Monday, October 13, 2008
Working Like A Clock
and all because i need to go to the florist to get a quotation for the hotel.
checking emails have became a part of me. i can never get by weekends or even nights without checking it. it gives me to goosbumps just waiting for it to to open, cos you dunno wads in for you.
true enuff, boss emailed me.
:(
work work work.
darling's sick. poor little him. slept on my lap thru the weekend.
get well soon baby!
toodles~
Friday, October 10, 2008
Updates Updates Updates...
i know.
i'm so sorry i've been literally dead from this blog, and living in another world. have been so busy (i know, yet again), i could hardly take a step back to stop and think what i want to do next. everything must be so "on the ball" life is simply living it as it is.
and so, i finally managed to get my leave approved, and got my backside down to collect my lappy which is like 2 weeks overdue and waiting for me??
but even though i'm on leave, i feel as though i'm not. like i'm working outside. mobile's ringing non-stop. boss has been calling and calling me on this and that. now she knows i'm important? haa. i have no idea. but seriously, i'm ON LEAVE. i have so much responsibilities. its like 500%.
gosh. let me breathe.
studio samples have since been out long long time ago, dust have been settling on them already. and its only now that i have the time to scan and upload them.
yes la, i'm ashamed. sorry :(
haa.
and so, presenting me, my family, and dearie...
my scanner is like dusty, and the colour came out not that nice, but the real pic's colour is really good.
the pics which are chosen to be enlarged are not shown here. cos, they are taken to be BLOWN UP la! haa.
oh, i super love this. was comtemplating for so long whether to enlarge this or not.
lurve all my individual shots.
my stage photo with the chancellor.
i got somemore pics la. but seriously, its been so long. haa.
ms ho commented on facebook that she's so proud of me. i'm so happie :)
and aniwae, i got my first COACH bag todae. yah, i know, its so common nowadays. but its ok. i'm happy and thats all that matters.grace / ali: sorry gurls, i've been so tied up with so much. work especially. really hope to see you babes soon.
toodles...
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Unhappy
was late for work yesterday due to that massive jam that the trains have. i dunno wad happened. they seem to stop for at least 10 mins at each station. plus, i din manage to get a seat. luckily, my director was v nice to me. so it was phew. i hate being late. and it actually poured like nobody's business yesterday.
and on the way home, my eyes were blurred and painful. i guess its my lenses. and then again, due to F1, the city hall train station was packed like sardines. cabbing option was not the best way out since roads are closed. i squeezed my way home. shucks.
came home and we had a tiff. i wonder why sometimes. because all i wanted was very simple.
i'm an unhappy girl today. and since pay day is coming, i tot i should at least make myself happy.
splurge and be broke.
sigh.
and tomorrows sunday already. a wasted weekend.
sigh.
i'm actually so early by the comp coz i have to work. waiting for a medical report for one of my staff to renew his work permit. i wouldn't be so good, if its not because its expiring today.
sigh.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Taking Responsibilities
sighz. haven't seen lappy for the longest time. its been hospitalized for about a week already. and the stock for my keyboard is still not in yet.
tons of pics to be uploaded. have since got studio pics. both family and with dearie. lurve them.
have since changed my image since my conferment is striked off the list. i spent $400 to dye my hair black, along with a digital perm. sat there for 4 hours straight. with darling beside me, doing his cut and dye as well. we ended up signing up for the VIP card since we paid such a hefty sum in the end. dear was sweet enuff to wait another 2 hours for my perm to be well done.
lovin' my new hair since. hee.
work has made me realize that life has come to a whole new level. it has been a typhoon. everyday is like working in a warzone. very tough. taking alot of responsibilities on my shoulders. alot of stress and bosses expectations to meet. tons of things to remember. having late and quick lunches. working late. meeting deadlines. being 24 hours on call even on weekends. learning how to run on heels. its not like in the past where school allows you to work with your pals, come and go as you wish. these days, you have to answer for every action that you make. every single step you take, the consequences you bear. your every performance is being judged, effective or not, bosses are looking. termination and turnovers are unpredictable, and you'll never know when its yours. and the best thing is, your boss has the ability to broadcast to the whole world how good, or bad you are, should you leave the company, with just a simple reference check.
scary eh?
WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD.
dear's been my support these past months. very pampering and encouraging. bringing me to restaurants for dinners, getting me gifts, listening to my worries and complaints from my job.
its been such a long relationship, and yet, i still feel so much for you.
you're always there in the night to listen.
tuck me warm with a blanket at night when i have a cold.
thank you baby.
i am just so super stressed.
now i know what they mean when they said, school was the best place to stay.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Little Miss Busy
my everyday can't do withouts.
i'm so glad when i'm in casual shorts, tees, short skirts and my birkenstocks or havaianas during the weekends. i even left a pair of havaianas, my tank tops and facial wash at dearie's place so that i can pop-by after fridays.
haa. after 7.5 years, then i'm starting to move my stuff over.
i can't even wear normal corporate wear. it is a must to wear a blazer everyday.
oh well, a norm for my industry of work.
just blew another $200 over yesterday on a blazer for work and a white shirt for my convocation studio shoot later. haa. so excited. finally, i'm gonna change the fate of that big family potrait hanging in my home. everyone looks nice except me. and i'm happy for the fact that now i'm wearing the gown, and my grandpa is still around.
and i did my brows yesterday for the shoot, and signed on a 6-time package. with dear waiting patiently for me while i'm getting neat.
and so, i'm waiting for pay day next week.
plus, another 2nd round of studio shoot next week as well.
i'm so busy, i wondered why there were only 24 hours a day.
i worked till 10.10pm on friday. daddy came and fetch me (luckily!) and i only had my dinner at 11pm. worked from home on saturday. and i will still be clearing some stuff later. i hope i still got energy to do so.
and shuckaloo, its monday tomorrow already.
i guess its the starting phase. am giving myself 6 months to clear the shit the previous person left and to get used to everything. basically everyone's super nice. and have to get used to my director's working style. i'm determined to be a survivor. not gonna call it quits so easily.
looking on the bright side, i'm on leave on friday for convocation :)
and dear brought me for pizza hut which i was craving. when all i wanted to settle for was mac coz it was cheaper. he's sweet in his own way. he don't show his affection, but i know he pampers me!
i left my facebook to die. coz... its career-building time! haa. check only when i have the time.
enjoy sunday while it lasts!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
ROM Aftermath
oh wells. but i did it for her sake. and now she's mrs cheng. hee.
about to go for a movie with dearie. tomorrow's monday. oh sucks. but i'll jolly well spend my sunday with dear happily. its always nice to wake up seeing him beside me.
will upload the ROM pics once i got them from the bride.
gotta go!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Overdue
and i was an hour late for the appointment. cos of work again.
new addition to the family - joel
uncles. aunties. cousins. (this ain't full force)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
My Gems
and when i had to work super late, they were there, waiting for me to start dinner, ordered superbly nice food and when i got there, the starter was waiting for me already.
we din take pics cos we were all tired. but the chats were no doubt, as usual, ultra happening. together with ali's wedding plans, house talks, the in-laws, and all other stuff, rolled into our cosy evening.
others just came, and go. you two remained a part of me, and will be.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Toot Toot

toot toot
he wanted to get me the one with the graduation gown and motar board but i find it so difficult to hug given the medium size plus the gown, hat and all. so he got me the larger $89.90 one. oops.
dear said since he can't make it for my convocation, so he can't bring it personally to me, he shall get it for me today. and so, i slept with it through my afternoon nap while it poured. so comfy lar.
oh, and we named him toot toot. so there's ah fat, ah gon, ah phui, and ah toot. heehee. i have 4 forever friends throughout the 7.5 years.
dear: i know you pamper me alot!
i survived another week at work. getting a hang of things. and i'm lovin' every single minute of being at the office.
though getting out of bed is always the hardest, especially mondays. and work is always on my mind, 5 days a week.
did my medical examination today. the coy's doctor said i had low blood pressure. resulting from not enuff rest, being tired, not enuff exercise and all. i guess i overworked myself these days. got a faint spell today. like sheesh.
but aniwae, tomorrow's sunday :)
let's just enjoy the weekend first.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Keeping On The Ball
damn tired.
saw my director for the first time today. he was damn busy, we only managed to officially meet at 7pm. yeah PM. i felt he had this sense of intelligence that i'm pretty amazed. words came from his mouth are all wise and awesome. anyway, we had a talk in his office, about me, my plans, my future, and my career development :)
i'm beginning to get a hang of things at the office. knowing more people everyday. making a point to remember names, locations, and procedures.
is it me? or is just feeling tired part and parcel of work?
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Weekend
weekend passes so fast. like zoommm... and gone.
saturday was jurong bird park with dear. as far as i'm concerned, my last trip was primary 2. and then no more. and i still remember the old logo. just bird wings. now, its changed to 3 parrots.
took alot of pics and caught alot of shows. but to cut the long story short...Friday, July 11, 2008
Workin'
seriously, i dunno where he gets the energy from. i'm so tired after work everyday, leaving the office late and all. the only thing on my mind was HOME.
but i know he's happy la.
aniwae, congrats to me for making it thru my first week of work.
i'm happy today. learning more, and boss gave me bigger responsibilities :)
and... we're going to the bird park tomorrow!!! shalalalala~
dear has corporate privilleges, and so, yay! free tickets!
happily, tomorrow's the 12th! our 7th year and 8th month together.
dear: its been so long, and i'm still head over heels in love with you. i luff you :)
i need new comfortable shoes and workwear.
thank goodness i have super GREAT parents.
lovin' my life now, with dear and i working. hope we stabalize ourselves financially soon :D
i just need more sleep and rest.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
My Transition
serious.
and yeah. its official, i'm working now.
didn't say it initially because i haven't signed on the dotted line yet and there were some talks with my boss and director. hmm. but aniwae its all been set and done now.
corporate life is so tiring.
grr...
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Never Be The Same Again
sigh. woke up at 9am lar.
life's gonna change after today.
and so, am gonna watch LOADS of tv today.
and i spent yesterday clearing up my clothes to make way for a new wardrobe. i used to be a freaking size 13. now, i'm a size 5 (i hope it stays this way :P). so i'm packing away those clothes. i have 2 big bags of them already (and more i guess, but i just left them in my drawer). i dunno, might be giving them to my aunty, if not the salvation army. its like G2000, and the now defunct U2, and some topshop stuff. i reckon no one else would want it. its a pity coz its in really good condition and i din buy them cheap. those formal wear and all.
but still, there's not enuff space. jie moved out, but she left her dresses and blazers here! she has like a million stuff. shoes, bags, clothes, and she keeps buying them on a weekly basis. so its like in this house, and in that house.
and now, i'm wondering wad to do with my poly/uni books, notes and stuff.
i seriously need space. i guess, even ikea or professionals can't help me.
today's boring. but i guess i'm gonnna miss today in future.
am looking forward to meet JAG*s on friday :) photowhoring, dinner, and wedding plans. yay.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Happy
weekend passed fast. and i hate to admit it, but i'm missing dear already. our weekend was busy and short. still, i'm always thankful that he always makes time for me.
went to serangoon broadway to get dear's convocation gown. and the little gestures he made make me know that he has our future planned and set :)
went to run super many errands on our saturday. and we had haagen dazs ice-cream before catching hancock. yums.
Friday, July 04, 2008
New Furball
okay, i'm supposed to get his convocation pressie for him. have got something in mind (i can't blurt it out here cos he reads my bloggie everyday), but i haven't got it yet, cos there are some things which are still left unsaid (still sitting, wishing waiting) and i dunno if i need the bucks on it.
and so yeah.
i know i know. wad a bad gf. buy gift oso must put him in a 2nd place. but i'm sure he totally understands.
*luffs*
grandpa's birthday coming up soon as well. aunty's got the caterer. so i guess its gonna be a good one.
grace hasn't called me yet. i can't get her on her mobile either. its always a hide and seek thingy.
grace: oei, call me la. plan on a dinner date or something. the wedding plans discussion and updates. call me before i turn green like the HULK.
plus, i adpoted this little one from belle on 02 july cos her grandma is out of singapore and she's gonna be off the island soon. and so.... its mine.
i dunno its sex yet. cos it wouldn't let me carry. so i can't name it. its now called "hammie". super timid. saw the flash on my camera and squeaked. and when i patted it, it ran away, and squeaked as well. silly as it is, sleeps in the food bowl that i put in the cage to store cabbages. in other words, it sleeps with cabbages.
dear said tubby's cuter. hee. i still love tubby of course. my little tubbs.
still, i would love to have a dog. really. but not now.
weekend's here. and i'm looking forward to see my baby.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Too Much Chocolates
i chunked quite a few pieces of sweet-brown yummylicious blocks but i didn't feel guilty. instead, i felt so good.
i'm a HAPPIE GURL today.
so many things happened :)
firstly, i woke up with the time of the month. and i've got these really bad cramps that gave me an excuse for those brown blocks.
then i came super good news. i mean, yeah. at least to me. things are still immature now. and so, i'll announce pretty soon when everything's confirmed. so please don't probe.
and today marks our 7 -11! haa. 7 years, 11 months of friendship. when we were still friends before we officially went steady. ok, so yeah, cheers to my wonderful soulmate. the guy who's like my best friend, who knows me inside out, but is also my partner, pillar of strength and source of encouragement. and its just simply because i adore you la. and i still do baby.
shalalalalala~
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
9th...10th...
and so, we'll see how things go from here.
the 10th interview due on thursday.
i hope more calls will be in this week.
and as usual, my ever supportive mummy and dude. i'm always asking them for advice. and they're always giving me good directions and are forever super encouraging. so it really helps.
plus, i'm happie for dear that he's doing well. earning a good hefty sum (to me) hee...
my idol ;P
anyhows, i'm so happie cos i talked to grace today. planning for meetups with ali. so i'm super happy. as always :D
come'on, gimmie that job. if only it was as easy like grace said "take it jul!"
haa.



























