Tuesday, November 01, 2005

New Skin!

whoa lau, i accidentally deleted my rainbow blogskin lor! haiz.. long story... so i lost many of the stuff, including my doggie ber ber... only managed to retrieve a few of my blogger buddies... tag me if i left ur blog out on my links...

aniwae, i guess it was a blessing in disguise... i love the new blogskin. though its not new lar... its found on blogger... i can't find any nice blogskins nowadays anyway... they are either to small, too boring, too kiddish, or the colour combination is juz ugly...

before i forget, happy deepavali to those who are celebrating it!

did alot of things todae... woke up at 10am todae! shiok! haha.. so long never sleep so late liao... then went to pack all my notes for year 3 sem 1.. kept them all in my ikea box... haven't got the time to clear them since i passed my exams becoz of internship... then went to shop at TM with mummy, dad, and my little sis... hehe.. my little sis so sweet, she bought me a pouch which i liked... for my birthday... i am using the pouch now to put my mobile...

dear: haven't really had the chance to spend time together with you coz its your exam period... nevertheless, good luck for your paper tomorrow... though we probably won't get to spend our 5th anniversary together, i guess, we dun need to say much... coz, its all in the heart...

aniwae, thanks for the Push The Button song by Sugababes! i love it!

ta-ta...

Push The Button!

Push The Button - Sugababes

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I Wanna kiss and
Everything around it but he's too distant
I wanna feel his body
I can't resist it

I know my hidden looks can be deceiving
But how obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respect me
I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control
I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission
After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You’re still not getting it
Now that you’ve heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came over and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

ta-ta...

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Lappy's Back!

phew~ juz finished writing that hateful logbook of mine...

my darling lappy is back... he was at the PC clinic for 2 whole days... and i had to live helplessly without him... he was sick, and needed a change of brains. so i bought him one, which obviously cost me a bomb! and my 700 over songs are all wiped out.... i'm having him back, which is as good as new... but i'm glad he's alive and kicking again...

didn't meet dear todae, coz he needed to study for his exams... but my day was packed to the max... went to work in the morning... jie jie came to pick me up... then drove down to TM, collected my lappy, then had to go home to wait for the singnet technician...

everything is fine now, i'm having marvellous wireless connection and LAN on my lappy... best of both worlds... desktop works wonderfully fine too.... the modem acts as a router too, which "wowed" me... it looks so suave, standing tall, in black and silver...

since i got my first pay, i treated my family to dinner at soup restaurant at the airport.... spent around $76 bucks on good food! no regrets... hehe... walked around the airport, went to look at airplanes (which i miss terribly) and when i came home after dinner, it was oredi 10pm...

mummy, daddy and my sisters are going off to australia next month, and i'm stuck here in singapore, with my internship. and even if i didn't have any internship, i wouldn't make it for the holiday either, becoz of the stoopid academic year that TP changed... hmph!!! which means that, i wouldn't be able to shop in aussie!! arrggh!!! flip flops, bright bags and nice skirts.... *there it goes* and i miss taking the aeroplane! boo hoo hoo!

gonna be at home all alone.... oh gosh~

i'm tired... gonna sleep liao...

ta-ta...

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Payday!

got my pay slip todae! got a little more than i expected... whaha.. which is a good thing... pay's gonna be in my bank tomorrow! yay!

aniwae, my darling lappy is not fully recovered yet... haiz.. gonna bring him to the PC clinic tonite. luckily i have a 5 year warranty! i hope he's alright. but it means that i have to forgo all my 700 over songs in my media player if they do a cleanup for me. haiz.. but nvm.. at least if my darling is well. then i'd be happie. i need him to be ok before the singnet technician comes over to do the configurations for my new modem, which is this saturday!

dear: i know u are having ur exams soon. so you are kinda stressed and not in the very best of mood. but juz hang in there. i'm sure u can make it. sorry if i haven't been understanding... if there's anything else i can do, i'm juz a phone call away...

ta-ta...

Monday, October 24, 2005

Damn Sway!

its lunch time and i seriously need to talk to someone. saw dear on msn and was so happie. but too bad he had to leave for school.

my precious darling lappy crashed on me yesterday, out of the blue. and the best thing is, i can't on it. i can't sleep the whole nite. this morning, i on it before i went to work, and it worked! i was so glad! but its like so vulnerable. haiz...

aniwae, i went to change my internet connection speed and ta-da! got free ipod nano! its colour mp3! yay! hehe.. then i will have 2 mp3s! wee! can't wait to get it. they are giving me a free modem too! with their technical people coming down to fix and install it for me free! hahaha..and its only $1 more than my usual bill! with double the speed! whahaha.. the speed is gonna be activated todae... singnet rules!

but i dunno which colour to take. wad do u all think? gimmie ur opinion. tag me k?

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pure white or classic black?

i love this baby G. saw it at $141 at city chain and $128 at another watch shop. its it nice? i like it leh... haiz...

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ta-ta...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Rainy Day~

its been pouring since morning... dear's sleeping soundly on my bed. poor boy, haven't had a good sleep last nite coz he was enjoying himself with his favourite game... heehee...

aniwae, we went to the library todae. managed to finish writing my e-journal and did a little of my report. nothing much happened todae...

the weather todae is juz so perfect for snuggling up in bed...

shar asked me if i was free... belle and herself wanted to have a post birthday celebration for me! so sweet rite?! thanks girlies!

dear: the day is coming to a close... but i had an enjoyable weekend with you... thanks for always lending me your shoulder to nap on... i know i've been increasingly tired ever since i started work... its tough working, and having to think about my performance, deadlines, reports, journals... nevertheless, thank you for being so tolerant with me, for being so understanding to my needs and for effortlessly making trips down my house, juz to make sure i'm safely home.

"its in your arms, that's where i'm safe and secure..." - jul

ta-ta...

Stairway to Heaven

juz changed my blogger music... nice song? i love it. in fact, i'm crazy over it. i have been looking for this song for such a long time, finally got it from a website. aniwae, this wonderful song has been on my playlist for the whole nite. its from the korean show, stairway to heaven. i finished watching all 20 discs of it. actually its currently shown on channel u. every monday and tuesday at 10pm i think... after watching it, i realised that love is about sacrificing, juz to see the one u love happie and blissful. and the song is so sad, it makes me feel the same way too....

aniwae, had a wonderful, simple, but happie saturday. went to work in the morning. met up with dear after work. had lunch together. then i slept the whole afternoon at dear's place. had great duck noodles at bedok hawker centre for dinner. plus sinful grilled chicken wings with lime and wonderful chilli! dear sent me home thereafter. went to my house to slack. he left about 10.30pm. meet his friends for his favourite game.

i juz finished my logbook for the week. phew~ gonna start a little on my report tomorrow. so gotta head down to national library with dear tomorrow. i need some serious thinking on how to go about writing my report...

the weekend juz started but now its gonna end...

dear: thanks for being the sweetest!

ta-ta...

Friday, October 14, 2005

It's Friday!

this week seems so fast... its friday oredi.. and its time to write e-journals again. haa... aniwae, i have to go back to work tomorrow. but i dun mind actually. hee... *be positive* haha...

had dinner with dear todae. he was so sweet he actually came all the way to orchard to fetch me. but i didn't pick up his call as i was still working. so in the end i met him up at city hall... after dinner, he accompanied me to shop for my boss's birthday present. isn't he sweet? hee.. he hates shopping and i'm so surprised he accompanied me todae without making noise... he's juz the
sweetest! hee...

i had a busy week which explains why i didn't blog... worked OT on wednesday. reached home at about 10pm. but boss brought me to the hotel's restaurant for dinner buffet. and its my 4th time dining there oredi. haha... work has been really challenging and i'm glad to have alot of opportunity to learn and attend training sessions too. i attended another training on motivation today... on how to keep your employees motivated... which is interesting. hehe...

mr boh came to visit me at the hotel todae... he talked to me for quite some time... he's so long winded... haha... aniwae, i'm glad its friday and i'm looking forward to spend the day with dear again tomorrow...

dear: thanks for accompanying me for dinner and get the gift todae... and you went the extra mile to orchard to fetch me. and even though we didn't get to meet in orchard in the end, i'm still very touched by your gesture... your patience while waiting for me to choose a present has made me very surprised too. plus you sent me home even though i know u are equally tired.... i really appreciate the little things that you do... seriously, you make me feel like a princess... *spoilt rotten*

we're celebrating our 5th year next month... and i'm glad i'm still with you... and now, i know that, no matter how tough it is gonna be in future, this relationship is something i'll maintain for sure...

thanks for everything once again... you are juz so right in my life...

ta-ta...

Sunday, October 09, 2005

1am!

i enjoyed my weekend so much! i reached home at 1am last nite... hehe.. without any scoldings... went out with dear and his buddies plus their other half-es... total of 3 pairs of couples... we went to lau pa sat for dinner... wanted to catch a movie after dinner. but there were only bad seats... so we decided to head down to the minds cafe... somewhere at prinsep street, or link... or wadsoeva it is called.... by the time we reached there. it was oredi 10.30pm! we purchased a package of 6 persons... had drinks and snacks.... and we had a free flow of board games... which i think was quite worth it becoz we can't find those games in singapore.... and its all very unique... haha... we really enjoyed ourselves... i guess everyone did... it was a very nice way to interact and spend time with each other... nevertheless, its my first time out with dear until 1am! so happie... hehe...

and we decided to head down to the zoo and night safari this saturday... i'm so excited... haha.. though nothing is confirmed at the moment. but at least there's a glimmer of hope... i love these outings! so fun! i'm sure everyone feels the same way too! hehe... its really a break from the usual monday to friday working... haiz... speaking of working... tmr is monday! *arrrggghh!*

oh ya, i rebonded my hair on saturday.... i didn't want to at first, but becoz my hair was beginning to become like a mad woman, i decided to do it.. haha... i'm neither very happie nor sad... juz glad that i dun need to have bad hair days anymore... and using the hairdryer seemed so much easier for me. but i spent a long 4 hours at the salon, sacrificing my meeting time with dear. but seeing him after a long week at work really makes all the tired-ness go away... i'm so glad he's always around for me...

aniwae, dear came over for dinner todae... he juz left my house like an hour ago. i hate to admit this, but i'm missing him oredi... oh gosh~ horrible~

the conclusion is, i had a wonderfully great weekend... not looking forward to work tomorrow becoz i have to wake up really early, but i'm gonna look at it in a positive way... i hope it works...

i hate sorting and filing... and i miss school...

ta-ta...

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

I Miss School!

aiyo~ now, i know how to appreciate school! i've been missing school days... tink i'm gonna further my studies and get my degree after my diploma. that is if its possible... haha...

aniwae, work has been great! i'm not complaining, but juz missing school.... learnt alot this week too... and my boss has been very good to me, and she's helping me with my report! my colleagues are so damn friendly, hotel's food is good.... and the best part is, its all free! breakfast, lunch and dinner... plus ice-cream on mondays, wednesdays and fridays, salad and fruits serving everyday. they change the menu everyday, which means everyday is a surprise.. hehe... i have nothing more to complain, not even if i have to work on saturday....

will be looking forward to get my first pay since i rejected taking them last month, so they'd be accumulated! haha... more $$$! gonna give my parents part of it, and bring them out for a treat, give dear a treat too... and set aside $$$ for his birthday! its coming! hehe.... i got so many things in mind to buy for him, i dunno which one is better.... but then again, its not as if i'm earning $50,000.... haha.... erm... but pampering him is one of my duties.... i dun mind spending it on him aniwae...

boss birthday is coming, and i'm thinking of a gift for her... wonder wad is good... any suggestions?

meanwhile, take care everyone!

dear: hey i've known u for like 5 years and 2 months oredi?! haa.. time flies so fast... aniwae, i know u are having a paper tomorrow, so good luck!

"with you around, life became more interesting. it wasn't all happy and a bed of roses... we did had our thorny times too, where we'd quarrel endlessly, but thank you for still standing by my side, giving me ur love and patience.... you are part of my life, and i hope you'd always be...."

ta-ta...

Thursday, September 29, 2005

I Love My Work!

i love my work! beginning to enjoy the process... i have a great boss who teaches me alot of things and she's very nice to me in person as well.

my boss taught me alot of HR related things, and i learn alot from her. from something as simple as franking mail and learning how to fax, till screening for job applicants, doing the 360 degrees appraisals, doing reference checks, wage increment for employees, refering to the collective agreement, and so much more... i've learnt so much... thru these 7 days with the company. and within these 7 days, i oredi attended a training on the art of service and providing 100% guest satisfaction and a change management training programme. i have obtained 2 certs oredi... heehee...

very happy with my working life... colleagues have been very nice too... but i miss school terribly... i miss all my friends.... gonna make a trip back to school on saturday... see ya guys!

ta-ta...

Monday, September 26, 2005

Headache Again~

had a tiring day at work... had so much to do, time passes so fast...

been busy with the annual increment exercise... and had some errands to run around the hotel for my boss... some ad-hoc stuff, and then had to help her with the 360 degrees performance appraisal compilation... i'm so dead tired when i'm home... had headache again... and i slept all the way in the bus...

dun wanna blog liao.. wanna rest...

ta-ta...

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Exam Results!

huh!?! its sunday liao... haiz... tomorrow got work... i dun mind working... but waking up at 5.45am is damn early... sianz...

aniwae, didn't blog for the past 2 days coz i was so damn tired... my blisters on my feet bursted on friday, and my plasters were filled with blood! eeek... yucks... you wouldn't wanna see it...

had my day 2 orientation on friday... very fun... and i love my work.... i like my bosses and colleagues... at least for now~ haha...

oh ya... got my exam results on friday too! good good! no supp paper! wee~ finally... one more sem to go, and my diploma would be here!

hope everyone is getting on fine at their workplaces!

ta-ta...

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Day 2 - Employee Training

had the whole day of employee orientation training todae... it was very fruitful... learnt so much more abt the hotel and its functions. the part i enjoyed most was the hotel tour...

visited the royal residence... where the princess of brunei comes over to stay, as the hotel is actually owned by the sultan of brunei... my gooodieee gosh~ her bathroom is like the size of my house?!? with the shower room the size of my bedroom, with an attached sauna... and black toilet bowls in the other room, also the size of my bedroom.. plus a bathtub so damn big... and all the stuff there like the tap knobs, sink, toiletbowl knobs, are all 24k gold plated... plus the carpet is sprinkled with real gold dust... and she's got her own personal carpark, direct from her room.. which means that once she opens the door, its her carpark.. goshh..... her whole hotel is so big... she occupies the whole level... i'm so envious~

aniwae, i'm damn tired after my 9am to 5pm training todae.... phew~ glad to be home. another day of training tmr on the art of service...

dear: good to hear that your paper todae was great! hee... so happie for you!

ta-ta...

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Day 1 - Blistering Barnacles

my first day at work... was a learning experience of a lifetime...

i was taught on how to update pay increment of employees... and my god.. they have so many employees! then was shown around the operations of the hotel by my boss... it was so awesome... to see the number of people working and how the hotel is being run... i sat in for a quarter of a training session conducted by my big boss... on time management... actually the purpose of being there was to keep the training materials after her training session was over... boss brought me to cafe vienna which is a restaurant at the hotel lobby, which serves international food, and i saw so many VIPs and guests dining... both frontline and backline staff are equally important... and hotel employees are not supposed to take guest lifts and are not supposed to walk in the lobby unless you are of a managerial position or is on official hotel business. hotel employees are only allowed to take the back firemen's lift and cargo lifts. boss also showed me the function rooms, and GM's room... sooooo big and spacious... woo~ had lunch at the staff canteen... food is free, but not bad... its quite good actually... hee... oh yah, i got my employee's id number, and they are gonna make me and id card, which i wonder why i need it, coz i'm only working there for 3 months.

that was somehow my first day at work... but~ i am so beat, tired, exhausted, or wadeva is used to describe being worn out... my feet are filled with swollen, red, bursted blisters, my back is aching due to the constant bending to take employee's files, my muscles are juz aching...

have to attend a 2 day orientation training programme, conducted by my boss... i have to sit in, as well as help her setup the stuff... double work... hee...

dear: i know u are having a paper tomorrow... though i dunno if u will be able to read this, but good luck and.... to me, you are always so awesome...

we've been both so busy, that we hardly even have the time to talk, not to say meet each other... but thru being in love and growing up together with you, you've taught me that being in a relationship, love is not enough... we've got to have the ability to maintain it, have trust, faith, understanding and honesty... we're both working hard for our future, and i know, only you can give me a happily ever after...

ta-ta...

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Vcd-ing

oops. i haven't been updating regularly... hehe.. been really lazy... and i've been spending my time watching the korean drama "stairway to heaven". it is actually shown on channel u at 10pm on mondays and tuesdays... hehe... but its a 20 disc drama... think if i catch the channel u one, it'd take me a long long time to know the ending. aniwae, i'd only managed to finish 16 discs.... four more to go!

attachment gonna start on wednesday... boo hoo hoo~ gonna be working for the next 3 months...

grandpa is hospitalized... wonder when he will be discharged...

gotta go...

ta-ta...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Precious 1 Week~

woo~ juz came out from my bath and freshened myself... had headache juz now, so went for a cold shower... phew~ and time passes so fast. its oredi wednesday todae...

only gotta week for myself... will be starting attachment next wednesday. so i'm making full use of my 1 week...

went with belle, jiayi and shar to sentosa on monday. took alot of pics. but haven't got them from belle... and i haven't upload those in my camera... i'm juz so lazy to do so~

met dear on tuesday... accompanied him to study... and todae, i went to cut my hair... gave the ends a trim, cut my fringe, so that i won't look so lethargic and boring... haa.. at least i hope~ gave my hair a new coat of dye too...

gonna get working clothes with jiayi and velly tomorrow. it was supposed to be a 5 person outing, but it became 3 instead... liang went back to malaysia on monday, and jan couldn't make it. i guess, i'll only see them on mondae when we get back to school for attachment briefing...

oh well~ that was how i spent my past 3 days... haa...

for that special man in my life:
continue to work hard and excel in your studies... i can't be of much help, coz i know nuts about engineering, but i'll be at your side to give you the support you need... the road ahead is tough and its not gonna be easy... but i know you can make it...

ta-ta...

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Spot!

woo~ went to catch Herbie - fully loaded with dear... it was so funny... hehe... and reminded me of the past.... becoz i watched herbie with my parents when i was young... and it was a good show... and it made me love volkswagen beetle even more.... heeee.....

and dear bought me a cute little bull terrier... he was so adorable, when i first stepped into the shop, the thing that caught my eye was him... the look in his eyes... and i fell for him immediately... wanted to buy it myself, but dear insisted on getting it for me, and brought him to the cashier... and did i mention? the bull terrier is very tiny only... becoz he's meant to be hung on the handphone... hee... so he's currently on my darling 6170... and i've named him spot! took a pic of him... he's very small, so its hard to take a pic... but i managed to take a pic of him within my bedsheets...


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Spot!

its been such a long time since dear and me really spent quality time together... we are either too busy with our schoolwork, or when we meet up, we'll juz go to the library to study together... hmmm i muz say, i'm such a happy girl todae...

oh ya, took pics with belle and shar when we met up before my exams... which was like weeks ago... but din have the time to put up the pics... this was my favourite pic of the day...


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Jul, Belle & Shar

took pic of chou chou and brownie at my study desk... haa... they are juz adorable to me... so pardon me~ *oops* heehee....

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Chou Chou & Brownie with my lappy

and i forget to mention! CONGRATULATIONS DEAR! for getting your driving licence at the first attempt! woo~ yay! wee~ wow! you're juz so fantabulous!

ta-ta!

Friday, September 09, 2005

Back In Action!

phew! finally the war is over! exams are over and done with! but dunno about the results sia.. haiz... had 2 papers todae, event mgmt and HR.. totally drained by brains out... and my fingers are like soooooo tired from all the writing of those never ending essay questions... and they are 20 marks each! can't they juz provide us with a laptop? haa... guess that would wad exams are like in the near future! at least, i hope!

will be seeing dear tomorrow after 2 weeks! finally! hope to catch herbie, fully loaded tmr... using the free movie money that jie gave me...

going sentosa with jiayi, belle and shar on monday! hopefully with jiayi's doggy... yay!

going off liao~ i'm tired after all the studying for 2 full weeks!

ta-ta...

Monday, September 05, 2005

Hmmm....

haven't been blogging in ages.... been so busy with my studies... juz had my managerial accouting paper todae... it wasn't that fabulous... juz hope that i can pass....

4 more papers to go.. and double energy for friday... i dunno how i'm gonna make it with 2 papers~ but oh well~ i dun have much of a choice....

nothing much happened lately... juz books, books and more books... and i haven't seen dear for 8 days... and will not be seeing him until another 5 days....

before i end, let me share one of my favourite songs lately~ i haven't been able to get the music code for it... so if anyone knows, let me know ok?

meanwhile, enjoy~

And You Don't Remember - Mariah Carey

Shattered dreams
Cut through my mind
Tragically our love has died
Memories confine my head
Bitterly I face the end

Trustingly
I gave myself to you
I let you inside
Believing your lies

And you don't remember
Every time you told me
You were mine forever
For eternity
And you don't remember
How you used to hold me
How we'd melt together
How you needed me
How we used to be in love

Stranded here
In nothingness
With only tears
And lonliness

Foolishly
I gave my soul to you
I let you inside
Believing your lies

Helplessly
I fell so deep
I was so naive
To let you in
Why did I let you in to my heart

And you don't remember
Anything that you told me
You were mine forever
For eternity
I know you don't remember
How you used to hold me
How we'd melt together
How you used to need me
How we used to be in love