its 6 plus now.... and i juz got home from school... tuesdays are my longest days... dread it man! had a hot bath... supposed to take a little nap... but i'll juz skip it, coz i'll be like an owl tonite... meanwhile, thot i'd juz blog to help me relax.
aniwae, new video! nice? love the song! heehee... we belong together~
school's been tough lately... have so much things to do everyday... have 2 online tests coming up next week. and i have to juggle with researching for HR and projects which are on hand... plus lectures and tutorials.. really tires me out at the end of the day... have so much to do later in the nite...
dear's no different either.. he seems kinda stressed lately... maybe he's juz adpating to the environment and the subjects... university muz be real tough... but i know he is putting his best....
aniwae, he has gone out with his army officer friends for dinner... hope he feels better and more relaxed when he get home... i haven't really got the chance to talk to him though... he's had a busy day... when i called him juz now, he was napping, and seems so tired... hmmm.... poor thing...
both of us are sooo busy~ but we'll work hard together for a better future...
right now, i have to get back to those researching, notes, books... arrgghh...
jul's tired~ exhausted~ totally drained~
and by the way, i am so yearning for that pair of *papillio*
ta-ta...
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Friday, July 22, 2005
Friday! Yay!
TGIF! hahaha... been slogging my guts out the whole week.. finally its friday! got back my mid-sem test results... it was okay.. i was quite satisfied with the results...
event management and tourism online tests are coming up.. and both on the same day, one after another... haiz.. wad bad timing...
glad that i finished my tutorial for the week.. hee... gonna be free!
listening to zhui by zhang guo rong... cantonese version.. though i dun understand, i know its kinda sad...
aniwae, i've been wanting to tell this story... no other meaning.. juz wanna share it.. so no offence to mahjong lovers...
by the way, this is a true life story i heard from my friend.. i'll juz keep the people confidential...
this guy has decided to go to the mahjong house to play overnight mahjong... his wife has unfortunately met with a mishap... everyone, relatives, friends tried to get him on the mobile.. but he refused to take any calls becoz he knew and thot it was his wife... and it was nothing important... so they tried calling the mahjong house... but as sturborn as he is, there was no way he was gonna pick up that call... they couldn't reach him...
by morning, they went to the mahjong house to tell him that his wife had passed away due to the accident... and they were trying to get him all night long... he was shocked, lost and blank... all he did was cried and keep saying sorry... but wad was the use of saying sorry now? his wife is oredi gone... and they even had a one-month old baby... he never got to see his wife for that one last time becoz of his obsession with mahjong...
he never touched mahjong after that... not even once....
its not that playing mahjong is a bad thing, but why do people tend to take things for granted, and assume that the one you love would always be by your side? why do people only know how to treasure after they lost it? all the love and concern that the wife wanted, he did not give... and even if he wanted to now, there is not even a chance to make amends... wad's the use of not playing mahjong now? she's gone oredi... he would juz have to live with the guilt for the rest of his life...
sad huh? its a true story... haiz.. never take things for granted....
dear went for orientation talk todae.. wonder how it is... very glad that he's starting school this coming week... heehee... dunno why, but the thot of it juz makes me *beam with delight*
ta-ta...
event management and tourism online tests are coming up.. and both on the same day, one after another... haiz.. wad bad timing...
glad that i finished my tutorial for the week.. hee... gonna be free!
listening to zhui by zhang guo rong... cantonese version.. though i dun understand, i know its kinda sad...
aniwae, i've been wanting to tell this story... no other meaning.. juz wanna share it.. so no offence to mahjong lovers...
by the way, this is a true life story i heard from my friend.. i'll juz keep the people confidential...
this guy has decided to go to the mahjong house to play overnight mahjong... his wife has unfortunately met with a mishap... everyone, relatives, friends tried to get him on the mobile.. but he refused to take any calls becoz he knew and thot it was his wife... and it was nothing important... so they tried calling the mahjong house... but as sturborn as he is, there was no way he was gonna pick up that call... they couldn't reach him...
by morning, they went to the mahjong house to tell him that his wife had passed away due to the accident... and they were trying to get him all night long... he was shocked, lost and blank... all he did was cried and keep saying sorry... but wad was the use of saying sorry now? his wife is oredi gone... and they even had a one-month old baby... he never got to see his wife for that one last time becoz of his obsession with mahjong...
he never touched mahjong after that... not even once....
its not that playing mahjong is a bad thing, but why do people tend to take things for granted, and assume that the one you love would always be by your side? why do people only know how to treasure after they lost it? all the love and concern that the wife wanted, he did not give... and even if he wanted to now, there is not even a chance to make amends... wad's the use of not playing mahjong now? she's gone oredi... he would juz have to live with the guilt for the rest of his life...
sad huh? its a true story... haiz.. never take things for granted....
dear went for orientation talk todae.. wonder how it is... very glad that he's starting school this coming week... heehee... dunno why, but the thot of it juz makes me *beam with delight*
ta-ta...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Phew!
finally got to come home early todae. going to do my accounting tutorial later... *sighz*
i am craving for pizza hut.. either hawaiian pizza or super supreme... asked dear to go eat together but he's not free. he's busy "dry swimming" again... so for now, i'll juz haf to continue craving for it~
been listening to "i still believe" - mariah carey's version.. so nice~ juz feel so good... so sweet... so nice... but if love was so simple, so real and so intagible.. then why do couples have to quarrel?
attended my HR lecture on career development. and felt that there are many things that are true. like planning for your career. the most important thing is, wad do i want, and see myself doing 5 years from now? or even 10 years?
5 years from now, i'd be 27~ woo.. so old.. haa... maybe i'll be married... maybe i won't even be... haa.. but that's not important. love is juz secondary... getting a marriage cert is juz a licence to live together and have children legally. it makes no difference from a boyfriend and girlfriend. juz that if you're married, breaking up means having to spend $$$$ for divorce procedures.... but most importantly, i wanna establish my career, hopefully in the HR field or even tourism.. since i specialize in both... saw that the number of degree graduates are increasing, and i feel that i can't do without one. in future, the whole place would be filled with graduates... and a diploma is juz not enuff... so i guess, i'm gonna further my studies after my diploma. aniwae, my parents are supportive of my decision.. so why not? and on the other hand, i still wanna fulfil my dream of being an entrepreneur. wanna open a shop with alicia.. wee~ our long time planning.. its still on the way.... our chocoholic shop.. hee~ its not easy, it takes time and hard work.. but i wanna live my life to the fullest. be busy with making money instead of making babies.. haha... wanna get my very own car... my volkswagen beetle.. hee.. and wanna buy my own clothes, my own diamonds, and even expand my bags collection. i am even considering selling or even renting second hand bags.. which are in good condition of course. haha... got many big dreams... so careful planning is needed.. i wanna give my parents a comfortable life too..
this is wad will happen to me, 5 to 10 years from now.. hee~ if i can make it... right now... my aim is to graduate, and leap on to the next phase of my life...
love life is back on track... its been good so far.. and hopefully in future....
ta-ta...
i am craving for pizza hut.. either hawaiian pizza or super supreme... asked dear to go eat together but he's not free. he's busy "dry swimming" again... so for now, i'll juz haf to continue craving for it~
been listening to "i still believe" - mariah carey's version.. so nice~ juz feel so good... so sweet... so nice... but if love was so simple, so real and so intagible.. then why do couples have to quarrel?
attended my HR lecture on career development. and felt that there are many things that are true. like planning for your career. the most important thing is, wad do i want, and see myself doing 5 years from now? or even 10 years?
5 years from now, i'd be 27~ woo.. so old.. haa... maybe i'll be married... maybe i won't even be... haa.. but that's not important. love is juz secondary... getting a marriage cert is juz a licence to live together and have children legally. it makes no difference from a boyfriend and girlfriend. juz that if you're married, breaking up means having to spend $$$$ for divorce procedures.... but most importantly, i wanna establish my career, hopefully in the HR field or even tourism.. since i specialize in both... saw that the number of degree graduates are increasing, and i feel that i can't do without one. in future, the whole place would be filled with graduates... and a diploma is juz not enuff... so i guess, i'm gonna further my studies after my diploma. aniwae, my parents are supportive of my decision.. so why not? and on the other hand, i still wanna fulfil my dream of being an entrepreneur. wanna open a shop with alicia.. wee~ our long time planning.. its still on the way.... our chocoholic shop.. hee~ its not easy, it takes time and hard work.. but i wanna live my life to the fullest. be busy with making money instead of making babies.. haha... wanna get my very own car... my volkswagen beetle.. hee.. and wanna buy my own clothes, my own diamonds, and even expand my bags collection. i am even considering selling or even renting second hand bags.. which are in good condition of course. haha... got many big dreams... so careful planning is needed.. i wanna give my parents a comfortable life too..
this is wad will happen to me, 5 to 10 years from now.. hee~ if i can make it... right now... my aim is to graduate, and leap on to the next phase of my life...
love life is back on track... its been good so far.. and hopefully in future....
ta-ta...
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Tired~
been so tired lately. sleeping late, waking up and going to school early and going home late... school's been tough.. but my HR presentation was a success.. hee....
been having tough times again, but i'm sure we'll get over it. todae is a brand new day, after every storm is a rainbow~ i hope~ eventually~
dear's off to play mahjong with his friends, wonder how much he "earned" todae...
gonna do managerial accounting tutorial~
ta-ta...
been having tough times again, but i'm sure we'll get over it. todae is a brand new day, after every storm is a rainbow~ i hope~ eventually~
dear's off to play mahjong with his friends, wonder how much he "earned" todae...
gonna do managerial accounting tutorial~
ta-ta...
Monday, July 18, 2005
Thank You Mummy...
i was awakened by an sms todae. an sms that i never thot i would get. it was from mummy... she told me to share my problems with her and i can msg her if i wanted to... i cried... because i am blessed with wonderful parents. and a very nice mother whom i can confide in.
she's the one who is always there for me.
she doesn't say it.
but her actions are louder than words.
she is always the one who gives me encouragement and support.
she knows when i am unhappie or upset.
she pampers me alot.
when i got bad o'level grades, she didn't scold me.
when i chose to go ite, she was the one that encouraged me to take the path which i feel is right.
she doesn't despise me.
she always told me that i am not stoopid and that going to ite is nothing bad even though my aunt is constantly reminding me that i am from ite.
she even took leave to accompany me to get my ite books.
she was the one whom i share everything with first.
she was the first one who asked me about my grades.
she was the first one who asked me about my interview.
she was the one who never fails to send me a good luck msg on the morning of my paper.
she worries about my health and constant headaches.
and most of all she loves me for who i am, and what i am.
mummy: thank you for your support. i know you are never gonna get to read my blog, coz u dunno i have one. but i am very glad to be your child. i promise you i won't make you worry about me. thank you for being there for me and loving me for who i am. i am very blessed to have you as my mother. i dunno how u know that i am upset. but i guess that's bcoz you are my mother... thank you for your constant care and unlimited love~
lastly, thank you for brewing bird's nest for me last night. though i didn't drink alot, bocoz i wasn't emotionally well, but thank you for taking the trouble.
i love you mummy... without you, i'm nothing.
ta-ta...
she's the one who is always there for me.
she doesn't say it.
but her actions are louder than words.
she is always the one who gives me encouragement and support.
she knows when i am unhappie or upset.
she pampers me alot.
when i got bad o'level grades, she didn't scold me.
when i chose to go ite, she was the one that encouraged me to take the path which i feel is right.
she doesn't despise me.
she always told me that i am not stoopid and that going to ite is nothing bad even though my aunt is constantly reminding me that i am from ite.
she even took leave to accompany me to get my ite books.
she was the one whom i share everything with first.
she was the first one who asked me about my grades.
she was the first one who asked me about my interview.
she was the one who never fails to send me a good luck msg on the morning of my paper.
she worries about my health and constant headaches.
and most of all she loves me for who i am, and what i am.
mummy: thank you for your support. i know you are never gonna get to read my blog, coz u dunno i have one. but i am very glad to be your child. i promise you i won't make you worry about me. thank you for being there for me and loving me for who i am. i am very blessed to have you as my mother. i dunno how u know that i am upset. but i guess that's bcoz you are my mother... thank you for your constant care and unlimited love~
lastly, thank you for brewing bird's nest for me last night. though i didn't drink alot, bocoz i wasn't emotionally well, but thank you for taking the trouble.
i love you mummy... without you, i'm nothing.
ta-ta...
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Over And Done With~
phew! interview is over. it was a short one though. the interviewer was a nice lady.. and she is also the HR manager of Amex. hee.. hmm.. life seems boring in the HR field. its something solid and down to earth. but then, that's the challenge of working there. haa... wad contradictary... she even told liang that everyone in the HR department are ladies.. haha..
aniwae, due to those pretty shoes, i've got 3 blisters on my right feet and my legs are aching.. took a cab home. was so damn tired.. dropped liang off at bugis coz he's meeting his sis... aniwae, was kinda glad that the people there don't really "dress up", so in a way, if i really end up working there, there's no need for me to wear cord shoes... *eeks* to me, my havanias flip flops are still the best... and i'm bent on getting my birkenstocks, or rather papillio.. after i get my intern pay, i'm gonna get my papillio!
dear's busy playing mahjong now... i guess... haven't told him i'm home. even though i'm like home for almost 2 hours... dun wanna disturb him... dunno if he realised that its 5 plus now... and that my interview ended long ago.. but, oh well.. jan told me when people play mahjong, then forget about the time.. is that an excuse? err.. oso dunno.. jan say "its like that" so, juz let it be bah...
i guess i'm gonna catch a nap after this post, coz i'm so tired~
time flies, tomorrow is friday... gotta meet up with my groupmates tomorrow... arrggh.. project discussion... have to go back to school during the holidays! eeks! thot of meeting dear after project for dinner, but so many things to consider...
jul's tired~
ta-ta...
aniwae, due to those pretty shoes, i've got 3 blisters on my right feet and my legs are aching.. took a cab home. was so damn tired.. dropped liang off at bugis coz he's meeting his sis... aniwae, was kinda glad that the people there don't really "dress up", so in a way, if i really end up working there, there's no need for me to wear cord shoes... *eeks* to me, my havanias flip flops are still the best... and i'm bent on getting my birkenstocks, or rather papillio.. after i get my intern pay, i'm gonna get my papillio!
dear's busy playing mahjong now... i guess... haven't told him i'm home. even though i'm like home for almost 2 hours... dun wanna disturb him... dunno if he realised that its 5 plus now... and that my interview ended long ago.. but, oh well.. jan told me when people play mahjong, then forget about the time.. is that an excuse? err.. oso dunno.. jan say "its like that" so, juz let it be bah...
i guess i'm gonna catch a nap after this post, coz i'm so tired~
time flies, tomorrow is friday... gotta meet up with my groupmates tomorrow... arrggh.. project discussion... have to go back to school during the holidays! eeks! thot of meeting dear after project for dinner, but so many things to consider...
jul's tired~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
QinJul Cooking!
went to look for my internship interview location with dear todae. the big day is tomorrow! and i'm so nervous. went to shop for pretty shoes and presentable clothes... hee...
got everything prepared, but i'm still having the gitters.. grr... scared.. hee...
aniwae had a very simple but lovely day spent with dear... went back to dear's place to rot after i manage to get all my stuffs. watched tv together.. and we cooked dinner! hehe.. it was very sweet to me...
thanks dear...
ta-ta...
got everything prepared, but i'm still having the gitters.. grr... scared.. hee...
aniwae had a very simple but lovely day spent with dear... went back to dear's place to rot after i manage to get all my stuffs. watched tv together.. and we cooked dinner! hehe.. it was very sweet to me...
thanks dear...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Internship Fever~
juz realised that liang would not be my internship mate, but will be my competitor, coz american express only takes one intern. shucks! this is so scary. and then i got to know that mrs valerie tong recommended me and liang for the american express job. which is even more scary. now that i know, the pressure has been built up and i'm even more nervous. furthermore, liang is a very strong competitor.. oh gosh~
aniwae, met up with my groupmates for discussion at pacific coffee. wow.. the sofa is wonderful.. so cosy~ we managed to cover quite a bit for HR and tourism... it ain't holidays at all... haiz... but after discussion, went with liang and jan for shopping for our intern clothes. found a nice skirt at dorothy perkins, but i'm too short... *sob *sob...
gonna check out my interview place tomorrow with dear, since he is the only person that is sure of the place.. hehe.. and gonna get my top hopefully.. i need shoes too.. saw charles and keith and aldo that have nice shoes... but i guess i'll go for charles and keith coz its more affordable, and furthermore, i'm a member, which means i got discount! haa.. going to spend alot on this internship interview.. haiz... and its only an interview! i wonder how i can survive on the 3 months with formal wear everyday... gosh! i think i still prefer tees with skirts and flip flops! i can't do without flip flops.. they are so essential...
ta-ta...
aniwae, met up with my groupmates for discussion at pacific coffee. wow.. the sofa is wonderful.. so cosy~ we managed to cover quite a bit for HR and tourism... it ain't holidays at all... haiz... but after discussion, went with liang and jan for shopping for our intern clothes. found a nice skirt at dorothy perkins, but i'm too short... *sob *sob...
gonna check out my interview place tomorrow with dear, since he is the only person that is sure of the place.. hehe.. and gonna get my top hopefully.. i need shoes too.. saw charles and keith and aldo that have nice shoes... but i guess i'll go for charles and keith coz its more affordable, and furthermore, i'm a member, which means i got discount! haa.. going to spend alot on this internship interview.. haiz... and its only an interview! i wonder how i can survive on the 3 months with formal wear everyday... gosh! i think i still prefer tees with skirts and flip flops! i can't do without flip flops.. they are so essential...
ta-ta...
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I'm Back!
haven't been blogging for a long time.. exams juz ended on friday.... and in fact i'm waiting for dear to come pick me up. juz thot i'd on my lappy to blog.. actually i'm not feeling well. my stomach has this weird feeling (pain which goes on and off) which makes me feel like puking.. i think it was those junk that i ate with dear yesterday. juz dun feel good... i juz feel awful~
aniwae, i've been feeling very happie lately.. juz glad that my relationship is back on track. i hope we broke the "curse" of that long winding road of endless fights....
i juz bought another projectshop bag.. which adds to my collection of a total of 6 projectshop bags and 3 pouches. haha.. i'm crazy.. but wondering if i bought the bag on impulse. nevertheless i love it. haha.
gonna drag myself back to school tomorrow for the shiseido makeup workshop.. arrgghh! its not even called H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S like this.. haiz... can't stand it!
having an interview for my internship with american express on thursday.. hope everything goes well. i'm kinda excited but nervous too.. hee.. and my intern-mate is none other than the great old liang. hahaha...
juz wanna add.. i still love my nokia 6170 *beams* hee...
ta-ta...
aniwae, i've been feeling very happie lately.. juz glad that my relationship is back on track. i hope we broke the "curse" of that long winding road of endless fights....
i juz bought another projectshop bag.. which adds to my collection of a total of 6 projectshop bags and 3 pouches. haha.. i'm crazy.. but wondering if i bought the bag on impulse. nevertheless i love it. haha.
gonna drag myself back to school tomorrow for the shiseido makeup workshop.. arrgghh! its not even called H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S like this.. haiz... can't stand it!
having an interview for my internship with american express on thursday.. hope everything goes well. i'm kinda excited but nervous too.. hee.. and my intern-mate is none other than the great old liang. hahaha...
juz wanna add.. i still love my nokia 6170 *beams* hee...
ta-ta...
Monday, July 04, 2005
Sleepy...
whoa.. can't stand it.. i'm feeling sleepy from looking at performance appraisal notes.. they juz can't seem to get into my brain cells anymore... i'm feeling tired and my eyes are giving way..
thought i'd juz blog to take a break. dear's with his cousin.. coz he's at his place... i'm like listening to songs and falling asleep.. haa.. ok.. things with dear and me are better now.. thank god.. i'm kinda happie that the afternoon dry swimming sessions are getting lesser.. at least i hope.. hehe.. coz i know the probability is now greatly lesser! haahaa! heh heh heh! heeheehee! i juz realised it todae.. and i'm kinda glad...
aniwae dear gonna open school soon.. can say in a sense that i am extremely happie.. coz he's got something to do.. and won't have time for dry swimming.. hehe.. wee~ juz a few more weeks to NTU school reopen.. phew! the nightmare is gonna be over soon... at least.. i hope... again~
hope the rainbow doesn't give way to the storm~ coz i always love rainbows...
if you know wad i mean~~
gotta get back to my books!
ta-ta...
thought i'd juz blog to take a break. dear's with his cousin.. coz he's at his place... i'm like listening to songs and falling asleep.. haa.. ok.. things with dear and me are better now.. thank god.. i'm kinda happie that the afternoon dry swimming sessions are getting lesser.. at least i hope.. hehe.. coz i know the probability is now greatly lesser! haahaa! heh heh heh! heeheehee! i juz realised it todae.. and i'm kinda glad...
aniwae dear gonna open school soon.. can say in a sense that i am extremely happie.. coz he's got something to do.. and won't have time for dry swimming.. hehe.. wee~ juz a few more weeks to NTU school reopen.. phew! the nightmare is gonna be over soon... at least.. i hope... again~
hope the rainbow doesn't give way to the storm~ coz i always love rainbows...
if you know wad i mean~~
gotta get back to my books!
ta-ta...
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Back On The Rough Patch...
I'll Never Fall In Love Again - Emma
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Dont' tell me what's it all about
Cause I've been there and
I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you give your heart?
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you need a guy?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall.... again
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Dont' tell me what's it all about
Cause I've been there and
I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you give your heart?
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you need a guy?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall.... again
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