A Whole Load Of Mothers

exam's over. been spending so much time with dearie. i've been all smiles.

we spent yesterday with my mummy and luo for brunch at crystal jade. all in the name of clearing the exams for the 3 of us.

yay-ness.

dear treated mummy to a mother's day movie.

of cos, me and luo too.

you know wat the ending will be like. those awwww kind. but he's a dude, and she's super chio and so, the movies ok. 3/5 that kind. watchable. super love the way she carry herself. yums. she looks super good in everything.

went grocery shopping with mummy after movie. all 3 kids. hee. with daddy picking us up after work.

dearie stayed over and super sweetly looked for jobs with me :)

went to simpang bedok (this time we got it right. we went to the wrong one with his friends the other time) for breakfast this morning before heading to eastwood to get strudels for the many mothers we have.

had this goodie mee pok that we waited for quite a while. its the coffee shop beside the shop and save. had quite a lot of saturday crowd when we reached.

different from the usual mee pok we eat.

this has prawns. and they're super fresh.

the soup that came with the dry mee pok. nice. i finished it. usually i don't but this is nice. saw a guy who went back for a refill. hee.

ya, in simpang bedok. finally got it right.

headed down to eastwood to get boxes of apple strudels for my mummy, nanny, dear's mom and grandmother. all the great mummies in the world.

bot dark pink carnations for my mummy too!

the position looks weird. coz i took the pic from the top.

saw mad jacks, badoque (i think its spelt like this), new hawa and the roti prata shop beside it. they are only open for night business. will wanna try these foodie places next time. which dear and me are definitely game for it. we're such foodie people.

mother's day celebration tonite with daddy!

:)

dearie: thank you for your "love me, love my family" attitude. your generosity and big-heartedness towards my family. *lurves.

Tralalalalala~

its over!

2 years of researching, report writing, tutorials, notes, late night lectures, long train rides and so much more that i could bear. glad it wasn't 3 years. thankfully for my dip in business.

for now, couch potato-ing and job finding.

dear: i'm so glad i have you to battle alongside with me till the end for our degrees. now its just waiting for the results, and if everything's ok, 2 square hats! and another phase of life. with you.

ta-ta...

One Last

more or less done with revision.

yeps. 9 days was more than enuff to cover all tips the lecturer gave. that is unless if he decided to cheat us and something else comes up.

tomorrow's an important day for JAG*s. all of us have something on. and i'm thinking about them right now!

ali's coming back from taiwan tomorrow! grace has an inspection, and me, my ever last paper that i'm so willing to get over with.

meetups in the planning as soon as ali-baba's back!

and i grabbed this pic from grace's friendster. yeah. those were the days where i had those bangs.

close to my heart

i can't wait for tomorrow to come! so many things planned this week. mother's day lunchie with family and grandpa. jie's not in town, dear's bringing me for movies and bunking over with me this weekend!

yippies.

Three

i'm so green with envy.

not that the colour suits me to a T. but dear's officially a freebird after he completes his FYP presentation today.

and i'm still a jailbird.

THREE.

just three more days to go.

oh let it come quick!

10 Promises To My Dog

i want to watch this!

coming soon in GV!

dearie, i want this doggie!

My Restlessness

i've been at this for the longest time.

my restlessness has got the better of me. i'm tired, brain cells fried up to the max, yet i can relate it to no one.

routine lifestyles with the exact daily alarm, similar breakfast, and the same amount of coffee.

pimples have became my best friends overnight.

hungrily craving for freedom.

p/s: the toaster went on fire yesterday when i was making my toasts.

no more toasts for me.

:(

The Mysterious Advert

ok, this is like so way back.

for those who received a spam mail from my gmail account regarding some advert on cheap sale of cameras or LCD tvs thingy from way back, please ignore.

it was directly sent out from my mailbox to all addressees in my contacts list. i had no idea i had this mail until dear told me about it. i'm sorry to those affected. but i seriously am clueless about it.

and since then, my cousin has been mailing me, or rather flooding my inbox. 42 messages to date. all unread because i have no time.

haiyo.

i am so restless today.

help.

dear has it good.

HE'S SHAKING HIS HAIRY LEGS NOW.

One Last

i've been searching for a new blogskin for the past 1.5 hours. but i can't seem to find something that suits my style. something simple, wide-framed, yet sophiscated without those kiddish stuff and hassle-free navigations.

its such a chore to look for a perfect one when there are thousands to millions of them online.

and while typing just this mere paragraph, i made so many typo errors.

haven't been really using the lappy lately, unless i'm msn-ing with dear. if not, its resting on the top of my printer while i'm mugging.

yeah, i'm taking a break today.

two papers down. just one final one to go.

tell me about the excitement.

jul looks like this now.

heehee... i can finally see some light! been locked at home for such a long time. and no, i haven't been shopping for the longest time.

even grace is excited about my final paper for me! we're planning meet-ups and so much things ahead! :D

we smsed each other with such excitement, its so indescribable.

dear: and so! you've been on this roller coaster ride with me since 7 years, 5 months and dunno how many bear days. i know you're mugging real hard now with such unlikeliness. tomorrow's your last and soooooo, GOOD LUCK FOR THE LAST TIME. all's gonna be over soon in just mere hours. and i'm super envious and super jealous. hmph. start saving for my graduation bear la!

lalala~

ta-ta.

16 mins

yeah. 16 mins was all it took to make me destress.

phone call from my bestie.

GRACE!

i felt so much better can? even though all we talked about was basically rubbish and yinyen's upcoming wedding. haa. but really. i've always known, that even we don't meet very often (like one year less than 10 times lor?) there's always a silent bond between ali-grace-me!

you meet alot of ugly ones that hurt you real bad. but then again. you don't need alot.

and at the very least, i have 2 besties, which makes me feel extra blissed.

i lurve you babes. for being there at every stage of my life.

and yes, we are so gonna meet up after my exams! shopping and food!

wah. my last entry was almost a week ago.

been busy revising. how could i not? its the FINALS.

and i'm glad i'm almost there.

am so tired already seriously.

yikes! gotta run.

nerdie on the loose.

luckie luckie, come backie...

These Hard Times

love the new song in my playbox! yippie.

matchbox twenty. his voice is just simply gorgeous laaaa~ i like.

up next is kylie's new "wow". really wow. her songs are always so SHIGAABOOMBAA!

haahaa...

the weekend's almost here.

another week to the exams.

i'm all jitters. need truckloads of luck!

ta-ta!

Madam Milan

realised my cousin is featured on today's urban.

:D

her second outlet at tanjong pagar xchange is open.

i guess the one at raffles xchange has more variety. my aunt's there.

super cool to have a shop lidat.

me want tooooo!

check it out!

ta-ta...

Foodie

i am super craving for KFC.

they sent the coupons to my house via the straits times yesterday. and i've been hungering for it ever since.

its just times like this. you just can't get a hold of yourself.

:(

and i've been junking on jack & jill's bbq potato chips almost everyday. yeah, the good old oranged packed chips that we've been eating since young. nvm that the packaging's so orbiang. the little potato at the side is still very cutesy. haahaa. my grandfather used to get the smaller pack for me when i was younger. and now, its mummy who supplies it.

and for those who know my family, my yeye likes jack & jill too!

and i craved for coke yesterday. luckily, they came up with coke zero. its not really good for health since the sugar is all "fake". but well~ at least its ALL ZERO. and i don't drink it everyday.

and once again. mummy's my mama shop. she's like on-call. just dial, and she'll bring all my cravings home (except for my KFC :P)

and i really wonder if its these are the effects of the notes.

super stressed.

not enuff memory space. i need extra hard disks! am crashing.

plus the fact that you constantly remind yourself not to put on weight.

sighz*

fried fish sticks, chicken wings, broccoli, kang kong and winter melon soup for dinner! *yums!

ok, i know, i'm such a glutton.

the whole entry's about food.

:P

dear: would you be my buddy for KFC? *chuckles heehee!

ta-ta...

Life

was having my shower.

so much thots filled my mind.

besides looking for jobs and mugging, life's basically like that.

we all have big dreams. yet we're all struggling in this fast paced little island.

everything we do, its just for one aim. to make ends meet. it doesn't matter if you're 15 or 50. you're still working towards that aim of making money.

tired ain't it?

yeah.

and the best thing is, i haven't even started working :(

and thots aside, back to reality.

i missed my chance of flying to france.

yes, FRANCE.

its just because of a mere 24-hour.

jie's flying to france on the 7th next month to visit nic and louis (bunking in with two yandaos! so much fun!) the thing is, i finish my final paper on the 8th.

and she said "oh too bad, then you can't come with me."

i told mummy i could fly over myself after my paper on the 8th. she said "ya hor".

but i told her i dun have funds.

:(

now i'm wondering if jie's gonna sponsor (which i dun think so lor).

bleah!

it was just so close, yet its gone!

and there goes france, into the drain.

let's just hope daddy will bring me somewhere.

back to sg...

jie's moving out! in a month or so. yeah. so i have my "own" room (still have to share with the maid la). but sort of, i have more space and can use the room to put my super LOADS OF BAGS (i thot i can use her drawers. heehee.) and clothes and stuff. and i can do it the way i like. dunno luo will bunk in with me though. its squeezy (>.<) but i've gotten used to it. hee.

i haven't visited her place, but i heard its nice! she's living in the west - clementi (erm, i have 2nd thots about it. haa. i don't really like the location. i'm sorry i'm biased. but i think tampines is better :P) but aniwae, she's starting her new job next month and its paying LOADS better. so i guess she can jolly well afford everything and anything.

daddy wasn't happie initially. but jie does wad she wants. so she will. and he has no choice. haa. my mom's supportive of her being independent. she's all happie about it!

other than freedom, i can't see the good thing about living alone.

really.

i don't think i can't.

I WILL MISS MUMMY TERRIBLY.

how can i not talk to mummy for a day?

and i need home cooked dinners (even if its by the maid). soups and all. yums*.

and the maid is important! ok la. i can do washing, cooking, but i'm really bad at ironing clothes.
super admit lor. can iron la. but it doesn't come out nice. even dear does a better job. oh-oh :P

and i can't imagine after slogging for your career at the office, you'd have to come home and do the dishes, wash the laundry, hang it up and iron your clothes.

so, i'll never never move out and live alone.

lalala~

mummy: i love youuuu. the juices, milk, yakult, dreyers, buns, potato chips, and all the food you feed me everyday to help me survive for the exam. heng my weight's still the same :D plus the $143 which you blew on my migraine pills yesterday. simply the best mummy!

ta-ta...

Overloaded

been busy accompanying dear at the funeral last week.

and this week, its all books, notes and pens.

submitted my final project today. relieved.

its all been done.

got another of my test results. good. so far, din screw up any of my semester subjects. am keeping my fingers crossed for the finals.

critical period for dearie and me. can't wait for everything to be over.

btw, the government loves me!

or rather, i love our government!

got my GST package!

first it was the ERS, now, its GST!

yay! :D

this is happiness in the midst of sorrows.

dear: its nice to have you battling alongside with me during the exams, and next time in our careers (i hope i can get a job for goodness sake) good luck for your first paper tomorrow. lurves*

ta-ta...

Shaun The Sheep

i am so crazy over timmy!

so damn cute rite?

nic and louis watches this in france. jie got them the dvd from london.

his favourite cuddly is the orange bear. haa. i totally understand.

exam's here :(

dear: happie 7th year, 5 months :)

ta-ta...

Omega

omega - meaning the end.

for many reasons. many happenings lately.

i've been a west-end girl lately. not that i'm complaining. i'm doing it willingly. and somehow, i look at life differently.

if i can give it all, why not?

dear's maternal grandfather passed away on 07th april. leaving him to be busy like a bee and not having proper sleep. juggling his tests, and being at the wake at the same time. at times like this, support is always the best remedy i guess. even if i'm just a lunchlady.

and today marks the last day of my school term as well. last lecture of my life. can't believe how time flies. in less than 3 weeks exams start. 3 papers, and boom, i'll be a working adult.

and so, pics of my last lecture... taken with my new mobile (i realised i didn't even have the time to mention. but i'm lovin' it. 5 mega pixels! and i never regretted not getting that kate spade :D)

yay. my hair grow liao.

people who made my uni life possible.

yet again.

my eyes damn small.

my favourite marketing lecturer. love her lectures the most!

have more pals. but not taking the same minor as me. and i forgot to snap with them! :(

dear: good luck for your test tomorrow. the coming days and months ahead is gonna be a whirlwind. 加油！

ta-ta...

Open Arms

dear, i'm sorry about the news.

Mix

once again, got woken up by the bangalis -_-" they keep painting everyday. the exterior is nice la. but seriously, when are they going to carry out the so-called rumoured lift upgrading? i can't wait! can't imagine the lift going straight up to my place. shared between 2 neighbours only. waaah~ but its gonna take super long lor. i guess 2 years?

wanted to change bloggie's colour, but i'm still contemplating. i did a few tries, but its still incomparable with the current one. still like pink text.

suggestions?

and as usual lor. one more project to finish. 2 more to hand in. all hanging in the air. jeez. everyday seems to be made for school.

supposed to get my gadget tomorrow. hopefully. teeheehee... :P

btw, are you guys really stocking up rice? i dunno. just happen to read it in the papers and heard it on the news. is it really that serious? heard daddy and mummy saying that the price of everything's gonna rise soooon... so i'm not sure. i guess i'm juz blessed being sheltered by them, i dunno wads happening.

oopsy.

mummy said to papa "don't eat rice la." my dad went -_-"

(coz my mom eats very little rice)

and me said "luckily i don't eat rice." my dad went double -_-"

haahaahaa! cos daddy always buys 10kg pack for the family. its like this when you have to feed 7 people in the family :0

and... how do you direct an auntie to set up msn messenger on her office desktop?

i keep wanting to teach mummy. but she's scared. haa. i wanna chat with mummy. emails take too long.

and for now, its work time :(

grrr....

dearie: morning breakfast tomorroe!

ta-ta!

Cured! :D

the bangalis painting my block outside the window woke me up. making so much noise. just paint la. liewww~

but had a good sleep through the night. damn sick last nite can. migraine made me dizzy and all.

but i'm all okay now!

this one's for my dearie.

now i look into your eyes
i can see forever
the search is over

he sent me a message today. nothing lovey dovey or super sweet. just a promise to me :)

more project stuff to be completed. then the finals would be here!

rar...

Migraine Phenomena

i am so under the weather.

had symptoms of migraine since morning.

i knew it would come today. its been tingling at the back of my head when i woke up.

came home with a huge bang.

i guess it must be the night classes, travelling, and late nights.

now i feel like puking.

:(

just when i thot i wanted to start on my major report.

shitty.

gonna be on my super power 3x pill.

ta-ta...

Shot!

erm... no, i haven't been shopping. i haven't got anything new in such a long time!

no lor, not even clothes.

but i'm proud to say, i've saved enough for a kate spade!

that was my plan initially. to get myself a kate spade wallet. but i decided to get a gadget instead coz i thot it was more functional, practical and useful. so i shelved my katie aside.

but... they sent my mummy a mailer on this season's new bringings... mummy set her eyes on this...

narragansett stevie - SGD $800.00

and she just got a white kate spade a few months back. now she tells me she wants a black one.

-_-"

so she jio-ed me to kate spade coming april.

die, i tell u die. she juz relighted my fire for my wallet. and i mean, its boom, bam, bah!

and aniwae, i saw this bag in the new spring season collection. cute i think. got the english look. but no la. i'm not even thinking about it.

chattanooga carson

i'm already satisfied with mine. can't find pictures of it online liao. i guess the season's over.

and so, back to wallets... used to like this. wanted to get a white wallet for a change. but its very hard to care for patent leather as the salesgirl told me (truthfully... heng ar. they got very good sales people.). so i wrote off the idea.

pasadena taryn

and i saw this the other time at the outlet... mummy nearly got it for me. but she already got me a bag. so i didn't. but i like this cos its full leather. easy to care and can last super long in my hands.

they come in many different colours of cos... quite like the red and hot pink.

jane street taryn -SGD $380.00 (i think)

interior

in case you're wondering where the coins go, they go in front. super love the way they do their wallets. enough holders to put cards. and big and spacious compartments for you to dig your ah-ma coins. and got window to put pics!

i like this too.

pop clinton street taryn

interior

but got no window for picture! :(

and to be on the safe side. always the sleek black.

clinton street taryn

interior

no window again :(

and maybe for a little pattern?

classic noel posey

interior

and then i saw these super cute coin pouches la.

bollywood popsicle coin purse

comes in cute sunshine yellow too!

now i wonder why its called bollywood?

RAR!

pretty wallets.

cool gadgets.

:(

i'm shot by the shopping cupid.

life has been busy. but made easy with you.

you're better than google scholar. you get me the info i want.

ta-ta...

Busy Being Fabulous

oops, such heading.

no i wasn't busy being fabulous. haahaa. its such a wonderful song from the eagles that got me hooked. but they don't seem to have a good video of it, i can't place it on my bloggie.

"you were just too busy being fabulous
too busy to think about us
i don't know what you were dreaming of
somehow you forgot about love
you were just too busy being fabulous"

haven't heard it? then you haven't been on 95!

munching on a green apple now. *yums*

yah la, taking a break from my marketing report. so i'd juz come here and wala-wala abit. been slogging at the report for hours since i woke up. loads of stuff to complete. loads on my mind.

and so, in fact, the green apples are bought by mummy for some slimming tea thingy. i can't remember who told her. but all you have to do is to boil the green apples and haw slices. no other ingredients needed. of coz the haw slices not those from the supermarkets that you eat la. its from those chinese medical shop kind. and the tea would be sour, yet refreshing. it was said to be very nice lor. apparently can lose weight la. i haven't tried it yet. haa. wait till mummy cooks it.

but i have eaten most of the apples liao :P

haven't had proper lunches when i'm at home lately. i keep junking :D

its gonna be more busy days ahead. exam timetable out weeks ago... study plans gonna come soon.

dear told me plans about his future last nite. whoa, it sounded so good. i do hope it comes true really.

and... for now, i need to get back to that report.

sorry everything's so random.

gotta run!

ta-ta...

Muggler Again...

taking a break from mugging...

i'm more or less there. this is my final test for the rest of my sem. *ribena jump!*

no night class today so i'm super happie.

plus "the sister" is flying off to london / paris on thursday. a break she's gonna take before she embarks on her new job. damn shitty. got about $2k raise in pay. she's goin away so i'm blardy delighted. i'm not exactly thankful for her presence at home. she keeps taking my things (i dun mind if she handles my bags and watches with care. but you see, she dun give a damn. so i dun like to lend her my stuff. so there's a friction. she broke a few zips liao. so don't tell me to be more giving since i've got countless number of bags.) and recently, she wants to kapo my bag to london. which is a no-no. i dunno why she don't buy nice bags since she earns so many Ks per month.

i've got better taste. we're all blessed differently, in different aspects :P

and so sometimes, i secretly hopes she announces one day that she's gonna get married.

haahaa. ok nvm.

and to that fabulous dearie of mine: YOU'RE AWESOME! coz you've been superbly patient this past weekend! meeting me just to have brunch with me and then merely looking at me mugging, watching the tv with practically no volume just not to disturb me, hugging me when i fall asleep with my notes.

life's a little tough now, but we're always happy together! :) and you're still the one thing in my life i wouldn't wanna change.

oh, my sugar-puffed-cookie-rush. love you dearie.


aiyo, gtg revise past year paper la.

wish me luck!

ta-ta...

Smile :D

my big day's here! haa! woke up super early. waited this day for such a long time.

and for those who still dunno where the error is, let me show you...

can see lobang?

close up. now you should see it.

and about 3 hours later...

i'm back!

wah lao, i look so happie can. look a little pale due to bad lighting.

up close...

lobang no more...

heehee... smile!

ok, i wasn't really smiling. was merely showing you ppl my teeth. share my joy! take pics with me, from which ever angle. hee.

this smile costed mummy $650.

happie news... will be off my retainers in july! and would be wearing them only when i sleep for another following 6 months. but it really beats having them on now for 24 hours.

and the timing is just right. just in time for starting work. just like how mummy had it all planned for me :) huggies mama!

plus, i used to look like this...

2 years ago, before braces.

omg. i think i was super fat oso. the face, arms and all... haa.

dentists does wonders. really.

plus, todae's macaroni...

the maid cooked the soup version. i felt like having cabonara. so i made it myself. hee. with chicken shreads, corn, mushrooms, and chilli powder. plus, my daily dose of coffee (when i'm not schooling :D) the macaroni's really good. i dunno. maybe it doesn't look nice to you. haa. but it's pipping hot when i ate it. yums.

i saved another day's $$$. *tring tring* can you hear it? my gadget's on its way! haa.

gtg mug for my test.

SMILE WITH ME! :D

ta-ta!

Spaggingly Good

i'm done with wednesday's lecture :)

was supposed to visit the doctor for my aching tummy who keeps giving me probs. i din wanna go actuallie. its under the orders of sir eng. but its raining so heavily and i'm tired. so i didn't go in the end.

was even too lazy to drop by the mall to pick up my lunch. so i decided to whip something off the kitchen. it helps when "the mother" keeps an abudance flow of endless supplies of food. she's feeding pigs at home. haa.

was craving for pasta-like noodles. so i made my own.

hot in the pan!

ta-da!

hee. i can cook! :D ok, you can't see the little stuff, but it has scallops (i put alot heehee...), freshly cut tomatoes, sausages, plus garlic and onions. and its the best spag i've ever eaten in such a long time. perfected QQ-ed spag. the maid always overcooks it. hee. and of coz, topped up with the never-wrong, always peppery, TABASCO! yums.

the best thing is, its all free. and so my foodie money can go to my gadget fund, so in a way, i'm happie. yeah, i'm looking for a gadget, still looking around, keeping my options open. so long as its radio-enabled, able to fit mp3s with not too small GBs. basically lidat. plus, ERS coming next month! heh heh. growing up is good in a way. haa.

and so, while spagging, i'm reading the papers, and found this article interesting.

HONEY, SHE'S JUST A FRIEND.

it wrote in the paper:

"friendship leading to romance happens because what people are looking for in a mate overlaps with what people look for in a friendship. that's companionship, intimacy, and often, validation that they're attractive to the opposite sex..."

"we look for partners who are faithful, we look for friends who are loyal.... when men and women look for a mate, they look for someone who is similar to them in intelligence, attractiveness, worldview, values, height and weight. trouble is, friends look for people who are similar in those ways as well..."

and so,

"is there such thing as a non-sexual affair? what if you go for coffee at 10 o'clock everyday with someone from work, talk intimately with them. then you go home and you don't talk to your spouse."

interesting topic, but i don't wish to comment. juz fyi.

and this morning, as usual, was cruising on my 95, glenn said something like this...

THINGS TO DO TO STOP A WOMAN FROM COMPLAINING.

-women like attention. so call her just to tell her you miss her. or simply drop by to tell her you wanted to see her face badly.

- be spontaneous.

- give her surprises.

- if all of the above fails, try cuddling.

i dunno la. something lidat. haa. no. i din make it up. but he din mention, it only works in your first year or so. haahaa. simply becos, the men just don't get it. they get bored. if you do, then you are one lucky lady!

oh, btw...

tomorrow's my BIG DAY!

i shifted my dental appointment to tomorrow... MUAHAHAHAHA :D

wait for my pics tomoroeee.

ta-ta....

Nothing Lasts Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame
I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Random

phew, i'm just done with the whole group evaluation, plus my own. super tedious to do it 5 times. but aniwae, wads done should be done. so after this project, juz 1 more test and 2 more projects to be completed. and DONE.

and so, another week down. i can't wait for everything associated with school to be completed. haa. i dunno why. everytime i think of the travelling over to the west for merely just a lesson, i just burns me. taking so much time and energy. so, just 4 more weeks!

i miss them...

oh, my braces days~

the only girls who can put all differences aside, quarrel and hate each other 101 times, but still end up bitching together. cheers to our 12 years!

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The Other Half

had part 1 done on thursday. got a mould impression of my set of teeth sent to the lab. and i'll get my new crown next saturday. and so, this is how i look now. with imperfect teeth.

but he still loves me perfectly.

my siamese twin.

i'm still on retainers, and i can't wait till the day i get them off my daily life.

hopefully everything goes well.

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Rain Rain Go Away...

why does it keep pouring?

my day was like the weather. damn bad and cold. i had loads on my mind. and all it took was just more insensitive and irresponsible people to make it worst.

i was disgustingly irritated by the working adults. and i'm so ashamed i'm soon-to-be one of them. they would do anything, which includes pushing fellow commuters with their bags, step on my slippers leaving it half a meter away, without a word of apologizing and then sprinting off for their train. if they are so blardy late, i dun see why they can't make it a point to wake up early. okay fine, its juz one of those days you may say. but not even a "sorry"? and i can say, out of these people, at least 8 out of 10 are at least holding diplomas and above, educated and all, tugging coach and burberry handbags with suits, but no sense of humanity in them. then it dawned on me that interviews are nothing but cheap trick.

it utterly spoilt my morning.

then this...

blistering barnacles.

my blister got worst todae. can hardly write during lecture. super ultra painful when i took my shower. you can pronounce me dead.

came third spoiler, i don't even wish to mention it.

and when i got home. the stray cat did this again.

yes, again. always. i hate stray cats. i wun say i like them. but if they don't come bother me, i won't. but lately, there seems to be a huge increase in the amount of strays becoz the neighbours keep feeding it lar. and so, they keep reproducing. tsk. its really not good in the long term, if you cat lovers can see my point. if not, then its ok. we aren't looking on the same line aniwae. its juz irritating. my maid has to clean up this kind of mess every other day.

went to the doctor's todae for my review, cheaper this time, cut a little medicine. but still, blew $119. and tomorrow, i've fixed my appointment to correct my teeth! its gonna be an empress crown. heh. i'm royalty okay. haa. all it takes is 2 sessions. by next saturday, i would be :D

everytime you hold me
hold me like this is the last time
love me like you'll never see me again

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What Lies Ahead?

dear left my place near midnite yesterdae. borrowed my printer for printing his oh-so THICK report. poor him, has been so busy with his FYP he hardly has any time for anything. not even sleeping. i know nuts about engineering stuff, i can only juz help him juz a mere bit. why does it have to be so cheem? it makes them look smarter? haa. i dun understand a single thing he wrote in the whole report. its so 56%79830239%-4563[8573x484] kind of thing.

we haven't been spending dating time together except with the existence of books. its either i'm busy or he's busy. but we'll~ its good to have a partner i can study or do assignments with.

aniwae, its week 10 into the semester. and by week 14, it will be known as game over. my whole life of studying would come to an end, and i'll be welcoming the final exams with open arms. coming to think of it, i'm not at least a bit excited. working means i would not get "free allowance", i can't skip school, i can't sleep in late on certain weekdays, i can't have half-days, i might have a bossy boss, plus increased responsibilities. though it really means, more money, freedom, and building better lives ahead.

i'm happy for dear that his career's bright even though he's not officially graduated. shan't unveil the details since he wants to keep it private.

and last nite, i'm happy, becoz i know that i'm a part of his future :)

and wah lao lor, my tunmy hasn't been good. i've been having a hard time in the toilet. "toileted" twice within 30 mins. like how good is that?

ali: do take care of yourself . everything's gonna be alright :)

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New!

got a shock?

haa. i'm so happie i customized my very own blogger header. not so much of customize, but it took me really some time to get it perfectly resized. wanted to get it done long ago, it was juz left at the back of my mind.

aniwaes, they're our couple slippers. took during our trip to sentosa. i made it black and white, simply lurve it. and i still have many other versions.

can't wait for my dental appointment on saturday :D

gotta go!

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Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

he's the only one who needs me now.

ain't he adorable?

yep. my darling tubby. but poor him. notice the wart on his left eye? the vet says its better not to put him through anesthetic to remove it just in case we lose him. but he's still as active and playful.

aniwae, i went home todae after school just to spend time with him.

he likes to sit in his food bowl. i dunno why either. haa. cutie.

looking for his favourite almond.

found!

and got it out of the food bowl.

after lunch wipe.

i gave him a treat after that. i let him choose what he wanted to eat. and he went into the bottle to choose. i was so afraid he wasn't gonna come out. he took so long.

and made a mess la.

plus, its been raining so hard, its been so cold. and i've been have been feeling so ultra-tired, i have no idea why. i juz keep sleeping and sleeping, and no matter how much rest i take, i still feel tired and my migraine still comes back every now and then. i slept at 1030 last nite! beat that! who sleeps at 1030 now? and still, todae, i woke up late, took a train late, didn't get my "good seat" but i still slept on the train, hoping my destination reaches tomorrow.

and when i finally got over lecture, i slept again on the train, on my way home.

seriously, wads wrong with me?

now, i feel like napping again. juz an hour after lunch.

it muz be the rain i reckon.

grace: thanks for asking about pixie. i guess many people read my blog, but i guess they simply juz come and go. i don't need to tell you much, you know how i feel. you're a gem, and of coz, my bestie :)

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