oops, i've been missing from my site...
been fretting over projects lor. wad else is new? juz 5 more mins before we are starting project again.
aniwae, need to update my dearest friends that my mother "opening-house" on 20th feb for cny. ppl i can think of, jan, liang, velly, jiayi, belle, ali and grace. for those names i did not mention, you are also invited, but let me know of your coming ok? and juz for info, dun need wear "ang ang". black oso can. my mother ok one. shorts and tees are welcome! make yourself at home! most of all, bring an empty stomach!
and dear's hamsters gave birth to 6 baby litters yesterday again. fast la, i know. but aniwae, they keep breeding and breeding. like some sex machine. scary lar. i wonder when is the third batch.
was reading my sis's fren's blog. she's 27 this year and keep hoping that her boyfriend would appreciate her more and tell her occassional sweet nothings. and she mentioned about something that before a guy gets a girl, he would want "personal space with her". but once the guy gets the girl, he would demand his "own personal space". haha. which i think its true. guys are always asking "can i have some personal space with my friends? and can i have some peace and quiet?" whahaha. its an issue most girls face i guess. but no comment on this issue coz they are born like that. its the "pride" or wadeva they call it lar. that their brothers would laugh at them coz they are attached and would wanna spend more time with their girlfriends. and then it all goes back to the ego.
its over my 5 mins. blog again when i'm free.
ta-ta...
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Friday, January 26, 2007
Nothing Much
was blogging halfway, then my screen went off. haiz. now i have to do it again.
so aniwae, i had my laugh at xiaxue's blog. go watch the youtube video. damn funny lar!
had a bad day todae. i was oredi unwilling to go to school and it doesn't help that i was almost late for school. but i did make it to the lecture, though i was 5 mins late. sneaked into the lecture hall at 1.05pm and was trying to catch up. then at 1.20pm, the darn lecturer ended it lar! so i came for a mere 15 mins? after taking the train for an hour? lao niang wake up early, nearly late, somemore rain can sleep si beh song, then she waste my time man! piannngg!
boss promised to gimmie organization chart of the coy, but i guess she was too busy, all my msn msgs went ignored. so now, i'm lost~
i know i'm supposed to be doing projects, working on my individual assignments, but i'm juz lazing around, procrastinating. haiz. and i think i'm gonna drown myself in episodes of "girls out loud" on youtube. i haven't caught an epidsode on tv, but it seems really interesting. and i wanna see xiaxue's new nose!
was on the train, on my way home the other day, and caught a couple (both secondary school students), they seemed like they were madly in love. i dun blame them coz at one point of my life, i was like that too. and i have to admit that was one of the best moments of my life. everything is stored in my memories. but it kept me thinking, as people age, certain things seem to fade away with time. sad but true. even the way we think, the things we do. love itself is juz not enough for survival. so how long can you keep the flame burning?
kinda tired now~
ta-ta...
so aniwae, i had my laugh at xiaxue's blog. go watch the youtube video. damn funny lar!
had a bad day todae. i was oredi unwilling to go to school and it doesn't help that i was almost late for school. but i did make it to the lecture, though i was 5 mins late. sneaked into the lecture hall at 1.05pm and was trying to catch up. then at 1.20pm, the darn lecturer ended it lar! so i came for a mere 15 mins? after taking the train for an hour? lao niang wake up early, nearly late, somemore rain can sleep si beh song, then she waste my time man! piannngg!
boss promised to gimmie organization chart of the coy, but i guess she was too busy, all my msn msgs went ignored. so now, i'm lost~
i know i'm supposed to be doing projects, working on my individual assignments, but i'm juz lazing around, procrastinating. haiz. and i think i'm gonna drown myself in episodes of "girls out loud" on youtube. i haven't caught an epidsode on tv, but it seems really interesting. and i wanna see xiaxue's new nose!
was on the train, on my way home the other day, and caught a couple (both secondary school students), they seemed like they were madly in love. i dun blame them coz at one point of my life, i was like that too. and i have to admit that was one of the best moments of my life. everything is stored in my memories. but it kept me thinking, as people age, certain things seem to fade away with time. sad but true. even the way we think, the things we do. love itself is juz not enough for survival. so how long can you keep the flame burning?
kinda tired now~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Arrrgghh Headache!
done. its finally over. presentation was okay todae. i'm juz glad that its over becoz i was fretting over it for days.
had to attend an unscheduled lecture todae. was oredi feeling tired when my presentation ended, but i had to get thru it. mid-session thru the lecture, i can oredi feel the tension on my head. and true enuff, my headache came.
came home feeling like my head was tied up. was perpetually breaking down. needed sleep so badly. but i juz can't fall asleep. haiz. wad sad contradiction.
haven't found the time to meet my friends. i have to meet up with belle before she leaves for aussie again, and alicia and me have an ikea date together. sorry babes. i'm juz so tired and tied down. projects are all gonna be due before chinese new year comes. i'm totally stressed out. will definitely find time to meet u all when i'm free.
alicia: i got your chinese new year card. thanks~
gotta go rest. sorry for boring posts lately. wait till my life is more interesting lar. haa.
ta-ta...
had to attend an unscheduled lecture todae. was oredi feeling tired when my presentation ended, but i had to get thru it. mid-session thru the lecture, i can oredi feel the tension on my head. and true enuff, my headache came.
came home feeling like my head was tied up. was perpetually breaking down. needed sleep so badly. but i juz can't fall asleep. haiz. wad sad contradiction.
haven't found the time to meet my friends. i have to meet up with belle before she leaves for aussie again, and alicia and me have an ikea date together. sorry babes. i'm juz so tired and tied down. projects are all gonna be due before chinese new year comes. i'm totally stressed out. will definitely find time to meet u all when i'm free.
alicia: i got your chinese new year card. thanks~
gotta go rest. sorry for boring posts lately. wait till my life is more interesting lar. haa.
ta-ta...
Monday, January 22, 2007
Fainting Heart
extremely extremely tired todae. i oredi dun feel good this morning, but still have to drag myself to school becoz of project commitments. i hate this week. i hate the lecturers, i hate the subject, i hate the presentations. i am so simply drained. now there are butterflies in my stomach fluttering becoz i juz realised there's a BIG hiccup in my project. i'm so drained. time spent travelling to and fro became my nap time. ended school at 1230 but i stayed on in school till 5 plus for my project. its juz hell...
i'm so anxious, but i can't do anything, coz it lies in the hands of my team. i'm dying of a weak heartbeat. i can't take anymore heart attacks.
help.
dear:
thank you for keeping me warm when i had a cold
thank you for wiping away my tears when i cried
thank you for being constantly there when i need you
and thank you for letting me into your life
ta-ta...
i'm so anxious, but i can't do anything, coz it lies in the hands of my team. i'm dying of a weak heartbeat. i can't take anymore heart attacks.
help.
dear:
thank you for keeping me warm when i had a cold
thank you for wiping away my tears when i cried
thank you for being constantly there when i need you
and thank you for letting me into your life
ta-ta...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Hamster Babies
pics of dear's hamster's babies. they've opened their eyes on friday night. cute little small things.
so after todae, i'm going to see lesser and lesser of dear now. our dates on saturdays and sundays have been down to only one day per week. it dosen't help that we're staying so far apart from each other. a little upset that things went about this way, but life still goes on though things have changed.
dear: u come online come and give me my project stuff ok? they're all in ur lappy and i'm waiting for you! faster faster~
ta-ta...
so after todae, i'm going to see lesser and lesser of dear now. our dates on saturdays and sundays have been down to only one day per week. it dosen't help that we're staying so far apart from each other. a little upset that things went about this way, but life still goes on though things have changed.
dear: u come online come and give me my project stuff ok? they're all in ur lappy and i'm waiting for you! faster faster~
ta-ta...
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Second Entry
juz did a little of my project. haiz... its gonna be a long journey~ but aniwae, that's all for todae. and to my OTD groupmates, please contact me k. lets get the ass up and do some work... i need a meeting badly.
aniwae, tubby's baby is up for adoption. the only one who's black-brownish. i can't put it up on yahoo auctions because no livestock is allowed. hence the adoption taking place here, which i know little people are interested, but juz trying my luck lar.
aniwae, tubby's baby is up for adoption. the only one who's black-brownish. i can't put it up on yahoo auctions because no livestock is allowed. hence the adoption taking place here, which i know little people are interested, but juz trying my luck lar.
i love her. but if not for the space, and daddy's naggings, i would keep her. but aniwae, she's one adorable little girl. very curious in fact. if you can see, the grilles of the cage on the right is rusty, because of her constant biting and wanting to pick fights with pixie in between the grilles! so then, i put up an opaque seperator.
oh yah, and the pic taken by my new sony ericsson 3.2 megapixel camera. click on the pic to see wad i mean. its damn clear lor! pardon me for repeating, i'm juz oh-so proud of my phone. so juz let me be.
listening to "first love" compilation by class 95. dear bought the CD for me, i think about 4 or 5 years ago. then alot of thoughts and memories came flowing back... those "hong hong lie lie de ai" if you know wad i mean. haaa... but then again, why do gurls always expect everlasting love? i'm a gurl, but i oso dunno leh...
ta-ta...
Off Day
school's out todae! hee.. but i'm supposed to be staying home to do project's draft... later bah i guess.
was looking at my organizer, and its juz 2 more weeks to the reconstruction of my teeth. then i had this thought last nite. wouldn't i have difficulty feasting on chinese new year goodies? damn! told mummy about it. her reply was, in dialect... "si beh yao gui leh" haahaa... who can resist the calling of bak kwa, pineapple tarts, glorious "kueh ji" and those straight-lined kuey lapis? moreover its the pig's year! another reason to feast!
alicia: i know you are busy, hence i did not wanna bother you. but call me when you are free ok? i need someone to talk to. thanks.
ta-ta...
was looking at my organizer, and its juz 2 more weeks to the reconstruction of my teeth. then i had this thought last nite. wouldn't i have difficulty feasting on chinese new year goodies? damn! told mummy about it. her reply was, in dialect... "si beh yao gui leh" haahaa... who can resist the calling of bak kwa, pineapple tarts, glorious "kueh ji" and those straight-lined kuey lapis? moreover its the pig's year! another reason to feast!
alicia: i know you are busy, hence i did not wanna bother you. but call me when you are free ok? i need someone to talk to. thanks.
ta-ta...
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
My Sony Ericsson K800i
woo~ i skipped blogging... haa.. aniwae, i'm back...
my sony ericsson k800i arrived yesterday! happie happie. happie with everything. the functions, the colour, the screen, the sound, the cool 3.2 mega pixel camera and basically juz the look! highly recommended phone. very hot! until must wait for the stock to arrive. get one now todae!
school has been in a total new light lately. my lecturer has been different from the rest. she's very "audience-orientated". always wants to hear from the floor and basically involve us in the lecture. i have no idea whether its good or bad. haha. but aniwae, i survived and have been a good gurl listening attentively.
burnt a hole in my atm card todae. bought a text for $45! read properly... its A text. one only! arrgghh! there goes the bucks. cannot dun buy oso, coz there's an open book examination. so cunning...
nothing much happened lately. so there's nothing much to blog. till then!
ta-ta...
my sony ericsson k800i arrived yesterday! happie happie. happie with everything. the functions, the colour, the screen, the sound, the cool 3.2 mega pixel camera and basically juz the look! highly recommended phone. very hot! until must wait for the stock to arrive. get one now todae!
school has been in a total new light lately. my lecturer has been different from the rest. she's very "audience-orientated". always wants to hear from the floor and basically involve us in the lecture. i have no idea whether its good or bad. haha. but aniwae, i survived and have been a good gurl listening attentively.
burnt a hole in my atm card todae. bought a text for $45! read properly... its A text. one only! arrgghh! there goes the bucks. cannot dun buy oso, coz there's an open book examination. so cunning...
nothing much happened lately. so there's nothing much to blog. till then!
ta-ta...
Monday, January 15, 2007
Monday Blues
i'm not well (-_-)" feeling giddy, dizzy, or wadeva u call it...
i am a little restless girl todae. i didn't pay attention during my leadership mgmt lecture and i left early, with my buddies of course. headed to plaza's mac for lunch and supposingly to use their wireless connection to do project and have free flow of drinks. but being restless, or rather efficient the previous day, we ended our meeting in less than 1/2 an hour.
went to dig cheap clothes with the gurls and then headed home. wanted to pop by dear's place, but it was way too early, moreover, i wanted to catch my must-watch show! home decor survivor on channel 8. and i'm not sure if he wanted to see me... hee... so i decided to head home instead.
now, i'm tired.
ta-ta...
i am a little restless girl todae. i didn't pay attention during my leadership mgmt lecture and i left early, with my buddies of course. headed to plaza's mac for lunch and supposingly to use their wireless connection to do project and have free flow of drinks. but being restless, or rather efficient the previous day, we ended our meeting in less than 1/2 an hour.
went to dig cheap clothes with the gurls and then headed home. wanted to pop by dear's place, but it was way too early, moreover, i wanted to catch my must-watch show! home decor survivor on channel 8. and i'm not sure if he wanted to see me... hee... so i decided to head home instead.
now, i'm tired.
ta-ta...
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Tarot Cards
can't believe i'm posting my second entry of the day so soon. aniwae, was randomly surfing the net becoz i was too bored and i found this tarot cards test. so juz took it for fun. here's the results...
ta-ta...
You are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
ta-ta...
Gadgets
another boring sunday. feeling totally uneasy and i have no idea why. i'm not exactly happie this weekend. so i'm juz hoping that tomorrow comes quicker so that i can immerse myself in schoolwork.
the weekend has been totally horribly boring. my eyelids have been twitching and i feel so insecure. like... wad's gonna happen man?
the only thing that i can look forward to this week is my new sony ericsson mobile. and since i'm very free, for those who dunno which model, this is my soon-to-be phone.
ok lar, dun hiam ok... i know the pic's abit crooked.
everyone's going excited about the new iphone by apple. bedazzled by it! take a look!
pics from apple site...
cool lor, but its going to be launched in the US next month. by the time it comes to us? i think it'll be end of the year. and i'm sure it'll be costly. a little too advanced for me though. i need time to adjust to such high tech gadgets. hahaha...
the weather has been totally unlike for january isn't it? but i guess most people are happie about the weather as they can tug their pretty sweaters and jackets. but i hate it when my birkies are drenched! no sun! how to dry? if tomorrow's gonna rain again, i'm gonna put on my havaianias i swear! plus, carrying a brolly out is juz a no-no option for me.
was reading cleo, and the heading goes like this "SKILLS ALL MEN WISH YOU KNEW". it got me interested. as i read, i began to wonder if its true. here goes the list...
1. how to put up a tent
2. how to make a tantalising steak sandwich
3. how to assemble furniture
4. how to do a one arm push-up
5. how to make a killer cocktail
wad sia? i'm not even sure if i can do some of the above, not to say all. but do men really want us to know all these? my reasons are simple...
1. do we really need a tent? if yes, how often do we sleep in a tent aniwae?
2. there's always carl's jr
3. we pay men to do that
4. one arm push up for wad?
5. cocktails are expensive, still want to buy and make?
and lastly, wad are men for then? haa... aniwae, its juz for thoughts.
ta-ta...
was reading cleo, and the heading goes like this "SKILLS ALL MEN WISH YOU KNEW". it got me interested. as i read, i began to wonder if its true. here goes the list...
1. how to put up a tent
2. how to make a tantalising steak sandwich
3. how to assemble furniture
4. how to do a one arm push-up
5. how to make a killer cocktail
wad sia? i'm not even sure if i can do some of the above, not to say all. but do men really want us to know all these? my reasons are simple...
1. do we really need a tent? if yes, how often do we sleep in a tent aniwae?
2. there's always carl's jr
3. we pay men to do that
4. one arm push up for wad?
5. cocktails are expensive, still want to buy and make?
and lastly, wad are men for then? haa... aniwae, its juz for thoughts.
ta-ta...
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Doggies
i didn't blog earlier becoz i dun feel like it. i'm feeling as down as the weather. reason wise, i dunno why either. my mood has been like the weather, cold and down.
didn't meet dear todae coz he's supposed to be recalled back. but SAF didn't mobilize him. so in any case, we wasted one of our dating days, and i guess tomorrow's fate would be the same as todae. some things are juz not in the control of our hands. plus, it didn't help that we have lesser and lesser time together now that both our school have commenced. timetable clashes and other stuff... blah blah blah...
i didn't go out either. in any case, my new phone is on the way oredi. sponsored by my parents of course. not buying purposely, since i juz changed to my N70 only, but becoz my dad's corporate mobile contract with all 3 lines is up. my parents got matching couple phones. they very hiao lar. they got the nokia 3G 6233 music edition phone wor. they trying very hard to be hip la. both have same wallpapers, ringtone and basically everything they oso want to be same. how much love do they have for each other sia? as for me, i'm getting the sony ericsson K800i recommended by alot of people. plus, it was said that it doesn't hang as often as nokia, or have any auto shut down thingy. i liked the brown, but something in me juz told me to take the black instead. so i made a reservation, since its currently out of stock.
i have pics from friday too... went to vivo with my pals. my second time at pet safari there. cutie little dogs that melt your heart... erm, except for the british bulldog.
curious pugs
corgi
sad and lonely british bulldog
gotta weak stomach...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Tired
tired. i juz feel freaking tired though i only have a morning class todae. and i was a little off track...
firstly, yeah, i forgot to set my alarm last nite. but i thot i remembered i did? maybe i was oredi in my dreams. and so... i was nearly late for school, but thankfully, i wasn't.
secondly, school ain't that good. hate soft spoken lecturers who think they speak like loud hailers and refuse to use the microphone. plus australian accent doesn't help when everyone speaks with a slang here.
thirdly, i read the course information. it states "open book examination". happie like shit. then the lecturer said "its a printing error, it's a close book examination". damn...
tomorrow i'm having the same subject, plus a very long day. how good can it be?
RAR!
firstly, yeah, i forgot to set my alarm last nite. but i thot i remembered i did? maybe i was oredi in my dreams. and so... i was nearly late for school, but thankfully, i wasn't.
secondly, school ain't that good. hate soft spoken lecturers who think they speak like loud hailers and refuse to use the microphone. plus australian accent doesn't help when everyone speaks with a slang here.
thirdly, i read the course information. it states "open book examination". happie like shit. then the lecturer said "its a printing error, it's a close book examination". damn...
tomorrow i'm having the same subject, plus a very long day. how good can it be?
RAR!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Back To School
its back to school tomorrow. back to being an undergraduate. no more slacking oredi. siao man... i dun think i can handle it. haha. but thank god, i'm free from econs and subjects that have something to do with numbers. i'm seriously bad at those, and i seriously think the calculator is one of the greatest invention.
been preparing for school, printing course information, clearing my stuff to make way for new notes, packing my bag.... blah blah blah...
my little buttonose left me yesterday. gave her to velly. though i felt a little sad after she left, clearing her cage, but i guess, she's off to a better place? i know velly will take good care of her. her new name now is "mini".
so aniwae, other than that, dear's hammie gave birth to 6 litters yersterday morning. juz as i thought. told him she'll deliver soon, but he said she wun until a week later. hmph, he juz doesn't trust the professional! bleah!
school has yet to commence, and i oredi have a list of stuff to buy! so, somehow, i'm glad that chinese new year is around the corner.
- my supply of contact lenses
- new battery for lappy
erm... this two oredi cost me some part of my allowance liao...
have decided to put on braces liao... juz booked my appointment. but my dentist is so hot lar. haha. apparently he's fully booked for this month, so my turn would be in february. hee... i can't wait to have straight teeth!
rain rain plitter platter!
ta-ta...
been preparing for school, printing course information, clearing my stuff to make way for new notes, packing my bag.... blah blah blah...
my little buttonose left me yesterday. gave her to velly. though i felt a little sad after she left, clearing her cage, but i guess, she's off to a better place? i know velly will take good care of her. her new name now is "mini".
so aniwae, other than that, dear's hammie gave birth to 6 litters yersterday morning. juz as i thought. told him she'll deliver soon, but he said she wun until a week later. hmph, he juz doesn't trust the professional! bleah!
school has yet to commence, and i oredi have a list of stuff to buy! so, somehow, i'm glad that chinese new year is around the corner.
- my supply of contact lenses
- new battery for lappy
erm... this two oredi cost me some part of my allowance liao...
have decided to put on braces liao... juz booked my appointment. but my dentist is so hot lar. haha. apparently he's fully booked for this month, so my turn would be in february. hee... i can't wait to have straight teeth!
rain rain plitter platter!
ta-ta...
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Ice Monster
went to catch night at the museum todae with dear. haha. funny like hell. and we basically juz spent the day around bugis.
dear brought me to eat ice monster at bugis todae. its near burlington square and the bencoolen. around sim lim that area. i tell u, they serve goodie goodie dessert. of course, mango being their speciality. whoa, very fresh and nice... click on the link to see more of their desserts.
aniwae, this was wad we had. fresh fruits mix with mango sherbert and milk. yummy!
dear: good luck on your first day of attachment tomorrow. hope everything goes smoothly for you (^_^)
ta-ta...
dear brought me to eat ice monster at bugis todae. its near burlington square and the bencoolen. around sim lim that area. i tell u, they serve goodie goodie dessert. of course, mango being their speciality. whoa, very fresh and nice... click on the link to see more of their desserts.
aniwae, this was wad we had. fresh fruits mix with mango sherbert and milk. yummy!
dear: good luck on your first day of attachment tomorrow. hope everything goes smoothly for you (^_^)
ta-ta...
Saturday, January 06, 2007
New Year New Stuff
okay, its 6 days into 2007. did some new stuff to change my life...
i went for my first eyebrow shaping. to be precise, its eyebrow threadding. decided to give it a try with jiayi. the shop is damn good and cheap. the surroundings looks ex lor! its at little india. called rupini's. $5 only! it's only a minute long, and not that painful. and you get cleanly shaped brows. worth the bucks and time.
visited my dentist todae to clean my teeth. and somehow, 70% of me is ready to wear braces. to get rid of my two front teeth. costs about $2k. time about 1 and 1/2 to 2 years. no tooth extraction needed for me, so its a relief. plus, i only need to wear it on the upper row of my teeth, coz my dentist said my lower teeth is straight enuff. he told me to think about it first. mummy's sponsoring this whole course. so the rest is up to me. somehow, i think i'll go for it lar. why not rite? haa...
aniwae, dear's hammie is pregnant. haha. of course diagnosed by me! i'm 90% sure its conceiving. juz when i thot the husband was gay. haha.
hmmm and to end it all off, i hope i'll do better this semester... work harder, and be smarter. hee...
ta-ta...
i went for my first eyebrow shaping. to be precise, its eyebrow threadding. decided to give it a try with jiayi. the shop is damn good and cheap. the surroundings looks ex lor! its at little india. called rupini's. $5 only! it's only a minute long, and not that painful. and you get cleanly shaped brows. worth the bucks and time.
visited my dentist todae to clean my teeth. and somehow, 70% of me is ready to wear braces. to get rid of my two front teeth. costs about $2k. time about 1 and 1/2 to 2 years. no tooth extraction needed for me, so its a relief. plus, i only need to wear it on the upper row of my teeth, coz my dentist said my lower teeth is straight enuff. he told me to think about it first. mummy's sponsoring this whole course. so the rest is up to me. somehow, i think i'll go for it lar. why not rite? haa...
aniwae, dear's hammie is pregnant. haha. of course diagnosed by me! i'm 90% sure its conceiving. juz when i thot the husband was gay. haha.
hmmm and to end it all off, i hope i'll do better this semester... work harder, and be smarter. hee...
ta-ta...
Thursday, January 04, 2007
The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore
The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises;
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
But still I don't know why
No I don't know why
Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
ta-ta...
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises;
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
But still I don't know why
No I don't know why
Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
ta-ta...
The Good And The Bad
dear's on his way home now... he's been sweet enuff to meet me at tampines for quite a few days lately, juz becoz i was bored and juz wanted to leave home for a breather, and so i appreciate it alot...
aniwae, we headed to G2000 to get dear's attachment clothes. great discounts they have now. as much as 50% on pants, shirts, etc... thing is, he was indecisive on wad to get, coz he juz hate choosing clothes... so in the end, i decided everything for him. all he said was "is it ok? if you think its ok, then ok." haa...
aniwae, we headed to G2000 to get dear's attachment clothes. great discounts they have now. as much as 50% on pants, shirts, etc... thing is, he was indecisive on wad to get, coz he juz hate choosing clothes... so in the end, i decided everything for him. all he said was "is it ok? if you think its ok, then ok." haa...
i dunno why, i can't stand my father lately. he's been very unreasonable and very petty. i dunno how to explain lar. its been hell of a time staying at home. but thank god, dear was here todae, so it wasn't so bad. you know old people, sometimes they are in the wrong, but you die die juz can't say them lar, why? becoz they eat salt more than you eat rice. very wad one leh actually. its juz not fair. and his thinking very old-fashioned. very conservative. sometimes i wish i had so much more freedom, juz like other gals. i'm oredi 23, and going on 24 this year, but i still feel like i'm a lady, trapped in a little girl's time. if you get wad i mean lar. haiz. juz go out later than usual with my galfriends and msges come flowing in "where are you?", "why not back yet?" and stuff like that. hate it hate it hate it seriously. sometimes very paiseh oso, especially when you are out with friends.
unhappie stuff aside, i'm supposed to go to sentosa tomorrow. but i guess its gonna be called off. becoz jiayi and me have to head down to school... i forgot to pay my membership fees lar. and plus she got some other stuff to settle. belle's reaction was "huh?! but i wanna go sentosa!" heh... nevertheless, we're still gonna meet up and chill... and i think shar is goin too! haha.. big PIGS reunion!
and, i strongly recommend this CD...
U2 18 singles. really good songs i tell you. worth the buy. you'll love it. of course, i have the CD, with compliments from jie jie... heh heh... go check it out! dun be ulu!
and of course, for people with spare cash... check this CD out too!
james morrison's undiscovered. go, discover him!
realised that i haven't been keeping up with the morning express on class 95, ever since the holidays started. i guess when school starts, i'll need glenn and the flying dutchman's company every morning on the boring journey to the very faraway school... the cranky jokes and classy songs... of course, from the very classy class 95!
will be stopping here for todae. nitez!
ta-ta...
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Pixie
pixie bit me todae. i guess i scared her. she never bit me before. but always allowed me to cuddle her. was arranging her bedding and i guess i was too rough. my finger is pierced with two of her tiny teeth marks. there was blood. painful initially, but not anymore. i never blamed her aniwae.
her daughters have been fighting, even though there's a divider between them. of course the divider is not fully blocked. its like a grill sort of thingy. so they can still fight in between the gaps. my poor little button-nose got injured again todae. so many times, bitten by the other one. (i call her button-nose coz her nose was injured by the other hammie and she's got a blood clotted nose now, which makes her extra cute). so i transferred pixie with her daughter. and button-nose to pixie's cage. surprisingly, pixie and her daughter didn't fight. they kept smelling each other, slept next to each other, with of course, the divider dividing them apart. hamsters are so weird. or maybe, its juz mother's instinct.
school starts for most people todae. and many thot todae is my first day of school too. no lar, i start school next wednesday. so if wanna meet, do it within this week ok? its luo luo's first day at secondary school though. then thinking back, i miss secondary school. one of the best moments of my life.
belle called me todae, with the usual "sentosa jul!" haa... she's been back for nearly 2 months, but i have yet to see her. so aniwae, programmes are planning up... hee...
alicia msged me right after belle. haa... that vain girl went to the mall for rebonding... oops! heehee...
i wanted to walk to the mall, head to the bank, get some sweet beans for my hammies, but i'm juz plain lazy lar. but since alicia is there, maybe i can consider. but rebonding takes like 4 to 5 hours. so i guess, it'll be late when she's done.
and can i ask why doesn't singtel carry the N70 music edition? seems that you can only get it at nokia. why ar? very wad leh.
ta-ta...
her daughters have been fighting, even though there's a divider between them. of course the divider is not fully blocked. its like a grill sort of thingy. so they can still fight in between the gaps. my poor little button-nose got injured again todae. so many times, bitten by the other one. (i call her button-nose coz her nose was injured by the other hammie and she's got a blood clotted nose now, which makes her extra cute). so i transferred pixie with her daughter. and button-nose to pixie's cage. surprisingly, pixie and her daughter didn't fight. they kept smelling each other, slept next to each other, with of course, the divider dividing them apart. hamsters are so weird. or maybe, its juz mother's instinct.
school starts for most people todae. and many thot todae is my first day of school too. no lar, i start school next wednesday. so if wanna meet, do it within this week ok? its luo luo's first day at secondary school though. then thinking back, i miss secondary school. one of the best moments of my life.
belle called me todae, with the usual "sentosa jul!" haa... she's been back for nearly 2 months, but i have yet to see her. so aniwae, programmes are planning up... hee...
alicia msged me right after belle. haa... that vain girl went to the mall for rebonding... oops! heehee...
i wanted to walk to the mall, head to the bank, get some sweet beans for my hammies, but i'm juz plain lazy lar. but since alicia is there, maybe i can consider. but rebonding takes like 4 to 5 hours. so i guess, it'll be late when she's done.
and can i ask why doesn't singtel carry the N70 music edition? seems that you can only get it at nokia. why ar? very wad leh.
ta-ta...
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Ikea Tampines Again~
i was off to ikea tampines again todae with mummy, luo luo and dear. bought storage for my uni notes and books. dear was here to help me with the packing. thank you... mummy bot the hotdogs that they sell in ikea for a dollar. frozen ones of course, available at the ikea supermarket. plus she got 1kg of ikea's famous swedish meatballs, frozen. we bot the gravy too. i came back and became the chef. very nice ar! heh heh... but i juz forgot to take pics lar.
dear was over at my place. loaded an old jacky cheung's song - ta lai ting wo de yan chang hui into my media player. this was what happened.
dear: u listen this song very nice one.
me: i got listen, but i dun understand.
dear: haiyo.
me: u find lyrics online for me lar.
(dear went to find lyrics for me)
dear: you know how to read chinese meh?
me: hmph..
(i was listening and reading the lyrics, but some words i dunno lar)
me: i still dun understand leh.
dear: blah blah blah.... (explaining to me the song)
me: wad? i still dun get it.
dear: (gives up) go and see youtube lar. visual one then you understand.
(dear went to find the music video for the song, and so i watched the whole of it)
dear: i think you still dun understand lar.
me: i know! i know! i know liao. but you always tell me "its only a show" wad...
haa.. can't believe there's a sentimental side of this guy. maybe he is, but he juz doesn't show it to me. aniwae, the video is a sad one. so is the song.
i need to get down to get ready for school. i'm not mentally prepared. help!
ta-ta...
dear was over at my place. loaded an old jacky cheung's song - ta lai ting wo de yan chang hui into my media player. this was what happened.
dear: u listen this song very nice one.
me: i got listen, but i dun understand.
dear: haiyo.
me: u find lyrics online for me lar.
(dear went to find lyrics for me)
dear: you know how to read chinese meh?
me: hmph..
(i was listening and reading the lyrics, but some words i dunno lar)
me: i still dun understand leh.
dear: blah blah blah.... (explaining to me the song)
me: wad? i still dun get it.
dear: (gives up) go and see youtube lar. visual one then you understand.
(dear went to find the music video for the song, and so i watched the whole of it)
dear: i think you still dun understand lar.
me: i know! i know! i know liao. but you always tell me "its only a show" wad...
haa.. can't believe there's a sentimental side of this guy. maybe he is, but he juz doesn't show it to me. aniwae, the video is a sad one. so is the song.
i need to get down to get ready for school. i'm not mentally prepared. help!
ta-ta...
Monday, January 01, 2007
JAGS Stayover
blogger's still a little crazy lately. sometimes working well, sometimes, i can't even load my blog. i guess its still recovering from the earthquake thingy.
stayed over at alicia's place on friday with grace. unbelievable but true, we played scrabble till 4.30 am in the morning. i know i know, you all are probably rolling your eyes now... aniwae, we formed our masterpiece together. see?
stayed over at alicia's place on friday with grace. unbelievable but true, we played scrabble till 4.30 am in the morning. i know i know, you all are probably rolling your eyes now... aniwae, we formed our masterpiece together. see?
i'd dunno what i'd do without them...
aniwae, new blogskin... got down to change it after i've been feeling down. so thot i'd juz occupy myself for the whole day doing it. been looking for something simple, but not pink. i liked my previous one, but it seems to pinky and girly. not my type. now that i've got this maroon one. heh... and i changed the song in my music box too. so enjoy~
happie 2007... erm... nothing to be happie about actually. it didn't start off really smoothly. nevertheless, i dun wish to talk about it anymore.
was watching tv juz now. the girl said something like that to her ex-husband: "no matter how great the love and passion is, it will still fade with time. didn't you used to love me too? look at us now."
whoa, set me thinking. true lar. but then i watched another serial, the guy and girl fighting for their dear lives to be together.
then again, life is so vulnerable. but on the other hand, wadeva lar... there's so much more than love itself. its hard to let go i guess, but life goes on... you still have to eat, still have to sleep, still have to shit...
i'm a little tempremental lately. time of the month lar. its coming i know. haiz.. i feel irritated and upset easily. sheesh...
next month is chinese new year leh. unbelievable but true lar. haa.. its oredi january wad... money money coming...
school's starting next week. haiz...
ok lar. ending here liao. this is a crappy entry... hee...
hope everyone have a smooth 2007...
ta-ta...
grace: thanks for picking up my call during my most vulnerable moment. thank you for being there for me even though you were extremely busy. though u didn't return my call till now, i still appreciate you making time for me when my world was falling.
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