i was awakened by an sms todae. an sms that i never thot i would get. it was from mummy... she told me to share my problems with her and i can msg her if i wanted to... i cried... because i am blessed with wonderful parents. and a very nice mother whom i can confide in.
she's the one who is always there for me.
she doesn't say it.
but her actions are louder than words.
she is always the one who gives me encouragement and support.
she knows when i am unhappie or upset.
she pampers me alot.
when i got bad o'level grades, she didn't scold me.
when i chose to go ite, she was the one that encouraged me to take the path which i feel is right.
she doesn't despise me.
she always told me that i am not stoopid and that going to ite is nothing bad even though my aunt is constantly reminding me that i am from ite.
she even took leave to accompany me to get my ite books.
she was the one whom i share everything with first.
she was the first one who asked me about my grades.
she was the first one who asked me about my interview.
she was the one who never fails to send me a good luck msg on the morning of my paper.
she worries about my health and constant headaches.
and most of all she loves me for who i am, and what i am.
mummy: thank you for your support. i know you are never gonna get to read my blog, coz u dunno i have one. but i am very glad to be your child. i promise you i won't make you worry about me. thank you for being there for me and loving me for who i am. i am very blessed to have you as my mother. i dunno how u know that i am upset. but i guess that's bcoz you are my mother... thank you for your constant care and unlimited love~
lastly, thank you for brewing bird's nest for me last night. though i didn't drink alot, bocoz i wasn't emotionally well, but thank you for taking the trouble.
i love you mummy... without you, i'm nothing.
ta-ta...
Monday, July 18, 2005
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Over And Done With~
phew! interview is over. it was a short one though. the interviewer was a nice lady.. and she is also the HR manager of Amex. hee.. hmm.. life seems boring in the HR field. its something solid and down to earth. but then, that's the challenge of working there. haa... wad contradictary... she even told liang that everyone in the HR department are ladies.. haha..
aniwae, due to those pretty shoes, i've got 3 blisters on my right feet and my legs are aching.. took a cab home. was so damn tired.. dropped liang off at bugis coz he's meeting his sis... aniwae, was kinda glad that the people there don't really "dress up", so in a way, if i really end up working there, there's no need for me to wear cord shoes... *eeks* to me, my havanias flip flops are still the best... and i'm bent on getting my birkenstocks, or rather papillio.. after i get my intern pay, i'm gonna get my papillio!
dear's busy playing mahjong now... i guess... haven't told him i'm home. even though i'm like home for almost 2 hours... dun wanna disturb him... dunno if he realised that its 5 plus now... and that my interview ended long ago.. but, oh well.. jan told me when people play mahjong, then forget about the time.. is that an excuse? err.. oso dunno.. jan say "its like that" so, juz let it be bah...
i guess i'm gonna catch a nap after this post, coz i'm so tired~
time flies, tomorrow is friday... gotta meet up with my groupmates tomorrow... arrggh.. project discussion... have to go back to school during the holidays! eeks! thot of meeting dear after project for dinner, but so many things to consider...
jul's tired~
ta-ta...
aniwae, due to those pretty shoes, i've got 3 blisters on my right feet and my legs are aching.. took a cab home. was so damn tired.. dropped liang off at bugis coz he's meeting his sis... aniwae, was kinda glad that the people there don't really "dress up", so in a way, if i really end up working there, there's no need for me to wear cord shoes... *eeks* to me, my havanias flip flops are still the best... and i'm bent on getting my birkenstocks, or rather papillio.. after i get my intern pay, i'm gonna get my papillio!
dear's busy playing mahjong now... i guess... haven't told him i'm home. even though i'm like home for almost 2 hours... dun wanna disturb him... dunno if he realised that its 5 plus now... and that my interview ended long ago.. but, oh well.. jan told me when people play mahjong, then forget about the time.. is that an excuse? err.. oso dunno.. jan say "its like that" so, juz let it be bah...
i guess i'm gonna catch a nap after this post, coz i'm so tired~
time flies, tomorrow is friday... gotta meet up with my groupmates tomorrow... arrggh.. project discussion... have to go back to school during the holidays! eeks! thot of meeting dear after project for dinner, but so many things to consider...
jul's tired~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
QinJul Cooking!
went to look for my internship interview location with dear todae. the big day is tomorrow! and i'm so nervous. went to shop for pretty shoes and presentable clothes... hee...
got everything prepared, but i'm still having the gitters.. grr... scared.. hee...
aniwae had a very simple but lovely day spent with dear... went back to dear's place to rot after i manage to get all my stuffs. watched tv together.. and we cooked dinner! hehe.. it was very sweet to me...
thanks dear...
ta-ta...
got everything prepared, but i'm still having the gitters.. grr... scared.. hee...
aniwae had a very simple but lovely day spent with dear... went back to dear's place to rot after i manage to get all my stuffs. watched tv together.. and we cooked dinner! hehe.. it was very sweet to me...
thanks dear...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Internship Fever~
juz realised that liang would not be my internship mate, but will be my competitor, coz american express only takes one intern. shucks! this is so scary. and then i got to know that mrs valerie tong recommended me and liang for the american express job. which is even more scary. now that i know, the pressure has been built up and i'm even more nervous. furthermore, liang is a very strong competitor.. oh gosh~
aniwae, met up with my groupmates for discussion at pacific coffee. wow.. the sofa is wonderful.. so cosy~ we managed to cover quite a bit for HR and tourism... it ain't holidays at all... haiz... but after discussion, went with liang and jan for shopping for our intern clothes. found a nice skirt at dorothy perkins, but i'm too short... *sob *sob...
gonna check out my interview place tomorrow with dear, since he is the only person that is sure of the place.. hehe.. and gonna get my top hopefully.. i need shoes too.. saw charles and keith and aldo that have nice shoes... but i guess i'll go for charles and keith coz its more affordable, and furthermore, i'm a member, which means i got discount! haa.. going to spend alot on this internship interview.. haiz... and its only an interview! i wonder how i can survive on the 3 months with formal wear everyday... gosh! i think i still prefer tees with skirts and flip flops! i can't do without flip flops.. they are so essential...
ta-ta...
aniwae, met up with my groupmates for discussion at pacific coffee. wow.. the sofa is wonderful.. so cosy~ we managed to cover quite a bit for HR and tourism... it ain't holidays at all... haiz... but after discussion, went with liang and jan for shopping for our intern clothes. found a nice skirt at dorothy perkins, but i'm too short... *sob *sob...
gonna check out my interview place tomorrow with dear, since he is the only person that is sure of the place.. hehe.. and gonna get my top hopefully.. i need shoes too.. saw charles and keith and aldo that have nice shoes... but i guess i'll go for charles and keith coz its more affordable, and furthermore, i'm a member, which means i got discount! haa.. going to spend alot on this internship interview.. haiz... and its only an interview! i wonder how i can survive on the 3 months with formal wear everyday... gosh! i think i still prefer tees with skirts and flip flops! i can't do without flip flops.. they are so essential...
ta-ta...
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I'm Back!
haven't been blogging for a long time.. exams juz ended on friday.... and in fact i'm waiting for dear to come pick me up. juz thot i'd on my lappy to blog.. actually i'm not feeling well. my stomach has this weird feeling (pain which goes on and off) which makes me feel like puking.. i think it was those junk that i ate with dear yesterday. juz dun feel good... i juz feel awful~
aniwae, i've been feeling very happie lately.. juz glad that my relationship is back on track. i hope we broke the "curse" of that long winding road of endless fights....
i juz bought another projectshop bag.. which adds to my collection of a total of 6 projectshop bags and 3 pouches. haha.. i'm crazy.. but wondering if i bought the bag on impulse. nevertheless i love it. haha.
gonna drag myself back to school tomorrow for the shiseido makeup workshop.. arrgghh! its not even called H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S like this.. haiz... can't stand it!
having an interview for my internship with american express on thursday.. hope everything goes well. i'm kinda excited but nervous too.. hee.. and my intern-mate is none other than the great old liang. hahaha...
juz wanna add.. i still love my nokia 6170 *beams* hee...
ta-ta...
aniwae, i've been feeling very happie lately.. juz glad that my relationship is back on track. i hope we broke the "curse" of that long winding road of endless fights....
i juz bought another projectshop bag.. which adds to my collection of a total of 6 projectshop bags and 3 pouches. haha.. i'm crazy.. but wondering if i bought the bag on impulse. nevertheless i love it. haha.
gonna drag myself back to school tomorrow for the shiseido makeup workshop.. arrgghh! its not even called H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S like this.. haiz... can't stand it!
having an interview for my internship with american express on thursday.. hope everything goes well. i'm kinda excited but nervous too.. hee.. and my intern-mate is none other than the great old liang. hahaha...
juz wanna add.. i still love my nokia 6170 *beams* hee...
ta-ta...
Monday, July 04, 2005
Sleepy...
whoa.. can't stand it.. i'm feeling sleepy from looking at performance appraisal notes.. they juz can't seem to get into my brain cells anymore... i'm feeling tired and my eyes are giving way..
thought i'd juz blog to take a break. dear's with his cousin.. coz he's at his place... i'm like listening to songs and falling asleep.. haa.. ok.. things with dear and me are better now.. thank god.. i'm kinda happie that the afternoon dry swimming sessions are getting lesser.. at least i hope.. hehe.. coz i know the probability is now greatly lesser! haahaa! heh heh heh! heeheehee! i juz realised it todae.. and i'm kinda glad...
aniwae dear gonna open school soon.. can say in a sense that i am extremely happie.. coz he's got something to do.. and won't have time for dry swimming.. hehe.. wee~ juz a few more weeks to NTU school reopen.. phew! the nightmare is gonna be over soon... at least.. i hope... again~
hope the rainbow doesn't give way to the storm~ coz i always love rainbows...
if you know wad i mean~~
gotta get back to my books!
ta-ta...
thought i'd juz blog to take a break. dear's with his cousin.. coz he's at his place... i'm like listening to songs and falling asleep.. haa.. ok.. things with dear and me are better now.. thank god.. i'm kinda happie that the afternoon dry swimming sessions are getting lesser.. at least i hope.. hehe.. coz i know the probability is now greatly lesser! haahaa! heh heh heh! heeheehee! i juz realised it todae.. and i'm kinda glad...
aniwae dear gonna open school soon.. can say in a sense that i am extremely happie.. coz he's got something to do.. and won't have time for dry swimming.. hehe.. wee~ juz a few more weeks to NTU school reopen.. phew! the nightmare is gonna be over soon... at least.. i hope... again~
hope the rainbow doesn't give way to the storm~ coz i always love rainbows...
if you know wad i mean~~
gotta get back to my books!
ta-ta...
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Back On The Rough Patch...
I'll Never Fall In Love Again - Emma
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Dont' tell me what's it all about
Cause I've been there and
I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you give your heart?
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you need a guy?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall.... again
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone 'ya
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Dont' tell me what's it all about
Cause I've been there and
I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you give your heart?
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why, I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you need a guy?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall.... again
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Mid-Semester Tests...
haven't been blogging for ages... coz been busy with proposals and deadlines...
so fast time files.. mid-sem tests are here again... and half a sem would be gone... seems like senior year passes so fast... having lesser time for leisure and friends.. i miss alicia.. i hope she's getting along fine... its been like such a long time since we last saw each other... but we'll always keep each other in mind ya? dun forget our business venture together.. we're gonna make it big! haha....
oh ya, and i haven't met up with shar and belle too... shucks.... miss u both!
busy preparing for the tests... juz managed to finish another chapter of my managerial accounting... quite glad that i still understand... hee...
july holidays would be here soon.. but it ain't holidays.. still got alot of things to hand in when school reopens... plus presentations... haiz... i think one week is not even enuff for us to complete all the proposals... busy busy busy....
dear and me are getting along fine now. though got alot of conflict these days. but i guess conflicts are inevitable in every couple's relationship... aniwae, hope the days ahead are cherry and bright...
think i'm gonna take a 1 hour nap... tired liao~
ta-ta...
so fast time files.. mid-sem tests are here again... and half a sem would be gone... seems like senior year passes so fast... having lesser time for leisure and friends.. i miss alicia.. i hope she's getting along fine... its been like such a long time since we last saw each other... but we'll always keep each other in mind ya? dun forget our business venture together.. we're gonna make it big! haha....
oh ya, and i haven't met up with shar and belle too... shucks.... miss u both!
busy preparing for the tests... juz managed to finish another chapter of my managerial accounting... quite glad that i still understand... hee...
july holidays would be here soon.. but it ain't holidays.. still got alot of things to hand in when school reopens... plus presentations... haiz... i think one week is not even enuff for us to complete all the proposals... busy busy busy....
dear and me are getting along fine now. though got alot of conflict these days. but i guess conflicts are inevitable in every couple's relationship... aniwae, hope the days ahead are cherry and bright...
think i'm gonna take a 1 hour nap... tired liao~
ta-ta...
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men
Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men
We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how I feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other?
Why do we push love away?
ta-ta...
We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how I feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other?
Why do we push love away?
ta-ta...
Monday, June 27, 2005
Bad Day...
haven't been having good weekdays lately... keep having squabbles... in fact, i'm so scared of weekdays. i juz hope time passes faster.. i juz wanna be even more busy. i wanna do my attachment and be busy busy busy so that no one can find me or have time to meet me. i juz wanna disappear from the surface of this earth and never come back. i hope my attachment requires me to work long hours so that i won't be available most of the time...
i feel like going overseas with mummy and daddy.. but i know i can't coz of attachment... but i want to get out of singapore... so that we won't have so much squabbles...
been dying to go to the movies... but din mention anything about it... wanna watch "alot like love" so badly.... it must be a very nice movie.... though people say initial d is nice. but i'd rather be romantic, since i haven't got much of it lately. but movies are expensive during weekends... haiz... wait for vcd bah...
ta-ta...
i feel like going overseas with mummy and daddy.. but i know i can't coz of attachment... but i want to get out of singapore... so that we won't have so much squabbles...
been dying to go to the movies... but din mention anything about it... wanna watch "alot like love" so badly.... it must be a very nice movie.... though people say initial d is nice. but i'd rather be romantic, since i haven't got much of it lately. but movies are expensive during weekends... haiz... wait for vcd bah...
ta-ta...
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Lately...
i'm feeling sort of like this.... lately...
a beautiful number by stevie wonder...
enjoy~
Lately - Stevie Wonder
Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging round my mind
Far more frequently you're wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You don't know, never know
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye
Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
With your heart
Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name
But when I ask you of the thoughts you're keeping
You just say,
nothing's changed
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye
Oh, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye
ta-ta...
a beautiful number by stevie wonder...
enjoy~
Lately - Stevie Wonder
Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging round my mind
Far more frequently you're wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You don't know, never know
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye
Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
With your heart
Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name
But when I ask you of the thoughts you're keeping
You just say,
nothing's changed
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye
Oh, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
Cause they always start to cry
Cause this time could mean goodbye
ta-ta...
Tired...
haven't been blogging for ages... coz i'm busy with school, and basically there's nothing to blog about....
woo hoo~ i see someone has been tagging alot lately... haha... tag wadeva u want... i dun care...
enjoy urself!
ta-ta...
woo hoo~ i see someone has been tagging alot lately... haha... tag wadeva u want... i dun care...
enjoy urself!
ta-ta...
Sunday, June 19, 2005
New Handphone!
finally got my nokia 6170. not much functions, but i got all i needed.. big buttons for smsing, flip phone, external screen, camera... except that there's no bluetooth. but oh well, infared works perfectly fine... i'm extremely happie with my new phone... and all i can conclude is... nokia produces the best phones... luckily din get samsung, or else i'd regret!
there's this big hoo-haa about this "i am ur romeo" guy at my tagboard... he's mean.. but he can say wadeva he wants... i dun care lar... dear says its juz some prankster who eat too full, dunno wad to do...
dear and i have been thru some rough patches, but i'm glad that things are okay now... i guess wad he needs is juz some understanding... and we've got alot of differences, so we'll work things out...
meanwhile, sorry for not uploading pics yet.. i'm busy at the moment..
ta-ta...
there's this big hoo-haa about this "i am ur romeo" guy at my tagboard... he's mean.. but he can say wadeva he wants... i dun care lar... dear says its juz some prankster who eat too full, dunno wad to do...
dear and i have been thru some rough patches, but i'm glad that things are okay now... i guess wad he needs is juz some understanding... and we've got alot of differences, so we'll work things out...
meanwhile, sorry for not uploading pics yet.. i'm busy at the moment..
ta-ta...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Busy Busy Busy...
whoa.. i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time.. i got tons of pics that i have yet to upload.. haha... maybe will upload when i get back from school.. juz a few more mins, and i'll have to grab my bag and go.. juz thot i'd blog for a while since my lappy is on...
hmm.. things couldn't be better lately... have been quite contented with my life lately.. except for the fact that i'm kinda broke... but otherwise... my relationship's been on the go... its been good and smooth-sailing... my studies are great... project is doing fine.. if not better! been putting alot of effort on the stuff lately... heee...
mid-semester tests are around the corner... gosh! time flies so fast... and then the 1 week holidays will be here soon... then it's time to hand in reports and proposals... woo~ a long road ahead... but its the final year! extra extra power into the books!
gotta leave liao! meeting for project! will be back to upload the pics later in the day...
ta-ta...
hmm.. things couldn't be better lately... have been quite contented with my life lately.. except for the fact that i'm kinda broke... but otherwise... my relationship's been on the go... its been good and smooth-sailing... my studies are great... project is doing fine.. if not better! been putting alot of effort on the stuff lately... heee...
mid-semester tests are around the corner... gosh! time flies so fast... and then the 1 week holidays will be here soon... then it's time to hand in reports and proposals... woo~ a long road ahead... but its the final year! extra extra power into the books!
gotta leave liao! meeting for project! will be back to upload the pics later in the day...
ta-ta...
Friday, June 10, 2005
Last Day Of The Week...
time passes so fast.. in the blink of an eye, 3 weeks of school has passed...
juz came home from school.. tonite gotta sleep late.. got many tutorials and projects to complete... feel so tired~
attended the workshop on social ettiquette and dining... it was so much more fun than i expected.. thot was one of those sleepy lectures again.. but its so interesting... did learn alot...
oh yah, and i got my new specs liao.. hee.. still not used to looking at myself in the mirror.. haha...
tired liao.. dun wanna blog anymore...
ta-ta...
juz came home from school.. tonite gotta sleep late.. got many tutorials and projects to complete... feel so tired~
attended the workshop on social ettiquette and dining... it was so much more fun than i expected.. thot was one of those sleepy lectures again.. but its so interesting... did learn alot...
oh yah, and i got my new specs liao.. hee.. still not used to looking at myself in the mirror.. haha...
tired liao.. dun wanna blog anymore...
ta-ta...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Tired.Sleepy.Confused...
i'm so tired. juz came home from the mall with mummy... headache's back to haunt me... and there's so many projects to do... so many stuffs to complete...
kinda confused.. maybe i think too much.. but juz feel that dear is like another person with his friends... all the msg replies would be one worded.. come on.. its juz an sms... would it hurt to reply me properly and take juz a little time away from wad u are doing? why the change? (-_-)" but then again.. maybe i think too much... shouldn't read too much into it coz we juz managed to get some peace for our relationship. i ain't gotta tok to him about this when he gets home but i juz hope he doesn't give me too much stuff to think about.... it hurts soooo bad...
dun wanna think about it... juz let it go~~~ wee~~~ get out of my head~~~ the more i think the more problems will arise...
ta-ta...
kinda confused.. maybe i think too much.. but juz feel that dear is like another person with his friends... all the msg replies would be one worded.. come on.. its juz an sms... would it hurt to reply me properly and take juz a little time away from wad u are doing? why the change? (-_-)" but then again.. maybe i think too much... shouldn't read too much into it coz we juz managed to get some peace for our relationship. i ain't gotta tok to him about this when he gets home but i juz hope he doesn't give me too much stuff to think about.... it hurts soooo bad...
dun wanna think about it... juz let it go~~~ wee~~~ get out of my head~~~ the more i think the more problems will arise...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Fishy!
here's a pic of dear's fish tank! he took it with his camera phone... hehe... i contributed 2 of the goldfishes.. and the rest of the other 5 was bought by dear, and 1 bought by dear's dad... dear's dad bought a blind goldfish! only one eye! haahaha.. so funny... and there's a black goldfish with "popped" eyes! the discus fish at the background is the fish which i picked up with dear beside a dustbin... someone juz threw him there with a big parrot fish in a small container and it was tightly closed with a lid.. so cruel.. the person is juz letting them die slowly... after letting dear's sis strike 4D, the parrot fish unfortunately died... the discus fish is happy with his new environment... when we adopted him, he was black all the way.. like charcoal.. now he's become more blueish and reddish... can see the black stripes.... becoming prettier... and he swims faster now.. hee... nicer ar? but still not up to dear's standard... but compared to my fish tank, this is oredi good enuff!
dear's new darlings...
hmm... aniwae, i woke up with a splitting headache... again!!! arrgghh!!! like as if my brains are gonna be crushed!!! keep having headaches... or rather, it was migraine.. coz its only one-sided... think it was due to the lack of sleep lately... and the stress from school... plus the time of the month will be here anytime soon, coz i've oredi got the signals... sianzz... maybe that's why my temper is not so good lately? poor dear.. muz have been terrible for him.. and i dun knoe it until after it happens.. this pms thingy.. so tricky...
jie jie gonna hongkong for a short holiday... asked me if i wanted to join.. i want! but cannot... *sob sob* got school leh! haiz... and she asked me wanna watch snow.wolf.lake? and cirque de soleil.... i juz replied her, you pay ar? haha.. she kept quiet.. hee... i told her i dun have money mah... expensive sia.. snow.wolf.lake is like $98 for the cheapest seats... gosh... i wouldn't watch it unless i'm being treated.. hehehe... oh well... juz ask jie jie to get some stuff for me.. esprit is cheap in hongkong! plus got disneyland! i want tee shirts with mickey! its in fashion now! hehe...
gonna mit dear later... dear's having driving now... he left this day specially for me coz i got no school... awwww.. so sweet rite? i got no school.. coz mr lecturer kena called back to camp! wee~ no lecture.. haha... aniwae, dear's meeting me to accompany me to get my new specs! yay! new frameless specs.. then i'd look more like dear.. hahaha.... and we're gonna have subway! addicted liao.. after jan treated us coz it was her birthdae.. hehe.. subway is soooo nice! i love it!
gosh.. gotta get back to my tutorials and projects... will update again... if i have the time!
ta-ta...
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Pics!
haven't been updating pics for a long time. took alot of pics lately.. hehe.. some with liang's cam, some with velly's cam.... here's an update of the stuff....
Me & the Trophy! During Business Day Workout
Liang, Me, Velly, Jiayi & Jan group pic!
Aisha & Jul during lecture break
Liang, Jul & Velly at TP library
Liang, Jul & Velly take 2!
Jan, Jul & Liang... Taken during tutorial~
nice pics? hehe... school has been tiring todae... lack of sleep and loads of things to do.... i guess i have to go and get started...
ta-ta...
Monday, June 06, 2005
Mondae...
there's still time before i leave home for school. so thot i'd juz blog...
had craving for hot coffee last nite... but didn't drink it in the end... coz it was too much hassle... and i finally satisfied my need this morning... had my cup of hot coffee, bundled together with a donut (yeah, i'm not supposed to eat sweet things... but mummy bot it... ) read the morning papers.... tycoons are still having lawsuits.. over millions.. over houses... for 14 years... woo~ that's a long time... nothing much in the papers... all the usual stuff...
aniwae, i had a nice conversation with dear last nite. it wasn't lovey dovey or mushy stuff.. its juz pure good conversation.... had a good sleep after our nite talk... and i couldn't wake up this morning.. i think it was due to the tiredness lately... luckily school is gonna be short todae... but i dunno wad time we finish discussing our project after school... nevertheless... i'm glad that i'm going to school... hee...
gotta go...
ta-ta...
had craving for hot coffee last nite... but didn't drink it in the end... coz it was too much hassle... and i finally satisfied my need this morning... had my cup of hot coffee, bundled together with a donut (yeah, i'm not supposed to eat sweet things... but mummy bot it... ) read the morning papers.... tycoons are still having lawsuits.. over millions.. over houses... for 14 years... woo~ that's a long time... nothing much in the papers... all the usual stuff...
aniwae, i had a nice conversation with dear last nite. it wasn't lovey dovey or mushy stuff.. its juz pure good conversation.... had a good sleep after our nite talk... and i couldn't wake up this morning.. i think it was due to the tiredness lately... luckily school is gonna be short todae... but i dunno wad time we finish discussing our project after school... nevertheless... i'm glad that i'm going to school... hee...
gotta go...
ta-ta...
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Weekend...
weekend is almost over... spent 2 days with dear.. though we still have little squabbles now... but we managed to solve it... its been kinda tough lately... and i'm still keeping my fingers crossed... i guess i haven't been a good girlfriend lately...
i juz got home... felt better after a bath.. so warm lately... dear's got a new fish tank and i'm happie for him... it looks nice... and the fishes are cute...
week 3 of school starts tomorrow.... time passes so fast....
i juz got home... felt better after a bath.. so warm lately... dear's got a new fish tank and i'm happie for him... it looks nice... and the fishes are cute...
week 3 of school starts tomorrow.... time passes so fast....
wanted to get my pair of birkenstocks...but i think i better put the money into good use... dear's finances are running low... think i'll juz forgo my birkenstocks for the time being.... better put the money in our bank... its more useful that way....
dun feel like blogging oredi...
ta-ta...
Loving You...
my new video! love it? haha... that's why so many women remain single lately...
ta-ta...
ta-ta...
Friday, June 03, 2005
Happy 58th Month...
spent my day with dear.... from morning till night... dear came over to oversee renovations at my house since i had to study and daddy and mummy had to work... he slpt on my bed thereafter.... hehe.. poor thing... came over so early... guess he muz be tired...
after i came home from school, we had lunch at my place. then headed down to NUH to visit dear's grandma... poor thing... she's so old... and yet have to stay in the hospital for so long... i'd still hope that she'd recover quickly...
had dinner with dear thereafter... hmm... juz feel blissful... though its not entirely the 2 of us alone... but its time well spent.... its oredi been 4 years and 10 months since we known each other and i'm really glad we are still going on... though we got into many quarrels... but i know deep down, he's the man i wanna spend my life with... though we might not know wad would happen in the future... but i'm enjoying having him as part of my life now....
juz finished my managerial accounting tutorial... gonna do my HRD project tomorrow after i come home....
lastly, happie 58th month dear... thank you for everything... and most of all thank you for appearing in my life...
ta-ta...
after i came home from school, we had lunch at my place. then headed down to NUH to visit dear's grandma... poor thing... she's so old... and yet have to stay in the hospital for so long... i'd still hope that she'd recover quickly...
had dinner with dear thereafter... hmm... juz feel blissful... though its not entirely the 2 of us alone... but its time well spent.... its oredi been 4 years and 10 months since we known each other and i'm really glad we are still going on... though we got into many quarrels... but i know deep down, he's the man i wanna spend my life with... though we might not know wad would happen in the future... but i'm enjoying having him as part of my life now....
juz finished my managerial accounting tutorial... gonna do my HRD project tomorrow after i come home....
lastly, happie 58th month dear... thank you for everything... and most of all thank you for appearing in my life...
ta-ta...
Thursday, June 02, 2005
New Specs!
decided to change my text colour to add some colour to my blog... since the background is black.. it think it would look good.. hehe...
dear came to meet me todae... went to make my new specs... nothing funky anymore.. no more red specs.... juz pure sophiscated frameless specs... dear said it looked better than my current one. haha.. he's been hating my red specs since day one... but i think its cool... how many ppl dare to wear red specs? except for a few in school, many choose to remain the norm... but its kinda costly... costs $327 to make my specs.. coz of the titanium frame... which lasts longer.. and the better lens which i chose... haiz.. luckily i got $100 voucher.. so i only need to pay $227.. but its still costly! haiz... lucky mummy sponsoring.. if not i'd rather not change my specs.. but my degree went up... sianz... got short sighted somemore.. hehe.. getting from bad to worst.. dear said coz i always stare at the comp for too long.. hehe.. but how can i live without my lappy???
aniwae, will be getting my specs next friday.... wee~ can't wait man! haha..
dear came over to my house for dinner... we watched tv together... felt good.. never felt so good before...
dear's coming over tomorrow coz daddy asked him to... the contractor is coming to do some fixing of the tiles... and he will be here by 10am?? coz daddy wants to change his toilet door to sliding ones... since i haf school, my maid is gon gon one... and no one's home, so daddy asked if dear was free... poor dear... tomorrow muz stay at my place without me! haha... and i will only be back by 3 plus...
felt bad after the call from dear... his grandma is changing hospital tomorrow and his auntie called him to ask him to help look after her kids so that she can attend to his grandma.. but he told her that he need to help my dad... gosh.. i feel terrible.. his grandma is of course more important.. but dear told me that his auntie said that her kids would be able to cope on their own... haiz... i feel bad.... i hope dear's grandma will get well soon... think its only right to visit her during the weekends....
meanwhile, school's tough... jul's struggling... but surviving... still got 2 tutorials and HR development research and peer notes to finish up before i spend the weekend with dear... gonna do tomorrow... since its friday and i dun haf to slp early...
oh ya.. congrats to liang and jan, who got to be on the Director's Hounours List again! for the second time! wee~~
dear came to meet me todae... went to make my new specs... nothing funky anymore.. no more red specs.... juz pure sophiscated frameless specs... dear said it looked better than my current one. haha.. he's been hating my red specs since day one... but i think its cool... how many ppl dare to wear red specs? except for a few in school, many choose to remain the norm... but its kinda costly... costs $327 to make my specs.. coz of the titanium frame... which lasts longer.. and the better lens which i chose... haiz.. luckily i got $100 voucher.. so i only need to pay $227.. but its still costly! haiz... lucky mummy sponsoring.. if not i'd rather not change my specs.. but my degree went up... sianz... got short sighted somemore.. hehe.. getting from bad to worst.. dear said coz i always stare at the comp for too long.. hehe.. but how can i live without my lappy???
aniwae, will be getting my specs next friday.... wee~ can't wait man! haha..
dear came over to my house for dinner... we watched tv together... felt good.. never felt so good before...
dear's coming over tomorrow coz daddy asked him to... the contractor is coming to do some fixing of the tiles... and he will be here by 10am?? coz daddy wants to change his toilet door to sliding ones... since i haf school, my maid is gon gon one... and no one's home, so daddy asked if dear was free... poor dear... tomorrow muz stay at my place without me! haha... and i will only be back by 3 plus...
felt bad after the call from dear... his grandma is changing hospital tomorrow and his auntie called him to ask him to help look after her kids so that she can attend to his grandma.. but he told her that he need to help my dad... gosh.. i feel terrible.. his grandma is of course more important.. but dear told me that his auntie said that her kids would be able to cope on their own... haiz... i feel bad.... i hope dear's grandma will get well soon... think its only right to visit her during the weekends....
meanwhile, school's tough... jul's struggling... but surviving... still got 2 tutorials and HR development research and peer notes to finish up before i spend the weekend with dear... gonna do tomorrow... since its friday and i dun haf to slp early...
oh ya.. congrats to liang and jan, who got to be on the Director's Hounours List again! for the second time! wee~~
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Love...
"The things that people in love do to each other, they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."
- From the movie, Indecent Proposal
- From the movie, Indecent Proposal
Mid Week Crisis...
haven't been blogging for a long time.. been busy with school and tutorials... and have been quarrelling with dear again... all becoz of good old mahjong... eek! still dun like it till now... i hate it! hate it! hate it! its so damn spoiling everything we haf.... oh well, wadeva.... things do happen for a reason huh? now, i guess i juz haf to live with it...
dear is at the hospital now.. he went to see his grandma... and i juz got home from school... if only he went earlier, then we can chat now... but he was tired after driving lesson, so he went home to sleep... bad timing i thot.. but nvm... dear so poor thing... aniwae, my life hasn't been going smoothly.. except for school! hehe.. i love school.. i dunno why... maybe its the only time where i get occupied and dun think about any other things.... event management's project is so damn tough... got loads of research to do... so is HR development...
gotta go do tutorials....
ta-ta..
dear is at the hospital now.. he went to see his grandma... and i juz got home from school... if only he went earlier, then we can chat now... but he was tired after driving lesson, so he went home to sleep... bad timing i thot.. but nvm... dear so poor thing... aniwae, my life hasn't been going smoothly.. except for school! hehe.. i love school.. i dunno why... maybe its the only time where i get occupied and dun think about any other things.... event management's project is so damn tough... got loads of research to do... so is HR development...
gotta go do tutorials....
ta-ta..
Monday, May 30, 2005
Fading Love...
we belong to 2 different worlds,
2 different characters,
2 different views,
2 different personalities,
2 different backgrounds...
however,
we met by fate,
thus, we cherished each other even more...
we enjoyed each other's company,
we loved each other...
i am grateful for the things you taught me,
the experiences you gave me...
fishing,
kite flying,
and so much more...
unfortunately, we are like 2 straight lines,
our thinking never meets...
but haf anyone told you?
straight lines do cut across each other...
ta-ta...
2 different characters,
2 different views,
2 different personalities,
2 different backgrounds...
however,
we met by fate,
thus, we cherished each other even more...
we enjoyed each other's company,
we loved each other...
i am grateful for the things you taught me,
the experiences you gave me...
fishing,
kite flying,
and so much more...
unfortunately, we are like 2 straight lines,
our thinking never meets...
but haf anyone told you?
straight lines do cut across each other...
ta-ta...
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Get Well Soon...
spent the whole day at NUH todae... accompanied dear to visit his grandma... reached around 1pm.... waited the whole day for her operation to end... started at 3pm, and finally at 8pm, she came around... reached home at around 9.40pm.. aniwae, glad that she is fine.. but still need time to recuperate.. that is basically how my saturday is spent...
nothing else happened.... juz that dear was so sweet to draw me a rose... A4 size.. and it had my name! when he gave it to me, i melted.... awww... thanks dear... nothing beats having a surprise like that....
love ya...
ta-ta...
nothing else happened.... juz that dear was so sweet to draw me a rose... A4 size.. and it had my name! when he gave it to me, i melted.... awww... thanks dear... nothing beats having a surprise like that....
love ya...
ta-ta...
Friday, May 27, 2005
TGIF...
haven't been updating my posts... been busy for the past few days... yesterday had no lecture.. so i intended to gif dear a surprise... i went to buy 2 lovable goldfishes.. and other equipment... and then i left it outside his house.... with a note.. and when i left, i scared other ppl will steal the fishes.. so called dear to go to his doorstep for his surprise... and coincidentally, my hp had no more batt.. so we din tok.. i was waiting for the bus to go home when i saw dear running towards me.. oh gosh! there goes my surprise... heee... and thereafter, dear told me that his grandma was in hospital after a fall... so i accompanied him to NUH to see his grandma.. we had dinner together, and i came home myself since dear was tired after watching the soccer match the nite before... wad a long journey! from buona vista to bedok.... slept all the way in the train...
todae was business day.... did alot of workouts and line dancing with the year 2's.. on the whole i enjoyed myself... but projects are on the way.. got my HR PBL todae... gotta start researching... and finding facts....
tonite gotta do tutorial... and gotta start working on my project....
lastly, i hate people talking behind my back...
ta-ta...
todae was business day.... did alot of workouts and line dancing with the year 2's.. on the whole i enjoyed myself... but projects are on the way.. got my HR PBL todae... gotta start researching... and finding facts....
tonite gotta do tutorial... and gotta start working on my project....
lastly, i hate people talking behind my back...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Headache...
having headache again... ate 6 panadols oredi since last nite.... and i'm still suffering... wonder wad's wrong... i can't stand it.... maybe i have a tumor? haa... oh well... even if i did, i wouldn't be scared...
having managerial accounting lecture at 2pm later.. i'm scared.... dun really like accounting... though i managed to pass accounting during my year 1 and my business finance in year 2... i juz hate number subjects... i prefer problem based learning... hee... in other words, i like tourism and HR more... heehee... after lecture got dance for business day after that... dunno wad time end school todae...
will blog when i get home....
ta-ta...
having managerial accounting lecture at 2pm later.. i'm scared.... dun really like accounting... though i managed to pass accounting during my year 1 and my business finance in year 2... i juz hate number subjects... i prefer problem based learning... hee... in other words, i like tourism and HR more... heehee... after lecture got dance for business day after that... dunno wad time end school todae...
will blog when i get home....
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Day 1 At School...
back to school todae... and i love it.... somehow got details of my project for event management.... think gotta spend alot of time figuring out wad to plan this project.. seems kinda hard... but the challenge is there... no presentations for event management... which i dun think its good, coz we got no chance to get marks from our presentation.. which means we muz work harder for the paper... looking forward to the many days ahead at school...
saw many new faces... the whole business canteen was filled with year 1's... wonder where the year 3's are... hee...
not much happened todae... i juz finished my event management tutorial... tutorial 1 is always kinda lame.... having a splitting headache... dunno why keep on having headaches... maybe i'm having a tumor... but then again... who cares?
as for dear, our relationship has taken a plunge... but we are still holding on... we'll work things out i suppose... i juz hope that he's happy, that's all i ask for...
right now, there's nothing more important than school.... relationship wise... i'll juz let nature take its own course.... like wad they always say, love cannot be forced... we'll juz see......
headache is killing jul jul.... anyone wanna sponsor panadols? tag me....
ta-ta...
saw many new faces... the whole business canteen was filled with year 1's... wonder where the year 3's are... hee...
not much happened todae... i juz finished my event management tutorial... tutorial 1 is always kinda lame.... having a splitting headache... dunno why keep on having headaches... maybe i'm having a tumor... but then again... who cares?
as for dear, our relationship has taken a plunge... but we are still holding on... we'll work things out i suppose... i juz hope that he's happy, that's all i ask for...
right now, there's nothing more important than school.... relationship wise... i'll juz let nature take its own course.... like wad they always say, love cannot be forced... we'll juz see......
headache is killing jul jul.... anyone wanna sponsor panadols? tag me....
ta-ta...
Monday, May 23, 2005
School Starts Tomorrow...
can't wait to go to school tomorrow and resume my status as a poly student.... sian with life at home...
guess dear is still sleeping bah? its oredi 1.47pm... he's not online, so i guess he's sleeping.. wonder why he's so tired lately.. aniwae, he'll be on his own... i'm going back to school... time apart is good for a relationship too... hope it does us good...
there's someone i'm particularly pissed with.. haven't start school oredi giving me problems.... damn... if i really am going to work with you this sem, you better watch out... making my blood boil liao.... you kan cheong spider, ms perfectionist (dun you know nothing is perfect in this world?), dominant fellow, autocratic rule doesn't work in this democracy world... don't you know that? incorrigible people will be condemned... and people have a right to express wad they feel... so dun push us too far, or you'll get nothing but a hell out from us! get it?
darn!
ta-ta....
guess dear is still sleeping bah? its oredi 1.47pm... he's not online, so i guess he's sleeping.. wonder why he's so tired lately.. aniwae, he'll be on his own... i'm going back to school... time apart is good for a relationship too... hope it does us good...
there's someone i'm particularly pissed with.. haven't start school oredi giving me problems.... damn... if i really am going to work with you this sem, you better watch out... making my blood boil liao.... you kan cheong spider, ms perfectionist (dun you know nothing is perfect in this world?), dominant fellow, autocratic rule doesn't work in this democracy world... don't you know that? incorrigible people will be condemned... and people have a right to express wad they feel... so dun push us too far, or you'll get nothing but a hell out from us! get it?
darn!
ta-ta....
Friday, May 20, 2005
Renovations...
having renovations at my house.. bad timing.. school going to reopen soon... i wanna pack everything back to my wardrobe by the time school reopens... erm... hopefully....
had drillings and dust all over my house... and my house is in a mess.. like refugee camp? haha... aniwae, they did quite alot todae... my wardrobe is more or less fixed.. except that they haven't placed the sliding doors.... nice~ nice~ i love my room even more now.. and even made a cupboard specially for my bags.... hee.. but now i really wonder if its enuff for my collection.. *oops* hee... i really pack and pack during the holidays to make it a cosy room.. had my notice board fixed, packed my stuff, threw away alot of rubbish and sold alot of stuff at cash converters... for money! heehee...
my parents, dear and i cleaned up the house when the contractors left... so dusty.. aniwae, thanks dear, for coming down to help.. sorry i had to trouble you... haiz.. another round of cleaning tomorrow...
have to visit the temple on sunday... its vesak day... but i think i'll be tired from all the renovations and packing... lucky still got holiday on monday... but i will still go to the temple... to pray for the new semester, my studies, for my parents, for dear, his health, his studies and hope he is always happie, and oso for everyone... i'm gonna be vegetarian on that day, like wad i do every year.... hmmm...
oh yah, watched the last episode of square pegs.. whoa lau.. wad a stoopid ending... sian man! waste my time catching the show...
hmm.. dear not back yet...
ta-ta...
had drillings and dust all over my house... and my house is in a mess.. like refugee camp? haha... aniwae, they did quite alot todae... my wardrobe is more or less fixed.. except that they haven't placed the sliding doors.... nice~ nice~ i love my room even more now.. and even made a cupboard specially for my bags.... hee.. but now i really wonder if its enuff for my collection.. *oops* hee... i really pack and pack during the holidays to make it a cosy room.. had my notice board fixed, packed my stuff, threw away alot of rubbish and sold alot of stuff at cash converters... for money! heehee...
my parents, dear and i cleaned up the house when the contractors left... so dusty.. aniwae, thanks dear, for coming down to help.. sorry i had to trouble you... haiz.. another round of cleaning tomorrow...
have to visit the temple on sunday... its vesak day... but i think i'll be tired from all the renovations and packing... lucky still got holiday on monday... but i will still go to the temple... to pray for the new semester, my studies, for my parents, for dear, his health, his studies and hope he is always happie, and oso for everyone... i'm gonna be vegetarian on that day, like wad i do every year.... hmmm...
oh yah, watched the last episode of square pegs.. whoa lau.. wad a stoopid ending... sian man! waste my time catching the show...
hmm.. dear not back yet...
ta-ta...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Wide Awake...
can't get to sleep last nite... dunno why... keep thinking about our past... and wondered why things turn out this way.... oh well... when i finally fell asleep, this morning, around 6 plus, some irritating person called.. and guess wad? its wrong number... i can't sleep after that...
its only 8.30am now.. i woke up at 8.15am.. there was no one at home... made coffee and read the papers.... and then got nothing much to do. maybe later pack abit of stuff.. can't wait for the renovations to start tomorrow... my house is in a mess.... but right now, i love my room, coz i pack until so nice... i'm kinda proud... haha.. except when jie jie comes home and makes a mess of it... that's the cons of sharing a room with your sibling... though i would love to have my own room, i guess i wouldn't wanna sleep alone.... its good to have jie jie around... hee... (^_^) and i'm sad we can't go new york together!! damn attachment... jie, we should have juz went to new york this holidays.... too bad... haiz.... aniwae, i placed a nice jar of colourful m&m's to cheer me up whenever i'm stressed or upset... coz i have a craving for chocolates.... but i hate it when my sisters steal my m&m's to eat for their own pleasure... hurts me so much... coz i'm kinda broke and m&m's are not cheap ok? at the rate they are eating... i have to replenish stock every week! anyway, thumbs up for the new star wars m&m's.... its dark chocolate! and the colours are so gothic.... dark chocolate is always the best! but all flavours of m&m's are nice... crispy, peanut, almond, peanut butter, plain, white chocolate, dark chocolate... hmm.. so nice....
i guess dear's sleeping bah? as usual.. aniwae, its only 8.40am... who would be awake rite? hope his eyes are alright liao... dear got driving later... be careful...
gonna get my new wardrobe tmr! can't wait! wee~
5 more days to school reopen.. heehee... counting down... yay! can't wait to start the new semester.... can't wait to get busy.... heehee.. later gonna get timetable liao.. hahaha... hmm.. wonder who is my careperson.... 1st week got APEL class liao... and then those silly tutors would make us play icebreaker again... haha.. even when we are so old liao, then will never stop playing icebreaker games.... but aniwae, there's only 2 classes for the HRM and tourism combination... of course we oredi know each other liao... haha... but the happiest thing is, mrs valerie tong is teaching me again! wee~~ but i'm gonna miss velly...
haven't brought my dearest lappy to challenger to load my free chinese star program... haiyo.... *lazy me*....
gonna mit up with my ite frens later! intending to go coffee club for coffee and chat.... but then i wonder if jolynn is sian... oredi working at coffee bean everyday... and then go coffee club??!?! hahahaha.... hmm.. see lar.. actually i like the red sofas there at citylink.. they seem so cosy... i can sit there the whole day... hee...
oh ya, gonna put the lyrics of my video here... enjoy~
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendored thing,
Can't deny the joy it brings,
A dozen roses,
Diamond rings,
Dreams for sale and fairy tales...
It'll make you hear a symphony,
And you just want the world to see,
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Now I was once a fool, it's true,
I played the game by all the rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue,
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too...
I swore I'd never love again,
I swore my heart would never mend,
Said love wasn't worth the pain,
But then I hear it call my name...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride...
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Every time I turn around,
I think I've got it all figured out,
My heart keeps calling,
And I keep on falling,
Over and over again...
This sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain,
It seems no matter what I do,
It tears my heart in two...
The trouble with love,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It's in your heart,
It's in your soul,
Doesn't care how fast you fall,
You won't get no control,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all,
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie...
kinda wad i'm feeling now too... hmm but aniwae, wadeva... love is complicated... dun wish to tok about it... gonna end here...
ta-ta...
its only 8.30am now.. i woke up at 8.15am.. there was no one at home... made coffee and read the papers.... and then got nothing much to do. maybe later pack abit of stuff.. can't wait for the renovations to start tomorrow... my house is in a mess.... but right now, i love my room, coz i pack until so nice... i'm kinda proud... haha.. except when jie jie comes home and makes a mess of it... that's the cons of sharing a room with your sibling... though i would love to have my own room, i guess i wouldn't wanna sleep alone.... its good to have jie jie around... hee... (^_^) and i'm sad we can't go new york together!! damn attachment... jie, we should have juz went to new york this holidays.... too bad... haiz.... aniwae, i placed a nice jar of colourful m&m's to cheer me up whenever i'm stressed or upset... coz i have a craving for chocolates.... but i hate it when my sisters steal my m&m's to eat for their own pleasure... hurts me so much... coz i'm kinda broke and m&m's are not cheap ok? at the rate they are eating... i have to replenish stock every week! anyway, thumbs up for the new star wars m&m's.... its dark chocolate! and the colours are so gothic.... dark chocolate is always the best! but all flavours of m&m's are nice... crispy, peanut, almond, peanut butter, plain, white chocolate, dark chocolate... hmm.. so nice....
i guess dear's sleeping bah? as usual.. aniwae, its only 8.40am... who would be awake rite? hope his eyes are alright liao... dear got driving later... be careful...
gonna get my new wardrobe tmr! can't wait! wee~
5 more days to school reopen.. heehee... counting down... yay! can't wait to start the new semester.... can't wait to get busy.... heehee.. later gonna get timetable liao.. hahaha... hmm.. wonder who is my careperson.... 1st week got APEL class liao... and then those silly tutors would make us play icebreaker again... haha.. even when we are so old liao, then will never stop playing icebreaker games.... but aniwae, there's only 2 classes for the HRM and tourism combination... of course we oredi know each other liao... haha... but the happiest thing is, mrs valerie tong is teaching me again! wee~~ but i'm gonna miss velly...
haven't brought my dearest lappy to challenger to load my free chinese star program... haiyo.... *lazy me*....
gonna mit up with my ite frens later! intending to go coffee club for coffee and chat.... but then i wonder if jolynn is sian... oredi working at coffee bean everyday... and then go coffee club??!?! hahahaha.... hmm.. see lar.. actually i like the red sofas there at citylink.. they seem so cosy... i can sit there the whole day... hee...
oh ya, gonna put the lyrics of my video here... enjoy~
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendored thing,
Can't deny the joy it brings,
A dozen roses,
Diamond rings,
Dreams for sale and fairy tales...
It'll make you hear a symphony,
And you just want the world to see,
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Now I was once a fool, it's true,
I played the game by all the rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue,
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too...
I swore I'd never love again,
I swore my heart would never mend,
Said love wasn't worth the pain,
But then I hear it call my name...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride...
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Every time I turn around,
I think I've got it all figured out,
My heart keeps calling,
And I keep on falling,
Over and over again...
This sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain,
It seems no matter what I do,
It tears my heart in two...
The trouble with love,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It's in your heart,
It's in your soul,
Doesn't care how fast you fall,
You won't get no control,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all,
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie...
kinda wad i'm feeling now too... hmm but aniwae, wadeva... love is complicated... dun wish to tok about it... gonna end here...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Home Alone...
thot of going to the mall for a walk todae. but ended up staying at home... hate being alone.... wanted to watch madagascar but haven't open yet. haiz... dear went fishing with bryan, and then after that they went for soccer match. he's not home yet.... hmmm.... that's why i got no programs for the day.... didn't do much todae.. juz watched tv and help my little sis with her projects...
6 more days to sch reopen... can't wait... gonna get my timetable tmr, wonder how its like.... aniwae, got my class liao. i'm in 3B03.... same as liang and jan.. hehe... velly and jiayi is in the other class.. gonna miss them...
watched square pegs... the 7pm show on channel 8... so poor thing... loving someone is so difficult... and so painful...
oh ya, like the 9pm show on channel 8 too... zero to hero.. if i'm not wrong... shows life after death.. but izzit true? its so high tech in the other world?? haha.. hmm.. aniwae, watched the show and really make me see how gambling can do you in.. even a person's death cannot stop a gambler from gambling... no matter wad it is, 4D, mahjong.... especially when he says he would quit.. it would never be true... a gambler will never stop gambling....
channel u's show at 10pm... golden faith is oso nice... but then, got such a nice guy, with a nice heart, rich and handsome? really got such ppl exist meh?? and he loves like nobody's business... sabrina, then tianlan... can say love means love one meh? even if its not someone u love? they always make it so easy in shows.... oh well....
oh ya, changed my video to the old one.. kelly clarkson's - the trouble with love is... suddenly feel like listening.... hehe.... i like the music video, coz it has the love acutally clips.... miss that show... awww... its still my favourite.... hehe...
wanna watch desperate housewives vcd later...
ta-ta....
6 more days to sch reopen... can't wait... gonna get my timetable tmr, wonder how its like.... aniwae, got my class liao. i'm in 3B03.... same as liang and jan.. hehe... velly and jiayi is in the other class.. gonna miss them...
watched square pegs... the 7pm show on channel 8... so poor thing... loving someone is so difficult... and so painful...
oh ya, like the 9pm show on channel 8 too... zero to hero.. if i'm not wrong... shows life after death.. but izzit true? its so high tech in the other world?? haha.. hmm.. aniwae, watched the show and really make me see how gambling can do you in.. even a person's death cannot stop a gambler from gambling... no matter wad it is, 4D, mahjong.... especially when he says he would quit.. it would never be true... a gambler will never stop gambling....
channel u's show at 10pm... golden faith is oso nice... but then, got such a nice guy, with a nice heart, rich and handsome? really got such ppl exist meh?? and he loves like nobody's business... sabrina, then tianlan... can say love means love one meh? even if its not someone u love? they always make it so easy in shows.... oh well....
oh ya, changed my video to the old one.. kelly clarkson's - the trouble with love is... suddenly feel like listening.... hehe.... i like the music video, coz it has the love acutally clips.... miss that show... awww... its still my favourite.... hehe...
wanna watch desperate housewives vcd later...
ta-ta....
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Bored...
not meeting the rest tomorrow coz our dance steps are almost there... so we dun need so much practice... feel down coz of some little things that happened. occupied myself by packing my room... its spick and span now... quite happie with it, but still dun feel as good...
hmm.... feel like going to the dog farm. but i'm not sure if they accept visitors or wadsoeva... read sharon's blog... said she went sentosa with her bf... *so envious* and i read that they caught sea horses?!?! haha...
i'm not in the mood to blog...
will stop here...
ta-ta...
hmm.... feel like going to the dog farm. but i'm not sure if they accept visitors or wadsoeva... read sharon's blog... said she went sentosa with her bf... *so envious* and i read that they caught sea horses?!?! haha...
i'm not in the mood to blog...
will stop here...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 16, 2005
Wee~
gonna mit up with all my friends tomorrow... and we are gonna do the line dance again! haha... going to velly's house to practice our line dance... mrs tong requested us to do the dance again for business day on the 27th of may. muz teach the year 2's the steps... and oso the business interest group organizing committee.... haha.. guess it muz have left a deep impression on her. we did enjoy ourselves during the last sem when we were presenting it for our human resource project... hehe... and we got good grades! can't wait to get busy with school again... then at least dear and i wun get chances to argue so much too....
aniwae, i met dear todae... went to cash converters to sell my samsung laser printer and other stuff.. earned quite a pile. haha... i never knew there was so much "fortune" in my house.. haha... now that we are gonna renovate part of the house, then i realised that i kept so much rubbish, for the longest time...
spent the whole day with dear... so happie... we were so tired when we came back from cash converters... we slept like piggies.. hehe....
oh yah, dear, thanks for fixing up the notice board in my room for me.... it was real sweet... and i'm so happie that i finally got it done... hee... and lastly, thanks for spending the day with me....
ta-ta...
aniwae, i met dear todae... went to cash converters to sell my samsung laser printer and other stuff.. earned quite a pile. haha... i never knew there was so much "fortune" in my house.. haha... now that we are gonna renovate part of the house, then i realised that i kept so much rubbish, for the longest time...
spent the whole day with dear... so happie... we were so tired when we came back from cash converters... we slept like piggies.. hehe....
oh yah, dear, thanks for fixing up the notice board in my room for me.... it was real sweet... and i'm so happie that i finally got it done... hee... and lastly, thanks for spending the day with me....
ta-ta...
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Slow....
darn! when is tp gonna give us our timetable? gonna open school liao. and we dun even know our class? and subjects? and timetable? aiyo.. wad is this fast system man? its not fast at all...
ta-ta...
ta-ta...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Chou Chou & Brownie...
at dear's house now.. he's sleeping soundly....
todae is our 4 and 1/2 years of our relationship... been thru many rough patches lately. and i dunno wad made us hang on... maybe its the love. but i wonder why fate brought us together since we are so different, be it personality or character, dear and me are poles apart.. nevertheless, i never regretted meeting him, though we have our different views and thinking but he was the one that made me life beautiful. we're still working things out. and i hope things would turn out well....
aniwae, took some pics of my favourite teddy bear, chou chou... went to ikea with dear todae, and he bought me another teddy bear. its the same as chou chou, but he's in a darker brown colour. thanks dear... now i got 2 favourite teddy bears... aniwae, decided to name my new teddy, brownie...
chou chou watching tv with dear and me...
brownie & chou chou
brownie & chou chou take two
*twins*
boo!
happie 54th month dear...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Jul Jul Is S.i.c.k
the flu didn't go away yesterday. it came back last nite. and i couldn't sleep.
1.30am:
feeling down... was lying on my bed, getting ready to tuck in bed sleep. couldn't sleep... been thinking about our past... the happy times... starting to sneeze...
2.30am:
been sneezing for over an hour, and it is getting worst. felt unhappy. woke up and grabbed my container of m&m's dark chocolate and ate. hoping it would make me a little happier. ate a few of them... but my flu didn't go away.
(i must have been crazy rite? eating chocolates on my bed in the wee hours of the morning?!?!)
3.00am:
still awake and sneezing... trying to sleep... but nose is blocked... throat is painful and sore... felt horrible...
8.30am:
woke up suddenly, saw it was still early, went back to sleep... flu subsided but still didn't go away...
11.56am:
woke up... lay in bed... thinking of wad happened last nite... felt sore... maybe becoz of flu... ears are blocked...
been dying to blog... dunno why... maybe its the only thing i can depend on to talk to... or maybe i juz needed time alone... gonna stay home todae...
came online... shar asked me for the second time for dinner tomorrow... fizil would be joining us too and i think i haven't tok to him for ages... haa... and annabelle is back from canada oredi... shar told me she cut her hair short... wonder how she looks like. velly asked me if i was free anyday from friday to sunday... wanna ask me go city harvest... tracy msn me to tell me that jolynn is free next week, so we'd probably meet up with her and keh sheng next week... grace and ali is still planning for a time to meet... i didn't accept any of the invitations... i dunno why... maybe coz i juz wanted to be alone for the time being...
feel sick... juz now my ears went blocked... eeks... i can't hear... haa... felt like snuggling up in your arms and sleep... but then again.. i didn't feel like it... i needed some time to be alone...
thot wanted to go jogging todae. but i am sick. didn't think it was a good idea... wanted to go to the mall to walk alone... and felt like going to the library to read... even thot of going to the beach to sit by the waves... ended up staying at home...
haf to pack the cupboard so that the contractor can tear them out and place the new ones... but i'm scared to open the drawer coz there are so many memories in my drawer... your letters, your gifts...
13 more days to school reopen... i'm glad... can't wait... i dowan to stay home anymore...
ta-ta...
1.30am:
feeling down... was lying on my bed, getting ready to tuck in bed sleep. couldn't sleep... been thinking about our past... the happy times... starting to sneeze...
2.30am:
been sneezing for over an hour, and it is getting worst. felt unhappy. woke up and grabbed my container of m&m's dark chocolate and ate. hoping it would make me a little happier. ate a few of them... but my flu didn't go away.
(i must have been crazy rite? eating chocolates on my bed in the wee hours of the morning?!?!)
3.00am:
still awake and sneezing... trying to sleep... but nose is blocked... throat is painful and sore... felt horrible...
8.30am:
woke up suddenly, saw it was still early, went back to sleep... flu subsided but still didn't go away...
11.56am:
woke up... lay in bed... thinking of wad happened last nite... felt sore... maybe becoz of flu... ears are blocked...
been dying to blog... dunno why... maybe its the only thing i can depend on to talk to... or maybe i juz needed time alone... gonna stay home todae...
came online... shar asked me for the second time for dinner tomorrow... fizil would be joining us too and i think i haven't tok to him for ages... haa... and annabelle is back from canada oredi... shar told me she cut her hair short... wonder how she looks like. velly asked me if i was free anyday from friday to sunday... wanna ask me go city harvest... tracy msn me to tell me that jolynn is free next week, so we'd probably meet up with her and keh sheng next week... grace and ali is still planning for a time to meet... i didn't accept any of the invitations... i dunno why... maybe coz i juz wanted to be alone for the time being...
feel sick... juz now my ears went blocked... eeks... i can't hear... haa... felt like snuggling up in your arms and sleep... but then again.. i didn't feel like it... i needed some time to be alone...
thot wanted to go jogging todae. but i am sick. didn't think it was a good idea... wanted to go to the mall to walk alone... and felt like going to the library to read... even thot of going to the beach to sit by the waves... ended up staying at home...
haf to pack the cupboard so that the contractor can tear them out and place the new ones... but i'm scared to open the drawer coz there are so many memories in my drawer... your letters, your gifts...
13 more days to school reopen... i'm glad... can't wait... i dowan to stay home anymore...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Out Of This Place?
had horrible flu this morning. it muz have been the weather. it was raining cats and dogs, and i still went to bathe. siao rite? think i caught a flu... gosh! and while i was brushing my teeth, the toothbrush knocked my ulcer in my gum! and it bled! u can imagine the pain! sway day lar... was hating myself for hurting myself.
been going through a tough period lately... and my sis asked me if i wanted to join her on a holiday... yeah, indeed i feel like.. juz wanna get out of this place... maybe distance will do us good? wanted to quickly get out of this place. i immediately said "ok! when?" but jie jie got work commitments and she can only take leave after my holidays. i was utterly disappointed.. so i guess i can only go during my next holidays. thot of new york.. but we are thinking of other options too... i need a getaway. the holidays at home are driving me nuts... tv has nothing, computer has nothing... my life is so empty...
chatted with liang on msn... and i realised i missed school and my close friends.. been missing out meeting up with them and i really hope that these 2 weeks fly past me, coz i miss school. staying at home only means more quarrelling... but liang told me something which i thot was true "do we need distance to get closer?"
realised that a relationship is so hard to maintain becoz,
its about 2 people,
its about 2 person's feelings,
its about commitment from 2 people,
its about understanding how the other person feels,
its about realising your partner's flaws,
its about character,
its about making sacrifices,
its about tolerating,
its about not asking for anything in return,
its about willingness,
its not all about loving the person itself...
love is complicated...
ta-ta...
been going through a tough period lately... and my sis asked me if i wanted to join her on a holiday... yeah, indeed i feel like.. juz wanna get out of this place... maybe distance will do us good? wanted to quickly get out of this place. i immediately said "ok! when?" but jie jie got work commitments and she can only take leave after my holidays. i was utterly disappointed.. so i guess i can only go during my next holidays. thot of new york.. but we are thinking of other options too... i need a getaway. the holidays at home are driving me nuts... tv has nothing, computer has nothing... my life is so empty...
chatted with liang on msn... and i realised i missed school and my close friends.. been missing out meeting up with them and i really hope that these 2 weeks fly past me, coz i miss school. staying at home only means more quarrelling... but liang told me something which i thot was true "do we need distance to get closer?"
realised that a relationship is so hard to maintain becoz,
its about 2 people,
its about 2 person's feelings,
its about commitment from 2 people,
its about understanding how the other person feels,
its about realising your partner's flaws,
its about character,
its about making sacrifices,
its about tolerating,
its about not asking for anything in return,
its about willingness,
its not all about loving the person itself...
love is complicated...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 09, 2005
Basketball
met up with dear todae. we went to play basketball. hee.. my arms are aching from the shooting of balls. but i enjoyed myself.. glad that at least i got exercise a little. thot of going jogging tomorrow. but i'm not sure.. we'll see....
aniwae, juz wanna thank dear for spending alot of time with me. school is gonna reopen liao. and i'm excited and scared... excited coz i finally can get to go school instead of doing nothing aimlessly at home. scared becoz i am afraid that i can't cope thru my senior year... hmm...
ta-ta...
aniwae, juz wanna thank dear for spending alot of time with me. school is gonna reopen liao. and i'm excited and scared... excited coz i finally can get to go school instead of doing nothing aimlessly at home. scared becoz i am afraid that i can't cope thru my senior year... hmm...
ta-ta...
Sunday, May 08, 2005
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Friday, May 06, 2005
Juz Dear & Me...
its raining now.. dear's sleeping soundly on my bed... i've been spending every single day with him, and i'm so happie... its been so long since we spent almost everyday together... we've been meeting up for 3 days in a row liao... dear's been coming to my house everyday, to tutor my little sis... we went jogging in the morning todae... then went for lunch together. i guess he muz be exhausted from the exercise and waking up early todae. dear, i really appreciate wad u do, travelling to and fro, tutoring my sis, accompanying me and jogging together...
dear, thank you, for loving me...without you, i'm nothing...
ta-ta...
dear, thank you, for loving me...without you, i'm nothing...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
PMS...
argghh... its the time of the month. its here.. hmm... but thank god i'm not throwing my temper... juz feeling crampy...
dear came over to tampines to meet me after his driving lessons. we went to eat, then went back to my place.. watched the tv. and basically juz slacked the whole day.
dear gave my little sis tuition in the evening... appreciate it alot. and moreover we stay so far apart... he had to go home so late coz of tuition. thanks dear... my mum's getting good impression of you. hee... aniwae, i'm very glad to be able to spend the day with you.
basically its juz lidat. and i'm glad that i got a good lot at the temple for you that day. juz want you to be happy, safe and well...
ta-ta...
dear came over to tampines to meet me after his driving lessons. we went to eat, then went back to my place.. watched the tv. and basically juz slacked the whole day.
dear gave my little sis tuition in the evening... appreciate it alot. and moreover we stay so far apart... he had to go home so late coz of tuition. thanks dear... my mum's getting good impression of you. hee... aniwae, i'm very glad to be able to spend the day with you.
basically its juz lidat. and i'm glad that i got a good lot at the temple for you that day. juz want you to be happy, safe and well...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Happie 57th Month...
i'm sick rite now.. having a splitting headache... didn't have enuff slp. went back to school todae for mentor training. but didn't complete it. decided to back out in the end. too much stuff to do. didn't want that commitment. went out with liang, jan and velly. its been a long time since we met and i think its wonderful to meet up again.
aniwae, happy 57th month dear. we've known each other for so long liao. 4 years and 9 months have passed us by lidat and i'm still very happy being with you. its been my pleasure being your girl and my life has never been better. it was you, that made a difference.
wanna go rest...
ta-ta...
aniwae, happy 57th month dear. we've known each other for so long liao. 4 years and 9 months have passed us by lidat and i'm still very happy being with you. its been my pleasure being your girl and my life has never been better. it was you, that made a difference.
wanna go rest...
ta-ta...
Saturday, April 30, 2005
My First Live Soccer Match...
wee~ really had fun last nite! it was so exciting.. heh.. in the end tampines won! 2-1.. haha.. its really different from watching it on tv... the atmosphere is totally different... so, i guess there will be more "next time" haha... i am really looking forward to the next match! cheers!
dear tagged me *beams with surprise* all along i thot he wouldn't tag me... haha... but i am very happie! its the little things he does dat makes me happy.. hope he sees it.... (^_^)
todae i'm stuck at home... the contractor came over to take measurements and my parents wants me to be home... dunno for wadeva reason. even if i'm home, i cannot make any decisions. sianz.... i juz stand one side and give comments....
(-_-)"
boring weekend...
ta-ta...
dear tagged me *beams with surprise* all along i thot he wouldn't tag me... haha... but i am very happie! its the little things he does dat makes me happy.. hope he sees it.... (^_^)
todae i'm stuck at home... the contractor came over to take measurements and my parents wants me to be home... dunno for wadeva reason. even if i'm home, i cannot make any decisions. sianz.... i juz stand one side and give comments....
(-_-)"
boring weekend...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 29, 2005
Woo~ Wee~
i'm seriously excited about the live football match i'm gonna go later... haaa.. can't wait! bryan and ying ying would be joining us too!
have to go back to school next tuesday and wednesday for training. full day training! 9am to 5pm... the training is meant for freshmen from china and velly, jan, liang and of course, jul jul! is gonna be mentors to them! think its not gonna be easy. we still have to help them when they arrive in singapore on the 9th or 10th of may. mrs valerie tong asked us for help. can we say no? she's such a nice person... since we are gonna be awarded seal points, its not totally a lose lose situation. so okay lor...
glad that belle gave me a taggie from canada! *beams*
ta-ta...
have to go back to school next tuesday and wednesday for training. full day training! 9am to 5pm... the training is meant for freshmen from china and velly, jan, liang and of course, jul jul! is gonna be mentors to them! think its not gonna be easy. we still have to help them when they arrive in singapore on the 9th or 10th of may. mrs valerie tong asked us for help. can we say no? she's such a nice person... since we are gonna be awarded seal points, its not totally a lose lose situation. so okay lor...
glad that belle gave me a taggie from canada! *beams*
ta-ta...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
It Ain't Over Till It's Over - Lenny Kravitz
It Ain't Over Till It's Over - Lenny Kravitz
here we are still together
we are one
so much time wasted
playing games with love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
to keep our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
how many times
did we give up
but we always worked things out
and all my doubts and fear
kept me wondering
if i'd always be in love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
here we are still together
we are one
so much time wasted
playing games with love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
to keep our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
how many times
did we give up
but we always worked things out
and all my doubts and fear
kept me wondering
if i'd always be in love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
Totoro...
Totoro
isn't the pic cute? i found it online! and i think its so cute coz they both do not have mouth! heeeheee.... and they look so innocent...
finally its thursday, and tomorrow will be friday... can't wait to go to the soccer match with dear. i'm soooo looking forward to it. and till now, i have still yet to do the drawing for my wardrobe... *oops* heehee.....
nothing to do todae, dun feel like doing anything oso. so sian. played yahoo games and got addicted to luxor... haiz.. unfortunately, my 59mins trial version has expired. and now, i got nothing to do... sianz...
hmm... i guess that's about it for now...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Home Alone...
had a good sleep last nite. maybe coz i was having a headache, or maybe becoz i was tired. woke up feeling great...
juz came out of my bath... wee~ having a pore pack on my nose... and blogging.. hee... i smell like a baby!
got a number of things to do... includes, packing the other half of my cupboard, drawing out the inner design of my newwwww wardrobe coz the contractor needs it, packing my bags collection, which i dunno where to start... haa... have to make my room a condusive environment, which is neat, tidy and cosy, to get ready for year 3! i can't wait for school reopen!
dear asked me out on friday to watch football match at tampines stadium. i guess it would be fun and interesting... looking forward to it...
ta-ta...
juz came out of my bath... wee~ having a pore pack on my nose... and blogging.. hee... i smell like a baby!
got a number of things to do... includes, packing the other half of my cupboard, drawing out the inner design of my newwwww wardrobe coz the contractor needs it, packing my bags collection, which i dunno where to start... haa... have to make my room a condusive environment, which is neat, tidy and cosy, to get ready for year 3! i can't wait for school reopen!
dear asked me out on friday to watch football match at tampines stadium. i guess it would be fun and interesting... looking forward to it...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
New Highlights...
mummy was on leave todae she went to the salon. so i decided to tag along. of course, with a motive in mind. hee... went to dye and highlight my hair. mummy paid for it of course! hee... did some highlights, but it wasn't wad i wanted. was a little disappointed coz the streaks are not obvious... i wanted a change, coz i was bored of my life. i wanted something different... something to change my life...
jiayi called me when i was at the salon. she asked me out, to parkway, help her choose a present for her friend and juz go walk walk. and since i got nothing to do, i thot i'd juz accompany her. since its not everyday that someone asked me out. enjoyed myself though.. its been such a long time since i saw any close friends of mine...
oh yah, grace msged me todae, saying that she would call me tomorrow coz she's busy recently and had no time to call me... i think the last time we toked was like 6months ago? or even longer...
came home for dinner, coz jiayi had to go church...
my head's spinning.... having headache, coz my of my grandfather. he made so much noise last nite. was woken up at 4am by his noise and he greatly affected my sleep. by 5am, i was still wide awake... and oredi felt my head splitting. i did not have a peaceful sleep. and when i was about to fall asleep, he made noises again. and mind you, they are loud! i was so irritated, pissed and angry... woke up at 7.30am. i couldn't take it... no more.... haven't had good nite's sleep these days. dunno wad's affecting me. its either my grandfather, or thoughts lingering in my mind. i juz can't get to sleep.... and its juz irritating....
enuff about complaining... juz wanna say congratulations to mummy... coz she got promoted and i'm glad... i knew the news some time back, but mummy did not confirm it. todae she told me she was officially promoted... heee... happie for mummy...
nevertheless, i'm glad i got something to keep me occupied todae...
ta-ta...
jiayi called me when i was at the salon. she asked me out, to parkway, help her choose a present for her friend and juz go walk walk. and since i got nothing to do, i thot i'd juz accompany her. since its not everyday that someone asked me out. enjoyed myself though.. its been such a long time since i saw any close friends of mine...
oh yah, grace msged me todae, saying that she would call me tomorrow coz she's busy recently and had no time to call me... i think the last time we toked was like 6months ago? or even longer...
came home for dinner, coz jiayi had to go church...
my head's spinning.... having headache, coz my of my grandfather. he made so much noise last nite. was woken up at 4am by his noise and he greatly affected my sleep. by 5am, i was still wide awake... and oredi felt my head splitting. i did not have a peaceful sleep. and when i was about to fall asleep, he made noises again. and mind you, they are loud! i was so irritated, pissed and angry... woke up at 7.30am. i couldn't take it... no more.... haven't had good nite's sleep these days. dunno wad's affecting me. its either my grandfather, or thoughts lingering in my mind. i juz can't get to sleep.... and its juz irritating....
enuff about complaining... juz wanna say congratulations to mummy... coz she got promoted and i'm glad... i knew the news some time back, but mummy did not confirm it. todae she told me she was officially promoted... heee... happie for mummy...
nevertheless, i'm glad i got something to keep me occupied todae...
ta-ta...
Monday, April 25, 2005
Aimless...
i hate my life rite now. it seems i got nothing better to do. how i wish i can start school straight away. i miss the hectic days filled with projects, lectures, tutorials and research.... i miss the challenging life i've always had. now it seems that there's no aim, no goal, no nothing...
though i have a couple of things to do todae. but i'm juz not motivated to do anything. i have to pack my cupboard and filter out those unwanted clothes. mummy's been nagging me to do it for weeks. i even have the whole series of the desperate housewives to watch, but i juz have no mood for it. i have no mood for anything in fact... dunno wad's going on....
i think i've got it real bad this time. i diarrhoeaed 3 times todae liao, since last nite... it would be 4 times oredi.... my tummy was so painful that it made me wake up from my sleep. and by 7.30am, i was awake...went back to sleep till around noon, and then i had the urge again. its horrid... yikes!
i'm not well~
ta-ta...
though i have a couple of things to do todae. but i'm juz not motivated to do anything. i have to pack my cupboard and filter out those unwanted clothes. mummy's been nagging me to do it for weeks. i even have the whole series of the desperate housewives to watch, but i juz have no mood for it. i have no mood for anything in fact... dunno wad's going on....
i think i've got it real bad this time. i diarrhoeaed 3 times todae liao, since last nite... it would be 4 times oredi.... my tummy was so painful that it made me wake up from my sleep. and by 7.30am, i was awake...went back to sleep till around noon, and then i had the urge again. its horrid... yikes!
i'm not well~
ta-ta...
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Wouldn't It Be Nice...
reached home quite late last nite and i was too tired and lazy to blog...
i'm at dear's house now. but dear's not around. he went for his driving lesson. i'm juz waiting at home for him. met him in the morning coz he left his PDL with me. came all the way down early in the morning juz for the licence. so we juz "sun bian" had breakfast.
yesterday dear went to BBDC to get his driving registration and other stuff done. and i ended up waiting 1 hour for him at westmall.... and when he finally came, i was starving... then we met bryan and yingying for lunch. and we got nothing to do after that. haha... can't believe it rite? oh well~ singapore is so small.. wad to do? so we headed back to my house and had dinner with my parents. this saves us from further spending money... pooe dear.. he's been spending alot on handphone bills, broadband bills and driving... i'm kinda worried...
we accompanied my parents to see the contractor for my house after dinner.... an eye opener for dear and myself.... we found out that we needed at least $50,000 to renovate our 5 room flat in future.... and mind you... $50,000 for renovation only. there are still pending $30,000 down payment for HDB new flats and plus CPF must have at least dunno how much~ gosh~ we'll go broke even before we are married... but i'm sure the house would be lovely~ dear wanted a space for his "mahjong table" or rather "gambling area" haha... we even thot of higher class one... put a pool table there... its nice looking.. but if there are gonna be kids in future, the pool table is gonna be redundant. but i think it's only right to respect his decision.. not bad idea, since his family always have relatives coming over for a game or two... plus i guess, his mahjong khakis (they know who they are) would be delighted too... hmm.. aniwae, that will be in future.... but aniwae, the shop was nice~ i like it.... the shop had a mini kitchen, living room, bedroom and toilet for viewing... so nice~ dear agreed too.... as for my home, my parents are changing all kitchen cabinets and wardrobes... wee~ finally chose my own wardrobe... daddy's paying like $7000 for everything... hmm... can't wait...
dear sent me this song few days ago... somehow, its juz like the both of us... the song is currently used for the cadbury advertisement where everything is made of chocolate... hee... cute~ here are the lyrics...
Wouldn't It Be Nice - Beach Boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good nite my baby
Sleep tite my baby
its such a sweet song~ everytime i hear it, i feel so *melted* and wish we both could spend the rest of our lives together right away. too bad, we are both studying and not financially stable. but somehow, someday... we're gonna make it~
oh yah, bryan asked dear if we were interested to watch soccer match together.... i am! but its at bishan and it's gonna end at 9.30pm. guess i reach home is like 11pm? hmm... sianz. dear say next time, coz its too late for me... aniwae, bryan cancelled last min coz he couldn't make it...
gotta go plaza meet dear liao~
ta-ta...
i'm at dear's house now. but dear's not around. he went for his driving lesson. i'm juz waiting at home for him. met him in the morning coz he left his PDL with me. came all the way down early in the morning juz for the licence. so we juz "sun bian" had breakfast.
yesterday dear went to BBDC to get his driving registration and other stuff done. and i ended up waiting 1 hour for him at westmall.... and when he finally came, i was starving... then we met bryan and yingying for lunch. and we got nothing to do after that. haha... can't believe it rite? oh well~ singapore is so small.. wad to do? so we headed back to my house and had dinner with my parents. this saves us from further spending money... pooe dear.. he's been spending alot on handphone bills, broadband bills and driving... i'm kinda worried...
we accompanied my parents to see the contractor for my house after dinner.... an eye opener for dear and myself.... we found out that we needed at least $50,000 to renovate our 5 room flat in future.... and mind you... $50,000 for renovation only. there are still pending $30,000 down payment for HDB new flats and plus CPF must have at least dunno how much~ gosh~ we'll go broke even before we are married... but i'm sure the house would be lovely~ dear wanted a space for his "mahjong table" or rather "gambling area" haha... we even thot of higher class one... put a pool table there... its nice looking.. but if there are gonna be kids in future, the pool table is gonna be redundant. but i think it's only right to respect his decision.. not bad idea, since his family always have relatives coming over for a game or two... plus i guess, his mahjong khakis (they know who they are) would be delighted too... hmm.. aniwae, that will be in future.... but aniwae, the shop was nice~ i like it.... the shop had a mini kitchen, living room, bedroom and toilet for viewing... so nice~ dear agreed too.... as for my home, my parents are changing all kitchen cabinets and wardrobes... wee~ finally chose my own wardrobe... daddy's paying like $7000 for everything... hmm... can't wait...
dear sent me this song few days ago... somehow, its juz like the both of us... the song is currently used for the cadbury advertisement where everything is made of chocolate... hee... cute~ here are the lyrics...
Wouldn't It Be Nice - Beach Boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good nite my baby
Sleep tite my baby
its such a sweet song~ everytime i hear it, i feel so *melted* and wish we both could spend the rest of our lives together right away. too bad, we are both studying and not financially stable. but somehow, someday... we're gonna make it~
oh yah, bryan asked dear if we were interested to watch soccer match together.... i am! but its at bishan and it's gonna end at 9.30pm. guess i reach home is like 11pm? hmm... sianz. dear say next time, coz its too late for me... aniwae, bryan cancelled last min coz he couldn't make it...
gotta go plaza meet dear liao~
ta-ta...
Friday, April 22, 2005
Thank God It's Friday...
weekend is here, though it doesn't make any difference to me. but at least when its saturday, mummy and jie jie would be at home. the house would be livelier...
can't wait for time to pass. seems so slow....
cooking dinner for dear tonite. i guess its been a long time since he had home cooked food. he's always eating out. so, i'll juz cook and bring over to his house. since i guess he won't be having OT tonite coz its friday. can save money too. still not sure wad i will be cooking. but maybe battered prawns, sambal fish, long beans and home brewed corn soup. its juz wad i eat for dinner. juz that todae is not my maid cook. its me! juz marinated the fish and prawns and my hands smell of garlic. can't seem to wash it off. it stays for days, from my experience. gotta cook early todae coz i have to travel all the way to bukit panjang by bus, then train, then bus again... but then again... at least i have something to do...
tomorrow's jogging date is cancelled. dear have to go BBDC to get his "learning driving licence" or wadsoeva it is called... so i guess i have to go to bukit panjang to mit him again... hee.. but i dun mind...
sianz~ its still such a long way from school reopen..... arrggh.....
ta-ta...
can't wait for time to pass. seems so slow....
cooking dinner for dear tonite. i guess its been a long time since he had home cooked food. he's always eating out. so, i'll juz cook and bring over to his house. since i guess he won't be having OT tonite coz its friday. can save money too. still not sure wad i will be cooking. but maybe battered prawns, sambal fish, long beans and home brewed corn soup. its juz wad i eat for dinner. juz that todae is not my maid cook. its me! juz marinated the fish and prawns and my hands smell of garlic. can't seem to wash it off. it stays for days, from my experience. gotta cook early todae coz i have to travel all the way to bukit panjang by bus, then train, then bus again... but then again... at least i have something to do...
tomorrow's jogging date is cancelled. dear have to go BBDC to get his "learning driving licence" or wadsoeva it is called... so i guess i have to go to bukit panjang to mit him again... hee.. but i dun mind...
sianz~ its still such a long way from school reopen..... arrggh.....
ta-ta...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Lost~
woke up todae.. and immediately, i hated it. time for me to face the world again. this lonely world. everyone seems to be busy with something, except me.
let's see~ liang went back to his little old hometown last nite, jan is busy meeting frens, i dunno wad velly is doing, jiayi is busy with her church's live recording this week, annabelle is going to canada tomorrow, sharon is going to desaru during the weekend, ali is busy partolling the streets, grace is not picking up my calls. dear is having OT again todae~ as usual.... and i guess, the rest of the world juz died.
i did practically nothing todae... read the papers, and its always full of the casino issue... so sick of it~ packed my wardrobe todae, e-mailed dear, occupied myself watching fish leong's music video, then watched TV from 3pm to 6.30pm, played my giant puzzle in between, went to shit~ and basically juz rot~
daddy came home early todae. he went to fetch mummy. ain't it sweet? he does dat everyday. if only my future husband would still love me so much when i'm so old. but i doubt it. aniwae, i'm waiting for my parents to return and have dinner with them. the whole day, the house was so quiet. juz me and my media player... can't wait for everyone to be home...
bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~
ta-ta...
let's see~ liang went back to his little old hometown last nite, jan is busy meeting frens, i dunno wad velly is doing, jiayi is busy with her church's live recording this week, annabelle is going to canada tomorrow, sharon is going to desaru during the weekend, ali is busy partolling the streets, grace is not picking up my calls. dear is having OT again todae~ as usual.... and i guess, the rest of the world juz died.
i did practically nothing todae... read the papers, and its always full of the casino issue... so sick of it~ packed my wardrobe todae, e-mailed dear, occupied myself watching fish leong's music video, then watched TV from 3pm to 6.30pm, played my giant puzzle in between, went to shit~ and basically juz rot~
daddy came home early todae. he went to fetch mummy. ain't it sweet? he does dat everyday. if only my future husband would still love me so much when i'm so old. but i doubt it. aniwae, i'm waiting for my parents to return and have dinner with them. the whole day, the house was so quiet. juz me and my media player... can't wait for everyone to be home...
bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Blue Wednesday...
i wake up every morning.. feeling that there's no goal in my life.... i'm so bored... was supposed to go jogging todae. but i hurt my toe yesterday coz i cut off too much skin, and it started to bleed. its so painful, even without wearing shoes. so i decided to give it a rest...
dunno dear got work OT tonite or not. sianz... always working OT.. i know, sometimes, its not up to u to decide. juz like rite now, i dun haf a say.. if u say OT, then i juz "orh.. ok..." working is always lidat... the boss is always right...
haiz. i'm stuck at home again... i can't stand it man! when does school reopens? oh gosh~ in a month's time....
stuck, bored and lonely...
ta-ta...
dunno dear got work OT tonite or not. sianz... always working OT.. i know, sometimes, its not up to u to decide. juz like rite now, i dun haf a say.. if u say OT, then i juz "orh.. ok..." working is always lidat... the boss is always right...
haiz. i'm stuck at home again... i can't stand it man! when does school reopens? oh gosh~ in a month's time....
stuck, bored and lonely...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Cartel Mania!
was too tired to blog last nite.... met up with belle and shar for dinner at cartel~ it was great! rite gals? hee... we had so much to tok about.... miss those days when we were in the same class.... nevertheless, we never lost touch! some pics to share...
Hungry....
Our *Spider* Drinks
Our Seafood Platter!
*Snorting*
Juz Shar, Jul & Belle
Shar & Jul
Belle is so "OFF"... haaa....
belle drove me home after our dinner.. okay lar.. i muz say her driving wasn't that bad... haahaa.. but shar nearly got killed once! haa.... lucky me....
aniwae, woke up around 10am todae.... then kelly services called me.. offering me a job. i didn't take up the offer in the end. though i dun mind working. but the working hours are odd.. its from 3.15pm to 10.30pm... and its at pickering road. the pay isn't that good either.. its only $6.40. considering i haf to travel and eat dinner outside. i dun earn much in the end. aniwae, dear didn't like the working hours either. told mummy about it.. she went "then don't want lor... so late..." aniwae, i'm happily enjoying my holidays.... went jogging at tampines stadium after i rejected the job offer..... i was happie.. hee... always feel contented after i jog....
wee~ going jogging with dear this saturday.. heehee.. its gonna be so fun!
talked to dear till quite late last nite. haha. we toked about our future... went to HDB webbie to take a look. dear even went to ROM webbie.. haahaa.. aniwae, houses cost a bomb now. and even more in future.... even the down payment is a hefty sum... hmm.. though we are oredi starting to save up now, but its not much... but we're not gonna get married soon. hee... not in the near future... maybe around 5 or 6 years bah? both of us are still gonna further our studies after poly life. so its gonna take some time. when we are both financially stable, earning a good income, and able to provide for our house and our parents. but for now, i'm enjoying the relationship we have now. its gonna be our 5th anniversary this coming november, and i'm glad that we're able to come this far. but the future is a even longer road to walk. and marriage is a big step which needs alot of commitment.. so till then, we'll juz be looking around.. heehee....
my life's been updated...
till then...
ta-ta...
Monday, April 18, 2005
Juz You & Me...
was too tired to blog yesterday... i even went home in a cab.. and fell asleep.... aniwae, i spent the whole day with dear... from morning till night... wee~ haahaa.. i met him near his place for breakfast. then dear went to cut hair.. hee... after that, we went home.. watched desperate housewives vcd.. haahaa.. those silly housewives... we juz slacked the whole day. its one of those days which we really spend quality time with each other... very happy...
dear's dad prepared steamboat for dinner... yummy! heehee... then i stayed till 9pm coz i wanted to watch the stunts on the NKF show... by that time, i was too tired, and sian.. so i took a cab home... *oops* hee...
dear's working todae... dunno got OT or not. i think he'll be quitting in a month or two.. to enjoy himself before his school reopens....
gonna mit belle and sharon for dinner later.... at the airport! wee~~ belle is gonna pick us up.. gosh~ i wonder how are her driving skills. haahaa... aniwae, its been such a long time since we met up.. belle's going to canada on friday if i'm not wrong.... hmm.. so nice~~
if only i could go on a trip with dear *sighz*
ta-ta....
dear's dad prepared steamboat for dinner... yummy! heehee... then i stayed till 9pm coz i wanted to watch the stunts on the NKF show... by that time, i was too tired, and sian.. so i took a cab home... *oops* hee...
dear's working todae... dunno got OT or not. i think he'll be quitting in a month or two.. to enjoy himself before his school reopens....
gonna mit belle and sharon for dinner later.... at the airport! wee~~ belle is gonna pick us up.. gosh~ i wonder how are her driving skills. haahaa... aniwae, its been such a long time since we met up.. belle's going to canada on friday if i'm not wrong.... hmm.. so nice~~
if only i could go on a trip with dear *sighz*
ta-ta....
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Kite Flying...
its saturday... luckily it didn't rain in the east side of singapore... met dear for breakfast in the morning, then we went to catch a movie.. "wet dreams" its a korean movie rated M18 ... its kinda funny.. shows how boys are curious about sex and everything.. the part and parcel of growing up...
after which, we met jf and his allanis at TM. then we went kite flying together at marina south... dear's kite flew so high.. until i can't see it in the end.. it was a beautiful sight... the kite seemed so near the sun... so near to freedom... but yet, its attached to a string... dear was happie.. and i was glad to see him that way... it was the 3rd time i flew a kite in my life... and all these real kite flying experiences are given by dear... my parents didn't bring me kite flying.... i was glad i met him.. coz he made my life so beautiful...
had steamboat for dinner at marina south... the usual stuff.. ate alot of crabs though... and i came back smelling like a walking steamboat...
dear sent me home thereafter...
ta-ta...
after which, we met jf and his allanis at TM. then we went kite flying together at marina south... dear's kite flew so high.. until i can't see it in the end.. it was a beautiful sight... the kite seemed so near the sun... so near to freedom... but yet, its attached to a string... dear was happie.. and i was glad to see him that way... it was the 3rd time i flew a kite in my life... and all these real kite flying experiences are given by dear... my parents didn't bring me kite flying.... i was glad i met him.. coz he made my life so beautiful...
had steamboat for dinner at marina south... the usual stuff.. ate alot of crabs though... and i came back smelling like a walking steamboat...
dear sent me home thereafter...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 15, 2005
New Blogskin...
its the second post of the day.... finally changed my blogskin. its not "wow!" but its simple.. something that i like... still trying to modify some stuff.. but for now.. its gonna be like this... dear said its "cooler" than the previous one though...
dear did not have OT todae. but it didn't make a difference to me coz he went fishing with bryan and ck. i got nothing to do.. so bored.. so i hope that he would come home earlier than i expected...
watched "huo xia qu" juz now... finally its last episode. wanna know the ending only. i dun usually watch this show. coz i feel that its kinda paranoid where everyone is sick and going to die.... then continued watching "liu jing sui yue" on channel u. luo jia liang is so damn handsome...
dear said that he would bring me kite flying tomorrow.... hope it doesn't rain...
feel like talking to dear, dunno wad time he will be back...
ta-ta...
dear did not have OT todae. but it didn't make a difference to me coz he went fishing with bryan and ck. i got nothing to do.. so bored.. so i hope that he would come home earlier than i expected...
watched "huo xia qu" juz now... finally its last episode. wanna know the ending only. i dun usually watch this show. coz i feel that its kinda paranoid where everyone is sick and going to die.... then continued watching "liu jing sui yue" on channel u. luo jia liang is so damn handsome...
dear said that he would bring me kite flying tomorrow.... hope it doesn't rain...
feel like talking to dear, dunno wad time he will be back...
ta-ta...
Bored... Bored... Bored...
did nothing the whole day at home. watched a bit of tv and that's it. can't wait for school to reopen...
dunno if dear got OT todae... oh well~ i'm used to it aniwae... he's been to tired to reply my mails... tomorrow's the weekend.. i hope its gonna be enjoyable. aniwae, dear, congrats on the passing of your advanced theory...
liang's been tagging on my tagboard about velly lately... i wonder wads going on between them *think *think.....
feel like changing my blogskin.. but i'm too lazy. haa...
dun feel like blogging liao..
ta-ta...
dunno if dear got OT todae... oh well~ i'm used to it aniwae... he's been to tired to reply my mails... tomorrow's the weekend.. i hope its gonna be enjoyable. aniwae, dear, congrats on the passing of your advanced theory...
liang's been tagging on my tagboard about velly lately... i wonder wads going on between them *think *think.....
feel like changing my blogskin.. but i'm too lazy. haa...
dun feel like blogging liao..
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Goodbye...
juz received news that my cousin passed away coz of motorbike accident. he died on the spot. life is unpredictable. he was only 21. he was a nice guy.. and was serving his NS with the police. he was waiting to enter SMU. he was toking to my bf way back during chinese new year.... and how he's gone~
i'm upset, and seriously shocked...
words can't describe how i feel.....
i'm upset, and seriously shocked...
words can't describe how i feel.....
Love Is Complicated~
tired~ is the word to describe how i'm feeling now.. went to orchard, then bugis.. with jiayi. walked the whole day. din really eat alot todae. felt fat. really fat... oh gosh... gonna cut down on my diet... hope will be a little thinner by school reopen? haha... wadeva... aniwae, i can't find any nice bags in singapore... so sian~
woke up with a terrible tummy ache todae... and i couldn't shit~ makes me feel so horrid... went to put some ointment before going back to sleep... felt horrid~
dear's having OT again.. i'm used to it oredi. its always the case.. though i know he doesn't want it too.. had a little quarrel last nite and continued this morning. its complicated when it comes to matters of the heart huh? there's no correct or wrong and there's no ten year series to look for model answers... if there seriously was a ten year series on love, i would get it.... haiz... first years of the relationships are always the best~ and i seriously miss those days... if he was still that attentive, i wouldn't be so short tempered... but oh well~ the more i listen to jay chou's - jie kou, the sadder i become... its weird when people never know how to treasure something until they've lost it huh? people always take the things in life for granted. until when they lose it, then they start to regret, and then finally realised how important it was... aiyo wadeva la....
haven't had my dinner. waiting for mummy to come home and then eat with her. i always enjoy having dinner with mummy. coz we can talk about alot of things... and i love chatting with her... no one can ever take the place of mummy...
dun feel like blogging liao...
i'm lost~
ta-ta...
woke up with a terrible tummy ache todae... and i couldn't shit~ makes me feel so horrid... went to put some ointment before going back to sleep... felt horrid~
dear's having OT again.. i'm used to it oredi. its always the case.. though i know he doesn't want it too.. had a little quarrel last nite and continued this morning. its complicated when it comes to matters of the heart huh? there's no correct or wrong and there's no ten year series to look for model answers... if there seriously was a ten year series on love, i would get it.... haiz... first years of the relationships are always the best~ and i seriously miss those days... if he was still that attentive, i wouldn't be so short tempered... but oh well~ the more i listen to jay chou's - jie kou, the sadder i become... its weird when people never know how to treasure something until they've lost it huh? people always take the things in life for granted. until when they lose it, then they start to regret, and then finally realised how important it was... aiyo wadeva la....
haven't had my dinner. waiting for mummy to come home and then eat with her. i always enjoy having dinner with mummy. coz we can talk about alot of things... and i love chatting with her... no one can ever take the place of mummy...
dun feel like blogging liao...
i'm lost~
ta-ta...
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Love Is...
missing dear dear... 8 o'clock liao... i haven't had my dinner, coz mummy juz came home...
juz 2 more hours, then i can tok to dear dear liao. so poor thing, he muz be very tired... siao company, everyday OT... dun u all know that OT in the long run is not good for the company? the company would pay more and the workers will work less in the long run because they are not physically fit to work at their normal rate... stoopid company....
sianz.. did nothing the whole day...
dun feel like blogging liao...
ta-ta...
juz 2 more hours, then i can tok to dear dear liao. so poor thing, he muz be very tired... siao company, everyday OT... dun u all know that OT in the long run is not good for the company? the company would pay more and the workers will work less in the long run because they are not physically fit to work at their normal rate... stoopid company....
sianz.. did nothing the whole day...
dun feel like blogging liao...
ta-ta...
Sunday, April 10, 2005
The Wedding Date... The Pacifier...
heehee.. watched 2 movies in a row this week... watched both movies with dear... we watched the wedding date on saturday and the pacifier on sunday. hehehe...
the wedding date is nice~ at least to me.. hehe.. romantic~ the pacifier was better than i expected. though the story line is quite expected... but there were many funny jokes... both shows are nice on the whole~ glad i didn't waste money.. hehe..
todae didn't do much oso... had breakfast with dear. then went to buy some stuff for mummy... then dear said he felt like watching movie again. haha. that's why we went for pacifier, coz its the only time slot that fits our timing. after the show, dear came over to my house for dinner and we watched tv and slacked... the NKF show was on, but i'm getting kinda sick of all these stuff, coz there's like thousands of charity shows on tv nowadays... watched what women want on channel 5 too.. nice show~ though i watched it before liao. hehehe..
did nothing much.. but glad to be with dear for the whole day.. i wonder wad life would be without dear.. hehe...
thank you dear... love ya...
ta-ta...
the wedding date is nice~ at least to me.. hehe.. romantic~ the pacifier was better than i expected. though the story line is quite expected... but there were many funny jokes... both shows are nice on the whole~ glad i didn't waste money.. hehe..
todae didn't do much oso... had breakfast with dear. then went to buy some stuff for mummy... then dear said he felt like watching movie again. haha. that's why we went for pacifier, coz its the only time slot that fits our timing. after the show, dear came over to my house for dinner and we watched tv and slacked... the NKF show was on, but i'm getting kinda sick of all these stuff, coz there's like thousands of charity shows on tv nowadays... watched what women want on channel 5 too.. nice show~ though i watched it before liao. hehehe..
did nothing much.. but glad to be with dear for the whole day.. i wonder wad life would be without dear.. hehe...
thank you dear... love ya...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 08, 2005
Yay! Woo Hoo! Wee~ Wow!
hahaha... got my exam results.. did better than i expected! wee~ yay! so happie.. and the results are so much better than last semester... whahahaha... i'm so happie. coz its all my hard work... i studied like a mad dog.. every nite until 3am.. and had only 4 to 5 hours of sleep... but its proven that hard work pays off. though i did not do as well as my frens, who scored a number of distinctions, but i know where i stand, and i'm very happie, for myself! hehehe...
mummy was the first person i informed when i got my results.. she was glad for me too... hehehe... mummy's still the best.. coz no matter how busy she is, she would take time to call me and ask me about my results... hehe.. i love mummy!
now that i dun need to take supp paper, izzit time for me to get a job? *sighz....
had a small quarrel with dear last nite. we both had different views and its hard to see one's own mistake... though we are fine now, i hope things would be better the next time.... juz wanna let him know that i'll still be standing by him, coz i know that there's only one man for me. i guess, its always hard to maintain a relationship rite? coz its about 2 people, 2 person's feelings, 2 person's commitment, 2 person's willingness to sacrifice, and 2 person's piorities...
though i'm happy, but i'm so sian, coz the whole day i stayed home and did nothing... watched tv for 2 hours during noon, then came back online again.
wanted to go jogging todae, but the blisters are big.. haha.. i have 3 on my right ankle and 1 on my left toe... its filled with water! wonder wad happened to my good old nike shoes... haiz.... painful... bubbly... and watery... gosh! gotta wear flip flops liao...
mummy's back!
ta-ta...
mummy was the first person i informed when i got my results.. she was glad for me too... hehehe... mummy's still the best.. coz no matter how busy she is, she would take time to call me and ask me about my results... hehe.. i love mummy!
now that i dun need to take supp paper, izzit time for me to get a job? *sighz....
had a small quarrel with dear last nite. we both had different views and its hard to see one's own mistake... though we are fine now, i hope things would be better the next time.... juz wanna let him know that i'll still be standing by him, coz i know that there's only one man for me. i guess, its always hard to maintain a relationship rite? coz its about 2 people, 2 person's feelings, 2 person's commitment, 2 person's willingness to sacrifice, and 2 person's piorities...
though i'm happy, but i'm so sian, coz the whole day i stayed home and did nothing... watched tv for 2 hours during noon, then came back online again.
wanted to go jogging todae, but the blisters are big.. haha.. i have 3 on my right ankle and 1 on my left toe... its filled with water! wonder wad happened to my good old nike shoes... haiz.... painful... bubbly... and watery... gosh! gotta wear flip flops liao...
mummy's back!
ta-ta...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Good Luck Dear...
silly dear dear, yesterday nite then realised that his driving test is todae, not fridae.. then jialat, haven't study finish... so poor thing, last nite OT, then came home so late, then todae got driving test.... he's exhausted... wonder how he's doing.... aniwae, good luck dear... hope u will bring me good news.
tomorrow's my turn to get my results.... haiz... muz wait by the handphone. i hate this feeling man.... so scared~
hmmm... as for todae.... was supposed to go out with jan and velly to queensway... i wanna see bag! but then jan last minute cannot make it. she gotta celebrate her sister's birthday. so we cancelled it in the end... and me and velly are stuck at home... haha...
i woke up at 12noon todae... so nice to sleep in... then woke up, went to the stadium to jog... and my nike shoes, dunno why, suddenly gave me blisters, on my toes and the back of my ankle. its hurting so much. i did not jog much in the end. only 3 rounds of the stadium... damn... i wanted to do 6 rounds.... but my legs are hurting....
haiz.. its 2pm only. dunno how to pass my day. feel like going TM to walk. but no one accompany me....i guess i'll juz stay at home and rot away~
ta-ta...
tomorrow's my turn to get my results.... haiz... muz wait by the handphone. i hate this feeling man.... so scared~
hmmm... as for todae.... was supposed to go out with jan and velly to queensway... i wanna see bag! but then jan last minute cannot make it. she gotta celebrate her sister's birthday. so we cancelled it in the end... and me and velly are stuck at home... haha...
i woke up at 12noon todae... so nice to sleep in... then woke up, went to the stadium to jog... and my nike shoes, dunno why, suddenly gave me blisters, on my toes and the back of my ankle. its hurting so much. i did not jog much in the end. only 3 rounds of the stadium... damn... i wanted to do 6 rounds.... but my legs are hurting....
haiz.. its 2pm only. dunno how to pass my day. feel like going TM to walk. but no one accompany me....i guess i'll juz stay at home and rot away~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Mushroom Pot!
had a day of fun todae! wee~ met up with jan, velly and liang for dinner at mushroom pot... woo~ its been such a long time that the 4 of us went out... and we ate so much! we were so vain, we took like 33 pics.. haha.. below are some pics that we took...
Fooling Around While Waiting for Liang...
Our Sumptous Spread... Ribs on the left, and Monkey Head Mushrooms on the right.
Velly & Me...
JJVL....
nice pics? hehehe.... dear juz got home from work... poor thing... and he still gotta study for his driving test on friday.. haiz.. if only i could help him.... he's so busy with work, he hardly gets any rest.... gosh...
i miss you dear... take good care of yourself...
ta-ta...
Wednesday.....
hmm.. let's see.. wad shall i blog? todae's wednesday liao. 2 more days to the big day... haiz.. scary....
woke up at 9 plus. had a hot bath, coz the weather is so cold~ felt good after that.... then read the morning papers.... remember the chairman of goodwood park hotel who passed away? mr khoo puat teck? he was worth like 4.3 billion when he died? and he was singapore's richest man.. wow~ and now his daughters are charged with a lawsuit. for not declaring the hidden shares that their dad has. coz a company need to have at least 10% of public shares. but he got more than 80% of the shares. or wadsoever. i dunno... complicated leh these rich people.... and they got so much money that the bail was like $20,000? if i did not remember wrongly. if i got $20,000, i would give it to dear, to tide him over, pay for his handphone, broadband and driving lessons. these rich ppl.. haha.... we're all from different worlds.....
dear's working OT again tonite. poor dear. fridae still got driving test.... where got time to study lidat? poor thing.... take care dear....
as for the boring old me.... i ain't working, i ain't studying.. i'm juz rotting away... waiting for friday.... if all is well, then, i shall look for a job... but isn't holiday's meant to be holidays? for us to enjoy, rot, meet up with friends, spend money? oh well~
ta-ta.....
woke up at 9 plus. had a hot bath, coz the weather is so cold~ felt good after that.... then read the morning papers.... remember the chairman of goodwood park hotel who passed away? mr khoo puat teck? he was worth like 4.3 billion when he died? and he was singapore's richest man.. wow~ and now his daughters are charged with a lawsuit. for not declaring the hidden shares that their dad has. coz a company need to have at least 10% of public shares. but he got more than 80% of the shares. or wadsoever. i dunno... complicated leh these rich people.... and they got so much money that the bail was like $20,000? if i did not remember wrongly. if i got $20,000, i would give it to dear, to tide him over, pay for his handphone, broadband and driving lessons. these rich ppl.. haha.... we're all from different worlds.....
dear's working OT again tonite. poor dear. fridae still got driving test.... where got time to study lidat? poor thing.... take care dear....
as for the boring old me.... i ain't working, i ain't studying.. i'm juz rotting away... waiting for friday.... if all is well, then, i shall look for a job... but isn't holiday's meant to be holidays? for us to enjoy, rot, meet up with friends, spend money? oh well~
ta-ta.....
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
New Hair....
woke up early to go the the salon and got my new haircut todae.... i still look the same, juz that my hair's a little shorter though. had a trim only, since i wanted to keep it long... juz to keep the split ends away.
dear juz got home from work. its 9 plus now. so sian. i did nothing to whole day... i miss him though.... glad that the weekend is coming, but dread it too. coz results will be out on friday. and i guess i'll just stay by the phone and wait for the sms results... gosh... this is so scary....
nothing to do now.... the 9pm show like shit. everytime NKF show... so sian...
nothing much to blog.... shall end here...
ta-ta...
dear juz got home from work. its 9 plus now. so sian. i did nothing to whole day... i miss him though.... glad that the weekend is coming, but dread it too. coz results will be out on friday. and i guess i'll just stay by the phone and wait for the sms results... gosh... this is so scary....
nothing to do now.... the 9pm show like shit. everytime NKF show... so sian...
nothing much to blog.... shall end here...
ta-ta...
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Happie 56th Month...
especially for dear....
dear, happie 56th month. time passes so fast. its another month added into our friendship. 56 months are equivalent to 4 years and 8 months... through these 56 months, you were always there for me. being by my side, holding my hand, accompanying me through my life. i'm very glad to have you around in my life. forgive me if i take you for granted at times, and throwing my temper. we were best friends turned lovers. and nothing could be better than having this relationship with you. i've never regretted being with you. and until now, i still feel blissful... thank you for giving me the time of my life and making me feel like a princess. you're more than i can ask for. thanks...
i'm at dear's house now. using his lappy. he's sleeping now.... shhh... dun distrub the poor boy. he had mahjong session last nite and it ended this morning at 8am. he won quite a huge sum. i was surprised... we juz came back from breakfast... and he's sound asleep.. i ate the most extraordinary bowl of prawn noodles juz now. haha. it was something that i've never tasted in my life. i wun say its good. but its "special" coz the sauce is black. it tastes different from the normal dry prawn noodles. dear brought me there... thanks dear. hehe. never tasted such prawn noodles before..
dear, i wonder wad time are you gonna wake up... but i ain't gonna disturb you..... heee.......
gosh, i need to cut my hair. i saw a strand with split ends juz now. so sad... haiz... seriously need to get a cut. feel like changing hairstyles. but i'm scared. later i look ugly. to play safe, juz trim lah... rite? haha....
think i gonna end here......
ta-ta.....
dear, happie 56th month. time passes so fast. its another month added into our friendship. 56 months are equivalent to 4 years and 8 months... through these 56 months, you were always there for me. being by my side, holding my hand, accompanying me through my life. i'm very glad to have you around in my life. forgive me if i take you for granted at times, and throwing my temper. we were best friends turned lovers. and nothing could be better than having this relationship with you. i've never regretted being with you. and until now, i still feel blissful... thank you for giving me the time of my life and making me feel like a princess. you're more than i can ask for. thanks...
i'm at dear's house now. using his lappy. he's sleeping now.... shhh... dun distrub the poor boy. he had mahjong session last nite and it ended this morning at 8am. he won quite a huge sum. i was surprised... we juz came back from breakfast... and he's sound asleep.. i ate the most extraordinary bowl of prawn noodles juz now. haha. it was something that i've never tasted in my life. i wun say its good. but its "special" coz the sauce is black. it tastes different from the normal dry prawn noodles. dear brought me there... thanks dear. hehe. never tasted such prawn noodles before..
dear, i wonder wad time are you gonna wake up... but i ain't gonna disturb you..... heee.......
gosh, i need to cut my hair. i saw a strand with split ends juz now. so sad... haiz... seriously need to get a cut. feel like changing hairstyles. but i'm scared. later i look ugly. to play safe, juz trim lah... rite? haha....
think i gonna end here......
ta-ta.....
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Busy Saturday...
phew. have been a busy saturday todae. woke up at 8am to have breakfast with my parents. then went to the dentist for my regular 6 month check. great! no problems with my teeth! cleaned them and i feel so good after that. thereafter, went to mount vernon cemetary to pray respects to my grandma coz its "qing ming"..... afterwhich, met up with dear at bugis to have lunch with my parents at crystal jade... yummy! had dim sum and many other stuff. eat until now still very full....
went with my elder sis and dear to shop after lunch. jie jie bought me a casio watch.. wee~ so happie. cost about $90plus at the casio outlet at bugis. but we went to the bencoolen opposite bugis OG for a better deal. got it at $55. i was so happie. jie jie so nice.... of course, poor dear was nearly bored to death. haha.. but luckily we had the evening to ourselves coz jie jie went to meet her friend at orchard. went for a light dinner with dear, then headed to my home to watch the miss singapore universe, since there was nothing on tv except that....
dear went off after the show to bryan's place for his overnight mahjong session..... and here i am blogging after he left... gonna mit him tomorrow morning for breakfast.... going to orr orr soon.... abit sian and tired.. can't wait for tomorrow to come.... hehe..
my tee shirt got dear's perfume. juz now sit too close, kena my shirt.. hehe.. so nice. gonna slp wearing it... hee...
ta-ta...
went with my elder sis and dear to shop after lunch. jie jie bought me a casio watch.. wee~ so happie. cost about $90plus at the casio outlet at bugis. but we went to the bencoolen opposite bugis OG for a better deal. got it at $55. i was so happie. jie jie so nice.... of course, poor dear was nearly bored to death. haha.. but luckily we had the evening to ourselves coz jie jie went to meet her friend at orchard. went for a light dinner with dear, then headed to my home to watch the miss singapore universe, since there was nothing on tv except that....
dear went off after the show to bryan's place for his overnight mahjong session..... and here i am blogging after he left... gonna mit him tomorrow morning for breakfast.... going to orr orr soon.... abit sian and tired.. can't wait for tomorrow to come.... hehe..
my tee shirt got dear's perfume. juz now sit too close, kena my shirt.. hehe.. so nice. gonna slp wearing it... hee...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 01, 2005
Contradicting????
received news from dear that his friends asked him out for mahjong on saturday nite... i allowed him to go! and here i am, writing under my hate column that i hate gambling, i hate mahjong~~ blah blah blah~~ love is soooo blind... can make something u hate, make u learn to like it. i mean.. i still dun like mahjong, but for him, i'll make an exception. life is so damn contradicting.... and i have only 2 words to describe it... oh well~~~
its friday! but so sian. i got nothing to do.. at all! and tv shows are like shit... except that tonite got austin powers on channel 5 at 7.30pm. but besides that, how am i going to pass my time? everyday is lappy and me... me and lappy....
haiz... dunno wad to blog liao. coz there's practically nothing happening in my life....
ta-ta....
its friday! but so sian. i got nothing to do.. at all! and tv shows are like shit... except that tonite got austin powers on channel 5 at 7.30pm. but besides that, how am i going to pass my time? everyday is lappy and me... me and lappy....
haiz... dunno wad to blog liao. coz there's practically nothing happening in my life....
ta-ta....
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