its going to be 1am soon. and i'm still awake. physically and mentally tired. yet i dunno why i'm here. yes, a weird contradiction. still, i come into blogger with no purpose or anything in mind to blog about.
my mind's been on a very messy beat lately (maybe that's why i came here to seek some comfort?). keep having an opposition with what my heart's been thinking.
its been a challenge to keep my mind focused during this study week(s).
yet all this while, everyone thinks i'm having a good time.
its not easy ok?