Thank You For Loving Me...

This song is especially for dear~ the lyrics say it all~

It’s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There’s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky’s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you’d make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn’t fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

love this song so much.... only thot of dear when i'm listening to it..... so it's dedicated to him... from me... hehe.... isn't the beginning of the music video nice? the clouds...

juz woke up at 12 noon. lazy me huh? yah... it has been such a long time since i slept in... nice feeling... plus, the rain was drizzling.... cold day... so nice to be at home, all alone, with me and my laptop....

poor dear, gonna work OT again todae. darn his supervisor! hope his day goes well...

tomorrow is friday! wee~ then i can see dear on saturday. but have to go dentist for my regular checkups, then go visit my grandma's grave, before i can meet dear...

have to start finding my internship company liao. shit... hate to do this kind of thing.... sianz....

wanna go e-mail dear liao...

ta-ta...

Tuesday, Wednesday....

didn't blog yesterday. feel sick. coz of work at stoopid Daiso at IMM with jan. stoopid job! never ever had a job like this before. lucky it was only for a day. the japanese company is mad. i got a culture shock! before they start work the juz shout some japanses words to keep them motivated. its like a revolution! or a strike! man! and they all speak in japanese and we all communicate through an interpreter? gosh! and we were supposed to do stocktaking. and we can't even sit down! have been on my feet for 8 hours! and then our toilet break is 10mins?!?! with more than 35 female temp staff, waiting for 3 cubicles?!?! we din even had time to drink water. and ended up drinking tap water. no water bottles are allowed and no handphones too.... siao job~ i'll never do it again! came home with a terribble splitting headache in the end, so exhausted from standing, and i was standing all the way from jurong east to bedok! moreover, i slept late the night before coz i quarrelled with dear.... glad that the nightmares are all over.... it was like world war 3 with the japanese.... scary~

todae was much better! went to catch HITCH again with jan, velly and jiayi. coz the tickets were given free by liang.... afterwhich went to orchard to walk walk. saw the new crumpler store at paragon. nice! but the new version of crumpler bags look fake. luckily i got 3 older versions liao...phew~ older things are always nicer~ ate seoul garden for lunch. really enjoyed it. coz the bonding wif frens is so nice. kept on laughing until my stomach so pain after the buffet. hehehe....

jan, velly and me are planning on a sentosa trip on monday! yay! can't wait. hope jiayi brings her dog too! then i sure very happie. so long never go sentosa liao. dear's too busy to bring me there. and even when he is free, he will be tired. so its not a good idea to ask him. though i would really like to go there with him. aniwae, he doesn't like the place... i won't ask him to bring me there anymore. if he does bring me there to surprise me, i'll be delighted! but i know it won't happen. its juz a dream~ oh well~ dreams are always unrealistic, aren't they?

dear's still working i guess... hope everything at work is fine. haven't tok or smsed him at all todae. neither did he.. heehee.... weird couple huh?? oh well~ dear, i miss you...

gonna update till here....

ta-ta...

Monday~

wee~ it's monday! the weather's so good for sleeping in~ and i dun have any monday blues! hehehe... its the holidays! aniwae, i'm going back to school later.. meeting jan and velly. coz me and jan got job assignment from kelly services. its a 1 day job. pay's quite good. $7 per hour. velly's going to general office to ask about the overseas SIP. haiz. time to find job for internship liao. if i wanna self secure. sianz. maybe should juz let TP find for me? hehehe....we'll see...

i won the adidas retro bag! jiayi bid for me online. wee~ hope she faster meet the person then i would meet her to get it. maybe can go her house and play with her dog too. hehehe...

was woken up by a number of smses in the morning though... dear msged me, told me that his supervisor was not in. he was so happie. haha.. hope he dun haf to work overtime tonight then. second sms was from my mother, ask me wad time am i going to school, coz she was worried that i overslept. and then the third was from belle. she wants to go on an overseas trip wif frens and asked me if i'm interested. but i'm broke. and my parents sure "no". so even if i am interested, its still a "no"....

update till here...

ta-ta...

Panasonic X400...

bought my new handphone liao.. panasonic X400.... hehe.. the phone does not have much functions. juz the normal calling, smsing and GPRS. dun have bluetooth etc, unlike my nokia 6230. but i like the phone so much... coz its white! and its flip! haha.. actually i have a budget too. so this is the cheapest and the nicest.. hehehe.. i still love it alot. its my first time using panasonic. so abit gon gon one. hehehe.. but i juz love it! yay! all white stuff.. laptop, mp3 and handphone! wee~ hehehe... dear's using my (or rather its his) nokia 6230... hehe...

hmm.. so sian. dear's giving my little sis tuition now. and i got nothing to do. so thot i'll juz update my blog...

james called me juz now. tomorrow gotta go back to school. going kelly services for a briefing for a job on tuesday at IMM. yay.. hehehe.. working with jan. i guess shar is working too. i saw her blog. maybe might meet her tmr. the world's so small...

watched HITCH finally todae. been waiting for a long time liao. its a nice show. so romantic, funny and loving... hehe.. never regretted watching that show. its a good one~

i'll update my life till here...

ta-ta...

Prankster???

whoa, whoever that "passerby" on my tagboard is, sure have made such a big impact. haa.. shar and dear made comments. oh well.. it might juz be some prankster.. who has nothing else to do.. so i dun gif a damn abt it. wadeva it is, dear will always be my favorite! hehe...

wee~ exams are finally over.. yay! and i can enjoy myself for 2 weeks or so, before the exam results are released. but i did put in a lot of effort. so i hope the results would be okay.

i'm at dear's house now. blogging.... hehe... so glad that i can see him finally. he busy watching tv.. haha... yay! gonna get my new handphone later... so happie! can't wait. but so scared they tell me no more stock... i die die oso muz get that phone. haha... though it does not have all the functions that most high tech phones haf. but i guess its the "white" phone that got me interested. i got a soft spot for white things. my laptop is white, my mp3 is white... and soon, my handphone will be white too! heehee...

i'll write to here. till then...

ta-ta...

Thursday....

aiyo... tomorrow is only friday... i can't wait man! can't wait for saturday! can't wait to finish my last paper, can't wait to see dear, and can't wait to get my new handphone!

went to meet up with the rest todae. we were all supposed to study. but everyone was juz not in the mood. coz there were so little things to study, and so much time. liang went home early in the end. and jan, me and velly ended up talking about movies, and wad we should do after exams. hahaha.. but surprisingly, i still managed to study... hehe.. completed 2 chapters todae.... yay! was quite proud of myself.

heh heh heh.. dear got no OT todae. kinda surprised me. but made me kinda happie too...

meanwhile.... one more to go!

ta-ta....

My Favourite Bear!

haa.. this is a pic of my favourite bear. dear was carrying him! hehehehe.... cute rite?

*Chou Chou*

Wee~ 1 More To Go~

haven't had the time to update my blog due to the exams. phew... 3 papers down.. 1 more to go on saturday.... finally can spare a little time to blog...

wanna say sorry to dear coz i quarrelled with dear last nite again... nothing new.... juz quarrelled out of a sudden... about many little issues. hope things are fine now. coz i haven't get a chance to talk to him todae. he's been so busy with work. OT again todae. he hardly has the time for sleeping, not to say spend quality time with me....

dear, if u are reading my blog... pls take good care of urself... i know i haven't been a very good girlfriend in caring for you and being understanding... i hope things would eventually be fine for us... and i still love u, and have always been, since 12 November 2000...

ta-ta...

Exam Fever~

study week is here.. exams are round the corner. everyday its to and fro to school to study. but ok la. managed to study. though i abit slow, but i'm trying my best. gonna take a nap after blogging this... i juz got back from school not long ago. looking forward to chat with dear dear.... i miss him.. but can only see him on the 26th due to my exams... boo hoo hoo~ luckily dear got internet connection liao. then we can chat online liao! yay! juz like the old times. so nice~ brings back so many memories~

nothing much happened lately... juz studying... guess i won't have the time to blog for the moment... but will continue after my exams.. meanwhile, good luck everybody!

p/s: dear, if u are reading my blog, pls tag me okie? thanks....

ta-ta...

Exams Are Here.... To Stay.....

taking a break from note copying... haiz.... haven't had the time to blog daily nowadays, coz i'm busy preparing for exams... gotta copy notes online... which i dun understand why the tutors can't simply just let us print them and have more time for our revision? they use flash and make us copy word for word... haiz.. we're all adults.. surely this copying thing can stop? i've been copying for 3 days liao. hopefully my fingers will not protest again later...

i miss dear... glad tomorrow is friday. the week was not bad on the whole, juz that the exams are getting nearer.... haiz... belle and shar would then go holidaying.. well... all diplomas haf their pros and cons... i dun mind the exams, juz that i would have to sacrifice dear for my books.... after this week i will see him only 2 weeks later.... hmm.... meanwhile, ain't gonna think about that... gonna spend a good weekend with dear before i turn on my full-speed to study....

gotta get back to the notes....

ta-ta...

Happy....

hehehe.. dear took a picture wif me!!!! he doesn't like taking pictures.. in fact, he detests it. but he took a picture wif me on sunday! yay! i was so happie.... hehe... i dun look really nice though~ haha.. nevertheless, i was very happy..... thanks dear... you really made my week... until now, i'm still so happie.. hahaha...

Dear & Happie Jul Jul

was lying on my bed and found the bears that dear bought so cute. hehehe... they look alike! so decided to take a pic of them since my handphone was by my side. the one on the left is called "chou chou"... and the clothes on him are tailor made and the cloth is choosen wif love by me! i bought him from ikea with dear, and so far, he's still my favourite bear.. the one on the right is called "november" coz he's a november bear, so i decided to call him november.. he's always sulking though. hehe.. dear bought him for me to surprise me during our first year of our relationship... hee...

Chou Chou & November

i bought a multimedia card reader todae, that's why these pictures are able to be converted to my laptop from my handphone.. hehe.. so happie....

haven't updated my blog for a long time coz of the hectic presentations.. but glad that they are all over... tomorrow is my last day at kelly services... i'm so glad! can't stand the person in charge there... glad the nightmare's gonna be over... gonna get my certificate on friday... yay!

going fishing with dear, yingying and bryan on saturday. not sure if the rest of his buddies will be going... but i'm sure looking forward to it... plus! saturday is our 4th year and 4th month oredi! yay! yay! yay!

then after all the enjoyment, its time to study hard for my exams... after this week would be study week... oh my gosh! then afterwhich, the exams would be here and then when its all over, i'm gonna be year 3 oredi.... how time flies..... then attachment would be here again... haiz....

oh well.. gonna update my life till here....

ta-ta...

Happy 55th Month...

happie 55th month dear... its been 4 years and 7 months since we became friends... time passes so quickly... when next saturday comes, we would have been together for 4 years and 4 months... through these years, we had many good times, many laughters and joy.. but we had our quarrels and fights too.. nevertheless, i am still very glad to be your girl... thank you for always standing by me through all these years and pampering me... though i dunno wad the future holds, i hope we would always stay in love forever... juz you and me...

ta-ta~

Sorry...

dear, sorry.. we have been quarelling or rather, arguing for the past few days in a row... its all the problems accumulated and snowballed into a huge problem. and its not the time to point fingers at who is wrong or who is right... i juz wanna apologize if i had been a naughty girl or if my attitude was bad... if u remember, we have been thru this before. the same thing happened. we juz quarrelled day after day.

i'm sorry... i dun really noe how to be a good gf... but my heart still belongs to you...

ta-ta...

J-A-C-K

isn't he adorable? awww.... his name is jack.. liang's fren's puppy.. he's only a few months old. so cute rite? haiz. dunno when i can own a dog of my own... look at the patch on its tummy.. so special... so cool~ so stylo! hehe...

Jack

Happie Birthday Mummy!

i'm in the school lab now, with my groupmates.. printing the report to be handed up... my tutor called me in the morning to tell us about the extended deadline. all of us were like "huh?!?!" haa... but we still decided to hand in todae, coz we still have other stuff to worry about.. like presentations and tests... makes no difference...

todae is mummy's birthday.. wanted to buy her a real stalk of flower.... hmm.. see how later...i love you mummy! hehe... thanks for everything....

dear and me are going on a plain and dull relationship. wonder when its gonna be great. haha. but wad can i expect rite? plus, we go steady for so long liao... i guess, its only natural...hmm.. juz let nature take its own course. love cannot be forced aniwae.. and the worst thing is, he doesn't read my blog.. so he will never know how i feel...

i'm so hungry now. stomach's growling. waiting for my projectmates to finish up before we go for lunch! yippie...

ta-ta...

Presentation Day...

had my presentation todae.. hehe.. it was a great presentation for my group... the pic below was taken at TP library with vellysia... hehe..

Velly & Jul fooling around... (^_^)

dear and me completed our movie album yesterday.. below are some pics of the album. it consists all of our movie tickets that we have watched together since we went steady in year 2000.... actually dear did most of the job. i juz designed the cover... heehee.... thanks dear...... muacks! you make me feel so loved.... by the way, the little cows and tortoises below the movie name are the ratings that we haf given to each movie! heehee.....

Album Cover Page

Our First Movie~ Hmm~

30 November 2000

Album Shot 1

Album Shot 2

dear's gonna visit CK coz he's gotta bike accident... hope he and his girlfriend is fine... so i guess we can't talk till he's back.... i can't blog long too.... got report to complete.. arggh! i hate it!

gotta go! ta-ta....

Our Movie Album... Our Movie Memories...

had a day well spent with dear todae. we met up early in the morning for breakfast and then went to muji at bugis to buy an album.. its sort of a photo album.. the sticker type... hee.. we had something in mind~ for a very long time.. heh heh heh~

hehe.. the album is not for our photos! its for our movie tickets. they are all the movies that we have watched together for the past 4 yrs and 3 months. dear kept all the tickets, since our first movie on 30 nov 2000! unbelieveable huh?!? we watched like 73 movies! haha... dear complied them into the album according to the date of the movies, and i designed the cover... took us the whole day to do it and we are still not finished yet. coz dear said he wanted to put the movie name and title beside the each movie ticket because some of the tickets ink have faded. it seems so sweet to me. dear asked me if i would be touched if i receive this for valentine's day. i said yes! of course! so sweet that i would melt. but i knew he had no time. moreover, it takes alot of work and it's more meaningful if the both of us does it together. i'm so proud of my album! we will continue to work on it.. hee... i'll post the pictures of the album after its done...

thanks dear.. u made me feel so loved....

p/s: dear, we should do an album on the restaurants that we haf eaten! since you kept all the receipts ma... hahaha!

ta-ta....

Heated Up?

dear's been losing his temper lately. or maybe i've been making him angry. dunno why, we seem to have stepped on each other's tail... maybe its me i guess... or maybe its the workload he has at work... oh well~ tomorrow's the weekend, i hope things turn out well.. moreover, he's having a headache, hope he gets better... i'm worried~

didn't msg dear for the whole day todae. he msged me after work and told me his head was spinning the whole day. makes me guilty... haiz... its me again~ i miss him though.. but i noe he doesn't.... how i noe? haha.. i juz noe, i can't feel it lar... hmm.. but nvm la... wad u expect for an old 4 yr 3 months couple? oh well.. i dun care liao la... anything lar... i guess, if he doesn't love me anymore, he would let me noe rite?? think of studies more impt. i think abt him he oso dunno. haa... books are always better.....

loads of stuff to complete.. got HR peer notes, report, club & resort and travel & leisure presentation to be put up by monday. and tuesday haf to hand in report! shucks! haf to wear formal on monday, then wednesday.. *sighz... formal wear never ends for business students .... gotta stay up late tonite to finish all stuff... for now, rest first... gotta tahan until at least 3am? oh man! the thought of it juz puts me off....

4 more weeks to the end of kelly services attachment.. looking forward to complete the attachment. its so sian.. and boring... still got proposal to do for kelly serivices sia... aiyo! HR is juz so boring... but its something for me to fall back on if i can't get a job in the hotel, tourism or resort industry.... HR is something down-to-earth la.. haahaa...

exam time-table out liao.... seems like time passes so fast.... dun tink would be able to go out to sea wif dear n his frens... *sob *sob.. i'm gonna miss all the fun! arrgghh!

time to start abit of my engine..... ta-ta...

p/s: velly, u wanna learn to put pics? i teach u next time k. or maybe u can try figure out urself.. u so clever.. hee....

Realising Our Dream~

darn! why won't the damn migraine keep out?!?! ive been having them for 2 days oredi. wad do i exactly haf in my head? some stupid cells? brain tumor? sucks to have migraine.... hate to feel unwell...

printing club & resort and travel & leisure report... 20 pages.. with my slow HP deskjet, its gonna take a long time.. so take this time to blog...

aniwae, toked to dear last nite. he asked me if we could open our joint bank account this saturday! yippie! yay! hehe.. we are realising our dream, moving forward, planning... hehe... cool~ gonna get my UOB ATM card.. hahaha.. can't wait... heh heh heh...

read belle's and shar's valentine's day blog entry.. so nice~ hehe.. so glad that everyone's happy in love... then it occured to me that this is me and dear's 5th year celebrating valentine's day together. whoa.. i feel old! am i? yes i guess i am... 22 this year... arrggh....

i miss dear.. he's so busy wif work.. haven't replied my sms i sent at 12pm plus.. its oredi 3.22pm now...

oh yah, by the way, i read urban todae.... i'm beginning to like this newspaper. its articles are very nice.. this week, they talked about whether you are a high maintainence or low maintainence girlfriend....

i did the Q&A and results are, i'm juz a low maintainence girlfriend. but i find that i'm rather high maintainence in certain ways... i would at least need to talk on the phone wif dear for at least once a day.. i feel that its the most basic... and i need him to tell me if he's going out or wadsoever besides the usual work times.... oh well~ i'm not a good and understanding girlfriend ok.. hahaha... i'm juz jul.. juz me... so dear, if u are reading my blog, like it or not... hehe.. i admit i'm not that good....

hey dear, i miss you.... glad its fridae tomorrow... though no more army oredi, but still get to meet you on weekends only... the only difference is that i dun need to be on 24 hr standby to receive ur sms or call... and i dun need to ask you "when book-in?, wad time book-in?, wad time book-out? this week got book-out ma?" now you got work commitments, i got school commitments and moreover, distance plays a big role in keeping us apart.. *sighz... but i still love you wad.. so wad to do rite? hee..

looking forward to meeting you on saturdae....

ta-ta....

New Shoes!

bought new shoes at school todae! hehe.. they were designed by sharon... she was selling it for her marketing project.. and i thot it was kinda cute.. so i decided to get it.. fits me perfectly! i love it! hehe... pics are shown below....

so cute hor?

had headache, or rather, migraine, for the whole day. did not haf a very good slp last nite. actually i was damn tired. dear went to send his fren off at the airport and came home quite late... around 12 plus. by that time i was oredi slping soundly like a baby... i was extremely tired. he called me... and we talked for around 20 mins. thereafter, i couldn't fall asleep, but i knoe i was dead tired.. plus i got work at kelly services todae... and had to wake up early... i didn't noe when i managed to slp, but i noe that it was due to the lack of slp that caused the migraine. haiz... its still lingering in my head....

bought a lolipop for dear todae. its damn big! like the size of my palm opened! hehehe.. and so colourful i love it! hope he likes it too.. i guess its been a long time since i pampered him and surprised him with gifts... hee... both of us are to busy with our lives, me busy schooling and doing projects, and him, busy with work and OT.... even valentine's day this year was a simple affair. we juz met for dinner and then we held hands and dear walked me home... simple and sweet.. though i had no flowers this year. but i dun blame him.. money is not easy to earn.. and moreover, dear told me that he's too busy to get me flowers, though he intended to do so... aniwae, flowers are so expensive on valentine's day. when we went out for dinner, he asked me if i wanted flowers.. hee... but i declined.. juz knowing that he had the thought its good enough. aniwae, we still haf juz a few more dollars to fulfil our joint bank account! yay! so happie.. can't wait.. can't wait for the next big step in our relationship! heehee....

i tink i gotta go rest my head. its spinning.... haf to do project tonite.... sianz...

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