simply feel hell lately.
i feel just like the weather todae. cold, hard and miserable. superly depressed. behind that smile i took to school was a heart that was heavy and torn.
i have like 20 over pics to post about my happie weekend with dear. but i simply dun have the mood to do so.
i feel juz like luo's class hamster. coz they practically pass them around to bring the hammie home (and some parents don't even allow their kids to do so). and i'm juz so pissed about it. super bad living conditions. no water to drink. super small living space (the fighting fish tank?). food sucks. hammie got bad fur at the back of the ear as a result. like no one wanted it. the girl who donated the so-called "class hamster" simply pisses me off. she dun even know the sex of the hammie can? she told luo its a female. but its a male lor. so superly obvious. call herself an owner! and apparently the form teacher do not know abt this hammie thing... (can bring pets to school meh? i quipped...) hate it seriously. if you don't want the poor pet, don't buy or adopt one. its not a plaything. its a pet with feelings for goodness sake. oredi told mom to call the form teacher. i hate this thing going on.
and juz like the hammie, i feel that the people around me dun understand me enough. like hammie, i'm supposed to be there when people need me most. and when i'm not needed, i get passed around or shoved away like some moron. like they're always too busy for me and i must always fit into their schedules.
yes, i know. my feelings don't exist.
i'm not so important anyway.
i'm not in the mood for the happie pics anymore.
maybe some other day.
aniwae, i'm taking care of luo's class hamster now till they get things sorted out. its living in my old fish tank as a temporary measure. giving it water every few hours coz i can't fix a bottle to my old fish tank. gave it tubby's spare wheel and i hope he's happie. but poor him doesn't have a name.
his temporary living
wheeling on his new found toy
cutie~
yet again...
ta-ta...