Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Love Is Complicated~

tired~ is the word to describe how i'm feeling now.. went to orchard, then bugis.. with jiayi. walked the whole day. din really eat alot todae. felt fat. really fat... oh gosh... gonna cut down on my diet... hope will be a little thinner by school reopen? haha... wadeva... aniwae, i can't find any nice bags in singapore... so sian~

woke up with a terrible tummy ache todae... and i couldn't shit~ makes me feel so horrid... went to put some ointment before going back to sleep... felt horrid~

dear's having OT again.. i'm used to it oredi. its always the case.. though i know he doesn't want it too.. had a little quarrel last nite and continued this morning. its complicated when it comes to matters of the heart huh? there's no correct or wrong and there's no ten year series to look for model answers... if there seriously was a ten year series on love, i would get it.... haiz... first years of the relationships are always the best~ and i seriously miss those days... if he was still that attentive, i wouldn't be so short tempered... but oh well~ the more i listen to jay chou's - jie kou, the sadder i become... its weird when people never know how to treasure something until they've lost it huh? people always take the things in life for granted. until when they lose it, then they start to regret, and then finally realised how important it was... aiyo wadeva la....

haven't had my dinner. waiting for mummy to come home and then eat with her. i always enjoy having dinner with mummy. coz we can talk about alot of things... and i love chatting with her... no one can ever take the place of mummy...

dun feel like blogging liao...

i'm lost~

ta-ta...