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so glad that there's no school todae... i slept until 11.30am... feel damn recharged! did my project, but still, its not completed! arrgghh!

tonite is idol nite! who's gonna get kicked out? i hope jay lim will be out... and next up on the list would be hmm... jasmine? she's got the looks lar, but no content... hady's not bad...

aiyo sian, tmr got lessons with "aged humour"... that's wad me and jiayi call it... having lessons with the part-timers every friday (they are on the average older than most of the full timers)... and they seem to be laughing at jokes that we full-timers dun find it funny at all... haahaa... our lecturer is lame at times, and they juz got so ticklish at every little thing he say... maybe that's what they call age gap? hee...

morning express keeps cranking me up! i lurve class 95! i was on the bus that day, and heard glenn ong attempting to say this clause in chinese...

"ask a question and be a fool for 5 mins...
keep quiet and be a fool forever"

it was hilarious! i wanted to laugh! but smiled to myself in the bus... ppl would have thought i was mad!

realise how everyone is wearing papillio now? shucks! so saddening... it was so subtle then... and i was so happy owning my paps... but now, everyone's having it... how boring! luckily for me, 2 out of the 3 i own is not sold in retail anymore... i'm gonna turn to birkenstocks now... plain simple ones... heehee...

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Wednesday~

supposed to be doing my project. but i am so tired! no mood to do at all... so i thot i'd juz come and blog and then go and take a nap...

todae's been a very hot day, the mood changes with the heat. makes me feel so frustrated and sleepy...

i took the wrong bus to school todae... felt like a real idiot... supposed to take 184, but i took 189 instead... why? becoz i was talking to dear old alicia... haiz... happily tok tok tok... end up i got to spend extra money to take bus back to clementi and take 184 again... and the evil alicia told me not to go for lecture coz i was afraid i'd be late... ms alicia, if u are reading my entry, please go for confession for asking me to skip lecture... and somemore in the bus, i happily thot to myself "wah, todae no one wanna take 184" and then later i thot to myself again "eh, todae school route like different eh?"

aniwae, back to the topic, alicia called to discuss "business"... shall keep this under wraps till things are somewhat confirmed...

by the way, i'm selling one of my 4 crumplers... its on yahoo auctions.. anyone interested? its been used only a few times... price is negotiable so long as you are an interested and sincere buyer... will be selling other bags too... but will only put it up as soon as i have the time...

Crumpler Sheep Scarer

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Breaking Away~

i've not been to blogger lately... been so busy with school projects... frequenting the national library like there's no tomorrow... carrying lappy here, there and everywhere... borrowing books like some kiasu freak... and by the time i get home, my shoulders are aching...

aniwae, made a fruitful trip to the national library todae... and though project's not done yet, but it moved~ hee...

daddy bought me another new crumpler for my lappy! its the big big crumpler... so that i can carry all my books, text, notes and other stuff with lappy... i bought the simplest crumpler! all black with juz a logo at the side... love it to the max! hee... got it at $179... its my 4th crumpler~ yay! thank you daddy!

got some pics from grandpa's 94th birthdae... but too tired to upload... next time bah...

tired~

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Soccer Mania

now that the world cup fever is over, singapore is into s.league again? haha... dear brought me to the match yesterday at tampines stadium between tampines rovers and the young lions... and guess wad? tampines rovers won! yeah yeah yeah! the crowd was wonderful and the mood is juz different over there... it felt like a different world being there!

nevertheless i enjoyed myself...

gonna have classes later at 7pm... haiz.... its such a long day...

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Eeeks!

got home not long ago... phew~ so glad to be home...

feeling so very very very down todae... i dunno why... i feel the stress already... seems like all projects are kinda difficult... or maybe i'm juz not used to it... seems like its suffocating me, i can hardly breathe...

and todae, i feel quite tired~

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Boring Week

say also don't listen
listen also don't understand
don't understand also don't ask
ask also don't do
do also do wrong
wrong also don't admit
admit also don't correct
correct also not happy
not happy also don't say

haha.. cute?

aniwae, haven't seen dear for long long... he's supposed to be called back for mobilization, but so far haven't yet...

weekend was wasted juz like tat. i didn't do much la... juz read up on some HR materials, e-mailed my former boss and nothing else... haha...

dear: you sick liao wor~ take good care...

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Awake~

yes, its a saturday,
and its only 7.13am in the morning and i'm awake...
barely sleeping for a few hours from 1.30am...
couldn't sleep a wee bit~
coz of alot things running thru my mind...
trying to find reasons to my questions...
and when i finally fall asleep,
got woken up by an inconsiderate sister for far too many times becoz of her late night out and going out again in the wee hours of the morning,
grandpa's constant shouting for attention,
and feeling like an empty soul with an empty stomach without a good dinner last nite...


if only you knew how i feel,
if only you'd try to understand,
if only you'd read me from my heart...

Hanging Out~

went out with my pals after school yesterday... the pics say it all...

had a great time... fun, laughter and joy! hee...

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Fish vs Dogs

no lectures todae... stayed home to actually finish some schoolwork and projects...

dear wanna rear lionfish... which i dun think is cute at all lor... looks scary to me...

did a little read up on it, then realized that its spines are pricky and poisonous... they eat frozen or fresh food like prawns or shrimps... and small fishes like the clownfish (nemo) cannot be placed with the lionfish coz he's gonna eat him up!

marine life is not easy to rear lar... the saltwater and stuff...

unlike dear, i have no interest in fishes at all though i have a tank full of guppies (given by dear's dad and uncle) they are juz there swimming around lar... cannot be cuddled oso... so sian... they dun even know if i'm upset, and i can't bring them for walks rite? and imagine hugging a lionfish and get poisoned in the end!

i prefer dogs! but dogs maintainence are high and its a lifelong commitment... moreover my parents dun lyke these furry friends at home...

i'd like a shih tzu (not the long coat one), jack russell or golden retriever...

or maybe, can i have him as my pet?

so cute rite?!

juz last week, i attended a gathering with my cousins... then realised that two of my cousins are young entrepreneurs and founders of their own shops... i wonder if being in the business line runs in the family blood... haa... though i'd really like a shop of my own, but i know its no easy task...

aniwae, i'm proud of their achievements... here they are...

Ramen Ten

Madam Milan

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Pretty Toilets...

toilets lately at the malls have been prettily renovated huh?

got a shock todae when i went to the toilet at century square... take a look...

it has beauty dressing tables with tissues poking out of the drawers! and see the far right corner? there's this comfy couch and a very big mirror... the toilet is so big! i only took one pic for fear of invading other's privacy... the sinks are not in the picture... so you can imagine how big the toilet is.... i wonder if the male one has it...

aniwae, started on a new subject at lecture todae... feels a little vague and a little "i dunno wat" but i hope i'd get used to school life... still quite worried about the projects and stuff... i'm keeping my fingers crossed...

hope things go well...

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World Cup Finale~

time passes so fast, tonite's the final match of the world cup... tampines is showing it live for its residents and i think its cool... hee... wun be catching the match though i'd love to... havin' school tomorrow...

been tired lately... had dizzy spells todae again... slept thru the journey on the way home on dear's shoulders again...

oh ya, had my hair layered a little and got my fringe trimmed juz yesterday... happie to have a haircut after like.... 3 to 4 months?


dear: thank god you were there with me todae... or else i'll sleep until the bus depot! haha... 有你真好！

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恋爱症候群

关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大的一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态

一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净
刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来 弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫 突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对折镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋
都出现在这时期

随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感和恶心
写的说的唱的都想天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越饿觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
象做了不可告人的事情

每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品

每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及义也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
象是两人三脚又象连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你

经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会渐渐开始痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦
互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离

虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你

在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中还是清醒
深深爱你
我要对你诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中还是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福
让我遇见你……

Bleah, Its Friday~

todae is friday! but its my most dreaded day now... hate it to the core... have lessons as early as 0930 hours. and my last class ends at a sucky 2200 hours... arrgghh...

i'm at dear's place now... seeking refuge for the 7 hour break i have... was supposed to nap to makeup for my loss of sleep last nite (i can't sleep last nite! and i dunno why! i was still wide awake at 3am!!!) but i juz can't fall asleep.... i dunno why either....

keeping my fingers crossed that daddy will come and fetch me home tonite... but i doubt so... oh man! its such a long way home...

msged alicia last nite but i guess she was busy catching thieves so she din reply my msg... my dear bestest fren is keeping singapore safe at night while you are sleeping!

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Look Away

When you called me up this morning
Told me about the new love you'd found
I said I'm happy for you
I'm really happy for you
Found someone else
I guess I won't be coming round
I guess it's over, baby
It's really over, baby

And from what you said
I know you've gotten over me
It'll never be
The way it used to be
So if it's gotta be this way
Don't worry, baby
I can take the news okay
But...

If you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
And if we meet on the street someday
And I don't know what to say
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me this way

When we both agreed as lovers
We were better off as friends
That's how it had to be
Yeah, that's how it had to be
I tell you I'm fine
But sometimes I just pretend
Wish you were holding me
Wish you were still holding me

I just never thought
That I would be replaced so soon
I wasn't prepared
To hear those words from you
I know I wanted to be free
Baby, this is how we wanted it to be
But...

If you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me this way

When you called me up this morning
Told me about the new love you'd found
I said I'm happy for you
I'm really happy for you

Off School~

weather: shine after rain...

i juz got up hours ago... had my breakfast and shower...

realised it has been pouring for quite some time but it stopped soon after i woke up...

no lectures todae...

good to have a little quiet at home with juz me and class 95...

have to go mugging with my books later, and maybe pack a little of my room...

and i'm still contemplating on whether to cut / trim my hair...

dear's still sleeping i think...

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What Is Love?

Love is happiness
Love is forever
Love is sharing
Love is caring
Love is true
Love is pure
Love is understanding
Love is listening
Love is patience
Love is honesty
Love is simple
Love is kind
Love is respect
Love is giving
Love is a commitment
Love is believing
Love is trust
Love is sacrificing
Love is compromising
Love is passionate
Love is chemistry
Love is telepathy
Love is unexplainable

Love is joining two person's hearts into one...

What Hurts The Most...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do...

p/s: watch the mtv... treasure the one you love...

Back To School~

its day 2 being an undergraduate...

phew~ so tired now... juz finished revising what was taught during lecture todae... being back to school after 3 months of rest is really kinda tough... erm, like, sometimes, i feel so lazy.... haha... but aniwae, i'm giving my best oredi...

dear told me there's part 2 to jay chou's feng mtv... its sung by the other guy in the feng mtv... his name is liu geng hong... title of the song is chai hong tian tang... here it is~ enjoy~



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Beads, Bracelets and Necklaces....

my friend designed some hand-made jewellery....

feel free to browse at this link...

http://www.jeannielim.blogspot.com/

thanks!

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Bored~

yes, you saw it right... singapore is so BORING... or maybe becoz i'm going broke soon? haa... there's nothing to do on weekends other than watching movies... and since movies are so costly, its better to give it a miss now? though i'd really wanna catch superman... any place to recommend for recreational activities which dun cost a bomb?

my back has a slight pain for 2 days, even until now, as i blog... the part near the kidneys... din really tell anione abt it coz it seems stoopid, and there ain't really nothing that i can do about it...

okays, aniwae, school's starting on monday... dunno wad it'll be like... scared and excited at the same time...

mentally tired~

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