Thursday, December 22, 2005

Rain Drops...

its raining cats and dogs now. piegons outside the window making funny noises...

i've not really been happie lately. i dunno why. life's been juz so-so... haven't been smiling or laughing lately...

stayed up till around 3am to do the appendix for my report... whoa lau! its alot lor. i have still yet to complete it... i'm like so tired, i woke up at 11.30am, and was so shocked to see the time!

got the urge to go window shopping. but everyone's either busy with their life, or ain't interested... aniwae, its raining... even heaven is not on my side...

juz got the news that i have to go back to school tomorrow... and i have an appointment with alicia! damn... some people juz dunno how to think of others... always say wanna meet then dun wanna meet then wanna meet... really hate her autocratic leadership and last minute attitude... everything is her say. if i had a choice, i wouldn't even be working with her... but oh well, society is filled with many selfish and nasty people. i shan't stoop to her level of being so lowly... i shall juz go back to school tomorrow...

and i dunno if i should be proud about this. but i survived without a comb for nearly a week!

narnia opens todae! so excited! really wanna watch it... its a good show. but there's alot to think about... shall consider...

watched love concierge on channel 8 at 9pm...
one of the actresses said:
"why is love always so sweet in the beginning? but so bitter in the end?"
the guy replied:
"that's becoz you're oredi immune to it, and new something exciting to spice up those taste buds. that's the reason why i'm so afraid of commitment and being tied down, not to say, tie someone down too."

i gave it some thought after that show. it was something to learn about. about letting go... if you tie someone down, it means that you're tying yourself too, making urself miserable... makes sense? i think so... haa... juz felt that, that part of the show made me think... but then again, dramas will always be dramas...

haa.. jul's dilemma...

gotta go do those messy appendices for my report liao...

and i can't wait for the holidays to end...

ta-ta...