Sorry...

dear, sorry.. we have been quarelling or rather, arguing for the past few days in a row... its all the problems accumulated and snowballed into a huge problem. and its not the time to point fingers at who is wrong or who is right... i juz wanna apologize if i had been a naughty girl or if my attitude was bad... if u remember, we have been thru this before. the same thing happened. we juz quarrelled day after day.

i'm sorry... i dun really noe how to be a good gf... but my heart still belongs to you...

ta-ta...

J-A-C-K

isn't he adorable? awww.... his name is jack.. liang's fren's puppy.. he's only a few months old. so cute rite? haiz. dunno when i can own a dog of my own... look at the patch on its tummy.. so special... so cool~ so stylo! hehe...

Jack

Happie Birthday Mummy!

i'm in the school lab now, with my groupmates.. printing the report to be handed up... my tutor called me in the morning to tell us about the extended deadline. all of us were like "huh?!?!" haa... but we still decided to hand in todae, coz we still have other stuff to worry about.. like presentations and tests... makes no difference...

todae is mummy's birthday.. wanted to buy her a real stalk of flower.... hmm.. see how later...i love you mummy! hehe... thanks for everything....

dear and me are going on a plain and dull relationship. wonder when its gonna be great. haha. but wad can i expect rite? plus, we go steady for so long liao... i guess, its only natural...hmm.. juz let nature take its own course. love cannot be forced aniwae.. and the worst thing is, he doesn't read my blog.. so he will never know how i feel...

i'm so hungry now. stomach's growling. waiting for my projectmates to finish up before we go for lunch! yippie...

ta-ta...

Presentation Day...

had my presentation todae.. hehe.. it was a great presentation for my group... the pic below was taken at TP library with vellysia... hehe..

Velly & Jul fooling around... (^_^)

dear and me completed our movie album yesterday.. below are some pics of the album. it consists all of our movie tickets that we have watched together since we went steady in year 2000.... actually dear did most of the job. i juz designed the cover... heehee.... thanks dear...... muacks! you make me feel so loved.... by the way, the little cows and tortoises below the movie name are the ratings that we haf given to each movie! heehee.....

Album Cover Page

Our First Movie~ Hmm~

30 November 2000

Album Shot 1

Album Shot 2

dear's gonna visit CK coz he's gotta bike accident... hope he and his girlfriend is fine... so i guess we can't talk till he's back.... i can't blog long too.... got report to complete.. arggh! i hate it!

gotta go! ta-ta....

Our Movie Album... Our Movie Memories...

had a day well spent with dear todae. we met up early in the morning for breakfast and then went to muji at bugis to buy an album.. its sort of a photo album.. the sticker type... hee.. we had something in mind~ for a very long time.. heh heh heh~

hehe.. the album is not for our photos! its for our movie tickets. they are all the movies that we have watched together for the past 4 yrs and 3 months. dear kept all the tickets, since our first movie on 30 nov 2000! unbelieveable huh?!? we watched like 73 movies! haha... dear complied them into the album according to the date of the movies, and i designed the cover... took us the whole day to do it and we are still not finished yet. coz dear said he wanted to put the movie name and title beside the each movie ticket because some of the tickets ink have faded. it seems so sweet to me. dear asked me if i would be touched if i receive this for valentine's day. i said yes! of course! so sweet that i would melt. but i knew he had no time. moreover, it takes alot of work and it's more meaningful if the both of us does it together. i'm so proud of my album! we will continue to work on it.. hee... i'll post the pictures of the album after its done...

thanks dear.. u made me feel so loved....

p/s: dear, we should do an album on the restaurants that we haf eaten! since you kept all the receipts ma... hahaha!

ta-ta....

Heated Up?

dear's been losing his temper lately. or maybe i've been making him angry. dunno why, we seem to have stepped on each other's tail... maybe its me i guess... or maybe its the workload he has at work... oh well~ tomorrow's the weekend, i hope things turn out well.. moreover, he's having a headache, hope he gets better... i'm worried~

didn't msg dear for the whole day todae. he msged me after work and told me his head was spinning the whole day. makes me guilty... haiz... its me again~ i miss him though.. but i noe he doesn't.... how i noe? haha.. i juz noe, i can't feel it lar... hmm.. but nvm la... wad u expect for an old 4 yr 3 months couple? oh well.. i dun care liao la... anything lar... i guess, if he doesn't love me anymore, he would let me noe rite?? think of studies more impt. i think abt him he oso dunno. haa... books are always better.....

loads of stuff to complete.. got HR peer notes, report, club & resort and travel & leisure presentation to be put up by monday. and tuesday haf to hand in report! shucks! haf to wear formal on monday, then wednesday.. *sighz... formal wear never ends for business students .... gotta stay up late tonite to finish all stuff... for now, rest first... gotta tahan until at least 3am? oh man! the thought of it juz puts me off....

4 more weeks to the end of kelly services attachment.. looking forward to complete the attachment. its so sian.. and boring... still got proposal to do for kelly serivices sia... aiyo! HR is juz so boring... but its something for me to fall back on if i can't get a job in the hotel, tourism or resort industry.... HR is something down-to-earth la.. haahaa...

exam time-table out liao.... seems like time passes so fast.... dun tink would be able to go out to sea wif dear n his frens... *sob *sob.. i'm gonna miss all the fun! arrgghh!

time to start abit of my engine..... ta-ta...

p/s: velly, u wanna learn to put pics? i teach u next time k. or maybe u can try figure out urself.. u so clever.. hee....

Realising Our Dream~

darn! why won't the damn migraine keep out?!?! ive been having them for 2 days oredi. wad do i exactly haf in my head? some stupid cells? brain tumor? sucks to have migraine.... hate to feel unwell...

printing club & resort and travel & leisure report... 20 pages.. with my slow HP deskjet, its gonna take a long time.. so take this time to blog...

aniwae, toked to dear last nite. he asked me if we could open our joint bank account this saturday! yippie! yay! hehe.. we are realising our dream, moving forward, planning... hehe... cool~ gonna get my UOB ATM card.. hahaha.. can't wait... heh heh heh...

read belle's and shar's valentine's day blog entry.. so nice~ hehe.. so glad that everyone's happy in love... then it occured to me that this is me and dear's 5th year celebrating valentine's day together. whoa.. i feel old! am i? yes i guess i am... 22 this year... arrggh....

i miss dear.. he's so busy wif work.. haven't replied my sms i sent at 12pm plus.. its oredi 3.22pm now...

oh yah, by the way, i read urban todae.... i'm beginning to like this newspaper. its articles are very nice.. this week, they talked about whether you are a high maintainence or low maintainence girlfriend....

i did the Q&A and results are, i'm juz a low maintainence girlfriend. but i find that i'm rather high maintainence in certain ways... i would at least need to talk on the phone wif dear for at least once a day.. i feel that its the most basic... and i need him to tell me if he's going out or wadsoever besides the usual work times.... oh well~ i'm not a good and understanding girlfriend ok.. hahaha... i'm juz jul.. juz me... so dear, if u are reading my blog, like it or not... hehe.. i admit i'm not that good....

hey dear, i miss you.... glad its fridae tomorrow... though no more army oredi, but still get to meet you on weekends only... the only difference is that i dun need to be on 24 hr standby to receive ur sms or call... and i dun need to ask you "when book-in?, wad time book-in?, wad time book-out? this week got book-out ma?" now you got work commitments, i got school commitments and moreover, distance plays a big role in keeping us apart.. *sighz... but i still love you wad.. so wad to do rite? hee..

looking forward to meeting you on saturdae....

ta-ta....

New Shoes!

bought new shoes at school todae! hehe.. they were designed by sharon... she was selling it for her marketing project.. and i thot it was kinda cute.. so i decided to get it.. fits me perfectly! i love it! hehe... pics are shown below....

so cute hor?

had headache, or rather, migraine, for the whole day. did not haf a very good slp last nite. actually i was damn tired. dear went to send his fren off at the airport and came home quite late... around 12 plus. by that time i was oredi slping soundly like a baby... i was extremely tired. he called me... and we talked for around 20 mins. thereafter, i couldn't fall asleep, but i knoe i was dead tired.. plus i got work at kelly services todae... and had to wake up early... i didn't noe when i managed to slp, but i noe that it was due to the lack of slp that caused the migraine. haiz... its still lingering in my head....

bought a lolipop for dear todae. its damn big! like the size of my palm opened! hehehe.. and so colourful i love it! hope he likes it too.. i guess its been a long time since i pampered him and surprised him with gifts... hee... both of us are to busy with our lives, me busy schooling and doing projects, and him, busy with work and OT.... even valentine's day this year was a simple affair. we juz met for dinner and then we held hands and dear walked me home... simple and sweet.. though i had no flowers this year. but i dun blame him.. money is not easy to earn.. and moreover, dear told me that he's too busy to get me flowers, though he intended to do so... aniwae, flowers are so expensive on valentine's day. when we went out for dinner, he asked me if i wanted flowers.. hee... but i declined.. juz knowing that he had the thought its good enough. aniwae, we still haf juz a few more dollars to fulfil our joint bank account! yay! so happie.. can't wait.. can't wait for the next big step in our relationship! heehee....

i tink i gotta go rest my head. its spinning.... haf to do project tonite.... sianz...

ta-ta...

Happy Valentine's Day...

happie valentine's day to all! for those who are in love and haf found the right one, hope you will stay blissful in love forever... and for those who are single and looking for the right one... may u find the perfect partner soon!

dear, happie valentine's day too...

guess wad i received for valentine's day? exactly wad i wanted! hehe... the picture is shown below...

"I Still Do"

so cute rite? he gave me exactly this!! with the ring on his finger and pointing to it... i'm so happie.. i'm gonna get the girl version for him when i have the $$$. was broke after i bought issey miyake perfume for him... nevertheless, thank you for the present dear.. it was really sweet... and i'm looking forward to dinner tonite... hee...

meanwhile, its back to projects.... back to work...

ta-ta...

Happie Chinese New Year!

todae's new year's eve... so excited about the steamboat tonite... pacific clams, abalone, sharksfin... wee~ i can't wait!

juz returned from school... haiz.. chinese new year holiday oso muz think about projects.. got alot of things to do... sure very tired and busy...

aniwae, went to watch "I Do I Do" with dear last nite.. nice show~ so funny... all the hokkien...

p/s: dear, thanks for everything.. seems that you've been spending alot on me... erm.. i feel bad... really... so... hmm... thanks... luff you...

Tired...

waiting for dear to come and pick me up to the doctor's.. fell down on wednesday. and until now its not healed.. my ankle still feels pain when i walk. i wonder what's wrong. can't be sprain rite? coz its not swollen.. haiz...

feel sleepy now... slept at 1am last nite. did my project and watch stephen chow's silly show...

can't wait for dear to arrive, miss him making me smile...

p/s: dear, thanks for accompanying me to the doctor....

ta-ta...

Coloured...

yay! i dyed my hair liao! went wif mummy to the salon in the morning. cost her $60 for my hair.. hehe... i juz did my hair and went off! luckily got mummy... hehe..

met dear in the afternoon.. brought new year stuff for his mummy. and then we went out for dinner at chinatown.. and oso to shop shop.. my god.. it was so crowded.. even if u wanted to stop and buy something, u can't everyone's squeezing and pushing... and its so hot! sweating and making your way through.. can't imagine wad its like during chinese new year eve... sure packed with tons and tons of people... dear and me walked 2 stretchs and we decided to call it a day.. it was horrid. there were so many people.. so glad that i'm home now, and refreshed from my bath... wee~

had a great day with dear... thank you...

i'm excited about new year's eve steamboat! yay! can't wait.... meanwhile still gotta carry on facing the reality that there project research still needs to be done... even though its chinese new year... haiz..

till then.. ta-ta...

Moving On To Level 2...

level 1 happened when dear and me decided to give each other a chance to start this relationship.. we had feelings for each other... madly in love, and most importantly... happie.... we loved each other's company and e-mails were a must everyday....

yesterday nite... i finally replied him and agreed to move on to level 2... to open our joint savings account... the joint savings account was meant for our wedding. he was asking me since his army days. but i wasn't sure at that moment.. i wasn't sure if i was ready to take this big step... moreover, i was only 18 or 19 at that time...

now, i'm 21.. an adult... dear told me that i'm a big girl now.... i have to think.. or rather, we haf to think about our future... hehe... can't stand the thot of being a big girl....

in fact, i was happie deep in my heart.. i was happie that dear is still waiting for my reply, and was happy that we moved on to another level of our relationship - to plan and save our future together. i asked him "izzit a big step? wow!" he replied me "wad do u think?" he was so serious... i came to realise how lucky i was.. how lucky i was to haf such a faithful and serious boyfriend... someone who loves me.... and is oredi planning for the future....

actually dear brought me to fort canning before... but before he can bring me to "the place" i was oredi pleading with him to spare me the stairs.. so many stairs.... so warm... haha.. i thot he brought me there for fun! then finally at the end of the day, did i realise that he wanted to bring me to ROM.. wow~ but till now, i dunno why he brought me there... though he claimed that its a "secret place"... oh well~

thank you dear for wanting to start a life with me.. i can't wait too... but... NTU is waiting for you... before ROM... heehee (^_^)

oh ya! muz blog this! saw Mr S.R. Nathan and his wife at TP's convention centre todae.. he came for the launch of TP's 15th anniversary.... wow.. saw loads of traffic police.. aniwae, he's so cute.. waving and waving... haahaa....

i passed my HRM mid sem! i guess its juz pure luck... was supposed to fail... hmm.. but... i'll work hard! i promise i will!

yay! tomorrow's saturday.. can see dear liao... gotta give Qin mama new year stuff too... hee...

gotta go... ta-ta...

Soot Sprites and the Fat Rat...

hehehe.. isn't he adorable? awww.... i found this picture while surfing the net. decided to post this for everyone to see.. coz its so damn cute... isn't it? heehee...

Soot Sprites and the Fat Rat

ta-ta...

Quickies...

valentine's day is juz around the corner... newspapers are publishing stuff on love, couples, etc... read up the article on "Quickies" on Urban todae... there were couples who got married really young... there was one who got married when the guy was 20 and the girl 19. but they looked mature and loving. they were steady for 2 years before getting married. of course, there was no shotgun involved... there were even couples who got married after meeting for 13 days... and many more.. all interesting stories.. and thus, i conclude that love is such a crazy thing.. but it doesn't matter how young or old u are, or how long u went steady with each other... its the love and the bond that matters. cool article....

aniwae, todae is our 54th month.. happie 54th month dear... go steady so long liao... nothing much to say, juz thank you for being my best friend, teacher, soulmate, boyfriend, partner and lover... thank you for your constant care and patience towards my immature"ness" and thank you for loving me. i noe i'm not perfect or a very good and caring girlfriend. or maybe, i'm not even close to being your ideal dream girlfriend. sometimes, i juz voice out my opinions when i think differently. i dun gif u daily smses, to ask u if you are doing ok, or i missed you, or i love you or even juz asking if u haf eaten. sometimes, i wun even msg u for a whole day... but from the bottom of my heart, i care and love u alot. maybe i'm juz busy wif school projects or sometimes, i juz dowan to disturb you working. but thank god we hung on until now and are still going on. but there's one thing bothering me.. i dunno wad to get you for valentine's day... hmm... i asked you, u juz told me u want me to accompany you on that dae, but me, as your girlfriend, how can i juz give you nothing rite? hmm... *still thinking*

aniwae, went to watch "Shall We Dance?" with dear last nite. a nice show. about how to keep relationships going.... wad is most important is that your partner is happy... so romantic~ (liang, thanks for the tickets)...

by the way, i promised liang that i would feature his "Living Dead Dolls" on my blog. so here they are. his favourite doll is in the middle... hehe... its cool coz they come in a coffin together with a death certificate.. *spooky*

Living Dead Dolls

for now, i'm gonna do my projects and online test... might blog again... or maybe tmr.. but till then...

ta-ta....

Updates....

school was okay todae, except that my tutor told us that there were 11 failures for the mid-sem test.. i'm so worried... haiz... did some project research todae.. was fruitful.. got alot of information... then jiayi, jan, velly and me went to the food court opposite school to eat.. yummy! i ate duck kway teow... hehe....

got call from mummy... then realised that my little sis fell down in school... went to the dentist wif my little sis and my dad after school.. daddy came to fetch me.. aiyo! my sis fell down in school and broke her 2 front teeth.. can u imagine it? so poor thing! cost my dad $200+ for the two front teeth. and somemore haf to go back for review.. so poor thing.. the two teeth juz chipped off.. and its a huge chip! i wonder how she fell...

by the way, for those who haven't seen my new crumpler bag... here's a pic of it.. nice?!?! nice?!?!?! hehehe.. i love it! neither too big nor too small.. the best part is, i love the shape of it... so nice~ hehe...

My 3rd Crumpler - Super Snipe Olive!

by the way, valentine's day is juz around the corner.. and i still dunno wad to get for dear! hmm.. thot if getting issey miyake perfume for him... its nice! but kinda boring rite? hmm... so i thot of getting the figurines below.. i like them alot.. coz they are pointing to the ring on their finger.. so sweet rite? and the name is "I Still Do".... awww.... i noe, its kinda boring too.. but the look of it is sooo sweet.. hehe.... i'm gonna melt if i receive this...

"I Still Do"

for those who did not make it to my 21st birthday, here's a peek at my birthday cake... strawberry shortcake! sponsored by my sister! yummy!

21st Birthday Cake

haiz.. tmr got kelly services attachment again.. sianz.... muz wear formal again...
dear dun haf OT todae! yay! hehe.. but can't wait for thursday.. gonna watch "Shall We Dance?" together.. liang gave me 2 free tickets! hehe... thank you liang! (^_^)

that's all for todae.. gotta do project liao... coz later wanna watch PCK! hee...

ta-ta....