i'm so bored at home todae.. haiz... liang has gone to sch to do project, and will be meeting his sister later, jan's friends are going over to her place to watch video,velly is going jogging wif her sis, ali is in police academy, gladys is too lazy to come out and grace is helping a friend in need.. haiz.. so many friends, but all so busy..
i'm all left alone at home todae! faced nothing but the computer the whole day... thank god there is still blogger to help me waste a little of my time.. i miss dear dear.. msged him like 3 times but he didn't reply.. so unlike of him.. maybe he went to play soccer wif his army buddies.. didn't take hp wif him.. dear dear, where on earth are you? i'm so bored.. can't wait for you to take leave. but i know, by the time u are clearing your leave, jul jul will be busy doing projects and having exams... haiz.. our schedule has never ever fitted.. its either u not free, or i not free...
but there is always something to look forward to! tomorrow jul's going out wif gladys and grace. we have to get nishi's birthdae present... and me? i feel like getting a watch! yay! hehee..
by the way, tomorrow's the 12th.. its QinJul's 45th month.. which means that, its been 3 years and 9 months since we went steady.. can't believe it man.. so fast... love ya dear..
last nite, dear made me so happie.. heehee.. i smsed him "Mr Eng, gd nite.." guess wad he replied? haahaa.. "Gd nite too Mrs Eng.. love ya.." i was so shocked.. so sweet! i had a very sweet sleep last nite.. yeah.. i admit.. i can't wait to be Mrs Eng.. i wanna spend and have a life with dear, but not until he and i finishes our studies and both our careers are establised and definately not until he asks.. in the right moment, right time, right place, with the right stuffs... i won't say yes so easily! haahaa.. its gonna be tough.. wow~~~ haaaa.. i'm actually talking about all these.. yeah.. i'm gonna be 21 this yr, wad u expect rite? there's no more puppy love btwn dear and me, both of us have matured and grown up.. we think differently.. many things to consider.. like our future... we are not the 17, 18 year olds anymore.. in this relationship, we have learnt to compromise, and give up some of the things we like and accept some things that we hate too.. compromise is a big word.. u might know how to say it, but when u really wanna do it, its not going to be easy.. love was never easy.. not for the both of us... we had many tough times, sleepless nites, countless fights, teary moments.. but through it all.. we stuck together, only for one reason... bcoz we love each other... and we know it deep in our hearts... we might say hurtful words when we are angry, but we dun actually mean it... the power of love is juz so great....
lastly.. dear, i love you.. from the bottom of my heart..
ta-ta..
