hmm.. i ended up didn't meet Qin for dinner.. he had work commitments.. so our dinner date was cancelled.. kinda upset but no choice.. hmm.. its ok, maybe can stay at home and watch tv.. aniwae tonight 7pm show is last episode.. so nvm bah.. at least i can seek consolation in tv..

whoa.. my stomach is growling.. so hungry.. can't wait for dinner to start..

blog blog blog blog.. but who will understand me lei?? haizzzzzzz......

me go have my dinner fisrt.. i'll be back later! ta-ta!

oh no.. i think i am addicted to blogging.. its juz something i can turn to at the end of the day when i got nothing to do..

my blisters are giving out pus... oh man.. its so painful.. especially when i bathe.. things juz dun get any better..

later gonna meet my dear for dinner at bugis, he asked me out yesterdae nite, saying he bookout early..

hmm.. i wonder how is alicia.. still fevering bah? she haven't updated her blog yet, i guess she is juz too lazy as usual.. wonder why sometimes she hates the computer so much.. i can't live without mine though... she's always so lazy to go online.. haiz.. think she better faster get married then suan le.. lawrence, if u happen to come across my blog, faster marry alicia, she's dying to haf a baby wif u!

yesterdae nite i had difficulty sleeping.. dunno why lei, but i juz couldn't sleep.. juz tossed and turn.. and the hurting of my blisters dun help at all.. i think this is the worst blister i ever had in my life.. only alicia saw it...

dunno wad to write le.. hmm.. so bored.. and the worst thing is, i dunno wad to wear later.. so sianz... go poly everydae muz think wad to wear, until now, i go out got no more clothes to wear le.. haiz..

i think i'll come back later and blog.. ta-ta!

hey blogger, i'm back.. juz read alicia's blog, and i remember clearly that she wants to beat my dear's high score in puzzle bobble, poor me, i'm stuck in the middle of the both of them.. play play play, play until my hp spoil.. then i can buy a new phone.. yay! haiz.. when is my nokia 7250i gonna come??

now waiting for my dear dear to call me, he busy again bah? i dare not msg him lei.. usually if he busy he would sms me at 10 to tell me he would call me later.. but now no more le.. maybe really busy lo.. hmm... later got wrestling at 11.30.. muz remember to tell him..

oh oh.. ali baba is down wif a fever.. so poor thing.. and no one knoes.. aiyo.. dat silly bunny... better get well soon...

can't believe it.. ali wrote that grace has changed in her blog.. wow..

i can't take it anymore, SO SIANZ!

ALICIA.. IF U ARE READING MY BLOG, TK CARE AND GET WELL SOON!!

It's raining now.. missing my dear.. aniwae, got something on my mind, especially for my dear:

*Loving You*

Loving You means:

*getting excited when the weekend comes and i get to see you
*getting up early to meet you, though i still feel like sleeping
*missing you suddenly
*rushing down to your house in the fastest time possible when you are sick
*cooking peanut porridge for you when you are sick
*being by your side through all the good and the bad
*helping you when you need help
*give you a listening ear
*giving you a hug when you need one
*laying down my life for you
*watching movies together becomes a joy
*treasuring every moment wif you
(coz we have limited time together, approximately 48 hrs or less per week)
*doing simple things together, like sleeping
(so nice to wake up and see you beside me)
*doing the things that you like to do, though i dun really like it
*seeing you smile and happy makes me happy too
*sharing your problems
*packing your room together, and then finding old stuff, like your silly kindergarten pics and our old movie tickets and love letters
*taking the bus instead of a cab juz to spend more time wif you
*walking a longer distance so that we can hold hands longer
*forgiving you when you make me angry or upset
*making me feel that listening to you is right, and things would go wrong if i don't
*making me feel like the princess of your castle
*understanding why you are spending most of your time looking after 27 men in the same uniform and not being able to spend so much time wif me
(i think its 27 bah?? whoa.. dats a lot of men)
*waiting for your O.R.D date (its our anniversary on that dae too!)
* making me feel so loved when you surprisingly press my door bell to deliver my birthdae present, though we did not arrange to meet
*staying faithful to you (of course i am! who would want me except u??)
*trust and patience
*saying that i dun look fat at all
*accepting me as who i am
*going out wif your friends to chill out together
*understanding your temper
*knows your personality
*knoes that you hate white chicken, chicken skin, egg yolk & tofu
*giving you little surprises
*giving you your favourite part of my chicken wing
*shelling prawns for you
*understanding that you need tons of sleep and an understanding girlfriend
*laughing together
*playing video games together
*watching wrestling together
*understanding your job (though i dun really know wad is going on, but i knoe its not easy)
*understanding that you dun take girly handbags for me (which i totally understand)
*knowing that you hate shopping
*giving me the first bowling lesson of my life (and made me fell in love with bowling)
*giving you my jacket in the cinema when u are cold
*understanding that you can't send me home when you are tired
*wearing your ring on my finger
*moomoo and tortoise

wif luff... jul

hi blogger... haiz.. alicia went to interview todae, so we end up never go out.. so sian man.. i ended up watching sesame street, hahaha...

liang called me juz now from malaysia.. whoa.. i was so shocked but happie.. hehehe.. he said he was going shopping.. muz be his sister pay again.... hmm.. but at least he remember me... hehe..

tomorrow is fridae oredi.. so fast.... dear dear gonna bookout tmr.. but he still got alot of things to do.. so poor thing... hmm.. wad should we do on saturdae? we ran out of things to do oredi.. other than the movies? wad else can we do sia... hmm... to the beach? he so lazy.. aiya.. maybe we should go for buffet.. hahaha.. but cannot sia.. me fat le.. haiz... dear dear ar, juz wanna tell u dat I MISS YOU ALOT todae! faster saturdae come.. then we can do stuff together le! can go makan, maybe go catch a movie, or stay at home and rot away, in each other's arms, watch VCD! or watch wrestling and wrestle wif each other! hahaha...

was on the phone wif alicia a moment ago.. we both so sian.. me at home, she busy looking for a job.. aniwae, hope she gets a job soon so that she can treat me to dinner.. hahaha...

whoa.. yesterdae nite watched william hung's "she bangs" mtv.. omg, i muz say he is so silly.. hahahaha.. everyone at home was juz laughing their head off... i dun think his popularity would last.. sonner or later ppl would get tired of him and his silly face... and aniwaez, his voice is like shit..

can't wait for saturdae, so that i can book my chalet for my birthdae.. i've been looking forward to this dae! then i can stayover! yay!!

hmm.. todae no one online, guess all go out bah??

dat silly alicia, still haven't update her blogger yet, sleep like a pig all dae long..

haiz.. so sian le.. think i shall come back and blog again later.. ta-ta!

whoa.. i write so much, really damn sian lo... stay at home nothing to do.. aniwae, after much investigating on the blog, more or less knoe how to use le.. hahaha.. felt like an idiot when i juz opened my blog..

aniwae, juz called dat stoopid alicia, think she muz be pigging away or sleeping, or juz dazing and nvr pick up the phone.. haiz.. dat silly bunny...

my mum juz asked me wanna go where to travel, haiz.. seems that everywhere oso can't go, got SARS in china, then korea got blast, taiwan got parliment voting thingy, everywhere oso not safe.. hmm.. my parents are thinking of going japan.. but dun join tour.. they want free and easy, aiyo, me scared sia.. later get lost.. though i got learn jap, i still not very pro in it.. haiz... the jap train system is so complicated.. haiz.. can't imagine myself lost in japan.. haha.. actually wanna go states, but no safe oso... even ah Qin said too.. but i told him if got anything happens, he can see me on news.. hahaha.. he juz said "yayaya"... hehehe.. something so serious can let me say until so relaxed.. hahaha.. think he juz "na wo mei ban fa"...

dear not yet call me todae yet.. think he busy again or wadsoever, hmm.. everydae i write blog oso say he busy.. sometimes i wish he wasn't that clever to climb onto such a high post and now become so much responsibilities and work load... sometimes i wish he spend more time wif me.. though i knoe all his free time is wif me le.. hehe.. but the more the merrier ma...

hmm... feel like watching 50 first dates.. whoa.. i can't imagine if i'm like drew barrymore lidat, then ah Qin gotta win me over everydae, hahaha.. i ask him before, he dowan to answer me.. how nice if everydae got somebody wooing u.. wow....

jersey girl is not bad too and a date with tad hamilton is cool too.. whoa.. so many movies to watch.. sure go broke sia...

and then hor.. this friendster ar... aiyo, becoming from bad to worst.. now i can't even view my friends... wad a silly network.. i can't be bothered le.. to think alicia and grace are fighting see who got more friends.. haiz.. me so poor thing, always in the middle of the both of them..

hmm... so glad got this blogger.. when no one online, at least i can write on my blogger.. i miss school.. nowadays like so lazy lidat.. hehehe.. rot and rot.. becoming a couch potato..

feel like going sentosa wif ah Qin but he sure dowan one.. haiz.. he sure go becoz i want to.. later he never enjoy himself, then like very wad lidat.. until now i still haven't catch my fish at palawan beach...

btw, alicia, wad tricks are u having for my birthdae? can't imagine u and gladys and grace will plan to sabo me until i surrender.. hehe.. but can't wait for that dae.. we got lotsa plans rite? wow wow wow....

ok.. i think its enuff blogging for a dae... will be back tmr!

todae stay at home and rot, do nothing practically... haiz... so sianz.. think tmr me and alicia's sentosa trip would be cancelled.. always the both of us. somemore grace is not free.. leona oso not free.. so i guess tmr me going to alicia's house to juz watch tv bah? alone at home so sian.. aniwae we stay so near... can juz go to bedok and check out the hps over there..

dunno why suddenly fell in love wif nokia 7250i.. must be alica's fault.. haiz... now i looking for that phone, but it seems that no mobile shops are selling that anymore.. now got so many weird weird phones.. hahaha.. see oredi oso blur blur...

yesterdae nite got nothing to do then went to grace's and gladys's blog to read, whoa.. they all write some chimology stuff in their blogs.. so hard to read... hehehe... now i knoe i'm not a chimology person...

alicia went for police interview todae, dunno how izzit.. but hope it goes well for her.. i wanted to sms her yesterdae nite, but fell asleep like a pig.. hehehe...

tonite got william hung's "she bang's" mtv.. can't wait to watch this silly potato head and bugs bunny lookalike dancing and watching him becoming famous.. ppl making fun of him.. but he's enjoying the fame and prestige.. hahaha..

as for my dear, dunno wad he doing todae, juz wanna tell him that i called NTU for him todae, they say they would check the e-mail and they mentioned something about taking time to reply.. so i hope things go smoothly.. this silly dear of mine, i asked him wad he is doing on saturdae, he say dunno lei, but he forget that this saturdae is labour dae public holidae... absent-minded boy.. hehe..

as for my legs, the silly blisters are healing.. but hopefully the silly nike shoes dun bite me.. i love them so much..

lastly, i miss school.. i miss liang, jan and velly the most.. our crazy days at the library studying.. eating pork chop almost every other day when liang juz discovered the tenderness and juicefulness of the biz park pork chop... he made us all got into the "pork chop craze" and the "go bookshop" days.. hahaha.. go bookshop buy and buy and buy.. TP bookshop is earning so much from us... hahaha.... we haven't go out this holiday.. coz dat ah liang is back to his hometown... so no chance to tk our long-waited neoprint oso.. hopefully liang would remember my "chempedak" hahahaha....

now as we await for our results, and then nxt semester we all have to make new friends in a new environment wif new subjects and new projects again... the hectic lifestyle of a typical TP student would be back again.. i think no other poly student suffers more than a TP student.. TP juz have the ability to train u to be a "kan cheong" spider.. rushing here and there... this sem passed so quickly... and now, its all over... wow....

me gonna miss sharon too... dat cookie monster in my TB08 class.. hahaha.. always call me elmo.. coz i always cannot find the stuff i am looking for, so she say me like elmo coz elmo got "eyes on the head" hahaha... still remember we went manicure together.. haha.. we never run out of stuff to tok.. aniwae, i think school would not be as fun without her in my class... this is one pretty lad with a high IQ... sharon damn clever sia.. hehe.. hope we keep in touch, though u going marketing le.. but shall mit up ok?? maybe nxt time we can set up business.. hahaha..

whoa.. todae blog very large.. ok la.. think i stop here le... hmm.. gotta check out the samsung website soon...

aniwae, anione got 7250i lobang pls let me knoe... i wanna 1st hand, without line.... thank u... :)

lastly miss all my friends.. free call me hor.. me very bored... hehehe.... tk care...

Juz finished toking to my dear, dunno why got mixed feelings... he so tired, but tok to me, i should feel glad, haiz.. i oso dunno.. me at first very happie one, at the end of the conversation, i juz felt like a nuisance, coz he sacrifice his sleep for me.. felt so bad, though he say wanna spend more time wif me... dunno why, maybe i think too much le.. now keep on listening to "Ai Qing Bu Neng Zuo Bi Jiao" such a sad song, make my mood even more worst... i knoe its not easy for him at all.. to juggle his army and our relationship, hope i am not a burden to him...

nowadays he so busy, so me oso nvr probe much, juz ask him to rest more, i think if i probe too much, he oso wun like it, guys are all lidat... it would juz make them tie their shoelaces and run away... guys dun like to be tied like a "ba zhang" tie too tightly and it will turn out into a bad shape, but if u let it too loosely, they say u dun care about them enuff, and juz like the "ba zhang" all the fillings will juz spill out... and it strains the relationship.. wadever it is, i think i treat my "ba zhang" not bad le.. (hehehehe...) i dun think the string is too tight, hopefully if he reads my blog, and if he thinks its too tight, i hope he will let me know..

dear, wadever it is, juz hope that our relationship will be everlasting.. its been 3 yrs, 5 months and 16 days that we have been together, we have been thru more hardships than this... our beginning was so rocky becoz of my parent's objections, but we made it, we got them to accept us.. and though at that time, we went out secretly, we were so happie.. and i treasure every single moment wif u.. whether it is good or bad, i knoe no one could love me as much as you do, no one can give me the securities that you can give me and no one can ever replace your love for me.. i promise wadever it is, i will go thru all the good and bad times wif u...

"I have never regretted being wif u,
coz only u knoe how to appreciate me,
and only u can bring out the best in me."

todae, i went to the gym at tp wif alicia.. whoa so sian, tp guys all kns one.. haiz... think i next time wun go to tp gym anymore. . aniwae, i wore my new nike shoes and they keep biting me, so painful, even when i bathe.. whoa lau, it hurts so badly.. haiz...

didn't buy anything todae, juz went to eat and eat wif alicia, ate mcdonald's and then went to coffee bean to get a fruit garden tea..

hmm.. got something in mind, only alicia knows it.. wanna change my hp, coz giving me problems, but haven't tell Qin yet.. he sure think i wanna change for fun, but the hp really insensitive keypad, so very hard to use, dunno he will understand or not. haiz... then another thing is, how to tell me dad? haiz.... guess tmr i will stay at home to heal the blisters....

whoa lau, this blogger always nvr appear one.. so sianzzz.... haiz... sometimes got sometimes dun haf... wad a silly blog...

my dear, i think he still working, hope to hear from him soon, he had been so busy, poor thing.... hope ur work todae is fine. guess i will be worried about him until ur track & field thingy is over.. it's been hard on you.. tk gd care of urself when i am not around.. i'll always be by ur side..

todae i went back to ITE to get my good progress award, hehehe.. got $300 bucks, then went to buy a pair of nike shoes to spoil myself.. hehehe.. so happie.. miss ITE so much..

hmm.. dear dear haven't call me yet, i think he very busy... poor thing... todae when i went out, bought a little moo moo to hang on my hp.. hehe.. reminds me of him, wif a fatty tummy.. so cute! juz miss him so much.. hope everything is fine wif his work.. haiz.. dunno wad i can do to help him...

dear, i hope that one day, u read my blogger, u will know that u are always in my heart and i am thinking about u all the time..

meanwhile, u tk care and work hard, i will always be your number 1 fan, supporting u all the way..

Dear dear, this is dedicated to u, juz for u, especially for u:

"Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. Life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around."

wow! this is such a cool thing... now, i can have something to write in all my thoughts and feelings, my joy and sorrows. aniwae, need to thank my best fren (alicia of course!) for introducing me this blogspot.

todae, i am not that happie, coz my dear has many work-related stuff and i know its a tough period for him. he didn't smile much todae, which makes me sort of worried for him. even his friends couldn't do anything.

i juz want him to know that i will always be there for him through this tough period and i hope that he doesn't keep things to himself coz i will always be there to share his burden wif him and i juz hope that things go smoothly for him.

lastly, i juz hope that my dear, Qin, would be smiley and happie always, that is all that i ask for.. u to be happie..

"Everything in life is temporary, because everything changes..."

This is my first blog, and its all about u, dedicated to u, for u...