todae is mondae.. juz 02 days and i will be leaving for japan.. these days not so good. keep on quarrelling wif dear. its nothing serious but who wishes to quarrel rite? somemore when we will be apart then lidat. yesterdae i really felt like leaving this place.. hmm..
can't wait to come back and then wait for school to reopen. so that i won't have that much time to quarrel wif dear.. can't wait to get busy wif the books again..
dear has changed alot.. i have changed alot too.. i used to be very tolerant and patient. but now, i haf become very short tempered and demand alot. these i all know. coz of one reason. dear has changed, and i think its because of the heavy workload. the change in him has caused the change in me.. i dun used to demand alot, coz he cares alot about me. even the slightest thing, we would be worried about me. but then again, going steady for 3 & 1/2 years, wat can one expect? i dun expect much, juz a little care and concern. i dun need expensive gifts or treats.. juz a little attention.. i knoe work had not been easy for you dear. i know its tough. and i also know that i can't even help u. i would if i could. i guess this is juz a test of our love bah? yesterdae u told me to give u some time to change back. i wouldn't wanna expect anything from u.. i knoe it is impossible for you to do that oredi. so i guess, i should learn to accept the new u and u need to gimmie time too. i oso muz learn to be more patient wif u.. haizz.. love is such a complicated thing.. and it doesn't help when i knoe u would get angry easily..
i was thinking whether i should inform u on the dae that i am leaving. coz u would be having your outfield. maybe i should leave quietly. these days when i'm away, u know in your heart whether u really need me in your life or not..
aniwae, thanks for the love all these years, thanks for the patience you have given me, thanks for always being there, thru my ups and downs. thanks for giving me a chance to love you and to know the feeling of being loved, to know the complications of being in love and to knoe the happiness that i can receive from being in a relationship.. lastly, thanks for staying faithful to me.. through all the bad times when we quarrelled, at the end of the dae, i still love you dear.
take care..
ta-ta..
