Zoo...

tired after work todae... yay, mondae is over.... phew...

aniwae, weekend has been lined up with activities!

visited the zoo with dear, ying ying and bryan... hee... they jio-ed us to go together... and i muz say the zoo changed alot... and there's ben & jerry's there now! we combed the whole zoo from 11 plus in the morning till 4.30pm... whoa... damn tired after that... so here's pics and more pics!

he...

juz...

refuse to...

look at the camera!

cute little otter

squirrel

white tigers!

obscene white tiger

spot it!

mousedeer

hippo in water

hippo bullied by fishes

yuck!

i dunno wad he's called

monkee bored on a saturday

notice the monkee behind picking fleas?

the lazy monkee

kangaroo!

elephants of asia

komali elephant's footprint

compared to my feet...

bambi!

great big pelican

freezing penguins

inuka the polar bear

the enclosure is dirty, not my cam... hee...

this is wad they put on the polar bear's enclosure

sea lion show

rhinocerous is smelly!

the blacks and the whites...

rar!

look who's smiling~

i can't tell if its a leopard or jaguar

slimy snake... eee...

mudskipper

schanppi?

horses

happie piggy

bats and butterflies

turtle swimming

heh heh... luring the goat!

monkee fight

dear bot giraffeeey for me!

couple slippers!

still got alot of other pics.. we took 110 pics in all... but too many to put up here... dear gamely took pics with me which made me really happie... but it din turn out that nice... so its not gonna be on bloggie...

thereafter we met jinfeng and allannis for dinner at swissotel merchant court... had their buffet... was quite disappointed with their chocolate fondue coz it only had marshmallows and green apples... the rest are okay... din take any pics coz i din bring my camera to the restaurant...

but we took a pic with ying ying's camera on her mobile...

by the river~

think this post quite long liao... other stuff i'll blog some other day...

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New Bloggie Song...

changed a new song... i lyke this song... think its pretty well-written...

todae really very tired after working... stared at the comp for the whole day and the numbers are so small... wanted to fall asleep so many times... glad that tmr is fridae...

if all plans falls into place, i'll be going to the zoo with dear and his friends this saturday... haha... thinking back, it has been such a long time since i went to the zoo... i think its primary 1?

tired le...

dear: click here

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Love...

alicia mentioned about love in her blog... agreed with her views on love... this is my take...

when we were young, it was so simple... juz mummy, daddy and siblings...

when we were at preschool, toys meant the world...

when we grew older, friends mattered alot...

when we fall in love with the opposite sex, it was a "rush thru the veins"...

when we get married (someday), your husband matters...

when you get pregnant, protecting your child is piority...

when you get old, your lifelong partner and money matters... (be realistic lar... money matters alot rite?)

but to me...

love has no definate shape or size...
it has no colour...
no smell...
no taste...

but,

it brings great impact to people's lives...

be it the love of a family,
between siblings,
between friends,
between a man and a woman...

it makes one happie...

it makes one sad...

most of all,

it is extremely selfish...

it makes you wanna keep the person to yourself,

but on the other hand,

it makes you neglect the one person you love most by caring more about how you feel,

than how your partner feels...

when was the last time you asked yourself if your partner was truly happie?

when was the last time you appreciated him / her for being in your life?

to end it all, its juz complicated stuff...

that's why there's no right or wrong to it...

its a feeling...

okay, enuff about lovey-dovey stuff... i ain't a good partner either... its juz my viewpoint... all i know is when there are humans, there would be conflicts... tis one is not juz true, its a fact!

boss didn't come to work todae again... but there are 2 new temp staff, which became my lunch khakis... they are younger than me... erm... makes me feel old liao lar... bleah... but they are very nice... and shy i muz say... hee...

aniwae, todae is payday! haha... the rise and fall of jul's bank account... finally its back to 4-digits again... muahahahaha.... i can't bear to draw money...

tired... glad its thursday tomorrow...

but i'm feeling sad...

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Tuesday...

back from work...

been busy todae, thankfully time did not stand still... boss threw me another new job adding to my current workload... haiz... i'm juz glad to be home... been sarcastically talked to by an agent who obviously dunno wad the rules of the company are... i was in no mood to fight back... so i juz kept quiet on the other line... he's juz plain lucky todae.... sheesh... to think he's an agency leader and a guy.... not at all gentlemen... yucks...

didn't sleep a wink last nite... mind's occupied with stuff and no matter how hard i try to put these thoughts aside to sleep, it juz wouldn't work... been so tired yesterday, but i only had lyke 5 hours of sleep... bleah...

was quite unhappie todae... i wasn't in my best form... i heard that chocolates makes one happie? so i went to buy a bar of my favourite crunchie... had half of it todae but was too busy to finish the other half of it... i didn't change my mood... so i went to see toys at raffles exchange after work, hoping it'll make me feel better... hmm... i set my eyes on a little toy of this...

i dunno wad its called... apparently they are "toy aliens"? they are from the movie toy story... feel lyke getting it... there's only one... but i dunno the price...

hmmm....

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Will Be Back... Someday...

did not update my blog for the past week coz i was either too tired or too occupied or simply juz too lazy...

feeling under the weather...

having painful red eyes now...

plus i keep having goosebumps...

todae hasn't been a good day...

was too careless in dealing with some stuff...

i'll be back........

soon........ i hope.......

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If Your Heart's Not In It - Westlife

I'm missing you
Even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
But I'll make it easy for you

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

If Only Tears Could Bring You Back To Me - Midnight Sons

How will I start tomorrow without you here?
Who's heart will guide me while the answers disappear?
Is it too late, are you to far gone to stay?
Best friends forever, should never have to go away

What will I do? You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through?

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give if you
Return to me, someday, some how, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

I've cried you a notion if you would sail on home again
Wings of emotion will carry you and all they can
Just like love guides you and your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting to the arms of your true north

Look in my eyes, you'll see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give if you
Return to me, someday, some how, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

I've held you close inside the words I've only whisper before
For one more chance, for one last dance inside of me
That I would like and love

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give if you
Return to me, someday, some how, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

Fridae!

met dear for dinner todae... in the end it was juz the two of us. was supposed to have some plans with his friends after dinner... but somehow everyone was busy in the end... oh well, we still had a good dinner at lau pa sat, juz the two of us, with good food... haa...

headed down to the seats along singapore river beside fullerton hotel... it was a quiet night... chatted with dear there... but mosquitoes had to spoil the nice ambience... haha.. we left in about 15 mins...

dear's exams are over! so he sent me home after dinner! haha... its been a long long long time since he sent me home coz he was busy studying for about a month or so? (so long sia... madness!) he came over, repaired luo luo's creative mp3 programme, taught her maths, watched tv with me... seems like NTU returned him to me oredi? haa...

tomorrow's election day!

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SIM

received SIM's offer for bachelor of business management todae... will be taking it up soon but i'm not excited coz its juz SIM... will be starting school in july and having orientation in june... eeks... people say go orientation is waste time... hmm... still contemplating whether to attend or not...

boss actually offered me a permanent job at AIA... she mentioned it twice to me... was quite tempted to juz start work without taking my degree... but dear said it wasn't advisable since i have the chance to get a degree, why not? mum said the same thing too... true la... i have to admit i favour both studying and working... maybe becoz boss is good and i like the working environment... moreover it is wad i learn, its HR...

wad william said on tag-board was really evil! he actually asked me to buy more bags when i'm trying so hard to save money and cut down on bags... arrgghh... dun remind me about bags!

meanwhile, there's nothing much to blog about... juz waiting for the weekend to come...

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Police, People and Cars...

tampines! it was filled with so many policemen, cars and people! becoz of the worker's party rally beside safra lor... so many people! until the carpark space is all gone and all cars are in one long row!!! they keep horning and horning... and my house carpark is like PIE jam lidat! daddy dun even dare drive his car to the mall, coz later come back no space to park... and the rally is not even for tampines one... tampines is SDA... but mum told me its the east coast one, that's why its worker's party... oh well...

i actually thot of going to the rally to listen, coz it'll be so interesting... but i'm so tired and lazy... haha.. and going there alone seems gon gon? haha...

haiz... i'm craving for laksa leh... haiyo... can't wait for saturday ask dear go eat laksa together...

keep playing gamboy lately... heehee...

nothing much to blog...

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Miss You Nights - Westlife

I've had many times
I can tell you
Times when innocence I'd trade for company
And children saw me crying
I thought I'd had my share of that
But these miss you nights are the longest

Midnight diamonds stud my heaven
Southward burning like the jewels that eye your place
And warm winds that embrace me
Just as surely kissed your face
Yeah those miss you nights they're the longest

Lay down all thoughts of your surrender
It's only me who's killing time
Play down all dreams once remembered
It's just the same this miss you game

Thinking of my going
How to cut the thread and leave it all behind
Looking windward for my compass
I take each day as it arrives

But these miss you nights are the longest...

I'm Back...

haven't been blogging for a long time coz i stayed over at dear's place for 2 nights... it was fun being together every single minute... an experience of living together... but i'm also glad to be home... i did miss home... seems lyke i've been away for a long time... hee... feels good to be sleeping back on my very own bed...

dear bought nintendo gameboy game for me to play on the gameboy which i bot for him. he spent $80 over bucks on me... juz lyke that... so sweet ar? his gameboy is with me now... i'm lovin' the game man! its puzzle fighter! been playing with it for days... whahaha... sort of addicted, and glad that i have another thing to keep me occupied in the mrt trains... thanks dear!

got my progress package and pay oredi... i'm now a little richer than i used to be, but still not satisfied...

saturday is election day! have you chosen your ideal party? hee...

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