Saturday, April 30, 2005

My First Live Soccer Match...

wee~ really had fun last nite! it was so exciting.. heh.. in the end tampines won! 2-1.. haha.. its really different from watching it on tv... the atmosphere is totally different... so, i guess there will be more "next time" haha... i am really looking forward to the next match! cheers!

dear tagged me *beams with surprise* all along i thot he wouldn't tag me... haha... but i am very happie! its the little things he does dat makes me happy.. hope he sees it.... (^_^)

todae i'm stuck at home... the contractor came over to take measurements and my parents wants me to be home... dunno for wadeva reason. even if i'm home, i cannot make any decisions. sianz.... i juz stand one side and give comments....
(-_-)"

boring weekend...

ta-ta...

Friday, April 29, 2005

Woo~ Wee~

i'm seriously excited about the live football match i'm gonna go later... haaa.. can't wait! bryan and ying ying would be joining us too!

have to go back to school next tuesday and wednesday for training. full day training! 9am to 5pm... the training is meant for freshmen from china and velly, jan, liang and of course, jul jul! is gonna be mentors to them! think its not gonna be easy. we still have to help them when they arrive in singapore on the 9th or 10th of may. mrs valerie tong asked us for help. can we say no? she's such a nice person... since we are gonna be awarded seal points, its not totally a lose lose situation. so okay lor...

glad that belle gave me a taggie from canada! *beams*

ta-ta...

Thursday, April 28, 2005

It Ain't Over Till It's Over - Lenny Kravitz

It Ain't Over Till It's Over - Lenny Kravitz

here we are still together
we are one
so much time wasted
playing games with love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
to keep our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over

how many times
did we give up
but we always worked things out
and all my doubts and fear
kept me wondering
if i'd always be in love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over

so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over

Totoro...

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Totoro

isn't the pic cute? i found it online! and i think its so cute coz they both do not have mouth! heeeheee.... and they look so innocent...

finally its thursday, and tomorrow will be friday... can't wait to go to the soccer match with dear. i'm soooo looking forward to it. and till now, i have still yet to do the drawing for my wardrobe... *oops* heehee.....

nothing to do todae, dun feel like doing anything oso. so sian. played yahoo games and got addicted to luxor... haiz.. unfortunately, my 59mins trial version has expired. and now, i got nothing to do... sianz...

hmm... i guess that's about it for now...

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Home Alone...

had a good sleep last nite. maybe coz i was having a headache, or maybe becoz i was tired. woke up feeling great...

juz came out of my bath... wee~ having a pore pack on my nose... and blogging.. hee... i smell like a baby!

got a number of things to do... includes, packing the other half of my cupboard, drawing out the inner design of my newwwww wardrobe coz the contractor needs it, packing my bags collection, which i dunno where to start... haa... have to make my room a condusive environment, which is neat, tidy and cosy, to get ready for year 3! i can't wait for school reopen!

dear asked me out on friday to watch football match at tampines stadium. i guess it would be fun and interesting... looking forward to it...

ta-ta...

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

New Highlights...

mummy was on leave todae she went to the salon. so i decided to tag along. of course, with a motive in mind. hee... went to dye and highlight my hair. mummy paid for it of course! hee... did some highlights, but it wasn't wad i wanted. was a little disappointed coz the streaks are not obvious... i wanted a change, coz i was bored of my life. i wanted something different... something to change my life...

jiayi called me when i was at the salon. she asked me out, to parkway, help her choose a present for her friend and juz go walk walk. and since i got nothing to do, i thot i'd juz accompany her. since its not everyday that someone asked me out. enjoyed myself though.. its been such a long time since i saw any close friends of mine...

oh yah, grace msged me todae, saying that she would call me tomorrow coz she's busy recently and had no time to call me... i think the last time we toked was like 6months ago? or even longer...

came home for dinner, coz jiayi had to go church...

my head's spinning.... having headache, coz my of my grandfather. he made so much noise last nite. was woken up at 4am by his noise and he greatly affected my sleep. by 5am, i was still wide awake... and oredi felt my head splitting. i did not have a peaceful sleep. and when i was about to fall asleep, he made noises again. and mind you, they are loud! i was so irritated, pissed and angry... woke up at 7.30am. i couldn't take it... no more.... haven't had good nite's sleep these days. dunno wad's affecting me. its either my grandfather, or thoughts lingering in my mind. i juz can't get to sleep.... and its juz irritating....

enuff about complaining... juz wanna say congratulations to mummy... coz she got promoted and i'm glad... i knew the news some time back, but mummy did not confirm it. todae she told me she was officially promoted... heee... happie for mummy...

nevertheless, i'm glad i got something to keep me occupied todae...

ta-ta...

Monday, April 25, 2005

Aimless...

i hate my life rite now. it seems i got nothing better to do. how i wish i can start school straight away. i miss the hectic days filled with projects, lectures, tutorials and research.... i miss the challenging life i've always had. now it seems that there's no aim, no goal, no nothing...

though i have a couple of things to do todae. but i'm juz not motivated to do anything. i have to pack my cupboard and filter out those unwanted clothes. mummy's been nagging me to do it for weeks. i even have the whole series of the desperate housewives to watch, but i juz have no mood for it. i have no mood for anything in fact... dunno wad's going on....

i think i've got it real bad this time. i diarrhoeaed 3 times todae liao, since last nite... it would be 4 times oredi.... my tummy was so painful that it made me wake up from my sleep. and by 7.30am, i was awake...went back to sleep till around noon, and then i had the urge again. its horrid... yikes!

i'm not well~

ta-ta...

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Wouldn't It Be Nice...

reached home quite late last nite and i was too tired and lazy to blog...

i'm at dear's house now. but dear's not around. he went for his driving lesson. i'm juz waiting at home for him. met him in the morning coz he left his PDL with me. came all the way down early in the morning juz for the licence. so we juz "sun bian" had breakfast.

yesterday dear went to BBDC to get his driving registration and other stuff done. and i ended up waiting 1 hour for him at westmall.... and when he finally came, i was starving... then we met bryan and yingying for lunch. and we got nothing to do after that. haha... can't believe it rite? oh well~ singapore is so small.. wad to do? so we headed back to my house and had dinner with my parents. this saves us from further spending money... pooe dear.. he's been spending alot on handphone bills, broadband bills and driving... i'm kinda worried...

we accompanied my parents to see the contractor for my house after dinner.... an eye opener for dear and myself.... we found out that we needed at least $50,000 to renovate our 5 room flat in future.... and mind you... $50,000 for renovation only. there are still pending $30,000 down payment for HDB new flats and plus CPF must have at least dunno how much~ gosh~ we'll go broke even before we are married... but i'm sure the house would be lovely~ dear wanted a space for his "mahjong table" or rather "gambling area" haha... we even thot of higher class one... put a pool table there... its nice looking.. but if there are gonna be kids in future, the pool table is gonna be redundant. but i think it's only right to respect his decision.. not bad idea, since his family always have relatives coming over for a game or two... plus i guess, his mahjong khakis (they know who they are) would be delighted too... hmm.. aniwae, that will be in future.... but aniwae, the shop was nice~ i like it.... the shop had a mini kitchen, living room, bedroom and toilet for viewing... so nice~ dear agreed too.... as for my home, my parents are changing all kitchen cabinets and wardrobes... wee~ finally chose my own wardrobe... daddy's paying like $7000 for everything... hmm... can't wait...

dear sent me this song few days ago... somehow, its juz like the both of us... the song is currently used for the cadbury advertisement where everything is made of chocolate... hee... cute~ here are the lyrics...

Wouldn't It Be Nice - Beach Boys

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it

Wouldn't it be nice
Good nite my baby
Sleep tite my baby

its such a sweet song~ everytime i hear it, i feel so *melted* and wish we both could spend the rest of our lives together right away. too bad, we are both studying and not financially stable. but somehow, someday... we're gonna make it~

oh yah, bryan asked dear if we were interested to watch soccer match together.... i am! but its at bishan and it's gonna end at 9.30pm. guess i reach home is like 11pm? hmm... sianz. dear say next time, coz its too late for me... aniwae, bryan cancelled last min coz he couldn't make it...

gotta go plaza meet dear liao~

ta-ta...

Friday, April 22, 2005

Thank God It's Friday...

weekend is here, though it doesn't make any difference to me. but at least when its saturday, mummy and jie jie would be at home. the house would be livelier...

can't wait for time to pass. seems so slow....

cooking dinner for dear tonite. i guess its been a long time since he had home cooked food. he's always eating out. so, i'll juz cook and bring over to his house. since i guess he won't be having OT tonite coz its friday. can save money too. still not sure wad i will be cooking. but maybe battered prawns, sambal fish, long beans and home brewed corn soup. its juz wad i eat for dinner. juz that todae is not my maid cook. its me! juz marinated the fish and prawns and my hands smell of garlic. can't seem to wash it off. it stays for days, from my experience. gotta cook early todae coz i have to travel all the way to bukit panjang by bus, then train, then bus again... but then again... at least i have something to do...

tomorrow's jogging date is cancelled. dear have to go BBDC to get his "learning driving licence" or wadsoeva it is called... so i guess i have to go to bukit panjang to mit him again... hee.. but i dun mind...

sianz~ its still such a long way from school reopen..... arrggh.....

ta-ta...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Lost~

woke up todae.. and immediately, i hated it. time for me to face the world again. this lonely world. everyone seems to be busy with something, except me.

let's see~ liang went back to his little old hometown last nite, jan is busy meeting frens, i dunno wad velly is doing, jiayi is busy with her church's live recording this week, annabelle is going to canada tomorrow, sharon is going to desaru during the weekend, ali is busy partolling the streets, grace is not picking up my calls. dear is having OT again todae~ as usual.... and i guess, the rest of the world juz died.

i did practically nothing todae... read the papers, and its always full of the casino issue... so sick of it~ packed my wardrobe todae, e-mailed dear, occupied myself watching fish leong's music video, then watched TV from 3pm to 6.30pm, played my giant puzzle in between, went to shit~ and basically juz rot~

daddy came home early todae. he went to fetch mummy. ain't it sweet? he does dat everyday. if only my future husband would still love me so much when i'm so old. but i doubt it. aniwae, i'm waiting for my parents to return and have dinner with them. the whole day, the house was so quiet. juz me and my media player... can't wait for everyone to be home...

bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Blue Wednesday...

i wake up every morning.. feeling that there's no goal in my life.... i'm so bored... was supposed to go jogging todae. but i hurt my toe yesterday coz i cut off too much skin, and it started to bleed. its so painful, even without wearing shoes. so i decided to give it a rest...

dunno dear got work OT tonite or not. sianz... always working OT.. i know, sometimes, its not up to u to decide. juz like rite now, i dun haf a say.. if u say OT, then i juz "orh.. ok..." working is always lidat... the boss is always right...

haiz. i'm stuck at home again... i can't stand it man! when does school reopens? oh gosh~ in a month's time....

stuck, bored and lonely...

ta-ta...

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Cartel Mania!

was too tired to blog last nite.... met up with belle and shar for dinner at cartel~ it was great! rite gals? hee... we had so much to tok about.... miss those days when we were in the same class.... nevertheless, we never lost touch! some pics to share...

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Hungry....

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Our *Spider* Drinks

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Our Seafood Platter!

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*Snorting*

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Juz Shar, Jul & Belle

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Shar & Jul

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Belle is so "OFF"... haaa....

belle drove me home after our dinner.. okay lar.. i muz say her driving wasn't that bad... haahaa.. but shar nearly got killed once! haa.... lucky me....

aniwae, woke up around 10am todae.... then kelly services called me.. offering me a job. i didn't take up the offer in the end. though i dun mind working. but the working hours are odd.. its from 3.15pm to 10.30pm... and its at pickering road. the pay isn't that good either.. its only $6.40. considering i haf to travel and eat dinner outside. i dun earn much in the end. aniwae, dear didn't like the working hours either. told mummy about it.. she went "then don't want lor... so late..." aniwae, i'm happily enjoying my holidays.... went jogging at tampines stadium after i rejected the job offer..... i was happie.. hee... always feel contented after i jog....

wee~ going jogging with dear this saturday.. heehee.. its gonna be so fun!

talked to dear till quite late last nite. haha. we toked about our future... went to HDB webbie to take a look. dear even went to ROM webbie.. haahaa.. aniwae, houses cost a bomb now. and even more in future.... even the down payment is a hefty sum... hmm.. though we are oredi starting to save up now, but its not much... but we're not gonna get married soon. hee... not in the near future... maybe around 5 or 6 years bah? both of us are still gonna further our studies after poly life. so its gonna take some time. when we are both financially stable, earning a good income, and able to provide for our house and our parents. but for now, i'm enjoying the relationship we have now. its gonna be our 5th anniversary this coming november, and i'm glad that we're able to come this far. but the future is a even longer road to walk. and marriage is a big step which needs alot of commitment.. so till then, we'll juz be looking around.. heehee....

my life's been updated...

till then...

ta-ta...

Monday, April 18, 2005

Juz You & Me...

was too tired to blog yesterday... i even went home in a cab.. and fell asleep.... aniwae, i spent the whole day with dear... from morning till night... wee~ haahaa.. i met him near his place for breakfast. then dear went to cut hair.. hee... after that, we went home.. watched desperate housewives vcd.. haahaa.. those silly housewives... we juz slacked the whole day. its one of those days which we really spend quality time with each other... very happy...

dear's dad prepared steamboat for dinner... yummy! heehee... then i stayed till 9pm coz i wanted to watch the stunts on the NKF show... by that time, i was too tired, and sian.. so i took a cab home... *oops* hee...

dear's working todae... dunno got OT or not. i think he'll be quitting in a month or two.. to enjoy himself before his school reopens....

gonna mit belle and sharon for dinner later.... at the airport! wee~~ belle is gonna pick us up.. gosh~ i wonder how are her driving skills. haahaa... aniwae, its been such a long time since we met up.. belle's going to canada on friday if i'm not wrong.... hmm.. so nice~~

if only i could go on a trip with dear *sighz*

ta-ta....

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Kite Flying...

its saturday... luckily it didn't rain in the east side of singapore... met dear for breakfast in the morning, then we went to catch a movie.. "wet dreams" its a korean movie rated M18 ... its kinda funny.. shows how boys are curious about sex and everything.. the part and parcel of growing up...

after which, we met jf and his allanis at TM. then we went kite flying together at marina south... dear's kite flew so high.. until i can't see it in the end.. it was a beautiful sight... the kite seemed so near the sun... so near to freedom... but yet, its attached to a string... dear was happie.. and i was glad to see him that way... it was the 3rd time i flew a kite in my life... and all these real kite flying experiences are given by dear... my parents didn't bring me kite flying.... i was glad i met him.. coz he made my life so beautiful...

had steamboat for dinner at marina south... the usual stuff.. ate alot of crabs though... and i came back smelling like a walking steamboat...

dear sent me home thereafter...

ta-ta...

Friday, April 15, 2005

New Blogskin...

its the second post of the day.... finally changed my blogskin. its not "wow!" but its simple.. something that i like... still trying to modify some stuff.. but for now.. its gonna be like this... dear said its "cooler" than the previous one though...

dear did not have OT todae. but it didn't make a difference to me coz he went fishing with bryan and ck. i got nothing to do.. so bored.. so i hope that he would come home earlier than i expected...

watched "huo xia qu" juz now... finally its last episode. wanna know the ending only. i dun usually watch this show. coz i feel that its kinda paranoid where everyone is sick and going to die.... then continued watching "liu jing sui yue" on channel u. luo jia liang is so damn handsome...

dear said that he would bring me kite flying tomorrow.... hope it doesn't rain...

feel like talking to dear, dunno wad time he will be back...

ta-ta...

Bored... Bored... Bored...

did nothing the whole day at home. watched a bit of tv and that's it. can't wait for school to reopen...

dunno if dear got OT todae... oh well~ i'm used to it aniwae... he's been to tired to reply my mails... tomorrow's the weekend.. i hope its gonna be enjoyable. aniwae, dear, congrats on the passing of your advanced theory...

liang's been tagging on my tagboard about velly lately... i wonder wads going on between them *think *think.....

feel like changing my blogskin.. but i'm too lazy. haa...

dun feel like blogging liao..

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Goodbye...

juz received news that my cousin passed away coz of motorbike accident. he died on the spot. life is unpredictable. he was only 21. he was a nice guy.. and was serving his NS with the police. he was waiting to enter SMU. he was toking to my bf way back during chinese new year.... and how he's gone~

i'm upset, and seriously shocked...

words can't describe how i feel.....

Love Is Complicated~

tired~ is the word to describe how i'm feeling now.. went to orchard, then bugis.. with jiayi. walked the whole day. din really eat alot todae. felt fat. really fat... oh gosh... gonna cut down on my diet... hope will be a little thinner by school reopen? haha... wadeva... aniwae, i can't find any nice bags in singapore... so sian~

woke up with a terrible tummy ache todae... and i couldn't shit~ makes me feel so horrid... went to put some ointment before going back to sleep... felt horrid~

dear's having OT again.. i'm used to it oredi. its always the case.. though i know he doesn't want it too.. had a little quarrel last nite and continued this morning. its complicated when it comes to matters of the heart huh? there's no correct or wrong and there's no ten year series to look for model answers... if there seriously was a ten year series on love, i would get it.... haiz... first years of the relationships are always the best~ and i seriously miss those days... if he was still that attentive, i wouldn't be so short tempered... but oh well~ the more i listen to jay chou's - jie kou, the sadder i become... its weird when people never know how to treasure something until they've lost it huh? people always take the things in life for granted. until when they lose it, then they start to regret, and then finally realised how important it was... aiyo wadeva la....

haven't had my dinner. waiting for mummy to come home and then eat with her. i always enjoy having dinner with mummy. coz we can talk about alot of things... and i love chatting with her... no one can ever take the place of mummy...

dun feel like blogging liao...

i'm lost~

ta-ta...

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Love Is...

missing dear dear... 8 o'clock liao... i haven't had my dinner, coz mummy juz came home...

juz 2 more hours, then i can tok to dear dear liao. so poor thing, he muz be very tired... siao company, everyday OT... dun u all know that OT in the long run is not good for the company? the company would pay more and the workers will work less in the long run because they are not physically fit to work at their normal rate... stoopid company....

sianz.. did nothing the whole day...

dun feel like blogging liao...

ta-ta...

Sunday, April 10, 2005

The Wedding Date... The Pacifier...

heehee.. watched 2 movies in a row this week... watched both movies with dear... we watched the wedding date on saturday and the pacifier on sunday. hehehe...

the wedding date is nice~ at least to me.. hehe.. romantic~ the pacifier was better than i expected. though the story line is quite expected... but there were many funny jokes... both shows are nice on the whole~ glad i didn't waste money.. hehe..

todae didn't do much oso... had breakfast with dear. then went to buy some stuff for mummy... then dear said he felt like watching movie again. haha. that's why we went for pacifier, coz its the only time slot that fits our timing. after the show, dear came over to my house for dinner and we watched tv and slacked... the NKF show was on, but i'm getting kinda sick of all these stuff, coz there's like thousands of charity shows on tv nowadays... watched what women want on channel 5 too.. nice show~ though i watched it before liao. hehehe..

did nothing much.. but glad to be with dear for the whole day.. i wonder wad life would be without dear.. hehe...

thank you dear... love ya...

ta-ta...

Friday, April 08, 2005

Yay! Woo Hoo! Wee~ Wow!

hahaha... got my exam results.. did better than i expected! wee~ yay! so happie.. and the results are so much better than last semester... whahahaha... i'm so happie. coz its all my hard work... i studied like a mad dog.. every nite until 3am.. and had only 4 to 5 hours of sleep... but its proven that hard work pays off. though i did not do as well as my frens, who scored a number of distinctions, but i know where i stand, and i'm very happie, for myself! hehehe...

mummy was the first person i informed when i got my results.. she was glad for me too... hehehe... mummy's still the best.. coz no matter how busy she is, she would take time to call me and ask me about my results... hehe.. i love mummy!

now that i dun need to take supp paper, izzit time for me to get a job? *sighz....

had a small quarrel with dear last nite. we both had different views and its hard to see one's own mistake... though we are fine now, i hope things would be better the next time.... juz wanna let him know that i'll still be standing by him, coz i know that there's only one man for me. i guess, its always hard to maintain a relationship rite? coz its about 2 people, 2 person's feelings, 2 person's commitment, 2 person's willingness to sacrifice, and 2 person's piorities...

though i'm happy, but i'm so sian, coz the whole day i stayed home and did nothing... watched tv for 2 hours during noon, then came back online again.

wanted to go jogging todae, but the blisters are big.. haha.. i have 3 on my right ankle and 1 on my left toe... its filled with water! wonder wad happened to my good old nike shoes... haiz.... painful... bubbly... and watery... gosh! gotta wear flip flops liao...

mummy's back!

ta-ta...

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Good Luck Dear...

silly dear dear, yesterday nite then realised that his driving test is todae, not fridae.. then jialat, haven't study finish... so poor thing, last nite OT, then came home so late, then todae got driving test.... he's exhausted... wonder how he's doing.... aniwae, good luck dear... hope u will bring me good news.

tomorrow's my turn to get my results.... haiz... muz wait by the handphone. i hate this feeling man.... so scared~

hmmm... as for todae.... was supposed to go out with jan and velly to queensway... i wanna see bag! but then jan last minute cannot make it. she gotta celebrate her sister's birthday. so we cancelled it in the end... and me and velly are stuck at home... haha...

i woke up at 12noon todae... so nice to sleep in... then woke up, went to the stadium to jog... and my nike shoes, dunno why, suddenly gave me blisters, on my toes and the back of my ankle. its hurting so much. i did not jog much in the end. only 3 rounds of the stadium... damn... i wanted to do 6 rounds.... but my legs are hurting....

haiz.. its 2pm only. dunno how to pass my day. feel like going TM to walk. but no one accompany me....i guess i'll juz stay at home and rot away~

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Mushroom Pot!

had a day of fun todae! wee~ met up with jan, velly and liang for dinner at mushroom pot... woo~ its been such a long time that the 4 of us went out... and we ate so much! we were so vain, we took like 33 pics.. haha.. below are some pics that we took...

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Fooling Around While Waiting for Liang...

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Our Sumptous Spread... Ribs on the left, and Monkey Head Mushrooms on the right.

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Velly & Me...

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JJVL....

nice pics? hehehe.... dear juz got home from work... poor thing... and he still gotta study for his driving test on friday.. haiz.. if only i could help him.... he's so busy with work, he hardly gets any rest.... gosh...

i miss you dear... take good care of yourself...

ta-ta...

Wednesday.....

hmm.. let's see.. wad shall i blog? todae's wednesday liao. 2 more days to the big day... haiz.. scary....

woke up at 9 plus. had a hot bath, coz the weather is so cold~ felt good after that.... then read the morning papers.... remember the chairman of goodwood park hotel who passed away? mr khoo puat teck? he was worth like 4.3 billion when he died? and he was singapore's richest man.. wow~ and now his daughters are charged with a lawsuit. for not declaring the hidden shares that their dad has. coz a company need to have at least 10% of public shares. but he got more than 80% of the shares. or wadsoever. i dunno... complicated leh these rich people.... and they got so much money that the bail was like $20,000? if i did not remember wrongly. if i got $20,000, i would give it to dear, to tide him over, pay for his handphone, broadband and driving lessons. these rich ppl.. haha.... we're all from different worlds.....

dear's working OT again tonite. poor dear. fridae still got driving test.... where got time to study lidat? poor thing.... take care dear....

as for the boring old me.... i ain't working, i ain't studying.. i'm juz rotting away... waiting for friday.... if all is well, then, i shall look for a job... but isn't holiday's meant to be holidays? for us to enjoy, rot, meet up with friends, spend money? oh well~

ta-ta.....

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

New Hair....

woke up early to go the the salon and got my new haircut todae.... i still look the same, juz that my hair's a little shorter though. had a trim only, since i wanted to keep it long... juz to keep the split ends away.

dear juz got home from work. its 9 plus now. so sian. i did nothing to whole day... i miss him though.... glad that the weekend is coming, but dread it too. coz results will be out on friday. and i guess i'll just stay by the phone and wait for the sms results... gosh... this is so scary....

nothing to do now.... the 9pm show like shit. everytime NKF show... so sian...

nothing much to blog.... shall end here...

ta-ta...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Happie 56th Month...

especially for dear....

dear, happie 56th month. time passes so fast. its another month added into our friendship. 56 months are equivalent to 4 years and 8 months... through these 56 months, you were always there for me. being by my side, holding my hand, accompanying me through my life. i'm very glad to have you around in my life. forgive me if i take you for granted at times, and throwing my temper. we were best friends turned lovers. and nothing could be better than having this relationship with you. i've never regretted being with you. and until now, i still feel blissful... thank you for giving me the time of my life and making me feel like a princess. you're more than i can ask for. thanks...

i'm at dear's house now. using his lappy. he's sleeping now.... shhh... dun distrub the poor boy. he had mahjong session last nite and it ended this morning at 8am. he won quite a huge sum. i was surprised... we juz came back from breakfast... and he's sound asleep.. i ate the most extraordinary bowl of prawn noodles juz now. haha. it was something that i've never tasted in my life. i wun say its good. but its "special" coz the sauce is black. it tastes different from the normal dry prawn noodles. dear brought me there... thanks dear. hehe. never tasted such prawn noodles before..

dear, i wonder wad time are you gonna wake up... but i ain't gonna disturb you..... heee.......

gosh, i need to cut my hair. i saw a strand with split ends juz now. so sad... haiz... seriously need to get a cut. feel like changing hairstyles. but i'm scared. later i look ugly. to play safe, juz trim lah... rite? haha....

think i gonna end here......

ta-ta.....

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Busy Saturday...

phew. have been a busy saturday todae. woke up at 8am to have breakfast with my parents. then went to the dentist for my regular 6 month check. great! no problems with my teeth! cleaned them and i feel so good after that. thereafter, went to mount vernon cemetary to pray respects to my grandma coz its "qing ming"..... afterwhich, met up with dear at bugis to have lunch with my parents at crystal jade... yummy! had dim sum and many other stuff. eat until now still very full....

went with my elder sis and dear to shop after lunch. jie jie bought me a casio watch.. wee~ so happie. cost about $90plus at the casio outlet at bugis. but we went to the bencoolen opposite bugis OG for a better deal. got it at $55. i was so happie. jie jie so nice.... of course, poor dear was nearly bored to death. haha.. but luckily we had the evening to ourselves coz jie jie went to meet her friend at orchard. went for a light dinner with dear, then headed to my home to watch the miss singapore universe, since there was nothing on tv except that....

dear went off after the show to bryan's place for his overnight mahjong session..... and here i am blogging after he left... gonna mit him tomorrow morning for breakfast.... going to orr orr soon.... abit sian and tired.. can't wait for tomorrow to come.... hehe..

my tee shirt got dear's perfume. juz now sit too close, kena my shirt.. hehe.. so nice. gonna slp wearing it... hee...

ta-ta...

Friday, April 01, 2005

Contradicting????

received news from dear that his friends asked him out for mahjong on saturday nite... i allowed him to go! and here i am, writing under my hate column that i hate gambling, i hate mahjong~~ blah blah blah~~ love is soooo blind... can make something u hate, make u learn to like it. i mean.. i still dun like mahjong, but for him, i'll make an exception. life is so damn contradicting.... and i have only 2 words to describe it... oh well~~~

its friday! but so sian. i got nothing to do.. at all! and tv shows are like shit... except that tonite got austin powers on channel 5 at 7.30pm. but besides that, how am i going to pass my time? everyday is lappy and me... me and lappy....

haiz... dunno wad to blog liao. coz there's practically nothing happening in my life....

ta-ta....