Thursday, May 18, 2006

New Bloggie Song...

changed a new song... i lyke this song... think its pretty well-written...

todae really very tired after working... stared at the comp for the whole day and the numbers are so small... wanted to fall asleep so many times... glad that tmr is fridae...

if all plans falls into place, i'll be going to the zoo with dear and his friends this saturday... haha... thinking back, it has been such a long time since i went to the zoo... i think its primary 1?

tired le...

dear: click here

ta-ta...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Love...

alicia mentioned about love in her blog... agreed with her views on love... this is my take...

when we were young, it was so simple... juz mummy, daddy and siblings...

when we were at preschool, toys meant the world...

when we grew older, friends mattered alot...

when we fall in love with the opposite sex, it was a "rush thru the veins"...

when we get married (someday), your husband matters...

when you get pregnant, protecting your child is piority...

when you get old, your lifelong partner and money matters... (be realistic lar... money matters alot rite?)

but to me...

love has no definate shape or size...
it has no colour...
no smell...
no taste...

but,

it brings great impact to people's lives...

be it the love of a family,
between siblings,
between friends,
between a man and a woman...

it makes one happie...

it makes one sad...

most of all,

it is extremely selfish...

it makes you wanna keep the person to yourself,

but on the other hand,

it makes you neglect the one person you love most by caring more about how you feel,

than how your partner feels...

when was the last time you asked yourself if your partner was truly happie?

when was the last time you appreciated him / her for being in your life?

to end it all, its juz complicated stuff...

that's why there's no right or wrong to it...

its a feeling...

okay, enuff about lovey-dovey stuff... i ain't a good partner either... its juz my viewpoint... all i know is when there are humans, there would be conflicts... tis one is not juz true, its a fact!

boss didn't come to work todae again... but there are 2 new temp staff, which became my lunch khakis... they are younger than me... erm... makes me feel old liao lar... bleah... but they are very nice... and shy i muz say... hee...

aniwae, todae is payday! haha... the rise and fall of jul's bank account... finally its back to 4-digits again... muahahahaha.... i can't bear to draw money...

tired... glad its thursday tomorrow...

but i'm feeling sad...

ta-ta...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Tuesday...

back from work...

been busy todae, thankfully time did not stand still... boss threw me another new job adding to my current workload... haiz... i'm juz glad to be home... been sarcastically talked to by an agent who obviously dunno wad the rules of the company are... i was in no mood to fight back... so i juz kept quiet on the other line... he's juz plain lucky todae.... sheesh... to think he's an agency leader and a guy.... not at all gentlemen... yucks...

didn't sleep a wink last nite... mind's occupied with stuff and no matter how hard i try to put these thoughts aside to sleep, it juz wouldn't work... been so tired yesterday, but i only had lyke 5 hours of sleep... bleah...

was quite unhappie todae... i wasn't in my best form... i heard that chocolates makes one happie? so i went to buy a bar of my favourite crunchie... had half of it todae but was too busy to finish the other half of it... i didn't change my mood... so i went to see toys at raffles exchange after work, hoping it'll make me feel better... hmm... i set my eyes on a little toy of this...


i dunno wad its called... apparently they are "toy aliens"? they are from the movie toy story... feel lyke getting it... there's only one... but i dunno the price...
hmmm....
ta-ta...

Monday, May 15, 2006

Will Be Back... Someday...

did not update my blog for the past week coz i was either too tired or too occupied or simply juz too lazy...

feeling under the weather...

having painful red eyes now...

plus i keep having goosebumps...

todae hasn't been a good day...

was too careless in dealing with some stuff...

i'll be back........

soon........ i hope.......

ta-ta...

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

If Your Heart's Not In It - Westlife

I'm missing you
Even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
But I'll make it easy for you

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

Saturday, May 06, 2006

If Only Tears Could Bring You Back To Me - Midnight Sons

How will I start tomorrow without you here?
Who's heart will guide me while the answers disappear?
Is it too late, are you to far gone to stay?
Best friends forever, should never have to go away

What will I do? You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through?

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give if you
Return to me, someday, some how, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

I've cried you a notion if you would sail on home again
Wings of emotion will carry you and all they can
Just like love guides you and your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting to the arms of your true north

Look in my eyes, you'll see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give if you
Return to me, someday, some how, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

I've held you close inside the words I've only whisper before
For one more chance, for one last dance inside of me
That I would like and love

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give if you
Return to me, someday, some how, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

Friday, May 05, 2006

Fridae!

met dear for dinner todae... in the end it was juz the two of us. was supposed to have some plans with his friends after dinner... but somehow everyone was busy in the end... oh well, we still had a good dinner at lau pa sat, juz the two of us, with good food... haa...

headed down to the seats along singapore river beside fullerton hotel... it was a quiet night... chatted with dear there... but mosquitoes had to spoil the nice ambience... haha.. we left in about 15 mins...

dear's exams are over! so he sent me home after dinner! haha... its been a long long long time since he sent me home coz he was busy studying for about a month or so? (so long sia... madness!) he came over, repaired luo luo's creative mp3 programme, taught her maths, watched tv with me... seems like NTU returned him to me oredi? haa...

tomorrow's election day!

ta-ta...

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

SIM

received SIM's offer for bachelor of business management todae... will be taking it up soon but i'm not excited coz its juz SIM... will be starting school in july and having orientation in june... eeks... people say go orientation is waste time... hmm... still contemplating whether to attend or not...

boss actually offered me a permanent job at AIA... she mentioned it twice to me... was quite tempted to juz start work without taking my degree... but dear said it wasn't advisable since i have the chance to get a degree, why not? mum said the same thing too... true la... i have to admit i favour both studying and working... maybe becoz boss is good and i like the working environment... moreover it is wad i learn, its HR...

wad william said on tag-board was really evil! he actually asked me to buy more bags when i'm trying so hard to save money and cut down on bags... arrgghh... dun remind me about bags!

meanwhile, there's nothing much to blog about... juz waiting for the weekend to come...

ta-ta...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Police, People and Cars...

tampines! it was filled with so many policemen, cars and people! becoz of the worker's party rally beside safra lor... so many people! until the carpark space is all gone and all cars are in one long row!!! they keep horning and horning... and my house carpark is like PIE jam lidat! daddy dun even dare drive his car to the mall, coz later come back no space to park... and the rally is not even for tampines one... tampines is SDA... but mum told me its the east coast one, that's why its worker's party... oh well...

i actually thot of going to the rally to listen, coz it'll be so interesting... but i'm so tired and lazy... haha.. and going there alone seems gon gon? haha...

haiz... i'm craving for laksa leh... haiyo... can't wait for saturday ask dear go eat laksa together...

keep playing gamboy lately... heehee...

nothing much to blog...

ta-ta...

Monday, May 01, 2006

Miss You Nights - Westlife

I've had many times
I can tell you
Times when innocence I'd trade for company
And children saw me crying
I thought I'd had my share of that
But these miss you nights are the longest

Midnight diamonds stud my heaven
Southward burning like the jewels that eye your place
And warm winds that embrace me
Just as surely kissed your face
Yeah those miss you nights they're the longest

Lay down all thoughts of your surrender
It's only me who's killing time
Play down all dreams once remembered
It's just the same this miss you game

Thinking of my going
How to cut the thread and leave it all behind
Looking windward for my compass
I take each day as it arrives

But these miss you nights are the longest...

I'm Back...

haven't been blogging for a long time coz i stayed over at dear's place for 2 nights... it was fun being together every single minute... an experience of living together... but i'm also glad to be home... i did miss home... seems lyke i've been away for a long time... hee... feels good to be sleeping back on my very own bed...

dear bought nintendo gameboy game for me to play on the gameboy which i bot for him. he spent $80 over bucks on me... juz lyke that... so sweet ar? his gameboy is with me now... i'm lovin' the game man! its puzzle fighter! been playing with it for days... whahaha... sort of addicted, and glad that i have another thing to keep me occupied in the mrt trains... thanks dear!

got my progress package and pay oredi... i'm now a little richer than i used to be, but still not satisfied...

saturday is election day! have you chosen your ideal party? hee...

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

It's Only Wednesday...

haven't been watching tv lately... dad's not working OT and he's at home every evening... he keeps turning the channels which annoy me very much... so i'd rather be alone in my room with lappy...

tomorrow is thursday! thank goodness its nearing friday... i can't wait for payday to come though i'm not hard-up for cash. in fact, i've been saving quite a bit lately... except for the fact that i really wanna get my crumpler... i'm still considering when is a good time to purchase it...

haiz... approximately 12 hours later, i'll be at raffles place oredi...

nothing much to blog liao...

dear: good luck for your paper tomorrow!

ta-ta...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tuesday...

tomorrow's wednesday.... still far from friday.... haiz... life has been so routine working and working... working is tired leh! but when the money comes in, i begin to feel that its all worth it... haha... gonna get my pay soon... can't wait! plus the progress package one day after another, juz sends thrills to my blood... haha...

gonna get my fourth crumpler bag... costly $179... but i think its worth it lar... wanna get the extra extra big big one to put lappy and my barang barang... hee...

pretty?

pic abit small lar... but that's the best i can do... dear and i are intending to get it as a mother's day gift for his mum... think its quite worth it... i chose it! hope she'll like it...

tired~

ta-ta...

Monday, April 24, 2006

Bleah...

been trying to change my song the whole nite. but blogger juz won't load the page. i guess its some server problem. aniwae, hope this entry gets thru...

lots of things happened on sunday... hmm... somehow i wish to forget everything that happened...

tired todae... been slapped early in the morning with flu, sore throat and headache... as usual, popped 2 panadol extras. glad it sort of went off... phew~ so sleepy, slept in the train on my way to work until i'm so reluctant to get off... but i managed to survive monday! and the funny thing is, time passed so fast, when i looked at the clock, its 5pm! only 1/2 hour more to go before i off work! so happie!

juz registered for my graduation ceremony online... finally gonna be officially graduating and getting my diploma... tee-hee...

gotta go now...

ta-ta...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Stayover, Food & Shopping...

backtrack abit to friday...

took this photo of the little ducky sitting on the top of my office phone... haha... he was left behind by the previous person who sat there... and the cute thing is.... he has only ONE eyebrow! heeheeeheee.... i am always so tempted to draw another eyebrow for him with the marker... whahaha....

went out to lunchie with my boss and colleagues... had quite nice claypot rice...

was approached to sign up with get fresh... it aims to promote "anti-smoking" for ladies only... got a hand-fan, a packet of tissue and a ricola sample pack...

for more information on get fresh ----> www.getfresh.com.sg

back to todae, alicia and me woke up at 9am... then we slacked talking for almost an hour before we finally got our buttocks up to go 85 market for breakfast... haha... here's wad we had...

yummy chee kwey


pipping hot black carrot cake

economical bee hoon
we had you tiao too! eat until so full!
made our way down to orchard by train after breakfast... and on our way there... we found something so amusing, i couldn't help but to take a pic...

dunno if you can see clearly, but the auntie sitting at the most corner of the train, with the luggage in front of her was applying nail polish! can't imagine how inconsiderate some people are... the whole train was so packed, and she made it smell of nail polish! and its unbelieveable that she can actually master the technique to put nail polish on the train! the auntie beside her was so fascinated that she keeped looking on at her polishing her nails with BLUE colour plus finishing top coat!

enuff of inconsiderate people...

alicia and me got a free nibbler from mrs fields! see the coupon? free redemtion leh...

and now... for the real cookie...

it was really fantastic! its soft with chocolate chips!

alicia and me saw a cute little busker on the street outside paragon which drew many stares...

he's only 6 years old. named ethan ong... i must say he plays the drum so well... he's so stylo man! u should go hear him play... he's such a talent!

the pics are shakey and blur coz i was standing at quite a distance...

for more information on this little drummer ----> www.ethanong.com

saw my "to-be-crumpler-bag" hahaha... will get it in a week or two... can't wait!

that's all for now!

ta-ta...

Stayover...

at alicia's place now... met her after work and had sakae dinner... it wasn't that wonderful todae and we weren't that satisfied... we went shopping after dinner. but the surprising thing is that i din buy anything... hahaha... i guess i'm juz worn out after work...

its midnite now... and we juz finished a tub of ben & jerry's chunky monkey... unbelieveable... but aniwae, its nice to have some girl talk...

got some pics to upload. but i dun have my motorola usb with me...

oh! dear updated his friendster and even created a blog! gosh... heehee... so unlike him...

i'll blog again tomorrow~

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Graduation...

been quite sian lately... haiz...

aniwae, got the graduation package todae... official date of my graduation is 7th june, wednesday at 5pm... will i get a graduation bear bear or flowers? haahaa... i hope so....

todae quite tired... plus its been raining quite often lately... feel like sleeping so often during work...

staying over at alicia's place this friday... hmm... girl talk! hope grace can join us too...

jul tired liao...

ta-ta...

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Bag Crazy!

i recently found my cousin's job similar to my hobby... she's one entrepreneur i look up to... having able to maintain her outlet at holland village and opening another one at raffles exchange...

its all gotta do with bags...

hers is high end though... very impressive i thought... visit this webbie and you'll know why...

www.madammilan.com.sg

the number of patronizers everyday i walk past her shop during lunch time is "wow"... and wad's on her webbie?

"you don't need to break your bank to own one"

and don't doubt on the quality of the bags juz becoz its second hand... my sis bought a fendi handbag from her... and it doesn't look second hand...

aiyoh... makes me wanna open a shop like hers... of course, not for high end handbags... juz "branded" ones will do...

its a dream i'll dream...

ta-ta...

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Dim Sum with Ye Ye!

we brought ye ye to have dim sum todae! he looked so happie! see? heehee...

ye ye & jul at the void deck

ye ye in the car...
(he doesn't look 93 rite?)
had alot of food... but i did not manage to take the pics... only took one pic... this is the best of all dim sum restaurants to me... crystal jade's century egg lean pork porridge... yummy!
did some shopping with mummy after dim sum lunch... bought a pair of flats and 2 earrings....




up-next... food....

subway's oatmeal raisin cookie! i've bitten off part of it... hee... this pic was taken when i went to subway with all my colleagues the other day. they had a really good offer of free 1 for 1 meal... so all 9 of us went and occupied almost half of the place. haha...

oatmeal raisin cookie

and now....
new oreo wafersticks!

not bad... not much comment on this... juz tastes like oreo... something new to try though...

jie jie's flying back tomorrow! yay!

dear: i know you dun have much time for me and i won't be seeing you for 2 to 3 weeks... guess you'll be really busy this month or so... juz wanna say, take care and jia you...

ta-ta...

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Good Luck...

tomorrow's the last day of the week and tomorrow is pay day! so glad... heeheehee... thinking of giving dear a treat after his exams... but i dunno where is a good place...

jie jie said she'd get me a hard rock sweater from sydney... wee~ plus i asked her to get ralph perfume and estee lauder compact powder... think she's gonna get gucci's "envy me" too... whahaha... and i dun have to pay a single cent...

oh, dear bought macdonald's apple dippers for me that day... he's so sweet ar? hee... and the caramel is low fat! but nothing special lar, juz try try only... hehe... gonna have the corn next time...

did i mention? subway's oatmeal raisin cookie is my favourite! so nice that i gobbled it without taking a pic! and i lurvvveee subway's sandwich! they are all so yummy!

and now, i'm wondering why my toe-nail is not growing anymore???

dear: happie 5th year and 5th month... we've grown and changed so much since we were together years and years ago... gone are the days where we were so madly in love and love was everything that mattered... not that it doesn't matter now, but right now, it is time to do planning for ourselves and the future... its hard to believe that we've been thru so much together... right now, all i ask for, is you to be happie...

and by the way, good luck for your paper tomorrow... its gonna be a long and tough exam period, but hang in there ar... you'll have my fullest support...

ta-ta...