Hamster Babies

pics of dear's hamster's babies. they've opened their eyes on friday night. cute little small things.

feeling pretty tired right now. exhausted in fact, though i didn't do anything much. whahaha. maybe the thought of having a presentation at school on wednesday juz puts me off. though i should have been used to business presentations from tp, but the feeling juz ain't right.

so after todae, i'm going to see lesser and lesser of dear now. our dates on saturdays and sundays have been down to only one day per week. it dosen't help that we're staying so far apart from each other. a little upset that things went about this way, but life still goes on though things have changed.

dear: u come online come and give me my project stuff ok? they're all in ur lappy and i'm waiting for you! faster faster~

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Second Entry

juz did a little of my project. haiz... its gonna be a long journey~ but aniwae, that's all for todae. and to my OTD groupmates, please contact me k. lets get the ass up and do some work... i need a meeting badly.

aniwae, tubby's baby is up for adoption. the only one who's black-brownish. i can't put it up on yahoo auctions because no livestock is allowed. hence the adoption taking place here, which i know little people are interested, but juz trying my luck lar.

i love her. but if not for the space, and daddy's naggings, i would keep her. but aniwae, she's one adorable little girl. very curious in fact. if you can see, the grilles of the cage on the right is rusty, because of her constant biting and wanting to pick fights with pixie in between the grilles! so then, i put up an opaque seperator.

oh yah, and the pic taken by my new sony ericsson 3.2 megapixel camera. click on the pic to see wad i mean. its damn clear lor! pardon me for repeating, i'm juz oh-so proud of my phone. so juz let me be.

listening to "first love" compilation by class 95. dear bought the CD for me, i think about 4 or 5 years ago. then alot of thoughts and memories came flowing back... those "hong hong lie lie de ai" if you know wad i mean. haaa... but then again, why do gurls always expect everlasting love? i'm a gurl, but i oso dunno leh...

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Off Day

school's out todae! hee.. but i'm supposed to be staying home to do project's draft... later bah i guess.

was looking at my organizer, and its juz 2 more weeks to the reconstruction of my teeth. then i had this thought last nite. wouldn't i have difficulty feasting on chinese new year goodies? damn! told mummy about it. her reply was, in dialect... "si beh yao gui leh" haahaa... who can resist the calling of bak kwa, pineapple tarts, glorious "kueh ji" and those straight-lined kuey lapis? moreover its the pig's year! another reason to feast!

alicia: i know you are busy, hence i did not wanna bother you. but call me when you are free ok? i need someone to talk to. thanks.

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My Sony Ericsson K800i

woo~ i skipped blogging... haa.. aniwae, i'm back...

my sony ericsson k800i arrived yesterday! happie happie. happie with everything. the functions, the colour, the screen, the sound, the cool 3.2 mega pixel camera and basically juz the look! highly recommended phone. very hot! until must wait for the stock to arrive. get one now todae!

school has been in a total new light lately. my lecturer has been different from the rest. she's very "audience-orientated". always wants to hear from the floor and basically involve us in the lecture. i have no idea whether its good or bad. haha. but aniwae, i survived and have been a good gurl listening attentively.

burnt a hole in my atm card todae. bought a text for $45! read properly... its A text. one only! arrgghh! there goes the bucks. cannot dun buy oso, coz there's an open book examination. so cunning...

nothing much happened lately. so there's nothing much to blog. till then!

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Monday Blues

i'm not well (-_-)" feeling giddy, dizzy, or wadeva u call it...

i am a little restless girl todae. i didn't pay attention during my leadership mgmt lecture and i left early, with my buddies of course. headed to plaza's mac for lunch and supposingly to use their wireless connection to do project and have free flow of drinks. but being restless, or rather efficient the previous day, we ended our meeting in less than 1/2 an hour.

went to dig cheap clothes with the gurls and then headed home. wanted to pop by dear's place, but it was way too early, moreover, i wanted to catch my must-watch show! home decor survivor on channel 8. and i'm not sure if he wanted to see me... hee... so i decided to head home instead.

now, i'm tired.

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Tarot Cards

can't believe i'm posting my second entry of the day so soon. aniwae, was randomly surfing the net becoz i was too bored and i found this tarot cards test. so juz took it for fun. here's the results...

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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Gadgets

another boring sunday. feeling totally uneasy and i have no idea why. i'm not exactly happie this weekend. so i'm juz hoping that tomorrow comes quicker so that i can immerse myself in schoolwork.

the weekend has been totally horribly boring. my eyelids have been twitching and i feel so insecure. like... wad's gonna happen man?

the only thing that i can look forward to this week is my new sony ericsson mobile. and since i'm very free, for those who dunno which model, this is my soon-to-be phone.

ok lar, dun hiam ok... i know the pic's abit crooked.

everyone's going excited about the new iphone by apple. bedazzled by it! take a look!

pics from apple site...

cool lor, but its going to be launched in the US next month. by the time it comes to us? i think it'll be end of the year. and i'm sure it'll be costly. a little too advanced for me though. i need time to adjust to such high tech gadgets. hahaha...

the weather has been totally unlike for january isn't it? but i guess most people are happie about the weather as they can tug their pretty sweaters and jackets. but i hate it when my birkies are drenched! no sun! how to dry? if tomorrow's gonna rain again, i'm gonna put on my havaianias i swear! plus, carrying a brolly out is juz a no-no option for me.

was reading cleo, and the heading goes like this "SKILLS ALL MEN WISH YOU KNEW". it got me interested. as i read, i began to wonder if its true. here goes the list...

1. how to put up a tent
2. how to make a tantalising steak sandwich
3. how to assemble furniture
4. how to do a one arm push-up
5. how to make a killer cocktail

wad sia? i'm not even sure if i can do some of the above, not to say all. but do men really want us to know all these? my reasons are simple...

1. do we really need a tent? if yes, how often do we sleep in a tent aniwae?
2. there's always carl's jr
3. we pay men to do that
4. one arm push up for wad?
5. cocktails are expensive, still want to buy and make?

and lastly, wad are men for then? haa... aniwae, its juz for thoughts.

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Doggies

i didn't blog earlier becoz i dun feel like it. i'm feeling as down as the weather. reason wise, i dunno why either. my mood has been like the weather, cold and down.

didn't meet dear todae coz he's supposed to be recalled back. but SAF didn't mobilize him. so in any case, we wasted one of our dating days, and i guess tomorrow's fate would be the same as todae. some things are juz not in the control of our hands. plus, it didn't help that we have lesser and lesser time together now that both our school have commenced. timetable clashes and other stuff... blah blah blah...

i didn't go out either. in any case, my new phone is on the way oredi. sponsored by my parents of course. not buying purposely, since i juz changed to my N70 only, but becoz my dad's corporate mobile contract with all 3 lines is up. my parents got matching couple phones. they very hiao lar. they got the nokia 3G 6233 music edition phone wor. they trying very hard to be hip la. both have same wallpapers, ringtone and basically everything they oso want to be same. how much love do they have for each other sia? as for me, i'm getting the sony ericsson K800i recommended by alot of people. plus, it was said that it doesn't hang as often as nokia, or have any auto shut down thingy. i liked the brown, but something in me juz told me to take the black instead. so i made a reservation, since its currently out of stock.

i have pics from friday too... went to vivo with my pals. my second time at pet safari there. cutie little dogs that melt your heart... erm, except for the british bulldog.

curious pugs

corgi

sad and lonely british bulldog

adorable toy poodle

gotta weak stomach...

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Tired

tired. i juz feel freaking tired though i only have a morning class todae. and i was a little off track...

firstly, yeah, i forgot to set my alarm last nite. but i thot i remembered i did? maybe i was oredi in my dreams. and so... i was nearly late for school, but thankfully, i wasn't.

secondly, school ain't that good. hate soft spoken lecturers who think they speak like loud hailers and refuse to use the microphone. plus australian accent doesn't help when everyone speaks with a slang here.

thirdly, i read the course information. it states "open book examination". happie like shit. then the lecturer said "its a printing error, it's a close book examination". damn...

tomorrow i'm having the same subject, plus a very long day. how good can it be?

RAR!

Back To School

its back to school tomorrow. back to being an undergraduate. no more slacking oredi. siao man... i dun think i can handle it. haha. but thank god, i'm free from econs and subjects that have something to do with numbers. i'm seriously bad at those, and i seriously think the calculator is one of the greatest invention.

been preparing for school, printing course information, clearing my stuff to make way for new notes, packing my bag.... blah blah blah...

my little buttonose left me yesterday. gave her to velly. though i felt a little sad after she left, clearing her cage, but i guess, she's off to a better place? i know velly will take good care of her. her new name now is "mini".

so aniwae, other than that, dear's hammie gave birth to 6 litters yersterday morning. juz as i thought. told him she'll deliver soon, but he said she wun until a week later. hmph, he juz doesn't trust the professional! bleah!

school has yet to commence, and i oredi have a list of stuff to buy! so, somehow, i'm glad that chinese new year is around the corner.

- my supply of contact lenses
- new battery for lappy

erm... this two oredi cost me some part of my allowance liao...

have decided to put on braces liao... juz booked my appointment. but my dentist is so hot lar. haha. apparently he's fully booked for this month, so my turn would be in february. hee... i can't wait to have straight teeth!

rain rain plitter platter!

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Ice Monster

went to catch night at the museum todae with dear. haha. funny like hell. and we basically juz spent the day around bugis.

dear brought me to eat ice monster at bugis todae. its near burlington square and the bencoolen. around sim lim that area. i tell u, they serve goodie goodie dessert. of course, mango being their speciality. whoa, very fresh and nice... click on the link to see more of their desserts.

aniwae, this was wad we had. fresh fruits mix with mango sherbert and milk. yummy!

and dear's very sweet todae! he sent me home in a cab sponsored by him becoz i wasn't really feeling well and was damn sleepy. thanks dear! hee...

dear: good luck on your first day of attachment tomorrow. hope everything goes smoothly for you (^_^)

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New Year New Stuff

okay, its 6 days into 2007. did some new stuff to change my life...

i went for my first eyebrow shaping. to be precise, its eyebrow threadding. decided to give it a try with jiayi. the shop is damn good and cheap. the surroundings looks ex lor! its at little india. called rupini's. $5 only! it's only a minute long, and not that painful. and you get cleanly shaped brows. worth the bucks and time.

visited my dentist todae to clean my teeth. and somehow, 70% of me is ready to wear braces. to get rid of my two front teeth. costs about $2k. time about 1 and 1/2 to 2 years. no tooth extraction needed for me, so its a relief. plus, i only need to wear it on the upper row of my teeth, coz my dentist said my lower teeth is straight enuff. he told me to think about it first. mummy's sponsoring this whole course. so the rest is up to me. somehow, i think i'll go for it lar. why not rite? haa...

aniwae, dear's hammie is pregnant. haha. of course diagnosed by me! i'm 90% sure its conceiving. juz when i thot the husband was gay. haha.

hmmm and to end it all off, i hope i'll do better this semester... work harder, and be smarter. hee...

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The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises;
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
But still I don't know why
No I don't know why
Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

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The Good And The Bad

dear's on his way home now... he's been sweet enuff to meet me at tampines for quite a few days lately, juz becoz i was bored and juz wanted to leave home for a breather, and so i appreciate it alot...

aniwae, we headed to G2000 to get dear's attachment clothes. great discounts they have now. as much as 50% on pants, shirts, etc... thing is, he was indecisive on wad to get, coz he juz hate choosing clothes... so in the end, i decided everything for him. all he said was "is it ok? if you think its ok, then ok." haa...

i dunno why, i can't stand my father lately. he's been very unreasonable and very petty. i dunno how to explain lar. its been hell of a time staying at home. but thank god, dear was here todae, so it wasn't so bad. you know old people, sometimes they are in the wrong, but you die die juz can't say them lar, why? becoz they eat salt more than you eat rice. very wad one leh actually. its juz not fair. and his thinking very old-fashioned. very conservative. sometimes i wish i had so much more freedom, juz like other gals. i'm oredi 23, and going on 24 this year, but i still feel like i'm a lady, trapped in a little girl's time. if you get wad i mean lar. haiz. juz go out later than usual with my galfriends and msges come flowing in "where are you?", "why not back yet?" and stuff like that. hate it hate it hate it seriously. sometimes very paiseh oso, especially when you are out with friends.

unhappie stuff aside, i'm supposed to go to sentosa tomorrow. but i guess its gonna be called off. becoz jiayi and me have to head down to school... i forgot to pay my membership fees lar. and plus she got some other stuff to settle. belle's reaction was "huh?! but i wanna go sentosa!" heh... nevertheless, we're still gonna meet up and chill... and i think shar is goin too! haha.. big PIGS reunion!

and, i strongly recommend this CD...

U2 18 singles. really good songs i tell you. worth the buy. you'll love it. of course, i have the CD, with compliments from jie jie... heh heh... go check it out! dun be ulu!

and of course, for people with spare cash... check this CD out too!

james morrison's undiscovered. go, discover him!

realised that i haven't been keeping up with the morning express on class 95, ever since the holidays started. i guess when school starts, i'll need glenn and the flying dutchman's company every morning on the boring journey to the very faraway school... the cranky jokes and classy songs... of course, from the very classy class 95!

will be stopping here for todae. nitez!

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Pixie

pixie bit me todae. i guess i scared her. she never bit me before. but always allowed me to cuddle her. was arranging her bedding and i guess i was too rough. my finger is pierced with two of her tiny teeth marks. there was blood. painful initially, but not anymore. i never blamed her aniwae.

her daughters have been fighting, even though there's a divider between them. of course the divider is not fully blocked. its like a grill sort of thingy. so they can still fight in between the gaps. my poor little button-nose got injured again todae. so many times, bitten by the other one. (i call her button-nose coz her nose was injured by the other hammie and she's got a blood clotted nose now, which makes her extra cute). so i transferred pixie with her daughter. and button-nose to pixie's cage. surprisingly, pixie and her daughter didn't fight. they kept smelling each other, slept next to each other, with of course, the divider dividing them apart. hamsters are so weird. or maybe, its juz mother's instinct.

school starts for most people todae. and many thot todae is my first day of school too. no lar, i start school next wednesday. so if wanna meet, do it within this week ok? its luo luo's first day at secondary school though. then thinking back, i miss secondary school. one of the best moments of my life.

belle called me todae, with the usual "sentosa jul!" haa... she's been back for nearly 2 months, but i have yet to see her. so aniwae, programmes are planning up... hee...

alicia msged me right after belle. haa... that vain girl went to the mall for rebonding... oops! heehee...

i wanted to walk to the mall, head to the bank, get some sweet beans for my hammies, but i'm juz plain lazy lar. but since alicia is there, maybe i can consider. but rebonding takes like 4 to 5 hours. so i guess, it'll be late when she's done.

and can i ask why doesn't singtel carry the N70 music edition? seems that you can only get it at nokia. why ar? very wad leh.

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Ikea Tampines Again~

i was off to ikea tampines again todae with mummy, luo luo and dear. bought storage for my uni notes and books. dear was here to help me with the packing. thank you... mummy bot the hotdogs that they sell in ikea for a dollar. frozen ones of course, available at the ikea supermarket. plus she got 1kg of ikea's famous swedish meatballs, frozen. we bot the gravy too. i came back and became the chef. very nice ar! heh heh... but i juz forgot to take pics lar.

dear was over at my place. loaded an old jacky cheung's song - ta lai ting wo de yan chang hui into my media player. this was what happened.

dear: u listen this song very nice one.

me: i got listen, but i dun understand.

dear: haiyo.

me: u find lyrics online for me lar.

(dear went to find lyrics for me)

dear: you know how to read chinese meh?

me: hmph..

(i was listening and reading the lyrics, but some words i dunno lar)

me: i still dun understand leh.

dear: blah blah blah.... (explaining to me the song)

me: wad? i still dun get it.

dear: (gives up) go and see youtube lar. visual one then you understand.

(dear went to find the music video for the song, and so i watched the whole of it)

dear: i think you still dun understand lar.

me: i know! i know! i know liao. but you always tell me "its only a show" wad...

haa.. can't believe there's a sentimental side of this guy. maybe he is, but he juz doesn't show it to me. aniwae, the video is a sad one. so is the song.

i need to get down to get ready for school. i'm not mentally prepared. help!

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JAGS Stayover

blogger's still a little crazy lately. sometimes working well, sometimes, i can't even load my blog. i guess its still recovering from the earthquake thingy.

stayed over at alicia's place on friday with grace. unbelievable but true, we played scrabble till 4.30 am in the morning. i know i know, you all are probably rolling your eyes now... aniwae, we formed our masterpiece together. see?

i'd dunno what i'd do without them...

aniwae, new blogskin... got down to change it after i've been feeling down. so thot i'd juz occupy myself for the whole day doing it. been looking for something simple, but not pink. i liked my previous one, but it seems to pinky and girly. not my type. now that i've got this maroon one. heh... and i changed the song in my music box too. so enjoy~

happie 2007... erm... nothing to be happie about actually. it didn't start off really smoothly. nevertheless, i dun wish to talk about it anymore.

was watching tv juz now. the girl said something like that to her ex-husband: "no matter how great the love and passion is, it will still fade with time. didn't you used to love me too? look at us now."

whoa, set me thinking. true lar. but then i watched another serial, the guy and girl fighting for their dear lives to be together.

then again, life is so vulnerable. but on the other hand, wadeva lar... there's so much more than love itself. its hard to let go i guess, but life goes on... you still have to eat, still have to sleep, still have to shit...

i'm a little tempremental lately. time of the month lar. its coming i know. haiz.. i feel irritated and upset easily. sheesh...

next month is chinese new year leh. unbelievable but true lar. haa.. its oredi january wad... money money coming...

school's starting next week. haiz...

ok lar. ending here liao. this is a crappy entry... hee...

hope everyone have a smooth 2007...

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grace: thanks for picking up my call during my most vulnerable moment. thank you for being there for me even though you were extremely busy. though u didn't return my call till now, i still appreciate you making time for me when my world was falling.

Ikea Tampines

i dunno why i am up so early. its probably because of jie's constant noises made from rummaging the cupboards to get ready for work. haiz. another sleepless morning lar.

now that blogger has recovered, due to the earthquake in taiwan i guess. i'm back to update my posts.

went to ikea tampines with alicia 2 days back. she jio-ed me there. huge i tell u! HUGE! look at the pics!

and this is only the pick-up "warehouse". the showrooms are so much bigger and more spacious than the one in alexander. alicia and i was mesmerized by everything we saw lar. haa... and basically, we juz wanna grab everything and buy. she spent so much. $80 over in like 2 hours? and we agreed that ikea is a dangerous place to go, coz our wallets would juz be burned out within minutes. and in the end, she blamed me for agreeing to meet up with her. bleah!

aniwae, my buys....

ikea children's table for the playroom. yes, for my room to store my ever growing number of bags. hide it in there so that mummy would not see them. heh heh... and for a good price of a mere $15 bucks, i get good quality stuff.

and of course, food! from the mini supermarket they have there. all sweden stuff.

double chocolate chip cookies for $7.20

raspberry rings for $5.90

the cookies comes in boxes, and its like so much lor. until i gave my neighbour half of it. i doubt my family can finish it though we have 7 persons.

alicia bought so much things, we had to hail a cab. we went home, put our stuff down, and continued our shopping at tampines mall. haha. siao but true. i din buy anything though, except for grace's x'mas pressie.

had our dinner at cartel coz ali wanted to have the hawaiian pork chop thingy. the portion is so big, i couldn't finish it. see wad i mean?

aniwae, to sum it all up! and by the way, that's my new hair! got a little of the "slope" effect! heh...

parents were back from singapore yesterday. end of jul's freedom, but i'm still staying over at alicia's place tonite to party. and gonna meet my seller early saturday morning all the way at woodlands. finally! i sold my hamster cage! hee... gonna meet up with dear before heading down together to C.H.I.J.M.E.S at nite for dinner with my family.

i gotta go! pack my bags, laze around and get ready to head down to alicia's place.

dear: congrats on passing of your exams once again... but hor, how come u always manage to pass without really studying for it? hmph...

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Blogger Server Problem?

i dunno wad's wrong with blogger but i can't seem to upload pics. so pics and updates from my outing todae would be postponed until tomorrow.

meanwhile, check out my yahoo auctions. i've put up new stuff to sell. maybe more tomorrow. i've 10 stuffs in yahoo auctions now. do check it out by clicking on my link at the sidebar under "virtual retail therapy". happie shopping. friends interested, i can give you some discount.

dear's out with his frens. and its pouring outside the window again. i wonder when the rain will stop.

meanwhile, good night everyone.

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Let It Pour!

i changed my hair again! haha. erm, feel better this time. hee... (^_^)

aniwae, will be going to tampines with alicia later. we're goin to ikea! yippies! finally someone who is willing to go with me.

its been pouring so much lately, it doesn't even seem like singapore. but i'm enjoying the weather. though sometimes it seems so much of a hassle to bring brollys out during the wet season. but stay home days and cosying up on the couch seems like a good idea too.

juz approximately 2 more weeks to school re-opening. have to get the rusty brains to work again. then the busy schedule continues, with more projects, research and lectures.

parents are coming back tomorrow. time flies so fast! haiz...

i gotta go get bathed and get changed.

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Christmas...

back to blogging! have been staying over at dear's place for the past 2 nights. went for a taste of my first pool lesson yesterday nite with dear and his frens. erm, i'm not very good at it lar. though i won the game, but i think its pure luck. i'm better at bowling. but nevertheless, it was a good experience. might try again though.

my dear mr runabouts is out tonite again. seems that guys always have this "lets go out at night" thingy. no doubt its fun, and i love having freedom, but today's a rainy day, and somehow, a part of me was glad that i'm home. erm... only a part of me lar. if i had a car, i'd drive down to alicia's house right now and we'll both go out for supper. yippies!

tomorrow is gonna be a boring day. as much as i like to go out these few days coz my parents are not in town, but seems like everyone has their own busy schedules. though some stuff i'd like to do are:

1) catch movies... which includes:
- night at the museum
- charlotte's web
- curse of the golden flower
- the holiday

2) go to ikea tampines

so anyone would wanna go out with me? haha....

nevertheless, MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

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All I Want For Chirstmas Is You...

i'm about to doze off anytime. yesterday and today has been a tiring day for me. been a parent for 2 days straight, taking the place of my parents to bring luo luo to her new school becoz they are unable to take leave. getting uniforms and books for her, choosing appropriate and interesting ccas and speaking to the form teacher. met alicia and grace yesterday nite and reached home at about 1am. chatted with dear till 2.30am. and i woke up at 8am todae to prepare to go to luo's school. i'm so tired, i dozed off watching channel 8 juz now. so i'll juz finish this entry before i tuck into bed.

christmas is juz round the corner. hmm... i'm a buddhist, so chirstmas to me means public holiday? exchanging gifts? christmas songs? but seeing how alicia and grace enjoy it... baking cookies, decorating the house with christmas decos, spring cleaning. suddenly it seems like new year oredi...

aniwae, i changed my blog song. hope everyone likes it. juz to have the christmas-ey effect and mood. this has always been an all time favourite.

i'm supposed to be meeting alicia and grace again todae. but the tiredness juz wears us down. we're all tired. but alicia called me! which i was quite surprised lar. she dun return calls unless you are really important okay! heh! so aniwae, our ikea date would be put off to a later date when our miss gracie would be able to make it all the way from ang mo kio to the east.

my mr runabouts is erm..... out running-about again with his buddies. hee... but glad that he called me. somehow he managed to "hear" over the phone that i'm kinda down. but its juz becoz i'm tired. our timing has always been opposite. i was out all day yesterday, only coming home at 1am, and he was home. now that i'm home the whole day, he's out. haa... but aniwae, i'm seeing him tomorrow.

and by the way, my favourite movie would be showing this sunday! love actually on channel 5! yippies!

i finally mailed william back. after his mail being stranded in my mailbox for a week. finally have the time to really settle down and type an e-mail. miss our ite days though. the carefree and crazy times in school. hmm... he seems to be doing well and i'm happie for him.

my parents would be flying off to sri lanka tomorrow for a week. they'd be with the temple devotees, to do social work, help tsunami victims and visit temples, etc. so its children's uproar time!? haa... chirstmas without the parents! party time! jie's asking a bunch of friends over, with loads of food, log cake, cocktail- liquored beverages and fun fun fun! as for me, i dunno where i'd be yet. haha...

i guess i'm really tired now... i am seriously deprived of sleep.

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Blessings On My Foot...

yesterday, i received a mini bouquet of flowers with a pink rose in the middle!

given by my best friend of 10 years, alicia. so sweet! its been so long since i last got flowers from anyone. hehe... happie happie~

met up with grace earlier to shop. we saw a couple of stuff. even wanted to get similar roxy bags. but we didn't in the end. haha...

but we did photo-whore in the toilet. this is one of them many other pics. but they are juz too many to upload.

both of my best friends bought me birkenstocks for my belated birthday gift. best and loveliest gift i've got. that's why this entry is called "blessings on my foot!" which literally adds to my collection of 4 to 5. heeee.....

my new birkis

yesterday's purpose of meeting is to celebrate grace's birthday. had kenny roger's for dinner! family platter. one whole chicken! haha... we were so hungry, we din wanna talk. eat first!

the birthday girl with our food!

went to shop after dinner. alicia and grace got christmas pressies for their family and friends. i din buy any though... saw a few pretty dresses and tops at dorothy perkins. i laid my eyes on them, but not my hands. hee...

headed down to cartel to chill after shopping. we had dessert! ordered mango mousse cake as grace's birthday cake. it was yummy! not bad at all... but i have to say, the service at the city hall outlet was really bad.

plus we shared ice-cream... hee...

we stayed there thru the nite till they closed at 11.45pm. and somehow, my best friends went nuts as night falls. see?

i gave them star lollies that have the christmas-ey mood. look how happie they are?

to end it all off....

best friends, yesterday, today and forever...

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Eragon...

catched eragon with dear on monday. he treated me to kenny rogers which was very sweet of him, since i've got a craving for it and plus, he's not earning yet, so having stuff like that are considered splurging. but i can't help myself from the serving of marcaroni cheese, mashed potatoes, kenny's quarters and the marvellous corn muffin. thanks dear. it wasn't a big deal to many, but to me, i was happie enuff.

and todae, i went to watch eragon again. because luo luo has been wanting to watch it. and no one has the free time to watch it with her. so being a good sister as i am (heh heh heh) i brought her to the movies.

gonna meet up with alicia and grace tomorrow. yay... hee... hope it doesn't rain tomorrow.

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Back In Singapore!

i'm home! about 3 days ago. haven't blogged coz i was busy unpacking, settling down, updating programs (the new windows media player is so cool!), re-enroled for my uni and checking my mails. other than that, of course, meeting up with dear and spending time with my hammies.

as for tour pics. been uploading them onto the online album. but it takes a while coz there's approximately 530 pics, and one album can only fill 300. so i need to do 2 online albums. but i'm gonna do a hard copy of the album too. however, the online albums will be set to private mode. so only those invited can view it.... sorry... for my privacy lar... hee...

and for hong kong. its relatively good. weather's been really rainy and extremely cold. food's good. currency is cheap. transportation is easy. hotel is good. but one negative point.... cantonese. i dun understand a word! maybe abit, but most of the time, i'm left with big ???? in my head. disneyland is good though, no issues on ticketing. they improved after the other time when they closed coz it was too packed, and ppl started climbing over the disneyland gates. haa.. but their system now is very fast. and they have a food court which is in the layout of "beauty and the beast" dining area, and serving international food. the usuals in all disneylands are mickey mouse figured ice-creams, sleeping beauty's castle, and loads and loads of souvenirs. i would say, one of the best disneylands i've been to. tokyo's one is relatively small and the US one is always packed with endless ride queues. the rest of the places of interest is still the same. i think i was there when i was 5 or 6 years old. hee... and as usual, i shopped quite abit. bought 3 belts for SGD $12. which is selling in singapore for $15 each. bought a bag, a sweater from disneyland, a skirt from esprit (i'm a member now!). nearly got another pair of birkenstocks (its cheaper by $20 bucks there), sponsored by mummy. but hell! they dun have my size! arrgghh! other small stuff, hmm dun need to mention lar. but it was fairly good. heh... and i was going ga-ga watching TVB shows in the hotel. its like so cool lor. keep watching every night, made me so reluctant to go out. hee...

thumbs up for SQ who served haagen-dazs chocolate ice cream! u made my day! and thank god for the personal tv screens on SQ. heard from jie that thai air doesn't have individual screens but only the main one. arrgghh! how boring can that be? i managed to catch 2 movies on board SQ. step up and monster house hehe.... saved my bucks on 2 movies! plus the nintendo games! flying will never be the same again. (sorry lar, sua-ku liao... 2 years din sit aeroplane liao, coz of TP's weird semester timing lor!) hee...

for now, i'm still adjusting back to life here. been raining everyday hasn't it? my clothes are all not dry yet! and so i'm stuck at home. errrr.... actually i'm juz lazy to go out. supposed to meet dear for basketball today. but i opted to sleeping in in the end. hee... aniwae, rain ma. so nvm rite? hehe...

spent quite alot of time with my hammies. i'm letting go one female hamster. with hot pink cage! i'm a cool owner lar. haha.. comes with food bowl and water bottle. i'll throw in a toilet / house if you get it at $32 from me. its a good price coz the hammie is healthy and the cage is relatively new.

tubby's baby

hot pink cage. ball on top acts as a removable ball for exercising. no rust.

toilet / bath house / home

calculations are as follows:

retail price for hamster: $25

retail price for cage: $35 to $38 ( i can't remember the exact price)

retail price for toilet / house: $5 to $8 (as usual, i can't remember the exact price)

my price for all of the stuff : $32

all my stuff are well kept and i'm selling because of the growing herd. she's the only one baby which looks like tubby. so she's a little dear to me. if u are interested please tag me or u can bid via my account on yahoo auctions at the left of my sidebar. for friends who are interested, i'm willing to let it go at $30 (its not alot of discount, but the best i can give). juz let me know early.

if you want the cage or hamster alone. i'm selling the cage at $35. and the hamster is free for adpotion.

meeting up with the gurls on thursday! wee! grace and alicia, if you are reading this, actually i was thinking since its alicia's off day and grace is on leave and its probably gonna be raining every single day, why not come over to my place for steamboat? so cosy! we'll juz drop by the mall, pool our resources and get cheap and good stuff from the oh so reliable NTUC. then u both can see pics too... so so so? how? let me know ok?

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Leaving On A Jet Plane...

i'll be leaving for to hong kong tomorrow. an early morning flight. gotta check in my baggage later. daddy said that we can now check in a day before the flight. then it would be easier tomorrow coz we'd juz tug our hand luggages. yay! SQ, here i come! weeeee! its been such a long time since i've been on an airplane. plus watching triumph in the skies made me even more excited. will the pilot be like sam? awwwwwww~ and the inflight movies, games and food... heh heh...

i'm so unpacked. but it feels like there's nothing else more to bring. haha. i keep checking... feels like there's something missing, but i dunno wad. but then, if i really forget anything, then go there and buy lor! haha...

i slept until 12.15pm todae! so shiok! finally the sleepless nights are gone. phew! i guess the rain played a part in helping me to sleep.

stopping here for todae!

dear: take care during your reservist week. hope everything goes smoothly for you, and happie burfdae in advance.

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I Passed My First Uni Exams!

i passed i passed! passed all subjects for my first semester in uni. phew! i shall leave out the grades though. kinda paiseh to let people know. but i'm glad i passed everything. hee... now i can go on my holiday with relief.

dear's out with his friends now... guy's nite out i guess. we spent the whole day together and juz parted about an hour ago. wun be seeing him anytime soon though. we'd be spending our lives on different planets soon. its good to be apart for some time though. it gives us space and time to miss each other. hee...

come to think of it, i used to think that having your guy by your side was a must. that he must always be there. heh. but i've learnt that there are many other things to cherish. one important one is friendship. especially alicia and grace! hee... you can say that dear taught me alot about being a couple, but having one's personal space at the same time. and in the process i learnt that the more you hold on tightly to your partner, the more he/she would wanna repel from you. if it is meant to be yours, it will be. so no point being so sticky and clingy. and those romantic stuff and lovey dovey words does not last forever. must be realistic lar.

aniwae, enuff of the love stuff. i ain't a love prophet either. love is so difficult to define and interpret, i'd rather do shopping. heehee...

and lately my bags business at yahoo auctions ain't good. trying to clear space and earn money so badly. hoping to sell more stuff soon enuff. when i get my butt down to really look at my bags to see which are the ones i wanna sell. my bags are all well kept and authentic. i guess maybe its juz not the season thus there's low demand. only managed to sell a crumpler and an adidas haversack. haiz. and to alicia and grace, wanna pop by for garage sale of my bags? best friends have it cheaper! and probably we can do some cooking in my kitchen, whip up something good and be proud of ourselves for once? or another alternative is come over for steamboat. juz the 3 of us! so that you both can stop fighting about who should buy the turkey for christmas. hahaha!

its amazing how i can stay awake for so long without being tired. never slept a wink since i last woke up at 7am in the morning. super duper system i have. but it never ever works during the exam weeks. when it comes to exams, i'll wanna knock out by 11pm.

oh, and i forgot to mention, alicia passed me the accessory necklace which she bought for herself, grace and me, yesterday. we have a JAG's necklace! its so beautiful, i wore it on the spot. heehee... the only conclusion is, i have great best friends!

before i end my entry,

HAPPIE BURFDAE ALICIA!

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Sitting, Hoping and Waiting...

dear's over at my place now. but he's snoring away on my bed. i think its due to the soccer match last nite. poor him had to come all the way down becoz i'm having sort of a bad time with my dad, so i dun want to give him any chances to find fault with me by going out.

passed dear his birthday pressie! adidas polo tee plus a box full of hershey's grape chocolate coated marshmallows and almond kisses... i'm so proud of myself becoz i got the exact sizing for the polo tee lar! haha... it fits him to a T! err... sorry lar dear, i'm kinda broke. you know lar, daddy is hot on his heels watching my every move. but aniwae, i hope u like the pressie in advance.

15 more mins before my results are out. my heart is literally popping out! help! i'm so bloody scared can!

cannot blog liao. i can't concentrate!

wish me luck ar...

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Adoption...

she's up for adoption. female. sapphire breed. any takers?

tag me if you're interested...

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Another Sleepless Morning

yeshhh... i can't sleep again. its 7am in the morning. i dunno wads wrong with me. have been losing my appetite lately other than dinner last nite, coz i was happie. other than that, i can go without food for a long time. which resulted in me having gastric yesterday. plus my stomach's been making sounds. not those hungry pangs. juz sounds. i have no idea lar.

alicia's going to ikea with her mom todae. so envious. i hope she gets her tv soon, then me and grace would come bunking in with her.

following the posts at alicia's blog on project superstar II constestant, averil, i went to her blog to read since i'm quite free and couldn't sleep at night. din know she was ex-TP. aniwae, here's her blog for those who are bored lar.

aniwae, thank you alicia for the wonderful dinner last nite. being with your best friends juz beat anything else! sad that i can't stay coz i'm going thru a rough patch with my parents so i dun want to give them a chance to holler at me.

todae's the release of my results. damn. have to wait until 5.30pm! i'm so impatient lor. keep checking the portal knowing its not there, but juz for that glimmer of hope.

dear muz be snoring away now since he stayed up to watch soccer last nite~ so envious. i juz can't fall asleep. the feeling juz kills lar.

tick-tock goes the clock...

i'll come and blog again...

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Haiz

i hate my life. yes. horrible life.

i hate my over-protective parents.
i hate the way my father thinks.
i hate his old-fashion thinking.
i hate him controlling me like a remote control.
i hate not having freedom to do the things i like.
i hate every single bit of this unreasonable place.
i hate crying over his crap.
i hate him showing favouritism.
i hate the unfairness.
i hate everything.

i'm greatly depressed becoz i'm 23, not 13.

so stop treating me like some baby.
people laugh at me for not being able to have stayovers.
people laugh at me for not being able to go overseas.
people laugh at me for not being able to stay out late.
its not in your 1970's or wadsoeva alien year you were born in.
times are different now.
do you know how i feel when people mock at me?
and all you care is about how you feel.
doesn't it even bother to you how i feel?
i guess not.

and wad makes you think studying is easy now?
all you darn adults can say is "you better study hard"
but you morons never think about the process?
you think its that easy?
why not exchange places then?

yes, i respect you for slogging hard to provide for the family
but do i get my respect from you too?
all i have to take is the shit.
when you need my help, i need to be there.
if not you'll flare up in fumes.
wad about jie?
why is it that she can always get away with it?
becoz she's cleverer?
becoz she earns more?
becoz she has an oh-so high flying job?
why is it she can take your car out in the wee hours of the morning?
and when i dun appear at the doorstep at 10pm you holler into the phone to claim my whereabouts.

juz becoz i dun talk back to you,
it doesn't mean you can step all over me.
treat me good when you like
and shit when you are in a bad mood.
i respect you as an elder,
so i dun talk back like jie does.
but wad the hell did i get in return?

i'm an adult oredi, mind you.
i can even get married without your consent.
i am old enuff to work and support myself.
i oredi wanted to.
i'm not the study type,
but you keep asking me to further my studies.
and so i did.
so stop asking me about my allowances.
if you wanna track me so tightly,
stop giving me allowances for all i care.

i love to meet my friends.
and i dun see anything wrong with it.
i've got feelings,
i've got a mind of my own.
i know better than you,
what's wrong or right.

i dun get into bad company,
i dun smoke,
i dun do drugs,
i dun drink,
i dun fight,
i dun get into trouble with the police.
so wad the f**k are you still unhappie about me?

bottomline is,
if you dun trust me,
you dun trust yourself.
coz i'm brought up by you.
who i am today,
was moulded by you.

Sleepless Nights

i can't sleep! i can't sleep! i really can't sleep!

i hung up with dear at approximately 2.15am after our outing last nite. i was tired. i had headache in the day and i needed sleep so badly. so after we got off the line, i was happie to be hugging my bolster and cosy-ing up under my sheets. but damn! i couldn't fall asleep. and nope, i didn't drink coffee or wadsoeva.

i tossed and turned. until it was 3.45am. i was still wide awake. like how long do i take to fall asleep lar?! i wasted the whole nite trying to fall sleep!!! i dunno wad time did i start to really sleep. but i knew i was awake by 7.30am when jie got up for work. trying hard to fall back to sleep, i surrendered at 8.00am.

darn! i only slept for 4 hours! but looking on the brighter side, less sleep makes you less fat. or so apparently. heh. juz trying to console myself. and now i'm aiming to skip breakfast. heh heh.

my piano of 10 over years is gone todae. yes, gone. daddy sold it. since none of us are not practicising or utilizing the piano. he bought it for jie and me at $2000 plus. but only managed to get a price of $400 now. oso true lar, so many years has passed wad. there's more space at home now, but there's really something missing around the living room. i'm not really upset, but maybe a little since it has been there for so long oredi and now i can't play the piano for "fun".

pixie's been fighting with her 2 babies. very fierce. i decide to seperate her. she's getting out of hand. she wants her own territory. the pet shop person did warn me about it. see lar... haiyo. it really happens. i dunno if anyone wants the 2 female babies, but i am certainly attached to them oredi. if not for the growing number of cages. i haven't given them names yet, coz i'm afraid i'll get more emotionally attached. but then again, i urge people to see the importance of rearing animals. they are lives afterall. not some toys or playthings. so think before you adopt k. i dun have cage giveaways, but maybe some toys or accessories if you do get one from me.

so aniwaes, i'm stopping here for now.

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Updates

i needed time to recollect myself. thus, the sudden absence from blogging. i did blog todae actually, but it didn't come out, i dunno for wadsoeva reason. so i guess i have to re-do it again.

so aniwae, updates and more updates...

went to orchard with my parents during the weekend. UOB had their roadshow on the UOB VISA signature card. their way of luring people is really cool coz it did catch my attention, and of course, my parents...

they were urging people by their 2-dollar slogan.

"DO YOU HAVE A 2-DOLLAR NOTE? TAKE IT OUT NOW! FIND A SPIDER ON THE NOTE BY PUTTING IT AGANIST THE SUNLIGHT AND GET OLIO DOME VOUCHERS!"

of course being curious i asked dear for a 2-dollar bill. my parents followed suit. soon, the whole street of orchard was placing their 2-dollar bills aganist the sunglight!

the aim is not to get the vouchers actually, but to find the spider! of course i din find the damn spider lar! where the heck is it? i oso dunno sia!

but for now, can you spot my dad here? click on image to enlarge it.

both my parents and my little sis is in this pic...

give up? heh! here are the answers...

madness man!

today's yingying's birthday. so...

Happie Burfdae Gurl!

spent the day together a with dear, his frens plus galfwrens. yingying of course was the burfdae gurl. had swensens after such a long time. and i caught Happy Feet finally. it was funny. but the storyline is kinda not realistic. but had my laughs on lovelace and the amigos though.

gonna meet my best friends tomorrow! yippie!

oh, and i have 2 female hamsters up for adoption. sapphire breed. one in grey and white and the other in black and brown. one looks like tubby and the other like pixie. i'll post pics of them soon. any takers? but no adpoting of 2 females together coz females are more domineering and tempremental by nature. hence, its not advisable to put them together. they are indeed cute, but please do not adopt them on impluse. tag me if you are interested!

before i end...

beary christmas tree taken at harbour front....

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