Sunday, September 28, 2008

WAHHH...

dear got me a supplementary credit card!

AHHYAYAYAYAYA~~

:D

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Unhappy

its saturday. but i'm unhappy. usually looking forward to weekends, but i had a bad friday.

was late for work yesterday due to that massive jam that the trains have. i dunno wad happened. they seem to stop for at least 10 mins at each station. plus, i din manage to get a seat. luckily, my director was v nice to me. so it was phew. i hate being late. and it actually poured like nobody's business yesterday.

and on the way home, my eyes were blurred and painful. i guess its my lenses. and then again, due to F1, the city hall train station was packed like sardines. cabbing option was not the best way out since roads are closed. i squeezed my way home. shucks.

came home and we had a tiff. i wonder why sometimes. because all i wanted was very simple.

i'm an unhappy girl today. and since pay day is coming, i tot i should at least make myself happy.
splurge and be broke.

sigh.

and tomorrows sunday already. a wasted weekend.

sigh.

i'm actually so early by the comp coz i have to work. waiting for a medical report for one of my staff to renew his work permit. i wouldn't be so good, if its not because its expiring today.

sigh.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Taking Responsibilities

i know i know, i've been missing. even pictures as well.

sighz. haven't seen lappy for the longest time. its been hospitalized for about a week already. and the stock for my keyboard is still not in yet.

tons of pics to be uploaded. have since got studio pics. both family and with dearie. lurve them.

have since changed my image since my conferment is striked off the list. i spent $400 to dye my hair black, along with a digital perm. sat there for 4 hours straight. with darling beside me, doing his cut and dye as well. we ended up signing up for the VIP card since we paid such a hefty sum in the end. dear was sweet enuff to wait another 2 hours for my perm to be well done.
lovin' my new hair since. hee.

work has made me realize that life has come to a whole new level. it has been a typhoon. everyday is like working in a warzone. very tough. taking alot of responsibilities on my shoulders. alot of stress and bosses expectations to meet. tons of things to remember. having late and quick lunches. working late. meeting deadlines. being 24 hours on call even on weekends. learning how to run on heels. its not like in the past where school allows you to work with your pals, come and go as you wish. these days, you have to answer for every action that you make. every single step you take, the consequences you bear. your every performance is being judged, effective or not, bosses are looking. termination and turnovers are unpredictable, and you'll never know when its yours. and the best thing is, your boss has the ability to broadcast to the whole world how good, or bad you are, should you leave the company, with just a simple reference check.

scary eh?
WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD.

dear's been my support these past months. very pampering and encouraging. bringing me to restaurants for dinners, getting me gifts, listening to my worries and complaints from my job.

its been such a long relationship, and yet, i still feel so much for you.
you're always there in the night to listen.
tuck me warm with a blanket at night when i have a cold.
thank you baby.


i am just so super stressed.
now i know what they mean when they said, school was the best place to stay.