spent my day with dear.... from morning till night... dear came over to oversee renovations at my house since i had to study and daddy and mummy had to work... he slpt on my bed thereafter.... hehe.. poor thing... came over so early... guess he muz be tired...
after i came home from school, we had lunch at my place. then headed down to NUH to visit dear's grandma... poor thing... she's so old... and yet have to stay in the hospital for so long... i'd still hope that she'd recover quickly...
had dinner with dear thereafter... hmm... juz feel blissful... though its not entirely the 2 of us alone... but its time well spent.... its oredi been 4 years and 10 months since we known each other and i'm really glad we are still going on... though we got into many quarrels... but i know deep down, he's the man i wanna spend my life with... though we might not know wad would happen in the future... but i'm enjoying having him as part of my life now....
juz finished my managerial accounting tutorial... gonna do my HRD project tomorrow after i come home....
lastly, happie 58th month dear... thank you for everything... and most of all thank you for appearing in my life...
ta-ta...
Friday, June 03, 2005
Thursday, June 02, 2005
New Specs!
decided to change my text colour to add some colour to my blog... since the background is black.. it think it would look good.. hehe...
dear came to meet me todae... went to make my new specs... nothing funky anymore.. no more red specs.... juz pure sophiscated frameless specs... dear said it looked better than my current one. haha.. he's been hating my red specs since day one... but i think its cool... how many ppl dare to wear red specs? except for a few in school, many choose to remain the norm... but its kinda costly... costs $327 to make my specs.. coz of the titanium frame... which lasts longer.. and the better lens which i chose... haiz.. luckily i got $100 voucher.. so i only need to pay $227.. but its still costly! haiz... lucky mummy sponsoring.. if not i'd rather not change my specs.. but my degree went up... sianz... got short sighted somemore.. hehe.. getting from bad to worst.. dear said coz i always stare at the comp for too long.. hehe.. but how can i live without my lappy???
aniwae, will be getting my specs next friday.... wee~ can't wait man! haha..
dear came over to my house for dinner... we watched tv together... felt good.. never felt so good before...
dear's coming over tomorrow coz daddy asked him to... the contractor is coming to do some fixing of the tiles... and he will be here by 10am?? coz daddy wants to change his toilet door to sliding ones... since i haf school, my maid is gon gon one... and no one's home, so daddy asked if dear was free... poor dear... tomorrow muz stay at my place without me! haha... and i will only be back by 3 plus...
felt bad after the call from dear... his grandma is changing hospital tomorrow and his auntie called him to ask him to help look after her kids so that she can attend to his grandma.. but he told her that he need to help my dad... gosh.. i feel terrible.. his grandma is of course more important.. but dear told me that his auntie said that her kids would be able to cope on their own... haiz... i feel bad.... i hope dear's grandma will get well soon... think its only right to visit her during the weekends....
meanwhile, school's tough... jul's struggling... but surviving... still got 2 tutorials and HR development research and peer notes to finish up before i spend the weekend with dear... gonna do tomorrow... since its friday and i dun haf to slp early...
oh ya.. congrats to liang and jan, who got to be on the Director's Hounours List again! for the second time! wee~~
dear came to meet me todae... went to make my new specs... nothing funky anymore.. no more red specs.... juz pure sophiscated frameless specs... dear said it looked better than my current one. haha.. he's been hating my red specs since day one... but i think its cool... how many ppl dare to wear red specs? except for a few in school, many choose to remain the norm... but its kinda costly... costs $327 to make my specs.. coz of the titanium frame... which lasts longer.. and the better lens which i chose... haiz.. luckily i got $100 voucher.. so i only need to pay $227.. but its still costly! haiz... lucky mummy sponsoring.. if not i'd rather not change my specs.. but my degree went up... sianz... got short sighted somemore.. hehe.. getting from bad to worst.. dear said coz i always stare at the comp for too long.. hehe.. but how can i live without my lappy???
aniwae, will be getting my specs next friday.... wee~ can't wait man! haha..
dear came over to my house for dinner... we watched tv together... felt good.. never felt so good before...
dear's coming over tomorrow coz daddy asked him to... the contractor is coming to do some fixing of the tiles... and he will be here by 10am?? coz daddy wants to change his toilet door to sliding ones... since i haf school, my maid is gon gon one... and no one's home, so daddy asked if dear was free... poor dear... tomorrow muz stay at my place without me! haha... and i will only be back by 3 plus...
felt bad after the call from dear... his grandma is changing hospital tomorrow and his auntie called him to ask him to help look after her kids so that she can attend to his grandma.. but he told her that he need to help my dad... gosh.. i feel terrible.. his grandma is of course more important.. but dear told me that his auntie said that her kids would be able to cope on their own... haiz... i feel bad.... i hope dear's grandma will get well soon... think its only right to visit her during the weekends....
meanwhile, school's tough... jul's struggling... but surviving... still got 2 tutorials and HR development research and peer notes to finish up before i spend the weekend with dear... gonna do tomorrow... since its friday and i dun haf to slp early...
oh ya.. congrats to liang and jan, who got to be on the Director's Hounours List again! for the second time! wee~~
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Love...
"The things that people in love do to each other, they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."
- From the movie, Indecent Proposal
- From the movie, Indecent Proposal
Mid Week Crisis...
haven't been blogging for a long time.. been busy with school and tutorials... and have been quarrelling with dear again... all becoz of good old mahjong... eek! still dun like it till now... i hate it! hate it! hate it! its so damn spoiling everything we haf.... oh well, wadeva.... things do happen for a reason huh? now, i guess i juz haf to live with it...
dear is at the hospital now.. he went to see his grandma... and i juz got home from school... if only he went earlier, then we can chat now... but he was tired after driving lesson, so he went home to sleep... bad timing i thot.. but nvm... dear so poor thing... aniwae, my life hasn't been going smoothly.. except for school! hehe.. i love school.. i dunno why... maybe its the only time where i get occupied and dun think about any other things.... event management's project is so damn tough... got loads of research to do... so is HR development...
gotta go do tutorials....
ta-ta..
dear is at the hospital now.. he went to see his grandma... and i juz got home from school... if only he went earlier, then we can chat now... but he was tired after driving lesson, so he went home to sleep... bad timing i thot.. but nvm... dear so poor thing... aniwae, my life hasn't been going smoothly.. except for school! hehe.. i love school.. i dunno why... maybe its the only time where i get occupied and dun think about any other things.... event management's project is so damn tough... got loads of research to do... so is HR development...
gotta go do tutorials....
ta-ta..
Monday, May 30, 2005
Fading Love...
we belong to 2 different worlds,
2 different characters,
2 different views,
2 different personalities,
2 different backgrounds...
however,
we met by fate,
thus, we cherished each other even more...
we enjoyed each other's company,
we loved each other...
i am grateful for the things you taught me,
the experiences you gave me...
fishing,
kite flying,
and so much more...
unfortunately, we are like 2 straight lines,
our thinking never meets...
but haf anyone told you?
straight lines do cut across each other...
ta-ta...
2 different characters,
2 different views,
2 different personalities,
2 different backgrounds...
however,
we met by fate,
thus, we cherished each other even more...
we enjoyed each other's company,
we loved each other...
i am grateful for the things you taught me,
the experiences you gave me...
fishing,
kite flying,
and so much more...
unfortunately, we are like 2 straight lines,
our thinking never meets...
but haf anyone told you?
straight lines do cut across each other...
ta-ta...
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Get Well Soon...
spent the whole day at NUH todae... accompanied dear to visit his grandma... reached around 1pm.... waited the whole day for her operation to end... started at 3pm, and finally at 8pm, she came around... reached home at around 9.40pm.. aniwae, glad that she is fine.. but still need time to recuperate.. that is basically how my saturday is spent...
nothing else happened.... juz that dear was so sweet to draw me a rose... A4 size.. and it had my name! when he gave it to me, i melted.... awww... thanks dear... nothing beats having a surprise like that....
love ya...
ta-ta...
nothing else happened.... juz that dear was so sweet to draw me a rose... A4 size.. and it had my name! when he gave it to me, i melted.... awww... thanks dear... nothing beats having a surprise like that....
love ya...
ta-ta...
Friday, May 27, 2005
TGIF...
haven't been updating my posts... been busy for the past few days... yesterday had no lecture.. so i intended to gif dear a surprise... i went to buy 2 lovable goldfishes.. and other equipment... and then i left it outside his house.... with a note.. and when i left, i scared other ppl will steal the fishes.. so called dear to go to his doorstep for his surprise... and coincidentally, my hp had no more batt.. so we din tok.. i was waiting for the bus to go home when i saw dear running towards me.. oh gosh! there goes my surprise... heee... and thereafter, dear told me that his grandma was in hospital after a fall... so i accompanied him to NUH to see his grandma.. we had dinner together, and i came home myself since dear was tired after watching the soccer match the nite before... wad a long journey! from buona vista to bedok.... slept all the way in the train...
todae was business day.... did alot of workouts and line dancing with the year 2's.. on the whole i enjoyed myself... but projects are on the way.. got my HR PBL todae... gotta start researching... and finding facts....
tonite gotta do tutorial... and gotta start working on my project....
lastly, i hate people talking behind my back...
ta-ta...
todae was business day.... did alot of workouts and line dancing with the year 2's.. on the whole i enjoyed myself... but projects are on the way.. got my HR PBL todae... gotta start researching... and finding facts....
tonite gotta do tutorial... and gotta start working on my project....
lastly, i hate people talking behind my back...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Headache...
having headache again... ate 6 panadols oredi since last nite.... and i'm still suffering... wonder wad's wrong... i can't stand it.... maybe i have a tumor? haa... oh well... even if i did, i wouldn't be scared...
having managerial accounting lecture at 2pm later.. i'm scared.... dun really like accounting... though i managed to pass accounting during my year 1 and my business finance in year 2... i juz hate number subjects... i prefer problem based learning... hee... in other words, i like tourism and HR more... heehee... after lecture got dance for business day after that... dunno wad time end school todae...
will blog when i get home....
ta-ta...
having managerial accounting lecture at 2pm later.. i'm scared.... dun really like accounting... though i managed to pass accounting during my year 1 and my business finance in year 2... i juz hate number subjects... i prefer problem based learning... hee... in other words, i like tourism and HR more... heehee... after lecture got dance for business day after that... dunno wad time end school todae...
will blog when i get home....
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Day 1 At School...
back to school todae... and i love it.... somehow got details of my project for event management.... think gotta spend alot of time figuring out wad to plan this project.. seems kinda hard... but the challenge is there... no presentations for event management... which i dun think its good, coz we got no chance to get marks from our presentation.. which means we muz work harder for the paper... looking forward to the many days ahead at school...
saw many new faces... the whole business canteen was filled with year 1's... wonder where the year 3's are... hee...
not much happened todae... i juz finished my event management tutorial... tutorial 1 is always kinda lame.... having a splitting headache... dunno why keep on having headaches... maybe i'm having a tumor... but then again... who cares?
as for dear, our relationship has taken a plunge... but we are still holding on... we'll work things out i suppose... i juz hope that he's happy, that's all i ask for...
right now, there's nothing more important than school.... relationship wise... i'll juz let nature take its own course.... like wad they always say, love cannot be forced... we'll juz see......
headache is killing jul jul.... anyone wanna sponsor panadols? tag me....
ta-ta...
saw many new faces... the whole business canteen was filled with year 1's... wonder where the year 3's are... hee...
not much happened todae... i juz finished my event management tutorial... tutorial 1 is always kinda lame.... having a splitting headache... dunno why keep on having headaches... maybe i'm having a tumor... but then again... who cares?
as for dear, our relationship has taken a plunge... but we are still holding on... we'll work things out i suppose... i juz hope that he's happy, that's all i ask for...
right now, there's nothing more important than school.... relationship wise... i'll juz let nature take its own course.... like wad they always say, love cannot be forced... we'll juz see......
headache is killing jul jul.... anyone wanna sponsor panadols? tag me....
ta-ta...
Monday, May 23, 2005
School Starts Tomorrow...
can't wait to go to school tomorrow and resume my status as a poly student.... sian with life at home...
guess dear is still sleeping bah? its oredi 1.47pm... he's not online, so i guess he's sleeping.. wonder why he's so tired lately.. aniwae, he'll be on his own... i'm going back to school... time apart is good for a relationship too... hope it does us good...
there's someone i'm particularly pissed with.. haven't start school oredi giving me problems.... damn... if i really am going to work with you this sem, you better watch out... making my blood boil liao.... you kan cheong spider, ms perfectionist (dun you know nothing is perfect in this world?), dominant fellow, autocratic rule doesn't work in this democracy world... don't you know that? incorrigible people will be condemned... and people have a right to express wad they feel... so dun push us too far, or you'll get nothing but a hell out from us! get it?
darn!
ta-ta....
guess dear is still sleeping bah? its oredi 1.47pm... he's not online, so i guess he's sleeping.. wonder why he's so tired lately.. aniwae, he'll be on his own... i'm going back to school... time apart is good for a relationship too... hope it does us good...
there's someone i'm particularly pissed with.. haven't start school oredi giving me problems.... damn... if i really am going to work with you this sem, you better watch out... making my blood boil liao.... you kan cheong spider, ms perfectionist (dun you know nothing is perfect in this world?), dominant fellow, autocratic rule doesn't work in this democracy world... don't you know that? incorrigible people will be condemned... and people have a right to express wad they feel... so dun push us too far, or you'll get nothing but a hell out from us! get it?
darn!
ta-ta....
Friday, May 20, 2005
Renovations...
having renovations at my house.. bad timing.. school going to reopen soon... i wanna pack everything back to my wardrobe by the time school reopens... erm... hopefully....
had drillings and dust all over my house... and my house is in a mess.. like refugee camp? haha... aniwae, they did quite alot todae... my wardrobe is more or less fixed.. except that they haven't placed the sliding doors.... nice~ nice~ i love my room even more now.. and even made a cupboard specially for my bags.... hee.. but now i really wonder if its enuff for my collection.. *oops* hee... i really pack and pack during the holidays to make it a cosy room.. had my notice board fixed, packed my stuff, threw away alot of rubbish and sold alot of stuff at cash converters... for money! heehee...
my parents, dear and i cleaned up the house when the contractors left... so dusty.. aniwae, thanks dear, for coming down to help.. sorry i had to trouble you... haiz.. another round of cleaning tomorrow...
have to visit the temple on sunday... its vesak day... but i think i'll be tired from all the renovations and packing... lucky still got holiday on monday... but i will still go to the temple... to pray for the new semester, my studies, for my parents, for dear, his health, his studies and hope he is always happie, and oso for everyone... i'm gonna be vegetarian on that day, like wad i do every year.... hmmm...
oh yah, watched the last episode of square pegs.. whoa lau.. wad a stoopid ending... sian man! waste my time catching the show...
hmm.. dear not back yet...
ta-ta...
had drillings and dust all over my house... and my house is in a mess.. like refugee camp? haha... aniwae, they did quite alot todae... my wardrobe is more or less fixed.. except that they haven't placed the sliding doors.... nice~ nice~ i love my room even more now.. and even made a cupboard specially for my bags.... hee.. but now i really wonder if its enuff for my collection.. *oops* hee... i really pack and pack during the holidays to make it a cosy room.. had my notice board fixed, packed my stuff, threw away alot of rubbish and sold alot of stuff at cash converters... for money! heehee...
my parents, dear and i cleaned up the house when the contractors left... so dusty.. aniwae, thanks dear, for coming down to help.. sorry i had to trouble you... haiz.. another round of cleaning tomorrow...
have to visit the temple on sunday... its vesak day... but i think i'll be tired from all the renovations and packing... lucky still got holiday on monday... but i will still go to the temple... to pray for the new semester, my studies, for my parents, for dear, his health, his studies and hope he is always happie, and oso for everyone... i'm gonna be vegetarian on that day, like wad i do every year.... hmmm...
oh yah, watched the last episode of square pegs.. whoa lau.. wad a stoopid ending... sian man! waste my time catching the show...
hmm.. dear not back yet...
ta-ta...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Wide Awake...
can't get to sleep last nite... dunno why... keep thinking about our past... and wondered why things turn out this way.... oh well... when i finally fell asleep, this morning, around 6 plus, some irritating person called.. and guess wad? its wrong number... i can't sleep after that...
its only 8.30am now.. i woke up at 8.15am.. there was no one at home... made coffee and read the papers.... and then got nothing much to do. maybe later pack abit of stuff.. can't wait for the renovations to start tomorrow... my house is in a mess.... but right now, i love my room, coz i pack until so nice... i'm kinda proud... haha.. except when jie jie comes home and makes a mess of it... that's the cons of sharing a room with your sibling... though i would love to have my own room, i guess i wouldn't wanna sleep alone.... its good to have jie jie around... hee... (^_^) and i'm sad we can't go new york together!! damn attachment... jie, we should have juz went to new york this holidays.... too bad... haiz.... aniwae, i placed a nice jar of colourful m&m's to cheer me up whenever i'm stressed or upset... coz i have a craving for chocolates.... but i hate it when my sisters steal my m&m's to eat for their own pleasure... hurts me so much... coz i'm kinda broke and m&m's are not cheap ok? at the rate they are eating... i have to replenish stock every week! anyway, thumbs up for the new star wars m&m's.... its dark chocolate! and the colours are so gothic.... dark chocolate is always the best! but all flavours of m&m's are nice... crispy, peanut, almond, peanut butter, plain, white chocolate, dark chocolate... hmm.. so nice....
i guess dear's sleeping bah? as usual.. aniwae, its only 8.40am... who would be awake rite? hope his eyes are alright liao... dear got driving later... be careful...
gonna get my new wardrobe tmr! can't wait! wee~
5 more days to school reopen.. heehee... counting down... yay! can't wait to start the new semester.... can't wait to get busy.... heehee.. later gonna get timetable liao.. hahaha... hmm.. wonder who is my careperson.... 1st week got APEL class liao... and then those silly tutors would make us play icebreaker again... haha.. even when we are so old liao, then will never stop playing icebreaker games.... but aniwae, there's only 2 classes for the HRM and tourism combination... of course we oredi know each other liao... haha... but the happiest thing is, mrs valerie tong is teaching me again! wee~~ but i'm gonna miss velly...
haven't brought my dearest lappy to challenger to load my free chinese star program... haiyo.... *lazy me*....
gonna mit up with my ite frens later! intending to go coffee club for coffee and chat.... but then i wonder if jolynn is sian... oredi working at coffee bean everyday... and then go coffee club??!?! hahahaha.... hmm.. see lar.. actually i like the red sofas there at citylink.. they seem so cosy... i can sit there the whole day... hee...
oh ya, gonna put the lyrics of my video here... enjoy~
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendored thing,
Can't deny the joy it brings,
A dozen roses,
Diamond rings,
Dreams for sale and fairy tales...
It'll make you hear a symphony,
And you just want the world to see,
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Now I was once a fool, it's true,
I played the game by all the rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue,
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too...
I swore I'd never love again,
I swore my heart would never mend,
Said love wasn't worth the pain,
But then I hear it call my name...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride...
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Every time I turn around,
I think I've got it all figured out,
My heart keeps calling,
And I keep on falling,
Over and over again...
This sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain,
It seems no matter what I do,
It tears my heart in two...
The trouble with love,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It's in your heart,
It's in your soul,
Doesn't care how fast you fall,
You won't get no control,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all,
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie...
kinda wad i'm feeling now too... hmm but aniwae, wadeva... love is complicated... dun wish to tok about it... gonna end here...
ta-ta...
its only 8.30am now.. i woke up at 8.15am.. there was no one at home... made coffee and read the papers.... and then got nothing much to do. maybe later pack abit of stuff.. can't wait for the renovations to start tomorrow... my house is in a mess.... but right now, i love my room, coz i pack until so nice... i'm kinda proud... haha.. except when jie jie comes home and makes a mess of it... that's the cons of sharing a room with your sibling... though i would love to have my own room, i guess i wouldn't wanna sleep alone.... its good to have jie jie around... hee... (^_^) and i'm sad we can't go new york together!! damn attachment... jie, we should have juz went to new york this holidays.... too bad... haiz.... aniwae, i placed a nice jar of colourful m&m's to cheer me up whenever i'm stressed or upset... coz i have a craving for chocolates.... but i hate it when my sisters steal my m&m's to eat for their own pleasure... hurts me so much... coz i'm kinda broke and m&m's are not cheap ok? at the rate they are eating... i have to replenish stock every week! anyway, thumbs up for the new star wars m&m's.... its dark chocolate! and the colours are so gothic.... dark chocolate is always the best! but all flavours of m&m's are nice... crispy, peanut, almond, peanut butter, plain, white chocolate, dark chocolate... hmm.. so nice....
i guess dear's sleeping bah? as usual.. aniwae, its only 8.40am... who would be awake rite? hope his eyes are alright liao... dear got driving later... be careful...
gonna get my new wardrobe tmr! can't wait! wee~
5 more days to school reopen.. heehee... counting down... yay! can't wait to start the new semester.... can't wait to get busy.... heehee.. later gonna get timetable liao.. hahaha... hmm.. wonder who is my careperson.... 1st week got APEL class liao... and then those silly tutors would make us play icebreaker again... haha.. even when we are so old liao, then will never stop playing icebreaker games.... but aniwae, there's only 2 classes for the HRM and tourism combination... of course we oredi know each other liao... haha... but the happiest thing is, mrs valerie tong is teaching me again! wee~~ but i'm gonna miss velly...
haven't brought my dearest lappy to challenger to load my free chinese star program... haiyo.... *lazy me*....
gonna mit up with my ite frens later! intending to go coffee club for coffee and chat.... but then i wonder if jolynn is sian... oredi working at coffee bean everyday... and then go coffee club??!?! hahahaha.... hmm.. see lar.. actually i like the red sofas there at citylink.. they seem so cosy... i can sit there the whole day... hee...
oh ya, gonna put the lyrics of my video here... enjoy~
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendored thing,
Can't deny the joy it brings,
A dozen roses,
Diamond rings,
Dreams for sale and fairy tales...
It'll make you hear a symphony,
And you just want the world to see,
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Now I was once a fool, it's true,
I played the game by all the rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue,
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too...
I swore I'd never love again,
I swore my heart would never mend,
Said love wasn't worth the pain,
But then I hear it call my name...
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride...
The trouble with love is,
It doesn't care how fast you fall,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all...
Every time I turn around,
I think I've got it all figured out,
My heart keeps calling,
And I keep on falling,
Over and over again...
This sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain,
It seems no matter what I do,
It tears my heart in two...
The trouble with love,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than your pride,
The trouble with love is,
It's in your heart,
It's in your soul,
Doesn't care how fast you fall,
You won't get no control,
And you can't refuse the call,
See, you got no say at all,
The trouble with love is,
It can tear you up inside,
Make your heart believe a lie...
kinda wad i'm feeling now too... hmm but aniwae, wadeva... love is complicated... dun wish to tok about it... gonna end here...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Home Alone...
thot of going to the mall for a walk todae. but ended up staying at home... hate being alone.... wanted to watch madagascar but haven't open yet. haiz... dear went fishing with bryan, and then after that they went for soccer match. he's not home yet.... hmmm.... that's why i got no programs for the day.... didn't do much todae.. juz watched tv and help my little sis with her projects...
6 more days to sch reopen... can't wait... gonna get my timetable tmr, wonder how its like.... aniwae, got my class liao. i'm in 3B03.... same as liang and jan.. hehe... velly and jiayi is in the other class.. gonna miss them...
watched square pegs... the 7pm show on channel 8... so poor thing... loving someone is so difficult... and so painful...
oh ya, like the 9pm show on channel 8 too... zero to hero.. if i'm not wrong... shows life after death.. but izzit true? its so high tech in the other world?? haha.. hmm.. aniwae, watched the show and really make me see how gambling can do you in.. even a person's death cannot stop a gambler from gambling... no matter wad it is, 4D, mahjong.... especially when he says he would quit.. it would never be true... a gambler will never stop gambling....
channel u's show at 10pm... golden faith is oso nice... but then, got such a nice guy, with a nice heart, rich and handsome? really got such ppl exist meh?? and he loves like nobody's business... sabrina, then tianlan... can say love means love one meh? even if its not someone u love? they always make it so easy in shows.... oh well....
oh ya, changed my video to the old one.. kelly clarkson's - the trouble with love is... suddenly feel like listening.... hehe.... i like the music video, coz it has the love acutally clips.... miss that show... awww... its still my favourite.... hehe...
wanna watch desperate housewives vcd later...
ta-ta....
6 more days to sch reopen... can't wait... gonna get my timetable tmr, wonder how its like.... aniwae, got my class liao. i'm in 3B03.... same as liang and jan.. hehe... velly and jiayi is in the other class.. gonna miss them...
watched square pegs... the 7pm show on channel 8... so poor thing... loving someone is so difficult... and so painful...
oh ya, like the 9pm show on channel 8 too... zero to hero.. if i'm not wrong... shows life after death.. but izzit true? its so high tech in the other world?? haha.. hmm.. aniwae, watched the show and really make me see how gambling can do you in.. even a person's death cannot stop a gambler from gambling... no matter wad it is, 4D, mahjong.... especially when he says he would quit.. it would never be true... a gambler will never stop gambling....
channel u's show at 10pm... golden faith is oso nice... but then, got such a nice guy, with a nice heart, rich and handsome? really got such ppl exist meh?? and he loves like nobody's business... sabrina, then tianlan... can say love means love one meh? even if its not someone u love? they always make it so easy in shows.... oh well....
oh ya, changed my video to the old one.. kelly clarkson's - the trouble with love is... suddenly feel like listening.... hehe.... i like the music video, coz it has the love acutally clips.... miss that show... awww... its still my favourite.... hehe...
wanna watch desperate housewives vcd later...
ta-ta....
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Bored...
not meeting the rest tomorrow coz our dance steps are almost there... so we dun need so much practice... feel down coz of some little things that happened. occupied myself by packing my room... its spick and span now... quite happie with it, but still dun feel as good...
hmm.... feel like going to the dog farm. but i'm not sure if they accept visitors or wadsoeva... read sharon's blog... said she went sentosa with her bf... *so envious* and i read that they caught sea horses?!?! haha...
i'm not in the mood to blog...
will stop here...
ta-ta...
hmm.... feel like going to the dog farm. but i'm not sure if they accept visitors or wadsoeva... read sharon's blog... said she went sentosa with her bf... *so envious* and i read that they caught sea horses?!?! haha...
i'm not in the mood to blog...
will stop here...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 16, 2005
Wee~
gonna mit up with all my friends tomorrow... and we are gonna do the line dance again! haha... going to velly's house to practice our line dance... mrs tong requested us to do the dance again for business day on the 27th of may. muz teach the year 2's the steps... and oso the business interest group organizing committee.... haha.. guess it muz have left a deep impression on her. we did enjoy ourselves during the last sem when we were presenting it for our human resource project... hehe... and we got good grades! can't wait to get busy with school again... then at least dear and i wun get chances to argue so much too....
aniwae, i met dear todae... went to cash converters to sell my samsung laser printer and other stuff.. earned quite a pile. haha... i never knew there was so much "fortune" in my house.. haha... now that we are gonna renovate part of the house, then i realised that i kept so much rubbish, for the longest time...
spent the whole day with dear... so happie... we were so tired when we came back from cash converters... we slept like piggies.. hehe....
oh yah, dear, thanks for fixing up the notice board in my room for me.... it was real sweet... and i'm so happie that i finally got it done... hee... and lastly, thanks for spending the day with me....
ta-ta...
aniwae, i met dear todae... went to cash converters to sell my samsung laser printer and other stuff.. earned quite a pile. haha... i never knew there was so much "fortune" in my house.. haha... now that we are gonna renovate part of the house, then i realised that i kept so much rubbish, for the longest time...
spent the whole day with dear... so happie... we were so tired when we came back from cash converters... we slept like piggies.. hehe....
oh yah, dear, thanks for fixing up the notice board in my room for me.... it was real sweet... and i'm so happie that i finally got it done... hee... and lastly, thanks for spending the day with me....
ta-ta...
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Slow....
darn! when is tp gonna give us our timetable? gonna open school liao. and we dun even know our class? and subjects? and timetable? aiyo.. wad is this fast system man? its not fast at all...
ta-ta...
ta-ta...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Chou Chou & Brownie...
at dear's house now.. he's sleeping soundly....
todae is our 4 and 1/2 years of our relationship... been thru many rough patches lately. and i dunno wad made us hang on... maybe its the love. but i wonder why fate brought us together since we are so different, be it personality or character, dear and me are poles apart.. nevertheless, i never regretted meeting him, though we have our different views and thinking but he was the one that made me life beautiful. we're still working things out. and i hope things would turn out well....
aniwae, took some pics of my favourite teddy bear, chou chou... went to ikea with dear todae, and he bought me another teddy bear. its the same as chou chou, but he's in a darker brown colour. thanks dear... now i got 2 favourite teddy bears... aniwae, decided to name my new teddy, brownie...
chou chou watching tv with dear and me...
brownie & chou chou
brownie & chou chou take two
*twins*
boo!
happie 54th month dear...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Jul Jul Is S.i.c.k
the flu didn't go away yesterday. it came back last nite. and i couldn't sleep.
1.30am:
feeling down... was lying on my bed, getting ready to tuck in bed sleep. couldn't sleep... been thinking about our past... the happy times... starting to sneeze...
2.30am:
been sneezing for over an hour, and it is getting worst. felt unhappy. woke up and grabbed my container of m&m's dark chocolate and ate. hoping it would make me a little happier. ate a few of them... but my flu didn't go away.
(i must have been crazy rite? eating chocolates on my bed in the wee hours of the morning?!?!)
3.00am:
still awake and sneezing... trying to sleep... but nose is blocked... throat is painful and sore... felt horrible...
8.30am:
woke up suddenly, saw it was still early, went back to sleep... flu subsided but still didn't go away...
11.56am:
woke up... lay in bed... thinking of wad happened last nite... felt sore... maybe becoz of flu... ears are blocked...
been dying to blog... dunno why... maybe its the only thing i can depend on to talk to... or maybe i juz needed time alone... gonna stay home todae...
came online... shar asked me for the second time for dinner tomorrow... fizil would be joining us too and i think i haven't tok to him for ages... haa... and annabelle is back from canada oredi... shar told me she cut her hair short... wonder how she looks like. velly asked me if i was free anyday from friday to sunday... wanna ask me go city harvest... tracy msn me to tell me that jolynn is free next week, so we'd probably meet up with her and keh sheng next week... grace and ali is still planning for a time to meet... i didn't accept any of the invitations... i dunno why... maybe coz i juz wanted to be alone for the time being...
feel sick... juz now my ears went blocked... eeks... i can't hear... haa... felt like snuggling up in your arms and sleep... but then again.. i didn't feel like it... i needed some time to be alone...
thot wanted to go jogging todae. but i am sick. didn't think it was a good idea... wanted to go to the mall to walk alone... and felt like going to the library to read... even thot of going to the beach to sit by the waves... ended up staying at home...
haf to pack the cupboard so that the contractor can tear them out and place the new ones... but i'm scared to open the drawer coz there are so many memories in my drawer... your letters, your gifts...
13 more days to school reopen... i'm glad... can't wait... i dowan to stay home anymore...
ta-ta...
1.30am:
feeling down... was lying on my bed, getting ready to tuck in bed sleep. couldn't sleep... been thinking about our past... the happy times... starting to sneeze...
2.30am:
been sneezing for over an hour, and it is getting worst. felt unhappy. woke up and grabbed my container of m&m's dark chocolate and ate. hoping it would make me a little happier. ate a few of them... but my flu didn't go away.
(i must have been crazy rite? eating chocolates on my bed in the wee hours of the morning?!?!)
3.00am:
still awake and sneezing... trying to sleep... but nose is blocked... throat is painful and sore... felt horrible...
8.30am:
woke up suddenly, saw it was still early, went back to sleep... flu subsided but still didn't go away...
11.56am:
woke up... lay in bed... thinking of wad happened last nite... felt sore... maybe becoz of flu... ears are blocked...
been dying to blog... dunno why... maybe its the only thing i can depend on to talk to... or maybe i juz needed time alone... gonna stay home todae...
came online... shar asked me for the second time for dinner tomorrow... fizil would be joining us too and i think i haven't tok to him for ages... haa... and annabelle is back from canada oredi... shar told me she cut her hair short... wonder how she looks like. velly asked me if i was free anyday from friday to sunday... wanna ask me go city harvest... tracy msn me to tell me that jolynn is free next week, so we'd probably meet up with her and keh sheng next week... grace and ali is still planning for a time to meet... i didn't accept any of the invitations... i dunno why... maybe coz i juz wanted to be alone for the time being...
feel sick... juz now my ears went blocked... eeks... i can't hear... haa... felt like snuggling up in your arms and sleep... but then again.. i didn't feel like it... i needed some time to be alone...
thot wanted to go jogging todae. but i am sick. didn't think it was a good idea... wanted to go to the mall to walk alone... and felt like going to the library to read... even thot of going to the beach to sit by the waves... ended up staying at home...
haf to pack the cupboard so that the contractor can tear them out and place the new ones... but i'm scared to open the drawer coz there are so many memories in my drawer... your letters, your gifts...
13 more days to school reopen... i'm glad... can't wait... i dowan to stay home anymore...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Out Of This Place?
had horrible flu this morning. it muz have been the weather. it was raining cats and dogs, and i still went to bathe. siao rite? think i caught a flu... gosh! and while i was brushing my teeth, the toothbrush knocked my ulcer in my gum! and it bled! u can imagine the pain! sway day lar... was hating myself for hurting myself.
been going through a tough period lately... and my sis asked me if i wanted to join her on a holiday... yeah, indeed i feel like.. juz wanna get out of this place... maybe distance will do us good? wanted to quickly get out of this place. i immediately said "ok! when?" but jie jie got work commitments and she can only take leave after my holidays. i was utterly disappointed.. so i guess i can only go during my next holidays. thot of new york.. but we are thinking of other options too... i need a getaway. the holidays at home are driving me nuts... tv has nothing, computer has nothing... my life is so empty...
chatted with liang on msn... and i realised i missed school and my close friends.. been missing out meeting up with them and i really hope that these 2 weeks fly past me, coz i miss school. staying at home only means more quarrelling... but liang told me something which i thot was true "do we need distance to get closer?"
realised that a relationship is so hard to maintain becoz,
its about 2 people,
its about 2 person's feelings,
its about commitment from 2 people,
its about understanding how the other person feels,
its about realising your partner's flaws,
its about character,
its about making sacrifices,
its about tolerating,
its about not asking for anything in return,
its about willingness,
its not all about loving the person itself...
love is complicated...
ta-ta...
been going through a tough period lately... and my sis asked me if i wanted to join her on a holiday... yeah, indeed i feel like.. juz wanna get out of this place... maybe distance will do us good? wanted to quickly get out of this place. i immediately said "ok! when?" but jie jie got work commitments and she can only take leave after my holidays. i was utterly disappointed.. so i guess i can only go during my next holidays. thot of new york.. but we are thinking of other options too... i need a getaway. the holidays at home are driving me nuts... tv has nothing, computer has nothing... my life is so empty...
chatted with liang on msn... and i realised i missed school and my close friends.. been missing out meeting up with them and i really hope that these 2 weeks fly past me, coz i miss school. staying at home only means more quarrelling... but liang told me something which i thot was true "do we need distance to get closer?"
realised that a relationship is so hard to maintain becoz,
its about 2 people,
its about 2 person's feelings,
its about commitment from 2 people,
its about understanding how the other person feels,
its about realising your partner's flaws,
its about character,
its about making sacrifices,
its about tolerating,
its about not asking for anything in return,
its about willingness,
its not all about loving the person itself...
love is complicated...
ta-ta...
Monday, May 09, 2005
Basketball
met up with dear todae. we went to play basketball. hee.. my arms are aching from the shooting of balls. but i enjoyed myself.. glad that at least i got exercise a little. thot of going jogging tomorrow. but i'm not sure.. we'll see....
aniwae, juz wanna thank dear for spending alot of time with me. school is gonna reopen liao. and i'm excited and scared... excited coz i finally can get to go school instead of doing nothing aimlessly at home. scared becoz i am afraid that i can't cope thru my senior year... hmm...
ta-ta...
aniwae, juz wanna thank dear for spending alot of time with me. school is gonna reopen liao. and i'm excited and scared... excited coz i finally can get to go school instead of doing nothing aimlessly at home. scared becoz i am afraid that i can't cope thru my senior year... hmm...
ta-ta...
Sunday, May 08, 2005
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Friday, May 06, 2005
Juz Dear & Me...
its raining now.. dear's sleeping soundly on my bed... i've been spending every single day with him, and i'm so happie... its been so long since we spent almost everyday together... we've been meeting up for 3 days in a row liao... dear's been coming to my house everyday, to tutor my little sis... we went jogging in the morning todae... then went for lunch together. i guess he muz be exhausted from the exercise and waking up early todae. dear, i really appreciate wad u do, travelling to and fro, tutoring my sis, accompanying me and jogging together...
dear, thank you, for loving me...without you, i'm nothing...
ta-ta...
dear, thank you, for loving me...without you, i'm nothing...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
PMS...
argghh... its the time of the month. its here.. hmm... but thank god i'm not throwing my temper... juz feeling crampy...
dear came over to tampines to meet me after his driving lessons. we went to eat, then went back to my place.. watched the tv. and basically juz slacked the whole day.
dear gave my little sis tuition in the evening... appreciate it alot. and moreover we stay so far apart... he had to go home so late coz of tuition. thanks dear... my mum's getting good impression of you. hee... aniwae, i'm very glad to be able to spend the day with you.
basically its juz lidat. and i'm glad that i got a good lot at the temple for you that day. juz want you to be happy, safe and well...
ta-ta...
dear came over to tampines to meet me after his driving lessons. we went to eat, then went back to my place.. watched the tv. and basically juz slacked the whole day.
dear gave my little sis tuition in the evening... appreciate it alot. and moreover we stay so far apart... he had to go home so late coz of tuition. thanks dear... my mum's getting good impression of you. hee... aniwae, i'm very glad to be able to spend the day with you.
basically its juz lidat. and i'm glad that i got a good lot at the temple for you that day. juz want you to be happy, safe and well...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Happie 57th Month...
i'm sick rite now.. having a splitting headache... didn't have enuff slp. went back to school todae for mentor training. but didn't complete it. decided to back out in the end. too much stuff to do. didn't want that commitment. went out with liang, jan and velly. its been a long time since we met and i think its wonderful to meet up again.
aniwae, happy 57th month dear. we've known each other for so long liao. 4 years and 9 months have passed us by lidat and i'm still very happy being with you. its been my pleasure being your girl and my life has never been better. it was you, that made a difference.
wanna go rest...
ta-ta...
aniwae, happy 57th month dear. we've known each other for so long liao. 4 years and 9 months have passed us by lidat and i'm still very happy being with you. its been my pleasure being your girl and my life has never been better. it was you, that made a difference.
wanna go rest...
ta-ta...
Saturday, April 30, 2005
My First Live Soccer Match...
wee~ really had fun last nite! it was so exciting.. heh.. in the end tampines won! 2-1.. haha.. its really different from watching it on tv... the atmosphere is totally different... so, i guess there will be more "next time" haha... i am really looking forward to the next match! cheers!
dear tagged me *beams with surprise* all along i thot he wouldn't tag me... haha... but i am very happie! its the little things he does dat makes me happy.. hope he sees it.... (^_^)
todae i'm stuck at home... the contractor came over to take measurements and my parents wants me to be home... dunno for wadeva reason. even if i'm home, i cannot make any decisions. sianz.... i juz stand one side and give comments....
(-_-)"
boring weekend...
ta-ta...
dear tagged me *beams with surprise* all along i thot he wouldn't tag me... haha... but i am very happie! its the little things he does dat makes me happy.. hope he sees it.... (^_^)
todae i'm stuck at home... the contractor came over to take measurements and my parents wants me to be home... dunno for wadeva reason. even if i'm home, i cannot make any decisions. sianz.... i juz stand one side and give comments....
(-_-)"
boring weekend...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 29, 2005
Woo~ Wee~
i'm seriously excited about the live football match i'm gonna go later... haaa.. can't wait! bryan and ying ying would be joining us too!
have to go back to school next tuesday and wednesday for training. full day training! 9am to 5pm... the training is meant for freshmen from china and velly, jan, liang and of course, jul jul! is gonna be mentors to them! think its not gonna be easy. we still have to help them when they arrive in singapore on the 9th or 10th of may. mrs valerie tong asked us for help. can we say no? she's such a nice person... since we are gonna be awarded seal points, its not totally a lose lose situation. so okay lor...
glad that belle gave me a taggie from canada! *beams*
ta-ta...
have to go back to school next tuesday and wednesday for training. full day training! 9am to 5pm... the training is meant for freshmen from china and velly, jan, liang and of course, jul jul! is gonna be mentors to them! think its not gonna be easy. we still have to help them when they arrive in singapore on the 9th or 10th of may. mrs valerie tong asked us for help. can we say no? she's such a nice person... since we are gonna be awarded seal points, its not totally a lose lose situation. so okay lor...
glad that belle gave me a taggie from canada! *beams*
ta-ta...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
It Ain't Over Till It's Over - Lenny Kravitz
It Ain't Over Till It's Over - Lenny Kravitz
here we are still together
we are one
so much time wasted
playing games with love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
to keep our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
how many times
did we give up
but we always worked things out
and all my doubts and fear
kept me wondering
if i'd always be in love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
here we are still together
we are one
so much time wasted
playing games with love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
to keep our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
how many times
did we give up
but we always worked things out
and all my doubts and fear
kept me wondering
if i'd always be in love
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over
so many years we've tried
and kept our love alive
but baby it ain't over 'till it's over
Totoro...
Totoro
isn't the pic cute? i found it online! and i think its so cute coz they both do not have mouth! heeeheee.... and they look so innocent...
finally its thursday, and tomorrow will be friday... can't wait to go to the soccer match with dear. i'm soooo looking forward to it. and till now, i have still yet to do the drawing for my wardrobe... *oops* heehee.....
nothing to do todae, dun feel like doing anything oso. so sian. played yahoo games and got addicted to luxor... haiz.. unfortunately, my 59mins trial version has expired. and now, i got nothing to do... sianz...
hmm... i guess that's about it for now...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Home Alone...
had a good sleep last nite. maybe coz i was having a headache, or maybe becoz i was tired. woke up feeling great...
juz came out of my bath... wee~ having a pore pack on my nose... and blogging.. hee... i smell like a baby!
got a number of things to do... includes, packing the other half of my cupboard, drawing out the inner design of my newwwww wardrobe coz the contractor needs it, packing my bags collection, which i dunno where to start... haa... have to make my room a condusive environment, which is neat, tidy and cosy, to get ready for year 3! i can't wait for school reopen!
dear asked me out on friday to watch football match at tampines stadium. i guess it would be fun and interesting... looking forward to it...
ta-ta...
juz came out of my bath... wee~ having a pore pack on my nose... and blogging.. hee... i smell like a baby!
got a number of things to do... includes, packing the other half of my cupboard, drawing out the inner design of my newwwww wardrobe coz the contractor needs it, packing my bags collection, which i dunno where to start... haa... have to make my room a condusive environment, which is neat, tidy and cosy, to get ready for year 3! i can't wait for school reopen!
dear asked me out on friday to watch football match at tampines stadium. i guess it would be fun and interesting... looking forward to it...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
New Highlights...
mummy was on leave todae she went to the salon. so i decided to tag along. of course, with a motive in mind. hee... went to dye and highlight my hair. mummy paid for it of course! hee... did some highlights, but it wasn't wad i wanted. was a little disappointed coz the streaks are not obvious... i wanted a change, coz i was bored of my life. i wanted something different... something to change my life...
jiayi called me when i was at the salon. she asked me out, to parkway, help her choose a present for her friend and juz go walk walk. and since i got nothing to do, i thot i'd juz accompany her. since its not everyday that someone asked me out. enjoyed myself though.. its been such a long time since i saw any close friends of mine...
oh yah, grace msged me todae, saying that she would call me tomorrow coz she's busy recently and had no time to call me... i think the last time we toked was like 6months ago? or even longer...
came home for dinner, coz jiayi had to go church...
my head's spinning.... having headache, coz my of my grandfather. he made so much noise last nite. was woken up at 4am by his noise and he greatly affected my sleep. by 5am, i was still wide awake... and oredi felt my head splitting. i did not have a peaceful sleep. and when i was about to fall asleep, he made noises again. and mind you, they are loud! i was so irritated, pissed and angry... woke up at 7.30am. i couldn't take it... no more.... haven't had good nite's sleep these days. dunno wad's affecting me. its either my grandfather, or thoughts lingering in my mind. i juz can't get to sleep.... and its juz irritating....
enuff about complaining... juz wanna say congratulations to mummy... coz she got promoted and i'm glad... i knew the news some time back, but mummy did not confirm it. todae she told me she was officially promoted... heee... happie for mummy...
nevertheless, i'm glad i got something to keep me occupied todae...
ta-ta...
jiayi called me when i was at the salon. she asked me out, to parkway, help her choose a present for her friend and juz go walk walk. and since i got nothing to do, i thot i'd juz accompany her. since its not everyday that someone asked me out. enjoyed myself though.. its been such a long time since i saw any close friends of mine...
oh yah, grace msged me todae, saying that she would call me tomorrow coz she's busy recently and had no time to call me... i think the last time we toked was like 6months ago? or even longer...
came home for dinner, coz jiayi had to go church...
my head's spinning.... having headache, coz my of my grandfather. he made so much noise last nite. was woken up at 4am by his noise and he greatly affected my sleep. by 5am, i was still wide awake... and oredi felt my head splitting. i did not have a peaceful sleep. and when i was about to fall asleep, he made noises again. and mind you, they are loud! i was so irritated, pissed and angry... woke up at 7.30am. i couldn't take it... no more.... haven't had good nite's sleep these days. dunno wad's affecting me. its either my grandfather, or thoughts lingering in my mind. i juz can't get to sleep.... and its juz irritating....
enuff about complaining... juz wanna say congratulations to mummy... coz she got promoted and i'm glad... i knew the news some time back, but mummy did not confirm it. todae she told me she was officially promoted... heee... happie for mummy...
nevertheless, i'm glad i got something to keep me occupied todae...
ta-ta...
Monday, April 25, 2005
Aimless...
i hate my life rite now. it seems i got nothing better to do. how i wish i can start school straight away. i miss the hectic days filled with projects, lectures, tutorials and research.... i miss the challenging life i've always had. now it seems that there's no aim, no goal, no nothing...
though i have a couple of things to do todae. but i'm juz not motivated to do anything. i have to pack my cupboard and filter out those unwanted clothes. mummy's been nagging me to do it for weeks. i even have the whole series of the desperate housewives to watch, but i juz have no mood for it. i have no mood for anything in fact... dunno wad's going on....
i think i've got it real bad this time. i diarrhoeaed 3 times todae liao, since last nite... it would be 4 times oredi.... my tummy was so painful that it made me wake up from my sleep. and by 7.30am, i was awake...went back to sleep till around noon, and then i had the urge again. its horrid... yikes!
i'm not well~
ta-ta...
though i have a couple of things to do todae. but i'm juz not motivated to do anything. i have to pack my cupboard and filter out those unwanted clothes. mummy's been nagging me to do it for weeks. i even have the whole series of the desperate housewives to watch, but i juz have no mood for it. i have no mood for anything in fact... dunno wad's going on....
i think i've got it real bad this time. i diarrhoeaed 3 times todae liao, since last nite... it would be 4 times oredi.... my tummy was so painful that it made me wake up from my sleep. and by 7.30am, i was awake...went back to sleep till around noon, and then i had the urge again. its horrid... yikes!
i'm not well~
ta-ta...
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Wouldn't It Be Nice...
reached home quite late last nite and i was too tired and lazy to blog...
i'm at dear's house now. but dear's not around. he went for his driving lesson. i'm juz waiting at home for him. met him in the morning coz he left his PDL with me. came all the way down early in the morning juz for the licence. so we juz "sun bian" had breakfast.
yesterday dear went to BBDC to get his driving registration and other stuff done. and i ended up waiting 1 hour for him at westmall.... and when he finally came, i was starving... then we met bryan and yingying for lunch. and we got nothing to do after that. haha... can't believe it rite? oh well~ singapore is so small.. wad to do? so we headed back to my house and had dinner with my parents. this saves us from further spending money... pooe dear.. he's been spending alot on handphone bills, broadband bills and driving... i'm kinda worried...
we accompanied my parents to see the contractor for my house after dinner.... an eye opener for dear and myself.... we found out that we needed at least $50,000 to renovate our 5 room flat in future.... and mind you... $50,000 for renovation only. there are still pending $30,000 down payment for HDB new flats and plus CPF must have at least dunno how much~ gosh~ we'll go broke even before we are married... but i'm sure the house would be lovely~ dear wanted a space for his "mahjong table" or rather "gambling area" haha... we even thot of higher class one... put a pool table there... its nice looking.. but if there are gonna be kids in future, the pool table is gonna be redundant. but i think it's only right to respect his decision.. not bad idea, since his family always have relatives coming over for a game or two... plus i guess, his mahjong khakis (they know who they are) would be delighted too... hmm.. aniwae, that will be in future.... but aniwae, the shop was nice~ i like it.... the shop had a mini kitchen, living room, bedroom and toilet for viewing... so nice~ dear agreed too.... as for my home, my parents are changing all kitchen cabinets and wardrobes... wee~ finally chose my own wardrobe... daddy's paying like $7000 for everything... hmm... can't wait...
dear sent me this song few days ago... somehow, its juz like the both of us... the song is currently used for the cadbury advertisement where everything is made of chocolate... hee... cute~ here are the lyrics...
Wouldn't It Be Nice - Beach Boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good nite my baby
Sleep tite my baby
its such a sweet song~ everytime i hear it, i feel so *melted* and wish we both could spend the rest of our lives together right away. too bad, we are both studying and not financially stable. but somehow, someday... we're gonna make it~
oh yah, bryan asked dear if we were interested to watch soccer match together.... i am! but its at bishan and it's gonna end at 9.30pm. guess i reach home is like 11pm? hmm... sianz. dear say next time, coz its too late for me... aniwae, bryan cancelled last min coz he couldn't make it...
gotta go plaza meet dear liao~
ta-ta...
i'm at dear's house now. but dear's not around. he went for his driving lesson. i'm juz waiting at home for him. met him in the morning coz he left his PDL with me. came all the way down early in the morning juz for the licence. so we juz "sun bian" had breakfast.
yesterday dear went to BBDC to get his driving registration and other stuff done. and i ended up waiting 1 hour for him at westmall.... and when he finally came, i was starving... then we met bryan and yingying for lunch. and we got nothing to do after that. haha... can't believe it rite? oh well~ singapore is so small.. wad to do? so we headed back to my house and had dinner with my parents. this saves us from further spending money... pooe dear.. he's been spending alot on handphone bills, broadband bills and driving... i'm kinda worried...
we accompanied my parents to see the contractor for my house after dinner.... an eye opener for dear and myself.... we found out that we needed at least $50,000 to renovate our 5 room flat in future.... and mind you... $50,000 for renovation only. there are still pending $30,000 down payment for HDB new flats and plus CPF must have at least dunno how much~ gosh~ we'll go broke even before we are married... but i'm sure the house would be lovely~ dear wanted a space for his "mahjong table" or rather "gambling area" haha... we even thot of higher class one... put a pool table there... its nice looking.. but if there are gonna be kids in future, the pool table is gonna be redundant. but i think it's only right to respect his decision.. not bad idea, since his family always have relatives coming over for a game or two... plus i guess, his mahjong khakis (they know who they are) would be delighted too... hmm.. aniwae, that will be in future.... but aniwae, the shop was nice~ i like it.... the shop had a mini kitchen, living room, bedroom and toilet for viewing... so nice~ dear agreed too.... as for my home, my parents are changing all kitchen cabinets and wardrobes... wee~ finally chose my own wardrobe... daddy's paying like $7000 for everything... hmm... can't wait...
dear sent me this song few days ago... somehow, its juz like the both of us... the song is currently used for the cadbury advertisement where everything is made of chocolate... hee... cute~ here are the lyrics...
Wouldn't It Be Nice - Beach Boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good nite my baby
Sleep tite my baby
its such a sweet song~ everytime i hear it, i feel so *melted* and wish we both could spend the rest of our lives together right away. too bad, we are both studying and not financially stable. but somehow, someday... we're gonna make it~
oh yah, bryan asked dear if we were interested to watch soccer match together.... i am! but its at bishan and it's gonna end at 9.30pm. guess i reach home is like 11pm? hmm... sianz. dear say next time, coz its too late for me... aniwae, bryan cancelled last min coz he couldn't make it...
gotta go plaza meet dear liao~
ta-ta...
Friday, April 22, 2005
Thank God It's Friday...
weekend is here, though it doesn't make any difference to me. but at least when its saturday, mummy and jie jie would be at home. the house would be livelier...
can't wait for time to pass. seems so slow....
cooking dinner for dear tonite. i guess its been a long time since he had home cooked food. he's always eating out. so, i'll juz cook and bring over to his house. since i guess he won't be having OT tonite coz its friday. can save money too. still not sure wad i will be cooking. but maybe battered prawns, sambal fish, long beans and home brewed corn soup. its juz wad i eat for dinner. juz that todae is not my maid cook. its me! juz marinated the fish and prawns and my hands smell of garlic. can't seem to wash it off. it stays for days, from my experience. gotta cook early todae coz i have to travel all the way to bukit panjang by bus, then train, then bus again... but then again... at least i have something to do...
tomorrow's jogging date is cancelled. dear have to go BBDC to get his "learning driving licence" or wadsoeva it is called... so i guess i have to go to bukit panjang to mit him again... hee.. but i dun mind...
sianz~ its still such a long way from school reopen..... arrggh.....
ta-ta...
can't wait for time to pass. seems so slow....
cooking dinner for dear tonite. i guess its been a long time since he had home cooked food. he's always eating out. so, i'll juz cook and bring over to his house. since i guess he won't be having OT tonite coz its friday. can save money too. still not sure wad i will be cooking. but maybe battered prawns, sambal fish, long beans and home brewed corn soup. its juz wad i eat for dinner. juz that todae is not my maid cook. its me! juz marinated the fish and prawns and my hands smell of garlic. can't seem to wash it off. it stays for days, from my experience. gotta cook early todae coz i have to travel all the way to bukit panjang by bus, then train, then bus again... but then again... at least i have something to do...
tomorrow's jogging date is cancelled. dear have to go BBDC to get his "learning driving licence" or wadsoeva it is called... so i guess i have to go to bukit panjang to mit him again... hee.. but i dun mind...
sianz~ its still such a long way from school reopen..... arrggh.....
ta-ta...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Lost~
woke up todae.. and immediately, i hated it. time for me to face the world again. this lonely world. everyone seems to be busy with something, except me.
let's see~ liang went back to his little old hometown last nite, jan is busy meeting frens, i dunno wad velly is doing, jiayi is busy with her church's live recording this week, annabelle is going to canada tomorrow, sharon is going to desaru during the weekend, ali is busy partolling the streets, grace is not picking up my calls. dear is having OT again todae~ as usual.... and i guess, the rest of the world juz died.
i did practically nothing todae... read the papers, and its always full of the casino issue... so sick of it~ packed my wardrobe todae, e-mailed dear, occupied myself watching fish leong's music video, then watched TV from 3pm to 6.30pm, played my giant puzzle in between, went to shit~ and basically juz rot~
daddy came home early todae. he went to fetch mummy. ain't it sweet? he does dat everyday. if only my future husband would still love me so much when i'm so old. but i doubt it. aniwae, i'm waiting for my parents to return and have dinner with them. the whole day, the house was so quiet. juz me and my media player... can't wait for everyone to be home...
bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~
ta-ta...
let's see~ liang went back to his little old hometown last nite, jan is busy meeting frens, i dunno wad velly is doing, jiayi is busy with her church's live recording this week, annabelle is going to canada tomorrow, sharon is going to desaru during the weekend, ali is busy partolling the streets, grace is not picking up my calls. dear is having OT again todae~ as usual.... and i guess, the rest of the world juz died.
i did practically nothing todae... read the papers, and its always full of the casino issue... so sick of it~ packed my wardrobe todae, e-mailed dear, occupied myself watching fish leong's music video, then watched TV from 3pm to 6.30pm, played my giant puzzle in between, went to shit~ and basically juz rot~
daddy came home early todae. he went to fetch mummy. ain't it sweet? he does dat everyday. if only my future husband would still love me so much when i'm so old. but i doubt it. aniwae, i'm waiting for my parents to return and have dinner with them. the whole day, the house was so quiet. juz me and my media player... can't wait for everyone to be home...
bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~ bored~ sianz~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Blue Wednesday...
i wake up every morning.. feeling that there's no goal in my life.... i'm so bored... was supposed to go jogging todae. but i hurt my toe yesterday coz i cut off too much skin, and it started to bleed. its so painful, even without wearing shoes. so i decided to give it a rest...
dunno dear got work OT tonite or not. sianz... always working OT.. i know, sometimes, its not up to u to decide. juz like rite now, i dun haf a say.. if u say OT, then i juz "orh.. ok..." working is always lidat... the boss is always right...
haiz. i'm stuck at home again... i can't stand it man! when does school reopens? oh gosh~ in a month's time....
stuck, bored and lonely...
ta-ta...
dunno dear got work OT tonite or not. sianz... always working OT.. i know, sometimes, its not up to u to decide. juz like rite now, i dun haf a say.. if u say OT, then i juz "orh.. ok..." working is always lidat... the boss is always right...
haiz. i'm stuck at home again... i can't stand it man! when does school reopens? oh gosh~ in a month's time....
stuck, bored and lonely...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Cartel Mania!
was too tired to blog last nite.... met up with belle and shar for dinner at cartel~ it was great! rite gals? hee... we had so much to tok about.... miss those days when we were in the same class.... nevertheless, we never lost touch! some pics to share...
Hungry....
Our *Spider* Drinks
Our Seafood Platter!
*Snorting*
Juz Shar, Jul & Belle
Shar & Jul
Belle is so "OFF"... haaa....
belle drove me home after our dinner.. okay lar.. i muz say her driving wasn't that bad... haahaa.. but shar nearly got killed once! haa.... lucky me....
aniwae, woke up around 10am todae.... then kelly services called me.. offering me a job. i didn't take up the offer in the end. though i dun mind working. but the working hours are odd.. its from 3.15pm to 10.30pm... and its at pickering road. the pay isn't that good either.. its only $6.40. considering i haf to travel and eat dinner outside. i dun earn much in the end. aniwae, dear didn't like the working hours either. told mummy about it.. she went "then don't want lor... so late..." aniwae, i'm happily enjoying my holidays.... went jogging at tampines stadium after i rejected the job offer..... i was happie.. hee... always feel contented after i jog....
wee~ going jogging with dear this saturday.. heehee.. its gonna be so fun!
talked to dear till quite late last nite. haha. we toked about our future... went to HDB webbie to take a look. dear even went to ROM webbie.. haahaa.. aniwae, houses cost a bomb now. and even more in future.... even the down payment is a hefty sum... hmm.. though we are oredi starting to save up now, but its not much... but we're not gonna get married soon. hee... not in the near future... maybe around 5 or 6 years bah? both of us are still gonna further our studies after poly life. so its gonna take some time. when we are both financially stable, earning a good income, and able to provide for our house and our parents. but for now, i'm enjoying the relationship we have now. its gonna be our 5th anniversary this coming november, and i'm glad that we're able to come this far. but the future is a even longer road to walk. and marriage is a big step which needs alot of commitment.. so till then, we'll juz be looking around.. heehee....
my life's been updated...
till then...
ta-ta...
Monday, April 18, 2005
Juz You & Me...
was too tired to blog yesterday... i even went home in a cab.. and fell asleep.... aniwae, i spent the whole day with dear... from morning till night... wee~ haahaa.. i met him near his place for breakfast. then dear went to cut hair.. hee... after that, we went home.. watched desperate housewives vcd.. haahaa.. those silly housewives... we juz slacked the whole day. its one of those days which we really spend quality time with each other... very happy...
dear's dad prepared steamboat for dinner... yummy! heehee... then i stayed till 9pm coz i wanted to watch the stunts on the NKF show... by that time, i was too tired, and sian.. so i took a cab home... *oops* hee...
dear's working todae... dunno got OT or not. i think he'll be quitting in a month or two.. to enjoy himself before his school reopens....
gonna mit belle and sharon for dinner later.... at the airport! wee~~ belle is gonna pick us up.. gosh~ i wonder how are her driving skills. haahaa... aniwae, its been such a long time since we met up.. belle's going to canada on friday if i'm not wrong.... hmm.. so nice~~
if only i could go on a trip with dear *sighz*
ta-ta....
dear's dad prepared steamboat for dinner... yummy! heehee... then i stayed till 9pm coz i wanted to watch the stunts on the NKF show... by that time, i was too tired, and sian.. so i took a cab home... *oops* hee...
dear's working todae... dunno got OT or not. i think he'll be quitting in a month or two.. to enjoy himself before his school reopens....
gonna mit belle and sharon for dinner later.... at the airport! wee~~ belle is gonna pick us up.. gosh~ i wonder how are her driving skills. haahaa... aniwae, its been such a long time since we met up.. belle's going to canada on friday if i'm not wrong.... hmm.. so nice~~
if only i could go on a trip with dear *sighz*
ta-ta....
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Kite Flying...
its saturday... luckily it didn't rain in the east side of singapore... met dear for breakfast in the morning, then we went to catch a movie.. "wet dreams" its a korean movie rated M18 ... its kinda funny.. shows how boys are curious about sex and everything.. the part and parcel of growing up...
after which, we met jf and his allanis at TM. then we went kite flying together at marina south... dear's kite flew so high.. until i can't see it in the end.. it was a beautiful sight... the kite seemed so near the sun... so near to freedom... but yet, its attached to a string... dear was happie.. and i was glad to see him that way... it was the 3rd time i flew a kite in my life... and all these real kite flying experiences are given by dear... my parents didn't bring me kite flying.... i was glad i met him.. coz he made my life so beautiful...
had steamboat for dinner at marina south... the usual stuff.. ate alot of crabs though... and i came back smelling like a walking steamboat...
dear sent me home thereafter...
ta-ta...
after which, we met jf and his allanis at TM. then we went kite flying together at marina south... dear's kite flew so high.. until i can't see it in the end.. it was a beautiful sight... the kite seemed so near the sun... so near to freedom... but yet, its attached to a string... dear was happie.. and i was glad to see him that way... it was the 3rd time i flew a kite in my life... and all these real kite flying experiences are given by dear... my parents didn't bring me kite flying.... i was glad i met him.. coz he made my life so beautiful...
had steamboat for dinner at marina south... the usual stuff.. ate alot of crabs though... and i came back smelling like a walking steamboat...
dear sent me home thereafter...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 15, 2005
New Blogskin...
its the second post of the day.... finally changed my blogskin. its not "wow!" but its simple.. something that i like... still trying to modify some stuff.. but for now.. its gonna be like this... dear said its "cooler" than the previous one though...
dear did not have OT todae. but it didn't make a difference to me coz he went fishing with bryan and ck. i got nothing to do.. so bored.. so i hope that he would come home earlier than i expected...
watched "huo xia qu" juz now... finally its last episode. wanna know the ending only. i dun usually watch this show. coz i feel that its kinda paranoid where everyone is sick and going to die.... then continued watching "liu jing sui yue" on channel u. luo jia liang is so damn handsome...
dear said that he would bring me kite flying tomorrow.... hope it doesn't rain...
feel like talking to dear, dunno wad time he will be back...
ta-ta...
dear did not have OT todae. but it didn't make a difference to me coz he went fishing with bryan and ck. i got nothing to do.. so bored.. so i hope that he would come home earlier than i expected...
watched "huo xia qu" juz now... finally its last episode. wanna know the ending only. i dun usually watch this show. coz i feel that its kinda paranoid where everyone is sick and going to die.... then continued watching "liu jing sui yue" on channel u. luo jia liang is so damn handsome...
dear said that he would bring me kite flying tomorrow.... hope it doesn't rain...
feel like talking to dear, dunno wad time he will be back...
ta-ta...
Bored... Bored... Bored...
did nothing the whole day at home. watched a bit of tv and that's it. can't wait for school to reopen...
dunno if dear got OT todae... oh well~ i'm used to it aniwae... he's been to tired to reply my mails... tomorrow's the weekend.. i hope its gonna be enjoyable. aniwae, dear, congrats on the passing of your advanced theory...
liang's been tagging on my tagboard about velly lately... i wonder wads going on between them *think *think.....
feel like changing my blogskin.. but i'm too lazy. haa...
dun feel like blogging liao..
ta-ta...
dunno if dear got OT todae... oh well~ i'm used to it aniwae... he's been to tired to reply my mails... tomorrow's the weekend.. i hope its gonna be enjoyable. aniwae, dear, congrats on the passing of your advanced theory...
liang's been tagging on my tagboard about velly lately... i wonder wads going on between them *think *think.....
feel like changing my blogskin.. but i'm too lazy. haa...
dun feel like blogging liao..
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Goodbye...
juz received news that my cousin passed away coz of motorbike accident. he died on the spot. life is unpredictable. he was only 21. he was a nice guy.. and was serving his NS with the police. he was waiting to enter SMU. he was toking to my bf way back during chinese new year.... and how he's gone~
i'm upset, and seriously shocked...
words can't describe how i feel.....
i'm upset, and seriously shocked...
words can't describe how i feel.....
Love Is Complicated~
tired~ is the word to describe how i'm feeling now.. went to orchard, then bugis.. with jiayi. walked the whole day. din really eat alot todae. felt fat. really fat... oh gosh... gonna cut down on my diet... hope will be a little thinner by school reopen? haha... wadeva... aniwae, i can't find any nice bags in singapore... so sian~
woke up with a terrible tummy ache todae... and i couldn't shit~ makes me feel so horrid... went to put some ointment before going back to sleep... felt horrid~
dear's having OT again.. i'm used to it oredi. its always the case.. though i know he doesn't want it too.. had a little quarrel last nite and continued this morning. its complicated when it comes to matters of the heart huh? there's no correct or wrong and there's no ten year series to look for model answers... if there seriously was a ten year series on love, i would get it.... haiz... first years of the relationships are always the best~ and i seriously miss those days... if he was still that attentive, i wouldn't be so short tempered... but oh well~ the more i listen to jay chou's - jie kou, the sadder i become... its weird when people never know how to treasure something until they've lost it huh? people always take the things in life for granted. until when they lose it, then they start to regret, and then finally realised how important it was... aiyo wadeva la....
haven't had my dinner. waiting for mummy to come home and then eat with her. i always enjoy having dinner with mummy. coz we can talk about alot of things... and i love chatting with her... no one can ever take the place of mummy...
dun feel like blogging liao...
i'm lost~
ta-ta...
woke up with a terrible tummy ache todae... and i couldn't shit~ makes me feel so horrid... went to put some ointment before going back to sleep... felt horrid~
dear's having OT again.. i'm used to it oredi. its always the case.. though i know he doesn't want it too.. had a little quarrel last nite and continued this morning. its complicated when it comes to matters of the heart huh? there's no correct or wrong and there's no ten year series to look for model answers... if there seriously was a ten year series on love, i would get it.... haiz... first years of the relationships are always the best~ and i seriously miss those days... if he was still that attentive, i wouldn't be so short tempered... but oh well~ the more i listen to jay chou's - jie kou, the sadder i become... its weird when people never know how to treasure something until they've lost it huh? people always take the things in life for granted. until when they lose it, then they start to regret, and then finally realised how important it was... aiyo wadeva la....
haven't had my dinner. waiting for mummy to come home and then eat with her. i always enjoy having dinner with mummy. coz we can talk about alot of things... and i love chatting with her... no one can ever take the place of mummy...
dun feel like blogging liao...
i'm lost~
ta-ta...
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Love Is...
missing dear dear... 8 o'clock liao... i haven't had my dinner, coz mummy juz came home...
juz 2 more hours, then i can tok to dear dear liao. so poor thing, he muz be very tired... siao company, everyday OT... dun u all know that OT in the long run is not good for the company? the company would pay more and the workers will work less in the long run because they are not physically fit to work at their normal rate... stoopid company....
sianz.. did nothing the whole day...
dun feel like blogging liao...
ta-ta...
juz 2 more hours, then i can tok to dear dear liao. so poor thing, he muz be very tired... siao company, everyday OT... dun u all know that OT in the long run is not good for the company? the company would pay more and the workers will work less in the long run because they are not physically fit to work at their normal rate... stoopid company....
sianz.. did nothing the whole day...
dun feel like blogging liao...
ta-ta...
Sunday, April 10, 2005
The Wedding Date... The Pacifier...
heehee.. watched 2 movies in a row this week... watched both movies with dear... we watched the wedding date on saturday and the pacifier on sunday. hehehe...
the wedding date is nice~ at least to me.. hehe.. romantic~ the pacifier was better than i expected. though the story line is quite expected... but there were many funny jokes... both shows are nice on the whole~ glad i didn't waste money.. hehe..
todae didn't do much oso... had breakfast with dear. then went to buy some stuff for mummy... then dear said he felt like watching movie again. haha. that's why we went for pacifier, coz its the only time slot that fits our timing. after the show, dear came over to my house for dinner and we watched tv and slacked... the NKF show was on, but i'm getting kinda sick of all these stuff, coz there's like thousands of charity shows on tv nowadays... watched what women want on channel 5 too.. nice show~ though i watched it before liao. hehehe..
did nothing much.. but glad to be with dear for the whole day.. i wonder wad life would be without dear.. hehe...
thank you dear... love ya...
ta-ta...
the wedding date is nice~ at least to me.. hehe.. romantic~ the pacifier was better than i expected. though the story line is quite expected... but there were many funny jokes... both shows are nice on the whole~ glad i didn't waste money.. hehe..
todae didn't do much oso... had breakfast with dear. then went to buy some stuff for mummy... then dear said he felt like watching movie again. haha. that's why we went for pacifier, coz its the only time slot that fits our timing. after the show, dear came over to my house for dinner and we watched tv and slacked... the NKF show was on, but i'm getting kinda sick of all these stuff, coz there's like thousands of charity shows on tv nowadays... watched what women want on channel 5 too.. nice show~ though i watched it before liao. hehehe..
did nothing much.. but glad to be with dear for the whole day.. i wonder wad life would be without dear.. hehe...
thank you dear... love ya...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 08, 2005
Yay! Woo Hoo! Wee~ Wow!
hahaha... got my exam results.. did better than i expected! wee~ yay! so happie.. and the results are so much better than last semester... whahahaha... i'm so happie. coz its all my hard work... i studied like a mad dog.. every nite until 3am.. and had only 4 to 5 hours of sleep... but its proven that hard work pays off. though i did not do as well as my frens, who scored a number of distinctions, but i know where i stand, and i'm very happie, for myself! hehehe...
mummy was the first person i informed when i got my results.. she was glad for me too... hehehe... mummy's still the best.. coz no matter how busy she is, she would take time to call me and ask me about my results... hehe.. i love mummy!
now that i dun need to take supp paper, izzit time for me to get a job? *sighz....
had a small quarrel with dear last nite. we both had different views and its hard to see one's own mistake... though we are fine now, i hope things would be better the next time.... juz wanna let him know that i'll still be standing by him, coz i know that there's only one man for me. i guess, its always hard to maintain a relationship rite? coz its about 2 people, 2 person's feelings, 2 person's commitment, 2 person's willingness to sacrifice, and 2 person's piorities...
though i'm happy, but i'm so sian, coz the whole day i stayed home and did nothing... watched tv for 2 hours during noon, then came back online again.
wanted to go jogging todae, but the blisters are big.. haha.. i have 3 on my right ankle and 1 on my left toe... its filled with water! wonder wad happened to my good old nike shoes... haiz.... painful... bubbly... and watery... gosh! gotta wear flip flops liao...
mummy's back!
ta-ta...
mummy was the first person i informed when i got my results.. she was glad for me too... hehehe... mummy's still the best.. coz no matter how busy she is, she would take time to call me and ask me about my results... hehe.. i love mummy!
now that i dun need to take supp paper, izzit time for me to get a job? *sighz....
had a small quarrel with dear last nite. we both had different views and its hard to see one's own mistake... though we are fine now, i hope things would be better the next time.... juz wanna let him know that i'll still be standing by him, coz i know that there's only one man for me. i guess, its always hard to maintain a relationship rite? coz its about 2 people, 2 person's feelings, 2 person's commitment, 2 person's willingness to sacrifice, and 2 person's piorities...
though i'm happy, but i'm so sian, coz the whole day i stayed home and did nothing... watched tv for 2 hours during noon, then came back online again.
wanted to go jogging todae, but the blisters are big.. haha.. i have 3 on my right ankle and 1 on my left toe... its filled with water! wonder wad happened to my good old nike shoes... haiz.... painful... bubbly... and watery... gosh! gotta wear flip flops liao...
mummy's back!
ta-ta...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Good Luck Dear...
silly dear dear, yesterday nite then realised that his driving test is todae, not fridae.. then jialat, haven't study finish... so poor thing, last nite OT, then came home so late, then todae got driving test.... he's exhausted... wonder how he's doing.... aniwae, good luck dear... hope u will bring me good news.
tomorrow's my turn to get my results.... haiz... muz wait by the handphone. i hate this feeling man.... so scared~
hmmm... as for todae.... was supposed to go out with jan and velly to queensway... i wanna see bag! but then jan last minute cannot make it. she gotta celebrate her sister's birthday. so we cancelled it in the end... and me and velly are stuck at home... haha...
i woke up at 12noon todae... so nice to sleep in... then woke up, went to the stadium to jog... and my nike shoes, dunno why, suddenly gave me blisters, on my toes and the back of my ankle. its hurting so much. i did not jog much in the end. only 3 rounds of the stadium... damn... i wanted to do 6 rounds.... but my legs are hurting....
haiz.. its 2pm only. dunno how to pass my day. feel like going TM to walk. but no one accompany me....i guess i'll juz stay at home and rot away~
ta-ta...
tomorrow's my turn to get my results.... haiz... muz wait by the handphone. i hate this feeling man.... so scared~
hmmm... as for todae.... was supposed to go out with jan and velly to queensway... i wanna see bag! but then jan last minute cannot make it. she gotta celebrate her sister's birthday. so we cancelled it in the end... and me and velly are stuck at home... haha...
i woke up at 12noon todae... so nice to sleep in... then woke up, went to the stadium to jog... and my nike shoes, dunno why, suddenly gave me blisters, on my toes and the back of my ankle. its hurting so much. i did not jog much in the end. only 3 rounds of the stadium... damn... i wanted to do 6 rounds.... but my legs are hurting....
haiz.. its 2pm only. dunno how to pass my day. feel like going TM to walk. but no one accompany me....i guess i'll juz stay at home and rot away~
ta-ta...
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Mushroom Pot!
had a day of fun todae! wee~ met up with jan, velly and liang for dinner at mushroom pot... woo~ its been such a long time that the 4 of us went out... and we ate so much! we were so vain, we took like 33 pics.. haha.. below are some pics that we took...
Fooling Around While Waiting for Liang...
Our Sumptous Spread... Ribs on the left, and Monkey Head Mushrooms on the right.
Velly & Me...
JJVL....
nice pics? hehehe.... dear juz got home from work... poor thing... and he still gotta study for his driving test on friday.. haiz.. if only i could help him.... he's so busy with work, he hardly gets any rest.... gosh...
i miss you dear... take good care of yourself...
ta-ta...
Wednesday.....
hmm.. let's see.. wad shall i blog? todae's wednesday liao. 2 more days to the big day... haiz.. scary....
woke up at 9 plus. had a hot bath, coz the weather is so cold~ felt good after that.... then read the morning papers.... remember the chairman of goodwood park hotel who passed away? mr khoo puat teck? he was worth like 4.3 billion when he died? and he was singapore's richest man.. wow~ and now his daughters are charged with a lawsuit. for not declaring the hidden shares that their dad has. coz a company need to have at least 10% of public shares. but he got more than 80% of the shares. or wadsoever. i dunno... complicated leh these rich people.... and they got so much money that the bail was like $20,000? if i did not remember wrongly. if i got $20,000, i would give it to dear, to tide him over, pay for his handphone, broadband and driving lessons. these rich ppl.. haha.... we're all from different worlds.....
dear's working OT again tonite. poor dear. fridae still got driving test.... where got time to study lidat? poor thing.... take care dear....
as for the boring old me.... i ain't working, i ain't studying.. i'm juz rotting away... waiting for friday.... if all is well, then, i shall look for a job... but isn't holiday's meant to be holidays? for us to enjoy, rot, meet up with friends, spend money? oh well~
ta-ta.....
woke up at 9 plus. had a hot bath, coz the weather is so cold~ felt good after that.... then read the morning papers.... remember the chairman of goodwood park hotel who passed away? mr khoo puat teck? he was worth like 4.3 billion when he died? and he was singapore's richest man.. wow~ and now his daughters are charged with a lawsuit. for not declaring the hidden shares that their dad has. coz a company need to have at least 10% of public shares. but he got more than 80% of the shares. or wadsoever. i dunno... complicated leh these rich people.... and they got so much money that the bail was like $20,000? if i did not remember wrongly. if i got $20,000, i would give it to dear, to tide him over, pay for his handphone, broadband and driving lessons. these rich ppl.. haha.... we're all from different worlds.....
dear's working OT again tonite. poor dear. fridae still got driving test.... where got time to study lidat? poor thing.... take care dear....
as for the boring old me.... i ain't working, i ain't studying.. i'm juz rotting away... waiting for friday.... if all is well, then, i shall look for a job... but isn't holiday's meant to be holidays? for us to enjoy, rot, meet up with friends, spend money? oh well~
ta-ta.....
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
New Hair....
woke up early to go the the salon and got my new haircut todae.... i still look the same, juz that my hair's a little shorter though. had a trim only, since i wanted to keep it long... juz to keep the split ends away.
dear juz got home from work. its 9 plus now. so sian. i did nothing to whole day... i miss him though.... glad that the weekend is coming, but dread it too. coz results will be out on friday. and i guess i'll just stay by the phone and wait for the sms results... gosh... this is so scary....
nothing to do now.... the 9pm show like shit. everytime NKF show... so sian...
nothing much to blog.... shall end here...
ta-ta...
dear juz got home from work. its 9 plus now. so sian. i did nothing to whole day... i miss him though.... glad that the weekend is coming, but dread it too. coz results will be out on friday. and i guess i'll just stay by the phone and wait for the sms results... gosh... this is so scary....
nothing to do now.... the 9pm show like shit. everytime NKF show... so sian...
nothing much to blog.... shall end here...
ta-ta...
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Happie 56th Month...
especially for dear....
dear, happie 56th month. time passes so fast. its another month added into our friendship. 56 months are equivalent to 4 years and 8 months... through these 56 months, you were always there for me. being by my side, holding my hand, accompanying me through my life. i'm very glad to have you around in my life. forgive me if i take you for granted at times, and throwing my temper. we were best friends turned lovers. and nothing could be better than having this relationship with you. i've never regretted being with you. and until now, i still feel blissful... thank you for giving me the time of my life and making me feel like a princess. you're more than i can ask for. thanks...
i'm at dear's house now. using his lappy. he's sleeping now.... shhh... dun distrub the poor boy. he had mahjong session last nite and it ended this morning at 8am. he won quite a huge sum. i was surprised... we juz came back from breakfast... and he's sound asleep.. i ate the most extraordinary bowl of prawn noodles juz now. haha. it was something that i've never tasted in my life. i wun say its good. but its "special" coz the sauce is black. it tastes different from the normal dry prawn noodles. dear brought me there... thanks dear. hehe. never tasted such prawn noodles before..
dear, i wonder wad time are you gonna wake up... but i ain't gonna disturb you..... heee.......
gosh, i need to cut my hair. i saw a strand with split ends juz now. so sad... haiz... seriously need to get a cut. feel like changing hairstyles. but i'm scared. later i look ugly. to play safe, juz trim lah... rite? haha....
think i gonna end here......
ta-ta.....
dear, happie 56th month. time passes so fast. its another month added into our friendship. 56 months are equivalent to 4 years and 8 months... through these 56 months, you were always there for me. being by my side, holding my hand, accompanying me through my life. i'm very glad to have you around in my life. forgive me if i take you for granted at times, and throwing my temper. we were best friends turned lovers. and nothing could be better than having this relationship with you. i've never regretted being with you. and until now, i still feel blissful... thank you for giving me the time of my life and making me feel like a princess. you're more than i can ask for. thanks...
i'm at dear's house now. using his lappy. he's sleeping now.... shhh... dun distrub the poor boy. he had mahjong session last nite and it ended this morning at 8am. he won quite a huge sum. i was surprised... we juz came back from breakfast... and he's sound asleep.. i ate the most extraordinary bowl of prawn noodles juz now. haha. it was something that i've never tasted in my life. i wun say its good. but its "special" coz the sauce is black. it tastes different from the normal dry prawn noodles. dear brought me there... thanks dear. hehe. never tasted such prawn noodles before..
dear, i wonder wad time are you gonna wake up... but i ain't gonna disturb you..... heee.......
gosh, i need to cut my hair. i saw a strand with split ends juz now. so sad... haiz... seriously need to get a cut. feel like changing hairstyles. but i'm scared. later i look ugly. to play safe, juz trim lah... rite? haha....
think i gonna end here......
ta-ta.....
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Busy Saturday...
phew. have been a busy saturday todae. woke up at 8am to have breakfast with my parents. then went to the dentist for my regular 6 month check. great! no problems with my teeth! cleaned them and i feel so good after that. thereafter, went to mount vernon cemetary to pray respects to my grandma coz its "qing ming"..... afterwhich, met up with dear at bugis to have lunch with my parents at crystal jade... yummy! had dim sum and many other stuff. eat until now still very full....
went with my elder sis and dear to shop after lunch. jie jie bought me a casio watch.. wee~ so happie. cost about $90plus at the casio outlet at bugis. but we went to the bencoolen opposite bugis OG for a better deal. got it at $55. i was so happie. jie jie so nice.... of course, poor dear was nearly bored to death. haha.. but luckily we had the evening to ourselves coz jie jie went to meet her friend at orchard. went for a light dinner with dear, then headed to my home to watch the miss singapore universe, since there was nothing on tv except that....
dear went off after the show to bryan's place for his overnight mahjong session..... and here i am blogging after he left... gonna mit him tomorrow morning for breakfast.... going to orr orr soon.... abit sian and tired.. can't wait for tomorrow to come.... hehe..
my tee shirt got dear's perfume. juz now sit too close, kena my shirt.. hehe.. so nice. gonna slp wearing it... hee...
ta-ta...
went with my elder sis and dear to shop after lunch. jie jie bought me a casio watch.. wee~ so happie. cost about $90plus at the casio outlet at bugis. but we went to the bencoolen opposite bugis OG for a better deal. got it at $55. i was so happie. jie jie so nice.... of course, poor dear was nearly bored to death. haha.. but luckily we had the evening to ourselves coz jie jie went to meet her friend at orchard. went for a light dinner with dear, then headed to my home to watch the miss singapore universe, since there was nothing on tv except that....
dear went off after the show to bryan's place for his overnight mahjong session..... and here i am blogging after he left... gonna mit him tomorrow morning for breakfast.... going to orr orr soon.... abit sian and tired.. can't wait for tomorrow to come.... hehe..
my tee shirt got dear's perfume. juz now sit too close, kena my shirt.. hehe.. so nice. gonna slp wearing it... hee...
ta-ta...
Friday, April 01, 2005
Contradicting????
received news from dear that his friends asked him out for mahjong on saturday nite... i allowed him to go! and here i am, writing under my hate column that i hate gambling, i hate mahjong~~ blah blah blah~~ love is soooo blind... can make something u hate, make u learn to like it. i mean.. i still dun like mahjong, but for him, i'll make an exception. life is so damn contradicting.... and i have only 2 words to describe it... oh well~~~
its friday! but so sian. i got nothing to do.. at all! and tv shows are like shit... except that tonite got austin powers on channel 5 at 7.30pm. but besides that, how am i going to pass my time? everyday is lappy and me... me and lappy....
haiz... dunno wad to blog liao. coz there's practically nothing happening in my life....
ta-ta....
its friday! but so sian. i got nothing to do.. at all! and tv shows are like shit... except that tonite got austin powers on channel 5 at 7.30pm. but besides that, how am i going to pass my time? everyday is lappy and me... me and lappy....
haiz... dunno wad to blog liao. coz there's practically nothing happening in my life....
ta-ta....
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Thank You For Loving Me...
This song is especially for dear~ the lyrics say it all~
It’s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There’s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky’s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you’d make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn’t fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
love this song so much.... only thot of dear when i'm listening to it..... so it's dedicated to him... from me... hehe.... isn't the beginning of the music video nice? the clouds...
juz woke up at 12 noon. lazy me huh? yah... it has been such a long time since i slept in... nice feeling... plus, the rain was drizzling.... cold day... so nice to be at home, all alone, with me and my laptop....
poor dear, gonna work OT again todae. darn his supervisor! hope his day goes well...
tomorrow is friday! wee~ then i can see dear on saturday. but have to go dentist for my regular checkups, then go visit my grandma's grave, before i can meet dear...
have to start finding my internship company liao. shit... hate to do this kind of thing.... sianz....
wanna go e-mail dear liao...
ta-ta...
It’s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There’s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky’s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you’d make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn’t fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
love this song so much.... only thot of dear when i'm listening to it..... so it's dedicated to him... from me... hehe.... isn't the beginning of the music video nice? the clouds...
juz woke up at 12 noon. lazy me huh? yah... it has been such a long time since i slept in... nice feeling... plus, the rain was drizzling.... cold day... so nice to be at home, all alone, with me and my laptop....
poor dear, gonna work OT again todae. darn his supervisor! hope his day goes well...
tomorrow is friday! wee~ then i can see dear on saturday. but have to go dentist for my regular checkups, then go visit my grandma's grave, before i can meet dear...
have to start finding my internship company liao. shit... hate to do this kind of thing.... sianz....
wanna go e-mail dear liao...
ta-ta...
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Tuesday, Wednesday....
didn't blog yesterday. feel sick. coz of work at stoopid Daiso at IMM with jan. stoopid job! never ever had a job like this before. lucky it was only for a day. the japanese company is mad. i got a culture shock! before they start work the juz shout some japanses words to keep them motivated. its like a revolution! or a strike! man! and they all speak in japanese and we all communicate through an interpreter? gosh! and we were supposed to do stocktaking. and we can't even sit down! have been on my feet for 8 hours! and then our toilet break is 10mins?!?! with more than 35 female temp staff, waiting for 3 cubicles?!?! we din even had time to drink water. and ended up drinking tap water. no water bottles are allowed and no handphones too.... siao job~ i'll never do it again! came home with a terribble splitting headache in the end, so exhausted from standing, and i was standing all the way from jurong east to bedok! moreover, i slept late the night before coz i quarrelled with dear.... glad that the nightmares are all over.... it was like world war 3 with the japanese.... scary~
todae was much better! went to catch HITCH again with jan, velly and jiayi. coz the tickets were given free by liang.... afterwhich went to orchard to walk walk. saw the new crumpler store at paragon. nice! but the new version of crumpler bags look fake. luckily i got 3 older versions liao...phew~ older things are always nicer~ ate seoul garden for lunch. really enjoyed it. coz the bonding wif frens is so nice. kept on laughing until my stomach so pain after the buffet. hehehe....
jan, velly and me are planning on a sentosa trip on monday! yay! can't wait. hope jiayi brings her dog too! then i sure very happie. so long never go sentosa liao. dear's too busy to bring me there. and even when he is free, he will be tired. so its not a good idea to ask him. though i would really like to go there with him. aniwae, he doesn't like the place... i won't ask him to bring me there anymore. if he does bring me there to surprise me, i'll be delighted! but i know it won't happen. its juz a dream~ oh well~ dreams are always unrealistic, aren't they?
dear's still working i guess... hope everything at work is fine. haven't tok or smsed him at all todae. neither did he.. heehee.... weird couple huh?? oh well~ dear, i miss you...
gonna update till here....
ta-ta...
todae was much better! went to catch HITCH again with jan, velly and jiayi. coz the tickets were given free by liang.... afterwhich went to orchard to walk walk. saw the new crumpler store at paragon. nice! but the new version of crumpler bags look fake. luckily i got 3 older versions liao...phew~ older things are always nicer~ ate seoul garden for lunch. really enjoyed it. coz the bonding wif frens is so nice. kept on laughing until my stomach so pain after the buffet. hehehe....
jan, velly and me are planning on a sentosa trip on monday! yay! can't wait. hope jiayi brings her dog too! then i sure very happie. so long never go sentosa liao. dear's too busy to bring me there. and even when he is free, he will be tired. so its not a good idea to ask him. though i would really like to go there with him. aniwae, he doesn't like the place... i won't ask him to bring me there anymore. if he does bring me there to surprise me, i'll be delighted! but i know it won't happen. its juz a dream~ oh well~ dreams are always unrealistic, aren't they?
dear's still working i guess... hope everything at work is fine. haven't tok or smsed him at all todae. neither did he.. heehee.... weird couple huh?? oh well~ dear, i miss you...
gonna update till here....
ta-ta...
Monday, March 28, 2005
Monday~
wee~ it's monday! the weather's so good for sleeping in~ and i dun have any monday blues! hehehe... its the holidays! aniwae, i'm going back to school later.. meeting jan and velly. coz me and jan got job assignment from kelly services. its a 1 day job. pay's quite good. $7 per hour. velly's going to general office to ask about the overseas SIP. haiz. time to find job for internship liao. if i wanna self secure. sianz. maybe should juz let TP find for me? hehehe....we'll see...
i won the adidas retro bag! jiayi bid for me online. wee~ hope she faster meet the person then i would meet her to get it. maybe can go her house and play with her dog too. hehehe...
was woken up by a number of smses in the morning though... dear msged me, told me that his supervisor was not in. he was so happie. haha.. hope he dun haf to work overtime tonight then. second sms was from my mother, ask me wad time am i going to school, coz she was worried that i overslept. and then the third was from belle. she wants to go on an overseas trip wif frens and asked me if i'm interested. but i'm broke. and my parents sure "no". so even if i am interested, its still a "no"....
update till here...
ta-ta...
i won the adidas retro bag! jiayi bid for me online. wee~ hope she faster meet the person then i would meet her to get it. maybe can go her house and play with her dog too. hehehe...
was woken up by a number of smses in the morning though... dear msged me, told me that his supervisor was not in. he was so happie. haha.. hope he dun haf to work overtime tonight then. second sms was from my mother, ask me wad time am i going to school, coz she was worried that i overslept. and then the third was from belle. she wants to go on an overseas trip wif frens and asked me if i'm interested. but i'm broke. and my parents sure "no". so even if i am interested, its still a "no"....
update till here...
ta-ta...
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Panasonic X400...
bought my new handphone liao.. panasonic X400.... hehe.. the phone does not have much functions. juz the normal calling, smsing and GPRS. dun have bluetooth etc, unlike my nokia 6230. but i like the phone so much... coz its white! and its flip! haha.. actually i have a budget too. so this is the cheapest and the nicest.. hehehe.. i still love it alot. its my first time using panasonic. so abit gon gon one. hehehe.. but i juz love it! yay! all white stuff.. laptop, mp3 and handphone! wee~ hehehe... dear's using my (or rather its his) nokia 6230... hehe...
hmm.. so sian. dear's giving my little sis tuition now. and i got nothing to do. so thot i'll juz update my blog...
james called me juz now. tomorrow gotta go back to school. going kelly services for a briefing for a job on tuesday at IMM. yay.. hehehe.. working with jan. i guess shar is working too. i saw her blog. maybe might meet her tmr. the world's so small...
watched HITCH finally todae. been waiting for a long time liao. its a nice show. so romantic, funny and loving... hehe.. never regretted watching that show. its a good one~
i'll update my life till here...
ta-ta...
hmm.. so sian. dear's giving my little sis tuition now. and i got nothing to do. so thot i'll juz update my blog...
james called me juz now. tomorrow gotta go back to school. going kelly services for a briefing for a job on tuesday at IMM. yay.. hehehe.. working with jan. i guess shar is working too. i saw her blog. maybe might meet her tmr. the world's so small...
watched HITCH finally todae. been waiting for a long time liao. its a nice show. so romantic, funny and loving... hehe.. never regretted watching that show. its a good one~
i'll update my life till here...
ta-ta...
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Prankster???
whoa, whoever that "passerby" on my tagboard is, sure have made such a big impact. haa.. shar and dear made comments. oh well.. it might juz be some prankster.. who has nothing else to do.. so i dun gif a damn abt it. wadeva it is, dear will always be my favorite! hehe...
wee~ exams are finally over.. yay! and i can enjoy myself for 2 weeks or so, before the exam results are released. but i did put in a lot of effort. so i hope the results would be okay.
i'm at dear's house now. blogging.... hehe... so glad that i can see him finally. he busy watching tv.. haha... yay! gonna get my new handphone later... so happie! can't wait. but so scared they tell me no more stock... i die die oso muz get that phone. haha... though it does not have all the functions that most high tech phones haf. but i guess its the "white" phone that got me interested. i got a soft spot for white things. my laptop is white, my mp3 is white... and soon, my handphone will be white too! heehee...
i'll write to here. till then...
ta-ta...
wee~ exams are finally over.. yay! and i can enjoy myself for 2 weeks or so, before the exam results are released. but i did put in a lot of effort. so i hope the results would be okay.
i'm at dear's house now. blogging.... hehe... so glad that i can see him finally. he busy watching tv.. haha... yay! gonna get my new handphone later... so happie! can't wait. but so scared they tell me no more stock... i die die oso muz get that phone. haha... though it does not have all the functions that most high tech phones haf. but i guess its the "white" phone that got me interested. i got a soft spot for white things. my laptop is white, my mp3 is white... and soon, my handphone will be white too! heehee...
i'll write to here. till then...
ta-ta...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Thursday....
aiyo... tomorrow is only friday... i can't wait man! can't wait for saturday! can't wait to finish my last paper, can't wait to see dear, and can't wait to get my new handphone!
went to meet up with the rest todae. we were all supposed to study. but everyone was juz not in the mood. coz there were so little things to study, and so much time. liang went home early in the end. and jan, me and velly ended up talking about movies, and wad we should do after exams. hahaha.. but surprisingly, i still managed to study... hehe.. completed 2 chapters todae.... yay! was quite proud of myself.
heh heh heh.. dear got no OT todae. kinda surprised me. but made me kinda happie too...
meanwhile.... one more to go!
ta-ta....
went to meet up with the rest todae. we were all supposed to study. but everyone was juz not in the mood. coz there were so little things to study, and so much time. liang went home early in the end. and jan, me and velly ended up talking about movies, and wad we should do after exams. hahaha.. but surprisingly, i still managed to study... hehe.. completed 2 chapters todae.... yay! was quite proud of myself.
heh heh heh.. dear got no OT todae. kinda surprised me. but made me kinda happie too...
meanwhile.... one more to go!
ta-ta....
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
My Favourite Bear!
haa.. this is a pic of my favourite bear. dear was carrying him! hehehehe.... cute rite?
*Chou Chou*
Wee~ 1 More To Go~
haven't had the time to update my blog due to the exams. phew... 3 papers down.. 1 more to go on saturday.... finally can spare a little time to blog...
wanna say sorry to dear coz i quarrelled with dear last nite again... nothing new.... juz quarrelled out of a sudden... about many little issues. hope things are fine now. coz i haven't get a chance to talk to him todae. he's been so busy with work. OT again todae. he hardly has the time for sleeping, not to say spend quality time with me....
dear, if u are reading my blog... pls take good care of urself... i know i haven't been a very good girlfriend in caring for you and being understanding... i hope things would eventually be fine for us... and i still love u, and have always been, since 12 November 2000...
ta-ta...
wanna say sorry to dear coz i quarrelled with dear last nite again... nothing new.... juz quarrelled out of a sudden... about many little issues. hope things are fine now. coz i haven't get a chance to talk to him todae. he's been so busy with work. OT again todae. he hardly has the time for sleeping, not to say spend quality time with me....
dear, if u are reading my blog... pls take good care of urself... i know i haven't been a very good girlfriend in caring for you and being understanding... i hope things would eventually be fine for us... and i still love u, and have always been, since 12 November 2000...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Exam Fever~
study week is here.. exams are round the corner. everyday its to and fro to school to study. but ok la. managed to study. though i abit slow, but i'm trying my best. gonna take a nap after blogging this... i juz got back from school not long ago. looking forward to chat with dear dear.... i miss him.. but can only see him on the 26th due to my exams... boo hoo hoo~ luckily dear got internet connection liao. then we can chat online liao! yay! juz like the old times. so nice~ brings back so many memories~
nothing much happened lately... juz studying... guess i won't have the time to blog for the moment... but will continue after my exams.. meanwhile, good luck everybody!
p/s: dear, if u are reading my blog, pls tag me okie? thanks....
ta-ta...
nothing much happened lately... juz studying... guess i won't have the time to blog for the moment... but will continue after my exams.. meanwhile, good luck everybody!
p/s: dear, if u are reading my blog, pls tag me okie? thanks....
ta-ta...
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Exams Are Here.... To Stay.....
taking a break from note copying... haiz.... haven't had the time to blog daily nowadays, coz i'm busy preparing for exams... gotta copy notes online... which i dun understand why the tutors can't simply just let us print them and have more time for our revision? they use flash and make us copy word for word... haiz.. we're all adults.. surely this copying thing can stop? i've been copying for 3 days liao. hopefully my fingers will not protest again later...
i miss dear... glad tomorrow is friday. the week was not bad on the whole, juz that the exams are getting nearer.... haiz... belle and shar would then go holidaying.. well... all diplomas haf their pros and cons... i dun mind the exams, juz that i would have to sacrifice dear for my books.... after this week i will see him only 2 weeks later.... hmm.... meanwhile, ain't gonna think about that... gonna spend a good weekend with dear before i turn on my full-speed to study....
gotta get back to the notes....
ta-ta...
i miss dear... glad tomorrow is friday. the week was not bad on the whole, juz that the exams are getting nearer.... haiz... belle and shar would then go holidaying.. well... all diplomas haf their pros and cons... i dun mind the exams, juz that i would have to sacrifice dear for my books.... after this week i will see him only 2 weeks later.... hmm.... meanwhile, ain't gonna think about that... gonna spend a good weekend with dear before i turn on my full-speed to study....
gotta get back to the notes....
ta-ta...
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Happy....
hehehe.. dear took a picture wif me!!!! he doesn't like taking pictures.. in fact, he detests it. but he took a picture wif me on sunday! yay! i was so happie.... hehe... i dun look really nice though~ haha.. nevertheless, i was very happy..... thanks dear... you really made my week... until now, i'm still so happie.. hahaha...
Dear & Happie Jul Jul
was lying on my bed and found the bears that dear bought so cute. hehehe... they look alike! so decided to take a pic of them since my handphone was by my side. the one on the left is called "chou chou"... and the clothes on him are tailor made and the cloth is choosen wif love by me! i bought him from ikea with dear, and so far, he's still my favourite bear.. the one on the right is called "november" coz he's a november bear, so i decided to call him november.. he's always sulking though. hehe.. dear bought him for me to surprise me during our first year of our relationship... hee...
Chou Chou & November
i bought a multimedia card reader todae, that's why these pictures are able to be converted to my laptop from my handphone.. hehe.. so happie....
haven't updated my blog for a long time coz of the hectic presentations.. but glad that they are all over... tomorrow is my last day at kelly services... i'm so glad! can't stand the person in charge there... glad the nightmare's gonna be over... gonna get my certificate on friday... yay!
going fishing with dear, yingying and bryan on saturday. not sure if the rest of his buddies will be going... but i'm sure looking forward to it... plus! saturday is our 4th year and 4th month oredi! yay! yay! yay!
then after all the enjoyment, its time to study hard for my exams... after this week would be study week... oh my gosh! then afterwhich, the exams would be here and then when its all over, i'm gonna be year 3 oredi.... how time flies..... then attachment would be here again... haiz....
oh well.. gonna update my life till here....
ta-ta...
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Happy 55th Month...
happie 55th month dear... its been 4 years and 7 months since we became friends... time passes so quickly... when next saturday comes, we would have been together for 4 years and 4 months... through these years, we had many good times, many laughters and joy.. but we had our quarrels and fights too.. nevertheless, i am still very glad to be your girl... thank you for always standing by me through all these years and pampering me... though i dunno wad the future holds, i hope we would always stay in love forever... juz you and me...
ta-ta~
ta-ta~
Monday, February 28, 2005
Sorry...
dear, sorry.. we have been quarelling or rather, arguing for the past few days in a row... its all the problems accumulated and snowballed into a huge problem. and its not the time to point fingers at who is wrong or who is right... i juz wanna apologize if i had been a naughty girl or if my attitude was bad... if u remember, we have been thru this before. the same thing happened. we juz quarrelled day after day.
i'm sorry... i dun really noe how to be a good gf... but my heart still belongs to you...
ta-ta...
i'm sorry... i dun really noe how to be a good gf... but my heart still belongs to you...
ta-ta...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
J-A-C-K
isn't he adorable? awww.... his name is jack.. liang's fren's puppy.. he's only a few months old. so cute rite? haiz. dunno when i can own a dog of my own... look at the patch on its tummy.. so special... so cool~ so stylo! hehe...
Jack
Happie Birthday Mummy!
i'm in the school lab now, with my groupmates.. printing the report to be handed up... my tutor called me in the morning to tell us about the extended deadline. all of us were like "huh?!?!" haa... but we still decided to hand in todae, coz we still have other stuff to worry about.. like presentations and tests... makes no difference...
todae is mummy's birthday.. wanted to buy her a real stalk of flower.... hmm.. see how later...i love you mummy! hehe... thanks for everything....
dear and me are going on a plain and dull relationship. wonder when its gonna be great. haha. but wad can i expect rite? plus, we go steady for so long liao... i guess, its only natural...hmm.. juz let nature take its own course. love cannot be forced aniwae.. and the worst thing is, he doesn't read my blog.. so he will never know how i feel...
i'm so hungry now. stomach's growling. waiting for my projectmates to finish up before we go for lunch! yippie...
ta-ta...
todae is mummy's birthday.. wanted to buy her a real stalk of flower.... hmm.. see how later...i love you mummy! hehe... thanks for everything....
dear and me are going on a plain and dull relationship. wonder when its gonna be great. haha. but wad can i expect rite? plus, we go steady for so long liao... i guess, its only natural...hmm.. juz let nature take its own course. love cannot be forced aniwae.. and the worst thing is, he doesn't read my blog.. so he will never know how i feel...
i'm so hungry now. stomach's growling. waiting for my projectmates to finish up before we go for lunch! yippie...
ta-ta...
Monday, February 21, 2005
Presentation Day...
had my presentation todae.. hehe.. it was a great presentation for my group... the pic below was taken at TP library with vellysia... hehe..
Velly & Jul fooling around... (^_^)
dear and me completed our movie album yesterday.. below are some pics of the album. it consists all of our movie tickets that we have watched together since we went steady in year 2000.... actually dear did most of the job. i juz designed the cover... heehee.... thanks dear...... muacks! you make me feel so loved.... by the way, the little cows and tortoises below the movie name are the ratings that we haf given to each movie! heehee.....
Album Cover Page
Our First Movie~ Hmm~
30 November 2000
Album Shot 1
Album Shot 2
dear's gonna visit CK coz he's gotta bike accident... hope he and his girlfriend is fine... so i guess we can't talk till he's back.... i can't blog long too.... got report to complete.. arggh! i hate it!
gotta go! ta-ta....
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Our Movie Album... Our Movie Memories...
had a day well spent with dear todae. we met up early in the morning for breakfast and then went to muji at bugis to buy an album.. its sort of a photo album.. the sticker type... hee.. we had something in mind~ for a very long time.. heh heh heh~
hehe.. the album is not for our photos! its for our movie tickets. they are all the movies that we have watched together for the past 4 yrs and 3 months. dear kept all the tickets, since our first movie on 30 nov 2000! unbelieveable huh?!? we watched like 73 movies! haha... dear complied them into the album according to the date of the movies, and i designed the cover... took us the whole day to do it and we are still not finished yet. coz dear said he wanted to put the movie name and title beside the each movie ticket because some of the tickets ink have faded. it seems so sweet to me. dear asked me if i would be touched if i receive this for valentine's day. i said yes! of course! so sweet that i would melt. but i knew he had no time. moreover, it takes alot of work and it's more meaningful if the both of us does it together. i'm so proud of my album! we will continue to work on it.. hee... i'll post the pictures of the album after its done...
thanks dear.. u made me feel so loved....
p/s: dear, we should do an album on the restaurants that we haf eaten! since you kept all the receipts ma... hahaha!
ta-ta....
hehe.. the album is not for our photos! its for our movie tickets. they are all the movies that we have watched together for the past 4 yrs and 3 months. dear kept all the tickets, since our first movie on 30 nov 2000! unbelieveable huh?!? we watched like 73 movies! haha... dear complied them into the album according to the date of the movies, and i designed the cover... took us the whole day to do it and we are still not finished yet. coz dear said he wanted to put the movie name and title beside the each movie ticket because some of the tickets ink have faded. it seems so sweet to me. dear asked me if i would be touched if i receive this for valentine's day. i said yes! of course! so sweet that i would melt. but i knew he had no time. moreover, it takes alot of work and it's more meaningful if the both of us does it together. i'm so proud of my album! we will continue to work on it.. hee... i'll post the pictures of the album after its done...
thanks dear.. u made me feel so loved....
p/s: dear, we should do an album on the restaurants that we haf eaten! since you kept all the receipts ma... hahaha!
ta-ta....
Friday, February 18, 2005
Heated Up?
dear's been losing his temper lately. or maybe i've been making him angry. dunno why, we seem to have stepped on each other's tail... maybe its me i guess... or maybe its the workload he has at work... oh well~ tomorrow's the weekend, i hope things turn out well.. moreover, he's having a headache, hope he gets better... i'm worried~
didn't msg dear for the whole day todae. he msged me after work and told me his head was spinning the whole day. makes me guilty... haiz... its me again~ i miss him though.. but i noe he doesn't.... how i noe? haha.. i juz noe, i can't feel it lar... hmm.. but nvm la... wad u expect for an old 4 yr 3 months couple? oh well.. i dun care liao la... anything lar... i guess, if he doesn't love me anymore, he would let me noe rite?? think of studies more impt. i think abt him he oso dunno. haa... books are always better.....
loads of stuff to complete.. got HR peer notes, report, club & resort and travel & leisure presentation to be put up by monday. and tuesday haf to hand in report! shucks! haf to wear formal on monday, then wednesday.. *sighz... formal wear never ends for business students .... gotta stay up late tonite to finish all stuff... for now, rest first... gotta tahan until at least 3am? oh man! the thought of it juz puts me off....
4 more weeks to the end of kelly services attachment.. looking forward to complete the attachment. its so sian.. and boring... still got proposal to do for kelly serivices sia... aiyo! HR is juz so boring... but its something for me to fall back on if i can't get a job in the hotel, tourism or resort industry.... HR is something down-to-earth la.. haahaa...
exam time-table out liao.... seems like time passes so fast.... dun tink would be able to go out to sea wif dear n his frens... *sob *sob.. i'm gonna miss all the fun! arrgghh!
time to start abit of my engine..... ta-ta...
p/s: velly, u wanna learn to put pics? i teach u next time k. or maybe u can try figure out urself.. u so clever.. hee....
didn't msg dear for the whole day todae. he msged me after work and told me his head was spinning the whole day. makes me guilty... haiz... its me again~ i miss him though.. but i noe he doesn't.... how i noe? haha.. i juz noe, i can't feel it lar... hmm.. but nvm la... wad u expect for an old 4 yr 3 months couple? oh well.. i dun care liao la... anything lar... i guess, if he doesn't love me anymore, he would let me noe rite?? think of studies more impt. i think abt him he oso dunno. haa... books are always better.....
loads of stuff to complete.. got HR peer notes, report, club & resort and travel & leisure presentation to be put up by monday. and tuesday haf to hand in report! shucks! haf to wear formal on monday, then wednesday.. *sighz... formal wear never ends for business students .... gotta stay up late tonite to finish all stuff... for now, rest first... gotta tahan until at least 3am? oh man! the thought of it juz puts me off....
4 more weeks to the end of kelly services attachment.. looking forward to complete the attachment. its so sian.. and boring... still got proposal to do for kelly serivices sia... aiyo! HR is juz so boring... but its something for me to fall back on if i can't get a job in the hotel, tourism or resort industry.... HR is something down-to-earth la.. haahaa...
exam time-table out liao.... seems like time passes so fast.... dun tink would be able to go out to sea wif dear n his frens... *sob *sob.. i'm gonna miss all the fun! arrgghh!
time to start abit of my engine..... ta-ta...
p/s: velly, u wanna learn to put pics? i teach u next time k. or maybe u can try figure out urself.. u so clever.. hee....
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Realising Our Dream~
darn! why won't the damn migraine keep out?!?! ive been having them for 2 days oredi. wad do i exactly haf in my head? some stupid cells? brain tumor? sucks to have migraine.... hate to feel unwell...
printing club & resort and travel & leisure report... 20 pages.. with my slow HP deskjet, its gonna take a long time.. so take this time to blog...
aniwae, toked to dear last nite. he asked me if we could open our joint bank account this saturday! yippie! yay! hehe.. we are realising our dream, moving forward, planning... hehe... cool~ gonna get my UOB ATM card.. hahaha.. can't wait... heh heh heh...
read belle's and shar's valentine's day blog entry.. so nice~ hehe.. so glad that everyone's happy in love... then it occured to me that this is me and dear's 5th year celebrating valentine's day together. whoa.. i feel old! am i? yes i guess i am... 22 this year... arrggh....
i miss dear.. he's so busy wif work.. haven't replied my sms i sent at 12pm plus.. its oredi 3.22pm now...
oh yah, by the way, i read urban todae.... i'm beginning to like this newspaper. its articles are very nice.. this week, they talked about whether you are a high maintainence or low maintainence girlfriend....
i did the Q&A and results are, i'm juz a low maintainence girlfriend. but i find that i'm rather high maintainence in certain ways... i would at least need to talk on the phone wif dear for at least once a day.. i feel that its the most basic... and i need him to tell me if he's going out or wadsoever besides the usual work times.... oh well~ i'm not a good and understanding girlfriend ok.. hahaha... i'm juz jul.. juz me... so dear, if u are reading my blog, like it or not... hehe.. i admit i'm not that good....
hey dear, i miss you.... glad its fridae tomorrow... though no more army oredi, but still get to meet you on weekends only... the only difference is that i dun need to be on 24 hr standby to receive ur sms or call... and i dun need to ask you "when book-in?, wad time book-in?, wad time book-out? this week got book-out ma?" now you got work commitments, i got school commitments and moreover, distance plays a big role in keeping us apart.. *sighz... but i still love you wad.. so wad to do rite? hee..
looking forward to meeting you on saturdae....
ta-ta....
printing club & resort and travel & leisure report... 20 pages.. with my slow HP deskjet, its gonna take a long time.. so take this time to blog...
aniwae, toked to dear last nite. he asked me if we could open our joint bank account this saturday! yippie! yay! hehe.. we are realising our dream, moving forward, planning... hehe... cool~ gonna get my UOB ATM card.. hahaha.. can't wait... heh heh heh...
read belle's and shar's valentine's day blog entry.. so nice~ hehe.. so glad that everyone's happy in love... then it occured to me that this is me and dear's 5th year celebrating valentine's day together. whoa.. i feel old! am i? yes i guess i am... 22 this year... arrggh....
i miss dear.. he's so busy wif work.. haven't replied my sms i sent at 12pm plus.. its oredi 3.22pm now...
oh yah, by the way, i read urban todae.... i'm beginning to like this newspaper. its articles are very nice.. this week, they talked about whether you are a high maintainence or low maintainence girlfriend....
i did the Q&A and results are, i'm juz a low maintainence girlfriend. but i find that i'm rather high maintainence in certain ways... i would at least need to talk on the phone wif dear for at least once a day.. i feel that its the most basic... and i need him to tell me if he's going out or wadsoever besides the usual work times.... oh well~ i'm not a good and understanding girlfriend ok.. hahaha... i'm juz jul.. juz me... so dear, if u are reading my blog, like it or not... hehe.. i admit i'm not that good....
hey dear, i miss you.... glad its fridae tomorrow... though no more army oredi, but still get to meet you on weekends only... the only difference is that i dun need to be on 24 hr standby to receive ur sms or call... and i dun need to ask you "when book-in?, wad time book-in?, wad time book-out? this week got book-out ma?" now you got work commitments, i got school commitments and moreover, distance plays a big role in keeping us apart.. *sighz... but i still love you wad.. so wad to do rite? hee..
looking forward to meeting you on saturdae....
ta-ta....
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
New Shoes!
bought new shoes at school todae! hehe.. they were designed by sharon... she was selling it for her marketing project.. and i thot it was kinda cute.. so i decided to get it.. fits me perfectly! i love it! hehe... pics are shown below....
so cute hor?
had headache, or rather, migraine, for the whole day. did not haf a very good slp last nite. actually i was damn tired. dear went to send his fren off at the airport and came home quite late... around 12 plus. by that time i was oredi slping soundly like a baby... i was extremely tired. he called me... and we talked for around 20 mins. thereafter, i couldn't fall asleep, but i knoe i was dead tired.. plus i got work at kelly services todae... and had to wake up early... i didn't noe when i managed to slp, but i noe that it was due to the lack of slp that caused the migraine. haiz... its still lingering in my head....
bought a lolipop for dear todae. its damn big! like the size of my palm opened! hehehe.. and so colourful i love it! hope he likes it too.. i guess its been a long time since i pampered him and surprised him with gifts... hee... both of us are to busy with our lives, me busy schooling and doing projects, and him, busy with work and OT.... even valentine's day this year was a simple affair. we juz met for dinner and then we held hands and dear walked me home... simple and sweet.. though i had no flowers this year. but i dun blame him.. money is not easy to earn.. and moreover, dear told me that he's too busy to get me flowers, though he intended to do so... aniwae, flowers are so expensive on valentine's day. when we went out for dinner, he asked me if i wanted flowers.. hee... but i declined.. juz knowing that he had the thought its good enough. aniwae, we still haf juz a few more dollars to fulfil our joint bank account! yay! so happie.. can't wait.. can't wait for the next big step in our relationship! heehee....
i tink i gotta go rest my head. its spinning.... haf to do project tonite.... sianz...
ta-ta...
Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day...
happie valentine's day to all! for those who are in love and haf found the right one, hope you will stay blissful in love forever... and for those who are single and looking for the right one... may u find the perfect partner soon!
dear, happie valentine's day too...
guess wad i received for valentine's day? exactly wad i wanted! hehe... the picture is shown below...
dear, happie valentine's day too...
guess wad i received for valentine's day? exactly wad i wanted! hehe... the picture is shown below...
"I Still Do"
so cute rite? he gave me exactly this!! with the ring on his finger and pointing to it... i'm so happie.. i'm gonna get the girl version for him when i have the $$$. was broke after i bought issey miyake perfume for him... nevertheless, thank you for the present dear.. it was really sweet... and i'm looking forward to dinner tonite... hee...
meanwhile, its back to projects.... back to work...
ta-ta...
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Happie Chinese New Year!
todae's new year's eve... so excited about the steamboat tonite... pacific clams, abalone, sharksfin... wee~ i can't wait!
juz returned from school... haiz.. chinese new year holiday oso muz think about projects.. got alot of things to do... sure very tired and busy...
aniwae, went to watch "I Do I Do" with dear last nite.. nice show~ so funny... all the hokkien...
p/s: dear, thanks for everything.. seems that you've been spending alot on me... erm.. i feel bad... really... so... hmm... thanks... luff you...
juz returned from school... haiz.. chinese new year holiday oso muz think about projects.. got alot of things to do... sure very tired and busy...
aniwae, went to watch "I Do I Do" with dear last nite.. nice show~ so funny... all the hokkien...
p/s: dear, thanks for everything.. seems that you've been spending alot on me... erm.. i feel bad... really... so... hmm... thanks... luff you...
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Tired...
waiting for dear to come and pick me up to the doctor's.. fell down on wednesday. and until now its not healed.. my ankle still feels pain when i walk. i wonder what's wrong. can't be sprain rite? coz its not swollen.. haiz...
feel sleepy now... slept at 1am last nite. did my project and watch stephen chow's silly show...
can't wait for dear to arrive, miss him making me smile...
p/s: dear, thanks for accompanying me to the doctor....
ta-ta...
feel sleepy now... slept at 1am last nite. did my project and watch stephen chow's silly show...
can't wait for dear to arrive, miss him making me smile...
p/s: dear, thanks for accompanying me to the doctor....
ta-ta...
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Coloured...
yay! i dyed my hair liao! went wif mummy to the salon in the morning. cost her $60 for my hair.. hehe... i juz did my hair and went off! luckily got mummy... hehe..
met dear in the afternoon.. brought new year stuff for his mummy. and then we went out for dinner at chinatown.. and oso to shop shop.. my god.. it was so crowded.. even if u wanted to stop and buy something, u can't everyone's squeezing and pushing... and its so hot! sweating and making your way through.. can't imagine wad its like during chinese new year eve... sure packed with tons and tons of people... dear and me walked 2 stretchs and we decided to call it a day.. it was horrid. there were so many people.. so glad that i'm home now, and refreshed from my bath... wee~
had a great day with dear... thank you...
i'm excited about new year's eve steamboat! yay! can't wait.... meanwhile still gotta carry on facing the reality that there project research still needs to be done... even though its chinese new year... haiz..
till then.. ta-ta...
met dear in the afternoon.. brought new year stuff for his mummy. and then we went out for dinner at chinatown.. and oso to shop shop.. my god.. it was so crowded.. even if u wanted to stop and buy something, u can't everyone's squeezing and pushing... and its so hot! sweating and making your way through.. can't imagine wad its like during chinese new year eve... sure packed with tons and tons of people... dear and me walked 2 stretchs and we decided to call it a day.. it was horrid. there were so many people.. so glad that i'm home now, and refreshed from my bath... wee~
had a great day with dear... thank you...
i'm excited about new year's eve steamboat! yay! can't wait.... meanwhile still gotta carry on facing the reality that there project research still needs to be done... even though its chinese new year... haiz..
till then.. ta-ta...
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