Pretty Cakes!

my cousin sent me an e-mail with pics of pretty cakes... i dunno if you've all seen it before, but it juz looks so pretty and cute to me... take a look! i can't bear to eat them even if i had them...

heee... bag cakes? i think i need one! haha...

aniwae, its weird that it's been so cold in singapore for the past days... especially todae, its been freezing... its been raining since last nite... till now, its still drizzling... i woke up, caught a cold after my bath and diarrhoea-ed twice... arrgghh! dunno wad's wrong with me...

i've been a good gurl todae! did my project! feel nothing but proud of myself... heh heh...

chatted with jie jie over msn juz now. told her to get me the rip curl wallet which i saw at flash and splash! hehe... yay! she said she'd keep a lookout in aussie... haha.. should ask her to get me a real bear when she goes to london at the end of the year... so nice to have her job huh? flying here and there, recruiting ppl... so envious! i want it too!

eh, tomorrow's friday oredi... so fast huh? time seems to past faster than i was in poly...

test coming soon ahead...

gonna leave with this beautiful song playing on my blog...

dedicated to dear:
i dunno if you understand the depth of the lyrics.. hee... but aniwae, thanks for looking at me from a different perspective, for always seeing me as the best... i know its because of you, its whenever i'm with you, that i feel that i'm special... thank you for crossing so many hurdles with me...

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world
I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

If I could freeze some moment in my mind
The second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime

The way you look at me

gonna update my yahoo auctions... take a look if you peeps are free k? the link is at my sidebar on the left...

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Life's A Roller Coaster~

so many things to update... but no pics at all... haa...

let's juz start with yesterday...

met up with the babes of sec 5/2, yr 2000! and i haven't announced! christine is getting married! congrats gurl! we went to chill at thai express... and ooo i lurve the seafood pineapple rice... they serve it with cubes of pineapples! and not those can ones... its fresh ones! yummy! we chatted and chatted and chatted... so excited for her that she's gonna start her new life with the man she love... ooo~ that kinda feeling...

and gladys is alive! haha.. she was out of action for so long! but i saw her juz yesterday and she looks fabulous! stay pretty babe!

and back to todae... it's juz drove me like a rollercoaster.... whole dae wasn't that bad, but it wasn't good either...

i din have enuff slp due to the meet up last nite... slept near 1am and i had morning lessons todae... so during my afternoon lecture, i was practically yawning every 1/2 minute. imagine the agony! i needed to sleep so badly!!! but i'm glad i stayed for the lecture coz lecturer gave us possible exam topics on wad would come out... phew~

i can't walk properly now... in fact i walk like a duck... hmmm i'd rather not reveal why due to some personal reasons. but if you do see me walking like a duck, please pardon me... haa...

it started to become dark when lessons ended... droplets of rain started to fall when i was in the train... couples hugging in the train~ oooo... makes me so envious and so wanna fall in love all over again~ those were the days huh? haha... i know its impossible now~ so let's juz skip the rain part... haha...

went to the mall to get some stuffs for my parents even though i had to walk abnormally... haiz! but....... guess who i saw? mrs valerie tong! she's the best tutor and careperson i've ever had in my poly life... she was so excited when she saw me! our conversation as follows:

mrs tong: "juliet!!! how are you?!"

me: "good... still studying~"

mrs tong: "where?"

me: "SIM"

mrs tong: "oh, that's good! you're still lookin' good!"

me: "haha.. izzit?"

mrs tong: "what are u doing here?"

me: "getting some stuff for my parents and waiting for them to come pick me up."

mrs tong: "you all so good life ar!"

me: "heehee..."

mrs tong: "ok lar, keep in touch ok?"

me: "okay! bye!"

mrs tong: "bye!"

i've had an extremely long day...

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Old Blogskin?

haha... went to dig out my old blogskin and use it again... a little bored of the black one. and quite satisfied with this... all those memories~ hee...

aniwae, went to jog todae! haha.. so proud of myself that i actually made the effort to walk to the stadium and jog... class 95 accompanied me thru my jog... in fact, class 95 revolves all around my life... its juz the best radio station! cranky deejays and great music!

tomorrow's research day again. haiz... i have a love-hate relationship with my life now. sometimes i feel so lucky that i dun need to drag myself to work... and sometimes, i'm juz sick of project research, tests, exams and deadlines... though i always wonder if i made the right choice to be an undergrad, but mummy and dear always tell me its better...

supposed to have a dinner date with my secondary school peeps... but i guess its not gonna happen coz we're not free?

hmmm.... i'll stop here for todae...

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Helen The Baby Fox

no school todae~ and i totally forgot all about it! i actually thot i have lessons todae! spent the whole day doing this blogger thing. the template better work man!!!!

i need to watch helen the baby fox.. take a look at the trailer...



here's the synopsis:

This picture revolves around the life of a young, friendless boy who comes to learn some important lessons about life when he adopts an abandoned, physically disabled animal. This breathtaking film takes place in early spring in northern Japan, as seven-year-old Taichi (played by Fukusawa Arashi) finds himself forced to leave his urban home and relocate to a veterinarian's (Osawa Takao) rural Hokkaido household when his camerawoman mother ventures off on a whirlwind photo shoot assignment.

Having just recently arrived from the big city, Taichi soon discovers an adorable fox pup lying near the side of the road. But cute as it may be, the animal is in sad shape, as it is not only deaf and blind, but mute as well. Although a majority of the adults who surround Taichi voice their objections, he resolutely chooses to take care of the pitiful creature and name it "Helen Keller." Feeling a bit neglected himself in his new environment, Taichi will soon find that his newfound guardian role will end up teaching him a great deal about the responsibilities that parents face and open his eyes to the hardships invovled in his own mother's stuggle to make ends meet for the both of them.

look at the cute poster~

they have the toy of helen too!

dear: i dun want hamsters anymore. can i have a baby fox instead?

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Night Out~

i'm back! finally back in my own house... miss lappy and my bed the most... but still, i enjoyed myself being out of the house for a night... i can't stand staying away from home for too long... becoz my house is so cosy~ at least to me... hehe...

dear was so lovely and sweet, he sent me home despite him being tired and tried as i might, he juz wun let me go home alone, coz i was tired too... haha...

we went jogging yesterday... finally jogged after so long lor... muscles aching... dear ran ahead of me... and he's not even considered fast for a guy... but then its such a wonder how guys can run so fast... like "wee~" then they can't be seen anymore... aniwae, we went for dinner together, catched everything on tv from mediacorp to scv and slept in the wee hours of the morning... haha...

decided to have steamboat for dinner todae... so we went for a very hearty and satisfied dim-sum breakfast, and got ingredients for our steamboat feast!

tomorrow's project day for me, and tutorial day for dear... we're gonna be geeks together... hee... he's more intelligent than i am... so i guess he's the bigger geek? haahaa...

nevertheless, i'm juz glad to be home tonite snuggling up under my comforter...

dear: can we have a hamster? plleeaaassshhh

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Friday Again~

have been worried about whether projects will be returned to be to be re-done again... its living in constant fear lor... sigh~

i haven't been blogging coz there's no special events or special things happening... moreover, i dunno why i'm so tired...

dear's at the mahjong table now... that explains why i'm here at blogger... think they are playing longer than usual coz i have no classes tonite...

jie jie's in aussie now... so mummy's left with one kid tonite... since i won't be home todae...

i feel like buying hamster to put at dear's house... there's nothing to do when he's at the mahjong table... if there's a hamster, or better a dog! then i wun be so lonely... he juz hates the idea of it... boo hoo hoo~ i dun like fishes... they have no fur, they die without water, and they are not huggable... if dear had a dog, i could bring him for walks and i'll be so close to him... i'll love him to the max lor... but maintainence is high though i'd really love one, i know its impossible... if only that darn arrowana is a dog... but then again, arrowana doesn't at least look cute... in fact, i think they are ugly... haha... expensively ugly.... occupies space and.... its juz damn ugly lar!

weekend is here again... but i am not very excited leh... i've been with lappy for the past 4 hours... attepting to change my blogskin to kill time. chose something okay and simple. but i didn't change in the end coz of several reasons.... dear's lappy does not have a mouse so its hard to navigate, the blogskin is so hard to change, for wadeva heck reason and lastly, i feel that my current blogskin is so much cooler and better looking in black... hence the skin remains...

later have to go jogging with dear... but i feel so sleepy now... maybe i'll fall asleep jogging? whahaha....

anyone watched "my name is samsoon" on channel u? think its a nice show... about fat girl... haha... i totally understand every single thing about being fat...

haiyo... sian le...

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Glorious Food!

been frequenting the library quite often lately... found a very good sliced fish bee hoon... trust me, its really good... and uncle even has the XO type for $7 per bowl... normal ones are going at $4... go give it a try! its opposite the national library only... nice~

met JJVL on thursday... chilled at billy bombers... cheap and good i would say... and the portions are big...

taken from the menu again~ hee...

chicken, ribs and mashed potatoes...

fish and chips... the portion's really big...

onion rings side...

me!

four of us... but we ordered only 2 sets plus one desert... haa... really value for money...

everyone's sort of stressed up at school... each has its own difficulties... but we still find comfort in meeting up and pouring it out... it was great catching up and talking about old times...

tomorrow's another date due for assignment... and then i'll have a burden less... but more complicated stuff are gonna come my way... something which i can oredi foresee...

catched "click" with dear yesterday... good show i would say... makes you laugh but at the same time makes you think about your life... we really had a good laugh on the parts where its plain dumb. haha... its been so long since we went to the movies... always busy on weekends with family, friends meetups or studies...

aniwae, good news is, i managed to close my deal on yahoo auctions! my crumpler was sold... met up with the buyer yesterday... and got my monnie monnie monnie... $$$$!!! so happie... haha... my first successful transaction deal! wee~

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Sick~

yeah, i'm sick again... been hit with headache AGAIN at school~ ate my last 2 panadol extras... horrible feeling... eeek... somemore todae's a long day, and i had to endure all the way to 5pm... went to the skool library for research after skool somemore.... plus, things didn't help that my stomach was not feeling well todae. had to get out halfway thru lecture juz to visit the loo... and i've been diarrhoea-ing for 3 times todae oredi... until i bled... i feel seriously sick~

luckily daddy and mummy fetched me home todae... slept in the car all the way home...

told dear that i'll go jogging. but i haven't even started! i haven't had the time... i swear it ain't excuses... and all the time, my whole mind's project, schoolwork blah blah blah~ plus, i feel like a weakling todae... headachey and shitty... how worst can one get?

gonna edit my project later in the night... which i dunno if i have the strength and energy to do... but i'll complete it! i'll try at least!

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Babies!

my dearest guppie gave birth at last! and 10 little baby guppies popped out todae! i'm so happie!!! see???

its difficult to take all 10 of them coz they are like little dots now... managed to capture 4 of them in the pic though...

aniwae, my auction booth is responding well. though i haven't secured any deals yet. but glad that people are looking at my stuff... which means that yahoo auctions is effective! hee...

i'm tired... so that's all for now~

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Sundae...

wells... its 11 plus... i'm still hanging around... juz decided this afternoon that i shall go for the morning lecture instead of the one in the afternoon...

spent the whole day doing my project... i'm almost there!!! but not yet! arrgghhh!!!

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Fishing!

i've been hit by the headache bug again! juz popped 2 pills and i'm running low on panadol extras... sponsors anyone? they ain't cheap!

went to punggol to fish with dear and his buddies plus galfrens... its a damn deserted place... no car sure can't go... it was filled with red ants that bite so painful until they look like mosquito bites... the sun was scorching and i feel so tired... i guess that's how the headache came about... aniwae, back to fishing... we only managed to catch one fish for the whole day! its really tactic, chance and luck! ppl all around us caught so many big fishes! and we're like pathetically miserable with one thin looking fish... haha...

headed down to sakura at safra tampines for dinner... it was okay only... but i'm very full now~

glad to be home with lappy, air-con and class 95's number 1 weekend... all the songs are so nice coz they have all been number 1 on the charts before.... it makes one mood better...

not meeting dear tomorrow coz he's gotta meet his army buddies... they're going to some performance... i wonder wad performance is that... so curious! but i can't go lar... its a guy's thing...

aniwae, read "duet" magazine and it had 20 rules for the dating game...

10 rules for him:

1) its not acceptable to go dutch on the first date, be a man and pay for the meal!

2) not enuff men todae stand up when their date approaches the table.

3) if you drive, always take her home, even if she lives on the other side of the island.

4) accept the fact that she will wanna know what you are thinking by the fourth date.

5) also, accept the fact that her parents will probably be asking you about marriage by the fifth date.

6) never make enemies with any of her galfriends. you are asking for trouble.

7) juz because she's talking to another guy at a party is no reason for your inner hulk to emerge. get over it. you are her boyfriend, not her cell-keeper.

8) as a man, you are not equipped to have any negative opinion about her dress, makeup, or hair. you love love love everything about her. especially even if you think its dog-ugly!

9) girls love flowers.

10) and a guy who says "you're so beautiful" in front of their other girlfriends.

10 rules for her:

1) yes, you are dating, but he won't necessarily want to spend 24 hours a day with you. guys like to go out with other friends that won't always include you. let it be.

2) men don't like to talk. especially about their emotions. that's what your girlfriends are for. get over it.

3) just because he's speaking to another girl at a party is no reason to let your inner she-demon emerge. juz take a picture on your camera phone and use it as ammunition for your next fight.

4) if he dresses really well, knows about skin care, goes to the gym everyday, worries about jennifer aniston's emotional well-being, you are entitled to be a little suspicious.

5) if every other sentence he utters starts with "my mother" then consider some other boyfriends.

6) juz becoz he doesn't call u every 2 hours to say "i love you" is not a sign that he doesn't.

7) don't make him carry your handbag in public. handbags are for ladies.

8) its not acceptable to expect him to pay for everything. even if he wants to.

9) guys love to watch soccer

10) and a girlfriend who coos "you're my hero!" in front of their male friends.

so how? agree with some? disagree? me too... haha... only to a certain extent lar... the most important thing is to know your man... coz all men are different...

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I Still

Who are you now?
Are you still the same?
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do?
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know
That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Outback Steakhouse~

finally met up with alicia and grace on tuesday... and i have comfortably formatted myself to call alicia "ali" and grace as "the fruit"... haha...

we had a good time, chilling at the oh-so comfy outback! the food and service is goody goody two thumbs up! we didn't take much pics... juz pics of foody foody coz we were too hungry...

taken from the menu~

my alice spring chicken topped with bacon and cheese! yummy!

fries with goody cheese and sour cream...

(that's ali's fork!)

we had dessert too, but i din manage to take the pic coz my phone memory went full...

ali and grace gave me stuff they bought from bangkok too... tee shirt, earrings and a cute little girl keychain! thanks babes!

and while i was having a good time, dear went all the way to woodlands library to help me borrow a book... eeee... i'm so grateful... heehee...

haiz... nearly managed to close a deal at yahoo auctions. but the person offered me a price too low... somemore my bags are all in good conditions...

tomorrow is project submission... i'm all ready, but i'm scared at the same time... arrgghh...

that's all for now...

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My Auction Booth

i'm currently selling some of my possesions at yahoo auctions. feel free to browse them at JUL'S AUCTION BOOTH

friends who are interested, i'm willing to negotiate prices, so long as you are a sincere buyer. keep a bookmark of this site! coz i'll be putting up more stuff!

if this post is not available anymore in future, fret not! coz i've created online shopping links on my sidebar...

stay tuned!

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Florida's Natural

tried this yet?

if you haven't, go grab it! its flavour-bursting-juicy-all natural goodness! very yummy! with 4 flavours, orange, apple cranberry, strawberry and blueberry i think... awesomely sour! love it man!

still remember this character?

i dunno his name, but i know i used to watch him on tv when i was young. he would talk too much and the person would zip up his mouth, coz his mouth is made of a zip! hahaha... it's from thames television from london... aniwae, so happie to come across his pic!

that's all for todae!

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Love It!

dear drew this for me...

yes, it made me happie... coz i saw him rub the sketch with his hands... very sweet indeed...

love it~

(^_^)

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JAG's

tired...

been slapped with headache again... i can't believe it man, the headaches freqent me so badly, sometimes i wanna puke...

headaches aside, will most probably be meeting alicia on tuesday which juz excites me! i think grace is coming too! JAG's reunite! yay! its been such a long time~ yeah, mit up for dinner, chill, talk about our "business" and juz catch up... great! plus, wednesday is a public holiday! can stay out! wee~ but before enjoying my meetup, i'll have to mug at NLB again~ been bringing lappy out so many times this week and i see more to come... have to finish my reports man! haiz... oredi completed one, but 2 more to go, plus group projects... bleah... so boring... can i juz do wad i luff? indulge in my bag business~ but then again, i'll have to get my degree first...

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There Goes Thursday~

nice? juz changed my blog music... this is actually the part II version of jay chou's feng... if u see the mtv of feng, then u'll have to catch part II, which is this! sung by liu geng hong, which is the other guy in the mtv...

juz got home an hour ago... feel so tired... but its well paid off... went to the library to soak myself in my projects again... feel the stress liao... plus, carrying lappy around almost everyday causes a strain on my right shoulder... gonna indulge myself in tv later... to pamper myself for studying so hard... heh heh heh... if not who's gonna pamper me then? hee...

tonite is idol nite! who's gonna be out? i dunno why, but this time, singapore idol is not as appealing as the first one... i dunno why, then dun have that "impact" anymore... i think too many reality shows now... there's campus superstar, there's superstar, there's superband, and there's one for the knockouts? never say die? and alot more rite?

and i can't wait for love @ zero degrees!!! i can't wait to see wad happens! who's lovin' who? who's not lovin' who? who's lovin' who out of sympathy?

and then it comes to ugly singaporeans part III...in the lift! people who dun bother to ask u which storey, and dun bother to press the button for you... and they are standing right in front of the panel of buttons! aiyooo... singaporeans so educated for wad? basic courtesy oso dun haf!

gonna grab my dinner!

dear: happie 6th year...

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Love~

wah, second entry for the day... i can't help it, coz i juz saw the sweetest and saddest show on tv... love @ zero degrees on channel 8... never thot that something on channel 8 could make me sad... if you catch the show, you'd understand... loving someone is never easy... being loved is heck easy! he made so many sacrifices for her! sold his business, bot the shop she wants, celebrated her birthday with her, cooked and baked for her, gave her his mum's most possessed collections and dress and treated her like a princess... oh my god... love that's deep hurts the most... haiz... but then again~ its called a drama... which means that princesses dun exist? haha... its a 50-50 gamble when it comes to love... each partner takes 50% of the stake... and how it accumulates to 100% will depend on both of them working hard and maintaining it...

oh well... wadeva lar...

love is very messy, complicated, unexplainable, unseen and unforseeable...
dun mess with it, and your life would be good good~

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Updates~

was freaking tired tis morning! and i'm supposed to be sleeping now since i lost so much sleep for the past few days... got a little headache juz now... panadol extra again~ but aniwae, i decided to blog since i haven't done so for a long time besides posting the previous entry on lyrics...

bought my black birkenstock at long last. after contemplating and planning for a long long time... black shouldn't be a colour that i will even consider coz its not worth the money. but everyone's having the papillios, so i'll juz stick to cool old black... and i have no regrets! i have four pairs to date and i'm so happie owning them...

my pride and joy, in sequence~

this month is a busy busy month. there's test and projects to be submitted... everyday wake up with a heavy heart... and somemore school is so faraway. by the time i get home, i'm dead tired...

aniwae, i encountered so many ugly singaporeans todae... they run for a bus, knock your stuff out of your hands, dun bother to even say "sorry" or look back... juz run on and on and on... and there are ungentlemanly guys who juz use their big bags, knock you off, hurting your shoulders, and juz "heck care"... ya lar, if i was a pretty gal, maybe he'd say sorry or something... guys juz dun get it, that women needed to be treated with respect, whether they are short, tall, fat, pretty, ugly or wadsoever... oh well~

and ugly singaporeans part II... the hot seats on 518... realise how 518 is always packed with people during peak hours? all seats are taken up... wad next? aunties, uncles, executives~ they rush to the hot seats! where is it? right in front of tv mobile! and juz below the first aid kit! and juz beside the front door! the best seat ever! is that even called a seat? and was it supposed to be counted in as one of the seating capacity? sometimes, they squeeze in 2 ppl there! wad if the bus broke down becoz of that? ugly ugly ugly!

alicia: sorry i've been busy lately and been neglecting "our stuff"... i'll get down to it i promise!

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爱无力

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞变成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里?
在混乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪已握在手心

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友

Untitled~

so glad that there's no school todae... i slept until 11.30am... feel damn recharged! did my project, but still, its not completed! arrgghh!

tonite is idol nite! who's gonna get kicked out? i hope jay lim will be out... and next up on the list would be hmm... jasmine? she's got the looks lar, but no content... hady's not bad...

aiyo sian, tmr got lessons with "aged humour"... that's wad me and jiayi call it... having lessons with the part-timers every friday (they are on the average older than most of the full timers)... and they seem to be laughing at jokes that we full-timers dun find it funny at all... haahaa... our lecturer is lame at times, and they juz got so ticklish at every little thing he say... maybe that's what they call age gap? hee...

morning express keeps cranking me up! i lurve class 95! i was on the bus that day, and heard glenn ong attempting to say this clause in chinese...

"ask a question and be a fool for 5 mins...
keep quiet and be a fool forever"

it was hilarious! i wanted to laugh! but smiled to myself in the bus... ppl would have thought i was mad!

realise how everyone is wearing papillio now? shucks! so saddening... it was so subtle then... and i was so happy owning my paps... but now, everyone's having it... how boring! luckily for me, 2 out of the 3 i own is not sold in retail anymore... i'm gonna turn to birkenstocks now... plain simple ones... heehee...

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Wednesday~

supposed to be doing my project. but i am so tired! no mood to do at all... so i thot i'd juz come and blog and then go and take a nap...

todae's been a very hot day, the mood changes with the heat. makes me feel so frustrated and sleepy...

i took the wrong bus to school todae... felt like a real idiot... supposed to take 184, but i took 189 instead... why? becoz i was talking to dear old alicia... haiz... happily tok tok tok... end up i got to spend extra money to take bus back to clementi and take 184 again... and the evil alicia told me not to go for lecture coz i was afraid i'd be late... ms alicia, if u are reading my entry, please go for confession for asking me to skip lecture... and somemore in the bus, i happily thot to myself "wah, todae no one wanna take 184" and then later i thot to myself again "eh, todae school route like different eh?"

aniwae, back to the topic, alicia called to discuss "business"... shall keep this under wraps till things are somewhat confirmed...

by the way, i'm selling one of my 4 crumplers... its on yahoo auctions.. anyone interested? its been used only a few times... price is negotiable so long as you are an interested and sincere buyer... will be selling other bags too... but will only put it up as soon as i have the time...

Crumpler Sheep Scarer

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Breaking Away~

i've not been to blogger lately... been so busy with school projects... frequenting the national library like there's no tomorrow... carrying lappy here, there and everywhere... borrowing books like some kiasu freak... and by the time i get home, my shoulders are aching...

aniwae, made a fruitful trip to the national library todae... and though project's not done yet, but it moved~ hee...

daddy bought me another new crumpler for my lappy! its the big big crumpler... so that i can carry all my books, text, notes and other stuff with lappy... i bought the simplest crumpler! all black with juz a logo at the side... love it to the max! hee... got it at $179... its my 4th crumpler~ yay! thank you daddy!

got some pics from grandpa's 94th birthdae... but too tired to upload... next time bah...

tired~

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Soccer Mania

now that the world cup fever is over, singapore is into s.league again? haha... dear brought me to the match yesterday at tampines stadium between tampines rovers and the young lions... and guess wad? tampines rovers won! yeah yeah yeah! the crowd was wonderful and the mood is juz different over there... it felt like a different world being there!

nevertheless i enjoyed myself...

gonna have classes later at 7pm... haiz.... its such a long day...

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Eeeks!

got home not long ago... phew~ so glad to be home...

feeling so very very very down todae... i dunno why... i feel the stress already... seems like all projects are kinda difficult... or maybe i'm juz not used to it... seems like its suffocating me, i can hardly breathe...

and todae, i feel quite tired~

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Boring Week

say also don't listen
listen also don't understand
don't understand also don't ask
ask also don't do
do also do wrong
wrong also don't admit
admit also don't correct
correct also not happy
not happy also don't say

haha.. cute?

aniwae, haven't seen dear for long long... he's supposed to be called back for mobilization, but so far haven't yet...

weekend was wasted juz like tat. i didn't do much la... juz read up on some HR materials, e-mailed my former boss and nothing else... haha...

dear: you sick liao wor~ take good care...

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Awake~

yes, its a saturday,
and its only 7.13am in the morning and i'm awake...
barely sleeping for a few hours from 1.30am...
couldn't sleep a wee bit~
coz of alot things running thru my mind...
trying to find reasons to my questions...
and when i finally fall asleep,
got woken up by an inconsiderate sister for far too many times becoz of her late night out and going out again in the wee hours of the morning,
grandpa's constant shouting for attention,
and feeling like an empty soul with an empty stomach without a good dinner last nite...


if only you knew how i feel,
if only you'd try to understand,
if only you'd read me from my heart...

Hanging Out~

went out with my pals after school yesterday... the pics say it all...

had a great time... fun, laughter and joy! hee...

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Fish vs Dogs

no lectures todae... stayed home to actually finish some schoolwork and projects...

dear wanna rear lionfish... which i dun think is cute at all lor... looks scary to me...

did a little read up on it, then realized that its spines are pricky and poisonous... they eat frozen or fresh food like prawns or shrimps... and small fishes like the clownfish (nemo) cannot be placed with the lionfish coz he's gonna eat him up!

marine life is not easy to rear lar... the saltwater and stuff...

unlike dear, i have no interest in fishes at all though i have a tank full of guppies (given by dear's dad and uncle) they are juz there swimming around lar... cannot be cuddled oso... so sian... they dun even know if i'm upset, and i can't bring them for walks rite? and imagine hugging a lionfish and get poisoned in the end!

i prefer dogs! but dogs maintainence are high and its a lifelong commitment... moreover my parents dun lyke these furry friends at home...

i'd like a shih tzu (not the long coat one), jack russell or golden retriever...

or maybe, can i have him as my pet?

so cute rite?!

juz last week, i attended a gathering with my cousins... then realised that two of my cousins are young entrepreneurs and founders of their own shops... i wonder if being in the business line runs in the family blood... haa... though i'd really like a shop of my own, but i know its no easy task...

aniwae, i'm proud of their achievements... here they are...

Ramen Ten

Madam Milan

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Pretty Toilets...

toilets lately at the malls have been prettily renovated huh?

got a shock todae when i went to the toilet at century square... take a look...

it has beauty dressing tables with tissues poking out of the drawers! and see the far right corner? there's this comfy couch and a very big mirror... the toilet is so big! i only took one pic for fear of invading other's privacy... the sinks are not in the picture... so you can imagine how big the toilet is.... i wonder if the male one has it...

aniwae, started on a new subject at lecture todae... feels a little vague and a little "i dunno wat" but i hope i'd get used to school life... still quite worried about the projects and stuff... i'm keeping my fingers crossed...

hope things go well...

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World Cup Finale~

time passes so fast, tonite's the final match of the world cup... tampines is showing it live for its residents and i think its cool... hee... wun be catching the match though i'd love to... havin' school tomorrow...

been tired lately... had dizzy spells todae again... slept thru the journey on the way home on dear's shoulders again...

oh ya, had my hair layered a little and got my fringe trimmed juz yesterday... happie to have a haircut after like.... 3 to 4 months?


dear: thank god you were there with me todae... or else i'll sleep until the bus depot! haha... 有你真好！

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恋爱症候群

关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大的一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态

一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净
刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来 弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫 突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对折镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋
都出现在这时期

随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感和恶心
写的说的唱的都想天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越饿觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
象做了不可告人的事情

每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品

每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及义也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
象是两人三脚又象连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你

经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会渐渐开始痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦
互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离

虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你

在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中还是清醒
深深爱你
我要对你诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中还是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福
让我遇见你……

Bleah, Its Friday~

todae is friday! but its my most dreaded day now... hate it to the core... have lessons as early as 0930 hours. and my last class ends at a sucky 2200 hours... arrgghh...

i'm at dear's place now... seeking refuge for the 7 hour break i have... was supposed to nap to makeup for my loss of sleep last nite (i can't sleep last nite! and i dunno why! i was still wide awake at 3am!!!) but i juz can't fall asleep.... i dunno why either....

keeping my fingers crossed that daddy will come and fetch me home tonite... but i doubt so... oh man! its such a long way home...

msged alicia last nite but i guess she was busy catching thieves so she din reply my msg... my dear bestest fren is keeping singapore safe at night while you are sleeping!

ta-ta!

Look Away

When you called me up this morning
Told me about the new love you'd found
I said I'm happy for you
I'm really happy for you
Found someone else
I guess I won't be coming round
I guess it's over, baby
It's really over, baby

And from what you said
I know you've gotten over me
It'll never be
The way it used to be
So if it's gotta be this way
Don't worry, baby
I can take the news okay
But...

If you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
And if we meet on the street someday
And I don't know what to say
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me this way

When we both agreed as lovers
We were better off as friends
That's how it had to be
Yeah, that's how it had to be
I tell you I'm fine
But sometimes I just pretend
Wish you were holding me
Wish you were still holding me

I just never thought
That I would be replaced so soon
I wasn't prepared
To hear those words from you
I know I wanted to be free
Baby, this is how we wanted it to be
But...

If you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me this way

When you called me up this morning
Told me about the new love you'd found
I said I'm happy for you
I'm really happy for you

Off School~

weather: shine after rain...

i juz got up hours ago... had my breakfast and shower...

realised it has been pouring for quite some time but it stopped soon after i woke up...

no lectures todae...

good to have a little quiet at home with juz me and class 95...

have to go mugging with my books later, and maybe pack a little of my room...

and i'm still contemplating on whether to cut / trim my hair...

dear's still sleeping i think...

ta-ta...

What Is Love?

Love is happiness
Love is forever
Love is sharing
Love is caring
Love is true
Love is pure
Love is understanding
Love is listening
Love is patience
Love is honesty
Love is simple
Love is kind
Love is respect
Love is giving
Love is a commitment
Love is believing
Love is trust
Love is sacrificing
Love is compromising
Love is passionate
Love is chemistry
Love is telepathy
Love is unexplainable

Love is joining two person's hearts into one...

What Hurts The Most...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do...

p/s: watch the mtv... treasure the one you love...

Back To School~

its day 2 being an undergraduate...

phew~ so tired now... juz finished revising what was taught during lecture todae... being back to school after 3 months of rest is really kinda tough... erm, like, sometimes, i feel so lazy.... haha... but aniwae, i'm giving my best oredi...

dear told me there's part 2 to jay chou's feng mtv... its sung by the other guy in the feng mtv... his name is liu geng hong... title of the song is chai hong tian tang... here it is~ enjoy~



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Beads, Bracelets and Necklaces....

my friend designed some hand-made jewellery....

feel free to browse at this link...

http://www.jeannielim.blogspot.com/

thanks!

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Bored~

yes, you saw it right... singapore is so BORING... or maybe becoz i'm going broke soon? haa... there's nothing to do on weekends other than watching movies... and since movies are so costly, its better to give it a miss now? though i'd really wanna catch superman... any place to recommend for recreational activities which dun cost a bomb?

my back has a slight pain for 2 days, even until now, as i blog... the part near the kidneys... din really tell anione abt it coz it seems stoopid, and there ain't really nothing that i can do about it...

okays, aniwae, school's starting on monday... dunno wad it'll be like... scared and excited at the same time...

mentally tired~

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Sleeping In~

i slept till 1 pm todae without even realising it! gosh, its been so long since i last slept until this late... woken up by dear's sms... oh gosh... i'm such a pig...

was at dear's place for the past 2 nights watching football... now i'm craving for more football... arrgghh....

gonna meet up with jiayi and belle tomorrow... shopping-cum-belle's housewarming... hee...

did nothing much todae... drew up my timetable.... hmm... still a little lazy for school.... bleah....

ta-ta....

Ah Fat~

took some pics of fat fat aka ah fat... hehe.... he's so adorable...

fat fat wif fishy

i posted this pic previously, but did some editing to it on my nokia 6280...

heehee...

w bear and fat fat

dear dear did this editing...

my cousin sent me this in my e-mail...

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Waiting Waiting~

waiting for dear to come and pick me up... since there's time, i'll blog a little...

heeheee.... he's sweet enuff to do that, since we stay so far apart... and it allows me so sleep in and have more rest since i have to wake up early every morning for work... really appreciate his gestures, though sometimes i dun say it...

let's juz say, he's became sweeter lately?

but i woke up really early todae... can't really sleep coz the stoopid phone has been giving me stoopid problems... so i have to make a trip down to nokia care later... *sucks man*

this week will be my only holiday... have yet to draw up my personalized timetable... need to settle some school stuff too... the log in and everything... so troublesome...

not going to the orientation this coming week coz i dun need to make friends? haha... all my poly mates are in the same class as i am... but literally, we muz pay $17... that's the main reason... for tee shirt? games? and food? bleah dun need lar... i can go for movie and popcorn with that money...

will be starting my bachelor studies next monday... i hope i'll be able to cope... BACHELOR seems lyke a big word, though its not NUS, NTU or SMU lar... so its lyke no big deal to many... but i'm scared that i can't handle my studies, then i'll be wasting my parent's sponsorship... hee... i haven't been a very intelligent child since young... i'm more of the "ppl takes 1 min to understand, and i'll take 5 mins to get it" so muz work extra hard...

and yah! so many good movies now! dunno which one to watch... wanted to catch cars, but then garfield came out, then scary movie 4 came out... oh gosh... this needs alot of money pumping!

gonna change some stuff on my template before dear comes!

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Fat Fat & Alien

todae is my last day of work...

felt a little sad to leave, but relieved at the same time...

aniwae, bot the alien toy from the movie toy story... he's supposed to be hanged on a bag... isn't he so cute and gon-gon? hahaha...

fat fat took a pic with him!

fat fat & space alien

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Black Humour

Feeling sad
Because I have been bored for a very long time
Because I have thought about too much
It is starting a mental reaction

You say
Wry smile is very often with you
Being together seems a bit forced
Should you cast me off now?

I don’t wanna think too much
I think it must be me who has heard it wrong, made a mistake, got it wrong
I casually told you,
"Please, I think it is your head that has a problem"

In fact, I was already able to riddle out, see through your thoughts,
But I don’t want to say too much
Because I am scared I am not able to hold back the tears

I don’t understand
Your black humour
I figured it out
But once again you tested me
You said you wanted to go separate ways
You have thought about it for a very long time, right?
But I don’t want to expose you

I'll regard it as a joke you made up
I figured it out
But once again you tested me
You said you wanted to go separate ways
You have thought about it for a very long time, right?

Defeated by your black humour
My seriousness has been defeated by your black humour ...

Bad Computer...

been really tired and this is the cause of it...

u can't see it with the naked eye... have to see it through the camera... they have these really bad lines going thru the screen... makes the eyes tired and worn out... haiz... companies should think about their employees too... flat screens are better....

see it thru the recorder...



really bad... tsk tsk...

aniwae, going to SIM tomorrow for my briefing...

its gonna be a long road ahead...

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Those Ear Habits....

i juz promised dear i'll TRY to stop pulling his ears...

those who know me will know that once jul jul pulls her ears, she's gonna fall asleep... during lectures, in the bus... anywhere! and i do still pull my ears to sleep even until now... its a baby habit that grew up with me... mummy said that i was an easy baby to look after... coz all she need to do is juz for her to put my hands at my ears and i'll fall asleep all by myself...

and now, i keep pulling dear's ears....

heee...

i gotta stop! but i juz can't help it!

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I'm Back...

haven't been posting my thoughts these days... been busy going to and fro to visit yeye after work everyday...

good news is, yeye is back home todae... he had his operation yesterday... but he's exceptionally weak... quite sad to see him like that.... and he still have to be on a tube, which means that he can't move about without help coz of the tube...

hope he gets well soon...

besides that, many stuff and thoughts that i haven't blogged...

i am officially quitting next week... gonna enjoy my 1 week holiday i give myself before school starts...

received my SIM student identification card! and i got SIM's enrolment package yesterday but was too tired to read it after i came back from the hospital... will be looking into it later....

i played class 95 on my mobile for the whole day at work todae!
dear class 95, thank you for accompanying me and for making work so much happier and lighter...
fd and glenn's morning breakfast show perks up my morning...
vernetta's adworknetwork makes lunching heartier...
philip's 95 min marathon plays goody goody songs...
and though jean and rod are away,
they still make going home cosier...
in short,
class 95,
you rock!
i lurve it!
keep up the good work...

dear's not online lately... SCV's keeping him occupied... haa...

aniwae, soccer is the first thing on every guy's mind this month...
before they sleep,
when they are awake,
when they are shitting,
when they are working...
no matter where and when!
so gals, wad are u waiting for?
go shopping!
go spend!
they wun mind!
heh heh heh!

and i guess, many companies face the problem of absenteeism during this period... HR being my specialization and future profession, i feel that companies should make a "soceer friendly" environment... placing LCD or plasma huge tvs featuring live soccer matches and changing the lunch time to the match times? and extending the lunch time to 90 mins instead of 60 mins... i'm sure it will be a good benefit for the employees and i'm sure they would gladly appreciate it... it gives employees the drive to work harder... and it also acts as an incentive or benefit for retention of employees... though it will be a little costly, but i'm sure companies can afford since it only happens once in 4 years...

heee.... good idea guys?

watched a little of the 7pm show... the gal keep wanting to get married... the guy was a little hesistant... and the fengshui master say the guy likes freedom... blah blah blah....

lesson learnt? never choke a guy up to his neck if he likes freedom... stay close, but remain a distance for yourself too... give yourself some time apart to take a breather and most importantly for girls, lurve yourself!

last but not least, i lurve my nokia 6280!

yay! its fridae!

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My New Love...

it was love at first sight...

it took me a long time to consider...

though i know i had to stay faithful...

my head can't help but follow my heart...

now i start a new lease of life...

with you...

my new possession! nokia 6280! haha... wad did u think it was then?? heeeheeeheee....

bot my new little darling juz yesterday... proudly sponsored by myself!

love it to the max! becoz:

- its 3G

- it has FM radio and media player

- it has a wonderful 2.o mega pixel camera

- it has removable memory card

- the resolution of the phone is sharp

- mp3 ringtones sounds crisp and clear

- elegant with attitude design

- smooth slideup

everything i ever wanted in a phone! hee... so much for wanting to get a digicam and ipod radio remote... thanks to dear who changed his costly starhub plan to singtel student plan but he didn't wanna get a phone... so i made use of the advantage! heh heh! paid $279 only!

it comes in black and ORANGE too... but i din really lyke the black version... and can u imagine it in orange? it looked so funny!

now i'm perpetually broke... but happie? haha... waiting for payday this sunday! help!!!!

i'm still holding my motorola v3... its our couple phone, thus i did not have the heart to sell it...

i'm a happie gurl!

and on the other hand, dear made himself a happie man by subscribing for SCV!!!! naturally i benefited! no more boring weekends! yay!

he's soccer mad lar... juz becoz of the world cup... oh.. but i can understand... its a "guy thingy"...

dear: haven't had the chance to talk to u todae... but aniwae, happie 67th month. lyke i said, i may not be the perfect partner for you, but the bottomline is...... i hope you'd stay happie always....

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Graduation Ceremony - 07 June 2006

finally i have graduated! after slogging for 3 whole years! friends i've made, things i've learnt... i'll miss the school and its surroundings the most... tp has been a turning point in my life and i'm glad that i have great friends to go thru it with me!

the pictures say it all...

din take much pics coz alot of my besties were not around and i had to go visit my mum at the hospital after the ceremony...

that's it...

mummy is feeling so much better, i'm so glad... except that she needs to remove her stitch...

but...

my grandfather is diagnosed with early stage of cancer... i knew it juz yesterday... i'm shocked when i heard it... i lived with him since i came out of mummy's tummy and he never fail to buy rabbit sweets, coconut sweets, potato chips, chewing gums (before the government banned it) and he even buys breakfast for me and bring me for walks... ye ye is gonna have his operation next week...

i juz hope everything goes well...

dear: congrats on the passing of your exams...

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Why???

why does love have to be unhappie?
why can't it be happie always?

why does love have to be so complicated?
why can't it be simple and pure?

why does love have to be hurtful?
why can't it be sweet and loving?

why does love have to end?
why can't it go on forever?

why can't love be compromising?
why must it be sacrificing?

how is it that something so simple,
can be so complicated at times?

was love made to fool us?
or was love made to heal us?

ta-ta...

I Am Allergic?!?!

my second post for the day...

seen the doctor... got a day of MC... he said i was allergic to either something i eat or something i touch, for example, pets... how can it be? i've never been allergic to anything! not even medicine!

i can only think of the seafood i had on saturday, which is unlikely coz i had no problem with seafood since young... i wouldn't wanna be allergic to SEAFOOD anyway!

if not, it could be the saltwater that dear put his nemo in that made me allergic coz i helped dear with the display of his corals and we made marine saltwater using artificial salt... but i remembered washing my hands after helping him... i guess its the cut on my hand which allowed the saltwater to get in... coz the cut was swollen yesterday.... whoa, never thot that it would have such a great impact...

my body is red and patchy now... the doctor's medicine did take effect... made the itching stop at least... lucky i din report for work todae... or i'll spend the day scratching away... but he said that if it still continues, i'll have to go back for a jab! boo!

i din sleep go back to sleep though, i woke up at 6.30am todae (coz i thot a bath would bring the itch away... and i thot of going to work...) after i came back from the doctor's i packed my room, cleaned the drawers and cabinets, packed the messy stuff, and now its spick and span! cleared away all soft toys on my bed, leaving the bears and feimao only... so happie... now i got more space to sleep... its better for dear too, since he always have problem sleeping on my bed with so many toys, he'd look like a giant squeezing for space with the little toys... heeheehee...

spent the whole morning and mid noon packing, clearing, wiping, dusting and cleaning... better make good use of my day off since i got time... been so tied up with work and coming home tired and exhausted...

class 95 rocks!

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Sick~

din report for work todae... having a rash which looks lyke mosquito bites but really big ones, and they all stick together, forming red swollen lumps... and they itch! they are all over my body, legs and hands... i freaked out when i woke up todae... i din slp the whole nite, thinking it was mosquitoes, i juz keep scratching... gonna see a doctor later... really hoped dear was here with me, but he needs to be at school~ haha... will he visit me by surprise? bleah, i dun think so~

oh well~ hope that i'll be okay before the graduation ceremony on wednesday...

aniwae, dear and i spent the weekend with my parents coz its daddy's birthdae... family outing! had the celebration earlier coz mummy need to go for an operation on tuesday... so she wun be attending my graduation on wednesday...

went to jumbo seafood at riverside, clake quay... had loads of seafood... yummy! din take any pics coz it was quite dark as we ate by the river...

thereafter we went to haagen dazs to chill and have ice cream... i lyke the surroundings! very cosy...

*forever in love*

haagen dazs fondue

had taken more pics, but it wasn't nice coz of the yellow-lighting...

we ate another plate of ice cream, but we forgot to take pics of it... haha... mummy and daddy actually stayed up until 11pm! whahahaha....

okay, time to see doctor~

*scratching-scratching*

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Reasons To Smile???

i have reasons to be happie...

- todae is payday
- i cleared all my work todae
- tonite is idol nite
- tomorrow is friday
- great singapore sale is on

but i'm not at least in a happie mood...

reason?

i dunno either... maybe juz tired from work...

suddenly, in the midst of work, weird thoughts juz clouded my mind...
i juz feel that i'm living for everyone else except me?
i try to make everyone happie and meet everyone's expectations, that i forget myself?
i work so hard, but who can see it?
i look happie and normal,
but deep down,
i keep so much to myself,
my thoughts...
my feelings...
its enuff to fill an ocean...

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Work Work & Work...

whoa, damn tired... stand the whole day at work, coz i had to do some filing, terrible... legs are so tired... work is tough huh? but i'm happie being independent... haven't been relying on my parents for a month plus... i've been paying my own bills, transportation, food, and other expenses.... it feels good standing on my own...

was trying to find something to keep myself occupied on the train... then i decided to read my inbox on my mobile... had dear's sms way back in 25 march 2001... i had even earlier ones, but due to the change of mobiles over the years... then it daunted to me tat we are together for 5 and 1/2 years oredi... not that i don't know, but so much happened during this time... and the smses sent blood gushing thru my veins... hee... they were simply too sweet! yeah, the honeymoon period is over, but i know him inside out and outside in... especially after tons and tons of fights and quarrels, i learnt more about him in the process.... and sometimes, we juz blabber the same thing, or i'll know wad's on his mind... i know when he's unhappie and i know when he's naughty...

oh, and when i was on the train, i saw an inconsiderate couple eating in the train todae... *i feed you, you feed me...* hey! come on man! are you illiterate? if even if you are, there are signs which meant "no eating".... haiz... hopeless~

i'm actually waiting for dear's call... but he's cropped up in some project discussion with his fren on msn, so we ended up chatting online...

so aniwae, pay day is on the 1st! can't wait... hee...

papa chia's birthday coming... having family dinner this week...

i haven't heard from alicia for the longest time! the last i heard from her was "i'll call you back" and its been days oredi.... haiyo, singapore got so many thieves ma?

graduation ceremony is in about a week or two... mummy won't be attending my graduation as she's having an operation the day before... *sad*... dear won't be there too coz he's tied up with school... only daddy and luo luo is going... oh well~ better than nothing...

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Over The Hedge

went to catch over the hedge with dear todae... hee... cute little brillant but oh-so hungry animals...

dear made new specs todae! i lyke it!

and i finally saw dear's nemo! his name is mo-mo... hehe... so orangey and cute! plus another black clownfish... we call him bo-bo... and another bluey one... i dunno wad's the breed, but he's called ben-ben as in "stoopid" in chinese... coz he juz swims here and there and here and there, lyke some mad fish... haha.... too bad i din take a pic... and when dear said to me "you want to feed fishy?" i was so happie and excited! i jumped from his bed, kicked the big ikea dustbin and "boom!" i go, knocking into the stand fan, and in order to catch my balance, i placed my hands on the fan (which was still on and turning) and "cut! cut!" my fingers bled! and it hurt so badly, its still hurting now... i'm even having difficulties typing this entry... dear said i'm gon-gon... and he kept teasing me...

we had simple coffeeshop dinner, but we enjoyed it... took a long bus ride home, slept on dear's shoulder thru the journey and woke up lyke a madwoman... hahaha....

simple blissfulness...

aniwae, a beautiful song to end off this post...

iris by the goo goo dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am....

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Proudly Presenting.....

*drumroll*.....

my new possession! wanted to get it for such a long time, but keep holding back... until recently city chain had a 10% discount... haha...

many colours i lyke, including black (without the glitter), green, orange, white and red... but i got red in the end coz i had 3 thumbs up for red... judges includes jiayi, alicia and eileen (my colleague)

i personally quite lyke red too... nearly got the black one, but it juz doesn't make sense to spend $80 plus on a black rubber watch...

of course, this new possession is sponsered by.....

......

......

......

me, myself and i!

haha... so proud of it! and i earn every cent of it by MYSELF!

adidas in the eyes of motorola...

called alicia todae, and she jio-ed me to go bangkok with her and grace... as much as i would lyke to go with my besties, i have work commitments, and i dunno if i can persuade my parents to let me go... my contract officially ends on the 23rd of june, which is juz an ideal time to go take a breather before school starts... everything juz falls right into place... but boss ask me to extend my stay... couldn't bear to leave her in the lurch coz she's been really nice to me... haiz...

and daren approached me to join his team as a guest relations officer for his event management company... it would be a good opportunity to have this kind of exposure and experience, even if its for a day only... but too bad, it juz falls on a skool day... so i declined his offer... anyone interested in this offer? only 1 day... paid $8 to $10 bucks hourly (i'm not sure of the exact amount, might differ)... muz be people-oriented and muz be able to speak a good command of english...

yay! tomorrow is fridae...

weekend weekend weekend~

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Freaking Tired!

finally half a week is gone...

todae damn freaking tired... its really tired until i can't open my eyes... keep wanting to fall asleep... haha.. feel like taking one day leave to sleep the whole day....

silly rite?

hee...

aniwae, great singapore sale is coming soon.... very very dangerous...

dear started rearing marine fishy... glad to hear that its alive for 3 days oredi... haven't thot of a name for him...

tired...

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