Friday, February 16, 2007

Broken

finally, all is done! i officially completed my projects for this week at 3.19am, 16th feb. rejoyce and welcome the lunar new year!

haven't been blogging for the past days becoz dark clouds been hovering and clouding my mind. i have no mood to blog. i'm troubled. blogging your deepest secrets would result in you having to bear the worst consequences. its my blog, but its not that private afterall. people do read when they are bored. would rather not talk about it. other than that, the other reason being, i have no time to blog becoz of projects. i dun even have enuff time to sleep, not to say blog. and now that i juz finished my project, i'm itching to blog.

been finding places to nest. i can sleep practically anywhere, everywhere. i sleep in every bus i take, every train i board. i even sleep during lectures when the lecturer is toking about something less important. i juz catch up on my sleep whenever i have the time. no one knows how hard i work except myself. i dun sleep until the clock strikes 2am or even later. everyone seems to have this misconception that i'm hell having a good time, being off from school early and shaking leg at home. its all shit! come and shake and see man! being at home doesn't mean that i'm resting! i work juz as blardy hard as those working okay!

haven't been spending time with tubby, pixie and baby~ so i'm feeling bad that my 3 little hammies have been alone. they keep looking out their cages. tomorrow shall be hammies day.

i've gotta go back to school tomorrow to submit my report. so before the clock strucks 4am, i gotta get out of here!

it hurts when you said it didn't bother you...