Unwell

but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you can't tell
but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
a different side of me
i'm not crazy, i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you don't care
but soon enough you're gonna think of me
and how i used to be

under the weather at the moment and in quite a bad mood. blog another time.

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New Chauffeur

juz thot i'd post before i have my dinner and vomit wadeva i've stuck into my brain for the past dunno how many hours into the exam script. been studying countless times, i think the notes are scared of me. oops. overconfidence is not a good thing. i'm not confident actually. juz that i know wad i know lor.

i hired chauffeur! *chuckles* haha... my so called "ahmad". and i basically live off him. he's none other than papa chia.

he's been driving me from school after night classes. even picking me up from bedok if he has work. and todae he's going to drive me to and from school which is something i must blog about. other than being very nice for being the 24/7 taxi-driver, he's the one that tops my bank account monthly with three-digit sums of money to fund my spending, not forgetting other pressies like lappy and crumpler bags. he's been tolerant of tubby, pixie and baby too, though he hates hammies to the max.

and lately, he's been very nice about my freedom too. which is something i'm darn happie about...

and so, i guess, i'm juz happie lar.

baby's up for adpotion. i guess i had to do something about it. its been so long oredi. so she's on the left hand navigation bar. but she looks as if to say "don't take me away will you?" i dunno, maybe i think too much. i think i love her too much.

i have a new wishlist. which is bad i think. tsk tsk.

and besides, look at this. isn't it pretty? melts*

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Super Duper Black Sunday

taking a break away from my notes. i'm seriously craving for pizza. but its darn expensive. shall be a ninja turtle next life?

alot of stuff going thru my mind lately. other than the busy hectic schedule that's occupying my mind. a little part of me keep wondering why this happened and why that happened. ya, i know i'm thinking too much of the stuff that happened to me thru the week. the impact has well been too hard on me. my heart hasn't really got over it though i appear to look fine. i know. i need time to heal. but i'm glad i'm a stronger girl now. at the very least, i cry lesser now.

but i lost the drive this semester. i lost the drive to study. i know very well its juz merely another year plus and i can jolly well wear that square hat and start earning my bucks. but i'm tired oredi. so tired of studying. its been years oredi lor!!! i tried my best, and i still am. i guess, i hate uni life now. i seriously hate it. sad to say, i hate the ppl there. i dunno why, everyone seems very hypocritical, very fake and very backstabbing. when they need u, they treat u like some "god". if not, you're merely some shit~. ok, yes, very realistic society we have here.

and thru all these, here i am, sick again, sore throat hit me back on friday. i knew it! nothing good comes when i have a test on monday. plus added teething problems. my teeth are moving i guess. they're so painful!

will someone pls shower me with care and concern? i'm so super down. let the men rain!

bleah~ men are jerks.

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Tribute To My Favourite Class

thank you class 95 for being there thru the lonely nights. there's no other radio station that i would rather tune in to. having the best class of deejays, you juz make all the brain crushing tests and projects "sound" better with the best mix of music playing all day long~

stay classy!

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Truth And Lies

all i wanted was simple honesty.
yet all i got was hurtful lies.

was it so difficult?

Irreplaceable

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, baby please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute baby

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if she's home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know?
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you??
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute baby

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing?
Nothing at all to you nothing, nothing
Baby I won't shed a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left, to the left
To the left, to the left
Mmmmm
To the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left, to the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute baby

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' baby! hey yea

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute baby
You can pack all your bags we're finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

Ai Cuo

ai cuo by wang lee hom. men are selfish freaks. he felt that the match was more important. now that he won the match. so wad?? and yes, if u were wondering if that was vanness, it is.

Have You Ever?

Not So Giant?

went over to jiayi's place for project meeting todae. decided to cross over to giant since its so near... indeed the stuff are cheap and its quite a hypermart. but the crowd was overwhelming, it could barely contain the people. i dun think i would wanna go there again. not within this month. look...

the crowd juz keeps flowing~

this was the chaos at the check-out counters.

we queued for about 20 mins to pay for our stuff.

i could barely walk.

so in the end, i'm not so "whoa-ed" over the whole giant opening...

selling stuff online again. but am posting it here juz in case any friends wants this... which i'm sure not many would... i'm targeting a different age group, but juz trying my luck...

authentic adidas originals sling bag in olive / army green. bot it years ago. they're re-selling it back in stores now, but not in this colour. in the 3rd pic, there's some defects, but no other big issues. i'm letting it go at $40.00 online. but if frens are interested, the price would be lowered.

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Shroomsmadness

in the midst of all the hectic schedule, it was a bliss that all four of us managed to find time to meet. since we all are in different unis (except velly and me)... hee... the every-sem-mushroom-pot-meeting has once again been revived! and yes, it did rain again~ juz like the way it did, previously when we met for the same dinner, at the same location, same table, same company. the cosyness and everything~

pictures, of course, would be no lacking for JJVL~

the steamboat before it was attacked~

the food's good... if you think its all shrooms, then you're mistaken!

too many pics, so i shan't put up all of it... and the usuals~ after dinner walk along the bridge around the cosy bay area...

so romantic rite? nice place to bring your gal...

group pic...

jan + jul

gurl's shot!

after shrooming~ we realised that TP was the best days of our lives. haa... too bad lar... back to reality... and seriously, we all hate uni life...

leadership lecture yesterday was good... think i learnt alot from there... both reciprocation and obligation are big words... so, to those bosses / managers who shun me and dun grant me and interview juz becoz i'm a student and probably juz one of your so-called "previous interns" heh heh... you might juz need my help next time~ and when that happens, then too bad... who knows i might be your future business partner for your company next time or maybe even your client churning in millions for your company. never belittle every little help (be it giving, or receiving) becoz i learnt in lecture yesterday that an exchange is the creator of relationships.

oh ya! still got photo-whoring shots taken during lecture and break i think~ i can't even remember when...

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601th Post

i've got 600 posts on my blogger and this being the 601th...

having a relapse of migraine now. becoz i keep forgetting to take medication. which is really bad. and the relapse came back at the wrong time coz i'm supposed to have a JJVL reunion later in the evening. and now i'm having dizzy spells and the i-feel-like-vomitting kinda feeling.

that aside, finally logged in to multiply to read the belle times. haha... remembered when belle casually asked me when we met up, when i was gonna get married since the relationship has been going on for-so-long-oredi. i was like "huh, why u ask me this type of question?" haha. never seriously thot about it anyway. still so long wad... hee... still haven't finish uni, not financially stable yet. so dun think first lor. and i'm quite comfortable living under the wings of my parents. though privacy and freedom-wise, i'll still get restricted somehow as compared to moving out, but papa and mama has been more open lately and they gave me more freedom. hmm... but not gonna abuse it though. still have thots about career and building my own shop. right now~ degree first!

in the midst of getting ready to meet the peeps. i guess the next post would be filled with pics and more pics.

p/s: like the new skin layout? wanted to change the colour, but i'm still seriously obsessed with black. stretched the layout to the max to have the spacious effect. pretty happie with it. added a new clock (still see no one using it. so i'm happie!). my old tune is on the playback and the site counter is back on track, so leave your trail~ still looking for new stuff to add to my bloggie...

i need to leave now!

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Help!

wad's a girl to do, when i keep seeing such things online???

lucky i have no credit cards~

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Hammie-mania

been spending time with hammies... alot more time than usual. which makes me happie... even juz looking at them sleeping...

tubby baby

she looks extremely tired. i wonder wad she did last nite :P

and tubby has weird sleeping positions. or maybe, places... he loves to sleep at the back of the wheel. maybe the grills of the cage acts like our so called "bolster"? he simply loves it there. he's falling asleep and i snapped all these pics without trying to wake him up...

look at his legs? all curled up! so cute~

aniwae, dear got his new baby. sony ericsson w850i. happie for him! comes with a very attractive 1GB memory... basically i lurve the earphones lar. becoz u can't hear the environment outside. other than that, the phone itself is nice oso... but i lurve my k800i still... basically, i highly recommend sony ericsson phones now, compared to nokia ones... i dun really care about samsung anymore. coz their keypad spoils so often and most of their phones dun have radio functions. hee...

managed to catch my first ugly betty last nite. after all the projects, managed to watch one episode! nice~

to end off this entry~

havaianias freaks

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Back Liao Lar

i've been missing yet again. been busy with projects lar. wad else. other than that reason, i'm juz plain tired and super lazy.

this entry is posted partly to push belle's entry down... haha... apparently that's wad she told me to do. sorry gurl! i didn't manage to send u off at the airport, but hope u are doing fine over at aussie. bring back the A's! huggies!

seriously, i have nothing much to blog, except that my old navy online shopping has been cancelled due to some reasons. which is actually good coz it saves me around 40 bucks.

been haunting around for red havaianias slippers but i can't find them at the malls. i haven't checked out the orchard and citylink outlets (even though i know the possibilities are higher) but i am juz plain lazy. yet, its good that i can't find it coz again, it saves me money.

last week has been hell for me. projects almost killed my braincells. most of the braincells went fried and super chao-tar. report editing became mentally challenging. sleeping at 3am became a routine. visiting libraries became our life. and thru all these, i only have "it" to thank... its none other than,

my ever dearest lappy...

seriously, i dunno wad am i ever gonna do without lappy. how am i even gonna survive without its existence. how am i gonna do research at a reference library? its been faithfully accompanying me thru my every painful moment of the project. when i sleep, it rests, when i work, it works, when i travel, it travels along with me. though it breaks my right shoulder every single day, but i still lurve it to the max. truly, my best friend, my companion.

test coming up next. and then followed by more projects to come.

somehow, i know i'll have to survive~

by the way, i dyed my hair oredi, bot my adidas jacket liao, and my lappy battery arrived from japan too. juz collected it yesterday. somehow, the wishlist has been fulfilled. good. haa... now, its juz left with the slippers.

and the good news is~ my hair's growing longer~

3 more months is all it needs. and by another half a year.... it'll be back to where it was... heh heh...

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Belle's Aussie Departure Farewell Dinner

ok, the pic above is abit irrelevant to the title of the entry. but believe me, it does.

aniwae, wad does the pic above tell you? what is the first thing that comes to your mind?

1) erotica?
2) undergarment model?
3) boxer?
4) none of the above

belle ah belle~ the first thing she said when she saw this postcard (we were at borders searching for cards, and this was one of the postcards displayed)

what is this pic? he is not even standing lor?!

i turned the postcard around and it read:

star icons. muhammed ali.

whahaha i juz simply laughed lor!!! wad was she even thinking man? that girl's mind is infested with... who knows wad!

had dinner at central at taka... food's alright...

seafood crispy noodle

hong kong milk tea

(i know its sinful, but i juz had a craving)

belle opening her farewell gift

excited excited~

ta-da!

up-close of the 3, 4-leaved good luck clovers

(representation of jiayi, jul and velly)

my eyes! never sleep enuff!

belle: take care when you are back in aussie k. sorry i can't be there to send you off, but do keep in touch. and remember to send me pics on your side! hope you love the pressie!

as for other stuff, i'll blog another day. its going to be 1am oredi. have another project meeting tomorrow. i've been a busy woman lately!

ta-ta!