Dreadful Computers & Laptop

dunno wad has got into my computers.. the spirit of the 7th month ghosts??? they have been good for a while and then turned their back on me.. i can't believe it man. i dun have internet at home!!! shucks man! juz can't live without internet. i can't make it man! i can't do my work, i can't chat wif velly, jiayi, liang and jan. so sian... and the worst thing is, i can't update my blog!

i'm in sch using the net.. lucky sch got internet. if not i think i die liao. i dunno wad is wrong with the damn home connection... juz hope that the problem will be solved soon..

gonna meet dear later. he gonna accompany me at home to see to the computer stuff.. so sweet hor.. haha.. sorrie dear, these few days got no time for you.. coz of my heavy school workload and the stoopid computer.... maybe we will have lunch together later okie? muacksy....

ok la.. gotta go liao.. ta-ta..

Happie Sunday...

spent the whole day at dear's house slacking... but was very happie.. we didn't do anything much todae, juz watched TV and we ate alot of stuff! haahaha..

saw dear smile a lot of times todae.. feel so happie.. its juz like, when i see him so happy, i become happy oso... our hearts are joined together bah? hehehe.. that's love..

dear's off tmr.. aniwae, glad that we spent the whole day together laughing and being together.. hehe.. so nice~

dear, thanks for everything.. u make me feel so pampered.. juz like a little princess...

ta-ta..

Dear & Me...

dear came to fetch me from tampines todae.. then we went to have breakfast.. so nice.. went to watch 13 going on 30 todae.. not a bad show, but can't be considered good also.. it was so-so only..

went to dear's cousin's birthdae in the evening.. gambled a little.. lost $2.. haha.. i first time gamble sia.. juz joined in the fun..

dear won't be going back to camp.. until he O.R.D.. clearing leave now.. which means that he's mine 24 hours? hahaha.. but i'm used to dear not around me.. i'm used to being left alone in the afternoons on weekdays.. i'm used to being alone, not being cared about, and learnt that dear cannot always be with me, though his heart is.. heehee.. but nevertheless, i'm glad that dear has ample rest now.. now that he's so free.. but will expect him to find a job soon... to keep him occupied until he goes to NTU in july next year.. things are moving so fast.. i was at o'levels and now.. everything seems to happen in the blink of an eye..

gonna see dear tmr again.. i know he's tired to travel, so i'm going to dear's house myself tmr.. bringing my laptop to dear's house to do my HRM tmr.. dear's getting breakfast.. heehee.. aniwae we can't go out oso.. Qin mama going to pray to the gods tmr, coz its the 7th month.. so dear needs to be at home.. guess, i'll juz hang around bah.

dunno why i can't wait for school to start on mondae.. there's juz an excitement in me.. maybe coz of my laptop and my new crumpler bag bah? it juz motivates me to study.. hahaha... and i have to confess "i love my laptop alot! its white, its silver, its small, its handy, its my communication between my friends, its my schoolmate and its my e-mail..." so thankful for this 21st birthdae present that my dad bought for me.. i love it so much

oh yah, speaking of birthdae present, was toking to dear on the phone, he asked me wad birthdae present i want for my 21st.. told him i dun need anything liao.. he say cannot cannot.. muz be good good one.. actually i dowan anything, i think i am lucky enuff oredi.. coz, i have a loving family and my parents dote on me alot, i dun need to work for my own allowance, i dun need to do the housework, and most importantly, i have something that no one will have.. dear dear... only i haf dear dear, no one else.. and dear dear dotes on me too.. so i dun think i need anything else, if i had to really choose something for my birthdae, i want dear dear.. hee..

hmm.. whoa.. 1.30am liao.. dear know i haven't slp sure sold me again.. heehee.. ok.. think i gtg oredi..

ta-ta...

Dear's The Best!

this is for you dear!

for one thing that i've never regretted in my life..
is choosing to be with you..
you gave me the best..
treated me like your little princess..
and though i know u dunno how to show that u care..
deep down.. i know that you care..
the little things you do.. i appreciate them..
travelling all the way to my house..
lending me your shoulder to sleep..
and most of all always respecting me by making me your piority before your friends..
we have come a long long way..
giving our love to each other, and having that mutual trust..
i've always loved being with you..
even if its juz a bus ride, slacking at home, or juz holding hands..
from they day i held your hand..
i knoe no one could replace them..
coz u held my heart too..
and with this love you gave me..
i'm gonna treasure it..
and i knoe..
we are gonna last..
forever..
thanks for being by my side..
all this while..
helping me thru everything..
u are always the one i run to for help..
seems like you are always the life jacket..
helping me to float..
and bringing me to the shore..
lastly,
thank you for your patience, love and care..

with love...
jul

Tied Up...

i have not been blogging recently.. was tied up with my computer and my new laptop and the internet connection.. was kinda vexed with it... aniwae, i hope that it would be repaired soon so that i can stop worrying..

gonna meet dear in 15 mins time, but i am still in school blogging.. juz can't stop using the internet.. feeling so hungry now...

yesterdae nite got a little conflict with dear about my laptop.. he was sad that i spent so much time on my laptop and feels forgotten.. i'm sorrie dear.. but u still remain the most important person in my life..

aniwae, hope everything goes well... hmm.. till then, ta-ta...

New Laptop!!!

i got my new laptop!!!! yay!!!

finally i got to the internet on my laptop.. but sill haf to change my laptop coz got some wireless problems with the internal if my laptop.. but nevertheless, i'm so glad to be able to be online!

wonder wad dear dear is doing now. he haven't called me yet.. i got so much things to tell him!

and the best thing is, i got an A for marketing and HRM! yay! so happie lo.. can't believe it man i scored so well! haahaahaa..

aniwae, i'm kinda tired after all the computer stuff todae... hee.. gotta go le..

ta-ta..

Quill...

todae i'm so happie.. for many things... here they are..

firstly, i got back my operations management mid semester tests.. yay! passed.. very very happie.. haahaa...

secondly, dear dear came down to TM to look for me. we went to kenny rogers for dinner! i had their baked fish! hmm.. so nice! then came the surprise! dear brought me somewhere.. he juz said "follow me" in the end, he brought me to the cinema. he bought the tickets in advance! we watched Quill! so cute! doggie show! so nice. dear was so sweet.. i was so touched.. after the movie went to see my laptop to scan for the best ones.. think Toshiba is not bad besides HP...

too bad dear has to book in tonite.. though its his off.. but tmr dear gotta conduct IPPT.. so too bad, he gotta book in... but i'm glad to be able to spend my time wif dear... so nice~ juz the both of us...

another good news~ dear told me he would be clearing his off soon.. dunno why i seem to "phew~" in my heart... it feels as though i'm the one having NS... its like "finally its gonna be over soon" i'm glad i went thru this great big obstacle wif dear... only the both of us know what we went through..

i lent dear my discman so that at least he got something to accompany him on his way to camp.. hope he likes my songs that i burnt..

aniwae, thank u dear.. for the movie.. and for ur love.. its been a wonderful 3 years and 9 months..

aniwae, its 53 more days to go...

ta-ta..

54 More Days To Go

todae so sian.. did so much things the whole day. even went to TP library to research on my HRM peer teaching notes.. so much things to do.. so little time. so tired. dun wish to blog le.

dear dear i miss u..

ta-ta...

Phew...

whoa.. i'm so glad to be back at home... came home from sch so tired le. then went to TM to make my red specs.. and it cost me $54.50! juz to repair a scratch! can u believe it? haiz.. spent so much $$ sia.. haiz.. aniwae, i'm so tired, after all the running here and there. and my migraine came back.. haiz.. sianz man.. ok la.. going eat dinner liao...

ta-ta...

55 More Days To Go

hmm.. its 11.20am now and i'm in the school library waiting for liang and velly to finish lesson so that we can go makan together. their class would only end at 12 which means i got 40 mins more on this computer.. chee weng is sitting down staring into space. haahaa.. wonder where we are going to eat later?? hopefully jan can come and join us too, if her lecture ends early..

so sian man.. wonder wad is dear dear doing now. heehee.. todae is a long dae for me. will only end at 5 this evening. oh man! still got 2 more lectures to attend.. haiz..

still got 55 more days to dear's O.R.D finally can count it in days. so happie whenever i see the number dropping day by day. heehee..

i'm feeling light and happie todae.. coz i'm wearing my new tee from FOX.. its so comfortable. heehee.. but i tink my migraine is coming back.. feel a little slight pain on the head till the neck. oh god.. i hate that feeling.. and the worst thing is, i forgot to bring my migraine medicine. arrgghh..

hmm.. nothing much to blog todae. maybe i will go home and blog again..

dear, i miss you..

ta-ta..

56 More Days To Go

dear juz smsed me to do my power rider exercise.. so sweet rite? heehee... aniwae, i did todae liao..

went to sch todae.. practically spent the whole dae doing project. but todae not so efficient. did not managed to do much things.. i think we are not focused la and tink we oso tired liao..

i'm starving man.. waiting for mummy to come home and haf dinner wif me. i love eating wif my mummy.. coz we tok and tok abt alot of things... schoolwork, love relationships, dear and many other stuffs.. haahaa..

mummy juz told me on the phone that my dad would buy a laptop for me next week!heeheehee.. i'm so happie! yay! yay! yay!

oh yeah. mummy is back finally.. go eat dinner liao.. ta-ta...

57 Days To Go...

haiz.. todae is a bad dae for me! my computer died on me with the stoopid spyware virus. wad the heck is spyware? so damn irritating.. beware ppl!!! from 4 plus i repair and repair until now.. 8 plus le.. haiz.. i had to back up all my files and then reinstall my hard disk! now all my favourite mp3's are gone! gone! gone! and i dun even haf irc lo. haiz... so sian.. got migraine somemore. and my blog! dunno izzit the settings or wad.. it juz became so ugly! the font and everything! aggrrhh! so pissed off! but i dun care le. when i free then i edit bah. its not impt aniwae...

tmr muz go sch early for HRM project. and till now, i haven't rest or did my service reflection.. so sickening! arrrggghhh!!!!!

gotta go.. ta-ta..

58 Days To Go....

tomorrow is the start of the second half of the semester. haiz.. so sian. time passes so fast.. aniwae, i went to beach road wif dear todae to get some army stuff, then met bryan and ck (dear's friends) go temple.. haahaa. so weird.. they juz suddenly called and say wanna go temple.. aniwae, we went to the bugis one.. kuanyin temple.. then dear's friend drove us back.. and the slacked at dear's house for the whole day.. haahaa. can't believe it man.. ate steamboat again for dinner since Qin mama is working.. so no one cook.. heehee. i think i eat steamboat so many times liao lo.. haha..

was so tired todae, i slept on the way back home in the bus.. luckily nvr missed the stop.. think partly bcoz i knoe tmr got sch.. so damn sianz.. aniwae, reached home and then toked to dear on the phone. had quite a nice conversation.. heehee.. and dear worked out an exercise plan for me (coz he's so sick of me saying that i'm fat "but i am mar!" haahaa..) i juz did 50 situps and my abdomen is so painful.. haahaa.. guess its working bah??? and i have to do power rider 50 times everydae plus 50 situps. strictly by dear dear.. heehee...

aniwae, thanks dear.. for hmm.. everything? yeah.. thanks for ur diet plan, ur patience wif me, accepting me as who i am now (haahaa.. but i'm fat ma!), and lastly for showering me wif ur love.. so much that i juz feel so loved when i'm wif u... hee... love ya..

ta-ta.. gotta go to bed le. if dear know i so late haven't slp sure scold me again. hee.. coz tmr got 9.00am tutorial..

Juz Another Normal Saturday...

todae, i spent the whole dae wif dear... slacked at home and then went out for dinner at TM coz i got a lot of stuffs to buy. dear seemed to wander off at the later part of the dae. dunno why.. maybe he's tired? i dunno, i asked him he say nothing. that's wad i dun like.. he's so MCP.. i guess he's tired, he juz wun tell me... haiz... little things lidat oso can't tell me... i oso dunno wad to do... aniwae, glad that he's home..

i'm kinda sian. tmr is the last dae.. then sch is gonna start liao.. then i'm gonna be busy again. haiz...

blog tmr bah.. ta-ta...

Friday Is Here Again!

phew.. added some stuffs to my blog... pictures to be exact.. heehee.. think my blog looks so nice now... haahaa.. thick skin hor?? heehee...

todae went back to sch to do my ops management project.. sianz man... haiz.. monday start sch le. how time flies. i didn't even managed to enjoy my holiday..

managed to buy Nishi's birthdae present with Grace todae.. finally... so hard to get for someone a present.. haahaa...

hope dear's work is fine todae.. he's under alot of pressure from his boss.. and though i can't help much, but i'll always be standing by and be here whenever u need me.. i knoe its tough, i know it is not easy.. but no matter what, juz remember that you have to control ur temper ok?? flaring ur temper would not get u anywhere... juz control.. at nite when u call me, u can juz tell me, tok to me or vent it out on me : ) okie?? most importantly, i want u to stay happie.... tomorrow's saturdae.. hope to see u soon... meanwhile, tk care... miss you..

ta-ta...

Happie 45th Month!!

dear dear, happie 45th month! its been 3 years and 9 months since we went steady.. wow how time flies... aniwae, i am very glad to be able to spend this part of my life with you and thank god i haf u by my side... heehee.. having you in my life makes me the luckiest girl in the world, coz i was loved by you! heehee...

todae haiz... was sleeping and then jan called me and said there was a finance lecture, i was so shocked! then bo pian.. missed it liao.. so in the end went to sch to do project..

went to city hall wif liang and velly and bought a Red Swatch.. haahaa.. so happie.. heehee.. then after that meet grace to get nishi's brithdae present. wad a tiring dae..

toked to dear juz now.. dear so poor thing.. his superior is so demanding. so stressful.. to think that he going O.R.D soon.. poor dear dear..

dear dear, i miss u..

ta-ta...

Juz Me, Myself & I

i'm so bored at home todae.. haiz... liang has gone to sch to do project, and will be meeting his sister later, jan's friends are going over to her place to watch video,velly is going jogging wif her sis, ali is in police academy, gladys is too lazy to come out and grace is helping a friend in need.. haiz.. so many friends, but all so busy..

i'm all left alone at home todae! faced nothing but the computer the whole day... thank god there is still blogger to help me waste a little of my time.. i miss dear dear.. msged him like 3 times but he didn't reply.. so unlike of him.. maybe he went to play soccer wif his army buddies.. didn't take hp wif him.. dear dear, where on earth are you? i'm so bored.. can't wait for you to take leave. but i know, by the time u are clearing your leave, jul jul will be busy doing projects and having exams... haiz.. our schedule has never ever fitted.. its either u not free, or i not free...

but there is always something to look forward to! tomorrow jul's going out wif gladys and grace. we have to get nishi's birthdae present... and me? i feel like getting a watch! yay! hehee..

by the way, tomorrow's the 12th.. its QinJul's 45th month.. which means that, its been 3 years and 9 months since we went steady.. can't believe it man.. so fast... love ya dear..

last nite, dear made me so happie.. heehee.. i smsed him "Mr Eng, gd nite.." guess wad he replied? haahaa.. "Gd nite too Mrs Eng.. love ya.." i was so shocked.. so sweet! i had a very sweet sleep last nite.. yeah.. i admit.. i can't wait to be Mrs Eng.. i wanna spend and have a life with dear, but not until he and i finishes our studies and both our careers are establised and definately not until he asks.. in the right moment, right time, right place, with the right stuffs... i won't say yes so easily! haahaa.. its gonna be tough.. wow~~~ haaaa.. i'm actually talking about all these.. yeah.. i'm gonna be 21 this yr, wad u expect rite? there's no more puppy love btwn dear and me, both of us have matured and grown up.. we think differently.. many things to consider.. like our future... we are not the 17, 18 year olds anymore.. in this relationship, we have learnt to compromise, and give up some of the things we like and accept some things that we hate too.. compromise is a big word.. u might know how to say it, but when u really wanna do it, its not going to be easy.. love was never easy.. not for the both of us... we had many tough times, sleepless nites, countless fights, teary moments.. but through it all.. we stuck together, only for one reason... bcoz we love each other... and we know it deep in our hearts... we might say hurtful words when we are angry, but we dun actually mean it... the power of love is juz so great....

lastly.. dear, i love you.. from the bottom of my heart..

ta-ta..

Nice Teeth!

went to breakfast wif mummy todae.. then went to make my teeth.. now got nice nice teeth le. heehee...

now feeling very very tired.. dunno why, but juz damn sleepy.. miss dear dear alot.. dear dear having outfield. dunno wad time then he come back. can't wait to tok to him...

miss you dear :)

ta-ta..

happy, happy, happy

was so happie todae... juz spent the whole dae wif dear dear, from morning till nite... went down to dear's house to mit him in the morning coz he's tired.. and then we went to have breakfast together.. then bought junk (oh my god, its making me fat!) and dear dear bought live crabs for his mum to cook chilli crabs.. back at home, he finally admitted that he bought the crabs bcoz of me coz i have been craving to eat chilli crabs for the longest time. dear was so sweet.. he juz dote on me so much. i think i'm falling more and more in love with him. he din even tell me that it was for me. he juz told me that he wants to eat.

then back at home we watched tv together and ate n ate junkies.. hahaha... 2 piggies.. then slept halfway while watching tv.. coz dear dear watched a show which i dun understand. haha. the gong li and lin ching hsia one. the olden day sword-fighting type. haahaa. the best part is.. gong li is a lesbian in the show or wadsoever. haaahaa.. then me so sian, i fell asleep while they were fighting (can't blame me rite?) heehee.. and the thing is, i actually fell asleep twice..

finally dinner came and we ate the chilli crabs! hmmm.. yummilicious.. plus, Qin mama cooked curry too.. wow.. fabulous.. really nice.. hehe. wad a marvellous dinner! then as usual, we spent our National day together watching the parade.. i asked dear many questions about the silly marching that the SAF is doing (dear's favourite part of the NDP is the march)
i asked dear why the ppl in the first row nvr turn their heads?
why the others must turn?
why got military police?
how do they know the commands in malay?
the commander shout so loud?
they all can hear ma?
the bullets in the guns are real?
wad are they shooting?
wad if the commander with the sword slashed the president by mistake?
wad is the sword thingy in front of the president for?
haahaa.. u can by now imagine the look on dear dear's face! haha.. dear dear was shaking his head. this gf of his is asking and asking like an inquisitive mouse.. heehee.. naughty me again..

right after the parade, we watched singapore idol.. haha.. so damn funny. especially the lemon tree guy.. its really interesting to watch singaporeans lidat.. dear and me enjoyed the show! thank u singapore idol!

after that i took a cab home as it was so late oredi.. then dear and me toked on the phone again when he was in camp and me at home... so sweet.. thank god i haf dear dear..

msg for dear: "thank u for being that wonderful guy who is always by my side. i need u when i'm happie, i need u when i'm sad, i need u when things go wrong, and i need u to guide me, hold my hand, and walk through this winding and rocky road wif me. i love u.. jul"

The Notebook

todae, i spent the whole dae with dear dear.. we went to watch The Notebook. it was a fabulous show i must say. i juz love it. so romantic and sweet. if my husband is like that the nxt time, i would be so touched.. wad a wonderful show. i love it!

after the movie, dear n me went to eat long john! hahaha. my long craving fish and clam chowder. i juz simply can't resist it!! so nice! hahaha.. satisfied my cravings. then after which went back to dear's house to slack. hehehe. its been a long time..

then at 7pm, watched the happy fish show. so stoopid show.waste my time watching. oso got no ending one. sianz...

dear sent me home afterwhich.. but there is one thing on my mind. dear rejected a mahjong session wif his friends todae. izzit becoz of me? is he really changing? aniwae, if it was really bcoz of me, thank u dear.. i'm aware of the sacrifices u made for me and i appreciate wad u are doing... juz 4 more months and we'll be going steady for 4 whole years! through all the fights and unhappiness, i still love u all the same, and it has never changed..

lastly, thanks for spending the day with me. i am very happy todae, coz i'm with you....

ta-ta..

It's Finally Over and Done With!!!!

whoa, i haven't been blogging for the past week.. so busy with my exams.. busy studying...

yay! yay! yay! i am over and done with my exams. so happie. the best thing is, i finally get to see dear dear after 1/2 a month. didn't meet dear dear for 1/2 a month due to my exams. hehe... so happie.. todae dear dear coming to my house coz its my grandpa's birthdae. hehe... can't wait to pig on the food man! hahaha.. sure got a lot of things to makan.

aiyo this liang ar.. tag me so many times... he damn sian then will come and li siao my blog. haiz.. haha..

aniwae, i heard a sad news this week. my secondary school teacher passed away.. was supposed to attend the wake, but due to my heavy exam schedule, i couldn't make it. haiz..

aniwae, gtg... blog later or tmr bah.. hee.. ta-ta..