studying was bad. not so productive yesterday, hence, gonna put in double the effort to study in 10 mins time. i'm going thru a hell of time now. used to take exams lightly during primary and secondary school days. as i grow older and know the importance of it, it became more stressful. of course, i do better when i'm older. but i juz hate the exam period. its like being "in jail" mentally.
dear's out with this friends. fridae guy's nite out sure muz be happening. so envious. can't wait for my exams to be over to meet my gurls. supposed to meet alicia and grace, and go sentosa with jiayi and belle when she returns from aussie. oh well, but his night out is a good thing too. it serves as a reason for me not to fall asleep and wait up for him (though i dun have to) and in the meantime study. which of course means that waiting for him is juz a secondary reason which i choose to believe in and place it at the top. but the bottomline is to get my lazy eyelids and brains to work. sigh. sad but true. wad a life.
my contradiction:
time pass faster, so that exams can be over.
time pass slower, so that i have more time to study.
help!
