waiting for time to pass. so i'll juz blog a little. have to get on with life and head to school in 15 mins time.
many things have been happening lately. unhappy things in fact. dunno why immaturity seems to be floating in the air. oh well. i wun blog abt it. trash it~ into the recycle bin!
both happie and sad todae, becoz todae's project submission day! means another one down. but it means the start of another. grrr! seems like it never ends.
did online shopping the other day. scary. never never do that. its gonna hurt your ang pows real bad. though mine's not a big damage. but more time spent could do serious damage. and so, like jiayi's sister said "control your desires~" hehe..... i bot 2 old navy flip flops and a bag... i'm such a weakling for bags. but only becoz it was cheap... arrgghh...
i'll end off here todae.
ta-ta...
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
I'm An Unlucky Pig
haven't had the time to blog. maybe i juz haven't made time for myself. now that jiayi's taken some of the project burden for the time being, i'll juz spend some time here.
piggy year hasn't really been good for me even tho its my year. some ppl say its tai-sui. but i dun really believe.
my health hasn't been good this year. been sick all this while. my throat hurts badly. plus the daily medications.
on-going projects to get my degree. i thot it was easy. but heck, its not easy at all... still got alot more projects to go.
relationship has been so-so. it hasn't been a bed of roses. neither am i walking on thorns. i'm juz stepping on the edge. i can fall off either side any time. i can get hurt by thorns anytime, or i can get swept away and fall onto the cosy rosy bed of lovely red roses. though i'm pretty much by myself right now, and i'm very much independent, taking care of myself.
shitty shit... mr gastric is here to look for me.
ta-ta...
piggy year hasn't really been good for me even tho its my year. some ppl say its tai-sui. but i dun really believe.
my health hasn't been good this year. been sick all this while. my throat hurts badly. plus the daily medications.
on-going projects to get my degree. i thot it was easy. but heck, its not easy at all... still got alot more projects to go.
relationship has been so-so. it hasn't been a bed of roses. neither am i walking on thorns. i'm juz stepping on the edge. i can fall off either side any time. i can get hurt by thorns anytime, or i can get swept away and fall onto the cosy rosy bed of lovely red roses. though i'm pretty much by myself right now, and i'm very much independent, taking care of myself.
shitty shit... mr gastric is here to look for me.
ta-ta...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
The Stoopid Drunkards & The Vegetable Diet
its 4.45am and i'm awake blogging. jie vomitted on my blanket becoz she came home drunk. bimbo. i hate it. smelly and everything. she juz lay there and vomit. i got so angry, shouted and everything, but no use. she still laid there. drunkards. i hate them. hate gamblers and drunkards. they bring nothing but trouble.
plus got awake from the gastric pains got from my migraine pills. but i'm oredi on prevention for gastric. aniwae, wadeva~ prevent this and that.
and i dunno why i'm having a migraine when i'm oredi on pills. is there really something wrong with me? a tumor or something? if so, can i die earlier? like now? i'm so sucidal.
i'm pretty upset right now. other than the things mentioned above, i cried myself to sleep last nite. why? i tink i'll rather not blog about it to prevent future trouble. but i was sure i was hurt, very very hurt. then i began asking myself why do i always wanna make ppl happie? always trying to please everybody's views and demands. always apologizing. i've never spared a thot for myself. my life was lead very much by others. i guess i know i'm not perfect in your eyes anymore. or maybe, i never was.
physical and emotional pain hurts. schoolwork helps at this moment.
p/s: if u see me chewing on fruits and salad instead of a full main course, pls do not ask why. its obvious. i'm upset enuff. juz eat along with me to cheer me up a little, or keep quiet.
gonna do the exec summary for my report.
ta-ta...
plus got awake from the gastric pains got from my migraine pills. but i'm oredi on prevention for gastric. aniwae, wadeva~ prevent this and that.
and i dunno why i'm having a migraine when i'm oredi on pills. is there really something wrong with me? a tumor or something? if so, can i die earlier? like now? i'm so sucidal.
i'm pretty upset right now. other than the things mentioned above, i cried myself to sleep last nite. why? i tink i'll rather not blog about it to prevent future trouble. but i was sure i was hurt, very very hurt. then i began asking myself why do i always wanna make ppl happie? always trying to please everybody's views and demands. always apologizing. i've never spared a thot for myself. my life was lead very much by others. i guess i know i'm not perfect in your eyes anymore. or maybe, i never was.
physical and emotional pain hurts. schoolwork helps at this moment.
p/s: if u see me chewing on fruits and salad instead of a full main course, pls do not ask why. its obvious. i'm upset enuff. juz eat along with me to cheer me up a little, or keep quiet.
gonna do the exec summary for my report.
ta-ta...
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Home Comfort
finally back at home... really exhausted, so i'm gonna sleep after i finish this post.
stayed over at velly's place last nite for project purposes. juz came back from having dinner with alicia. felt good to relax a little, even though i had to tug my lappy around with me. its been quite a while since i took a break. been extremely tired. nothing but projects revolving my life ever since before cny. i miss the movies, i miss going to sentosa, i miss the zoo, i miss the beach, i miss picnics, i miss every single activity i used to do. life seems to be mundane now. even weekends are always occupied with something or somehow, its juz wasted.
been feeling sick. had sore throat, dry cough, and difficulty breathing todae. but my doctor does not want to put me on antibiotics coz i'm still taking medication to keep my migraines down. the only medication i got was a big pack of lozenges and gargle to keep the throat from turning sore. i'm seriously unwell this time. can feel every smell of phelgm running through my throat. i know, its gross. wad's worst, its painful, and i can feel it.
dear's out with his frens, and more frens, thru the night. for me, i'm juz glad i have my bed, bloster and fat fat to sleep with tonite. nothing compares to your own bed i guess.
been listening to sad songs lately. somehow, it sets the mood. makes me feel upset too. but its not that i did it purposely. jie juz sent me a whole load of sad songs lately, plus dear sent me stand by me by shayne ward only yesterday. so its so called my "new stuff". i even commented to him that if he sang this song for me, i'll die with no regrets. he merely said that i was "stoopid". haaa.. i guess, yeah, i'm stoopid, i'm a fool for love. that's why.
for now, pics of desserts i had with alicia juz now at sushi tei~
stayed over at velly's place last nite for project purposes. juz came back from having dinner with alicia. felt good to relax a little, even though i had to tug my lappy around with me. its been quite a while since i took a break. been extremely tired. nothing but projects revolving my life ever since before cny. i miss the movies, i miss going to sentosa, i miss the zoo, i miss the beach, i miss picnics, i miss every single activity i used to do. life seems to be mundane now. even weekends are always occupied with something or somehow, its juz wasted.
been feeling sick. had sore throat, dry cough, and difficulty breathing todae. but my doctor does not want to put me on antibiotics coz i'm still taking medication to keep my migraines down. the only medication i got was a big pack of lozenges and gargle to keep the throat from turning sore. i'm seriously unwell this time. can feel every smell of phelgm running through my throat. i know, its gross. wad's worst, its painful, and i can feel it.
dear's out with his frens, and more frens, thru the night. for me, i'm juz glad i have my bed, bloster and fat fat to sleep with tonite. nothing compares to your own bed i guess.
been listening to sad songs lately. somehow, it sets the mood. makes me feel upset too. but its not that i did it purposely. jie juz sent me a whole load of sad songs lately, plus dear sent me stand by me by shayne ward only yesterday. so its so called my "new stuff". i even commented to him that if he sang this song for me, i'll die with no regrets. he merely said that i was "stoopid". haaa.. i guess, yeah, i'm stoopid, i'm a fool for love. that's why.
for now, pics of desserts i had with alicia juz now at sushi tei~
waffles filled with ice-cream and black sesame ice-cream
the waffles are nice. it has chocolate nutty chips inside.
alicia: thanks for the wonderful dinner. even though we have our "other-halves" now, nothing beats spending time together and talking about our private and personal thoughts. thank you for always listening to my woes.
ta-ta...
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
CNY Open House 2007
blogger seems to be a little laggy in churning out the template. i oredi updated my new template, but it seems like its gonna take while for it to be up on the web. needless to say, this post.
i literally spent half of my lives with them
aniwae, i'm home todae. sick. in fact, quite sick. with a bad stomach, sore throat and migraine. felt like the whole world was crashing. despite all these, i managed to get up and drag myself to school, but.... i gave up halfway. in the train, decided to turn back home and skipped lecture.
project meeting tonite at 1030pm...
aniwae, it was cny open house yesterday. friends and relatives came over. it was a total chaos. the last family leaving my house only at 10plus at nite. took alot of pics wif frens, but i'll juz upload some...
the people who made poly life possible
the food
mummy cooked alot more, but it wasn't in this pic.
aunty fan club with fake "elvin ng"
mummy likes him coz she says he's elvin ng lookalike
(everyone else rolls their eyes in disgust! haha!)
i literally spent half of my lives with them
that's all for cny for now~
despite me being sick, i managed to get a shot of the new SMRT train.
its has pink and maroon seats in the cabin which i was sitting in. nice for a morning. but hell! i had to have stomachache. got down the train after a stop.
dear: thanks for the crystal jade yu sheng bot for my family. i lurve yu sheng! and it was realli good.. hehe... though we had no pics together, but thanks for being patient and understanding when i had to play host to my relatives and frens. this pic is for you!
ta-ta...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Happie New Year
been obsessed with black lately. that explains the change in blogskin. i chose a black skirt over a khaki, which i would normally take the khaki one. i bot a black phone in the end when from the beginning i knew i wanted the brown one. i love my black birkenstocks and havaianas. i have the black adidas rubber watch, which i thot in the past, was a waste of money becoz its juz "a black rubber watch afterall". i lurve black!
realised that i din blog on the long overdued and commercialized valentine's day. but aniwae, i guess i wun be doing so. too lazy.
happie lunar new year in advance! dunno why i'm not excited leh. maybe coz i had my renunion dinner last week oredi. but i wasn't excited last week too. haha. jie flew off to bangkok yesterday.
i juz spring cleaned my wardrobe. finally have the time to throw out all those old clothes. two big ikea plastic bags of unwanted clothes. salvation army should be a good place huh? my room is cleaner now. its not the cleanest, but i did my best.
finally spent like 2 hours with my hammies yesterday nite. bathing them in sandbath, washing out their cages and cleaning wadeva shit there is. now they are spick and span! ready for the new year.
got another project to start on tonite. it ain't a good timing lar. but wad to do? life's always so unpredictable. its not always a bed of roses.
gonna help mummy with cooking the piggy soup.
happie piggy year once again!
ta-ta...
realised that i din blog on the long overdued and commercialized valentine's day. but aniwae, i guess i wun be doing so. too lazy.
happie lunar new year in advance! dunno why i'm not excited leh. maybe coz i had my renunion dinner last week oredi. but i wasn't excited last week too. haha. jie flew off to bangkok yesterday.
i juz spring cleaned my wardrobe. finally have the time to throw out all those old clothes. two big ikea plastic bags of unwanted clothes. salvation army should be a good place huh? my room is cleaner now. its not the cleanest, but i did my best.
finally spent like 2 hours with my hammies yesterday nite. bathing them in sandbath, washing out their cages and cleaning wadeva shit there is. now they are spick and span! ready for the new year.
got another project to start on tonite. it ain't a good timing lar. but wad to do? life's always so unpredictable. its not always a bed of roses.
gonna help mummy with cooking the piggy soup.
happie piggy year once again!
ta-ta...
Friday, February 16, 2007
Broken
finally, all is done! i officially completed my projects for this week at 3.19am, 16th feb. rejoyce and welcome the lunar new year!
haven't been blogging for the past days becoz dark clouds been hovering and clouding my mind. i have no mood to blog. i'm troubled. blogging your deepest secrets would result in you having to bear the worst consequences. its my blog, but its not that private afterall. people do read when they are bored. would rather not talk about it. other than that, the other reason being, i have no time to blog becoz of projects. i dun even have enuff time to sleep, not to say blog. and now that i juz finished my project, i'm itching to blog.
been finding places to nest. i can sleep practically anywhere, everywhere. i sleep in every bus i take, every train i board. i even sleep during lectures when the lecturer is toking about something less important. i juz catch up on my sleep whenever i have the time. no one knows how hard i work except myself. i dun sleep until the clock strikes 2am or even later. everyone seems to have this misconception that i'm hell having a good time, being off from school early and shaking leg at home. its all shit! come and shake and see man! being at home doesn't mean that i'm resting! i work juz as blardy hard as those working okay!
haven't been spending time with tubby, pixie and baby~ so i'm feeling bad that my 3 little hammies have been alone. they keep looking out their cages. tomorrow shall be hammies day.
i've gotta go back to school tomorrow to submit my report. so before the clock strucks 4am, i gotta get out of here!
it hurts when you said it didn't bother you...
haven't been blogging for the past days becoz dark clouds been hovering and clouding my mind. i have no mood to blog. i'm troubled. blogging your deepest secrets would result in you having to bear the worst consequences. its my blog, but its not that private afterall. people do read when they are bored. would rather not talk about it. other than that, the other reason being, i have no time to blog becoz of projects. i dun even have enuff time to sleep, not to say blog. and now that i juz finished my project, i'm itching to blog.
been finding places to nest. i can sleep practically anywhere, everywhere. i sleep in every bus i take, every train i board. i even sleep during lectures when the lecturer is toking about something less important. i juz catch up on my sleep whenever i have the time. no one knows how hard i work except myself. i dun sleep until the clock strikes 2am or even later. everyone seems to have this misconception that i'm hell having a good time, being off from school early and shaking leg at home. its all shit! come and shake and see man! being at home doesn't mean that i'm resting! i work juz as blardy hard as those working okay!
haven't been spending time with tubby, pixie and baby~ so i'm feeling bad that my 3 little hammies have been alone. they keep looking out their cages. tomorrow shall be hammies day.
i've gotta go back to school tomorrow to submit my report. so before the clock strucks 4am, i gotta get out of here!
it hurts when you said it didn't bother you...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Saturday
0130am... been such a long time since i last stayed up still such wee hours. its freezing in my room. the air-con's reeeaalllyyy cooooold todae... i'm in my HK disneyland pullover. hee...
so aniwae, i juz finished my part of project. and so i hope~ really hope everything could be finished by monday.
dear's staying over at his fren's place for mahjong. so i'm alone online. there are people online lar. but we dun really tok... so... hmm~ aniwae, he's coming to tamp to find me tmr... heh heh...
jie asked me if i wanna go beijing with her.
me: "but i got no money."
jie: "can you make it?"
me: "i dunno, have to check my schedule."
envious lar. she's going bangkok during CNY and then beijing thereafter.... that's the life of earning alot. i can't wait to graduate! i wanna have a high flying job and come and go as i please too!
met liang with jiayi and velly during break just during thursday before our 7pm lecture. he asked us out for sakae buffet. and the good news is, we are still eligible for sakae student buffet! but according to jiayi, we aren't supposed to be eligible, or wadsoeva. got pics, but i'm lazy. so i dun care liao. haha. aniwae, it was good catching up. loads of laughter and chatting. more laughs to come at my place on 2oth feb!
oh, i'm on daily medication now for migraine. the doctor said it was bad since its been going on for years. i'm a walking pill now~ but so far, i haven't got any migraines. so medicine's working good.
valentine's day coming~ but i dun feel loved.
shucks, forget to ask my maid to iron my clothes for me before she leaves for the market tmr. damn. i'm bad at ironing (-_-)" and by the time i'm awake, she'll be at the market liao. uh-oh... and mummy's gonna say i'm spoilt....
ok... i am spoilt~
gonna sleep now...
ta-ta...
so aniwae, i juz finished my part of project. and so i hope~ really hope everything could be finished by monday.
dear's staying over at his fren's place for mahjong. so i'm alone online. there are people online lar. but we dun really tok... so... hmm~ aniwae, he's coming to tamp to find me tmr... heh heh...
jie asked me if i wanna go beijing with her.
me: "but i got no money."
jie: "can you make it?"
me: "i dunno, have to check my schedule."
envious lar. she's going bangkok during CNY and then beijing thereafter.... that's the life of earning alot. i can't wait to graduate! i wanna have a high flying job and come and go as i please too!
met liang with jiayi and velly during break just during thursday before our 7pm lecture. he asked us out for sakae buffet. and the good news is, we are still eligible for sakae student buffet! but according to jiayi, we aren't supposed to be eligible, or wadsoeva. got pics, but i'm lazy. so i dun care liao. haha. aniwae, it was good catching up. loads of laughter and chatting. more laughs to come at my place on 2oth feb!
oh, i'm on daily medication now for migraine. the doctor said it was bad since its been going on for years. i'm a walking pill now~ but so far, i haven't got any migraines. so medicine's working good.
valentine's day coming~ but i dun feel loved.
shucks, forget to ask my maid to iron my clothes for me before she leaves for the market tmr. damn. i'm bad at ironing (-_-)" and by the time i'm awake, she'll be at the market liao. uh-oh... and mummy's gonna say i'm spoilt....
ok... i am spoilt~
gonna sleep now...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Sick~
didn't go to school todae. officially down. migraine din leave me since sunday. its been on-off all the way. though i'm feeling a little better now. but mummy's bent on bringing me to another doctor for a diagnosis.
but didn't slack todae wor~ i continued with my projects. of which, i'm so proud of myself.
jie recommended the bitter stickgirl to me. so cute. go take a look here.
this is so cute la. taken from her blog.
every guy's nightmare. february. muahahaha...
but didn't slack todae wor~ i continued with my projects. of which, i'm so proud of myself.
jie recommended the bitter stickgirl to me. so cute. go take a look here.
this is so cute la. taken from her blog.
every guy's nightmare. february. muahahaha...
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Back...
been busy, or rather lazy to blog. haven't had time to really sit down and blog. at school now, waiting for lunch to arrive as i guard the lappies of velly and jiayi. gonna carry on fighting the battle of the projects later. am feeling kinda irritated now coz the lecturer is contradicting himself every week. so the mood's not very good todae. so much happening lately, life seems to be on a whirlwind.
stuff to update:
got $100 bucks from dear's uncle who struck 4D, and invested on my 1/2 year supply of contact lenses plus 2 bottles of solution. lucky for the extra financing i got here. if not, i'd be broke.
dear's been great, coz he managed to make an old windows 98 comp of mine, running at 1500mbps. so in a way, i'm so proud lar. coz he dismentled the whole CPU to insert a drive. which i'm like thinking in my mind "muz we really do this?"
plus, dear's hamster ran away! the father decided to leave his family. bleah! and until date, he has not been found yet. i wonder where he is. my tubby is still the best. he's grown into a fat little chubby ball of fur. personality wise, he's quiet, reserved, careful, yet curious at the same time.
stuff to update:
got $100 bucks from dear's uncle who struck 4D, and invested on my 1/2 year supply of contact lenses plus 2 bottles of solution. lucky for the extra financing i got here. if not, i'd be broke.
dear's been great, coz he managed to make an old windows 98 comp of mine, running at 1500mbps. so in a way, i'm so proud lar. coz he dismentled the whole CPU to insert a drive. which i'm like thinking in my mind "muz we really do this?"
plus, dear's hamster ran away! the father decided to leave his family. bleah! and until date, he has not been found yet. i wonder where he is. my tubby is still the best. he's grown into a fat little chubby ball of fur. personality wise, he's quiet, reserved, careful, yet curious at the same time.
tubby
project's due on valentine's day and another coming on the 16th. pressies haven't been bot. kinda rushie timing.
been struck with migraine on-and-off. i became like a walking time-bomb. waiting to explode anytime. still, managed to get thru project meeting yesterday. an accomplishment.
braces have been fixed. i'm officially a greedy person. been chewing on bak kwa right after they were fixed. IT IS PAINFUL, but i couldn't resist the temptation of those barbequed pork. plus, i oredi started on kueh ji. dear's mom bot 1/2 kg of it for me. to make things worst, mummy is constantly baking pineapple tarts and cornflake cookies. and i know, no matter wad it takes, i'm gonna have them all!
back to projects...
ta-ta...
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