Ways To Turn Men Down!

though i might never get the chance to turn men down! whahaha.... here's some for reading pleasures....

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share.

HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one

HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.

HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in your wildest dreams.

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End Of 1st Week~

how time flies... its oredi the end of first week of school... haven't told dear i'm home... coz i'm sure he's still pigging... plus the rainy weather... juz perfect for snuggling up under the covers... so i shan't disturb him... not for the moment... heh heh...

nevertheless, i managed to get out of bed this morning for my lecture... arrgghh.... managerial accounting 2 is diffcult... but i'll conquer it! though i never liked accounts *yawns*

as usual, jiayi missed 2 days of lectures... nothing new though... whahaha...

my report writing is halfway through, but i'm not motivated... boss says if i need help, i can always call or mailed her. but when i did ask for some help on certain issues, i juz hate the way she made me feel... its not that she's bad... but seriously, she's not that good either... and in a way, i'm glad that internship has ended... she's so hard to please... i still remember there was one occassion, even something as simple as cutting out something. i used a pair of scissors, and she demanded that i used a penknife. *gosh*

dun wanna talk about the nightmare... though i had some good experiences there, but she's one hard nut to crack! no wonder dear said "never work for female bosses, coz they are very petty and calculative"

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New Bag!

i bought this puma bag recently, and i juz have to give it thumbs up! its so comfortable to carry, it's white, its big enuff for my barang barang, the material is good, the shoulder straps are of juz the right length, and the puma logo in gold juz looks perfect! i got it for $79. it wasn't love at first sight, though it caught my eye. but i still decided to get it, i dunno for wadeva reason, but it seems that, i'm falling deeper and deeper for it as the day goes by.... haha.... pls pardon me... i'm juz a very great shopaholic... and i have a weakness for bags.... i dunno if the pic is visible since everything is white... heehee...

Puma Spirit Grip Bag

decided not to get LeSportSac... coz its too small... and its not worth it for the material... so its gonna be taken off my list... as for havanias.... haha... i'd rather get birkenstocks or papillio!

aniwae, juz came back from school... this semester is gonna be as rushy as the previous, if not even worst! things seem funny when the school scheduled us to have lectures at engineering school as the business school is expanding.... their very steep lecture theatres which leaves you with a painful neck at the end of the lecture if you sit in the first few front rows... still haven't get used to walking into engineering school instead of business school... hmmm.... had my second law lecture todae... i'm beginning to love the subject man! hee... its so interesting....

william tagged me! haa... he found my blog! hope he's doing fine...

i gotta get back to my internship report *yawns*

life is gonna be tough from here~

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New Papillio!

bought my second pair of papillio! haha.. another strikeoff my wishlist! bought this pair for $99 bucks and lovin' it! hee... though its an old design... but i dun wanna every regret it!

My Birko - Florida Cheery Fruit!

aniwae, dear sent me this picture which i think is really cute! whahaha! take a look!

and i found this pic at a website... i told dear... "hey next time our wedding cake also display this." he replied "you wait long long." haahaa.... its so humourous....

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End Of Internship!

haven't been updating recently... been really busy with my internship. finally its the last day todae... my colleague has been really sweet. she took pics of the notice boards which i put up and made it into a card for me... boss bought me a pressie too... but she forgot to bring it... so she'll pass it to me when i go back to get my salary for december... had my farewell lunch at hotel's cafe vienna again... hee...

my parents are back... jie jie bot a roxy wallet, 2 roxy tees and and a rip curl skirt for me. surf brands there are juz so damn cheap... got a blue adidas sandals too.... plus! lots of food food and more food!

monday is the start of a new term... and it also marks my final year... hope i'll do well... and i really can't wait to get back to school....

lots of new stuff lately... haha... new casio watch, new motorola handphone, new roxy wallet, new ipod nano, new adidas sandals, new rip curl skirt, new roxy tee... up next would be a bag! i hope... juz wait and see... hehe...

by the way, i catched harry potter liao... up next is.... Chicken Little!

dear: simple lifestyle + you = bliss

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Sick Again...

yes i am very sick indeed... i dunno how i'm going to drag myself to work tomorrow... having sore throat and a very bad flu becoz i was caught in the rain... went to see doctor todae... he gave me medicine that was so drowsy, i kept sleeping... poor dear... i juz fell asleep on his lap so many times...

flu hasn't gone away though i've taken medication... this time, i'm really sick... i dun fall sick often. but dunno why i did lately... i spent like $50 within 2 weeks on medical consultations and medicine... haiz...

dear: thanks for taking care of me while my parents are away... sorry i kept falling asleep coz i really dun feel good at all... but i felt very blissful to have u by my side...

i'm turning in early... eyes are painful, nose is running away and throat is painful... arrrggghh.....

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Back To Work...

went back to work todae even though i'm on MC... feel so tired now... juz had my bath and dinner and blogging on my lappy on my sofa... feels so comfy...

miss my family so much... its always so noisy and fun at home... but now its so quiet...

dear's out wif his friends... naturally... since its his last paper todae... though i wish he was home so that i'd have someone to talk to... but i think its only fair to let him be out...

haiz... this is wad i call dilemma...

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Sick!

haiz... i'm sick. din report for work todae... had severe headache for over 2 days... went to see the company doctor todae and was given 2 days MC.... slept for nearly the whole day todae... i never felt so tired in my life... even at 7pm, i still din feel like waking up...

my body feels so weak~

mummy called me from aussie todae... somehow i miss my family... wish dear can stayover to keep me company this week...

dear: good luck for your last paper tomorrow...

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My New Motorola Razr V3!

i got a new phone! hehe.. its the motorola razr V3 in special edition black! haha.. siao rite? keep on changing phones... all becoz of dear lo... intro this phone to me. actually i din like it one, but then he keeps going to the stores to see it. so i decided to buy one for him as an anniversary gift... then i slowly fell in love with dear's phone... i got one myself... hahaha... so now, we both have the same phone... hehe... couple phone! haha... and my phone is only one day younger than his!

thinking back, its so crazy to buy 2 similar phones within a week... but i love it alot! hee... here's a pic of the phone...

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Aussie They Went!

juz came back from work... tired... glad its friday and glad that i dun have to work tomorrow...

oh well~ my parents left for aussie... and i'm all alone in singapore.... jie jie called me to tell me she bought gucci envy perfume at DFS! yay! hahaha.. hope she gets nice bags and skirts for me!

its like 2 more weeks to the end of SIP... should be feeling happie... but feel a little "can't bear to leave the place".... though working is really tiring compared to school... but i've had my happie times there too... and moreover, i learnt alot during my stay there... haiz... like wad dear said... i'm in a dilemma... haha...

juz learnt from alicia's blog that she and grace are goin on a trip to malaysia... so envious! but too bad la... i can't go... aniwae, have fun babes!

i haven't had my bath! waiting for mummy to call me before she boards the plane at 12 midnight, then i'll go and bathe... dun wanna miss her call...

wanna watch chicken little and harry potter!

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Jul's iPod Nano!

oops! haven't been updating... hehe...

aniwae, i got my ipod nano oredi! wee~ its damn good... though i'm still meddling with it... has quite a number of functions, which includes games, contacts, clock, alarm clock, calender, photo gallery... and maybe other more stuff that i haven't found out! 14 hours playback, and its so sleek, its not even visible when i put in my pocket. its smaller than your palm, and is only 2 to 3 ezlink cards thick! i got the white version. coz they dun haf the black. i wanted to get white aniwae... hee...

my whole family is flying off to aussie this friday... and i'm here, stuck in singapore, with my internship... haiz... i'm gonna be all alone for a whole 10 days! luckily i still have dear to keep me company... heehee....

yesterday was the official 5th year for dear and me! didn't have a big boo haa celebration coz dear was in the midst of having his exams. nevertheless, he still went to pick me up after work!

and..... remember him? dear gave him to me during valentine's day...

I Still Do (Boy)

and now...............

I Still Do (Girl)

dear gave me a surprise! he gave me this for our anniversary when he picked me up from work. its not cheap i know... and moreover he's studying and not working... but i was overjoyed when i saw the girl version! coz it was out of stock for quite some time, and i thot i'm never gonna have a pair... now i have both of them... isn't he juz the sweetest?

dear: happie 5th anniversary dear! yes, its our 5th year oredi... how time flies... and this year was especially hard for us, coz we went thru alot of ups and downs, alot of bumpy roads, alot of arguments and disagreements on our views and personalities... but thank you for believing and holding on to our relationship... i'm glad you were there beside me to hold my hand and walk with me through so many hurdles. juz wanna let you know that, i dunno wad the future holds for us, but right now, i'm glad you are here with me, i'm blissed to have you in my life, and i still do....

thank you for loving me...

good luck for your paper tomorrow...

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LeSportSac!

love these bags... been working around at orchard, and caught the bags virus again... damn... i always catch the bags virus! but aren't they beautiful? i love the prints! feel like getting one of these. but its $139 per piece! they are selling it at DFS too... i tired on one todae at isetan... like it leh.... shit lar... even the black ones are so nice...

LeSportSac - Venus Print

LeSportSac - Fizz Print

LeSportSac - Black & White Spectator

LeSportSac - Black Solid

LeSportSac - Stereo Print

Exhausted. Tired. Bushed. Fatigued. Worn-out

can't wait for the weekend to come soon... though i have to work this saturday, but i can see dear, get my ipod nano and enjoy the weekend... then it'll be 3 more weeks to go before SIP ends...

passby TP every morning and evening and see those students at the bus stop... how lucky! school is juz so fun... working life is like so boring... wake up, work, go home, sleep, wake up, work, go home, sleep... and the routine goes on...

timetable is out and gosh... until year 3 liao, then make us go to engineering school for all lectures?! haiyo! it would be so troublesome to walk across the school building...

felt extremely tired todae... legs are aching from the long hours of wearing those cord shoes... no more blisters though... i know how to wear cord shoes properly liao! hehe... juz that they are kinda high for me, and they ache after wearing them from 7am to 7.30pm!

belle and shar, thanks for those wonderful birthday chocolates! they are so beautiful! and i know they are not cheap... i can't bear to eat them! but too bad... they are fated to be in my tummy... hehe...

i'm tired~

dear: good luck for your paper tomorrow... i'm sure you'd do juz fine... coz u are my whiz-kid! its 17 more days to freedom... hang in there!

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Little Purple Hippo...

went back to school todae. feeling is great. and i can't wait to be back at school again... glad that i'm gonna graduate in the months to come, but the future seems bleak after that. i'm still contemplating on whether to further my studies or not. its good to do so, so that dear and i will have a better future. but on the other hand, getting into university is one big hurdle, and coping is an even bigger issue. oh well~

met up with dear todae... juz spent a little time together after his 2 papers... dear bought me a handphone screen wiper, which is a cute little purple hippo! its hanging on my phone... hehe.. so cute. aniwae, i din expect him to buy something for me out of the blue, for no rhyme or reason... hee... it was sweet... hippo is too small to be photographed, so no pics of hippo taken. meanwhile, spot has taken the backseat of being on my pencil case... hee...

treated dear to dinner at v8 movies cafe at bugis... haven't get to treat him a good meal after i got my pay... food was not bad...

a simple saturday we spent together...

sianz... haven't touched my logbook and report this week... laziness juz sets in me...

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Happie Birthday To Me~

todae marks the day of being another year older... dunno why as i grow older, birthdays seem so boring...

aniwae, went to prima tower revolving restaurant at keppel road todae for dim sum with my parents and sisters. it was sort of a birthday treat for me. i get to choose the place. so i decided to bring them there to haf dim sum, since older people fancy these food, and i like it too... hee...

mummy and daddy gave me an ang pow for good luck... how much inside it, i wun say.. hee...

din get to meet dear, becoz he has a paper tomorrow. its my first birthday without him ever since we were together. but i'm neither feeling sad nor down though... its juz another day...

thanks to those who msged and called me to wish me happy birthday... liang, yingying, tracy, grace, velly and especially belle and shar, thanks for the wonderful birthday song at 12 mindnite! and dear, thanks for the e-card. it was meaningful, and brought back alot of past memories that we had...

i bought my baby-g watch oredi. and i have exactly the same one as alicia... looking forward to get my ipod nano next week... can't wait!

meanwhile, its back to work tomorrow again... shucks! but boss on leave... yay! and its friday tomorrow... yoohoo!

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I'm 22!

was given birthday compliments of the hotel's coporate gifts, buffet hi-tea for two or a birthday cake. and since i had eaten at the restaurant for so many times oredi, i decided to take the cake instead. they gave me a choice of fruit flan, cheesecake and chocolate cake for my birthday. i choose the yummlicious chocolate of course! i had to admit it was wonderful...

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New Skin!

whoa lau, i accidentally deleted my rainbow blogskin lor! haiz.. long story... so i lost many of the stuff, including my doggie ber ber... only managed to retrieve a few of my blogger buddies... tag me if i left ur blog out on my links...

aniwae, i guess it was a blessing in disguise... i love the new blogskin. though its not new lar... its found on blogger... i can't find any nice blogskins nowadays anyway... they are either to small, too boring, too kiddish, or the colour combination is juz ugly...

before i forget, happy deepavali to those who are celebrating it!

did alot of things todae... woke up at 10am todae! shiok! haha.. so long never sleep so late liao... then went to pack all my notes for year 3 sem 1.. kept them all in my ikea box... haven't got the time to clear them since i passed my exams becoz of internship... then went to shop at TM with mummy, dad, and my little sis... hehe.. my little sis so sweet, she bought me a pouch which i liked... for my birthday... i am using the pouch now to put my mobile...

dear: haven't really had the chance to spend time together with you coz its your exam period... nevertheless, good luck for your paper tomorrow... though we probably won't get to spend our 5th anniversary together, i guess, we dun need to say much... coz, its all in the heart...

aniwae, thanks for the Push The Button song by Sugababes! i love it!

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Push The Button!

Push The Button - Sugababes

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I Wanna kiss and
Everything around it but he's too distant
I wanna feel his body
I can't resist it

I know my hidden looks can be deceiving
But how obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respect me
I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control
I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission
After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You’re still not getting it
Now that you’ve heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came over and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

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Lappy's Back!

phew~ juz finished writing that hateful logbook of mine...

my darling lappy is back... he was at the PC clinic for 2 whole days... and i had to live helplessly without him... he was sick, and needed a change of brains. so i bought him one, which obviously cost me a bomb! and my 700 over songs are all wiped out.... i'm having him back, which is as good as new... but i'm glad he's alive and kicking again...

didn't meet dear todae, coz he needed to study for his exams... but my day was packed to the max... went to work in the morning... jie jie came to pick me up... then drove down to TM, collected my lappy, then had to go home to wait for the singnet technician...

everything is fine now, i'm having marvellous wireless connection and LAN on my lappy... best of both worlds... desktop works wonderfully fine too.... the modem acts as a router too, which "wowed" me... it looks so suave, standing tall, in black and silver...

since i got my first pay, i treated my family to dinner at soup restaurant at the airport.... spent around $76 bucks on good food! no regrets... hehe... walked around the airport, went to look at airplanes (which i miss terribly) and when i came home after dinner, it was oredi 10pm...

mummy, daddy and my sisters are going off to australia next month, and i'm stuck here in singapore, with my internship. and even if i didn't have any internship, i wouldn't make it for the holiday either, becoz of the stoopid academic year that TP changed... hmph!!! which means that, i wouldn't be able to shop in aussie!! arrggh!!! flip flops, bright bags and nice skirts.... *there it goes* and i miss taking the aeroplane! boo hoo hoo!

gonna be at home all alone.... oh gosh~

i'm tired... gonna sleep liao...

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Payday!

got my pay slip todae! got a little more than i expected... whaha.. which is a good thing... pay's gonna be in my bank tomorrow! yay!

aniwae, my darling lappy is not fully recovered yet... haiz.. gonna bring him to the PC clinic tonite. luckily i have a 5 year warranty! i hope he's alright. but it means that i have to forgo all my 700 over songs in my media player if they do a cleanup for me. haiz.. but nvm.. at least if my darling is well. then i'd be happie. i need him to be ok before the singnet technician comes over to do the configurations for my new modem, which is this saturday!

dear: i know u are having ur exams soon. so you are kinda stressed and not in the very best of mood. but juz hang in there. i'm sure u can make it. sorry if i haven't been understanding... if there's anything else i can do, i'm juz a phone call away...

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Damn Sway!

its lunch time and i seriously need to talk to someone. saw dear on msn and was so happie. but too bad he had to leave for school.

my precious darling lappy crashed on me yesterday, out of the blue. and the best thing is, i can't on it. i can't sleep the whole nite. this morning, i on it before i went to work, and it worked! i was so glad! but its like so vulnerable. haiz...

aniwae, i went to change my internet connection speed and ta-da! got free ipod nano! its colour mp3! yay! hehe.. then i will have 2 mp3s! wee! can't wait to get it. they are giving me a free modem too! with their technical people coming down to fix and install it for me free! hahaha..and its only $1 more than my usual bill! with double the speed! whahaha.. the speed is gonna be activated todae... singnet rules!

but i dunno which colour to take. wad do u all think? gimmie ur opinion. tag me k?

pure white or classic black?

i love this baby G. saw it at $141 at city chain and $128 at another watch shop. its it nice? i like it leh... haiz...

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Rainy Day~

its been pouring since morning... dear's sleeping soundly on my bed. poor boy, haven't had a good sleep last nite coz he was enjoying himself with his favourite game... heehee...

aniwae, we went to the library todae. managed to finish writing my e-journal and did a little of my report. nothing much happened todae...

the weather todae is juz so perfect for snuggling up in bed...

shar asked me if i was free... belle and herself wanted to have a post birthday celebration for me! so sweet rite?! thanks girlies!

dear: the day is coming to a close... but i had an enjoyable weekend with you... thanks for always lending me your shoulder to nap on... i know i've been increasingly tired ever since i started work... its tough working, and having to think about my performance, deadlines, reports, journals... nevertheless, thank you for being so tolerant with me, for being so understanding to my needs and for effortlessly making trips down my house, juz to make sure i'm safely home.

"its in your arms, that's where i'm safe and secure..." - jul

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Stairway to Heaven

juz changed my blogger music... nice song? i love it. in fact, i'm crazy over it. i have been looking for this song for such a long time, finally got it from a website. aniwae, this wonderful song has been on my playlist for the whole nite. its from the korean show, stairway to heaven. i finished watching all 20 discs of it. actually its currently shown on channel u. every monday and tuesday at 10pm i think... after watching it, i realised that love is about sacrificing, juz to see the one u love happie and blissful. and the song is so sad, it makes me feel the same way too....

aniwae, had a wonderful, simple, but happie saturday. went to work in the morning. met up with dear after work. had lunch together. then i slept the whole afternoon at dear's place. had great duck noodles at bedok hawker centre for dinner. plus sinful grilled chicken wings with lime and wonderful chilli! dear sent me home thereafter. went to my house to slack. he left about 10.30pm. meet his friends for his favourite game.

i juz finished my logbook for the week. phew~ gonna start a little on my report tomorrow. so gotta head down to national library with dear tomorrow. i need some serious thinking on how to go about writing my report...

the weekend juz started but now its gonna end...

dear: thanks for being the sweetest!

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It's Friday!

this week seems so fast... its friday oredi.. and its time to write e-journals again. haa... aniwae, i have to go back to work tomorrow. but i dun mind actually. hee... *be positive* haha...

had dinner with dear todae. he was so sweet he actually came all the way to orchard to fetch me. but i didn't pick up his call as i was still working. so in the end i met him up at city hall... after dinner, he accompanied me to shop for my boss's birthday present. isn't he sweet? hee.. he hates shopping and i'm so surprised he accompanied me todae without making noise... he's juz the
sweetest! hee...

i had a busy week which explains why i didn't blog... worked OT on wednesday. reached home at about 10pm. but boss brought me to the hotel's restaurant for dinner buffet. and its my 4th time dining there oredi. haha... work has been really challenging and i'm glad to have alot of opportunity to learn and attend training sessions too. i attended another training on motivation today... on how to keep your employees motivated... which is interesting. hehe...

mr boh came to visit me at the hotel todae... he talked to me for quite some time... he's so long winded... haha... aniwae, i'm glad its friday and i'm looking forward to spend the day with dear again tomorrow...

dear: thanks for accompanying me for dinner and get the gift todae... and you went the extra mile to orchard to fetch me. and even though we didn't get to meet in orchard in the end, i'm still very touched by your gesture... your patience while waiting for me to choose a present has made me very surprised too. plus you sent me home even though i know u are equally tired.... i really appreciate the little things that you do... seriously, you make me feel like a princess... *spoilt rotten*

we're celebrating our 5th year next month... and i'm glad i'm still with you... and now, i know that, no matter how tough it is gonna be in future, this relationship is something i'll maintain for sure...

thanks for everything once again... you are juz so right in my life...

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1am!

i enjoyed my weekend so much! i reached home at 1am last nite... hehe.. without any scoldings... went out with dear and his buddies plus their other half-es... total of 3 pairs of couples... we went to lau pa sat for dinner... wanted to catch a movie after dinner. but there were only bad seats... so we decided to head down to the minds cafe... somewhere at prinsep street, or link... or wadsoeva it is called.... by the time we reached there. it was oredi 10.30pm! we purchased a package of 6 persons... had drinks and snacks.... and we had a free flow of board games... which i think was quite worth it becoz we can't find those games in singapore.... and its all very unique... haha... we really enjoyed ourselves... i guess everyone did... it was a very nice way to interact and spend time with each other... nevertheless, its my first time out with dear until 1am! so happie... hehe...

and we decided to head down to the zoo and night safari this saturday... i'm so excited... haha.. though nothing is confirmed at the moment. but at least there's a glimmer of hope... i love these outings! so fun! i'm sure everyone feels the same way too! hehe... its really a break from the usual monday to friday working... haiz... speaking of working... tmr is monday! *arrrggghh!*

oh ya, i rebonded my hair on saturday.... i didn't want to at first, but becoz my hair was beginning to become like a mad woman, i decided to do it.. haha... i'm neither very happie nor sad... juz glad that i dun need to have bad hair days anymore... and using the hairdryer seemed so much easier for me. but i spent a long 4 hours at the salon, sacrificing my meeting time with dear. but seeing him after a long week at work really makes all the tired-ness go away... i'm so glad he's always around for me...

aniwae, dear came over for dinner todae... he juz left my house like an hour ago. i hate to admit this, but i'm missing him oredi... oh gosh~ horrible~

the conclusion is, i had a wonderfully great weekend... not looking forward to work tomorrow becoz i have to wake up really early, but i'm gonna look at it in a positive way... i hope it works...

i hate sorting and filing... and i miss school...

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I Miss School!

aiyo~ now, i know how to appreciate school! i've been missing school days... tink i'm gonna further my studies and get my degree after my diploma. that is if its possible... haha...

aniwae, work has been great! i'm not complaining, but juz missing school.... learnt alot this week too... and my boss has been very good to me, and she's helping me with my report! my colleagues are so damn friendly, hotel's food is good.... and the best part is, its all free! breakfast, lunch and dinner... plus ice-cream on mondays, wednesdays and fridays, salad and fruits serving everyday. they change the menu everyday, which means everyday is a surprise.. hehe... i have nothing more to complain, not even if i have to work on saturday....

will be looking forward to get my first pay since i rejected taking them last month, so they'd be accumulated! haha... more $$$! gonna give my parents part of it, and bring them out for a treat, give dear a treat too... and set aside $$$ for his birthday! its coming! hehe.... i got so many things in mind to buy for him, i dunno which one is better.... but then again, its not as if i'm earning $50,000.... haha.... erm... but pampering him is one of my duties.... i dun mind spending it on him aniwae...

boss birthday is coming, and i'm thinking of a gift for her... wonder wad is good... any suggestions?

meanwhile, take care everyone!

dear: hey i've known u for like 5 years and 2 months oredi?! haa.. time flies so fast... aniwae, i know u are having a paper tomorrow, so good luck!

"with you around, life became more interesting. it wasn't all happy and a bed of roses... we did had our thorny times too, where we'd quarrel endlessly, but thank you for still standing by my side, giving me ur love and patience.... you are part of my life, and i hope you'd always be...."

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I Love My Work!

i love my work! beginning to enjoy the process... i have a great boss who teaches me alot of things and she's very nice to me in person as well.

my boss taught me alot of HR related things, and i learn alot from her. from something as simple as franking mail and learning how to fax, till screening for job applicants, doing the 360 degrees appraisals, doing reference checks, wage increment for employees, refering to the collective agreement, and so much more... i've learnt so much... thru these 7 days with the company. and within these 7 days, i oredi attended a training on the art of service and providing 100% guest satisfaction and a change management training programme. i have obtained 2 certs oredi... heehee...

very happy with my working life... colleagues have been very nice too... but i miss school terribly... i miss all my friends.... gonna make a trip back to school on saturday... see ya guys!

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Headache Again~

had a tiring day at work... had so much to do, time passes so fast...

been busy with the annual increment exercise... and had some errands to run around the hotel for my boss... some ad-hoc stuff, and then had to help her with the 360 degrees performance appraisal compilation... i'm so dead tired when i'm home... had headache again... and i slept all the way in the bus...

dun wanna blog liao.. wanna rest...

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Exam Results!

huh!?! its sunday liao... haiz... tomorrow got work... i dun mind working... but waking up at 5.45am is damn early... sianz...

aniwae, didn't blog for the past 2 days coz i was so damn tired... my blisters on my feet bursted on friday, and my plasters were filled with blood! eeek... yucks... you wouldn't wanna see it...

had my day 2 orientation on friday... very fun... and i love my work.... i like my bosses and colleagues... at least for now~ haha...

oh ya... got my exam results on friday too! good good! no supp paper! wee~ finally... one more sem to go, and my diploma would be here!

hope everyone is getting on fine at their workplaces!

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Day 2 - Employee Training

had the whole day of employee orientation training todae... it was very fruitful... learnt so much more abt the hotel and its functions. the part i enjoyed most was the hotel tour...

visited the royal residence... where the princess of brunei comes over to stay, as the hotel is actually owned by the sultan of brunei... my gooodieee gosh~ her bathroom is like the size of my house?!? with the shower room the size of my bedroom, with an attached sauna... and black toilet bowls in the other room, also the size of my bedroom.. plus a bathtub so damn big... and all the stuff there like the tap knobs, sink, toiletbowl knobs, are all 24k gold plated... plus the carpet is sprinkled with real gold dust... and she's got her own personal carpark, direct from her room.. which means that once she opens the door, its her carpark.. goshh..... her whole hotel is so big... she occupies the whole level... i'm so envious~

aniwae, i'm damn tired after my 9am to 5pm training todae.... phew~ glad to be home. another day of training tmr on the art of service...

dear: good to hear that your paper todae was great! hee... so happie for you!

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Day 1 - Blistering Barnacles

my first day at work... was a learning experience of a lifetime...

i was taught on how to update pay increment of employees... and my god.. they have so many employees! then was shown around the operations of the hotel by my boss... it was so awesome... to see the number of people working and how the hotel is being run... i sat in for a quarter of a training session conducted by my big boss... on time management... actually the purpose of being there was to keep the training materials after her training session was over... boss brought me to cafe vienna which is a restaurant at the hotel lobby, which serves international food, and i saw so many VIPs and guests dining... both frontline and backline staff are equally important... and hotel employees are not supposed to take guest lifts and are not supposed to walk in the lobby unless you are of a managerial position or is on official hotel business. hotel employees are only allowed to take the back firemen's lift and cargo lifts. boss also showed me the function rooms, and GM's room... sooooo big and spacious... woo~ had lunch at the staff canteen... food is free, but not bad... its quite good actually... hee... oh yah, i got my employee's id number, and they are gonna make me and id card, which i wonder why i need it, coz i'm only working there for 3 months.

that was somehow my first day at work... but~ i am so beat, tired, exhausted, or wadeva is used to describe being worn out... my feet are filled with swollen, red, bursted blisters, my back is aching due to the constant bending to take employee's files, my muscles are juz aching...

have to attend a 2 day orientation training programme, conducted by my boss... i have to sit in, as well as help her setup the stuff... double work... hee...

dear: i know u are having a paper tomorrow... though i dunno if u will be able to read this, but good luck and.... to me, you are always so awesome...

we've been both so busy, that we hardly even have the time to talk, not to say meet each other... but thru being in love and growing up together with you, you've taught me that being in a relationship, love is not enough... we've got to have the ability to maintain it, have trust, faith, understanding and honesty... we're both working hard for our future, and i know, only you can give me a happily ever after...

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Vcd-ing

oops. i haven't been updating regularly... hehe.. been really lazy... and i've been spending my time watching the korean drama "stairway to heaven". it is actually shown on channel u at 10pm on mondays and tuesdays... hehe... but its a 20 disc drama... think if i catch the channel u one, it'd take me a long long time to know the ending. aniwae, i'd only managed to finish 16 discs.... four more to go!

attachment gonna start on wednesday... boo hoo hoo~ gonna be working for the next 3 months...

grandpa is hospitalized... wonder when he will be discharged...

gotta go...

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Precious 1 Week~

woo~ juz came out from my bath and freshened myself... had headache juz now, so went for a cold shower... phew~ and time passes so fast. its oredi wednesday todae...

only gotta week for myself... will be starting attachment next wednesday. so i'm making full use of my 1 week...

went with belle, jiayi and shar to sentosa on monday. took alot of pics. but haven't got them from belle... and i haven't upload those in my camera... i'm juz so lazy to do so~

met dear on tuesday... accompanied him to study... and todae, i went to cut my hair... gave the ends a trim, cut my fringe, so that i won't look so lethargic and boring... haa.. at least i hope~ gave my hair a new coat of dye too...

gonna get working clothes with jiayi and velly tomorrow. it was supposed to be a 5 person outing, but it became 3 instead... liang went back to malaysia on monday, and jan couldn't make it. i guess, i'll only see them on mondae when we get back to school for attachment briefing...

oh well~ that was how i spent my past 3 days... haa...

for that special man in my life:
continue to work hard and excel in your studies... i can't be of much help, coz i know nuts about engineering, but i'll be at your side to give you the support you need... the road ahead is tough and its not gonna be easy... but i know you can make it...

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Spot!

woo~ went to catch Herbie - fully loaded with dear... it was so funny... hehe... and reminded me of the past.... becoz i watched herbie with my parents when i was young... and it was a good show... and it made me love volkswagen beetle even more.... heeee.....

and dear bought me a cute little bull terrier... he was so adorable, when i first stepped into the shop, the thing that caught my eye was him... the look in his eyes... and i fell for him immediately... wanted to buy it myself, but dear insisted on getting it for me, and brought him to the cashier... and did i mention? the bull terrier is very tiny only... becoz he's meant to be hung on the handphone... hee... so he's currently on my darling 6170... and i've named him spot! took a pic of him... he's very small, so its hard to take a pic... but i managed to take a pic of him within my bedsheets...

Spot!

its been such a long time since dear and me really spent quality time together... we are either too busy with our schoolwork, or when we meet up, we'll juz go to the library to study together... hmmm i muz say, i'm such a happy girl todae...

oh ya, took pics with belle and shar when we met up before my exams... which was like weeks ago... but din have the time to put up the pics... this was my favourite pic of the day...

Jul, Belle & Shar

took pic of chou chou and brownie at my study desk... haa... they are juz adorable to me... so pardon me~ *oops* heehee....

Chou Chou & Brownie with my lappy

and i forget to mention! CONGRATULATIONS DEAR! for getting your driving licence at the first attempt! woo~ yay! wee~ wow! you're juz so fantabulous!

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Back In Action!

phew! finally the war is over! exams are over and done with! but dunno about the results sia.. haiz... had 2 papers todae, event mgmt and HR.. totally drained by brains out... and my fingers are like soooooo tired from all the writing of those never ending essay questions... and they are 20 marks each! can't they juz provide us with a laptop? haa... guess that would wad exams are like in the near future! at least, i hope!

will be seeing dear tomorrow after 2 weeks! finally! hope to catch herbie, fully loaded tmr... using the free movie money that jie gave me...

going sentosa with jiayi, belle and shar on monday! hopefully with jiayi's doggy... yay!

going off liao~ i'm tired after all the studying for 2 full weeks!

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Hmmm....

haven't been blogging in ages.... been so busy with my studies... juz had my managerial accouting paper todae... it wasn't that fabulous... juz hope that i can pass....

4 more papers to go.. and double energy for friday... i dunno how i'm gonna make it with 2 papers~ but oh well~ i dun have much of a choice....

nothing much happened lately... juz books, books and more books... and i haven't seen dear for 8 days... and will not be seeing him until another 5 days....

before i end, let me share one of my favourite songs lately~ i haven't been able to get the music code for it... so if anyone knows, let me know ok?

meanwhile, enjoy~

And You Don't Remember - Mariah Carey

Shattered dreams
Cut through my mind
Tragically our love has died
Memories confine my head
Bitterly I face the end

Trustingly
I gave myself to you
I let you inside
Believing your lies

And you don't remember
Every time you told me
You were mine forever
For eternity
And you don't remember
How you used to hold me
How we'd melt together
How you needed me
How we used to be in love

Stranded here
In nothingness
With only tears
And lonliness

Foolishly
I gave my soul to you
I let you inside
Believing your lies

Helplessly
I fell so deep
I was so naive
To let you in
Why did I let you in to my heart

And you don't remember
Anything that you told me
You were mine forever
For eternity
I know you don't remember
How you used to hold me
How we'd melt together
How you used to need me
How we used to be in love

Whoa Lau!

its 6pm oredi?!?! i juz woke up!

went out with belle and shar yesterday. had really good food. spent $20 on fish & co for dinner. i had so much mussels, i felt so "mussely". went to cosy bay to chill after dinner. drank cocktail. and to my horror, juz one sip of it. and my face went red. i felt so hot! and i am left with a headache until todae... which is why i slept the whole afternoon! shar and belle kept laughing at me. haa.... but we really had a good talk about everything... shared our little secrets... especially shar and belle, had so much to tell me. in the end, i got home at 12 mid-night. we took pics! lots of them! will upload them as soon as belle passes them to me.

aniwae, woke up bright and early this morning and din feel good. haa.. but still had to drag my feet to the interview. and its where i'm gonna work. its confirmed! royal plaza hotel @ scotts! yay! i'm so damn happie with everything. coz:

1) the HR department only has 4 ppl (including me) ---> its better to work in smaller teams.
2) the HR assistant manager is a really nice lady.
3) i love the job scope!
4) i believe i can learn alot becoz being in HR i have to run alot of errands around the hotel, which also means that i'll meet many people.
5) i have to dress really formal.
6) the perks of working in a hotel means i do not need to spend money on lunch and dinner, because they provide meals!
7) i have 518 express bus straight from my house bus stop to the hotel.
8) i'd rather work the hotel at orchard than amex, which is at the concourse.
8) this is the best part! they are paying me $500!!!
9) the HR assistant manager said she would discuss with her director, and maybe they might gimmie 1 or 2 days anual leave!
10) and lastly, although i have to work alternate saturdays, but i love the job. at least for now. heehee....wad more can i say?

so happie... really... hehe...

i'm so glad the headache is gone. coz yesterday i felt so horrid after the alcohol went into my body. slept the whole day at dear's house todae...

last outing with JJVL and jiayi on monday. we're having dinner at seoul garden. jiayi's treating! coz its her birthday! hehe.... and after that, it'll be back to the books. meanwhile, i'll have to complete my tutorials for monday.....

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What Next?

munching on peanut butter sandwich now. its my brunch. haven't had anything the whole dae. had a whole 2 hr lecture followed by another 2 hour tutorial. no one wanted to have lunch after that, so i juz skipped it. and guess wad? i'm having brunch now at 4.20pm. haa...

had a long day yesterday.... got informed by my tutor that i am most probably having my attachment at royal plaza hotel @ scotts. the one opposite far east plaza. will be meeting up with them this saturday. i hope everything goes well.

didn't have a very good nite yesterday. dun wish to elaborate further. but i was tossing and turning in bed the whole nite. couldn't get to sleep. mind was working. it didn't want any rest. by 3.30am, i'm still wide awake.. and i woke up at 7am todae.

took 518 to suntec after school to get my blazer for the interview on saturday. on the bus, was glad that 518 goes to my interview place. juz right outside the hotel. i dread taking mrt, coz i have to change train. phew... but aniwae, i was looking for somebody to go get my blazer with me, so that i can have another person's opinion on the blazers. but seems that everyone was busy. so i had to go alone. though i hate that feeling of being alone, i quite enjoyed it todae. maybe i should do this more often. then i'll get used to it... aniwae, i was intending to go to dorothy perkins. but too bad, they dun have suits-cum-skirts this season. only pants. i ended up going to G2000 as usual. however, the service was good todae. i can say that they made me a happie customer. maybe becoz the shop wasn't packed. in fact, it had only 2 persons, including me. haa... thank god the salesgirls there were very nice in giving me opinion, since i didn't have any companion to give me opinions. and moreover, they are more expert in this field. got a great deal, had the skirt free coz i bought the blazer as a whole suit. saved a total of $40. alot huh?

so tired... the vein of my eyes are all red when i was at G2000 trying out the suits. feel so exhausted. glad that i'm home... but have alot of things piling up waiting for me... resumes, tutorials, revision~

gotta go...

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Time Flies~

its all over officially! all project proposals are handed in, and i juz finished my project interview todae! it was okay.. haa.. i managed to talk for a full 4 mins... *oops*... too long... hope it was okay. now, the only thing now is to wait for my coursework grade.

time passes faster than an aeroplane. in juz the blink of an eye, next week is revision week and then study week, and then exam... then i'd get ready to go for attachment... unbelievable huh? i almost completed my 5th semester at temasek... if everything goes well, i'd be graduating nxt yr around april / may... and then i dunno wad i'd do after that.... degree? or work? tough choice~ arrggh...

aniwae, will be hanging out with belle and shar this fridae... i guess we're all excited about the meeting. its been such a long time since we met up. and since belle would be driving.... heh heh heh...

as for that special someone...
dear: jia you! i know its not easy studying... the road ahead is rocky and winding, but we'll work hard together... for a better future...

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Finally It's Over!

project submissions are all done. phew! having event management project interview tomorrow. haiz. so tired. might read a little bit on the project later.

had a wonderful weekend with dear. nothing special, but i was very happie. simplicity is bliss huh.. hehe... nowadays, we basically juz meet up and do our tutorials, so that we get to spend time together, but at the same time finish our work. and we'll go to either one's house to have dinner. in that way, we can save money. hee...

dear: things have never been better. though we've had some really bad experiences with our relationship, thanks for going through countless hurdles with me. i'm so glad that you appeared in my life.

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Happie Birthday Singapore!

*HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!*

hahaha... didn't blog yesterday coz was too tired. its almost the end of the day. going 7pm liao... went to monday's accounting lecture, so i had todae free... stayed at home to complie project and finish wad i have to. was working on my projects the whole day.

quite pissed with my group member. i juz dunno why we dun see things on the same level. maybe its me, maybe its her. i dunno. i dun like sloppy work. and my projects muz always be of a certain standard, if not better. and i dun like her going around to ask people to edit her work. i saw the report only this evening. and it was shockingly ugly. i had my doubts on her compiling it, but everyone had a fair share of compiling. and though i was worried, i thot it won't be that bad. but to my horror, the report looks really bad, and i'm so pissed. becoz its due on friday! mind you! tmr is thursday, and we have to rush it all over again?! dun you know how to do a report? you are in year 3! and can't u even do a sensible well written spell-checked report? and when we give ideas, u say no this and no that.. wad else do you want then? i dun like working with you, but we didn't have a choice. you juz have to learn not to be dominant. it juz doesn't work with me.

you juz piss me off... really~

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Headache...

spent the whole day at dear's house. we both studied together... did our tutorials... watched tv and i was so tired, i slept after that. then woke up feeling giddy... i think it was the heat...

right now, i'm so glad to be home... after my bath, in the air-con room with my lappy... popped 2 panadols... though still feeling giddy, but i'm feeling better after my bath...

nothing much happened lately... juz still happie about my very own papillio...

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Exhausted, Tired, Stressed~

juz got back from school... have so much things to do, but so little time. all projects are due soon. haiz... been mentally tired with all the things going on...

aniwae, the good news is, my group got the highest in class for our HR group project. hee.. happie~ happie~ happie~

todae was CCN day.. the school was bustling with crowd, noise and every other thing... had an hour of shift to help out at the booth for the business interest group. was glad that it was only an hour. coz its damn tiring...

had project discussion after the shift... and then we discussed and amended everything about the project. i'm so glad that i'm home coz i'm so damn tired. and i'm so glad that its friday...

tmr is yeye's birthday celebration! he's 93 liao.. woo~ dear's coming over too... but it means that we can't study together tmr.. have to do it on sunday instead...

tired~

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My Papillio!

nice nice? i have bought my papillio!! yay! its called florida new sundays earth... hehe... cost me a bomb of $120! but i know i'm not gonna have regrets! and i bought the last pair in size 37!

so happie! lalalalalalalala~

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Monday Blues~

juz got home from school about an hour ago.. had my lunch.. cooked instant bee hoon myself... hmm.. yummy~ haha.. and i ate a cheese muffin which mummy bought.. woo~ it had huge blocks of cheese in the muffin... and i have to admit it was sinful, but it was juz so heavenly...

shucks! got 2 tests tomorrow. and i'm still here.. haven't started studying tourism... oh well~ but i'm done with event management... studied with dear at the library on saturday... from 11am to 5pm... hee... managed to finish everything... but now, i dun have to mood to...

went to dear's house yesterday... and we watched the incredible tales which he taped... gosh~ i'm never gonna watch it again... i had a hard time sleeping and i keep imagining things... i called dear at 4am this morning coz i was so scared until i can't sleep... dear was so nice... he accompanied me.... though he thinks i'm silly... hee.. that's why i avoid horror movies becoz i'd have a hard time sleeping at nite... its juz too ghastly to even think of it... it juz gives me the creeps...

i wanna get my papillio! but haven't got my allowance... *sighz*

gotta get back to my books...

dear: thanks for keeping me company this morning at 4am. thanks for always being there for me. sorry i woke u up becoz i was so scared and i couldn't sleep becoz of the horror show we saw earlier. but thanks for being patient with me. *i love you to bits*

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Tough Week~

its 6 plus now.... and i juz got home from school... tuesdays are my longest days... dread it man! had a hot bath... supposed to take a little nap... but i'll juz skip it, coz i'll be like an owl tonite... meanwhile, thot i'd juz blog to help me relax.

aniwae, new video! nice? love the song! heehee... we belong together~

school's been tough lately... have so much things to do everyday... have 2 online tests coming up next week. and i have to juggle with researching for HR and projects which are on hand... plus lectures and tutorials.. really tires me out at the end of the day... have so much to do later in the nite...

dear's no different either.. he seems kinda stressed lately... maybe he's juz adpating to the environment and the subjects... university muz be real tough... but i know he is putting his best....

aniwae, he has gone out with his army officer friends for dinner... hope he feels better and more relaxed when he get home... i haven't really got the chance to talk to him though... he's had a busy day... when i called him juz now, he was napping, and seems so tired... hmmm.... poor thing...

both of us are sooo busy~ but we'll work hard together for a better future...

right now, i have to get back to those researching, notes, books... arrgghh...

jul's tired~ exhausted~ totally drained~

and by the way, i am so yearning for that pair of *papillio*

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Friday! Yay!

TGIF! hahaha... been slogging my guts out the whole week.. finally its friday! got back my mid-sem test results... it was okay.. i was quite satisfied with the results...

event management and tourism online tests are coming up.. and both on the same day, one after another... haiz.. wad bad timing...

glad that i finished my tutorial for the week.. hee... gonna be free!

listening to zhui by zhang guo rong... cantonese version.. though i dun understand, i know its kinda sad...

aniwae, i've been wanting to tell this story... no other meaning.. juz wanna share it.. so no offence to mahjong lovers...

by the way, this is a true life story i heard from my friend.. i'll juz keep the people confidential...

this guy has decided to go to the mahjong house to play overnight mahjong... his wife has unfortunately met with a mishap... everyone, relatives, friends tried to get him on the mobile.. but he refused to take any calls becoz he knew and thot it was his wife... and it was nothing important... so they tried calling the mahjong house... but as sturborn as he is, there was no way he was gonna pick up that call... they couldn't reach him...

by morning, they went to the mahjong house to tell him that his wife had passed away due to the accident... and they were trying to get him all night long... he was shocked, lost and blank... all he did was cried and keep saying sorry... but wad was the use of saying sorry now? his wife is oredi gone... and they even had a one-month old baby... he never got to see his wife for that one last time becoz of his obsession with mahjong...

he never touched mahjong after that... not even once....

its not that playing mahjong is a bad thing, but why do people tend to take things for granted, and assume that the one you love would always be by your side? why do people only know how to treasure after they lost it? all the love and concern that the wife wanted, he did not give... and even if he wanted to now, there is not even a chance to make amends... wad's the use of not playing mahjong now? she's gone oredi... he would juz have to live with the guilt for the rest of his life...

sad huh? its a true story... haiz.. never take things for granted....

dear went for orientation talk todae.. wonder how it is... very glad that he's starting school this coming week... heehee... dunno why, but the thot of it juz makes me *beam with delight*

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Phew!

finally got to come home early todae. going to do my accounting tutorial later... *sighz*

i am craving for pizza hut.. either hawaiian pizza or super supreme... asked dear to go eat together but he's not free. he's busy "dry swimming" again... so for now, i'll juz haf to continue craving for it~

been listening to "i still believe" - mariah carey's version.. so nice~ juz feel so good... so sweet... so nice... but if love was so simple, so real and so intagible.. then why do couples have to quarrel?

attended my HR lecture on career development. and felt that there are many things that are true. like planning for your career. the most important thing is, wad do i want, and see myself doing 5 years from now? or even 10 years?

5 years from now, i'd be 27~ woo.. so old.. haa... maybe i'll be married... maybe i won't even be... haa.. but that's not important. love is juz secondary... getting a marriage cert is juz a licence to live together and have children legally. it makes no difference from a boyfriend and girlfriend. juz that if you're married, breaking up means having to spend $$$$ for divorce procedures.... but most importantly, i wanna establish my career, hopefully in the HR field or even tourism.. since i specialize in both... saw that the number of degree graduates are increasing, and i feel that i can't do without one. in future, the whole place would be filled with graduates... and a diploma is juz not enuff... so i guess, i'm gonna further my studies after my diploma. aniwae, my parents are supportive of my decision.. so why not? and on the other hand, i still wanna fulfil my dream of being an entrepreneur. wanna open a shop with alicia.. wee~ our long time planning.. its still on the way.... our chocoholic shop.. hee~ its not easy, it takes time and hard work.. but i wanna live my life to the fullest. be busy with making money instead of making babies.. haha... wanna get my very own car... my volkswagen beetle.. hee.. and wanna buy my own clothes, my own diamonds, and even expand my bags collection. i am even considering selling or even renting second hand bags.. which are in good condition of course. haha... got many big dreams... so careful planning is needed.. i wanna give my parents a comfortable life too..

this is wad will happen to me, 5 to 10 years from now.. hee~ if i can make it... right now... my aim is to graduate, and leap on to the next phase of my life...

love life is back on track... its been good so far.. and hopefully in future....

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Tired~

been so tired lately. sleeping late, waking up and going to school early and going home late... school's been tough.. but my HR presentation was a success.. hee....

been having tough times again, but i'm sure we'll get over it. todae is a brand new day, after every storm is a rainbow~ i hope~ eventually~

dear's off to play mahjong with his friends, wonder how much he "earned" todae...

gonna do managerial accounting tutorial~

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Thank You Mummy...

i was awakened by an sms todae. an sms that i never thot i would get. it was from mummy... she told me to share my problems with her and i can msg her if i wanted to... i cried... because i am blessed with wonderful parents. and a very nice mother whom i can confide in.

she's the one who is always there for me.
she doesn't say it.
but her actions are louder than words.
she is always the one who gives me encouragement and support.
she knows when i am unhappie or upset.
she pampers me alot.
when i got bad o'level grades, she didn't scold me.
when i chose to go ite, she was the one that encouraged me to take the path which i feel is right.
she doesn't despise me.
she always told me that i am not stoopid and that going to ite is nothing bad even though my aunt is constantly reminding me that i am from ite.
she even took leave to accompany me to get my ite books.
she was the one whom i share everything with first.
she was the first one who asked me about my grades.
she was the first one who asked me about my interview.
she was the one who never fails to send me a good luck msg on the morning of my paper.
she worries about my health and constant headaches.
and most of all she loves me for who i am, and what i am.

mummy: thank you for your support. i know you are never gonna get to read my blog, coz u dunno i have one. but i am very glad to be your child. i promise you i won't make you worry about me. thank you for being there for me and loving me for who i am. i am very blessed to have you as my mother. i dunno how u know that i am upset. but i guess that's bcoz you are my mother... thank you for your constant care and unlimited love~

lastly, thank you for brewing bird's nest for me last night. though i didn't drink alot, bocoz i wasn't emotionally well, but thank you for taking the trouble.

i love you mummy... without you, i'm nothing.

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Over And Done With~

phew! interview is over. it was a short one though. the interviewer was a nice lady.. and she is also the HR manager of Amex. hee.. hmm.. life seems boring in the HR field. its something solid and down to earth. but then, that's the challenge of working there. haa... wad contradictary... she even told liang that everyone in the HR department are ladies.. haha..

aniwae, due to those pretty shoes, i've got 3 blisters on my right feet and my legs are aching.. took a cab home. was so damn tired.. dropped liang off at bugis coz he's meeting his sis... aniwae, was kinda glad that the people there don't really "dress up", so in a way, if i really end up working there, there's no need for me to wear cord shoes... *eeks* to me, my havanias flip flops are still the best... and i'm bent on getting my birkenstocks, or rather papillio.. after i get my intern pay, i'm gonna get my papillio!

dear's busy playing mahjong now... i guess... haven't told him i'm home. even though i'm like home for almost 2 hours... dun wanna disturb him... dunno if he realised that its 5 plus now... and that my interview ended long ago.. but, oh well.. jan told me when people play mahjong, then forget about the time.. is that an excuse? err.. oso dunno.. jan say "its like that" so, juz let it be bah...

i guess i'm gonna catch a nap after this post, coz i'm so tired~

time flies, tomorrow is friday... gotta meet up with my groupmates tomorrow... arrggh.. project discussion... have to go back to school during the holidays! eeks! thot of meeting dear after project for dinner, but so many things to consider...

jul's tired~

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QinJul Cooking!

went to look for my internship interview location with dear todae. the big day is tomorrow! and i'm so nervous. went to shop for pretty shoes and presentable clothes... hee...

got everything prepared, but i'm still having the gitters.. grr... scared.. hee...

aniwae had a very simple but lovely day spent with dear... went back to dear's place to rot after i manage to get all my stuffs. watched tv together.. and we cooked dinner! hehe.. it was very sweet to me...

thanks dear...

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Internship Fever~

juz realised that liang would not be my internship mate, but will be my competitor, coz american express only takes one intern. shucks! this is so scary. and then i got to know that mrs valerie tong recommended me and liang for the american express job. which is even more scary. now that i know, the pressure has been built up and i'm even more nervous. furthermore, liang is a very strong competitor.. oh gosh~

aniwae, met up with my groupmates for discussion at pacific coffee. wow.. the sofa is wonderful.. so cosy~ we managed to cover quite a bit for HR and tourism... it ain't holidays at all... haiz... but after discussion, went with liang and jan for shopping for our intern clothes. found a nice skirt at dorothy perkins, but i'm too short... *sob *sob...

gonna check out my interview place tomorrow with dear, since he is the only person that is sure of the place.. hehe.. and gonna get my top hopefully.. i need shoes too.. saw charles and keith and aldo that have nice shoes... but i guess i'll go for charles and keith coz its more affordable, and furthermore, i'm a member, which means i got discount! haa.. going to spend alot on this internship interview.. haiz... and its only an interview! i wonder how i can survive on the 3 months with formal wear everyday... gosh! i think i still prefer tees with skirts and flip flops! i can't do without flip flops.. they are so essential...

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I'm Back!

haven't been blogging for a long time.. exams juz ended on friday.... and in fact i'm waiting for dear to come pick me up. juz thot i'd on my lappy to blog.. actually i'm not feeling well. my stomach has this weird feeling (pain which goes on and off) which makes me feel like puking.. i think it was those junk that i ate with dear yesterday. juz dun feel good... i juz feel awful~

aniwae, i've been feeling very happie lately.. juz glad that my relationship is back on track. i hope we broke the "curse" of that long winding road of endless fights....

i juz bought another projectshop bag.. which adds to my collection of a total of 6 projectshop bags and 3 pouches. haha.. i'm crazy.. but wondering if i bought the bag on impulse. nevertheless i love it. haha.

gonna drag myself back to school tomorrow for the shiseido makeup workshop.. arrgghh! its not even called H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S like this.. haiz... can't stand it!

having an interview for my internship with american express on thursday.. hope everything goes well. i'm kinda excited but nervous too.. hee.. and my intern-mate is none other than the great old liang. hahaha...

juz wanna add.. i still love my nokia 6170 *beams* hee...

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Sleepy...

whoa.. can't stand it.. i'm feeling sleepy from looking at performance appraisal notes.. they juz can't seem to get into my brain cells anymore... i'm feeling tired and my eyes are giving way..

thought i'd juz blog to take a break. dear's with his cousin.. coz he's at his place... i'm like listening to songs and falling asleep.. haa.. ok.. things with dear and me are better now.. thank god.. i'm kinda happie that the afternoon dry swimming sessions are getting lesser.. at least i hope.. hehe.. coz i know the probability is now greatly lesser! haahaa! heh heh heh! heeheehee! i juz realised it todae.. and i'm kinda glad...

aniwae dear gonna open school soon.. can say in a sense that i am extremely happie.. coz he's got something to do.. and won't have time for dry swimming.. hehe.. wee~ juz a few more weeks to NTU school reopen.. phew! the nightmare is gonna be over soon... at least.. i hope... again~

hope the rainbow doesn't give way to the storm~ coz i always love rainbows...

if you know wad i mean~~

gotta get back to my books!

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Back On The Rough Patch...

I'll Never Fall In Love Again - Emma

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Dont' tell me what's it all about
Cause I've been there and
I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you give your heart?
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you need a guy?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall.... again