Bad Day

okies, at least one paper is down. time to let down some stress...

miss my blogging? muahahaha...

i hate crocs other than their flats. went to buy crocs ballet pumps with jie on sunday since she spoiled my gold flats. but very unfortunately, i dun seem to have fate with it (read on it later). pink wasn't my first choice. wanted to get gold or pearl white. but jie said pearl white looked like school shoes and everyone in the shop seemed to be getting it. then i met joycelyn there! at the marina square outlet! chatted and chatted. and apparently, when i asked her, she said gold was one of the best sellers previously. which meant that, many people has it... aniwae, pink looked sweet...

i chose the cute little white flowers to accessorize it! costs us a whopping $50 over bucks. but joycelyn was kind enuff to give us a staff discount... so we paid way much lesser.


thank u joycelyn!

other than that, i bought a mango bag! heehee... happie lar. coz i used the esprit bag until it broke. unbelievable? yes, you better believe it. (ali, remember the black esprit bag you went together with me to buy at vivo? yes! that one broke.) all my barang barang everyday to school, travel here and there. i simply juz dun care, stuffing it with all that i can. the rope apparently can't take it. it simply choose to die on me...

as for wad happened todae....

had a really bad day todae. really horribly terribly bad. i think i almost lost the drive to take the exam.

first, i forgot my handphone in the morning, so i went home to take it.

next, when i walked to the bus stop, i had a tummyache. so i was contemplating on whether to take go home or not.

but, the bus came, so i decided to take the bus to the interchange and find a toilet instead.

in the bus, the tummyache seemed to be gone. i thot i was alright. so i proceeded to take the train.

in the train, the blardy tummyache came back. and its those which gives u the sweat, goosebumps kind u know? not those which u can hold and hold kind... hell its breaking loose lar!

so i got off at kallang~ when i got a good seat! (good seat is defined by jul as a corner seat without having a smelly or weird person talking to him/herself). haiz... and to make things worst, its the new train. the new new new new train. those with double coloured themed seats. if you know wad i mean.

ok... so back to the tummy ache. kallang mrt station. the toilet is ok... not smelly. got seat cubicle. not that dirty. BUT! seat cubicle got NO SEAT COVER! ok lor, wad to do... juz dun ask me how i did my business... dun imagine oso can? ok.... then worst part coming up...

i took out my favourtie little froggie sing song pouch... those who are close to me will know which one lar. the one which i put all my cosmetics... tweezer lar, mirror lar, compressed powder lar, eye drops lar, toothbrush, toothpaste, shaver, pad, wet tissue... blah blah... yes! i took out that pouch to take out my wet tissue... left it on top of the pang sai zhua (toilet roll) dispenser and happily got out of the cubicle when i finished my business...

i only realised it when i got to school. sad. i got my favourite blue toothbrush inside. my favourite bear bear mirror. my estee lauder compressed powder. my miniature ralph lauren perfume. and most of all. i love the pouch so much. i bought it online from yahoo auctions. its not available in singapore. it was imported from japan and i bought it for quite a price. now i'm juz so upset! haiz... my wonderbag is gone. and i'm no more doraemon.

and that's not the end of it!

now comes the pink crocs! look at them... looking horribly decent and innocent... but joycelyn warned me oredi the other day... refusing to listen looking at their sweet looking appearance, i wore it to school only to give me blisters halfway through the journey. luckily, i have my ever macho and reliant havaianas... coz i knew this would happen.

i think the only good thing that happened to me was class 95... listening to glenn and FD really makes the day sound better.... it really was a saga even before my paper started!

aniwae, new member in my family now... hmm... nutting really much to say about that...

other that that, i found an adoptor for baby oredi... she's leaving me this saturday. everything's finalized... i know she's in good hands now. (coz i attempted to sell her away the other time. but i took her back coz i looked at the poor condition of the pet shop, which tore my heart to leave her there.) money is not an issue when it comes to lives we are toking about. the adoptor is someone from pet lovers centre online forum... in fact, quite a number of people were interested and mailed me to know more about her. so i know people there definitely loves animals... but i certainly i know i'll miss her.

my baby

and i can't wait for JAG*s outing! yippie wee wee!

so tempted to pack my room lor! can't wait to go to the salvation army... i think i got alot of things to give. come on... two more weeks... bring it on~

after frying those brain juices, i'll clear the room, head to salvation army, head to ikea, head to sentosa for the sun and the beach, head to shopping, and head for the bed for endless naps!

and by the way, at ikea everything oso can buy, especially their bears, but dun buy their cupboards. especially their chest drawers. damn nooooo goood... cannot hold weight one. mine's spoilt oredi...

and i guess no more overseas holiday this june. not at this moment. things are happening at home. can't get away during this period. sighz*

well well~

i think this post is kinda too long...

ta-ta!

When The Going Gets Tough

taking a break now. am very tired. going crazy. haven't been happie for a very long time. and i'm cooped up at home for a week oredi. seems like i haven't seen the world for ages. exam life really drives one nuts.

i missed JAG*s meeting todae due to exams. very upset coz i seriously needed some company and some girl-talk. life hasn't been oh-so-smooth and haiz... i guess no one will understand me like they do. i was seriously considering to go meet them. but i dun think i can bear the consequences. so i thot i'd juz live with it.

i am an unhappie girl todae.

ta-ta...

Exam Survival

how to survive an exam? here's how...

variety of sweeties~

gums to say calm...

the ever-smelly cuttlefish pieces...

expensive seaweed to perk you up when you feel like sleeping...

colourful pens for choice...

and lastly, favourite bear and his pet lizard for motivation...

haahaa...

some pics taken the other day when i went back to TP to study for a day with liang and velly...

shakeeyyy~

dear cooked the other day!! the prawns were nice!! hehe... of course proudly sponsored by ck... hee... thank u ck! two thumbs up dear!

okie... i guess i took enuff time to blog....

meanwhile, enjoy the songs on the music box~

ta-ta...

Breathe Again

If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
That, that I shall never breathe again

And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the way things used to be
And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the love that you make to me
And I can't get you outta my head
How in the world will I begin?
To let you walk right out my life
And blow my heart away

And I can't stop carin' about
About the apple of my eye
And I can't stop doin' without
Without the center of my life
And I can't get you outta my head
And I know I can't pretend
That I won't die if you decide
You won't see me again

If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
That, that I shall never breathe again

And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the way my life would be
No I can't stop thinkin' about
How could your love be leavin' me?
And I can't get you outta my mind
God knows how hard I tried
And if you walk right out my life
God knows I'd surely die
And I can't stop doin' without
Without the rythm of my heart
No I can't stop doin' without
For I would surely fall apart
And I can't get you outta my mind
Cause I know I can't deny it
And I would die if you decide
You won't see me again

If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
That, that I shall never breathe again

I'm Just Tired

its going to be 1am soon. and i'm still awake. physically and mentally tired. yet i dunno why i'm here. yes, a weird contradiction. still, i come into blogger with no purpose or anything in mind to blog about.

my mind's been on a very messy beat lately (maybe that's why i came here to seek some comfort?). keep having an opposition with what my heart's been thinking.

its been a challenge to keep my mind focused during this study week(s).

yet all this while, everyone thinks i'm having a good time.

its not easy ok?

Glico & Co

i'm back to blog coz jie bought so many interesting food. i can't help it. you'll see why.

first, look at this...

a closer look...

it says on the box "beijing kao ya" or rather beijing duck flavoured pretz by glico. not cheap at all. 12 mini boxes for USD $13.

looks like this inside... like the normal pretz. but it tastes good!!! yummy and exotic. flavourful and unusual. now, i wonder why glico din import this flavour here.

and for pocky, they have it in lychee flavour too. juz like our strawberry coated ones. i haven't tried this though. but it looks good, in white.... yums*

li-zhi feng wei wor~

and they have these oh-so yummy looking vegetable snacks. makes you feel like opening and eat rite? rite? comes in tomato and hot welch onion flavour... by glico again~

cai yuan xiao bing~ heehee...

and then? collon in "kau lat" flavour? am i right? i dunno how to read. haha. i juz saw the picture. i guess its chestnut lar.

ke long?

am i right? my chinese ain't good. haa. but it sounds so cute lar.

glico again lor. import some here leh. singapore flavours are so boring~

and then... look at this, look at this...

hao duo yu?

alot of fish? haha... so so so cute lar!!! and the brand is? hao peng you!!! i wonder wad is inside. makes me so curious lar!

jie bot alot more food. but these are the interesting ones. heee.... curious to come over to my place oredi?

ta-ta...

Back For A Sec...

nothing's much been happening so i haven't been updating... still keeping my fingers crossed about my holiday destination coz of the happenings at home lately. sighz*

jie's coming home from beijing tonite. she bought nothing for me when i chatted with her on msn yesterday. coz she said "its all fakes here"... haa... but she said she'd sponsor a new wallet for me when she's back in sg... hehe...

and apart from clearing my messy table to prepare for the exams, i still can't believe that i'm gonna have to go thru that period of hell again~

other than that, i'm obsessed with my imeem player. been adding and adding songs everyday. and i simply love every bit of it. all thanks to darling. i haven't been listening to my media player for a long time. and apparently, he listens to my songs also. thank goodness we have a common song liking. i currently have a song base of 50. and i guess it'd keep growing everyday.

received my G2000 prestige card 2 days ago. another card to add to my holder. sighz~ its getting fat. but the bank's getting thinner.

hammies are waiting for me to bathe and change their bedding for them. have to end this post real soon.

won't be updating as often as exams are nearing. unless, i have the itch to blog. but, the music won't stop playing. stay tuned.

before i end~

dear's smelly duo...

"hey! cover your eye!"

ta-ta...

Pixie's Dream. Jul's Dream.

stuck with projects for the time being. not able to advance. have to talk to lecturer tonite.

big saga happened in my family this morning. but i shan't wash dirty laundry outside my house in my blog. i guess only my close frens and dear will know abt this.

aniwae, i hope everything's gonna be alrite.

more pics on pixie. i din do it purposely. but i juz can't help it. caught her sleeping very very in "her own style". i guess she's really tired. you'll see wad i mean.

4 legs up in the air

closer shot

even closer shot

oops, kena caught liao

haha...

okays... my leadership lecture ended yesterday. somehow, it wasn't a "relieved" feeling. rather, i wanted to know more. i wanted to find myself. oh shit. i dun even sound like myself. actually the lecturer juz asked us to find something we love and have the passion for doing instead of thinking money wise lar. yes. very true indeed. i often told mummy if i was studying in the wrong course, and that maybe i should be in some catering course during polytechnic and maybe at shatec now. or maybe, i should juz focus on my baggies. and i told mummy. maybe right now, u might not be buying textbooks for me, but the latest ovens and knives sets that i might need for my chef-in-the-making course. and yes. i love to cook. and then again, i often wonder when will my bag venture start. though i know pretty well i can start now. but i dun want to be financially dependent on my parents. besides, i wanna do it full-time. dedicated whole-heartedly with tens of thousands of dollars to pool into my venture.

ok... somehow. someday....

time to bathe. time to prepare for night classes. time to come back to reality. time to wake up.

ta-ta...

Revamped Music Box

i have a playlist on my blog! heh heh... enjoy the songs. i'm a class 95 fan. so if you aren't classy enuff, i guess you wun like the songs. will add more songs when i have the time. meanwhile, enjoy crisp clear music from the likes of the morning express, adwork network lunchbreak, music marathorn, cartunes and love songs~

the list will keep building up~

music is highly addictive. and it makes me happie.

ta-ta...

Unwell.... Yet Again~

juz visited the doctor. had my monthly review for my migraine. so far so good. making progress but have to continue with the mediciation for another month. sadly, i came home feeling giddy. popped 5 pills straightaway. dunno why my face turned red and i felt hot when i returned home. but i was sure i wasn't down with a fever. but mama said i'm slightly feverish. i guess i'm juz tired. no wonder i stayed in bed for so long this morning, and dragged myself to wake up. the journey to school was taxing today. somehow, i found it unbearable. aniwae, finally managed to get medicine for my cough too. and there goes another $128 bucks.

and still, somehow, a part of me regretted that i wasn't in beijing with jie.

oh well~ i'm such a weakling~ emotionally and physically.

i found a new website to play. so i dun wanna blog liao. byeeee....

L: thanks for the testimonial. encouragement is greatly appreciated in trying times like this. thanks for making the effort even though we lead very different lives now. your friendship is greatly treasured :)

ta-ta...

Random Entry

tried to bring tubby and pixie back together again today. was trying to place them in the divider cage that i have. somehow, tubby was trying very very hard to protest. biting the metal bars of the cage until his mouth became somewhat swollen? when i carried him and asked him wad izzit? he merely looked at me into the eye. as if telling me that he prefered his own home. i placed him back again. and he protested again. when i carried him this time. he shitted and his heartbeat went beating faster. was thinking, maybe i think too much lar. so i placed him back again. and again, tubby protested, biting furiously on the metal bars of the cage. i've never seen him like this before. when i held him, he shitted again. i thot maybe some cabbage would calm him down. but he was too busy biting on the cage bar to even eat. i decided to place him back to his own home. i guess he was furious. he juz kicked all the bedding. but when food came to his very own habitrail home, he ate his cabbage happily. i guess he love his army green home more than a pinky one. you can't blame a man can you?

aniwae, pics taken the other day...

pixie with tau gey

baby pic 1

baby pic 2

baby pic 3

baby pic 4

that's my cutie little tubby

hammies aside, i'm still feeling sick. still coughing badly~ grr... one project down today, which i am happie about coz i guess projects has been causing alot of unhappiness in everyone else's life too.

and i juz turned down an invitation over the weekend from DADDY to fly to BEIJING TOMORROW.

how to? then projects leh? maybe i could juz send an sms to my project mates saying

"i'm leaving on a jet plane, dunno when i'll be back again. bye."

haa. but given my character, i know i wouldn't leave. not in this way. such an irresponsible manner.

somemore daddy said "want not? want not?" tsk.

if projects are done. maybe i could leave for a while.

then i told him "ur $5000 every semester? nevermind ar?"

mother lai le.... haahaa...

she came in and said "you pay $5000 evey semester for her to study and you still wanna pay another few hundred for her to fly there and spend money???"

daddy juz said "oh ya hor..."

piang~

i know this is suddenly so random. but i realised that dear has a good song database. haa... he has all the songs which "i-know-the-song, but-dunno-the-title-and-singer-type-of-song" send it over~ over here~ dun hide anymore... heh heh...

ok. have to go read some project stuff.

one more week of lecture to go before this freaking semester ends.

i so hate school now.

ta-ta...

Unexpected Love

i dun usually blog about dear in my blog entries becoz i feel that i wanna give our relationship some privacy and personal space. but i'll make todae an exception.

because i keep complaining of him being an unromanticist (i dunno if such a word exist) and one who doesn't show much care, he proved me wrong during the weekend, which i felt, he deserved to be praised. and because we've been together for 6 years and 4 months already, sometimes we tend to take each other for granted.

met dear after my monthly dental appointment. he brought me to pizza hut to satisfy my pizza cravings. i had my hawaiian pizza in chessy stuffings. we had a side order of ocean's platter too. even though i had diffculty eating, i ate alot! was too contented already~

ocean's platter

thereafter, we caught TMNT. haiya, it wasn't as nice as i thought it would be. the fighting scenes are too long. i nearly fell asleep while they were fighting. dear said the cartoon ones when we were young were nicer. i think they looked like this?

TMNT revisited

was coughing badly through the night while sleeping. was very sweet of dear to wake up to feed me medicine twice in the wee hours of the morning. i couldn't help but feel touched even though its such a little gesture.

and in the afternoon, juz to cut short the story, dear had to go over to his uncle's place, and i intended to stay home to finish up some project stuff. so he asked me wad i would like to have for lunchie. making it easy, i thot of chicken rice. he merely commented that chicken rice is not good since i'm coughing. i thot nothing of it and went for my bath.

when i came out of the bathroom, he was already off to his uncle's place. and this is wad he got me for lunch...

fish bee hoon

ok... might not be anything to anyone of u. but to me, this simple gestures show that he cares. and it simply moves me.

plus, he brought me to have sushi for dinner. but i had no appetite. maybe coz of my teeth. its giving me pains. my dentist placed a bracket behind one of my tooth to push one of the teeth out, plus an added "invisible" rubber band. i'm having a hard time. so i only ate a few pieces of rice...

so after sushi dinner, he brought me to coffee shop to da-bao food. jul melts again~

and he got me these...

to top it all, i din fork out a single cent through the weekend.

to end it all, dear's naughty hammie (also pixie's daughter)....

dear: thanks for the wonderful weekend. no lovey dovey expressions or expensive pressies. juz simple small gestures of love and concern, straight from the heart. thank you for keeping this wonderful relationship going with me. we share some things others don't understand. and because of that, what people tell me always fall on deaf ears because i always choose to believe in you. and once again, you proved to me that my choice was right.

ta-ta...