not have the heart to sell it...
i'm a happie gurl!
and on the other hand, dear made himself a happie man by subscribing for SCV!!!! naturally i benefited! no more boring weekends! yay!
he's soccer mad lar... juz becoz of the world cup... oh.. but i can understand... its a "guy thingy"...
dear: haven't had the chance to talk to u todae... but aniwae, happie 67th month. lyke i said, i may not be the perfect partner for you, but the bottomline is...... i hope you'd stay happie always....
ta-ta...
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Graduation Ceremony - 07 June 2006
finally i have graduated! after slogging for 3 whole years! friends i've made, things i've learnt... i'll miss the school and its surroundings the most... tp has been a turning point in my life and i'm glad that i have great friends to go thru it with me!
the pictures say it all...
din take much pics coz alot of my besties were not around and i had to go visit my mum at the hospital after the ceremony...
the pictures say it all...
din take much pics coz alot of my besties were not around and i had to go visit my mum at the hospital after the ceremony...
that's it...
mummy is feeling so much better, i'm so glad... except that she needs to remove her stitch...
but...
my grandfather is diagnosed with early stage of cancer... i knew it juz yesterday... i'm shocked when i heard it... i lived with him since i came out of mummy's tummy and he never fail to buy rabbit sweets, coconut sweets, potato chips, chewing gums (before the government banned it) and he even buys breakfast for me and bring me for walks... ye ye is gonna have his operation next week...
i juz hope everything goes well...
dear: congrats on the passing of your exams...
ta-ta...
Why???
why does love have to be unhappie?
why can't it be happie always?
why does love have to be so complicated?
why can't it be simple and pure?
why does love have to be hurtful?
why can't it be sweet and loving?
why does love have to end?
why can't it go on forever?
why can't love be compromising?
why must it be sacrificing?
how is it that something so simple,
can be so complicated at times?
was love made to fool us?
or was love made to heal us?
why can't it be happie always?
why does love have to be so complicated?
why can't it be simple and pure?
why does love have to be hurtful?
why can't it be sweet and loving?
why does love have to end?
why can't it go on forever?
why can't love be compromising?
why must it be sacrificing?
how is it that something so simple,
can be so complicated at times?
was love made to fool us?
or was love made to heal us?
ta-ta...
Monday, June 05, 2006
I Am Allergic?!?!
my second post for the day...
seen the doctor... got a day of MC... he said i was allergic to either something i eat or something i touch, for example, pets... how can it be? i've never been allergic to anything! not even medicine!
i can only think of the seafood i had on saturday, which is unlikely coz i had no problem with seafood since young... i wouldn't wanna be allergic to SEAFOOD anyway!
if not, it could be the saltwater that dear put his nemo in that made me allergic coz i helped dear with the display of his corals and we made marine saltwater using artificial salt... but i remembered washing my hands after helping him... i guess its the cut on my hand which allowed the saltwater to get in... coz the cut was swollen yesterday.... whoa, never thot that it would have such a great impact...
my body is red and patchy now... the doctor's medicine did take effect... made the itching stop at least... lucky i din report for work todae... or i'll spend the day scratching away... but he said that if it still continues, i'll have to go back for a jab! boo!
i din sleep go back to sleep though, i woke up at 6.30am todae (coz i thot a bath would bring the itch away... and i thot of going to work...) after i came back from the doctor's i packed my room, cleaned the drawers and cabinets, packed the messy stuff, and now its spick and span! cleared away all soft toys on my bed, leaving the bears and feimao only... so happie... now i got more space to sleep... its better for dear too, since he always have problem sleeping on my bed with so many toys, he'd look like a giant squeezing for space with the little toys... heeheehee...
spent the whole morning and mid noon packing, clearing, wiping, dusting and cleaning... better make good use of my day off since i got time... been so tied up with work and coming home tired and exhausted...
class 95 rocks!
ta-ta...
seen the doctor... got a day of MC... he said i was allergic to either something i eat or something i touch, for example, pets... how can it be? i've never been allergic to anything! not even medicine!
i can only think of the seafood i had on saturday, which is unlikely coz i had no problem with seafood since young... i wouldn't wanna be allergic to SEAFOOD anyway!
if not, it could be the saltwater that dear put his nemo in that made me allergic coz i helped dear with the display of his corals and we made marine saltwater using artificial salt... but i remembered washing my hands after helping him... i guess its the cut on my hand which allowed the saltwater to get in... coz the cut was swollen yesterday.... whoa, never thot that it would have such a great impact...
my body is red and patchy now... the doctor's medicine did take effect... made the itching stop at least... lucky i din report for work todae... or i'll spend the day scratching away... but he said that if it still continues, i'll have to go back for a jab! boo!
i din sleep go back to sleep though, i woke up at 6.30am todae (coz i thot a bath would bring the itch away... and i thot of going to work...) after i came back from the doctor's i packed my room, cleaned the drawers and cabinets, packed the messy stuff, and now its spick and span! cleared away all soft toys on my bed, leaving the bears and feimao only... so happie... now i got more space to sleep... its better for dear too, since he always have problem sleeping on my bed with so many toys, he'd look like a giant squeezing for space with the little toys... heeheehee...
spent the whole morning and mid noon packing, clearing, wiping, dusting and cleaning... better make good use of my day off since i got time... been so tied up with work and coming home tired and exhausted...
class 95 rocks!
ta-ta...
Sick~
din report for work todae... having a rash which looks lyke mosquito bites but really big ones, and they all stick together, forming red swollen lumps... and they itch! they are all over my body, legs and hands... i freaked out when i woke up todae... i din slp the whole nite, thinking it was mosquitoes, i juz keep scratching... gonna see a doctor later... really hoped dear was here with me, but he needs to be at school~ haha... will he visit me by surprise? bleah, i dun think so~
oh well~ hope that i'll be okay before the graduation ceremony on wednesday...
aniwae, dear and i spent the weekend with my parents coz its daddy's birthdae... family outing! had the celebration earlier coz mummy need to go for an operation on tuesday... so she wun be attending my graduation on wednesday...
went to jumbo seafood at riverside, clake quay... had loads of seafood... yummy! din take any pics coz it was quite dark as we ate by the river...
thereafter we went to haagen dazs to chill and have ice cream... i lyke the surroundings! very cosy...
oh well~ hope that i'll be okay before the graduation ceremony on wednesday...
aniwae, dear and i spent the weekend with my parents coz its daddy's birthdae... family outing! had the celebration earlier coz mummy need to go for an operation on tuesday... so she wun be attending my graduation on wednesday...
went to jumbo seafood at riverside, clake quay... had loads of seafood... yummy! din take any pics coz it was quite dark as we ate by the river...
thereafter we went to haagen dazs to chill and have ice cream... i lyke the surroundings! very cosy...
*forever in love*
haagen dazs fondue
had taken more pics, but it wasn't nice coz of the yellow-lighting...
we ate another plate of ice cream, but we forgot to take pics of it... haha... mummy and daddy actually stayed up until 11pm! whahahaha....
okay, time to see doctor~
*scratching-scratching*
ta-ta...
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Reasons To Smile???
i have reasons to be happie...
- todae is payday
- i cleared all my work todae
- tonite is idol nite
- tomorrow is friday
- great singapore sale is on
but i'm not at least in a happie mood...
reason?
i dunno either... maybe juz tired from work...
suddenly, in the midst of work, weird thoughts juz clouded my mind...
i juz feel that i'm living for everyone else except me?
i try to make everyone happie and meet everyone's expectations, that i forget myself?
i work so hard, but who can see it?
i look happie and normal,
but deep down,
i keep so much to myself,
my thoughts...
my feelings...
its enuff to fill an ocean...
ta-ta...
- todae is payday
- i cleared all my work todae
- tonite is idol nite
- tomorrow is friday
- great singapore sale is on
but i'm not at least in a happie mood...
reason?
i dunno either... maybe juz tired from work...
suddenly, in the midst of work, weird thoughts juz clouded my mind...
i juz feel that i'm living for everyone else except me?
i try to make everyone happie and meet everyone's expectations, that i forget myself?
i work so hard, but who can see it?
i look happie and normal,
but deep down,
i keep so much to myself,
my thoughts...
my feelings...
its enuff to fill an ocean...
ta-ta...
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