we belong to 2 different worlds,
2 different characters,
2 different views,
2 different personalities,
2 different backgrounds...
however,
we met by fate,
thus, we cherished each other even more...
we enjoyed each other's company,
we loved each other...
i am grateful for the things you taught me,
the experiences you gave me...
fishing,
kite flying,
and so much more...
unfortunately, we are like 2 straight lines,
our thinking never meets...
but haf anyone told you?
straight lines do cut across each other...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 30, 2005
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Get Well Soon...
spent the whole day at NUH todae... accompanied dear to visit his grandma... reached around 1pm.... waited the whole day for her operation to end... started at 3pm, and finally at 8pm, she came around... reached home at around 9.40pm.. aniwae, glad that she is fine.. but still need time to recuperate.. that is basically how my saturday is spent...
nothing else happened.... juz that dear was so sweet to draw me a rose... A4 size.. and it had my name! when he gave it to me, i melted.... awww... thanks dear... nothing beats having a surprise like that....
love ya...
ta-ta...
nothing else happened.... juz that dear was so sweet to draw me a rose... A4 size.. and it had my name! when he gave it to me, i melted.... awww... thanks dear... nothing beats having a surprise like that....
love ya...
ta-ta...
Friday, May 27, 2005
TGIF...
haven't been updating my posts... been busy for the past few days... yesterday had no lecture.. so i intended to gif dear a surprise... i went to buy 2 lovable goldfishes.. and other equipment... and then i left it outside his house.... with a note.. and when i left, i scared other ppl will steal the fishes.. so called dear to go to his doorstep for his surprise... and coincidentally, my hp had no more batt.. so we din tok.. i was waiting for the bus to go home when i saw dear running towards me.. oh gosh! there goes my surprise... heee... and thereafter, dear told me that his grandma was in hospital after a fall... so i accompanied him to NUH to see his grandma.. we had dinner together, and i came home myself since dear was tired after watching the soccer match the nite before... wad a long journey! from buona vista to bedok.... slept all the way in the train...
todae was business day.... did alot of workouts and line dancing with the year 2's.. on the whole i enjoyed myself... but projects are on the way.. got my HR PBL todae... gotta start researching... and finding facts....
tonite gotta do tutorial... and gotta start working on my project....
lastly, i hate people talking behind my back...
ta-ta...
todae was business day.... did alot of workouts and line dancing with the year 2's.. on the whole i enjoyed myself... but projects are on the way.. got my HR PBL todae... gotta start researching... and finding facts....
tonite gotta do tutorial... and gotta start working on my project....
lastly, i hate people talking behind my back...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Headache...
having headache again... ate 6 panadols oredi since last nite.... and i'm still suffering... wonder wad's wrong... i can't stand it.... maybe i have a tumor? haa... oh well... even if i did, i wouldn't be scared...
having managerial accounting lecture at 2pm later.. i'm scared.... dun really like accounting... though i managed to pass accounting during my year 1 and my business finance in year 2... i juz hate number subjects... i prefer problem based learning... hee... in other words, i like tourism and HR more... heehee... after lecture got dance for business day after that... dunno wad time end school todae...
will blog when i get home....
ta-ta...
having managerial accounting lecture at 2pm later.. i'm scared.... dun really like accounting... though i managed to pass accounting during my year 1 and my business finance in year 2... i juz hate number subjects... i prefer problem based learning... hee... in other words, i like tourism and HR more... heehee... after lecture got dance for business day after that... dunno wad time end school todae...
will blog when i get home....
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Day 1 At School...
back to school todae... and i love it.... somehow got details of my project for event management.... think gotta spend alot of time figuring out wad to plan this project.. seems kinda hard... but the challenge is there... no presentations for event management... which i dun think its good, coz we got no chance to get marks from our presentation.. which means we muz work harder for the paper... looking forward to the many days ahead at school...
saw many new faces... the whole business canteen was filled with year 1's... wonder where the year 3's are... hee...
not much happened todae... i juz finished my event management tutorial... tutorial 1 is always kinda lame.... having a splitting headache... dunno why keep on having headaches... maybe i'm having a tumor... but then again... who cares?
as for dear, our relationship has taken a plunge... but we are still holding on... we'll work things out i suppose... i juz hope that he's happy, that's all i ask for...
right now, there's nothing more important than school.... relationship wise... i'll juz let nature take its own course.... like wad they always say, love cannot be forced... we'll juz see......
headache is killing jul jul.... anyone wanna sponsor panadols? tag me....
ta-ta...
saw many new faces... the whole business canteen was filled with year 1's... wonder where the year 3's are... hee...
not much happened todae... i juz finished my event management tutorial... tutorial 1 is always kinda lame.... having a splitting headache... dunno why keep on having headaches... maybe i'm having a tumor... but then again... who cares?
as for dear, our relationship has taken a plunge... but we are still holding on... we'll work things out i suppose... i juz hope that he's happy, that's all i ask for...
right now, there's nothing more important than school.... relationship wise... i'll juz let nature take its own course.... like wad they always say, love cannot be forced... we'll juz see......
headache is killing jul jul.... anyone wanna sponsor panadols? tag me....
ta-ta...
Monday, May 23, 2005
School Starts Tomorrow...
can't wait to go to school tomorrow and resume my status as a poly student.... sian with life at home...
guess dear is still sleeping bah? its oredi 1.47pm... he's not online, so i guess he's sleeping.. wonder why he's so tired lately.. aniwae, he'll be on his own... i'm going back to school... time apart is good for a relationship too... hope it does us good...
there's someone i'm particularly pissed with.. haven't start school oredi giving me problems.... damn... if i really am going to work with you this sem, you better watch out... making my blood boil liao.... you kan cheong spider, ms perfectionist (dun you know nothing is perfect in this world?), dominant fellow, autocratic rule doesn't work in this democracy world... don't you know that? incorrigible people will be condemned... and people have a right to express wad they feel... so dun push us too far, or you'll get nothing but a hell out from us! get it?
darn!
ta-ta....
guess dear is still sleeping bah? its oredi 1.47pm... he's not online, so i guess he's sleeping.. wonder why he's so tired lately.. aniwae, he'll be on his own... i'm going back to school... time apart is good for a relationship too... hope it does us good...
there's someone i'm particularly pissed with.. haven't start school oredi giving me problems.... damn... if i really am going to work with you this sem, you better watch out... making my blood boil liao.... you kan cheong spider, ms perfectionist (dun you know nothing is perfect in this world?), dominant fellow, autocratic rule doesn't work in this democracy world... don't you know that? incorrigible people will be condemned... and people have a right to express wad they feel... so dun push us too far, or you'll get nothing but a hell out from us! get it?
darn!
ta-ta....
Friday, May 20, 2005
Renovations...
having renovations at my house.. bad timing.. school going to reopen soon... i wanna pack everything back to my wardrobe by the time school reopens... erm... hopefully....
had drillings and dust all over my house... and my house is in a mess.. like refugee camp? haha... aniwae, they did quite alot todae... my wardrobe is more or less fixed.. except that they haven't placed the sliding doors.... nice~ nice~ i love my room even more now.. and even made a cupboard specially for my bags.... hee.. but now i really wonder if its enuff for my collection.. *oops* hee... i really pack and pack during the holidays to make it a cosy room.. had my notice board fixed, packed my stuff, threw away alot of rubbish and sold alot of stuff at cash converters... for money! heehee...
my parents, dear and i cleaned up the house when the contractors left... so dusty.. aniwae, thanks dear, for coming down to help.. sorry i had to trouble you... haiz.. another round of cleaning tomorrow...
have to visit the temple on sunday... its vesak day... but i think i'll be tired from all the renovations and packing... lucky still got holiday on monday... but i will still go to the temple... to pray for the new semester, my studies, for my parents, for dear, his health, his studies and hope he is always happie, and oso for everyone... i'm gonna be vegetarian on that day, like wad i do every year.... hmmm...
oh yah, watched the last episode of square pegs.. whoa lau.. wad a stoopid ending... sian man! waste my time catching the show...
hmm.. dear not back yet...
ta-ta...
had drillings and dust all over my house... and my house is in a mess.. like refugee camp? haha... aniwae, they did quite alot todae... my wardrobe is more or less fixed.. except that they haven't placed the sliding doors.... nice~ nice~ i love my room even more now.. and even made a cupboard specially for my bags.... hee.. but now i really wonder if its enuff for my collection.. *oops* hee... i really pack and pack during the holidays to make it a cosy room.. had my notice board fixed, packed my stuff, threw away alot of rubbish and sold alot of stuff at cash converters... for money! heehee...
my parents, dear and i cleaned up the house when the contractors left... so dusty.. aniwae, thanks dear, for coming down to help.. sorry i had to trouble you... haiz.. another round of cleaning tomorrow...
have to visit the temple on sunday... its vesak day... but i think i'll be tired from all the renovations and packing... lucky still got holiday on monday... but i will still go to the temple... to pray for the new semester, my studies, for my parents, for dear, his health, his studies and hope he is always happie, and oso for everyone... i'm gonna be vegetarian on that day, like wad i do every year.... hmmm...
oh yah, watched the last episode of square pegs.. whoa lau.. wad a stoopid ending... sian man! waste my time catching the show...
hmm.. dear not back yet...
ta-ta...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Wide Awake...
can't get to sleep last nite... dunno why... keep thinking about our past... and wondered why things turn out this way.... oh well... when i finally fell asleep, this morning, around 6 plus, some irritating person called.. and guess wad? its wrong number... i can't sleep after that...
its only 8.30am now.. i woke up at 8.15am.. there was no one at home... made coffee and read the papers.... and then got nothing much to do. maybe later pack abit of stuff.. can't wait for the renovations to start tomorrow... my house is in a mess.... but right now, i love my room, coz i pack until so nice... i'm kinda proud... haha.. except when jie jie comes home and makes a mess of it... that's the cons of sharing a room with your sibling... though i would love to have my own room, i guess i wouldn't wanna sleep alone.... its good to have jie jie around... hee... (^_^) and i'm sad we can't go new york together!! damn attachment... jie, we should have juz went to new york this holidays.... too bad... haiz.... aniwae, i placed a nice jar of colourful m&m's to cheer me up whenever i'm stressed or upset... coz i have a craving for chocolates.... but i hate it when my sisters steal my m&m's to eat for their own pleasure... hurts me so much... coz i'm kinda broke and m&m's are not cheap ok? at the rate they are eating... i have to replenish stock every week! anyway, thumbs up for the new star wars m&m's.... its dark chocolate! and the colours are so gothic.... dark chocolate is always the best! but all flavours of m&m's are nice... crispy, peanut, almond, peanut butter, plain, white chocolate, dark chocolate... hmm.. so nice....
i guess dear's sleeping bah? as usual.. aniwae, its only 8.40am... who would be awake rite? hope his eyes are alright liao... dear got driving later... be careful...
gonna get my new wardrobe tmr! can't wait! wee~
5 more days to school reopen.. heehee... counting down... yay! can't wait to start the new semester.... can't wait to get busy.... heehee.. later gonna get timetable liao.. hahaha... hmm.. wonder who is my careperson.... 1st week got APEL class liao... and then those silly tutors would make us play icebreaker again... haha.. even when we are so old liao, then will never stop playing icebreaker games.... but aniwae, there's only 2 classes for the HRM and tourism combination... of course we oredi know each other liao... haha... but the happiest thing is, mrs valerie tong is teaching me again! wee~~ but i'm gonna miss velly...
haven't brought my dearest lappy to challenger to load my free chinese star program... haiyo.... *lazy me*....
gonna mit up with my ite frens later! intending to go coffee club for coffee and chat.... but then i wonder if jolynn is sian... oredi working at coffee bean everyday... and then go coffee club??!?! hahahaha.... hmm.. see lar.. actually i like the red sofas there at citylink.. they seem so cosy... i can sit there the whole day... hee...
oh ya, gonna put the lyrics of my video here... enjoy~
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendored thing,
Can't deny the joy it brings,
A dozen roses,
Diamond rings,
Dreams for sale and fairy tales...
It'll make you hear a symphony,
And you just want the world to see,
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Now I was once a fool, it's true,
I played the game by all the rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue,
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too...
I swore I'd never love again,
I swore my heart would never mend,
Said love wasn't worth the pain,
But then I hear it call my name...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride...
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Every time I turn around,
I think I've got it all figured out,
My heart keeps calling,
And I keep on falling,
Over and over again...
This sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain,
It seems no matter what I do,
It tears my heart in two...
The trouble with love,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It's in your heart,
It's in your soul,
Doesn't care how fast you fall,
You won't get no control,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all,
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie...
kinda wad i'm feeling now too... hmm but aniwae, wadeva... love is complicated... dun wish to tok about it... gonna end here...
ta-ta...
its only 8.30am now.. i woke up at 8.15am.. there was no one at home... made coffee and read the papers.... and then got nothing much to do. maybe later pack abit of stuff.. can't wait for the renovations to start tomorrow... my house is in a mess.... but right now, i love my room, coz i pack until so nice... i'm kinda proud... haha.. except when jie jie comes home and makes a mess of it... that's the cons of sharing a room with your sibling... though i would love to have my own room, i guess i wouldn't wanna sleep alone.... its good to have jie jie around... hee... (^_^) and i'm sad we can't go new york together!! damn attachment... jie, we should have juz went to new york this holidays.... too bad... haiz.... aniwae, i placed a nice jar of colourful m&m's to cheer me up whenever i'm stressed or upset... coz i have a craving for chocolates.... but i hate it when my sisters steal my m&m's to eat for their own pleasure... hurts me so much... coz i'm kinda broke and m&m's are not cheap ok? at the rate they are eating... i have to replenish stock every week! anyway, thumbs up for the new star wars m&m's.... its dark chocolate! and the colours are so gothic.... dark chocolate is always the best! but all flavours of m&m's are nice... crispy, peanut, almond, peanut butter, plain, white chocolate, dark chocolate... hmm.. so nice....
i guess dear's sleeping bah? as usual.. aniwae, its only 8.40am... who would be awake rite? hope his eyes are alright liao... dear got driving later... be careful...
gonna get my new wardrobe tmr! can't wait! wee~
5 more days to school reopen.. heehee... counting down... yay! can't wait to start the new semester.... can't wait to get busy.... heehee.. later gonna get timetable liao.. hahaha... hmm.. wonder who is my careperson.... 1st week got APEL class liao... and then those silly tutors would make us play icebreaker again... haha.. even when we are so old liao, then will never stop playing icebreaker games.... but aniwae, there's only 2 classes for the HRM and tourism combination... of course we oredi know each other liao... haha... but the happiest thing is, mrs valerie tong is teaching me again! wee~~ but i'm gonna miss velly...
haven't brought my dearest lappy to challenger to load my free chinese star program... haiyo.... *lazy me*....
gonna mit up with my ite frens later! intending to go coffee club for coffee and chat.... but then i wonder if jolynn is sian... oredi working at coffee bean everyday... and then go coffee club??!?! hahahaha.... hmm.. see lar.. actually i like the red sofas there at citylink.. they seem so cosy... i can sit there the whole day... hee...
oh ya, gonna put the lyrics of my video here... enjoy~
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendored thing,
Can't deny the joy it brings,
A dozen roses,
Diamond rings,
Dreams for sale and fairy tales...
It'll make you hear a symphony,
And you just want the world to see,
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Now I was once a fool, it's true,
I played the game by all the rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue,
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too...
I swore I'd never love again,
I swore my heart would never mend,
Said love wasn't worth the pain,
But then I hear it call my name...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride...
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Every time I turn around,
I think I've got it all figured out,
My heart keeps calling,
And I keep on falling,
Over and over again...
This sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain,
It seems no matter what I do,
It tears my heart in two...
The trouble with love,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It's in your heart,
It's in your soul,
Doesn't care how fast you fall,
You won't get no control,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all,
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie...
kinda wad i'm feeling now too... hmm but aniwae, wadeva... love is complicated... dun wish to tok about it... gonna end here...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Home Alone...
thot of going to the mall for a walk todae. but ended up staying at home... hate being alone.... wanted to watch madagascar but haven't open yet. haiz... dear went fishing with bryan, and then after that they went for soccer match. he's not home yet.... hmmm.... that's why i got no programs for the day.... didn't do much todae.. juz watched tv and help my little sis with her projects...
6 more days to sch reopen... can't wait... gonna get my timetable tmr, wonder how its like.... aniwae, got my class liao. i'm in 3B03.... same as liang and jan.. hehe... velly and jiayi is in the other class.. gonna miss them...
watched square pegs... the 7pm show on channel 8... so poor thing... loving someone is so difficult... and so painful...
oh ya, like the 9pm show on channel 8 too... zero to hero.. if i'm not wrong... shows life after death.. but izzit true? its so high tech in the other world?? haha.. hmm.. aniwae, watched the show and really make me see how gambling can do you in.. even a person's death cannot stop a gambler from gambling... no matter wad it is, 4D, mahjong.... especially when he says he would quit.. it would never be true... a gambler will never stop gambling....
channel u's show at 10pm... golden faith is oso nice... but then, got such a nice guy, with a nice heart, rich and handsome? really got such ppl exist meh?? and he loves like nobody's business... sabrina, then tianlan... can say love means love one meh? even if its not someone u love? they always make it so easy in shows.... oh well....
oh ya, changed my video to the old one.. kelly clarkson's - the trouble with love is... suddenly feel like listening.... hehe.... i like the music video, coz it has the love acutally clips.... miss that show... awww... its still my favourite.... hehe...
wanna watch desperate housewives vcd later...
ta-ta....
6 more days to sch reopen... can't wait... gonna get my timetable tmr, wonder how its like.... aniwae, got my class liao. i'm in 3B03.... same as liang and jan.. hehe... velly and jiayi is in the other class.. gonna miss them...
watched square pegs... the 7pm show on channel 8... so poor thing... loving someone is so difficult... and so painful...
oh ya, like the 9pm show on channel 8 too... zero to hero.. if i'm not wrong... shows life after death.. but izzit true? its so high tech in the other world?? haha.. hmm.. aniwae, watched the show and really make me see how gambling can do you in.. even a person's death cannot stop a gambler from gambling... no matter wad it is, 4D, mahjong.... especially when he says he would quit.. it would never be true... a gambler will never stop gambling....
channel u's show at 10pm... golden faith is oso nice... but then, got such a nice guy, with a nice heart, rich and handsome? really got such ppl exist meh?? and he loves like nobody's business... sabrina, then tianlan... can say love means love one meh? even if its not someone u love? they always make it so easy in shows.... oh well....
oh ya, changed my video to the old one.. kelly clarkson's - the trouble with love is... suddenly feel like listening.... hehe.... i like the music video, coz it has the love acutally clips.... miss that show... awww... its still my favourite.... hehe...
wanna watch desperate housewives vcd later...
ta-ta....
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Bored...
not meeting the rest tomorrow coz our dance steps are almost there... so we dun need so much practice... feel down coz of some little things that happened. occupied myself by packing my room... its spick and span now... quite happie with it, but still dun feel as good...
hmm.... feel like going to the dog farm. but i'm not sure if they accept visitors or wadsoeva... read sharon's blog... said she went sentosa with her bf... *so envious* and i read that they caught sea horses?!?! haha...
i'm not in the mood to blog...
will stop here...
ta-ta...
hmm.... feel like going to the dog farm. but i'm not sure if they accept visitors or wadsoeva... read sharon's blog... said she went sentosa with her bf... *so envious* and i read that they caught sea horses?!?! haha...
i'm not in the mood to blog...
will stop here...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 16, 2005
Wee~
gonna mit up with all my friends tomorrow... and we are gonna do the line dance again! haha... going to velly's house to practice our line dance... mrs tong requested us to do the dance again for business day on the 27th of may. muz teach the year 2's the steps... and oso the business interest group organizing committee.... haha.. guess it muz have left a deep impression on her. we did enjoy ourselves during the last sem when we were presenting it for our human resource project... hehe... and we got good grades! can't wait to get busy with school again... then at least dear and i wun get chances to argue so much too....
aniwae, i met dear todae... went to cash converters to sell my samsung laser printer and other stuff.. earned quite a pile. haha... i never knew there was so much "fortune" in my house.. haha... now that we are gonna renovate part of the house, then i realised that i kept so much rubbish, for the longest time...
spent the whole day with dear... so happie... we were so tired when we came back from cash converters... we slept like piggies.. hehe....
oh yah, dear, thanks for fixing up the notice board in my room for me.... it was real sweet... and i'm so happie that i finally got it done... hee... and lastly, thanks for spending the day with me....
ta-ta...
aniwae, i met dear todae... went to cash converters to sell my samsung laser printer and other stuff.. earned quite a pile. haha... i never knew there was so much "fortune" in my house.. haha... now that we are gonna renovate part of the house, then i realised that i kept so much rubbish, for the longest time...
spent the whole day with dear... so happie... we were so tired when we came back from cash converters... we slept like piggies.. hehe....
oh yah, dear, thanks for fixing up the notice board in my room for me.... it was real sweet... and i'm so happie that i finally got it done... hee... and lastly, thanks for spending the day with me....
ta-ta...
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Slow....
darn! when is tp gonna give us our timetable? gonna open school liao. and we dun even know our class? and subjects? and timetable? aiyo.. wad is this fast system man? its not fast at all...
ta-ta...
ta-ta...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Chou Chou & Brownie...
at dear's house now.. he's sleeping soundly....
todae is our 4 and 1/2 years of our relationship... been thru many rough patches lately. and i dunno wad made us hang on... maybe its the love. but i wonder why fate brought us together since we are so different, be it personality or character, dear and me are poles apart.. nevertheless, i never regretted meeting him, though we have our different views and thinking but he was the one that made me life beautiful. we're still working things out. and i hope things would turn out well....
aniwae, took some pics of my favourite teddy bear, chou chou... went to ikea with dear todae, and he bought me another teddy bear. its the same as chou chou, but he's in a darker brown colour. thanks dear... now i got 2 favourite teddy bears... aniwae, decided to name my new teddy, brownie...
chou chou watching tv with dear and me...
brownie & chou chou
brownie & chou chou take two
*twins*
boo!
happie 54th month dear...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Jul Jul Is S.i.c.k
the flu didn't go away yesterday. it came back last nite. and i couldn't sleep.
1.30am:
feeling down... was lying on my bed, getting ready to tuck in bed sleep. couldn't sleep... been thinking about our past... the happy times... starting to sneeze...
2.30am:
been sneezing for over an hour, and it is getting worst. felt unhappy. woke up and grabbed my container of m&m's dark chocolate and ate. hoping it would make me a little happier. ate a few of them... but my flu didn't go away.
(i must have been crazy rite? eating chocolates on my bed in the wee hours of the morning?!?!)
3.00am:
still awake and sneezing... trying to sleep... but nose is blocked... throat is painful and sore... felt horrible...
8.30am:
woke up suddenly, saw it was still early, went back to sleep... flu subsided but still didn't go away...
11.56am:
woke up... lay in bed... thinking of wad happened last nite... felt sore... maybe becoz of flu... ears are blocked...
been dying to blog... dunno why... maybe its the only thing i can depend on to talk to... or maybe i juz needed time alone... gonna stay home todae...
came online... shar asked me for the second time for dinner tomorrow... fizil would be joining us too and i think i haven't tok to him for ages... haa... and annabelle is back from canada oredi... shar told me she cut her hair short... wonder how she looks like. velly asked me if i was free anyday from friday to sunday... wanna ask me go city harvest... tracy msn me to tell me that jolynn is free next week, so we'd probably meet up with her and keh sheng next week... grace and ali is still planning for a time to meet... i didn't accept any of the invitations... i dunno why... maybe coz i juz wanted to be alone for the time being...
feel sick... juz now my ears went blocked... eeks... i can't hear... haa... felt like snuggling up in your arms and sleep... but then again.. i didn't feel like it... i needed some time to be alone...
thot wanted to go jogging todae. but i am sick. didn't think it was a good idea... wanted to go to the mall to walk alone... and felt like going to the library to read... even thot of going to the beach to sit by the waves... ended up staying at home...
haf to pack the cupboard so that the contractor can tear them out and place the new ones... but i'm scared to open the drawer coz there are so many memories in my drawer... your letters, your gifts...
13 more days to school reopen... i'm glad... can't wait... i dowan to stay home anymore...
ta-ta...
1.30am:
feeling down... was lying on my bed, getting ready to tuck in bed sleep. couldn't sleep... been thinking about our past... the happy times... starting to sneeze...
2.30am:
been sneezing for over an hour, and it is getting worst. felt unhappy. woke up and grabbed my container of m&m's dark chocolate and ate. hoping it would make me a little happier. ate a few of them... but my flu didn't go away.
(i must have been crazy rite? eating chocolates on my bed in the wee hours of the morning?!?!)
3.00am:
still awake and sneezing... trying to sleep... but nose is blocked... throat is painful and sore... felt horrible...
8.30am:
woke up suddenly, saw it was still early, went back to sleep... flu subsided but still didn't go away...
11.56am:
woke up... lay in bed... thinking of wad happened last nite... felt sore... maybe becoz of flu... ears are blocked...
been dying to blog... dunno why... maybe its the only thing i can depend on to talk to... or maybe i juz needed time alone... gonna stay home todae...
came online... shar asked me for the second time for dinner tomorrow... fizil would be joining us too and i think i haven't tok to him for ages... haa... and annabelle is back from canada oredi... shar told me she cut her hair short... wonder how she looks like. velly asked me if i was free anyday from friday to sunday... wanna ask me go city harvest... tracy msn me to tell me that jolynn is free next week, so we'd probably meet up with her and keh sheng next week... grace and ali is still planning for a time to meet... i didn't accept any of the invitations... i dunno why... maybe coz i juz wanted to be alone for the time being...
feel sick... juz now my ears went blocked... eeks... i can't hear... haa... felt like snuggling up in your arms and sleep... but then again.. i didn't feel like it... i needed some time to be alone...
thot wanted to go jogging todae. but i am sick. didn't think it was a good idea... wanted to go to the mall to walk alone... and felt like going to the library to read... even thot of going to the beach to sit by the waves... ended up staying at home...
haf to pack the cupboard so that the contractor can tear them out and place the new ones... but i'm scared to open the drawer coz there are so many memories in my drawer... your letters, your gifts...
13 more days to school reopen... i'm glad... can't wait... i dowan to stay home anymore...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Out Of This Place?
had horrible flu this morning. it muz have been the weather. it was raining cats and dogs, and i still went to bathe. siao rite? think i caught a flu... gosh! and while i was brushing my teeth, the toothbrush knocked my ulcer in my gum! and it bled! u can imagine the pain! sway day lar... was hating myself for hurting myself.
been going through a tough period lately... and my sis asked me if i wanted to join her on a holiday... yeah, indeed i feel like.. juz wanna get out of this place... maybe distance will do us good? wanted to quickly get out of this place. i immediately said "ok! when?" but jie jie got work commitments and she can only take leave after my holidays. i was utterly disappointed.. so i guess i can only go during my next holidays. thot of new york.. but we are thinking of other options too... i need a getaway. the holidays at home are driving me nuts... tv has nothing, computer has nothing... my life is so empty...
chatted with liang on msn... and i realised i missed school and my close friends.. been missing out meeting up with them and i really hope that these 2 weeks fly past me, coz i miss school. staying at home only means more quarrelling... but liang told me something which i thot was true "do we need distance to get closer?"
realised that a relationship is so hard to maintain becoz,
its about 2 people,
its about 2 person's feelings,
its about commitment from 2 people,
its about understanding how the other person feels,
its about realising your partner's flaws,
its about character,
its about making sacrifices,
its about tolerating,
its about not asking for anything in return,
its about willingness,
its not all about loving the person itself...
love is complicated...
ta-ta...
been going through a tough period lately... and my sis asked me if i wanted to join her on a holiday... yeah, indeed i feel like.. juz wanna get out of this place... maybe distance will do us good? wanted to quickly get out of this place. i immediately said "ok! when?" but jie jie got work commitments and she can only take leave after my holidays. i was utterly disappointed.. so i guess i can only go during my next holidays. thot of new york.. but we are thinking of other options too... i need a getaway. the holidays at home are driving me nuts... tv has nothing, computer has nothing... my life is so empty...
chatted with liang on msn... and i realised i missed school and my close friends.. been missing out meeting up with them and i really hope that these 2 weeks fly past me, coz i miss school. staying at home only means more quarrelling... but liang told me something which i thot was true "do we need distance to get closer?"
realised that a relationship is so hard to maintain becoz,
its about 2 people,
its about 2 person's feelings,
its about commitment from 2 people,
its about understanding how the other person feels,
its about realising your partner's flaws,
its about character,
its about making sacrifices,
its about tolerating,
its about not asking for anything in return,
its about willingness,
its not all about loving the person itself...
love is complicated...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 09, 2005
Basketball
met up with dear todae. we went to play basketball. hee.. my arms are aching from the shooting of balls. but i enjoyed myself.. glad that at least i got exercise a little. thot of going jogging tomorrow. but i'm not sure.. we'll see....
aniwae, juz wanna thank dear for spending alot of time with me. school is gonna reopen liao. and i'm excited and scared... excited coz i finally can get to go school instead of doing nothing aimlessly at home. scared becoz i am afraid that i can't cope thru my senior year... hmm...
ta-ta...
aniwae, juz wanna thank dear for spending alot of time with me. school is gonna reopen liao. and i'm excited and scared... excited coz i finally can get to go school instead of doing nothing aimlessly at home. scared becoz i am afraid that i can't cope thru my senior year... hmm...
ta-ta...
Sunday, May 08, 2005
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Friday, May 06, 2005
Juz Dear & Me...
its raining now.. dear's sleeping soundly on my bed... i've been spending every single day with him, and i'm so happie... its been so long since we spent almost everyday together... we've been meeting up for 3 days in a row liao... dear's been coming to my house everyday, to tutor my little sis... we went jogging in the morning todae... then went for lunch together. i guess he muz be exhausted from the exercise and waking up early todae. dear, i really appreciate wad u do, travelling to and fro, tutoring my sis, accompanying me and jogging together...
dear, thank you, for loving me...without you, i'm nothing...
ta-ta...
dear, thank you, for loving me...without you, i'm nothing...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
PMS...
argghh... its the time of the month. its here.. hmm... but thank god i'm not throwing my temper... juz feeling crampy...
dear came over to tampines to meet me after his driving lessons. we went to eat, then went back to my place.. watched the tv. and basically juz slacked the whole day.
dear gave my little sis tuition in the evening... appreciate it alot. and moreover we stay so far apart... he had to go home so late coz of tuition. thanks dear... my mum's getting good impression of you. hee... aniwae, i'm very glad to be able to spend the day with you.
basically its juz lidat. and i'm glad that i got a good lot at the temple for you that day. juz want you to be happy, safe and well...
ta-ta...
dear came over to tampines to meet me after his driving lessons. we went to eat, then went back to my place.. watched the tv. and basically juz slacked the whole day.
dear gave my little sis tuition in the evening... appreciate it alot. and moreover we stay so far apart... he had to go home so late coz of tuition. thanks dear... my mum's getting good impression of you. hee... aniwae, i'm very glad to be able to spend the day with you.
basically its juz lidat. and i'm glad that i got a good lot at the temple for you that day. juz want you to be happy, safe and well...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Happie 57th Month...
i'm sick rite now.. having a splitting headache... didn't have enuff slp. went back to school todae for mentor training. but didn't complete it. decided to back out in the end. too much stuff to do. didn't want that commitment. went out with liang, jan and velly. its been a long time since we met and i think its wonderful to meet up again.
aniwae, happy 57th month dear. we've known each other for so long liao. 4 years and 9 months have passed us by lidat and i'm still very happy being with you. its been my pleasure being your girl and my life has never been better. it was you, that made a difference.
wanna go rest...
ta-ta...
aniwae, happy 57th month dear. we've known each other for so long liao. 4 years and 9 months have passed us by lidat and i'm still very happy being with you. its been my pleasure being your girl and my life has never been better. it was you, that made a difference.
wanna go rest...
ta-ta...
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